The Moment That Made Me Fall in Love With Outer Wilds

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Raz

Raz

Күн бұрын

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@Soul-Burn
@Soul-Burn Жыл бұрын
When the music stops, instrument by instrument... it hits differently.
@Snouz
@Snouz Жыл бұрын
Literal chills
@gottagowork
@gottagowork Жыл бұрын
It's also wild how they even coded that into it. I was like, "surely they didn't", but they did.
@bhalandros
@bhalandros Жыл бұрын
@@gottagowork They didn't at first. Put into an update. I'm so glad they did.
@heroclix0rz
@heroclix0rz Жыл бұрын
Oh wow, you learn something new about outer wilds every day.
@travelingtango
@travelingtango Жыл бұрын
I just watched that part and my heart jumped into my throat
@Table53
@Table53 Жыл бұрын
3:50 the most mindblowing part of this for me is that Raz doesn't put his spacesuit on the moment he gets into the ship
@Rosella500
@Rosella500 Жыл бұрын
If you're gonna catch the probe, you gotta go fast!!
@astralaegis6283
@astralaegis6283 Жыл бұрын
​@@Rosella500 I never caught the probe! I tried to, but I thought it went out of bounds. Kinda crazy that there were still things I never found
@AlterExo_
@AlterExo_ Жыл бұрын
@@astralaegis6283 There are no bounds mwahahaha!
@solsystem1342
@solsystem1342 Жыл бұрын
​@@AlterExo_ Well, there is a limit to how far you can reach in the time allotted.
@AlterExo_
@AlterExo_ Жыл бұрын
@@solsystem1342 Well yes, but you can remove that bound with mods!
@petey5009
@petey5009 Жыл бұрын
[Major Spoilers for Outer Wilds] I think for me, the most impactful moment in this game that made me fall in love with it was when I finally boarded the Sun Station. The whole game you're teased bits and pieces about this station orbiting the sun, and it was created to destroy the sun, and you finally reach this climax, ready to stop the destruction of your world. The crossing from the teleport room to the rest of the station is incredibly suspenseful, with the music ramping up and the shot of the sun directly below your feet. And then you finally enter the station, and find out... it failed. The sun station never achieved its goal of destroying the sun. The researchers on board ended up dying soon after anyways due to the Interloper. And then the realization kicks in that the sun isn't being destroyed, it's dying naturally. And soon after, I finally noticed the stars in the sky going supernova. The universe was dying. That realization, that there was nothing I could do to stop the deaths of everyone in the solar system, really hit me. I fell into the sun on the way back and ended up spending the next loop at the fireplace where you wake up, just sitting there. Taking it all in. I might be rambling but that singular moment was the most emotional and impactful moment for me in any game. I don't know why, but it really stuck with me.
@agaardadaar5650
@agaardadaar5650 Жыл бұрын
I had a very similar experience! I had a major event happen in my life around the same time I discovered the sun station and now whenever I feel sad about it I just listen to the song that plays when you’re aboard it and it really does help me refocus
@MrTalithan
@MrTalithan Жыл бұрын
I think it's because Outer Wilds does what most other games don't. In Outer Wilds, You can't save the day, you can't save anyone, your 'adversary' is an unstoppable force of nature for which there is no technological, magical, or confrontational, or friendship powered solution. It's almost the complete inverse of Undertale. It's a somber feeling when you realize the space you've been exploring, and the lives in it, is doomed to end right before your eyes.
@EchoNovemberDelter
@EchoNovemberDelter Жыл бұрын
Or do a ksp and dock with the thing before you even knew about the teleporters (true story)
@empollak
@empollak Жыл бұрын
I had a completely different experience! I had no idea that it was meant to destroy the sun until I got there and that was a massive twist for me. So cool that the same thing can give us such different experiences.
@De721998
@De721998 Жыл бұрын
The culmination of the rising music and that leap of faith to get to the other side of the station so close to the sun was perfection to me
@Angrenost02
@Angrenost02 Жыл бұрын
My favorite Outer Wilds moment is reaching the Black Hole Forge, because it was the first time I planned my whole loop in advance and executed my plan smoothly. I was so proud.
@willmungas8964
@willmungas8964 11 ай бұрын
I was so confused because I hadn’t figured out the warping that I ended up brute forcing it by slamming my ship into the Nomai gravity pads that make up the walkway to it, where it would stay. It took three or four loops to get it right without the ship or me falling and actually lowering the black hole forge first, but it felt pretty awesome to pull it off
@liamsmith8518
@liamsmith8518 10 ай бұрын
@@willmungas8964 I didn't get find any info about the warp towers really and I actually managed to parkour up to the black hole forge in the broken vertical walkway... I tried doing it again after actually realizing all the warp tower stuff and accidentally fell off of the brittle hollow warp pad... and I have no idea how I managed to parkour up there
@Solscalr
@Solscalr 9 ай бұрын
​@@willmungas8964I figured that warping was probably the intended way, I just thought it was going to be easier to brute force it. I got first try but then I fell and couldn't get back up to my ship so I just explored the hanging city some more.
@eliplayz22
@eliplayz22 6 ай бұрын
The Black Hole Forge was the first thing in Outer Wilds I planned the whole loop out too
@executivelifehacks6747
@executivelifehacks6747 4 ай бұрын
That was a PITA. I parked the ship at the endpoint, the other stuff was too frustrating.
@andrewprahlow
@andrewprahlow Жыл бұрын
@10:21 this was a very similar experience I had while working on the music, and I fully related to this part. especially to capture the feeling of "the good times of being with your friends in the past, and getting the band back together again, but now we all now play our own individual parts". the greatest part about this though, is how seemingly distant friendships remain intact after many years, just like how all the travelers connect together, whether together or apart. i'm supposed to be playing tears of the kingdom right now, but instead i'm tearing up at this video.
@boblobgobstopper13214
@boblobgobstopper13214 Жыл бұрын
the man himself 😲
@cameronalbee8174
@cameronalbee8174 Жыл бұрын
I hope you see this Andrew- your music has done so much for so many people, really incredible work
@josht130
@josht130 Жыл бұрын
Love your music man
@pagingdoctorsideburns
@pagingdoctorsideburns Жыл бұрын
Push this comment up, gamers!
@ripplingriver9482
@ripplingriver9482 Жыл бұрын
Your music in this game and it’s DLC has brought me to tears on more than one occasion. This video is getting you back haha
@Wholesome_Dungaree-Wearer
@Wholesome_Dungaree-Wearer 8 ай бұрын
I love waking up at the start of the loop, blinking, seeing the Quantum Moon appear in orbit around Giant's Deep, only for it to disappear again on the second blink. Super intriguing to see before you know what the quantum moon is and super satisfying to notice after coming across said knowledge
@Dr.Callaham
@Dr.Callaham 4 ай бұрын
Whenever I saw that before getting to the north pole of the moon, I always said to myself "Why is the moon teasing me like this" because I wanted to get though all quantum tests before making my voyage there, thinking that it was the way to the end. Now its like this whenever i see it. "Its nice to see you again" Knowing that a friend lays just beyond the thick fog of the moon
@JacobGeller
@JacobGeller Жыл бұрын
phenomenal work
@duckyyaboi3129
@duckyyaboi3129 Жыл бұрын
im surprised this didn't get a reply
@razbutwo
@razbutwo Жыл бұрын
@@duckyyaboi3129who is Jacob Geller?
