the month behind a song I wrote

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doddlevloggle

doddlevloggle

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@katem9718
@katem9718 3 жыл бұрын
Didn't realise how much I'd missed seeing dodie living life as messily and emotionally as it is, but turns out I really did. Can't wait for this project x
@Cookie_Comment
@Cookie_Comment 3 жыл бұрын
same! ;(
@blanccheee
@blanccheee 3 жыл бұрын
Same :') I was glad that she stopped sharing because I thought it was a healthy decision but I kinda missed her and glad she's back again!
@Freaki1705
@Freaki1705 3 жыл бұрын
"turns out I'm not fully cooked as a person" is just a good quote, but, is anyone really fully cooked?
@dstrome
@dstrome 3 жыл бұрын
Probably not a lot of fully cooked people, but definitely several who are fully baked. :)
@annajams
@annajams 3 жыл бұрын
I think society expects us to be more or less "fully cooked" and basially figured out by 25 or something. But sometimes it doesn't work like that, and it's scary and stressful, but also natural and normal. I hope everyone gets the support they need, and take their time to cook :)
@Geert2682
@Geert2682 3 жыл бұрын
welp I'm in my mid-thirties and I'm still only half-baked at best lol
@mossman2353
@mossman2353 3 жыл бұрын
brains don't even finish fully develop until about?? 25?? or smthn
@RichAdase
@RichAdase 3 жыл бұрын
Fifty years in. Not yet.
@mushroomladyy
@mushroomladyy 3 жыл бұрын
i’ve missed hearing about your life, feels like hearing from an old friend
@billyraycyrus3855
@billyraycyrus3855 3 жыл бұрын
exactly how i felt !
@lizzietownsend
@lizzietownsend 3 жыл бұрын
literally omg !!
@lilyg9983
@lilyg9983 3 жыл бұрын
yep
@ninclarke4445
@ninclarke4445 3 жыл бұрын
legit lying here crying because it’s been the shittiest month and it brings some comfort knowing that i’m not the only one having a shit time :’)
@RowanneSmile
@RowanneSmile 3 жыл бұрын
I hope your February is a better month than the last! You are definitely not alone :)
@headfirst1593
@headfirst1593 3 жыл бұрын
same here haha! hope our following weeks get better :') ❤️
@lezlezzin
@lezlezzin 3 жыл бұрын
I heard this thing recently "you're living in the soup." Basically it's just a means to say that we try to view chunks of our life as these neat little things with beginnings and ends, little stories. Because it's helps us "learn a lesson" or move on to the next thing. But life is messy and complicated every day, every month, and every year. We're living in the soup. Always learning and being, and messing up and growing. I'm very excited about this project, and about navigating the messiness of the soup of life in your late 20s with you, with this project.
@300_live_rats
@300_live_rats 3 жыл бұрын
good soup.
@oliedmis97
@oliedmis97 3 жыл бұрын
@@300_live_rats *sometimes mediocre soup
@anhbear4
@anhbear4 3 жыл бұрын
I like it :) bathe in the soup, drown in the soup, be the 🍲
@soupiedog23
@soupiedog23 3 жыл бұрын
i love this very much. we are all just living in soup. woohoo.
@absolutelycukoo
@absolutelycukoo 3 жыл бұрын
I fucking love this! Thank you, for this.
@lillyreed2887
@lillyreed2887 3 жыл бұрын
as an older sister, dods feels like my long lost older sibling. like how older siblings are always a hot mess but look at the younger sibling and tell them a little life lesson to contextualize their own life and hope the younger will have it a little better
@22nanasi55
@22nanasi55 3 жыл бұрын
YES. i was about to comment something really similar.💕
@julialovesgfriend
@julialovesgfriend 3 жыл бұрын
omg same !!!!
@audreybannister
@audreybannister 2 жыл бұрын
LITERALLY
@Loonakiitti
@Loonakiitti 3 жыл бұрын
I love it when you just sit there and talk about some things it's actually amazing
@skylamoreno
@skylamoreno 3 жыл бұрын
Whenever you make videos like these it really inspires me to work harder to self reflect. It’s not something I do often, maybe never at all to be honest. Perhaps because it’s a painful process but it’s a needed one. I have a terrible memory and terrible sense of self so perhaps documenting like you do may help me in some way. I don’t know, just thank you for sharing with us. It’s always appreciated that you feel comfortable enough to do so. Much love dodie, I hope February is better.
