The Growlers - "Night Ride" (Official Audio)

[@losgrowlers]

“Dream World” music video premiere tonight at 7PM (LA time) at The Growlers' KZbin Channel. Tune in to Instagram Live at 630PM to hang with Brooks and “Dream World” co-star Heather the Doll.

[@powerofthetime]

GROWLERS when can we arrange a signing meeting for Surf wave? i am at 30k views lets do this..

[@cgo5161]

@@powerofthetime stfu

[@patriciatoney5675]

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[@FreshlyWILD]

Amigo only comes out at night

[@6amAngel]

Yes

[@gberton.07]

This song was my only company when I first realized drugs and partying was not the best for me and that the people I used to call friends were actually just people who I got high with. It was hard and today I can see it kinda still is, I'm in a total different place right now and super confortable and proud of who I've become, but somehow those emotions are still in there wanting me to take a look at them. They are telling me that all that process was hard, and I lived it all alone, I'm a warrior and I should realize it. Now I'm back here in this song for some reason, and I'm thankful for it. For those who are in that same process, I hug you, you're strong, and you're leading yourself to a much more beautiful place ❤ you're not alone, God is with you all the time

[@AQUÍHAYDROGAS]

Love u bro ❤

[@FernandoDomingos-y7i]

Thanks my brother!

[@perhapsyo12]

Keep up the good work forward

[@lone0006]

Amen.

[@hwyaco8112]

🙏

[@ganjaguru820]

i feel SO COOL when i listen to this song, its such a drive vibe

[@mcquademartin7319]

that fucking solo at 2:01 gets me every time. this song is a musical masterpiece

[@livingsucks9546]

same

[@girmonsproductions]

Lovely hammer-on and slides

[@brittanyregennitter3375]

This song has been stuck in my head for days it's speaks of how you have to move forward and leave the baggage behind. So true! Btw I love that they performed in Mexico proves that it's not only their moving words but the compelling sounds. ahh I'm in love!

[@stonedencounters9324]

Let me get the Snapchat tho

[@countryhumansreuploads523]

@@stonedencounters9324 wtf? Men are dis.gusting sometimes

[@funkypretty]

this song breaks my heart. it came out at a time in my life that i consider my happiest time, but so much has changed now and I've grown so much, far apart... i still have the memories. "and the ending still will never change..." a great musical moment. i miss these old times, i hope to replace them, one day..

[@CristianCastroCristianC]

I could say the exact same thing, sending love and strength hard times aren't forever and finding the little things of happiness is hard at first after a while it become much more familiar again to feel good. I hope your worries and troubles have subdued and if they haven't keep fighting that fight because if you've made it this far the lessons and hardships only make you wiser, stronger and more appreciative of just simple joys and moments. One thing is for sure you have good taste in music if you're here and that's always a great start because music is what helped and probably saved me through my toughest time alone or while I felt alone. 💖

[@Lorenzanapepito]

Melancholic feelings come from the chorus part...

[@losgrowlers]

New! "Dream World” video premiere this Thursday, June 25, 7PM (LA time).

[@anitaperez8611]

yes

[@Last_Tryy]

" over and over and over again till you can no longer pretend you're sane, try what you couldn't, it isn't more sure. in the end it still will never change"

[@powerofthetime]

I make good music like the growlers plz become my fan + kzbin.info/www/bejne/jZWnmWqDmKyMsNU

[@minnesota9952]

That’s deep

[@RAWKDeuceDeuce]

That bass line is...

[@ohshit4860]

POOP/THE BEST

[@fercho10k]

lookin for this comment. smooth killer bass line

[@martinmoreno7913]

I Love hearing songs with a badass bass line.

[@roccodimiccio5199]

..is Blood Orange

[@nancyp.morales8611]

same

[@muslimah203]

This is my celebration song makes me cry every time I listen to it I listened to it while i was still in active addiction looking forward to the day I would be finally clean. I’m finally clean and this song means a lot to me.

