the first day of december🎄*vlog* - advent calendars, christmas decorating, eating through pain

let's be friends!
instagram: @rorecovering ☁️ / rorecovering
personal instagram: @roisinmitc 💌 / roisinmitc
depop: shoplittlerose
tiktok: rorecovering
🍐 f a q
● how old are you?
20 years old :)
● where are you from?
hampshire, uk 📍
● what do you film with?
canon g7x mark ii and iPhone 13 pro
● what is your name / how do you say it?
my name is Roisin and it's pronounced ro-sheen, but i shorten it to Ro
music:
by Mr. Jello - Sleepwalking - thmatc.co/?l=6...
by ninjoi. - 12 Days of Christmas - thmatc.co/?l=E...

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

It’s ok not to feel festive . It’s ok not to feel happy. Just as equally it’s ok to enjoy yourself ! People seem to have a real love or hate relationship with this time of year . Just do what gets ya through ♥️

[@RoMitchell]

yep ❤️

[@freckles4603]

(•̀ᴗ•́)و

[@eussii9195]

Im determined to not let anorexia ruin my Christmas this year, everyday I'm eating things i wouldn't usually and your videos help me so much, I feel aafe here thank you so much

[@happinesshither]

your recovery journey with a dual diagnosis is truly inspiring Ro. this account is so much more than an ED recovery channel (although your contribution to the community is immense) it's watching someone slowly but surely find a way of living fully again. mental illness can make you feel so alienated at times but watching these vids from the comfort of my uni room makes me feel less alone. x

[@creativerachel]

Bea wrestling to get her hat off is a christmas mood tbh

[@ellenn9477]

hi

[@RoMitchell]

i’m so glad you feel safe here ✨ thanks for being so kind - love u x

[@mimi_0.o]

I just wanna say this: I'm proud of you and I'll always be ❤️ Many people said it already but I also agree on that your videos are so calm and comforting - thank you for making videos and showing us that it is possible to recover ❤️ Somehow I can't wait until it's Christmas! 🎄 Idk, I feel like this year will be different (in a good way) :)

[@RoMitchell]

it means so much - thank you from the bottom of my heart 🥰 i hope you have the most wonderful christmas!! x

[@dryingpaint]

ive been watching for videos for a year now, and ive just noticed that you smile so much more now

[@Ratsfrom42]

Loved the random dance before decorating the tree! made me smile and maybe I should go dance a little as I decorate for winter!!

[@sp0t.]

after a couple of years of kinda sad Christmas’s it’s great to finally be looking forward to it again :)

[@jazmink650]

Hi Ro completely understand the pain from biting your cheek - best thing BONGELA gel like cream and helps with the pain and closes the gaps in ya cheek 😊

[@chocolateoreo6489]

Aw I love you Ro! You are such a comfort and I hope you remember how valued and loved you are!

[@charlottetaylor1273]

It's amazing to see how happy you are. I'm struggling so much right now to even start recovering. Every evening I'm crying to myself but you're keeping me company. I hope I can get to where you are one day. You're amazing ❤

[@charlottetaylor1273]

@wolfie3637 thank you so much ❤️ ❤️

[@leoniemadeleine5575]

the bangs look so good on you! 😍💕

[@jayliezambella]

When, bea removed the Christmas hat, it reminded me of the scene from Grinch where Max removes the nose and the grinch goes "Brilliant! Some more stuff...." 😅

[@FirstnameLastname-vf9rp]

omg 2 videos in a week!!!

[@danielakhabbazi7930]

Hi - you give me a lot of inspiration, I'm at the beginning of recovery and have some difficult days and weeks still. When I watch you, I think your eating so much but I know you are eating normal amounts, it's me who doesn't eat enough. You really keep me going, thank you!