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
♥ i recommend documenting, even if it's just for you. A great way to remember and self reflect! good luck with everything pal x
@skylamoreno
@skylamoreno 3 жыл бұрын
@@doddleoddle thank you, love! You have no idea how much it means to me that you’ve replied. Means the world
@Stee3333
@Stee3333 3 жыл бұрын
My New Years Eve was also kind of rubbish this year and the thing you said about the celebration sounding like bombs is so true
@raspberrytaegi
@raspberrytaegi 3 жыл бұрын
i agree and i like ur pfp ;)
@SpirusOfH
@SpirusOfH 3 жыл бұрын
I've noticed that your recent videos have been incredibly well edited - I really think you have a knack for film-making that you can add to your already impressive roster! The juxtaposition of last New Year's countdown with the quiet intro (which is then contrasted with this New Year's countdown which I presume was filmed from covid-isolation); the moment where you look into the camera at 3:45 while reading a book called "how to relax"; the big close-up at 6:07 after so many mid-shots for probably the most vulnerable part of the video (and with the ambulance in the background, seamlessly ringing out even across jump-cuts). You're the queen of the hard cut! This genuinely felt like watching a short film. Great work. Very emotionally resonate!
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
thank you for watching so attentively !!
@SpirusOfH
@SpirusOfH 3 жыл бұрын
@@doddleoddle thank you for creating so authentically.
@alexavandongen847
@alexavandongen847 3 жыл бұрын
This is exactly why I love dodie so much: finally a human being who is actually transparent and REAL on social media platforms. She is so relatable because she doesn't only show the "good" and the "pretty". It is SOOO refreshing and I believe all influencers of every kind should learn from her vulnerability and courage to share the REAL. Love you dodie! Thanks for being you.
@Maggie-uv4gi
@Maggie-uv4gi 3 жыл бұрын
So glad youre back, however please dont think that you have to overshare or do anything because of your fans / audience. take your time
@paulroberts3639
@paulroberts3639 3 жыл бұрын
Build a Problem has kept me alive over the past few months…. Thank you for ‘Before the Line’.
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
@heyannabeth
@heyannabeth 3 жыл бұрын
same. my most played song of 2021 lol. hang in there buddy
@buckl3y2417
@buckl3y2417 3 жыл бұрын
Honestly, some parts of me just immensely relate to this. Over the past few years, it's been really weird. I mean, I'm a teenager, it's supposed to be weird, but covid took a lot of things away from me. It took away the first ever friend I'd made who actually wanted to spend time with me, and we'd become friends because of ME. Not because it was some playdate with our parents, because of ME. When we went back she wasn't really the same. Honestly, over the past few years I've not been the same. My limbs feel heavy, I'm worrying about every single damn thing even more than I used to. It feels like the world is ending but everyone else is staring at the light display giggling and you want to laugh too but it comes out too high pitched and everyone blames you and then you realise that you're not even laughing, you're crying. It's been a hard time. But I am glad to say that Dodie has definitely helped me through. "Hate Myself" forced me to confront a lot of difficult feelings when nobody was willing to listen to me, "6/10" made me cry after weeks of suppressing my emotions, which is a truly liberating feeling. And "If I'm Being Honest" will never fail to make me feel... If not happy, it makes me feel something. Thank you Dodie. I hope you're OK.
@Neje98
@Neje98 3 жыл бұрын
Im 24 and i cant imagine how its been for every teenager and highschooler during these years. But i can promise that you will be able to make other real friends trought your life. Stay strong! Hopefully this pandemic is over soon and we are all in the same boat ❤
@raspberrytaegi
@raspberrytaegi 3 жыл бұрын
hey, hope this isn't weird to say, but i think u should consider writing (as a job or a hobby :]) if u haven't already, you seem extremely well-spoken. "everyone else is staring at the light display giggling and you want to laugh too but it comes out high pitched and everyone blames you and then you realize that you're not even laughing, you're crying" god that's so.....!!!!!!
