The Hardest Part Of Life.

Sorry to get a little sentimental today. This is real life. Hope this can relieve others going through similar things. Love you. See you Tomorrow.

[@chloebeckner9593]

When Roman brought up Zeus, mawmaw, and his mom all being gone it really showed how long I’ve been watching him. Life is crazy

[@luvdunce]

I was young when Zues passed, and remembered crying cause that dog was so loved, now I see what Roman has been through the past few years and I’m glad he’s in a better spot and can give us that nostalgia of his energetic and positive videos. We love you Roman no matter where you film, thanks for the memories ❤

[@hypefinn]

I was 8 when I started watching, I’m 21 at the end of this year. Time flies man

[@alysawilliams5492]

same 💔

[@urgentsociety]

@@hypefinn 8 to 21 new years day 2025 lol same boat

[@aaronsightler371]

Nah Frfr

[@xennon2099]

Damn, I grew up watching this man, I’m 25 and I love waiting for this SAME GUY like I’m 15 again.

[@bambideerranch8698]

Same!

[@CamTheMiner]

Ouch, you had to call me out like that?

[@moisesmagallon3797]

Same!! Bro

[@politedemons]

98 gang

[@MrKobona]

Same age bro , this man we grew up watching him and learned alot from him and his amazing family, today am expecting my baby next july , hopefully i would be as great father as roman is. Smile more . All the way from morocco❤️

[@LardoFacchetti]

I was a momma's boy my entire child-hood, when I was 18, just a few months before graduating high-school, my mom suddenly died of a brain aneursym. They got her heart started in the ambulance, but it was too late, she was brain dead. I sat in the hospital for 5 days everyday waiting for her to wake up. She never did. This was back in 2021, right after Covid, we were already dealing with that. It absolutely rocked my world, destroyed my life. My friends didn't even talk to me, I felt so alone. I just now recently have started to get the ambition to carry on with my life, and I'm enlisting into the Army. I hope my mom will be proud of the man I become, I miss her everyday and it will never ever stop. If anyone reading this still has both of their parents, don't ever, EVER take ANYTHING for granted. Life can be LITERALLY gone in an instant, she was there and she was taken from me in a literal blink of an eye. It didnt feel real, still doesn't. Love, love, and never stop loving.

[@nayandhir5910]

Thank you for sharing, brother 🙏🏼

[@RealLifeRoman]

I wish I could show you how much I love and appreciate this comment. Thank you 🙏🏼❤️

[@Zbox3000]

Thank you for sharing❤ may your mom rest in peace

[@itsfrostediting]

I pray you find peace brother. Godspeed .

[@dr.dinescu2051]

Man this hits close to me. When i was 8 my mom got into a traumatic motorcycle accident, she was flown to harbor view medical center in a helicopter (she always bragged about how she got to ride in a helicopter, even when knocked out and almost dead ). She had to have her bone flaps in her skull to be removed to allow her brain to swell. I would visit her 2 times a week, seeing with her bone flaps out was a bit strange but she was still my mom ( that looked like squid ward. her words not mine). After she was a little better she was transfer to a retirement home to recover the rest of the way. She had to learn how to use her hands, walk and drive. She did all of this in under 2 years after her accident. She was living on her own had a job at a horse barn that she loved working at everyday. My Father got custody of me after her accident and when i was 13 my dad and i moved from WA to AL. I would travel back and fourth throughout the years via plane and always had a blast visiting my mom for the summer. Well the day i turned 16 my mom called me and told me that she was pregnant and i was going to have a baby brother. I was so f******* happy to be a big brother. She also told me that because of her carrying a baby she couldn't take her seizure medication anymore because it could affect the child. She was well aware of the risks going into this, but she just wanted to be a mother again because she felt like being a mother got taken away from her when she got into the accident. There was arrangements for me to visit before Christmas because my mom was about to have the baby. On December 17th my mom died along with my baby brother in her due to a seizure. My father came to my room to tell me and it felt like the lowest bass sound was ringing through my whole body i couldn't stop screaming and weeping out "no". I was forced to go to school the next day, it was excruciating trying to keep quiet when I'm usually the loud mouth/class clown. I barley made it to my 5th period class where i was looking forward to seeing my drafting teacher who i looked up to like a 2nd mom. Well guess what, we had a sub that day. I was pissed off and not 1 peep came out of me, this sub knew me and she kept pushing asking me what was wrong. She said QUOTE "what did someone in your family die" not expecting me to say "yeah my fucking mom". *SNAP*The whole room went silent, not a lil peep. I immediately walked out of the class and went to the principles office because him and i had a good relationship went to church together and i knew he'd let me chill out and calm down in his office. I went home and laid in bed for the rest of the day. Started going to church more and that helped but didnt cure my depression. My dad kicked me out the day i turned 18 because i smoke weed. Im 24 now live in an apartment with my girlfriend of 4 years with our 2 cats and life is amazing! I love anything with a motor and that goes fast, but right now in life im on my drift phase. i wrap cars for a living and I got a nissan 240sx s13 coupe that i drift at my local track almost every sunday and i daily drive a lexus ls400. Something beautiful that i know is that my mother would be there every sunday to watch/ride along with me in my drift car without a doubt. It feels good knowing that she is watching down protecting me too. i miss her so much, i would do anything just to rip her around in my car 1 time. Hope you accomplish great things brother, remember God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Stay blessed, and smile more

