feb (the month behind my new song)

[@ThatLaurenThing]

You’re telling me that “DAD.” didn’t land???? It made me laugh in my bed alone and I rarely laugh in my bed alone

[@ginime_]

Maybe the right ppl just didn't catch it lol

[@SeralinaFilms]

Someone shouted it during the mini London's concerts back in August but they said 'Thanks Dad!' And the audience lost it(plus dodie). It was also closer to the beginning of the song rather than the end?? I thought it was hilarious too

[@eeloiiiise14]

what is that about? i don’t understand the context (why did she say dad)

[@ginime_]

@@eeloiiiise14 she said it after singing Guiltless bc that’s who it’s about

[@ThatLaurenThing]

@@ginime_ the song is about her dad because he did some bad stuff. I don’t think she’s told the full story but it’s her dad trauma song lol

[@bonniejosephine381]

well i think randomly saying dad during a trauma song is hilarious

[@doddleoddle]

thank u

[@psalm8306]

That crowd singing Party Tattoos in the end is everything. I wanna be part of that crowd someday

[@kaykrystalkay]

aughh i agree way too much with this. id love to go to her tours but Australian tours arent that common :CC

[@psalm8306]

@@kaykrystalkay Ify. I don't even know if she has done any asian tour in the past ಥ_ಥ

[@MelodicMiner5]

@@kaykrystalkay yesss I really want to go to one of her shows as well and I’m also from aus!

[@kaykrystalkay]

@@MelodicMiner5 thats so cool ! :D

[@sabrinaault]

I've been in that crowd now! I'm pretty sure I immediately started crying when it was just the crowd singing

[@itmedana]

those high quality recordings of the shows are sounding so nice in my ears…… what i woundnt give for a live album…. cough cough wink wink

[@sydney3213]

+

[@skylarsa]

Yes! A live album!!

[@nietzopaniquen]

Omg yes!!!

[@johnsography]

seeing you in nashville was life-changing. i had gone through a bad breakup and it really gave me what i needed to move on. i'm probably going to get a tattoo to commemorate "guiltless." thank you, thank you, thank you 💌

[@Lizzi3_thelizard]

I’ll get one with you! I think that’s a great idea

[@erinmariecece]

Oh dodie, you’ve been in my life for 8 years. Nobody makes me feel like you do. I’m so happy I got to see you for a 4th time in Boston. I wanted to scream, cry, dance, sing and feel again. I’ve been in a rut this year while working through a relapse of an anxiety crisis I had back in 2019 (it went away during the panini ironically), but your Boston show was one of the best days of my life. I brought my sister, who only heard your songs for the first time earlier that day (I let her take me skiing, so I dragged her to the show, since my original plus one fell through due to the snow reschedule). I’m getting better, I know I can get better (it happened before!), but it’s nights like that one that make it all worth it. Life is beautiful and special and grand. “We’re not bruised, they’re just party tattoos, and their colorful mess is just colorful regret.” 💙💙💙

[@als_pals]

What I'd give for 5 mins to talk to her and just let her know how much she's impacted my life (in a good way)

[@amandahopper9670]

Tequila Shot gal here! I was the one at the Philly concert who took the shot with you! What a magical concert I am gonna remember that moment forever, now it's immortalized in a doddlevloggle video (WHAT!?!💕💗💓) Thank you so much Dodie for everything :)

[@gforce2001]

i love this for you amanda ur now canon in the dodieverse i am so honored to know tequila gal

[@ashleyyung8696]

my best friend and i had said awhile ago that whenever we get a chance we will go to our first dodie show together. we've been fans for years and we are now finally adults who can afford to make day trips into the city to see shows and the stars aligned and we were both able to make it to the boston show (the snow date worked so well for us! we were struggling trying to make the original date work, so call it fate!). we had the most beautiful time and cried together singing along to the songs that helped us so much. thank you for the beautiful show

[@CoolCaliColey1]

Have so much fun for me!