@anhbear4
@anhbear4 3 жыл бұрын
Love your metaphors as well! I'm sorry you're having a tough time, which is so understandable given the shit storm. It's been hard for me too even as a 27yr old and I concur, being in school during the pandemic seems incredibly hard. This might not be the most helpful to hear, but when you're in high school and college you think that life is high school and college. I felt like it was so important to get good grades, go to the best college, and get the best job. And I didn't take the time to enjoy it as much as I wish. I guess don't take it for granted and also it will get better and know you're not alone
@maneskinnnnn7190
@maneskinnnnn7190 3 жыл бұрын
we all die in the end, don't take life too seriously.
@googoogaga7986
@googoogaga7986 Жыл бұрын
I turned 18 early this month, I lost all my remaining childhood to covid because it ruined my mental health and made my anxiety even more debilitating, I’m so rotten over it and I don’t think I’m going to enjoy life again, yknow? I can’t imagine a truely joyful me existing again jumping around and screeching and laughing, i hope that me comes back but they just feel dead, I really need to shove myself up and see a therapist 💀
@fernij
@fernij 3 жыл бұрын
oh sweet dodie,, this is such an interesting idea wow :’) everything you create is so so so wonderful and i appreciate you more than you will ever ever know. thank you so much for all you do
@-TUPY
@-TUPY 3 жыл бұрын
+18 🤙🏽 kzbin.info/www/bejne/rpiUdaKBmtCVe7c
@jasminj379
@jasminj379 3 жыл бұрын
dodie's videos feel so comforting and healing to me. i've been here since i was 16 and now, with almost 22, she still feels like a friend - like someone u rarely talk to, but when u do, it feels like no time has passed between u at all.
@nataliafoster1079
@nataliafoster1079 3 жыл бұрын
Your ability to talk so openly about how life is not always the colourful stuff we see online makes me always feel so much more comforted in my own struggles. Just listening to you talk feels like chatting to a friend. These are always some of my favourite videos of yours
@ellenlove
@ellenlove 3 жыл бұрын
this made me feel so much less alone in my own january turmoils.
@isabelberger9441
@isabelberger9441 3 жыл бұрын
The album “Build A Problem” has helped me so much as a social anxious person who recently graduated college and has no clue what comes next. Thank you Dodie. 💕💕💕 Your concert in 2019 is still the best one I’ve ever been to even though I’m not as close to the girl I went with.
@Beth15678
@Beth15678 3 жыл бұрын
Your friend groups always seem to radiate so much positivity and love and appreciation for life and love and friendship. Greta crying because the ride was so good was just the epitome of this.
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
:”)
@Octobris
@Octobris 3 жыл бұрын
Oh my god *I NEED TO DO THIS TOO*. Things like this are right up my alley and doing this sort of "challenge" (not really, but you know what I mean) could motivate me to actually write music, not just think about it. I know the video ended on a quite somber note, but for what it's worth, you have the power to inspire.
@mb-ss7be
@mb-ss7be 3 жыл бұрын
dodie, i remember being much younger and watching you talk about your life and feeling seen, finally understood. i understand now that it was unhealthy but it really had an impact on me when i was younger. i’m glad you can share your life in a healthier way now. things are hot messes and you show that not everything is perfect. there’s a sort of comfort in knowing someone else is out there struggling with those same things, going through life just like you. you only need to share what you feel comfortable with, but thank you for sharing what you have. 💗
@cocob4634
@cocob4634 3 жыл бұрын
i also know it’s unhealthy but i never understood why so i am ASKING YOU wise youtube commenter
@chralamahal
@chralamahal 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, I'm sitting in this room with covid, and just got tears in my eyes watching this. Looking forward to seeing more.
@ellenthompson3157
@ellenthompson3157 3 жыл бұрын
the new year's 2019-2020 flashbacks gave me such visceral sadness - grief, even. i just watched a video of the countdown at my own party that night, it's so bittersweet.