@dayalasingh5853
@dayalasingh5853 Жыл бұрын
​@@razbutwohe makes videos that I think have a very similar audience to yours
@Softlol
@Softlol Жыл бұрын
nobody knows this guy. He mysteriously guy
@harmoen
@harmoen Жыл бұрын
​@@razbutwojust some guy with a beautiful beard
@roramdin
@roramdin Жыл бұрын
I think the moment I fell in love with outer wilds was weeks after I played the game. Watching back the final sequence of the game, laying alone in bed during early quarantine. I had just experienced my last days of high school and had no real contact with people my age. I felt so alone, but I had met someone via the internet to whom I had explained my deep connection with the story. I just laid there, tearing up, watching someone else play through something I'd already experienced. The game never, ever left me. It became a piece of me- I made my friends play it, I tell everybody I know that it's my favorite piece of art. Just a brilliant, sobering reminder of the blissful singularity of life. Then the DLC came along and made me feel the same things all over again.
@vaap
@vaap Жыл бұрын
the DLC was so good at replaying those emotions...
@bialilly3178
@bialilly3178 Жыл бұрын
no way- youre an outer wilds fan? makes sense
@YoBrand15
@YoBrand15 4 ай бұрын
I just started the dlc. But man what got me about outer wilds is how deep the story actually is... a lot deeper than what I originally thought
@Aleyceps
@Aleyceps Жыл бұрын
My older friend told me about his method to find friends as an adult. He said to join or start some kind of group or club that meets monthly. A book club, a hiking group, or even just a lunch group. It has eased a lot of my worries of no longer having a regular group when I graduate.
@maddinar6727
@maddinar6727 Жыл бұрын
Or just find a place you like and go there regularly. After some time you'll recognize the regulars and can start conversations with them :)
@zackglickert4495
@zackglickert4495 Жыл бұрын
church is another great place to build community, especially since you’ll meet people of all ages
@youfam
@youfam Жыл бұрын
@@zackglickert4495 Definitely, all my friends are from church (all 2 of them, but hey, I try 😅)!
@timothyhansen4648
@timothyhansen4648 Жыл бұрын
Regular, recurring events are the best social tool I know of. I've played DnD every Wednesday for 4 years now. It was just me and one other person at the start, but new faces have come and gone consistently as people get invited. When I eventually move away from where I am now, I think I am going to have to start or join a similar group. Maybe something other than DnD, but still regular and recurring. It's been a treasure that means the world to me.
@writershard5065
@writershard5065 Жыл бұрын
Yup. You find friends through hobbies or interests as an adult. Doing something you love with people who also love it will draw them to you. From that point on, it's up to you to socialize with them and keep the connection alive.
@ensick
@ensick Жыл бұрын
i feel like Outer Wilds will always be my #1 favorite game because of moments like these, the instruments going quiet one by one at the end really got me. Outer Wilds made me realize I love media that makes me cry as weird as it sounds
@DarkTwinge
@DarkTwinge Жыл бұрын
Not weird at all! I absolutely love media that makes me cry too.
@MrTalithan
@MrTalithan Жыл бұрын
Media that can move the heart is the best kind of media there is. Give me tears over feeling nothing in particular any and every day.
@Raspberrysorbaet
@Raspberrysorbaet Жыл бұрын
After I played Outer Wilds for the first time, I was seeking media that made me cry too! I am Dead is another really good game that made me cry, it’s a bit more whimsical than Outer Wilds, but caused me to have similar feelings by the end
@fried28056
@fried28056 Жыл бұрын
You guys need to watch Everything Everywhere All at Once if you are looking for something to make you cry. What an incredible movie that actually has similar themes to NMS.
@josemanuelmoraga6669
@josemanuelmoraga6669 8 ай бұрын
@@fried28056 this isnt nms
@ryanmcadam737
@ryanmcadam737 Жыл бұрын
Two seperate moments made me fall in love with Outer Wilds. The first was landing on Giant's Deep. I didn't know about the gravity pads, so I parked my ship on one of the islands and went off to explore, but when I came back my ship wasn't there. I looked around for a bit, but I couldn't find it, and then when I looked up it was 17km away from the planet I was on. I clocked on what happened and was amazed at how these systems had come together to create such emergent gameplay. The next moment was my first time on Brittle Hollow. The ground start to fall underneath me and, somehow, I managed to go into the black hole without realising it was there. I didn't see it at all. So I was awfully confused when I ended up getting teleported to the other end of the solar system. Honestly blew my mind when I realised what had happened.
@karlhendrikse
@karlhendrikse Жыл бұрын
Gravity pads? I just finished the game and I don't know what that is 😅
@ryanmcadam737
@ryanmcadam737 Жыл бұрын
@@karlhendrikse They're the spots that you land your ship on which keep it hunkered down so it doesn't float away.
@silphv
@silphv 6 ай бұрын
There are a few things in the game like that where if you aren't familiar with what's going on you can end up coming to really wild conclusions about what just happened to you. I had the exact same experience with Brittle Hollow, not seeing that I was on a falling chunk of land or that I fell into the black hole, but just suddenly I'm floating in space and all these chunks of land are floating around me. I believed for many runs after that that BH at some point completely shatters and leaves you floating in space (and the fact that near the end of a loop it does look pretty broken didn't help). On Giant's Deep the first time I was on an island lifted into space, to my perspective it instead appeared as if the water level suddenly dropped way down and I had stayed where I was. For a while I believed that the trick to exploring deeper in the planet was to wait for the water to drain away so you can go down there. These are really good hands-on experiences of relativity-my instinct was always to feel like I didn't move, I hadn't felt myself move, so it must be that everything around me suddenly did.
@BDuckie100
@BDuckie100 3 ай бұрын
both those moments were insane to me as well, the innate fear in my body seeing my ship at a distance where I didnt leave it was such a cool feeling, so cool that a game made me feel so strongly without telling me to do anything, just washing it over me.
@Skyehoppers
@Skyehoppers Жыл бұрын
Each instrument dropping out as the supernova gets bigger is haunting. Ive never seen that before. Brilliant work all-around, such a cool concept for a video
@LilJbm1
@LilJbm1 11 ай бұрын
Yeah I did the all alone ending when I turned off the ATP and ran away from the supernova. Waiting for the loop to end in deep space I just stared at our solar system listening to my friends. When they finally exploded, died, and the sound went silent I was pretty sad. Then the end game screen saved me telling me I was all alone before I could even begin to try and fly back to see if anything remained of my home 🥺
@inferno9103
@inferno9103 Жыл бұрын
"It’s the kind of thing that makes you glad you stopped and smelled the pine trees along the way, you know?"
@kyozou66
@kyozou66 Жыл бұрын
Man, what is it with EVERY Outer Wilds video making me cry in the last minute or so? Without fail, it doesn't even matter what the topic of the video is. I always break down into tears by the end of the video... Thanks for sharing your story of your experiences. I'm so moved with how many thousands of people resonate with these feelings and understand them.
@DeannaGilbert616
@DeannaGilbert616 Жыл бұрын
Outer Wilds is about making connections with others, even of a different species and who have been dead for thousands of years. When I realized this, at the end of the game, I cried for so long…
@Sheamu5
@Sheamu5 Жыл бұрын
I'm developing a Pavlovian response to anything Outer Wilds, but especially certain music tracks, that make me tear up
@_No_Time_
@_No_Time_ Жыл бұрын
I feel you. I guess, once one finishes Outer Wilds, he can't come back to it. There's nothing left to discover, nothing left to complete. It is just... done... All that's left are memories. And memories are meant to be shared. Either with your friends or strangers on the internet. That's why when someone like him makes a video about this game, you're feeling anew, refreshed in this old time sensation of discovering something new about the... Wild world you missed so much ! But by the end of the video... this feeling. This feeling of completing a thing you didn't want to complete. The end of something you'll miss... hits right back to you like every things beautifull you wished you spent more time LIVING IT.