[@nirls]

any video that starts off with adam and dodie is instantly a HIT

[@olie7247]

I saw you in boston!! the floofy dress was gorgeous. the mashup of old songs made me homesick in the only good way I know. when the crowd sang “it’ll be over and I’ll still be asking when,” I felt like I time travelled both directions-but I think I can move forward now. thank you dodie

[@Kristhegirl39]

At the Chicago show when the crowd was absolutely yelling out the lyrics to 'Guiltless' and you said 'Damn. Didn't know trauma went that hard' I felt that. That song goes so hard and helped me so much

[@marie-claire1591]

1:22 at a tour you did in Berlin years ago you looked at me specifically during secret for the mad, which is actually my comfort song and the only thing that convinced me fight my panic disorder. You sang it to me and it was probably one of the most powerful moments in my life. And my most vivid and most treasured memory

[@psalm8306]

All this and she still had some time to compose a song and record a vlog. You are amazing Dodie

[@sarahturner4148]

i'm a relatively recent fan of yours (at least more recent than so many others who have been with you for 8 years-- i've been here for about 3) and I just wanted to say that I appreciate your authenticity, especially when you protect it with boundaries. boundaries for yourself, boundaries for us. As a fellow musician and artist, that's really special and honest. It IS a super weird feeling to write poetry/music about people you know. It's easy to feel strange or overdramatic about it, but oh well, c'est la vie. It has seemed like we've had a really similar year so far, at least in the emotions. I can't wait to see you March 25th! :)

[@lulm9689]

Seeing you in Maryland was an experience like no other. I went with one of my closest friends and we held hands while near crying during rainbow. The energy in the concert was so comfy and has made my week so much better. Can’t wait to go to the next concert near me!

[@Valn8347]

I was at the Maryland show too!! The energy really was amazing

[@Unfriendlymachine13]

I was there as well it was amazing

[@neveradmitdefeat5751]

yesss i was in maryland too! dodie was such a goddess omg

[@elizabethaman7]

Jumping in to also say it was such an amazing show. And the way the crowd went wild during “in the middle” was perfection.

[@elliepasquale5479]

that’s my video of you singing “oh well” in philly!! :’) it was my 3rd time seeing you in concert, and my gOD, your stage presence was simply insane. you are magic. thank you for a lovely night.

[@jalee4998]

"lack of sunlight" that's a good lyric

[@echo1766]

you played a show in new york ten minutes from my house and i couldnt go. watching the videos of you preforming made me sob with joy and sadness and deep, honest grate-fullness. You have literally changed my life in every way. ilysm dodie.

[@emmajanereads]

As someone who’s had to grieve so many elements of my life over the past few years and also have the same tendency you mentioned to try and push past that as quickly as possible, I can confirm that those feelings will always catch up with you. Letting grief happen is a healthy process and while it can hurt, sitting with it is always going to make the processing more thorough in the long-run.

[@Lizzi3_thelizard]

I loved seeing in you in silver spring, Maryland!! I traveled all the way from Virginia! It made my whole life and there was a lot of crying. 🥰

[@galapagospenguin5708]

I was also at silver spring!!! Also with a lot of crying heheh

[@nechma13]

I was at the silver spring to sobbing

[@elizabethaman7]

Omg that silver spring show hit different amiright

[@Lizzi3_thelizard]

@@elizabethaman7 oh hell yeah

[@nirls]

also it was so lovely to meet you in Philly, thank you for always being here for me and making me feel comfortable with a lot of the feelings and ways I identify, you’re a wonderful person and I’m so excited that 14 year old me and 20 year old me and all the other versions of myself have you and your music to get me through

[@KovalikMusic]

dodie: what do we do after we cry? me: CRAFT

[@hotdrippyglass]

I need you to know that you are making a difference in the world. At six and half decades I still have the cycling. Seems a part of sharing oneself with so many. It's like a roommate that pays half the rent but I've learned to live with it "because, like last nights dinner, this too will pass".💩 The covid thing keeps me from concerts so I'll have to wait for you to come to the nursing home around 2050. But I'll keep you close here on You Tube. Thanks dodie.