@LieutenantSheep
@LieutenantSheep 3 жыл бұрын
The part of Dodie’s music that makes us all fuckin SOB is that we’re all around her age and she’s just as messy and human as we are. no one is fully cooked at this age. It’s so rough and messy and that’s life and your music not only helps you but brings beauty and catharsis to millions. So much love for you.
@TheTobyrobot
@TheTobyrobot 3 жыл бұрын
Those are some deep realisations, I'm really proud of you for the work and reflection you did to reach them. You say you wish someone had told you, but I'm not sure you would have been in the right mental state to confront that reality back then. There's a right time for everything and knowing now beats knowing 10 years from now. It's not trivial to face your inner demons like that, pat yourself on the back and be proud of where you've come!
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
@grace-yp3sv
@grace-yp3sv 3 жыл бұрын
god a monthly diary of honesty and vulnerability is SO what i need right now. just got out of a 3 year long relationship and i'm pretty devastated. it's really nice to feel like i'm "going thru it" with someone else. even if the reasons might be totally different.
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
@Zoe-fd8ll
@Zoe-fd8ll 3 жыл бұрын
UNOPENED YOGA MAT GANG… also this has such Arms Unfolding project vibes!!!! I love Dodie’s mind more than anything :’) my January has been SO MUCHHHHHH so this is comforting
@HannahMairead
@HannahMairead 3 жыл бұрын
this feels like the start of a little docu-series and i love it
@reaganmckay2837
@reaganmckay2837 3 жыл бұрын
This is probably just the liking you because I’m a fan of you talking, but I love hearing you talk about your life, like genuinely I do. I love being reminded that at 25 my whole life won’t be figured out. I love to look at you having fun with your friends and traveling and making beautiful art and sharing it with the world, while still having internal struggles you’re working through that deeply impact you. It’s good to be reminded that my life will constantly be a mix of loving where I am but also wishing things were different, and I for some reason find peace in that. I watch you online and wish so badly I was where you are right now and have to remind myself life will take me where it takes me in its own time. Anyways, blah blah blah poetic bs, I can’t wait to see you on tour in Nashville!!
@erinpennington19
@erinpennington19 3 жыл бұрын
This sounds like such an interesting idea! Good luck I can't wait to see all of it 💖
@kashalakasha2092
@kashalakasha2092 2 жыл бұрын
I love seeing your life and how you navigate it, it's always made me feel less alone in the mess
@edamame3000
@edamame3000 3 жыл бұрын
dodie makes me feel so seen. i think that’s the best way to put it?? her way of articulating things is so relieving to me? like YES THATS IT YOU DESCRIBED IT SO WRLL FUCKING THANK YOU THANK YOU
@maggieeire3964
@maggieeire3964 3 жыл бұрын
I forget where exactly I heard it, but I heard somewhere that mental illness (particularly depression) is a club that let's anyone join, but the only rule is that you have to believe you're the only one capable of feeling a certain way. No matter how many times I've reminded myself over the years that others feel just as deeply as I do, if not more, I always seem to find one of your videos (making pasta whilst drunk and sad sticks out in particular) just at the right time I am able to reflect and meditate on your experiences in relation to my own. We're both the same age, but we've lead incredibly different lives - but also do similar things like pushing away, or isolating, or just that soundproof ceiling of a new experience that just doesn't feel quite right. I have no idea why I'm saying any of this, because saying that you're not alone to someone who is feeling alone and ashamed of everything they have and have not done is about as effective as pissing in the wind. But even so, you're not alone. I am eternally grateful that even though we will likely never meet, that you've been able to be vulnerable about the human experience in a way that makes sense to me. So. Thank you.
@andrewmunro8830
@andrewmunro8830 3 жыл бұрын
Juxtaposition of the final monologue and end song is *chef's kiss*.
@neledani5534
@neledani5534 3 жыл бұрын
6:30 i agree someone should have told you, sadly wouldn't have had the same effect than figuring it out on your own tho i suspect. also implementing changes on such things takes time to break away the fear from the changes. rooting for you!
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
true as hell ♥
@luceinthelibrary
@luceinthelibrary 3 жыл бұрын
I love you dearly, Dodes. Seeing you in my sub feed makes me so happy.