[@Bulpower62]

I was gutted when i first heard city club. I felt the growlers had been unmanned by the slick- too slick- production. They'd lost their mongrel. But I chilled and opened myself up to the new slippery groove and man, the songs are killers. It's the growlers, but not as we'd known them up to now. It's evolution, baby, and I'm going with them!! Peace and love.

[@debraroux4674]

tramster it's a real studio production - not a garage recording. Julian Casablanca (The Strokes) produced it. I like it ALL; but MOSTLY this introspective, gorgeous singer & performer💕💋☮️

[@bigbud6842]

Consider how much work and time and momey they had to personally put in to doing production themselves. The. Think about how much more time they have and momey and etc.. to put back into their music and work now with a big time producer heloing them on the projects? I actually came in on this stuff before i fou d all their older goldies. As someone who has produced personally and for 3 dofferemt small time bands of very different genres i gotta say i cant imagine the work it took to get the sound they used to have, people think its just playing instruments but its not. So i salute you sir for being open to a band changing their sound, its a womderful thing!

[@ohshit4860]

No, Space And Time!!!

[@irobot9997]

Nice

[@Bulpower62]

@@powerofthetime haha. Mr Neilsen I presume?

[@ellord9234]

Explains my life atm. Always party till the break of dawn. Now that I’m wit my girl that I appreciate, love and care for, she always tells me it’s time to grow up. This song helps explaining what she means 💯

[@hippiecheezburger5457]

This is exactly how I feel I realize that partying serves me no purpose but it's hard to just leave the scene with everyone else you know just involved, it's like you just enlighten yourself enough to get away from drugs, you still need to fill a void somehow but at the same time know that drugs don't do anything for you to really help cope with life in the first place besides turn you into an addict

[@TCGTITAN]

Wish you the best, man!

[@hippiecheezburger5457]

Lucas Leabres it's okay thanks man I'm not addicted to drugs but I've watched my best friends fall into it, it's no joke

[@igotauzi]

weed is lit

[@hippiecheezburger5457]

maruchxn I'll smoke weed all day every day but that's really all I can tolerate lol

[@GypsyJade720]

this nice music

[@odiesmustache3416]

with the three songs im already loving this album

[@iniminipini]

Many are saying that they've lost their vibe. I think they're doin' dope work, God's work.

[@Ignazio2693]

I know people are so ignorant. Sure it's not their usual "beach goth" style, but this shit is on a whole other level.

[@adelmitrujillo8585]

Zaharia Bogdan photo 9 photo

[@ITSFULLOFSTARS1]

Leave your "God" out of it. Pfft Its just Human.

[@E-H_Psychology_Student]

@@ITSFULLOFSTARS1 why are you so hostile towards another person’s faith?

[@ITSFULLOFSTARS1]

@@E-H_Psychology_Student Its a fucking song..Relax Jesus!

[@ivannadiaz1794]

i saw them play this live!!!! fucking masterpiece.

[@Lorenzanapepito]

lucky you

[@zcypret]

Me too! They played 2 hours in Kansas City. Were you there, my friend?

[@ivannadiaz1794]

Oh wow!! That's awesome! No I saw them in Las Vegas the first night of the city club tour(:

[@Iwasthewalrus]

Just saw them in Philly, fucking amazing!

[@fraire711]

See them today

[@albertoramosalfaro7951]

Sin palabras para ésta gran banda, romántica y rasposa con un toque sútil. Sofisticación en todo. Temazo.

[@joserubio8458]

Bad ass song whole different style from what I usually listen too but I’m hooked

[@Goth..]

This song is perfection

[@IvanMartinz]

The Growlers are no band for haters( close-minded). I'm moving smoothly and slowly as if I were mesmerised..

[@ortizeariel]

Or maybe aren't afraid to dislike something despite their love for the band, that's naive. This is alright but it's not the growlers, it's disappointing but whatever I might like a few songs on the album but at least I still have 4 other albums I really digged!

[@ortizeariel]

Maybe people aren't*

[@IvanMartinz]

I'm just fed up with haters, but I guess they're teenagers and they have to love or hate at first, natural. Ariel, thank you for your explanation but I've listened to their previous work as well, that's why I'm here and I think it's obviously the growlers.