[@JohnKExp]

"The graveyard is a quiet place, with a loud message"

[@redriver6541]

Well said. Very well said.

[@Hunterslides]

Damn. I didn't expect to click on this video and have someone start cutting onions in the room. Thank you for being always real Roman.

[@JJ2wavy]

I remember when Roman’s mom passed away a lot of people were saying it was fake,staged, etc.. like who would ever fake someone’s death for content? It sucks such a tragic event took Roman’s mom she was so loved 😢

[@wilezy1]

it is sad, but i wouldnt put it past this guy specifically to fake something for views considering thats his shtick

[@FyReO]

@@Spotless.09 dawg stop.

[@Spotless.09]

@@FyReO you think I'm lying ?🤣 He pranked Brit by having kane drive his quad around, they somehow swapped him with a fake dummy kane mannequin and sent the quad over a jump I think it then exploded or just a big crash, Brit tried running thinking that her child had died until of course kane comes running over and Roman showed her the cameras

[@annajh4347]

​@Spotless.09 that was completely different

[@annajh4347]

​@@wilezy1uh no.

[@madisynpannier707]

her head stone is absolutely gorgeous and i’m sure she appreciates it so much. Thank you for sharing this moment with us roman.

[@CT-8988]

Aww that so sweet of you ❤️

[@ElYovani__jy]

“Worked to keep the world tied together” would be a amazing quote on a smilemore shirt ❤️

[@BorislavZahariev]

I remember in 2019 being in a car, coming back from work, and reading the news and breaking down. We ALL grew up with the Atwoods and this was such a dark time back then. Thank you, Roman, for making that video! Almost 5 years have passed and videos like the 1st one you posted after it happened, and this one, definitely make you think. I loved hearing the birds while you were cleaning the grass around the amazing stone. Just a beautiful moment while honoring a beautiful life. I'm calling my mom and dad immediately after pressing "comment". Thank you!

[@BOJACKH0RSEMAN420]

I’ve never seen your videos before, this popped up in my recommended and I’m glad it did. I lost my mom in 2020 when I was sixteen and sometimes it just helps knowing you’re not the only person struggling with a big loss. May your mother rest in peace. God bless. Her resting place is beautiful.

[@bnf1991]

I have a lump in my throat watching this but these real and raw videos are truly everything

[@billnai7279]

AGREED makes me emotional ✊

[@Los2raw]

Why are you apologizing Rome ?! Loved this video ! Thank you so much for allowing us to see where she’s peacefully resting, a lot of us grew up not only watching you but her also! I have so much love for Momma Atwood 🙏🏼❤️ The Vlogs where y’all would go over to swim at your mom’s house were the best !!! Her loving energy would spill through the screen 😣❤️ RIP Momma Atwood. Happy Mothers Day. Thank you 💯

[@scat_boy_e]

Dont worry about it being exciting. Mom is first always. She believed in you and look at where you are now. Happy heavenly mothers day Mrs.Atwood ❤️🙏🏽

[@TheDeluxe74]

And we all loved her and miss her.