[@nicolejohnson9722]

I work as a Artist Hospitality manager at the Pablo Center in Eau Claire Wisconsin and we have in-house laundry and huge comfy dressing rooms! Come play here! Loved your show in Chicago babes! 💕

[@EyeGlassTrainofMind]

+++ Oh my gosh that sounds amazing! It would be great if Dodie or her team could see this.

[@tardis58575]

you are a person that always puts a smile on my face. I literaly would cry if i met you. stay strong. i send you all the love and support

[@ellenlove]

these videos are a nice way to unpack my own month. knowing that while i was crying and unpacking my own trauma or whatever , you were doing the same. see you in denver 💓

[@sknot08]

You made my February Dodie! Seeing you with Orla and the rest of your incredible posse onstage clearly having such a great time and rocking out was much needed. Thanks you for coming to Royal Oak with Lizzy! OMG You are so real and I appreciate that. Keep living because you're worth it and you deserve existence you beautiful soul. Love and blessings!

[@riaskyer]

seeing you in new york was an experience of a lifetime, thank you for all you do for us we love you ❤️

[@juliajihae]

^^^^^^

[@adannayoutube4243]

YES i was at the new york show too!!

[@skyb994]

4:36 there's honestly something cinematic about the camera slowly falling to the right as dodie talks

[@Beebeefroggy]

Dodie, you are a light to this world and I just want to remind you of that! I spy you reading Circe in the beginning. I actually have that book checked out from the library and was so excited to see you reading it

[@KellyIsShort]

I feel so damn lucky to have been at the Bristol gig in September. Like, the “NEVAHHH” moment, you looking into my eyes as I sobbed during Rainbow and She (so comforting btw, thank you for that), “you’ve all got a ticket to banger town” and so many more quality moments. I miss the gig. So much.

[@gracevrogerson]

the way my eyes immediately WELLED UP when the crowd was singing party tattoos at the end

[@lilyhain]

you were so lovely at the NYC show!! I've been following you 7+ years now and finally getting to see you live was the best feeling. thank you for sharing your life with us, your vlogs always make me feel better and less alone ❤

[@anubisunchained]

OMGAH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SM I lowkey thought tour would keep u v busy so BUT U STILL DID IT

[@rycade]

hey dods happy march

[@katmatthews4410]

I went to the Atlanta show tonight, came home to this being posted. I just wanted to say thank you and that hearing these songs in person made my whole year. Being able to hear live music again that truly makes me feel something is hard to come by but I am so thankful for your music and your talent. Thank you dodie, orla, and the rest of the gang.

[@vatorvator9570]

Went alone to the silver spring show and was so nervous! It was so worth it and I really felt so happy during your show! Thank you for your music!

[@wellshewt]

i went alone to that show too! bit nerve wracking but the atmosphere was still cozy enough to feel comfy

[@eleanorxo5741]

It's really comforting to know that someone experiences those manic highs and lows and /deep/ feeling as much as I do. I've been feeling pretty lonely recently (probs a combination of SAD and... other things) but it helps to know that someone's in my corner, in a way. I know it's obvious that other people feel like that, but seeing it is a different knowledge from just knowing the truth of it in the abstract sense. I've missed watching these. Thanks dodes xo

[@bekahshively6676]

i saw you in columbus and it was everything young me had always dreamed of. you and lizzy are such magical humans and im so lucky to have been able to see you live in concert! best of luck with the remainder of tour ✨

[@DIV1D3]

6:04 Exactly this, I ask myself if I believe the stuff I tell myself and then just can't figure out wether or not it's true.

[@natattacc99]

Also, they played She today on the radio at my chiropractor's office 🥺

[@liamross340]

i heard she in a mcdonald’s and i cried like how dare they

[@StormTheParade]

I really really love these videos. The little snippets of your life and what's happening, listening to you sort of think out loud... it feels so cozy, like catching up with an old friend. And I feel so much validation for feeling the ways I do about life when I hear you voice the same thoughts. Honestly cried a little when you said "I just don't know anymore," because I've been struggling with that through the WHOLE pandemic. I used to be so sure of things, so hard-headed with the things I felt to be true, but now I feel uncertain about everything. Sad I missed you in Philly a couple weeks ago! Next time for sure though, even though I know I'll be an absolute mess of tears the whole time lmao

[@ashby.mp3]

nashville was so awesome!!! i cried during guiltless and laughed during monster

[@isabelahart9377]

Those crying moments make me feel comfortable to cry, thank you.