@_No_Time_
@_No_Time_ Жыл бұрын
Outer Wilds made us all cry :3
@ChillinWithTheCapuchins
@ChillinWithTheCapuchins Жыл бұрын
Why did I not think about using the signalscope?! I would often try to see if I could line up the whole band, but when I hunted down the probe that thought just didn't come to mind. Seeing you show that off felt incredible and made me laugh and then almost cry. Edit: And then you DID make me cry!!! Using the signalscope as the star explodes was so sad. That would never have occurred to me.
@noyoucorn
@noyoucorn Жыл бұрын
same here :)
@Anastas1786
@Anastas1786 8 ай бұрын
At the White Hole Station, the planets briefly align a couple times a loop.
@JamCam3
@JamCam3 Жыл бұрын
Wow. This was an incredible video. I can't believe you were able to make such an amazing script that is timed perfectly to the footage of this loop that was so impactful to you. You did an amazing job of recapturing what you went through and learned from this experience. I know so many people will benefit from being able to now share this experience with you. Thank you so much for making this.
@razbutwo
@razbutwo Жыл бұрын
thanks for the kind words! making this was interesting as I did not actually write a script. I started by planning out the blocking for the loop (as I wanted the footage to look nice and have different sorts of sections), then I recorded like 5 different versions until I got it right. Once I had that, I pretty much just played the footage and then talked over it for a few minutes at a time. Then I would cut that audio down because it was often filled with erms and uhs and me figuring out what I actually wanted to say, and then I would record again. I worked through the whole video this way which made it easy to time with certain moments because I came up with what I wanted to say as I saw things happen. Don't know that I would recommend making videos like this as it is a weird process BUT it was interesting to try out.
@phoenyck
@phoenyck Жыл бұрын
@@razbutwo Super interesting to read what the process was for this video, thanks for sharing!
@jedyt
@jedyt Жыл бұрын
@@razbutwo youre a natural at this!
@Raspberry32
@Raspberry32 Жыл бұрын
@@razbutwo I appreciate your level of transparency in not just your creative process, but in all you do on this platform. Your content is killer, insightful, thought-provoking, and overall very human. Your commentary always resonates with me. Thank you for sharing your art. It inspires us.
@arthur3899
@arthur3899 Жыл бұрын
​@@razbutwo I feel like, we still need some uhms, erms etc. Nowadays, you and everybody nearly cuts everything. I feel like it would be benefic to keep some of latence, we see your like thinking etc. But it's only my opinion. Nice video, it resonates right now what what I'm living. Cheers :D
@Juni_Dingo
@Juni_Dingo Жыл бұрын
I didn't really take the time to slow down and appreciate the game very often, because I was always chasing lead after lead, and didn't really have that many issues figuring things out. But the few moments where I simply appreciated the nature or structures in the game were very calming. And that's why Gabbro made me cry at the end... "It's the kind of thing that makes you glad you stopped and smelled the pine trees along the way, you know?"
@ShynyMagikarp
@ShynyMagikarp Жыл бұрын
I finished Outer Wilds the night my mom stopped being responsive in the hospital. The next day we had to tell the doctors to remove life support and say our last goodbyes (it was my mom’s wish to never be in that state long if it came to it). Beating outer wilds that night helped me mentally for what was the come the next day. Despite me beating the game being associated with a terrible moment in my life, I have this moment to look back on and feel comfort, too. Thanks for sharing this, Raz.
@CarolynnieGoofball
@CarolynnieGoofball Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry that happened but I’m glad Outer Wilds gave you some comfort. It helps me with my anxiety and feeling more calm.
@ShynyMagikarp
@ShynyMagikarp Жыл бұрын
@@CarolynnieGoofball Outer Wilds, more than any game I've ever played, seems to be the game that many of us play *just* when we need it in our lives. It's a powerful thing!! Thanks for your comment, I was calmed just reading it :)
@CarolynnieGoofball
@CarolynnieGoofball Жыл бұрын
You’re welcome! I’m glad you felt calm just by reading it, we all need some calm in our lives right now lol
@klondike3112
@klondike3112 2 ай бұрын
A major theme in Outer WIlds is to be able to let go, to come to terms with loss. I hope you've been able to come to terms with your own.
@LokheeNyx
@LokheeNyx 10 ай бұрын
My story started when ‘Outer Wilds - Reprise’ shuffled on for the first time on Spotify just as I had graduated high school and took my first steps into the unknown. The first time I heard it I remember just stopping what I was doing and just listening as I started to cry. Adulthood was really starting and the melancholic melody comforted me like a bittersweet hug. From that moment I decided that Outer Wilds was one of my favourite games of all time without even playing it. Now flash forward to 2 years later, I waited and waited until it finally arrived on switch and I just finished it. Now, that song really holds a memory trip of my adolescence, newfound curiosity and adventure from the gameplay and the inevitability of life as it is. Whatever will be, will be. Things will move forever forward until it doesn’t, so kindle that passion you have now and make the most of what we have.
@milexa0613
@milexa0613 Жыл бұрын
My moment was the loop right after the Sun Station loop. I was feeling heavy with the knowledge that I couldn't fix the Sun exploding like I had hoped. I couldn't fix anything at all. The only "solution" I could think of was to find the way to make it all stop for good. After I connected the dots of why the time loop actually happens, I didn't leave Timber Hearth that loop. I stayed and talked to everyone again. Went and did the zero g cave again. Flew the little drone around. Visited the exhibits again. And roasted lots of marshmallows before dozing off until it was time for the sun to explode again. It was the moment I found what I consider the games only flaw: you don't have an instrument yourself. I wanted so bad to go out playing a little tune like my other astronaut friends. Instead I just sat there listening to Feldspar's harmonica until the loop reset. Although it was one the most "empty" loops I've had, it made me realize I had already fallen in love with the game and I was going to miss it dearly once it was all over.
@samsaraatkis6098
@samsaraatkis6098 Жыл бұрын
THIS WAS TIMED AND WRITTEN SO WELL OMG. THIS WAS A TOTALLY WORTH A "MAIN CHANNEL" VIDEO.
@TartarusHimself
@TartarusHimself Жыл бұрын
I didn’t even realize this is the second channel, or that there IS a second channel until I read your comment
@Ionee-q4f
@Ionee-q4f 11 ай бұрын
if you have access to a headset, there is a wonderful vr mod for outer wilds, when i first played it in vr it had already ran through the game several times, but experiencing it truly in first person was like playing again for the first time. It wasn't like playing blind, i knew where to go and what to look for, but it managed to somehow be even more emotionally impacting due to the greater level of interaction that the mod allowed, i would definitely recommend it to anyone as the mod(and many others) are completely free
@heretichazel
@heretichazel 5 ай бұрын
Just last night i finished playing the game for the first time and i did the entire thing in vr, it was incredible. The immersion of actually being in the spaceship flying around, reaching your hand up to your head to toggle your light (especially when doing youknowwhat), peering down over an edge on brittle hollow to look at the black hole, and the ending...