[@christian3713]

I lost my older brother back in 2017 and everytime I go to visit him, I’m reminded by a little message engraved into the headstone that, “goodbyes are not forever.” We will all see our loved ones again one day ❤️ Thanks for sharing

[@jhousevlogs]

Love all these inspiring videos. Honestly got emotional watching you clean up around your mom’s grave.

[@2005thephatguy]

Good way to make a grown man cry. I lost my dad about 2 months before you lost your mom. I remember when your mom passed. And I cried then and still crying now. Thank you great video.

[@sallgood0117]

When I was 9 years old, my Dad went missing in a fishing accident and we never found his body. Now I'm 23. He was my best friend. Roman you inspire me to keep pushing and recognize the blessings in life. Love you dude.

[@chadpugh7661]

damn im so sorry you went through that god bless

[@jenfalconx]

Im really sorry

[@marywilliams6107]

ADVVENTURES WITH PURPOSE, GET AHOLD OF THEM

[@Vivian_Ivy]

REAL over exciting any day dude! We need more realness in the world. Bless you and your family and thank you for sharing this message.

[@robertkessell]

I lost my mom in May 2015 and my dad in April 2017. I went to some very dark places. In 2019 I got sick. I did not care any more. Then one day I was watching KZbin and ran across a video. Seemed like fun and inviting into their family. At the end of the video, the guy said “I love you, you are one of a kind, smile more”! It really hit me. I started watching more of his videos and it really helped me out of the VERY dark places I was. Thank you Roman and family. You touched me made me feel like I had a purpose in life and to snap out of it and keep going. I know the pain of losing loved ones. Keep them close because you never know when they won’t be close.

[@missattitude3009]

Your mom’s Head Stone is absolutely beautiful, I know how you’re feeling. I lose my Mother when I was 14 years old. 28 years is coming up soon and it never gets easier. I love watching your videos continue to spread love and enjoy, blessed and peaceful day.

[@Mike.D.843]

I understand. My mom passed away unexpectedly two years ago on February 1st 2022. That was an experience like nothing else I have ever gone through. I've lost family members and close friends before, but none of those losses prepared me for the loss of my mother. It is still very difficult at times, but you are right Roman, time does help to dull the pain of the loss. I think the main thing that helped get me through this experience was my faith, and that I know that I will see her again. Losing someone so close to you definitely gives you a new appreciation for your loved ones, and also for the fragility of life. My mom was quite literally here one day and gone the next. I saw her the day before she died and none of us had any idea that our whole world would be flipped upside down by losing her the following day! Make sure you say I love you one more time. Hug a little longer. Make time to talk to them more, even if you;re busy. Forgive. LOVE your loved ones! You just never know when your time with them is up.

[@johnnycal100]

Roman, don't ever apologize for being rea, soft, or human. Being true is the best thing anyone can do.

[@darkhillseuropeanmountsLLC]

As a guy that installs headstones I have to say that's a beautiful headstone and very well done. Sorry for your loss Roman sending all the love your way

[@SagePerkins-e5f]

I lost my grandmother on July 21st last year. Your videos have been a great comfort to me since then. Your positive outlook and the joy you spread in your vlogs remind me to cherish the happy memories I have of her. It's as if you're there, helping me smile again, even on the tough days.

[@smcnemar96]

Just now popped up on my timeline today and I just wanted to say how much you meant to me. From heart break to watching your videos almost every single day. I started watching you in 2015. All the time I use what you’re saying to friends or family dealing with a rough patch I tell them just smile more! You helped me out of a dark time and I could never repay you! So love ya big guy keep smiling more and never change!

[@andrewcamper5224]

Thank you for sharing your moment. I don't want to think about the day I'll be doing what you're doing, but faith would also get me through it.