[@samanthadeyo]

What a beautiful video! You have the most positive spirit that just radiates off the screen and watching your videos lately has been so helpful in my own personal ED recovery… sending lots of holiday love ❤️

[@rilakkumo853]

Aw thank you so much for this video Ro! This time of year is hard for a lot of us, but your videos always make me feel better 🫶 (Bea is so cute btw 🥰)

[@ceriswhm786]

i love christmas so much and i’m hoping i could be less restrictive in terms of my diet this season 😢 it’s a hard battle and i’m constantly struggling with it but i hope i have the courage to push it through this christmas 😭💐

[@pippa33]

hii i just wanted to say thank u so much for ur videos. i wouldnt be here without you. genuinely u have helped me, and so many others so much. love u ro 🤍

[@JayceeCatherine]

You and Bea never fail to make me feel calm and comforted on the tough days. Thank you for making me feel less alone in this crazy world. Thank you for giving me strength, laughter, and encouragement with a healthy dose of reality. I love you

[@RoMitchell]

this made me smile - sending so much love x

[@Perroet]

The best comfort channel ❤

[@rainways7586]

Ro! It’s great watching your videos and brings me so much joy and comfort every time. I know you said you’ll try to upload twice a week in December but please don’t put pressure on yourself too, if you don’t feel up for it there is no reason to feel upset or as though your letting us down, just take the time to take care of yourself. As much as I love watching your videos I would much rather know your doing it because you want to not because you feel obligated too. ❤

[@netflixmania8576]

If you keep forgetting your meds, the best thing I ever did was get one of those day of the week med boxes that grandparents always have, and then put it somewhere visible. honestly life changing. you can also put vitamins in there too so it's all in one.

[@zuzanna745]

i'm happy it's december already. ngl, uni's been tough and it's hard to stay on track and find time to study when u got work too. but i'm feeling better already, trying to not worry all the time

[@tellmesomethingg]

Aww your love of Christmas festivities is contagious!!! You look genuinely happy, love that for you ❤️ thanks for doing what you do, you’re helping so many people

[@megamind4367]

you seem so much more alive, im happy for you

[@RoMitchell]

thank you :)

[@mollydyke2313]

Your videos are honestly so so comforting. So much love for you Ro ❤

[@RoMitchell]

thank you! all my love ❤️✨

[@pjgr1231]

bea in a christmas hat is a blessing to my eyes i didn't know i needed until it happened

[@RoMitchell]

hahaha me too

[@nicoleannkyle]

Advent Calendars are so fun! I forgot about buying one this year. I’m so sad. 😢 I love that you and your boyfriend got the same Advent Calendar for each other. How adorable.

[@evelyn1456]

I LOVE that dark blue sweater. It makes your eyes look like the ocean. Great video, Ro, and merry Christmas❤️

[@foolishalie]

I’m having a hard time eating lately cus I’m just not hungry I’m still following my meal plan and everything it’s just a lot harder to justify eating I’m super lucky to have a amazing mom that creeps me in check and makes shure I don’t end up in hospital again

[@RoMitchell]

it can be really hard but you need to keep going! your body needs fuel to keep all of your organs going, to give you energy and to generally keep you alive no matter what. you always need to eat. i’m proud of you x

[@aco6119]

so happy to be in this safe space

[@RoMitchell]

you’re so welcome here =) and you!!

[@sarab7794]

I just discovered your channel! This video seemed so natural and easy watch. I just saw your pervious videos! Wow it’s crazy how different you look. You look healthy now and doing so much better 😊Well done for recovering. I am certain your videos will help so many ❤ and I am sure it’s a journey. Thanks for sharing!

[@RoMitchell]

thanks for such a kind comment ✨🫶🏻

[@nadiabogacka4853]

I just wanted to say how thankful i am to U, Ro. It's incredible for me how helpful U are to so many people, how helpful U are to me. Watching you grow, enjoying life without this irracional fear that anorexia is giving is the best thing in the world. My wish for this years christmas was ur T-shirt, but by that i mean that I wish for christmas that I could finally be as free as U are. Just thank U Ro!❤

[@acupiano]

Thanks for keeping me company while I challenge takeout 💜

[@RoMitchell]

hope you enjoyed it! 🫶🏻

[@sweet_creature7799]

Thank you for everything❤️ You're incredibly inspiring and I would not be where I am right now without you

[@RoMitchell]

thank YOU for being so kind 🤍 i’m proud of you x

[@sophiepaul6303]

Thanks for some wholesome Christmas content :) I watched while having my lunch. You also reminded me to take my meds (even though I was late oops) so thanks lol Hope your cheek is less painful now!

