Alex, I watched your video about being at a crossroads in life and not knowing where you fit into the universe. I’m 29 almost 30, like yourself, I’ve experienced addiction and often I find for us in recovery, it’s so overwhelming to come to the realisation that we’re not going to die. When we spent every waking moment in agony and wept silently for death as we OD’ed. We now suddenly have to, and with ever increasing likelihood, face a longer life than we could possibly have imagined. I never expected to see 19, now at almost 30 and having just lost my childhood best friend a few weeks ago, I feel some kind of drastic shift is happening for people in our age bracket. We’re coming out of the clouds of chaos and dealing with the fact that we have to put some very broken pieces back together. It’s very much sink or swim, and we both know how scared we are to drown again. Finding a passion in a creative outlet where you physically bring something of value into the world is essential in this time of self-discovery. Your channel is an example of this. Look, Alex, you’ve come so bloody far despite the obstacles you’ve faced and thousands of people tune into you daily when in addiction, people often turned away. If past Alex could look in on present Alex, I’m sure he wouldn’t believe this wonderful life you’re living. Don’t worry too much about the future, you’re roaring into it with grace and anything you need will come to you in abundance. Much love dude 🌙💕🙏
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
Congratulations on your success and I hope you’re doing well! Keep going 😊
@leminjapan11 ай бұрын
Beautifully said. Congratulations on your sobriety
@mollyricee11 ай бұрын
OBCD will go down in the history books
@CristianMartinez-cr1eo11 ай бұрын
Obgyn*
@dykedelic11 ай бұрын
She narrates her videos like it’s a school assignment
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
She’s still the same awful human she is in Canada as she is in Kuwait. She can’t rage and post it there and they probably don’t want any local gossip or focused attention … now we get these Wiki-tours. I can’t say that I hate them, though.
@statusdisarray959811 ай бұрын
Grade 4 assignment
@UnseenElara11 ай бұрын
I never want anyone to forget how brave you are during the tough times in your life. You're still here, moving forward. It won't be a quick pace, but one step at a time is enough. I hope all is well with everyone 🧡🧡🧡
@southparkfirefly11 ай бұрын
I don't know why...but I love it when Alex and "Kyle" interact. It amuses me.
@katarzynarawska999911 ай бұрын
When someone asked if Kyle is a top LOL
@kim641411 ай бұрын
Amber said she has been talking to her valentine for 6 months. But I am sure she was crying about wifey less than 6 months ago.
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
She doesn’t usually break up until she has a new boo on the hook. Wifey blindsided her and I question her success at meeting new potential partners. She’s put herself out there for years… anyone can figure out exactly who she is, in one evening, online. Wifey would not even show her face!! The love of her life!!! 🙄
@icedoatmilklattewithmint11 ай бұрын
Doing a bunch of loads of laundry rn so i have stuff to fold when the snowflake doc hits yt lol ty alex you re videos are tha best
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
I’m looking forward to Mr Snowflake’s doc.
@kodokushi832111 ай бұрын
I get it Alex. Ive been struggling with life for a good while now. I feel like Im stuck with no preserver. Im a 31 year old SAHM of 4 kiddos one being disabled. My husband is the only one working at the moment and I have no idea what life holds for me. I feel unaccomplished and Im scared to die like that.
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
You sound like are so overwhelmed and I hope you have people, locally, to help lend a hand. Never be afraid to ask to for it because you’re never alone ❤
@mama_pluis11 ай бұрын
I had exactly the same feelings being a sahm. Last year I finally looked for help and found a place to volunteer. It saved me, I felt so much more part of the society. Even though being a mom is beautiful, we also need to be around other adults and have somewhere to go outside the household. It made me a stronger person and the kids are proud of me because I help people. Hope you'll find your place back, you're definitly not the only one feeling like this. ❤
@AmbersDashcamDiaries11 ай бұрын
55:53 Salah dropped her off and went back out that’s why she showed no fireworks 🎇 lol 😂
@JessTheory11 ай бұрын
I loved that you were the in bus entertainment for the disney bus 😂❤❤
@Raingurl_11 ай бұрын
Happy birthday Alex❤ Sending you so much love from South Korea! :)
@taylen41711 ай бұрын
6 hours?! Blessed fr
@kim641411 ай бұрын
They couldn’t wait to see the fireworks because Chantelle was hungry and she was tired from all that walking
@Thefaithfulduouk11 ай бұрын
Fajr prayer is before dawn which is approx 90 minutes. We don't pray when the sun rises as in Islam it rises between the horns of Satan. Fasting is actually good for Type. 2 and prediabetes (former pre diabetic) So today sunrise was 6:51am. We prayed at 5:14am
@hailbones66611 ай бұрын
What is the reasoning that the sunrise occurs between Satan’s horns?