[@DeuCeNTX]

man... this hits hard. my wife was born in March of 1960, same year as your mom... she has had 2 strokes now and lost a good 90% or so of her sight from it. Praise God only her sight and a little short term memory loss is all she's been affected. She has tons of other diabetes related diseases/syndromes/whatever and it's been rough this past year. I nearly lost her last month with the second stroke. You said you learn a lot when you lose someone... I feel I lost her that day. She's here, but yet she's not. We're learning how to live again, but it's not the same person. My mom lives with us too, and she had a stroke 12 or 13 years ago, lost a good bit of use of her right side and some cognitive and just the same, my sister and I have talked about the feeling of losing our mom that day. We have grieved both these women... and yet have not lost them yet. I can't imagine losing either. I lost my dad way back in 2003 but we were not all that close. My parents divorced in 1989 so I only got to see him a couple times a year (we lived about 6 hours away from him.) I still grieve his loss, but I know how much more the loss will be with my mom. Prayers for you today brother. God bless you

[@tinarmoore]

Thank you for sharing. Your mom always seemed like a bright light no matter what she was doing in your videos. This one hit the heart today.

[@jonahwinkler]

This is truly heartwarming I’ve been going through it recently and seeing this video in my recommended really helped me out. I really want to use my voice to help others but it really hurts right now

[@eqltychriss3958]

That headstone inspired me to rethink what my wife and I could have one day that was absolutely beautiful

[@dyoung161]

I recently lost my younger brother almost 1 year ago, he was 28 years old. Everyday he is in the front of my mind and the memories we shared are the things that keep me going.

[@dsnorcalfan]

how did he pass away?

[@Toughuser101]

@@dsnorcalfanthat’s not something you normally ask someone.

[@TheOfficialRybot]

praying for you always brotha. He’s always looking down on you and is with you when you don’t think he is. It’s not a goodbye, it’s a see you later. Make him proud and live life everyday cause that’s what he would want. lots of love always ❤

[@Babylandy1]

Sorry for your loss.

[@siddharthnaidu254]

I'm happy and proud of you holding up this long I know it must be hard but your happiness is important for him too :)

[@ashpat101]

This hit home hard. I lost my mom in February, I had to celebrate her birthday without her in March, and now my first mothers day without her. Ive lost people before, but a parent is a totally different level. I took advantage of life and the time I thought I still had with her, I regret it deeply. I don't wish it on anyone, but its comforting knowing I am not alone. Sending love to all those who have lost

[@ravenszulewski9768]

I'm so sorry for your loss!!

[@heyitsmebri3499]

Thank you for sharing your mother’s grave with us. I wish I could visit mine but since she is buried in a different state it’s so hard to do that. I’m glad you spent some time with your mom on Mother’s Day and it was a special day. Just know our moms were watching us from heaven knowing we are doing what they taught best and that’s loving every day god provides. ❤ Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day to your mom and all the moms who couldn’t be here with us this Mother’s Day.

[@HypedLuke]

Your children will have the blessing of going back to these videos, these vlogs are so much more important than anybody realize. Not only for his family but everyone who has watched him and his family grow ❤

[@beccac6451]

I truly feel your pain Roman. May is a very hard month for me. I lost my mom 2 days after her 53rd birthday. May 18th was her bday and she passed on May 20th. I talked to her on Fri and when I called her on Sat she was on her way to the hospital but sadly they couldnt revive her. May 2, 2023 I lost my precious granddaughter. She was born to early and didn't survive, she only weighed 1 lb. I also lost 5 of my sisters and my oldest brother as well as my real dad, both sets of grand parents and 6 very close friends of mine. Death sucks. Every time you lose someone you also lose a part of yourself. Sending you a big hug.

[@recollectionsofinvisiblechild]

I’m sorry

[@beccac6451]

@@recollectionsofinvisiblechild Thank you

[@OfficialLeakStarr]

@@beccac6451sending my condolences to you❤

[@beccac6451]

@@OfficialLeakStarr Thank you

[@83slammed]

The timing of this video couldn't have been any more helpful. I lost my mom in October of 2021. Never dealt with the passing or the trauma. I recently quit my job with zero savings just to get away from a bad situation. You really do realize how much more precious life is and value it more after loss. Thanks for posting this Roman.

[@charlestorres3965]

Thank you for this video. Roman meant a lot to me as I lost my grandmother this morning really hits home and makes me think about a lot of things.