[@osvaldocaba8912]

The Growlers is no band for haters( close-minded). lol that doesn't sound so open-minded.

[@IvanMartinz]

no intention of seeming open-minded... it is an opinion about 'haters' **THe system can't let me reply to @nobody, but it lets me edit written comments. I don't know why. it's strange*

[@gustavoa.6551]

I Love the cover of this album

[@Izumiame]

Check out Threats by The Impures, they're a cool new indie band I think you'll like

[@ozgegulcag3883]

Nothing's changed, but you

[@SoniaTheFreaxx]

i love these lyrics

[@Eric-ut3kg]

Which is ironic, since they kicked Scott out and became sellouts.

[@dynamicmadman9788]

"Sellouts" lmao

[@robyoung3457]

music snobs smh

[@enesaydn7698]

sonunda rastladım

[@hahuded2122]

first listened to this song on acid, was incredible and won't ever forget listening to this song for the first time

[@toyestori2842]

i recommend this hidden gem -- faceless humming by the impures . . . .

[@eworthington100]

This is great! Best of the 3 we've heard so far. Not so overwhelmingly funky.

[@powerofthetime]

I make good music like the growlers plz become my fan + kzbin.info/www/bejne/jZWnmWqDmKyMsNU

[@blueblousedesigns]

I love the synthesizer in this song behind Brooks's vocal delivery.

[@jezeq]

i forgot how good this song was

[@theresewade4031]

The Growlers is my spirit band. Every time I hear one of their releases is exactly the point in my life that I need to hear what they say. They've gotten me through some shit in the last 6 years.

[@aquadee91]

"Tomorrow night will go on without you there/tomorrow night will go on til dawn and nobody will care" This stuff giving me the most wonderful existential crisis ever 💙💙💙

[@arod4477]

Snapchat: axanzures

[@arod4477]

@@blahbleh5671 jelly?

[@blahbleh5671]

@@arod4477 ye very

[@SuperParamorefan567]

I think it more so means that his friends are at the clubs and bars doing drugs and other bad stuff, and they don't even notice that he's not there because they're inebriated. He's getting his life together and their mind is elsewhere.

[@overdistance]

@@SuperParamorefan567 well said

[@TTGHAST]

POV: You're sick of getting dragged to a bottomless pit by your 'friends'. It's time to move on. I did just that and haven't regreted it. 3 years sober and my mind is only beggining to heal. Good luck to y'all. Enjoy the now, but don't throw your future away.

[@tropicwave1]

Night Ride The Growlers Produced by Shawn Everett & Julian Casablancas Album: City Club [Verse 1] Too soon, wanted more time Could've held out, but your clock was ticking No easing in, straightened out lines Alone with your thoughts 'Cause your friends are still in [Bridge] Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Saying nothing's missing Thoughts are drifting away from you Morning sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point [Chorus x2] Over and over and over again 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change [Verse 2] Tomorrow night'll go on without you Go on without you there Tomorrow night'll go on without you 'Till dawn and no one will care You can't know, it's a move in the dark Hesitation leaves you hung on the lip Unclench your teeth Peel off the smile See no one there, and you release your grip [Bridge] Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Saying nothing's missing Thoughts are drifting away from you Led the beast to the cliff One more step and a long way down The morning sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point [Chorus x2] Over and over and over again 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change

[@luizhenriquer.deconto3134]

Man, this is for you who introduced me to The Growlers on Omegle in 2016. Thank you.

[@toyestori2842]

listen to this song faceless humming by the impures underrated af..... ..vvvv

[@nisakocaman9330]

this song reminds me of the bad times that i had. sometimes i just wanna have them back.

[@toinfinidee]

They played this live when they were in Vegas!! So good!

[@bergatronnn]

I’m getting my friends hooked on the growlers hehehe. I’ve been listening to them for years but I never showed them to anyone.

[@whosmansisthis1894]

The more we connect with music the closer the bond!

[@shaunboersma]

I just got interduced to this music 🎶

[@rickyalfaro4417]

Same!