@jnoinm
@jnoinm Жыл бұрын
My favorite and most defining moment of Outer Wilds is probably something I will never forget. Walking along Ash Twin later into a loop, trying to find something, anything among the ruins. As I walk through the Brittle Hollow room... Im transported somewhere. In retrospect, I completely understand what happened, but in the moment i was very confused. I look around, and for whatever reason, I jump, boosting myself into the air. Once again... I didnt understand what was happening, but in retrospect i understand that the teleporter takes you to a place where you're upside down. My character flips, and i get sent down into the abyss, falling into the black hole and being transported to the other side of the solar system. In the span of maybe 20 seconds, so many things happened that I had no idea what was happening. Teleportation? A planet with a black hole in the middle? Wormholes? A space station on the edge of the solar system? It was a moment of genuine confusion and fear, as odd as that may sound, me laughing hysterically, both out of amusement and shock, as my character gets sent tumbling fron location to location. God, I love Outer Wilds.
@imnotrunny397
@imnotrunny397 Жыл бұрын
Major spoiler! What hit me hard in outer wilds was the discovery you make on the interloper. You suddenly find out that despite all the goals and things the nomai had going on that suddenly everything was just taken away from them in just seconds. Everything they'd planned for gone. It made me realise that its the same as real life in that you, or things can suddenly be teared away and gone forever. Made me start to appreciate how precious everything in life truly is.
@jhamPlays
@jhamPlays Жыл бұрын
Yep. They didn't go extinct due to some arrogance or mistake, just dumb luck and a roll of the dice. That's just the way she goes.
@red5_skywalker
@red5_skywalker 3 ай бұрын
Pye is my favourite Nomai for this particular reason. She needed something to distract herself from the failure of the sun station, so you already feel bad for her about that. Then you find out about the core, and honestly, my heart ached for her. It wasn't her fault that things failed, it was just the way of the universe.
@Florkl
@Florkl Жыл бұрын
It’s interesting to contrast this with my experience. I decided to chase after the probe on maybe my fourth loop, when everything was fresh and everywhere I looked offered something new including, I assumed, the probe from the first thing you see. This was, obviously, not the case here, and, as there was so much unexplored, I ended up spacing myself without a suit so I could start the next loop and explore that bramble place. Three guesses what deep fear Finding Nemo had inspired in me.
@NYKevin100
@NYKevin100 Жыл бұрын
I feel like *everyone* eventually reaches a point where they realize that you have unlimited loops and unlimited time. For me, I think it was around the time I was exploring the Sunless City, and I kept running out of time and getting blocked in by sand. It was frustrating at first, but eventually I realized that I could just come back next loop. There was no need to rush and try to see or do everything.
@casss8605
@casss8605 Жыл бұрын
i feel like i missed out on this kinda stuff because the probe model literally didn’t load in my game
@Dan0RG
@Dan0RG Жыл бұрын
@@casss8605 Did you happen to pass by it with headlights off? It's very hard to see otherwise. I assume you at least saw the lights, as that's the only way you could know the probe was even there.
@casss8605
@casss8605 Жыл бұрын
@@Dan0RG the light effects were still working, like i could see the glow but it was just suspended in space not attatched to anything, i just ignored it
@nicksignore8301
@nicksignore8301 Жыл бұрын
Raz, you calmly talking over Outer Wilds footage is some of the most relaxing and peaceful media on the internet. Your thoughtful videos on Outer Wilds took a game that I already adored and made it a game that I loved deeply. My appreciation for it has grown so much from watching your thoughts and how they are metaphors for our lives. Also, your experience with "Space" mirrors mine. It wasn't one of the songs I would put on when I wanted to drink my morning coffee. That was left for "Outer Wilds", "Main Title" and "14.3 Billion Years." But now, "Space" is my go-to song for when our 14-month old is struggling and needing to fall asleep in the car. I know you have a young one, too, and would not be surprised if you've tried the same thing :) Cheers, friend. Your content is special.
@Lucas-ui1lm
@Lucas-ui1lm Жыл бұрын
My favorite moment on outer wilds occurred in my first few hours of the game. I decided to go to red bramble to see what was going on, and I came across Chail and her drum. She looked cheerful and that seemed reassuring. I then wandered into the planet's caves for a while, got completely lost inside and began to feel a certain apprehension building up. I later realized that the sand was rising in the caves and that I risked dying inside if I didn't manage to get out in time. Although panicked, I managed to find a way out of the cave in-extremis. But the scene outside didn't reassure me at all: the sun had become huge and red, I'm terrified. I go back to Chail to ask her what was going on, but she was just as terrified as I was. The beat of her drum had lost all its joy, and seemed to have turned into a macabre countdown to the end of the world. So I did what any other person would have done in my place, I took a marshmallow and toasted it by the fire as I watched the end of the world with Chail. It was one of the moments that made me fall in love with outre wilds, this game reflects so well the contrasts of the world, the immense and the minuscule, the distressing and the comforting... The creators of this game have managed to squeeze all the poetry of the world into this little solar system of just a few kilometers.
@samgonzalez8662
@samgonzalez8662 10 ай бұрын
It actually just clicked for me that the video is about as long as a Loop is. I just finished Outer Wilds, and it was you, Raz, that gave me reason and motivation to finally play it, and to persevere when I genuinely thought I couldn’t finish it. I know I played it at exactly the time I needed to, I don’t regret waiting as long as I did. But for years now, I’ve been getting these little messages scrawled across the internet about how great the game is, about how people have been affected and even shaped by it. And for a lot of reasons, I thought it might just be another experience I would never have, another wonder of the universe I would never see. But now I have seen it, I have experienced it, and I owe no small part of that to all the people along the way who guided me closer with the tales of their own experiences, who noted the things that they saw. We weren’t all there at the same time, most of them had moved on long before I got there, but the experience still felt shared- we were strangers and yet connected by the things we saw, years apart. We witnessed the end of everything, and waited with bated breath for what would come next. The universe is, and we are.
@AngelofGrace96
@AngelofGrace96 Жыл бұрын
I totally get the feeling of not realising how much anxiety you're struggling with until one little thing hits you in the face and it suddenly becomes so obvious. I hope life continues to go well for you, Raz.
@shaneroffey5638
@shaneroffey5638 Жыл бұрын
My favorite way to restart the loop after getting to the point of being done with a place but too close to the big boom to start a new one was to look at the sun, get the signal scope out, and just fly back! There was something both harrowing and wonderful about the moment each instrument stops.
@heldandhold2483
@heldandhold2483 9 ай бұрын
As someone who grew up without religion, I remember the moment (I was about 12 years old when my grandfather died) when I confronted my own mortality. it was a tough one to take in. To fathom that this short life is one that will eventually will be gone, entirely. That I will eventually have no knowledge of it. That I will eventually not exist at all, and not even know it. And in the grand scheme of things, I will be erased… all traces of me, all the things that I’ve done, as will humanity at large, given enough time (and there will be enough time, and certainly enough cosmic events). But even as the son of a scientist it’s still hard to not ask the question “what does it all mean?”, even when you know that is the wrong question to ask. It was tough to come to terms with there not being a big answer to this question. But the beauty of this game comes the conclusion that I eventually did, and seemingly, the only one that we can know… The point of life doesn’t have to be eternal, or a concept that exists supernaturally outside of time. Maybe the point exists perfectly in a series of beautiful finite moments that are fleeting, personal, and special (to the point that ‘special’ isn’t a big enough word).