[@alpha-ne4fq]

This was the most exciting video to watch as a 20 year old with a father that passed away when I was 8; seeing life, real life on KZbin is the most exciting and refreshing thing to see these days.

[@DemianMartinez-vx5do]

We love and miss her , and thank you for always being genuine I been watching since I was 9 and I’m 22 now and you and your family have thought me a lot and always brought me a big smile ❤❤❤❤❤

[@kennam0416]

Honestly miss those three like they are my family too. Truly amazing though that such a special day landed on the 13th. She knew you needed her. Thank you for the vids Roman, we all need these. (I’ve seen people save things like flowers by encasing them in resin and making a cool piece out of the memories, may be an option for your mother’s rocks.)

[@davienalt7755]

man u said what i couldn’t.

[@AntonioGarcia-]

LOVE THIS!!! Thank you for sharing, life’s too short when we think about it. We just have to put our trust and faith in our Lord and Savior,Jesus Christ, that we will all be together again after this life. 💙🙏🏽

[@daltonsaunders8073]

I’m thankful for anything you post. I’m just glad you’re back.

[@hunterhering8060]

Minute 6 to minute 8 in this video got me the most, it’s crazy to think I’ve been watching you for 13 years since Noah was just a little boy like me! I loved when your mom was in the videos and I know she still is she just carry’s her soul through you and your beautiful family, I hope you’re doing good Roman you’re beautiful you’re one of a kind, smile more!!… ps I think you should make a beautiful table with all the rocks your mother collected you could incase them all in resin so they last forever and you have have them all in one place to enjoy. Maybe it’s a table you can bring out on holidays and it’s like your mother is always their with you

[@NychCwOfficial]

Growing up watching you I just learned now your mom and I share the same birthday of October 13. Wishing your family all the best. Thinking of you during your hard times.

[@missydeloz3331]

Thankyou for sharing. We loved watching your mom in your vlogs 🤗. Miss my mom & Best friend every day since 2013 , and having that HOPE truly does helps on these days.

[@LoganTrueman]

You bring us along for the Ups and Downs. We are thankful for you. We all love you and couldn’t be more grateful to have you lead us through not only your ups and downs but also ours. Your mom would be so proud of you Roman.

[@debbiehamiton9305]

Thanks for sharing……..always a good reminder to stay close to the ones we love……no promise for tomorrow.

[@tammyhoffman12]

This was amazing ! Such a beautiful grave stone! Perfect 😍 ❤ I was so heartbroken for you all losing your beautiful Mom! I sent flowers to the funeral. Lost my Mom 2 wks after I had just had her first Grandbaby. She’s proud of you for sure! All of you! Thanks for all you do! 🥰🙏🏼👏👏👏💕💕💕

[@zaidawilliams2675]

It’s so crazy coming back to your videos after years of really not watching any of the people I love watching and seeing how much has changed good and not so good. I haven’t realized just how long I’ve been away from KZbin until now. My mom died the same year on February 1st, your truly never alone🫶

[@coleboyd9483]

Hey Roman, I lost my mother when I was 18 and been on my own since, but oh man she’d sure be proud. Thanks for sharing your experiences and know you’re not alone brother. Much love ❤

[@SkylarMckay-fy6wo]

My brother and I lost our mom January 9th of this year. She had been fighting cancer for 10 months prior. This was our first Mother’s Day without our mom. I can’t explain the feeling. This video hit my heart differently. Thank you for your inspiring words.

[@joannepiatte4026]

Sorry for your loss

[@BeardedRoooster]

I understand brother I lost my mom last year before Mother’s Day so this is my second without her. There are still days that I pick up my phone to call her even now. That smack in the face everytime i realize I can’t just call her is almost unbearable. I do just keep in my heart and mind that I will see her again one day and she is no longer in pain here. Roman I know you tell us all the time “You are beautiful you are one of a kind smile more” and to you I say it in return you are a beautiful soul and inspiration to many and I am sure without a doubt your momma is watching down on you with pride every second of every day. Thank you for being you.

[@jennifersiscoe3719]

Bless your heart. I can identify. Please don't take anything you want to be there each time you visit. I did with my mom and needless to say it wasn't there when I went back. Thank you for sharing. KZbin needs more legit folks.