@mjoreilly2681
@mjoreilly2681 3 жыл бұрын
this is so genuinely comforting
@justyourlocalrat_
@justyourlocalrat_ 3 жыл бұрын
I am very excited for this project (whether or not you actually end up doing every single month). I hope February is better for you and I can’t wait to see you on tour!!
@mdugan16
@mdugan16 3 жыл бұрын
it’s really soothing to see the people who’s work you love speak on the why & how and how it has changed them.
@Commenter339
@Commenter339 3 жыл бұрын
cool girl does come across as a song about how "this is the façade that we play, but it doesn't work like that and it's very damaging". I always thought that that's what the song was about..
@emslife6002
@emslife6002 3 жыл бұрын
Cool girl is my favorite song. Like. I know the context of why you wrote it and what it means to are definitely very different, but how it’s helped me is unmeasurable
@jmagiera
@jmagiera 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, dodie, that was so heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. I'm 20 years older than you, and I wish I had the freedom to publicly be a "hot mess" and have people sympathize (or smile benevolently) and empathize. Just the thought of doing something remotely similar to this video makes me aware of how many layers of pretense I would have to peel off. I know you also feel societal pressure to be "mature" (settled, sober, whatever), but, unfortunately, it doesn't get less. Please ensure you cultivate the niches in which you can be a mess without shame (it probably won't be as public). See you in 20 years!
@lol-uz4bu
@lol-uz4bu 3 жыл бұрын
this is going to be so interesting! if it lasts the whole year imagine the overview at the end of 2022!
@EchoSiera
@EchoSiera 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with all of us. It’s absolutely refreshing to see someone who shares good times they’re having, but also the hardships that still exist behind them. Personally I’m looking forward to seeing these songs each month, much love Dodie!
@marie-claire1591
@marie-claire1591 3 жыл бұрын
In a super non pushy way, I missed hearing from you. I was glad you weren’t here all the time because I’m content with knowing you’re living your life and not spending it documenting what is passing by all the time. But being able to see what you create and how you do it and being aware of how reassuring it feels to know you’re sharing this with us.. it’s really nice. You’re really nice. No person is fully cooked and living life is realizing that we’ve outgrown a lot of unhealthy patterns. The only thing important for us humans, sooner or later, is to find those things and work on them. That’s already a lot. I hope Febuary treats you better. Thank you again for this video and for the beautiful song
@-Crissi_
@-Crissi_ 3 жыл бұрын
seing you back on here feels like coming home my cat passed away a few days ago, and this gave me so much comfort
@riotgamesbff3714
@riotgamesbff3714 3 жыл бұрын
i’m glad that your doing this,, it helps to know that it’s not just me that’s not having a good first month :,)
@filibusterfirework74
@filibusterfirework74 3 жыл бұрын
I know a lot of your viewers and listeners are a few years younger, but I am your age and I find it so fucking refreshing to just see someone else living life imperfectly and pressing forward. Keeping growing and learning, because I sure as hell am and it is always nice to not feel alone haha.
@AChilly
@AChilly 3 жыл бұрын
dodie you beautiful angel, this broke my heart. I hope February brings you happiness and flowers and presence. I cannot wait to sob along to the beauty that is your music in just a few weeks (Detroit show woot!). There is nothing more freeing and painful than a dodie show cry.
@okanut
@okanut 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate how real you are. Thank you.
@miaeliii
@miaeliii 3 жыл бұрын
SO GOOD TO SEE U HERE!!!
@boutzee
@boutzee 3 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing. can’t wait to see you in march x
@davidesimonetti8989
@davidesimonetti8989 3 жыл бұрын
This is both sorrowful and lovely at the same time
@junebugxoxo
@junebugxoxo 3 жыл бұрын
It's reassuring to hear that other people have to learn these lessons the hard way, too. Makes me feel less alone.