[@Nielson_Memories]

I've always loved your video's where you talk about and show life for what it is rather than what you'd like it to be. I can relate to alòt of things you say sometimes and it helps me(/us?) remind that these are just human struggles that alòt of us go through. And that it's not me specific that's just being weird about something

[@grumpy_bear]

Seeing you in Silver Spring, MD was an amazing way to celebrate my 21st birthday early

[@oakyno426]

thank you so much genuinely for showing how human you are through the last part of the video

[@charliecrane287]

i came to see you in st louis and i had a 3 hour drive and my car broke down on the way there!!! but it all worked out because i made it and i got to see you and it was the most beautiful experience of my life. thank you for sharing all of this and i hope march is good!!!

[@jaymeiliff4389]

I was also in St. Louis w my brother and we also drove 3 hours there but fortunately did not break down. It was such a good show and SO much fun, I really hope they come back in the future!!

[@klangon89]

hey dodie, just wanted to thank you for putting captions on your videos nowadays it makes it so much more easier to follow along. super super appreciate it

[@juliaromie]

seeing you for the first time this month was truly amazing, thank you so much for everything you make, and for using what i *think* was the clip of our show's crowd singing at the end :)) feels so unbelievably cool to have seen you irl even if from a slight distance

[@emilyd4230]

i’ve watched your videos since my early middle school days and it’s currently spring semester of my freshman college year. you’ve become such an inspiration and even an idol to me over the years. i got to see you perform in charlotte,nc march 1st and i don’t think reality has felt the same since. my past few days/weeks have been in a bit of a derealization haze ngl. anyways, 1:23 this happened to me on tuesday. i remember making eye contact w you as you were singing. 3:22 i love your witty words. i want to go back and look at any footage i have and if i can’t find any witty words from that night. 4:08 stoppp omg this is so cool to see. i remember this moment. i remember you did a little wink or something right before you left the stage to go change it was so cute. 8:10 it was also one of my best parts:) god i’m just thinking about how absolutely proud and grateful i am of you.

[@CautiousRabbit]

you're doing your best lovely, that's all we can ask of you. stay healthy and safe

[@heytherejuliee]

I've been watching your videos and listening to your music for close to a decade (Orla too!) Seeing both of you in Philly was an experience I'll never forget. Thinking about it makes me feel just a little too much inside! Thanks for sharing your art xxx

[@raspberrytaegi]

cool girl x party tattoos omgomg!!! thank you for sharing this moment with us again, it's such a privilege to get a peek into things and you're so funny and have a great way with words. if it helps, i don't think it's embarrassing at all that we can tell your attachment style from watching all your videos. besides, a lot of us probably have that style too (or the avoidant one) and we're probably obvious and embarrassing and messy about it too. if that doesn't help, i'm sorry for inserting my opinion lol

[@erinpaige5629]

I got to see one of my best friends for the first time in almost 3 years at your St Louis show!! Your music is what brought us together ~7 years ago, and I never would have dreamed we’d be here, in our twenties, actually getting to see you perform music that has touched our lives so deeply live.

[@theonlycma]

Chicagoan here: I love that we have a shared memory now!! How cool is that! The show was amazing! The lighting was incredible! Okay I’m gonna actually watch the video now!

[@reecezola3924]

I am going to sob. I saw you live with my older sister in 2018 when i was 15 and now im gonna see you live again with my sister this wednesday as a senior in highschool.

[@amethyst6603]

I love the video behind the song almost more than the song itself I love these videos.

