The Player Too Perfect for osu!: Oxenfree

[@-strawbussy-]

thanks for the kind words towards oxen im sure he wouldve appreciate it. cried for a solid minute after recording but now we're back to reguar slop

[@wexos674]

I deadass teared up at the end hearing your voice break like that. I am so sorry to hear about this nobody should ever go through something like this. Even though I didnt even know who oxen was or what osu even was at the time this all took place, he seemed like a great person to be around. Rest easy oxen❤

[@breonaa]

i'm so sorry for your loss. i always saw him on hard diffs with flashlight and always wondered what happened to him. rest easy oxenfree

[@PepperCrabOsu]

Rest in peace ❤ you were a great friend to him and I’m glad to see you can look back and see the great memories you made.

[@fieryr]

mate I can literally hear you tearing up at the end, and you're not the only one. You shouldn't feel ashamed about what happened, but you should be happy to have met such a likable person who you've spent a lot of time with :,) RIP oxenfree

[@Shikkesora]

He will always be alive if he's living in our memories. Life is unfair sometimes, and can make you feel helpless and wonder what could have been. Rest in peace... On another note, even being devastated after hearing this, I want to say that I really enjoyed this video, then I realized it was made by you berri, your story-telling skills are insane... you kept me engaged and explained your feelings perfectly... I shed a couple tears during this video. Again, rest in peace oxen, and thank you for sharing this story.

[@tankfire20]

What do you do when a champion falls? You don't quit. You get up and fight. It isn't our fault but it's our responsibility now. We just have to do better. Talk to your friends, tell them about what's going on even if it's hard. Tell your story, speak your truth about life. Don't quit because life isn't fair. The friends and people you love around you can help you get to what you need and want in life. In due time things do get better. I will tell my own story to show you it does. In 2020 I almost died. It was because in many ways, I was like Oxen. I wanted perfection too. I was upset at the abuse that was leveraged on me for nearly 19 years. I was tired of it all so I tried to do the logical thing in my mind. It's been 4 years and I'm back in UNI. I'm taking things slow and realizing things about myself if it wasn't for my second chance in life. I don't play osu often anymore, but I see a future now. One day you will too. And you will laugh with your friends at how simple it was all along. So please. Anyone here, don't give up.

[@Shikkesora]

Hey Berri, I commented here yesterday, giving you my condolences to you for the loss of oxen... A few hours later, I had to experience a loss as well, MakiDonalds, a friend I met in 2018 passed away. I now emphatize more than ever with the words I said yesterday... Life is fragile and spend the moments with the people you love, like it was the last time. Rest In Peace, oxen and Maki. You'll never be forgotten 🤍

[@seazeiscool]

im genuinely so sorry for you, losing someone youve known and been friends with for a long time is beyond heartbreaking especially with suicides, but you dont need to blame yourself in any way. you were a great friend to him and had no way of knowing that was going to happen or what he was going through at the time. rest in peace oxen.

[@clofh]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you shared his story with us. holding back the tears at the end of the video was painful to watch 😭. Rest easy oxen

[@eusouoashi]

It happen to me in a different game. I know the feeling to go thru that. I'm sorry brother, I hope Oxen rest in peace.

[@aJanzu]

damn I’ve always wondered who he was and this video really hit me personally because of things that have happened with me too, it’s truly such a bittersweet feeling having all these happy memories which always live on and I also hope he rests easy, such a great video

[@Gabberbam]

Man, this is tragic. I truly do hope you do feel better from this, no matter what at the end of the day, it's a circle game that helps us create long lasting friendships. I'm sorry for your and, anyone who was friends of his, loss.

[@bababooey-gn4gk]

this was a beautiful video and the end brought me to tears for the first time in a while so thank you

[@FruchtZwerge_]

(I'm sorry if anything I wrote sounds wrong, I don't know how to write something like this, but I tried my best) I got this video recommended today and I thought it would just be the story of a good Osu player. But then I saw the comments mid Video and it broke me. I'm sorry for your loss, and I can't imagine how that felt. I'm glad that you made a video and shared that story. You have my respect for talking about it. Even if I'm late with this and I didn't knew him, it really made me tear up. Rest in peace, Oxen. ❤

[@Blech2918]

Mate, rip your a great friend to oxen. ❤

[@satin360]

"even though he's british" smh

[@Zudexa]

Two legends lost now 😢 its never easy when a member of our community passes, oxen and maki. I always say this to my friend who plays osu but our community is more than a community, it's a family. And anything that gets thrown our way we feel it as a family. I never personally knew oxen but from your video he seemed like a great person. Rest in peace 🩶

[@睷]

never knew he had died, will always remember him as a fellow 100% acc buddy Rest well oxen

[@Rasukix]

bro said "even though he's British" lmaoooooo, we're not that bad bruh. Legend will live on!