@raspberrytaegi
@raspberrytaegi 2 жыл бұрын
oof, wow. going through a rough time after some tough feelings have happened and the part at around 6 minutes in is hitting even harder
@vampy.33
@vampy.33 3 жыл бұрын
thank u for sharing your thoughts dodie, its really great to reach our to all the other ant people who feel a lot like you do just embrace the chaos luv we appreciate ur existence you are a very special ant 🦋
@dhaonrisemlan
@dhaonrisemlan 3 жыл бұрын
As someone who has been around since ye olde days, you have come so far Dodie. We're never fully cooked, but we do grow, and you have grown a lot - even if you don't see it that well. Much love
@liamodonovan6610
@liamodonovan6610 3 жыл бұрын
You are a beautiful musician dodie i love your music doidie love you dodie you look like such a fun person to hang out the people in your life are lucky to have an amazing friend in you
@clarastein2699
@clarastein2699 3 жыл бұрын
god, I've missed you so horribly. thank you for this. it's so good to see you.
@r.l.howard8459
@r.l.howard8459 3 жыл бұрын
"How did I get all of this shit on my ass?" is a great way to sum up my january... hang in there dodie!!!!
@twinkincarnate
@twinkincarnate 3 жыл бұрын
thank you for making this dodie, thank you so much. i’ve been going through my first serious heartbreak, and i have been an unstable, barely functional mess, and it’s just nice seeing you express your emotions freely. i feel like i shouldn’t still be crying over a boy nearly 2 months after the fact, despite already suffering from severe anxiety and depression. it has pulled me into a deep dark hole. i have cried every single day since early december - pretty much all i do lately is just feel, cry, long, heal, and try to get through my days, hours really. this has been the most turbulent and dark past few months of my life in my nearly 22 years of life, and what i’m trying to say is: while it’s horrible that we’re all feeling low as a collective it seems, it’s good to know i’m not alone. the “acceptance” paper in your shower and the conveniently placed “grief” graffiti on the wall in LA really encapsulates my life currently. just a tug of war of missing someone who no longer wants you in their life but also wanting to and knowing you need to move on and get on with your life. i don’t really have many people to talk to lately, most of my close friends are busy working their adult jobs and living their lives with their partners/families, and i guess i just feel extra isolated. the world is really weird right now, but i do have hope. even if that hope dwindles from time to time, even when i’m having my 5th daily breakdown, that sliver of hope that maybe, just maybe one day, hopefully soon, things will be alright and i will be able to truly enjoy life again without this nagging feeling of darkness that permeates my subconscious on a day to day basis. i’ve been watching you since 2012 and boy what a journey this has been. a whole decade !! even though you don’t know me, i love and adore you and am so proud of you. good luck on tour, you got this dodie!! i believe in you, much love xx ❤️☀️🌈✨
@ellirambler6160
@ellirambler6160 3 жыл бұрын
the way you talk about time is very reassuring. i’m glad it’s not just me feeling shit about change lol we’re in it together perhaps with many more than we think (:
@mayabrook1153
@mayabrook1153 3 жыл бұрын
I love how real and honest this feels while still maintaining your boundaries. So interested to see where this project will go. Loved the song and the accompaniment video!
@sad_potato13
@sad_potato13 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to say, I freakin' love this community. Everyone in the comments is always so nice and understanding. I always learn something from dodie and y'all. I feel like i'm gonna cry. *sorry english is not my first language.
@isabelsomething8762
@isabelsomething8762 2 жыл бұрын
I love so much how genuine you are with the constant ups and downs and chaos, it gives me hope that I can get through and live my life despite the obstacles
@coznow
@coznow 3 жыл бұрын
Oh to feel so deeply. It's high's are so high but the lows are SO. LOW. God what a mood. Much love to you dodie :,)
@NidoPiano
@NidoPiano 3 жыл бұрын
honestly these raw personal moments were very endearing to watch,,, take care of urself dods we love u 💛
@Lu._.Soriano
@Lu._.Soriano 3 жыл бұрын
I think dodie is extremely brave for uploading this. I'm really grateful for her honesty and vulnerability. I'm sure she'll work it out just fine, and I wish her all the best luck in the world
@camilaines7440
@camilaines7440 3 жыл бұрын
i really missed u, dodie. i hope february is a better month for you. i send you a big big hug
@dawnfarer
@dawnfarer 3 жыл бұрын
You have so many fun friends and it looks like you have so much fun together
@hollyjoy1676
@hollyjoy1676 3 жыл бұрын
I turn 24 tomorrow. So needed this. It can be so confusing when, from an outside perspective, your life looks so buoyant and free and full of positive experiences but actually you just feel like the world is about to end at any second all the time. That's where I'm at rn. Have to do a comedy show next week #healthy xx
@kaytlinthornton3985
@kaytlinthornton3985 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing what you can of your life with us! Your videos have meant so much to me growing up, and it’s nice to hear from you again. Take your time! Do your best! Good luck!