[@ellasaddington4553]

i admire you so much, you are literally my inspiration. your vulnerableness i love and youre so witty and funny i love it oh so so much. i was supposed to see you in september and i was gutted i couldnt. i hope to see you soon

[@ellasaddington4553]

youre also extremely beautiful can i just say :))

[@nateliegh-annqualls2392]

It was amazing seeing you in Columbus! Be safe on the rest of tour💜

[@bellae1193]

THE ATLANTA SHOW WAS SO AMAZING. Best time ever!! I’ve been a huge fan for like 5ish (??) years now, and it’s been so lovely to see you grow as a person and musician. Also I love your truthfulness

[@ataribobari]

ok but the feeling of just saying a joke no one gets... I feel ya.

[@SeerOfTime577]

Thanks for everything you do, Dodie.

[@ginime_]

I went to your Boston show by myself which was...an experience...bittersweet. It was my 2nd time seeing you perform. The first time was when I went with my best friend in nyc 2019, and it's one of my favorite memories. This time I still had a great time feeling all the feelings, laughing, cheering, dancing, singing. But sick of losing soulmates made me realize how much I miss that friend. The show reminded me of those happy feelings and gave me hope for making new friends + new memories

[@tristynv5846]

i just went to your atlanta show with my high school best friend, us being now in our 20s, and the first time we saw you we were 15! this time it really felt like an inner child healing moment and processing that yea we are adults now and living and it’s okay if it’s messy because we are still getting through it ❤️ thank you for all you do dodie

[@MissFlurry.]

Dodie there is so much thought into this process!! The editing, the planning. AWESOME JOB!! 💕

[@odistabettor]

Your Philly show was the first big concert I'd been to in many, many years. Besides how much it truly meant for me to see you live and how much I enjoyed your and the bands performances, I noticed I didn't have a panic attack or anxious freeze being around a crowd so immense and tightly packed. Thanks for giving me that chance and for all you do and work through to bring your genuine spirit and brilliant music to us.

[@stephanielastname8271]

i’m so happy i finally got to see u in silver spring!! thanks for sharing a little bit of your life on here :)

[@jadajesberg2023]

You sang me happy birthday in Chicago and I think I astral projected! I remember watching your videos 7 years ago in my childhood bedroom and being inspired to get a ukulele and learn the little intro that was on all your vids back then. And when Human EP came out I cried to Burned Out every. single. time I listened to it. And now with your album and tour I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how honest you continue to be. Thank you thank you dodie 💛

[@VerbenaHA]

Thank you for the update, Dodie. Just saw you in Atlanta, thank you for a wonderful experience!! I met so many people of all ages. One girl and her mom said they tried to wear as much yellow as possible (like me). There's something magical and overwhelming seeing so many fans of the same songs. Hearing their voices carry was so wonderful!!

[@pikolowet]

I love how diligent you are with recording all of this. People always assume I overshare, but I just think I'm same as you - I want to inspect all of those things, record them, show them, talk about them. Thank you so much for doing all of this work

[@alisonkleister2202]

After spending time with your videos since 2014, I finally got to see you live and it was my best part of my February 🖤

[@oakyno426]

1:23 this is absolutely adorable!! definitely felt super personal and sweet at the atlanta concert ♥️♥️

[@MegaDiscombobulation]

Saw you in Denver, Much love!! Thanks for coming out!! You are so appreciated!!!

[@madebymissy_]

I remember that from the Columbus show at the end. That shows was like one of the best days of my life. It was magical then and it was magical hearing the singing played back. ❤

[@sophiasibert1012]

Dodie, I am planning on seeing your Seattle show and I am beyond excited. You have inspired me so much to say the least. You really help me in dealing with what I’m sure is derealization. You make me feel less alone and I know that I’m not dealing with this alone. You gave me the words to describe what I was dealing with and for that I am beyond grateful. Your music speaks to be and your videos always bring me joy. I know I’m just one person out of many to tell you how much you’ve inspired them, but I hope that you know that you have changed and brought joy to me, even if you don’t see this :) I am SO stocked to see you live, and I hope you are doing well!