[@kimbilal]

you’re so beautiful inside and out ro 🤍

[@rachelkinnick8778]

Watching your videos is the most comforting thing ever ❤ You are so inspiring and strong and have helped me in my recovery more than anything else. I swear you have the most beautiful soul ever! Lots of love for you ro!!

[@popsacoolx7619]

You’re the most comforting person ever Ro🤍thankyou🫶🏼

[@RoMitchell]

all my love ❤️‍🩹x

[@Thelocalforestdweller]

I love you so much ro I can’t express how much you have helped me in my ED recovery.🥰🥰

[@RoMitchell]

sending you all my love ❤️‍🩹✨ i’m proud of you x

[@stwberry_kisses]

I love your videos! They're my comfort zone and inspiring to watch

[@RoMitchell]

thank you 🥺🥺

[@cristinabock1310]

Yumm. That marmite butter toast. I’ve actually never tried it but always wanted to.

[@hana_marin]

This video reminded me of all the little yoys Christmas time brings and that really helped me put my mind away from ED thoughts. Thank you so much, Ro!! ❤️❤️

[@RoMitchell]

ah i’m so glad it helped 🥺 xxxx

[@BunnyLoverMia]

As a Tea Mixologist as Bird and Blend i was so happy to see our calendar! Hope you enjoy it lovely xxx

[@RoMitchell]

it’s the best !! thank you 🥰🥰

[@BunnyLoverMia]

@@RoMitchell No problem!! Ive only been working here 6 months but my fav is the banana bread chia, chocolate digestive tea and the butter brew tea so if you find those in there then youve found yourself a good'n :) xx

[@anaispassot]

watching one of your video is the best way to end the week, i love those Christmas related videos!! you're amazing, love you

[@RoMitchell]

you’re so sweet !! thank u 💘💕💖

[@AshleyBitton]

I love the festive vibes Ro!! Sending you so much love and big hugs 🤗🥰❤💕💕🎄🎄🎄🎄

[@marta-wz1jm]

I can’t wait to actually enjoy food this year at Christmas dinner

[@RoMitchell]

🥹❤️

[@nathansteele1870]

Had a bad day today, spent the day in bed cause I’m depressed but so did my best friend so we just messaged and got each other through the day

[@sarahjenkins1378]

Thank you Ro for everything 💛you are a total inspiration and you have helped me (and so many others!) more than I can explain! Thank you 💛

[@RoMitchell]

this is really kind ❤️ thank you x

[@gracelay4021]

I don't know if you and your bf would be comfortable, but I was wondering if you would consider sharing how being in a relationship and recovery has been for you? love u x

[@lilla5729]

Really looking forward to this month with more uploads 🎄 I always get so happy when you post!! 💞

[@judyyprm]

I love you Ro !!

[@harmonyhope1709]

Hi Ro, your merch arrived yesterday 🙌❤️🌈 got the green T shirt and the blue hoodie and I LOVE them!!

[@gma8903]

So fun! I want the one your mom got! 😆🔥 Did you move back in with your folks for a while, or just visiting for the holidays? I was just wondering if I missed something (maybe couldn’t stay away from Bea?). 😆💖🥰

[@LuciaTepperBeauty]

Did you move back home? I really liked this vlog!!

[@Perroet]

This was such a nice positive video. You look beautiful and are living!!