@kilroyyyyy90
@kilroyyyyy90 Жыл бұрын
I had a similar experience with the probe. I played outer wilds almost a year ago now just after I graduated from university and got a job and started dating a really sweet and funny guy. My life had certainly changed for the better but there were parts of it that hurt quite a bit. My mom didn’t take learning about my sexuality very well, I knew graduating meant that all the people I loved would slowly start to drift away, and that I had started “the rest of my life”. Playing outer wilds helped me come to my own moments of clarity namely the fact that when a huge change happens in someone’s life, while that is the end of something it’s also the start of something different. It could be better or worse or bigger or smaller, but it will be different and it will be new and it will have its own challenges. The probe reminds me of the fact that it’s okay to take shots in the dark and try new things within a phase of life. You might not know where it will lead but if you find something interesting it can reshape the rest of your life. Now that I’ve been working full time for almost a year and I’ve settled into my adult routine I feel kinda like those times when the loops don’t yield anything, so maybe it’s time to follow a probe and enjoy what I find whether that be nothing or everything
@TheLeftistOwl
@TheLeftistOwl Жыл бұрын
Outer Wilds helps me process the fact that we are temporary and that everything should be cherished. Every moment. Every tear. Every laugh. Every smile
@anonymous4068
@anonymous4068 9 ай бұрын
6:06 It's NOT just a video game. It's a timeless piece of art. People always say "it's just a game bro", but never say "it's just a movie bro", "it's just music bro", "it's just a painting bro" etc.
@miserablepile
@miserablepile 6 ай бұрын
Outer Wilds feels like what life was supposed to be. Space travel is as easy as throwing together a wooden and glass box with dome thrusters. The universe is still nihilistic and interesting, but it's so approachable and inviting in contrast to real life. Going across the solar system takes like 60 seconds. Black holes and other rare phenomenon arent just something to speculate about, they're right there, ready to be explored! You don't need a team or funding or paperwork to answer questions or try stuff out, you just go for it. The Hearthians and the Nomai both seemed to achieve so much in small teams and short time. In OW, it's okay to spend a whole day on a bit of a wild goose chase or on a hunch! Yes, there's nuance and challenge that goes missing when things are made so approachable, but things can feel so bleak when the most you feel you'll ever achieve in life isn't building a whole spaceship, but instead filling out one of the hundreds of forms of paperwork that approved one particular draft of how one panel of a spaceship could have been used, but ended up rejected.
@bolicob
@bolicob 11 ай бұрын
1:50 Those aren't minor spoilers, you don't learn this stuff until atleast halfway through the game
@wZem
@wZem 6 ай бұрын
Favorite moment is removing the emergency exit from the escape pod on Brittle Hollow and staring into the depth below. "Wait, is that a black hole?". And then of course later on removing the hatch at the sun station. Magnificent!
@sparrowghostmusic
@sparrowghostmusic 9 ай бұрын
I was so immersed in your story, i didn't realize it was one complete uncut loop until the halfway point. I looked at the length of the video and just smiled. The journey you went on was beautiful, and perfectly encapsulates Outer Wilds for me. Those loops where you realize that the thing you were TRYING to do is undoable. Or pointless. Or you missed the window. And you look around and ask yourself "what now?" It lets your brain start asking new questions. It gives you the chance to look at your surroundings with new curiosity. I swear, every time I start thinking about the experience of this game, I always end up feeling like i'm just talking about my actual life experiences. Incredible video, and thank you for sharing not only your gameplay, but your life.
@karthikprakash9601
@karthikprakash9601 3 ай бұрын
I fell in love with the game when i found that one piece of info that connected two things which i didnt think could be connected. Nothing specific, but the small small things u discover on ur own that forms a link between 2 mysteries is just a phenomenal feeling
@Lexyvil
@Lexyvil Жыл бұрын
Outer Wilds is an experience I won't forget. It's been a few years already and I still can't get over how amazing it was, and it just makes me wish I could experience for the first time again. The closest way we can is by watching blind playthroughs of people going through that same experience for the first time, and relive it through them.
@daxt3rdefluff255
@daxt3rdefluff255 Жыл бұрын
I didn’t realise the instruments cut out as the supernova happened.... that hits hard especially the final cut to static
@MinistryOfMagic_DoM
@MinistryOfMagic_DoM Жыл бұрын
Gaming for a Non Gamer came out while I was taking Human Computer Interaction class and I showed it to my professor and we used those videos as part of our lessons to help illustrate some of the points you were making that were critical to our lessons. I'm glad you didn't give up because I learned a lot from that and I've been trying to make my software as user friendly and obvious as possible now and I like to return to your videos to remind myself sometimes things are not super obvious to regular people that we think are obvious since we are too close to the product. So thank you, and please keep up the good work. While not every one of your videos is about that sort of thing, I do appreciate your perspective in every video and it's always interesting to see a new video pop up.
@aok76_
@aok76_ Жыл бұрын
My favorite memory was getting sucked into the black hole before knowing how to go back, so realizing I was not returning back to my ship 24 km away I just slowly floated to Dark Bramble, landed on one of the islands, and just stared at the sun as it slowly grew redder and redder. As I was watching though, Giant's Deep slowly starts to eclipse the sun right as it starts going super nova. It was a genuinely beautiful and powerful moment that I don't think any other game made me feel before. To be at the right place at the right time by accident was amazing.
@Taliesin_
@Taliesin_ Жыл бұрын
Listening to the instruments go out one by one actually brought a tear to my eye. Man, Outer Wilds is such a great game.
@desposchism
@desposchism 4 ай бұрын
I actually love how you went most of this video just talking honestly about your emotional struggles. I really respect that you didn’t mind if it wasn’t something people would watch or not.
@NickLibra
@NickLibra Жыл бұрын
I am floored. I had the exact same experience when I played the game. When I followed the probe I just stood there listening to the music and taking it all in. No phones, no distractions, just the space. Something changed, I felt like. Now, months later, I just got a boring full time job, working in an office. My actual job is being a dance artist. I made a big show last year which was very successful but things have been very calm since then. I got the office job for a bit of money and for stability until my dance work picks up again. But I felt defeated and like I was moving backwards. I know realise that I am in my time loop moment in my life. Living the same day everyday. Working a boring job. But I can use this time to just stand here, and take it all in. Figure out what the next step is. Become a better person and artist while I collect new information and I learn new things about myself, the world and my craft. And when I am ready, I can take that next step to break the time loop and create a new universe of possibilities for my life and my art. And what will help me is these probe moments. To remind me that I am. Thank you. I needed this video to remind me that.
@j.stimp623
@j.stimp623 Жыл бұрын
This game really stuck with me after playing it. There's something beautiful about the fact that the loop never changes, but the loop changes you. I wholeheartedly think this is one of the best games ever created.
@jetlagg8251
@jetlagg8251 Жыл бұрын
Man, I remember my first run like this. Realizing that this game was not just about uncovering the mystery, that the 21 minutes are not just a restriction you are inevitably bound by, but instead a way to encourage you to appreciate the small things in the game, because the same things will always be there. When it happened to me, I couldn't figure out how to get into the core of Giant's Deep, and I was frustrated, but as I thought at how I could possibly do it, I took a second to listen and then I just sat there listening to the water and the muffled sounds of the tornadoes above, having that same realisation, that not every run has to be fruitful, that this handcrafted solar system is something to be admired. From then on I spent many runs doing random things that did nothing to further my knowledge of the game, but allowed me to experience the beautiful little secrets, like the signalscope being able to pick up all of the instruments at the same time. I love this game and it is firmly seated at my number one spot, and has been for the past 3 or 4 years.