[@TheSandman16]

Roman, thank you so much for making and sharing this video. My mom passed away on 5/12/2023 and the 1 year anniversary of her passing landed on Mother’s Day this year…It was a super tough day to get through but what also helps me is having that same hope that we will be together again after this life. Thank you again for this video. 🖤

[@ethantaylor48]

Nice truck. Also happy mother's day to the mothers in your life

[@achrefwazzen8926]

Love your parents. ❤ We are so busy growing up, We often forget they are also growing old.

[@V1PERB3ATZ]

Facts 💚🙏🙏🙏🙏💚

[@kilIstation]

Terribly sad that those losses happened so close together as well. You held it together so well on the outside.

[@Justinjust99]

It was reliving having Roman talk about life! I just lost my grandpa and it’s been very rough! Love you Roman!

[@RakeshNagarkoti-k5c]

It feels so good to see you in 2024! I was a young when I used to see your videos.... I am 33 now... and I still always search for You & Vitaly whenever I want to have some fun, laugh! You guys awesome!

[@ethand.7801]

I’m not one to like videos often but there’s videos like this that deserve them. It takes one second, show your love. Lot of us grew up with this family. Take the 2 seconds

[@LeviKellyTours]

Im so glad youre making videos again and I dont want you to quit. I must say, you doing the filming is much better than having a film guy! Flows better in my opinion. Love your videos

[@RemykhTV]

Thank you so much for sharing this video Roman. Don’t ever apologize for a video like this. I’m sure we all love the “real life” part of these videos. Not every video has to be crazy and exciting. We will watch anything you upload. Love you Roman!

[@Mauricio-15]

May she rest peacefully she will always be missed and remembered and loved and respected 🙏🕊️💪🏼😇🥲🙌❤️💪🏽✝️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙌✝️

[@reneefoster6991]

I've watched your channel along time. Right now, I'm at the part. Where you are paying respects. Giving your mom flowers. Your mom and I were born the same year. I'm from August to October older than your mom. My Grandson was born on August the 16th. I wish you and your family the best. Thank you for sharing your videos. God bless you and your family.

[@sarahd1628]

This is the kind of Mother’s Day I have too, unfortunately. I try to cherish being a momma but it’s so hard to be a momma without your momma on Mother’s Day. ❤ you’re so right. it makes you cherish life and your family so much more.

[@christianperi]

Thank you for sharing this and being real, it’s unfortunately a part of life. I shed some tears for you and your family during this video. Ive been watching you for probably the last 10 years and I remember when your mom passed, it wad hard for all of us. Yes there is more to this life after we pass, Heaven, you’ll see her again someday. God Bless.

[@alexanderdebien6259]

Moms like your’s, Roman, are amazing. Not all of us have had that same relationship. I love watching your videos for this reason. You’re so genuine

[@kelly_1111]

This is the first time I've ever seen your mothers final resting place 😢 it is so beautiful roman. I was shocked and truly genuinely saddened for you and your family. This just brought back a lof memories. She was truly one of a kind. Time does heal pain. BTW, fresh flowers are always beautiful, but if you want to try silk flowers they are just as beautiful and last as long as you want them to, me personallyI would use silks for the most part. Or a cross with sliks on it. Theres also grave blankets for christmas, thoese are slways beautiful!!

[@keenanlarsen]

ive been watching since i was Cora's age and im 15 now. i was legitimately crying while watching this entire video but i wanted to say im very sorry for all of your losses Roman and thank you for all you have inspired me and everyone who has watched.

[@josehernandezplaytime4594]

I been watching you since I was 18 and my son was recently born I used to watch your videos with my son every night during bed time and I learned so much from you like being a father and how important family isbecause I didn't really have family but thank God I made my own and because of you I understand these things more like family .. I'm sorry for your losses your an inspiration and Ima meet you one day I know it and Ima thank you because you had a bigger impact on my life than my own father has its sad to say but it's the truth.. been watching since 2014 and I've learned so much only KZbinr I watched faithfully for that long I love you roman your the best keep being the man you are I know your mom is so proud of you. SMILE MORE 😊

[@tvommy]

hugs thank you for being our parents through youtube all these years as we grew up, thank you so much and I'm so fucking sorry you had to experience the sadness because you make us so happy, and its okay to cry dont feel afraid to if your thinking that man, and your parents are gonna be so grateful your still looking after their gravesite for sure, and your showing us 20 year olds how to deal with this when its time or anytime, so thankful for you Roman, stay strong man

[@franciscozenay5375]

I love you Roman. Thank you for being here still for all of us. Your Mother raised a wonderful and amazin son!