@demidesi9271
@demidesi9271 3 жыл бұрын
I love this video format! thank you dodie for sharing your life with us and including us in it 💛
@jimboshizz
@jimboshizz 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your honesty, and also your ability to channel your darkness into a total bop
@neeeeves
@neeeeves 3 жыл бұрын
Are you eating enough bb? We all care about you ❤️ I'm so sorry your January gave you so much grief, and I'm glad you had what seems to be a wonderful group of friends around you! I hope February is happier
@jabbawok
@jabbawok 3 жыл бұрын
You are an amazing person! Thank you for sharing.
@nanna4673
@nanna4673 3 жыл бұрын
This kind of makes me want to try the same but like maybe with poetry or writing? Depression is tricky because it can make you forget about the good days so perhaps having a way of measuring the months could be good... we'll see!
@strawberrycats6880
@strawberrycats6880 3 жыл бұрын
hi dodie thank you so much for sharing this :”) my January wasn’t great either, I spent a lot of time inside my head,, and it sucks, but it’s comforting to know I’m not the only one, and hearing you talk about this is also very comforting. thank you for being willing to share. hoping this next month is better for you, so excited about this project and I’ll see you on tour soon
@ceitidhclark706
@ceitidhclark706 3 жыл бұрын
this sounds so good, looking forward to see what happens
@dartapriedniece6936
@dartapriedniece6936 3 жыл бұрын
I love how even when the month consists of a lot of videos of you crying, the production quality of this video is so high, it's very comforting to watch. Not that everything needs to ''look nice'' (absolutely not), but more that I just admire how you can still create something so interesting and beautiful from a mostly shitty time. Sending love!!
@mayawaghorn97
@mayawaghorn97 2 жыл бұрын
Sending you loads of love. Life is so strange. Your documenting is so interesting and I know I'm not the only one who can identify with it. Wow, the effort. Be sure to only document and edit and share as much as will be helpful for you. Don't worry about pleasing us
@naomiclaire4753
@naomiclaire4753 3 жыл бұрын
would kill for a 2022 album with the 12 songs all chronicling how your year went!
@LauraGammack
@LauraGammack 3 жыл бұрын
I saw Orla playing Wist with you (and maybe at the beach too) and singing in the end song!! Dodie, you and your friends are just so cool and musical and awesome! 🎸🎵
@jaywolz-romberger2156
@jaywolz-romberger2156 3 жыл бұрын
It honestly gives me some hope/comfort to see it be hard like this for others. It's hard to share or communicate the struggle that life is
@miloalexanderlilja
@miloalexanderlilja 3 жыл бұрын
dodie, you have really helped me learn to accept and respect all the sadness in my heart that i can't seem to 'grow out of'. Life is really messy and chaotic. I love that you choose to show your mess and chaos.