@huskeryu
@huskeryu Жыл бұрын
Around 12:00, where you're listening to everyone play the song together that is normally only heard in fragments, it really reminded me of my favorite contemporary art installation, Ragnar Kjartansson's "The VIsitors", which is a multi-screen exhibit where each screen is a person in a different room of an old mansion playing the same song. It's my favorite thing I've ever seen in a museum and I wish that everyone could have the opportunity to see it.
@neozetare
@neozetare 11 ай бұрын
I didn't expect to cry watching this video It started as a "Oh, I wonder what is the moment this video talked about", because listening people talking about their experience of Outer Wilds is amazing. I never followed the probe, it was really interesting to hear your story, at first And then you talked about your loneliness and your loved ones, and I have felt like you way too much in my life. I have this important person to me who kind of have been drifting away for years, and I never found any way to stop that. I thought I had accepted that, but they are soon going to move further than they always had, and I'm afraid of that. I don't know if I will be able to properly deal with this Listening to you talking about your moment and your life and your journey made me realize this is what I love the most about this game, the fact that people share their experiences with its discovery and how it resonates with their life etc. The mains reason why I've never followed the probe is because I've never really played Outer Wilds. I've tried, but it was resonating with too much of my inner fears. But I've listened to so much people talking about their experience, I don't even feel like I've missed anything. Outer Wilds and its community helped me accept that there is no wrong way to live, that it's okay if I don't do it in the way things were intented. I hope for more people to discover Outer Wilds, I hope for people to share their stories like you did.
@arthur.s
@arthur.s Жыл бұрын
I appreciate you making this, the stream of consciousness was very genuine and the end was a gentle reminder for me to sit and rest for a moment without getting consumed by external events/responsibilities. To just, be.
@davidinark
@davidinark Жыл бұрын
Your essays are awesome. Thank you for sharing your experiences, both in-game and in life. The editing is a superb mix of voiceover speeds and cuts with video that is cut to complement the discussion. Kudos to you and your editor for a job very well done!
@nirn_
@nirn_ 11 ай бұрын
Following a probe is like the second thing I made in a game. Chilling and licening the music in the vast expance of exploding stars. 7:18 Same, didn't even noticed star-blobs until did. Cool to see it on youtube
@ElliotPooley
@ElliotPooley 3 ай бұрын
(major spoilers (obviously)) One really interesting bit for me was at the eye of the universe, just before jumping into the hole. I had no idea what would happen, and if it would kill me. And after the previous "loop" (not a loop since i was inside ash twin at supernova time and got a bad ending) I knew that death was no longer a simple loop reset. Even if game-wise its functionally the same - you just load save - it felt different. Like mortality was a whole lot real again, which made that last jump a lot more meaningful. For most of the game it would be a case of "yeah why not lets see what happens" but not here. Everything feels so much more monumental there, once the safety net is taken away.
@MayoMander
@MayoMander Жыл бұрын
I love how your actions with the probe were similar to my own as well as probably many others. Orbiting around it, observing and appreciating the shuttle, watching the stars around you die out, experiencing the overall calm and isolating feeling of traveling with it, the reflection on something about your life, and using the scope to hear each instrument disappear. Some of these things i had forgotten doing but im glad i was reminded of and being able to have a new appreciation for this loop that i had mostly forgotten about. Also amazing work on pacing of the video and your dialogue matching it perfectly.
@ADudeNamedLucky
@ADudeNamedLucky 4 ай бұрын
3:02 “When you’re in one of those moments, that is when you come up with some of the wildest and potentially worst ideas of how to solve things.” SPOILERS I had one of these moments where I had tried to get to the core of Ash Twin via the warp several times and it never worked for me (it could’ve if I was smarter about it) but the sand kept pulling me up. So I had a stupid idea. What if I parked my ship on top of the tower opening? It could take some of the pull of the sand and give me a second longer. I have no idea if that’s actually what happened, but regardless, the warp worked. And every subsequent time I confidently parked my ship right on top of the tower on Ash Twin. Amazingly, the first time I did this, I managed to lodge it in there so the sand didn’t even pull it out. I was never able to land so perfectly again.
@metroidragon
@metroidragon 10 ай бұрын
Great video, I also spent a whole loop on the probe and you articulated quite beautifully my feelings from that. It was peaceful and enjoyable to not feel pressure to make progress. Btw I recommend looking for local community gaming groups if you're trying to track down some friends. Board games, video games, magic the gathering, et al. there are probably way more groups for non-gaming related stuff too, hiking, astronomy, music. Choose a passion and look for a group that gets together around it.
@Korg42
@Korg42 Жыл бұрын
So to make friends as an adult requires a 3rd space like a comic book shop or a pool hall or a board game cafe. A physical location with something that interests you in a physical space. I play Magic the Gathering and D&D with people I didn't know 10 years ago because i was lucky for that space that isn't work or home.
@greysonlott7903
@greysonlott7903 Жыл бұрын
I hadn't played the game when your original Outer Wilds video came out, but I remember watching it and it still moved me. I told myself that I will definitely play the game soon. It took a while, but I finally played it and got entrenched in it a few months back. Then I went back and watched the video again and it made me appreciate it even more. This game moved me in so many ways and I love every aspect of it. Nice to see another video from you on it.
@Stizzl
@Stizzl Жыл бұрын
This is an absolutely fantastic video, the pacing is stunning and I feel like I appreciate Outer Wilds even more now! Amazing work!
@Kisher02
@Kisher02 Жыл бұрын
So darn true, also didn't expect to see you here, I now have newfound respect for you for enjoying Outer Wilds...
@Stizzl
@Stizzl Жыл бұрын
@@Kisher02 Hehe thanks, i am everywhere
@obothehobo173
@obothehobo173 Жыл бұрын
I like how the video is just an uncut full loop recreating what happened. Perfect.
@xystem4701
@xystem4701 Жыл бұрын
I absolutely adore the way that you apply your own emotions onto the games you play. I come to games to feel things, they're emotional experiences to me. Outer Wilds made me feel lonely, hopeful, horrified, mournful, and wonderstruck. Keep feeling things
@underdog353777
@underdog353777 Жыл бұрын
That's really sweet. Thanks for sharing this. Hearing the music when looking back and hearing the song in unison, something you really can't do normally, was especially touching - as much as hearing it fade was. I think this kind of reflection is very valuable, I can't remember the last time I just observed my environment with real patience. Even in a game. It's hard to find that kind of quiet it feels like.
@gamesareartGA
@gamesareartGA Жыл бұрын
Outer Wilds is precious, and to embark with you on that loop, following your train of thought, was eerilie enticing. The moment I understood there wouldn't be any cut in your video, I knew it was gonna be something special, I closed my other screens and just let it be, and I'm glad I did. Thank you for sharing that feeling, it was beautiful. :)
@shnarglebluff
@shnarglebluff Жыл бұрын
This community will never die. It can’t.
@pantherbaz379
@pantherbaz379 Жыл бұрын
You put into words my feelings about Outer Wilds far better than I could, always love your videos - I played December 2019 when I had just finished my last round of chemo for blood cancer (was 20 at the time). Couldn’t connect to anyone despite being lucky enough to be surrounded by loving family and friends, but I managed to find some solace through this game. Thanks for the videos Raz
@361Openwounds
@361Openwounds 11 ай бұрын
You'll probably never see this but I thought this video was excellent. The pacing of your writing and narration of your monologue was perfect. The first half of the video I spent waiting for you to point your signal scope at the solar system and when you finally did, I got full body goosebumps. Thank you for sharing and letting us re experience this with you.