[@nicholasmetrano6411]

I just saw these bros on a spontaneous trip to Vermont. I did a lot that trip, by far the highlight was the good fortune to be introduced to this great group by way of a live show.

[@MrAbelavila]

just finished listening to the album, absolutely loved it, love hearing you guys progress and grow with every album. don't ever stop doing what you love and inspiring others to do the same.

[@light167]

Over and over and over again till you can no longer pretend you are sane try but you couldn't get any more sure and the ending still will never change. This is my favourite part of the song in my opinion :)

[@aliagomez8541]

Agreed, it speaks a very certain truth

[@light167]

@@aliagomez8541 yup

[@samixbc]

This song has a story to me...

[@user-ge9ft4cu5m]

Holy shit this album is about to be the fucking best

[@luiscamarillo5331]

I've been feeling their new stuff since they dropped city club! so stoked for the new album!

[@Ibroadcastmyself17]

stroke of genius

[@SomeoneJr]

nice meme

[@quinaliaa2526]

God I can't express how I love this song

[@ShelbyTheWizard]

saw them last night and they fucking killed every song. even when playing the new tunes you couldn't help but vibe along. los grooowwwllerrrsss

[@creaturesremedy1503]

THE GROWLERS 4 LIFE....... MUCH LOVE FROM SAN JUAN CAPISTRANO 949

[@Don_cheedle]

Yooo this beat slaps

[@atthere4032]

This song never gets old, definitely gonna shown my kids this 50 years from now lol 😂😂😂😂

[@stamatia5bestt]

woo baby this song rocks

[@heyholetsgo777]

Sou apaixonada pelo trabalho de vocês! E essa música é a minha preferida! ❤️

[@nikkib1509]

jammin to this all day.

[@MiguelCharisteas]

Best band alive.

[@westmane5293]

Miguel Charisteas tame impala also has the groove

[@hindacamoud9264]

Miguel Charisteas 0

[@howardkoor2796]

Miguel Charisteas love em

[@raymundogonzalez4963]

thats a bold claim!!

[@thanos7245]

Miguel Charisteas biggest overstatement ever

[@GR0UNDSC0RE-mn5qr]

Listened over over and over again.

[@mayracaracheo.337]

De las mejores rolas sin excepciones. Chingona!

[@toyestori2842]

escucha esta rola faceless humming by the impures buena rola :))) .

[@jerrybaldonado1283]

My son and I just saw Brooks in Albuquerque N.M. we got a photo I told him he was my kids first concert he said his was Paula Abdul

[@Koykah]

this is more like it!!

[@tahmeedgamingyt5140]

Too soon, wanted more time Could've held out, but your clock was tickin' No easing in, straightened out lines Alone with your thoughts 'cause your Friends are still in Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Sayin' nothing's missin ' thoughts are driftin' away from you The mornin' sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point Over and over and over again 'Til you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the endin' still will never change Over and over and over again 'Til you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the endin' still will never change Tomorrow night'll go on without you Go on without you there Tomorrow night'll go on without you 'til Dawn an' no one will care You can't know, it's a move in the dark Hesitation leaves you hung on the lip Unclench your teeth, peel off the smile See no one there and you release your grip Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Sayin' nothing's missin' Thoughts are driftin' away from you Led the beast to the clear One more step and a long way down The morning sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point Over and over and over again 'Til you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the endin' still will never change Over and over and over again 'Til you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the endin' still will never change

[@sophiarae8238]

as an ex addict this song really resonates with me.

[@kevinh1792]

Same

[@alfredorivera5001]

The growlers en Guadalajara México para cuando 😭

[@psychedelicsunrise8586]

This song brings me pure unadulterated happiness, it’s hard for me to find happiness, thank you for this.

[@alaskalov]

80s vibes is so good

[@TheCarmennava13]

So glad they came to Las Vegas first to show off their new album!!! I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THE GROWLERS MAN!!!! ❤️🤘🏼

[@evelynebonie2693]

Me fascina esta canción, me enloquece. 💖_💖 de verdad ame verlos en vivo, los admiro TAAAANTO. 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@oddgaming8270]

Got a notification on my phone for this song. Still listening to it😃

[@mikojovanovic3765]

his voice is suck a joy to listen to

[@HoneyB.Nails.]