[@RoMitchell]

thank you!! 🫶🏻

[@harmonyhope1709]

Aww your tree looks so pretty 🌲 happy December you too xx

[@anne-fleurvanharen6614]

We have matching advent calenders :) I'm joining in this year

[@lilaaronoff9638]

I love your vlogs so much ❤Every time I watch you I feel like my head just gets more peaceful and I am reminded of why I chose the path i'm on. Also I adore your sweater, where is it from?

[@RoMitchell]

thank you!! 🥰 it’s from & other stories, i bought it last year but they defo have similar ones x

[@siriskoumeinertz1156]

I feel like I really got to see another side of you in this video and I love it! You seemed a lot more comfortable and "goofy" even tho that word is so stupid 😭 Anyway I love you so much and you inspire me so much! I'm slaying recovery more than ever and you make it so much easier for me ❤❤ I'm actually going on a trip so London tomorrow (I live in Denmark) It's kinda like I gift from my mom, she told me that if I reached my goal weight in December, we could go on a trip to London and that's been my biggest motivation 🫶

[@shezmeister2771]

Idk if this might be helpful or not but for the cheek pain my mom would make me rinse out my mouth with luke warm water mixed with baking soda in the morning and at night.

[@claudianiedzielski4744]

Your videos are so comforting ily , christmas is coming up and my birthday few days later I'm so so worried , (not british so we have a 12 course meal) I wanna be able to enjoy it and have all the food and look back on it but idk how to , anyways hope ur feeling okay

[@RoMitchell]

i know it feels so hard but it’s one day (or two) and it won’t make a difference to anything - you’ll never remember the food but you will remember the memories 🤍 ily x

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

Ooh I had a meal like that in Italy! Just manage what you can and let those around you know if it’s difficult. Don’t overwhelm yourself but try to make the decision that will help you best in the long term ♥️ you got this hun

[@restaumars]

Take care of yourself as well. I always enjoy your videos but if you need a break then you don't always have to film twice a week, not even on Christmas. Your well-being is the most important thing here. Btw I really love chai tea and it might not be for everyone but I'd suggest trying different kinds :) Lots of love

[@leanne3308]

I love chocolate digestives they are lovely biscuits 😋

[@cristinabock1310]

Yayay! I have not been feeling festive. This should help! 🎄❤️

[@taliyahs1918]

Its the best when someone in your family says they feel like having the very same food you're craving 😁 For me its usually KFC I want and then my dad says says let's have a kfc 😁

[@neave9465]

Bea with the hat on😭😍

[@RoMitchell]

i died ❤️‍🩹

[@c8tluvr]

you are sosososo sweet

[@hanelno]

Lovely vlog ❤️

[@RoMitchell]

thank you 🥰

[@ificanhelp8561]

I'm eating my pizza with your vid🥰 btw I have the Tony's advent calendar too!

[@RoMitchell]

enjoy !! & tony’s is the best 🫶🏻✨💌

[@evebeinguniquebeingme6205]

I don't feel festive this year after losing Splodgie my bunny and my auntie our neighbor is sick with terminal cancer too this year has been full of lows we don't know if we're even bothering putting up the tree I always get more anxiety at Christmas from years of fights at the table over food etc 😔💖

[@evebeinguniquebeingme6205]

@Wolfie thank you so much lovely really appreciate it ❤

[@MawaddaMukassabi]

Hi I am a teen struggling with anorexia. Thankfully I finally got the courage to go and ask for help. Starting recover sounds really scary for me because I don't want to gain weight and be the person I was before because I still think I am imperfect. If you have any tips please let me know. Thank you!!☺

[@MawaddaMukassabi]

Thank you so much. Your words mean a lot. I hope me and you and everyone who is struggling with there relationship with food, powers on through the hard and difficult times. Thank you for responding !

[@MawaddaMukassabi]

Thank you!! It's nice to talk to someone who is going through the same thing as you. umm... how do I massage someone?

[@Mika08.]