@FailcopterWes
@FailcopterWes Жыл бұрын
As the game itself puts it: It makes you glad you stopped to smell the pine trees along the way.
@maaki50
@maaki50 Жыл бұрын
I never thought about what you talked about at ~20 mins. That the game pushes against the tendancy to beat it and just enjoy playing. Outer Wilds gave me a sense of making progress basically every loop but it also gave me loops where I learned nothing new and just spent the rest either flying around aimlessly listening to Space or listening to the Travelers theme with my signal scope. Thats a new thing to say I love about my favorite piece of media ever made.
@sebtrainwoo
@sebtrainwoo Жыл бұрын
Almost 22 minutes
@BDuckie100
@BDuckie100 3 ай бұрын
(kinda) not even part of the game, but the thing that made it so special for me was some quote that was related to Outerwilds, and how your memories play back at the end of each loop. It talks about how when our life flashes before our eyes when we die, just imagine how all the beautiful sunsets will jump out.
@mkarr6625
@mkarr6625 Жыл бұрын
Outer wilds is a treasure of an experience. My moment hit somewhere on Brittle Hollow. I had been suffering, trying to navigate that crumbling world; just falling into the black hole dozens, maybe even hundreds, of times. But, I was finding my way along the Old City and stumbled upon some Nomai writing. Hoping to find something that lead me towards a clue on where to go, I scanned it and translated it. Plume: "The pain of your absence is sharp and haunting, and I would give anything not to know it; anything but never knowing you at all (which would be worse)." And I just sat there, reflecting on that statement and on how much my heart hurt for so many absences. And I cried. It was really the only thing in game that I found on that trip.harp and haunting, and I would give anything not to know it; anything but never knowing you at all (which would be worse)."
@MrMasteryder
@MrMasteryder 9 ай бұрын
My 2 favorite moments in Outer Wilds were 1. Getting into the Hourglass Twins, dying from the sand filling up a cave, not understanding what's happening and going back and not understanding why the sand was much lower this time around. Then it hit me. "Time matters in this game". Which wierdly enough is pretty rare in other games. 2. Getting into all the quantum stuff, especially figuring out how to reach The Eye's orbit was really fun, and made me feel like a genius lol
@tbahr123
@tbahr123 Жыл бұрын
The main way people meet as adults is just through work. Classmates are replaced with coworkers and just as in school, some might become friends and some don’t. So it makes sense when you say you mostly meet other creators Raz. That’s the closest thing you have to coworkers.
@tommyholstein
@tommyholstein Жыл бұрын
I’m so happy you’re still making videos about the greatest game ever made ❤️
@Pagemaster_Penny
@Pagemaster_Penny Жыл бұрын
This is my favorite Outer Wilds video! It explains what makes the game unique and beautiful, but in a way I can share with my friends without spoiling anything! Thank you so much for making this!
@reeve_boi
@reeve_boi Жыл бұрын
I'm first year at uni after a gap year. The honest way I make new friends is I walk up to someone who looks interesting and just start talking about the first random thing that comes to mind when I look at them, hear their response, and ask for their name if they seem interested. It's worked very well so far!
@joyce1175
@joyce1175 Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful video and a beautiful game! I didn't even realize until the very end that you had simply made the video length one entire loop. Very cool how you timed it and just said everything you needed to in that time. Fun fact about the instruments dropping out one by one at the end: That wasn't actually a thing until a patch about a year or so ago. I don't remember exactly when, but it was definitely after Echoes of the Eye was released. Before that patch, the travelers simply all kept playing until the loop ended. It was a very cool change, even though it is haunting.
@Flugmorph
@Flugmorph Жыл бұрын
man this was a great video. the timing with the visuals kind of blew me away. you did a fantastic job recording this loop.
@gamer3428
@gamer3428 Жыл бұрын
the best part about this video, is that it is parallel to the 22 minute loop
@tylerbeazer8877
@tylerbeazer8877 Жыл бұрын
I just wanted you to know that this video made a big impact on me. A lot of what you described is my life, so to hear someone help me understand this idea of slowing down and enjoying what I have. Thanks!
@Broeckchen
@Broeckchen 6 ай бұрын
About finding friends: Follow your heart! Sounds dumb right? Hahaha! But it's true in the sense that you need to follow your passions and interests. You'll organically find friends in the places connected to what you love. In classes, clubs, workshops, online communities... you'll be surprised how quickly you end up with a whole friend circle just by engaging with others in your beloved fields.
@recenityz
@recenityz Жыл бұрын
Raz, when I watch your videos, I feel like I'm looking through a mirror. There's something so profoundly similar about the way we are, the way we view things, that just resonates with me completely. I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for your transparency, as it has allowed me to feel completely understood in a time of absolute uncertainty. And thank you for existing. You know, beyond the content creation stuff.
@dragonworksgaming
@dragonworksgaming Жыл бұрын
This video moved me deeply. I've been going through a lot recently and your words just hit home in a way that I didn't expect them to. I love the philosophical approach you take to analysing games. Outer Wilds is one of my favourite games and I just wanted to thank you so much for making this video, I started crying when you started talking about looking back on happy times with friends and not seeing the struggles that might have occurred in the moment but at a distance you feel very reminiscent. Again thank you, this video touched me. This game was the last gift I received from my last girlfriend. Hearing the music after the silence has an effect on me that I cannot put into words but it makes me feel happy we got to spend the time we did together yet sad because it's over and now we are singing our own songs alone.
@dazrienhaizor8624
@dazrienhaizor8624 Жыл бұрын
My favorite moment was when You finally realize you can just teleport to the sun station and you’ve been dying over and over again for the last 5 hours trying to land it
@frogross
@frogross Жыл бұрын
😅 Been there done that
@anabenskywalker122
@anabenskywalker122 Жыл бұрын
I remember the exact moment I knew Outer Wilds was something special. I was in Brittle Hollow exploring the Hanging City, but like the idiot you are only 5-6 hours in the game, you have no idea what you’re doing or where you are. So I see a giant black ship looking thing (later I would find out it’s the Black Hole forge) and I jump down onto it miss the landing and am mad at myself once again because I know I’m going to fall into the black hole, but I see I still have some fuel left so I try my hardest to stay away. Before I knew it, I had figured out orbiting in Outer Wilds. I orbited the black hole until I found the elevator beams as I call them and made it to where I was trying to get to on Brittle Hollow the entire time, Riebeck. I couldn’t believe it. I didn’t fall into the black hole and I made it to Riebeck. I started laughing. That was the moment that made me fall in love with Outer Wilds
@deccy_boi5569
@deccy_boi5569 3 ай бұрын
For me, I was stuck for so long trying to figure out how to get into the ash twin project that I literally just tried running away. I thought perhaps I could get so far away from the sun that it wouldn't hit me. At least, that there would be some peace for a while. I dedicated a whole loop to just flying as far away as possible from the dying star, only to, once it finally came time, find out that the loop was based on the ash twin project sending my consciousness back once it's "briefly supernovae-proof material" is broken through. I had an extremely similar moment of listening to the whole song as it was blowing up not having heard it in full before and suddenly realising it might all line up. And to suddenly realise they were all fading one by one as the star ate them up made me tear up. You describe, once again, an extremely similar situation to what point in life I am at with my friends having been at Uni for some years and me continually refusing to go in "fear of not being ready." I say that like I mean ready for University. When really I am just not ready to leave my home. Not ready to leave my cat. My parents. The few friends I have here and that I have become very close with. I am not ready to be the one who makes the change in my life. But recently, my childhood friend had a really scary car accident where he was completely unhurt but if things were slightly different, he might've died. To have been confronted by that was a complete shock to me. I hadn't even thought about that. In all my time trying to prepare myself or wait for the right moment thinking I have time, I failed to even realise that I don't have time. Because things just happen. And you can't control it. You can't hid away and escape because there is a galaxy out there with problems that want to be solved. Not so that everything can finally be good. But to know you tried, to have understood, to have gone as far as you have, living so much more than you have died, it made me realise that it's time for me to do the same. The sun will explode and I will die but life will be so much worse if I try to run away from my problems rather than understand and solve them. Not in the hopes to stop the sun, but to appreciate the life it allowed for just a short while. The things and people it allowed me to love. To hear the music, and then to not.