And I’ve managed to impress someone else with this song... they love it.

[@NaneuxPeeBrane]

Hey! I too impressed someone with this song... idk that they love it right but.. yea...

[@anthonybarron92]

Another classic from the growlers👌🏻🔥

[@tommycamilli9336]

over and over and over again : *me replaying the song*

[@meleahchiago6845]

Brings back memories of a old friend i miss her wish we were still friends😪❤

[@diannarosalie2531]

So excited for the new album ! ❤️❤️

[@fernandobenitez9814]

At first I was hating and then I gave it a chance I been playing this album for like 2 months straight,, See you guys on April, ,cant wait its going to be memorable

[@ezequiassilva3646]

never tired for this song ❤❤❤

[@tubtubetv5454]

Way better than the other two

[@cool_vb3z187]

I love discovering new music 💯

[@uncledune8405]

they played this on the 16th in vegas it was so sweet 😤👌💕

[@franknstein420]

lucky

[@TheCarmennava13]

I know! It was amazing ❤️ I can't wait till they come back 🤘🏼

[@uncledune8405]

SAME 🐼👌

[@andrewgonzalez15]

I was there! Sick show!

[@kimvanfelton3413]

'City Club' was my introduction to this awesome band. Great album and I'm diggin their older stuff as well. Props to Julian Casablancas for signing these guys onto Cult Records.

[@AWorth-uz2hy]

Coming across this song again was sublime.

[@toyestori2842]

i recommend this hidden gem -- faceless humming by the impures . .

[@AWorth-uz2hy]

@@toyestori2842 Will definitely check it out, thanks!

[@stephannegomes5660]

minha banda favorita

[@katherinecruz6136]

we are blessed to be in the same time period as the growlers.

[@storress12]

I'm diggin this.

[@CQCsnakes]

Facts

[@magicwhipyester3264]

heard this live last night! they are sick live everyone should definitely support this awesome band!

[@emmettadams3609]

This band doesn’t get enough recognition

[@ernestojuarezhernandez6541]

Too soon, wanted more time- Muy pronto, quise más tiempo Could've held out, but your clock was ticking- Pude haberlo soportado, pero no esperarías No easing in, straightened out lines- No hay descanso, cuando tratas de enderezar tu vida Alone with your thoughts- Sólo con tus pensamiento 'Cause your friends are still in- Porque tus amigos siguen ahí dentro Night clubs and back rooms- Clubs nocturnos y cuartos al fondo Baggies in the bathrooms- Bolsas en los baños Nothing's changed but you- Nada ha cambiado excepto tú Saying nothing's missing- Diciendo que nada se ha perdido Thoughts are drifting away from you- Cómo si hubieras perdido la razón Morning sun fills the void- La luz del sol llena el vacío Now you see there never was a point- Ahora ves que nunca nada tuvo sentido Over and over and over again- Una y otra y otra vez 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane- Hasta que no sea posible fingir que te encuentras bien Try but you couldn't get any more sure- Inténtalo pero no podrás estar más convencido And the ending still will never change- Y el desenlace nunca cambiará Over and over and over again- Una y otra y otra vez 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane- Hasta que no sea posible fingir que te encuentras bien Try but you couldn't get any more sure- Inténtalo pero no podrás estar más convencido And the ending still will never change- Y el desenlace nunca cambiará Tomorrow night'll go on without you- Mañana en la noche seguiré sin ti Go on without you there- Seguiré sin que estés ahí Tomorrow night'll go on without you- Mañana en la noche seguiré sin ti 'Till dawn and no one will care- Hasta que amanezca y a nadie le importará You can't know, it's a move in the dark- No hay forma de saber, es una jugada en las sombras Hesitation leaves you hung on the lip- La indecisión te deja inmóvil Unclench your teeth- Despierta y relájate Peel off the smile- Saca una sonrisa See no one there, and you release your grip- Ve que no haya nadie allí, y libera tus ataduras Night clubs and back rooms- Clubs nocturnos y cuartos al fondo Baggies in the bathrooms- Bolsas en los baños Nothing's changed but you- Nada ha cambiado excepto tú Saying nothing's missing- Diciendo que nada se ha perdido Thoughts are drifting away from you- Cómo si hubieras perdido la razón Led the beast to the cliff- Guía a la bestia al abismo One more step and a long way down- Un sólo paso más y una larga caída The morning sun fills the void- La luz del sol llena al vacío Now you see there never was a point- Ahora ves que nunca nada tuvo sentido Over and over and over again- Una y otra y otra vez 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane- Hasta que no sea posible fingir que te encuentras bien Try but you couldn't get any more sure- Inténtalo pero no podrás estar más convencido And the ending still will never change- Y el desenlace nunca cambiará Over and over and over again- Una y otra y otra vez 'Till you can no longer pretend you are sane- Hasta que no sea posible fingir que te encuentras bien Try but you couldn't get any more sure- Inténtalo pero no podrás estar más convencido And the ending still will never change- Y el desenlace nunca cambiará