Came from your recent insta story soooo… HELLO😊

[@RoMitchell]

hey!!!! 🫶🏻

[@Amy-xk1ms]

💚

[@pureblood1108]

I was just watching your last video lol

[@RoMitchell]

hahaha hi ✨

[@alison823]

If anyone knows where her sweater is from?? I need it lol

[@RoMitchell]

it’s from & other stories !!

[@alison823]

@@RoMitchell oh thank you!! It’s absolutely stunning and the color suits you so well

[@diekleinemu7300]

I decided to recover and go all in a month ago and I'm just soooo hungry. I've gained a lot of weight around my midsection and thighs.. I also stopped any kind of exercise and feel extremely guilty. Should I try eating less and/or start exercising again? I feel worse than I did when I was starving myself and I don't want to celebrate Christmas with my family because all of my relatives will be there and I don't want anyone to see me :(

[@RoMitchell]

don’t start eating less or exercising excessively - that’s most likely just the same as going back to your ED. it’s a natural part of recovery. most people gain weight around their stomach and thighs first, and then it redistributes. i know it’s so so hard, but it’s something you have to sit with. it’s also normal to be incredibly hungry - your body needs food! your family won’t be focusing on your body, they’ll be focusing on your energy and personality. try and focus on the joy of christmas and not your body 🫶🏻

[@diekleinemu7300]

@@RoMitchell thank you so much for taking time to reply! It's just that I was so used to exercise even more and eat even less before holidays so that I would look my 'best'. That was literally my favourite thing. Now I feel lazy af but I'm also afraid that if I return to exercise the weight won't redistribute properly and that I won't get my period back. I'm really struggling because I don't know what's the right thing to do.

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

Your eating disorder is just jealous that you’re trying to live your life . Honestly I PROMISE nobody cares about your weight as much as you !!! If they love you they’ll be glad to see u trying to regain health. It’s human to be hungry , and you’re not being evil for honouring a survival need 💫

[@diekleinemu7300]

@wolfie3637 thank you! It's just so hard because my family keeps telling me it's crazy how much I eat and not 'normal' and that I should workout because it's healthy and all..

[@lucyjones3552]

Hi Ro, I have a question (no triggering details/numbers ahead). I am currently in 'forced recovery' by my parents/team but can't commit or stop engaging in behaviours constantly bc I feel like I don't deserve recovery. I was 50/50 on going ip, but never did go and it makes me feel super invalid. I was wondering if you had any advice on motivating yourself to want to recover, instead of being forced into it? I want to do this on my own terms.

[@25971yqop]

I want you to know that there are so many people who love you and you deserve recovery as much as anyone else does because you're beautiful ❤ you've got this! Recovery is hard but it is so much easier than living with your ED. My best advice is distract yourself with things you love and people who love you. It will be the hardest decision you ever make but I promise it will be the best! Sending you loads of love!

[@lucyjones3552]

@@25971yqop Thank you so much! This means the world to me. Ngl I completely forgot I commented this last year and wow! I can't believe that was me 9 months ago. I am in a much better place now, I am weight restored and am allowed back in school and dance. Not to mention, I can eat so much more freely now and have overcome almost all of my fear foods and rules. 9 months ago. I am in a much better place now, I am weight restored and am allowed back in school and dance. It's true, life is so much better when you choose to recover for yourself

[@25971yqop]

@@lucyjones3552 I'm so proud of u :)

[@horsecrazy0141]

I’m confused I thought you had your own place

[@AlmaAlstrup]

is there anywhere that's not social media I can read just a little about you, I wanna write my essay about you, we have to find someone who is fighting for the same thing as I am, and I thought id write about you, since were both fighting for the same thing. but I can't find anything outside social media, and im not to use social media in it. please help me. also thank you so much for helping me through this time even when your struggling yourself, I really appreciate it and I love you so much, thank you so so so much. ❤❤

[@plainsong76]

I thought you were refraining from vegetarianism(?).

[@jenburns6265]

Warm salt water for your sore cheek

[@freyaroberta]

this motivated me to have a digestive as my night snack eek!! you always make me smile ro💝🎄