[@catalinas.amador4647]

i saw you in new york!! it was the most amazing experience of my life. i still remember almost everything that you said and i like to revisit that concert from time to time again. i also threw a letter into the stage at the end. i sometimes get anxiety from thinking if you got it or not but i like to think that you did. thank you for being so incredible and writing these songs

[@catalinas.amador4647]

also i believe you said "what do we do after we cry? WANK" in new york too, it was hilarious

[@emilylee1613]

had the TIME OF MY LIFE at the chicago show🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 hope to see you again!!! stay safe dodieeee

[@JaRoLo31]

I was at the Philly show!! I’m relatively new to your music (and Lizzy’s music as well) but I really loved everything about the show. I’ve been playing both you and Lizzy’s songs almost nonstop since then. Thanks so much to both of you for giving me new music to be absolutely enamored with haha

[@jessicamonetti4193]

Its so incredibly awesome to watch her grow and change and create. I been here since before or around freckles and constellations and her songs with thomas sanders. I love you Dodie and i am so proud of you and wish you all the best and blessings for your tour and band mates and crew.

[@ticci7456]

I didn't realize you were coming to my city until the day I left town. I really hope the rest of your shows go smoothly and keep trucking on, we believe in you

[@offbeatkiki]

Your detroit show meant so much to me. Wish you well on your path to healing.

[@beanybean000]

seeing you live in NYC was one of the most magical experiences of my life

[@rea_keebz]

the editing in this is absolutely incredible !!

[@skylerwitherspoon]

Can't wait to see you in sf!!!

[@LittleDergon]

I find the bad times easier to deal with when you remind yourself it's better to feel it because it means you can also feel the high points. Being numb is the worst

[@claraboe2755]

i wasnt sure if i could come to your tour but seeing all the tour content on instagram hyped me up so much and i realised i just have to come and then i bought a ticket :D see you in berlin

[@maxlepage9723]

I bought tickets to your boston show before I remembered Id be in France when it happened :( I saw your last tour and it was one of the best concerts I've been to in my life. I hope I can see you in concert again someday soon.

[@mackybieber]

The Brooklyn show was so beautiful. So glad I got to see you live again

[@jamesallengraziano6563]

Your New York show was INSANE!!!! Thank you so much for being amazing💓 best concert ever!!

[@amberyb206]

a dear friend of mine and i had the amazing opportunity to see you an atlanta and i sobbed the entire first three songs. it was a world opening experience. i genuinely am so beyond thankful for the community that we have all created over the better part of this last decade and to have been able to be apart of it the entire time

[@astra_music]

dodie pointing out that they have an anxious attachment style is making me and my anxious attachment style feel attacked for relating to her lyrics so much lol

[@megan.e.amato.]

So glad to hear that the shows have been part of the highs for you ❤️ seeing you in concert was DEFINITELY the highlight of my February!

[@lilyyazdi]

saw u in boston (hey it’s heart glasses girl) and u were absolutely incredible

[@imnobody-whoareyou]

loved seeing you in st. louis!!! happy to see you start of in the lou

[@samsherwood8332]

Saw you in Dallas September 2019 and seeing you again next week! It’s wild how much I’ve changed since I started watching your videos back in 2015 or so and even how much I’ve changed since last seeing you live! Also very excited because last time I went alone but this time one of my best friends (who I’ve gotten into your music since 2019) is coming with! Can’t wait to share the magic of Live Dodie with her :)

[@bethamphetamineirismethany7256]

im so glad i got to see you in indianapolis :,) it was so amazing!! i hope the rest of tour goes good

[@kylar37]

I've been following your stuff since I was 11 or 12 and I'm about to be 18, I got to see you in Brooklyn last week and it was the coolest thing ever :) I'd been dreaming of getting to see you irl since forever and it was everything I could have asked for and more, thank you

[@serene7995]

heartbroken because I was so looking forward to seeing you this month, bought my ticket last year and I was so hyped! but it's the night before the musical I'm in opens, and even though I'm just ensemble, my teacher won't let me go :(

[@wrappedinpeace]

two weeks from this very moment, i will be getting ready to smudge my eyeliner sobbing along to party tattoos and i cannot WAIT