[@luskibae]

This song is so nostalgic for me has best feeling

[@toyestori2842]

i recommend this hidden gem -- faceless humming by the impures . . . .

[@HiddenOne1221]

pumped to see this played in Louisville!

[@HuBrIsRaDiO]

See ya there.

[@ortizeariel]

Kristian R met them that night haha

[@alphiu]

Nothing's changed but you, and it's amazing @TheGrowlers

[@ralphlotus]

Imagine how people reacted when this song first came outttt

[@tomski7328]

How?

[@Bikerbryan22]

I felt this in my soul. I fell down that rabbit hole for a good while and was just a shell of myself

[@patoducky7230]

These Cats are out of sight seen them at the Venue. Solid Gold!

[@Rouxx7]

Espectacular, los adoro ❣️

[@travisscott2009]

I listened to dull boy and now i’m obsessed with every growlers song

[@Izumiame]

Check out Time by The Impures if you like this type of music cx

[@michaelredwine3621]

I got beach goth tickets rn and its gonna be so lit for 2019

[@jorgemuerte9188]

Cya there

[@njupiter]

funny, my friend sent me this song 2 years ago.. didn't like it.. here i am two years later and they are my favorite band.. glad i got into this music

[@Jnze]

this is beautiful!!!!!!!

[@Carlosramos-w2z]

This song could help people find there's selves❤

[@TheCosmicDeadLe]

Vengan a México!!

[@toluk919]

www.ticketmaster.com.mx/the-growlers-mexico-distrito-federal-04-11-2016/event/14005118D35E7D74

[@richovelasco4859]

tienen fecha aqui desde hace como 1 mes, bro. xD

[@Ksabian_]

Se passou 1 ano desde conheci, e estou aqui outra vez!

[@karalinefurby2505]

im so sad right now

[@JosyShuffles]

Too soon, wanted more time Could've held out, but your clock was ticking No easing in, straightened out lines Alone with your thoughts 'Cause your friends are still in Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Saying nothing's missing Thoughts are drifting away from you Morning sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point Over and over and over again Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change Over and over and over again Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change Tomorrow night'll go on without you Go on without you there Tomorrow night'll go on without you Till dawn and no one will care You can't know, it's a move in the dark Hesitation leaves you hung on the lip Unclench your teeth Peel off the smile See no one there, and you release your grip Night clubs and back rooms Baggies in the bathrooms Nothing's changed but you Saying nothing's missing Thoughts are drifting away from you Led the beast to the cliff One more step and a long way down The morning sun fills the void Now you see there never was a point Over and over and over again Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change Over and over and over again Till you can no longer pretend you are sane Try but you couldn't get any more sure And the ending still will never change

[@bird20040]

Nice cp from Spotify

[@countryhumansreuploads523]

@@bird20040 she just commented the lyrics. Never said she wrote them. Dumb.ass

[@gamgam_Meru]

thank you!

[@nicotineneeks]

Crazy how this song had a meaning to me and others which made a strong bond in 2016 and I come back to it and noticed it was published on my birthday in 2016 so idk man I feel shit in life connects in weird ways