[@oofiechan]

Came for the title Stayed for the story Rest in peace, british man 🕊️

[@prismatic-bl8qf]

sometimes happenstances do not make sense and make me question everything 😭😭😭😭 why god why. Rest easy oxen ❤🙏 i wish i was there for him somehow

[@bestrobloxplayer1956]

i miss him, despite me not socializing as much to him, but when i did, i mostly see you with him and it was fun, he definitely has the charisma that seems unnoticeable, i wish him rest in peace, we all loved oxen.

[@Triopg]

Damn. You are so real for this.

[@surv5k]

this is really sad dude... try not to pin the blame on yourself, you were a great friend to him, and if that wasn't true, he wouldn't have thought about you on the last day he was around. hindsight is always 20/20 and it's difficult to not blame your past self for things you couldn't possibly have known... he sounds like he was a great guy who was plagued by his demons. fly high, oxen 🕊

[@DylanNB]

man... i almost cry at the end of the video.

[@chococya]

fly high oxen. 🕊 i'm so sorry for your loss

[@perkietoggled]

It’s really sad that he got so caught up in being perfect, both in osu! and probably in other parts of his life too. It’s hard losing a friend because of mental health, especially when you think about how much they cared. Even if he didn’t always say it, there were little things that showed he really valued you. It makes me think about how much we miss sometimes, and how we wish we could’ve helped more. But in the end, your friendship mattered, and that’s something worth holding on to. Value those memories, and he’ll always be with you in spirit.

[@N0RTHCULT]

Honestly this video got me crying, I'm very sorry for your loss.

[@Hemimana]

“Even tho he’s British” 💀

[@SunMoon..]

RIP Oxen ❤

[@IbanRoblox]

Fly high my boi Oxen. ❤❤

[@laroete]

"osu is a game" truly revolutionizing

[@CodaSloth]

At first I thought this was going to be video glazing a pro player.... but I continued to watch and holy shit man. Hope you are doing good yourself.

[@Vilucentes]

Rest In Peace Oxen

[@Peasch]

Rest easy Oxen 🕊

[@nerkonix2146]

wait wait wait is that why hes offline i just thought he quit i remember he joined my lobby for no reason i played with him and admired him rest in peace Oxenfree

[@THAT_otaku]

I miss them too man. Thanks for the video brother

[@RuVerThil]

Hearing your voice at the end broke me, my condolence to you mate and best wishes to Oxen, may he rest well and be immortalized forever 🙏

[@fluffwx]

youre goated for using reverse 1999 music

[@inappropriate2804]

rip oxen

[@WydAxel]

I came here to see this SS or quit guy Not to tear up🥺😢

[@unicornopsicopatico]

Rest in peace

[@MonteJi-z5n]

one must imagine a start were he says "Osu is a game about circles..." Edit: Damn, posted this comment before watching the whole video, RIP

[@goinkosu]

it wasn't your fault

[@Joshy-]

fly high oxen

[@rosenbergkk]

The pain i feel in your voice, I'm sorry brother :c

[@Foxen-Short]

GG for 1k subs

[@EKIsNotGay]

i was watching this video and second half of the video had me in tears

[@-strawbussy-]

its hard watching my own vids but this one is the hardest

[@teovinokur9362]

please know there is always a brighter day. it is terrible that you had to live through this, but you have the power to heal just like you always have before. to anybody reading this, never ever be afraid to seek help if you need it. you are worthy of life and happiness, no matter who you are

[@vepply]

olly olly

[@HBKVault]

rip man

[@nevmiku]

RIP Oxenfree, but what about Raniemi?

[@-strawbussy-]

read this thread www.reddit.com/r/osugame/comments/mh0l41/comment/gswfyeu/?

[@iSniper]

Rip

[@MarzOsu]

[@123miky]

Hi sorry maybe its not the ..... good place to ask but whats the music

[@-strawbussy-]

Reverse 1999 OST Pneuma Analysis Music

[@123miky]

@@-strawbussy- thankss very much.

[@neshazzz]

first good berri video good job man

[@-strawbussy-]

thanks

[@323-z9u]

Ppv3😊

[@bobito3861]

ugh, this wasnt what i signed up for. please put a content warning at the beginning next time. if i had to guess, its worse for analytics that i stop watching and leave midway rather than during the intro.

[@teovinokur9362]

i promise you, it is always possible to be 1% more tactful than this. i know you feel like you've been wronged, but this is the last place to stir up discourse. please watch your words.

[@tezstlez3225]

@@teovinokur9362 He is right, though. I hear your point about being tactful, but it's important to address the need for a content warning. Videos that unexpectedly cover sensitive topics like this can be deeply unsettling for some viewers and may affect them in ways we can’t predict. A warning allows people to mentally prepare or decide if they’re in the right mindset to engage with such content. Mentioning it in the comments helps recognize the potential impact of their videos and encourages more thoughtful content sharing in the future. It is important because the creator in question is obviously new to this. Catching people off guard, especially with sensitive subjects, is unwise. We don’t know what others may be going through, and this kind of emotional distress can be avoided with a simple heads-up. Look up the word "trauma-dumping"

[@ZakzyWay]

rest in peace