@randycandle
@randycandle 3 жыл бұрын
it's been a rough january, you are not alone, love. as a newly 40 yr old, i would like u to know that even i am not fully cooked. it's always just learning learning learning, and sometimes it's v cool bc you're like "oooooo i get it now!" but sometimes it still hurts bc ...life. anyway, i can't wait to dance and cry with you in atlanta soon! happy cooking, lil duck. xx
@SymphonySinger
@SymphonySinger 3 жыл бұрын
I really like the reflecting I'm seeing here. Hearing dodie in self-reflection mode really helps remind me of how important that is. I usually do my self-reflecting when I go on my long walks. I've always found that it is just as important to focus on the good as it is the bad. Not every day or month will be wonderful, but we hope for a better tomorrow and we do whatever we can to make it happen. If it doesn't work out, that is okay. Tomorrow is another day. It reminds me of a picture I once saw. It was a person under an umbrella in the rain, while a duck was playfully splashing in the puddles next to him, enjoying itself. The caption was, "Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day". That helps me on my bad days. "Turns out I may not be fully cooked" may very well be a mood. And I think that is alright too! I think everyone is a bit raw, and I think that it might be necessary. Life sure would be boring if we were all perfect and 'fully cooked'. Life is about building who you are. Revel in the imperfections of who you are and enjoy the people who love you as you are as you continue to strive to improve yourself. Much love to everyone out there, and to you too dodie! And dodie, we'll always have your back when you need us! :)
@maggieo1683
@maggieo1683 3 жыл бұрын
Honestly, I love these types of videos. Not because you're feeling sad, but because you're not being fake about it. I respect honest conversations about mental health and random ugly bits of crying because it's not trying to look happy and perfect all the time. Because life isn't always happy and it's never perfect. Thank you for making this video dodie. You don't have to tell us everything about your personal life, but when you feel like you can, I bet I speak for a lot of people when I say I appreciate the raw and real parts of your channel just as much as your goofy and random bits.
@madebymissy_
@madebymissy_ 3 жыл бұрын
Oh Dodie! This is so real and raw and beautiful. Life just is shit sometimes, but life is long.
@ambiguousaesthetic4170
@ambiguousaesthetic4170 2 жыл бұрын
Don't know how to express how grateful I am for this video. Feeling connected to another human being, whether you're dealing with the same stuff or not, just FEELING the same way, you know? Feels less lonely, very grateful for Dodie and her content.
@ebsnotebook
@ebsnotebook 3 жыл бұрын
Bloody love this. The reason we all seem to think our lives are chaos is because the only things we see are polished Instagram photos. Love that you’re taking your camera to share the difficult bits of human existence.
@DTH_MT
@DTH_MT 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your journey. We care about you and want to make sure you know we are here for you.
@kdee24
@kdee24 3 жыл бұрын
its hard to believe ive been watching dodie since junior high, and now i'm in college living on my own. it's been a pleasure to grow up and find comfort with her content
@adnrelol
@adnrelol 2 жыл бұрын
i'm in such a similar boat as you and i dont know how to feel about it.. stay strong dodie youre a beautiful person
@DariaHupov
@DariaHupov 3 жыл бұрын
I love that the perosnal vlogs are back! I also like how you respect your boundaries and don't share all the details online. It's a beautiful balance between being vulnerable and honest, yet keeping your life private. Hope the following months are better for you! Take care!
@sage_aurielle
@sage_aurielle 3 жыл бұрын
new years was awful because it was the end of the best year of my life. i sat alone on a couch and sat unable to cry because it was just so beautiful. and i would do anything to not move on. i felt like my peak. i understand time is a concept and nothing really changed but i already got sick twice in 2022 and my life is changing immensely. .....happy not new years babes lol
@doddleoddle
@doddleoddle 3 жыл бұрын
@ClaireEliseLumiere
@ClaireEliseLumiere 3 жыл бұрын
While i really respect you for figuring out what you do and don't want to share online (and you should always keep doing this!), I'm honestly so happy to see this side of you again. I've personally not been doing great mentally and have really struggled to express this to other people, but the way you describe it truly makes me feel less alone and a lot more heard, so thank you so much for that
@MC-ki2ky
@MC-ki2ky 3 жыл бұрын
thanks for this video, ive been feeling alone in my struggles. i completely understand, and im sad to hear you are not doing too well, you deserve feeling better dods
@nickirichards5617
@nickirichards5617 3 жыл бұрын
Still pretty devastated I won't be able to see you in Montreal, but I'm so glad I'll still get to catch up with you and your life through this project! I support you Dodie, and it's been such a meaningful experience to watch you grow as a person and as an artist for so many years, particularly because I was growing along with you, relating constantly to how you felt through your music and your videos. Love you very much, and I wish you only good things
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