[@camdendavis5638]

I agree ever since we lost my little sister last year I have looked at life so differently because it truly is precious and you’re never promised tomorrow. Thank you for being so inspirational

[@reavz.]

lost my mother august of 2017 i was 13 now 20, mother’s day is such a roller coaster of a day and it definitely doesn’t get easier. y’all make them memories love your family through thick and thin you never know if you’ll be able to wake up and do it again.

[@JeffT77]

This was a deep video. I’m sure your mom is very proud of you Roman. 🙏🏻and it’s true with how precious life is and we cannot take it for granted.

[@jackbutler-vd2sz]

Just keep bringing her new rocks from new trips. I'm sure she'd love that, and would be just as meaningful whilst not risking what means a lot to you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my grandad in 2020, then my grandma, great uncle and cousin all in 2022. No words can compare. Stay strong. Always keep fighting!

[@Marixxa89]

I could hear her voice in my head when you said “Don’t worry about it” much love Roman! ❤

[@shhhhthekid]

I’ve been watching you my whole life and I’m 22, I think i hit a sonder moment everytime I realize everyone’s life is as rich as mine. The way I watched you pull those weeds and lay those flowers down made me feel the deepest pit of empathy, they day I see my moms name in a stone is the day my world will crumble. I keep my head up watching you though and it makes me happy see I’m not alone and neither is everyone else. Death is upon everyone

[@DianeG208]

My Mom would do exactly what you did...she wouldn't hesitate to pull up a few weeds or tall grass with her bare hands. Bless you, sir. Love :)

[@melk333]

Currently losing my mom to cancer and knowing I have a little less than a year with her makes this video hit pretty hard. I dread the day she passes on but this video brings somewhat of a peace to the reality of it. I've lived my whole life a mommas boy and have held her hand through everything so definitely forcing myself to grow up a little more lol.

[@DaDonTrillest999]

My grandma recently passed away we had her funeral the day I think before Mother’s Day so I really felt this video spiritually and emotionally. She had a lot of grudges and was a angry person and to think all of it was for nothing really just sucks. Life is worth a lot and it makes me realize a lot of stuff. Thanks for making us feel like we aren’t alone. I’ve also been watching u ever since u guys had zues as a puppy !!

[@christinamedina3364]

I loved seeing your mother in your past videos. She reminded me so much of my own mother. She was an awesome woman. I lost my mother, unexpectedly, in October 2022. Thank you for taking us along with you while you visited your mother. It was nice.❤😊

[@joshuagarcia6444]

Watched you for many years. Once I hit a certain age stopped watching you just recently lost my brother four months ago. Thought I’d catch up on you and this is the first video I watch. I catch my self at my brothers resting spot having the same thoughts always good watching your inspiring videos thanks brotha 🤘🙏🙃

[@AshleyMurphyArt]

Thank you for this Roman. Your mom meant a lot to all of us. So to be able to do this with you was very meaningful. My father passed when I was 20. I know mothers and fathers are different but it’s the absolute closest thing relatable. Time does get better for sure. The 5 year mark was the turning stone for me. Which I believe is what you are at. Dad’s been gone 27 years. I think of him all the time. The anniversary day of your mom, my dad’s is the day after, the 30th. Here’s to momma Atwood. Happy Mother’s Day. You are loved and missed.

[@alagator809]

grief and death isn’t easy both my parents and aunt passed 2018 my father 2021 aunt and mom sisters who died two weeks apart! Thank you for sharing everyone your real life! I loved seeing your mom in vlog she was such a light in the world!