@spriggsandtwiggs
@spriggsandtwiggs 10 ай бұрын
For me, the moment I really connected with Outer Wilds- the moment that clung to my blood, changed pathways and synapses in my brain, changed the way I view everything as a whole- was the moment in the Eye. I loved Outer Wilds form the beginning, because it's space, with endless opportunities, and it's always been a love of mine. On the Eye, I thought it was really cool, and then- And then the player went inside. And I... saw. I wouldn't understand it right away. I was enraptured, regardless, with the very idea with it. The things that flashed before the eyes of the player, of _us_, and then the museum, with its changed plaques wistfully describing the objects connected to them, as though looking back on loving memories, and then the map, and the galaxies, and the woods. If I had not been hooked before, I would have been then. The campfire, the finding of the instruments, the song that was played- watching the new universe be born in a swell of music- I was embraced. But I wouldn't understand why, not even when Echoes of the Eye released, and I eventually saw it, and understood that the campfire that made the new reality, and the new member around it, was a memory of the before, which would shape the future of the after. Funnily enough, I would only come to understand it- my captivity, my perspective of the art that is Outer Wilds and the Eye- in Fullmetal Alchemist. In FMA, for those who don't know, one of the big themes (not one of the main themes, but close) is death, and that it is unpreventable: Death comes for all things living. It is when I revisited Outer Wilds, after resurfacing from FMA, that I finally understood what captivated me so. Ever since then, I have been acutely aware of how much my life is changed. It felt like experiencing The Giver for the first time, again. I'm changed. It's love. I'll never be the same, and I feel comfort. Space has never felt so much like home.
@theamazinganonymous7847
@theamazinganonymous7847 9 күн бұрын
That's because it is home.
@SimplyMavAgain
@SimplyMavAgain Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful memory. Thank you for sharing. While my experience with Outer Wilds was a very different one (though its themes still hit really hard with things i was figuring out at that time) I'm resonating a lot with the situation you've described here. As a consequence of the pandemic, my life has come to a complete halt and somehow the last year and a half have been more isolating for me than quarantine ever was. And honestly, I'm not really sure what to do next. Friends (, people i used to talk more to) have told me that it's okay to need some time to figure everything out. But as more time passes I feel myself falling behind with the life I hoped I could live more and more and being stuck making no progress feels more and more frustrating and lonely. Even knowing that you're not supposed to have life figured out it's difficult to shake the feeling that you still should. But I still hope that someday, from a different point of view, I might be able to look back at this time and appreciate when my life got to slow down for a little. There's this quote from Gabbro at the end of the game that I think about a lot these days, actually: *"It’s the kind of thing that makes you glad you stopped and smelled the pine trees along the way, you know?"* It makes me want to try and appreciate some things about this time a little more. Hopefully I'll get to the day when I can.
@shanekim1994
@shanekim1994 Жыл бұрын
raz some of the rants you have just touch me in a way that's makes me feel so seen and understood, I truly appreciate you and the art you share with the world. love to you brother
@charlosparlos757
@charlosparlos757 Жыл бұрын
I can’t tell you how much I relate to this and how much I needed to hear this right now in my life but thanks for giving me an opportunity to cry and calm down for a moment
@mand0rk
@mand0rk Ай бұрын
The fact that this video is almost the exact length of one loop in outer wilds is a nice touch
@foxglovelove8379
@foxglovelove8379 Жыл бұрын
God, this is a good video. Not just because Outer Wilds is one my favorite games ever (and I only found thanks to your recommendation), but it's wild hearing about how tumultuous your journey was. Your videos are amazing, and I'm always looking forward to the next one. I know a lot is probably changing for you now with the whole fatherhood thing, but I wish you the best. I'm rooting for you!
@finnvost9349
@finnvost9349 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad you thought to bring out the signalscope as the Supernova happened, there's a calm mournfulness in hearing your friends die out one by one, unaware of their fate, whilst knowing you shall join them soon
@cadepeppley9430
@cadepeppley9430 Жыл бұрын
I don’t know what it is with all these Video Game Essays channels churning out absolute banger videos on Outer Wilds. Daryl Talks Games a month or so ago and now Raz. Serious chills on both of them
@SingularityEngine
@SingularityEngine Жыл бұрын
Dude, the middle part of this video resonated so extremely much with me. I've also just moved from a bigger city to a smaller one with no people I know, for a workplace I have spent a long time getting confident in. Loneliness and Outer Wilds has been an amazing combination.
@JonSnowIII
@JonSnowIII Жыл бұрын
I genuinely, whole-heartedly love this video. I don’t know what format this is, but just the way you talk about the game, then make a connection to something personal, then get back to the game. This video is cozy, like a campfire. Thank you for a great video- I look forward to seeing more of your stuff ❤
@lostnmyuniverse
@lostnmyuniverse Жыл бұрын
Amazing video! It's always incredible to hear how Outer Wilds has affected people in different ways. Everyone seems to walk away from Outer Wilds with a different experience and different emotions felt while playing the game.
@The-EJ-Factor
@The-EJ-Factor 5 ай бұрын
Funny thing is that I immediately went after the probe my second loop after my first death, at that point I didn’t know what I was looking for and knew nothing about the eye of the universe all I knew was the tutorial and that I forgot my suit when landing on the atterlock the first loop so I haven’t seen Nomai text other than in the museum. So instead of being disappointed I assumed I was just missing something, (I didn’t even know it was a probe) thinking, “What the heck am I supposed to do here” and after not finding anything I assumed that I would have to come back there later.
@vitorakiyama9410
@vitorakiyama9410 3 ай бұрын
As a person deeply moved by outer wilds, its incredible to see a video that extracts so much beauty from a moment like this. Incredibly moving video.
@thehatefulkat
@thehatefulkat Жыл бұрын
This game summarized so many things that I just cannot explain. I begged some of my friends to play it, but to no avail. I am a lonely person, and I am an over thinker. But the way in which this game explains so many things, without telling you anything explicitly, it's marvelous. I found it amusing how, as you, for a time I felt lost in the game, not knowing what to chase and not understanding how to solve some bigger problems. I was stuck, and I was thinking that I was missing the bigger point of the game. But, I don't know for what reason I decided to fly into the space and forget it all. That's when it hit me. The moment I pulled out my signalscope and heard the music playing for the first time together, I felt at peace. Later I came to the conclusion that this game is not about searching for something or getting lost in the narrative, it's about these little moments that matter so much to us. Your video could not have summarized more beautiful. These are some moments that are beyond words, and I want to thank you for making me relive that moment. Thank you!
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