[@SheilaSkeleton]

Thank u u helped me to respect my mom and others around me instead of being so selfish God bless u and your whole family and don't forget smile more

[@backtobeck2389]

I've been here since the beginning. From Smile More inside the apartment. It's crazy to see the journey you and Britt have taken. You're a true inspiration. I'm so happy that you've come back to daily vlogging. It's definitely something to look forward too. Smile More!!

[@hannahbruinsma4654]

Gosh this is so heart wrenching. I have watched your channel since I was 12 and I’m 22 now. My number is also 13… very significant in my life too.

[@RodrigoSurita]

Been watching you for more Than 10 years. My mom also passed away, during this time as well, it’s really tough. That was great video, is sad but it will be a great reminder for everyone that is watching, thank you!

[@rachelt973]

Roman, I’m sitting here literally in tears. I hope you see this..I’m a single mom of 3 from Alabama, my mama lived with me! She would always watch your videos with us & would have them on repeat! She adored your Mom & MawMaw🩷 She passed away April 28,2019 and then seeing your mom passed few weeks after my mom. I know my mom was at those pearly gates welcoming her with OPEN ARMS & a HUGE HUG🩷 Me & my kids said well she finally got to meet her even though it wasn’t the way, but it was gods way🙏💜 We Love you guys oh so much!!!

[@Rebeka-ij1lk]

Barried my daddy 2 weeks ago! Time is precious, thanks for the encouragement. And yes we will meet our loved ones again , we will meet them in the sky, with our Lord and saviour, it brings so much peace even when we have to send them off to heaven earlier than we wanted!!❤️

[@haleymarie2325]

I know it's not the same experience as losing a parent but I lost both of my grandparents on my mom's side in 2022, within 6 months of eachother. Life is precious. Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing this side of your life ❤

[@That1E_K1129]

I'm so sorry for your loss Roman. My grandma raised me and unfortunately I lost her at the age of 17. She was my entire world. When she passed I spiraled out of control. Drugs alcohol you name it I dabbled. I couldn't cope with the loss of her and needed something to make me forget. 10yrs later I got sober and finally learned I never grieved properly. I learned that while behind bars. Believe it or not but jail helped me understand things better. I was lucky enough to have a very considerate staff member to talk to and they put me on the right path. Happy mothers day to all the moms and grandmother's out there. Love you all ❤❤

[@kaharage]

8 years since my mum passed....if i dont think about her im ok.....but i think about her all the time....dont apologize for this video....momentarily brought my mum back to me thanks😢❤🙏

[@hannahpatawaran8054]

I love this video. Your mom was very special and I remember your announcement of her passing. I’ve had a lot of loss in my life in the recent weeks (no deaths luckily) and been down in the dumps emotionally. I appreciate you trying to life people up

[@Jayboeheadly]

Hands down one of my favorite youtubers. I've been watching since day one. It's hard to stay on the grind as long as you have and I understand the breaks here and there. Keep up the amazing work, the world needs more real content like this.... SMILE MORE!

[@s.kat2115]

Don't stress about over thinking about the flowers 🥰 but the best way you could think of it is, "how can I put these so the Bee's can still get to them" ❤️ sending lots of love.

[@BassManBobBassCovers]

Such incredibly important points on how fragile and short life can be. I know you haven't really spoke much on this subject publicly. It's refreshing to hear your thoughts. Losing her must have been beyond excruciatingly painful. But I know Sue would not want us to be continuously filled with sadness, but to continue living our lives the best we can. Big happy mothers day to her and the fam 🙌

[@Catiedarling]

Roman, I have been a viewer/fan since the beginning actually the very beginning. You are a wonderful human being your soul is so beautiful and I know your mom is so proud of who you are and all of the lives you have impacted over the years! Because you have. You don’t know me but I love you and your family. I don’t buy Merch but I bought your merch a few years back just to collect a piece of your work because you are beautiful, you’re one of a kind. Don’t forget Roman to smile more

[@carinemery9766]

Happy mothers day to Brit. Roman, I feel your pain today. My mom and dad passed within 3 months of each other. So hard. 7 years this year. I just can not get over it. Cry all the time. Miss them so much. Seeing what you did for your mom is so touching. You are an amazing son. It is really so hard. Love your videos. I need some of your life happiness in my life. 😢❤ Thank you so much for sharing this special moment with us. ❤