@Thefaithfulduouk11 ай бұрын
@@hailbones666 there are actions we do in order to be different to non Muslims. There are people of different faiths and practices who prostrate to the sunrise or pray to the sun rise. It's a lesson that I learnt ages ago but the proofs (according to Islam) we follow are in Sahih al-Bukhari (581) and Sahih Muslim (831).
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
I never knew that and it’s really interesting! Thanks for sharing it! 😊
@Thefaithfulduouk11 ай бұрын
@@daynasafranek7807 you're more than welcome! 🧕🏾
@hailbones66611 ай бұрын
@@Thefaithfulduouk Thank you! I couldn’t find where the sun is going through the horns of Satan, though. Is that more of an interpretation or is there a Surah that says it? Thanks again!
@oren130511 ай бұрын
While my own life circumstances are different, I'm about to turn 29 and had a career change 6 months ago and it also made me realize I don't fully know what I want from life and need to make changes. If it makes you feel better, my mother is over 65 and told me it's common, that she had to deal with being uncertain and it shouldn't make anyone feel bad. ❤️
@statusdisarray959811 ай бұрын
Omg I would love to see her interview people it could be really funny and informative …oh well we can dream!
@AlexAndrushukBone11 ай бұрын
Lmao foodie getting her yt plaque/play button as everyday mariam feels like future poetic justice lol. Once her and Salah are over, shes gonna have a reminder of it forever. Good for her 😂👏
@Keepitpink11 ай бұрын
Was fully expecting a new ALR reaction…but she hasn’t posted in a week 👀 no weigh-in Wednesday? Seems to be trouble in paradise 😏
@alex_is_shook11 ай бұрын
yup she's ghosted us AGAIN.
@helenhelen529611 ай бұрын
Big Al is busy with all her friends and new babe and fighting off all those men who tell her she is beautiful plus probably lost 0.2lb and doesn't want haters to be jealous.
@missrisser2111 ай бұрын
I worked at subway I loved it🎉❤
@dabbysuttons972111 ай бұрын
45:45 dude is taking pics of chantel with whole ass professional 📷 camera o.m.g😅😅nobody notice that ...go look he even have flashlight and is going on his knees professional stile lmaooo shes freak man ,man is behind red lights in the near distance it will be easy to notice him hehe
@shadowlurker908811 ай бұрын
Lmao
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
Imagine getting that job!!!
@heytheresally111 ай бұрын
Morning from Scotland Alex ❤️🏴 Thanks for the video and the tea, have a great day xxxxx
@milkyoni11 ай бұрын
It's my birthday and I'll skeet if I want to, skeet skeet if I want to
@aleph151011 ай бұрын
56:12 one of the best moments of this awesome movie. My favorite part is the hug before the rap concert.
@CRUNCH-w9e11 ай бұрын
What did Chantal actually say about coming off her weight loss journey?! Huge plate of rice!
@jamiepetersen615311 ай бұрын
We call that coles and Woolworths
@icedoatmilklattewithmint11 ай бұрын
happy (early) birthday alex ❤🎉 ☕
@kim641411 ай бұрын
Maybe the hamster could come back as a camel 🐪. Then Chantelle could go and see them and he bites and kicks her
@AnnaFromTheMountains11 ай бұрын
I guess Amber is lost ✨✨behind the scenes✨✨😭😭
@CRUNCH-w9e11 ай бұрын
Morning Alex, yeh it’s like the family were angry about the shame brought on them and maybe allocated another family member if not Salah to film her videos, showing Kuwait at its best, bigging it up. It’s probably a cousin or someone doing the filming and Chantel would be happy just to have someone with her. No sign of Salah since the scandal!
@peppermakrel512311 ай бұрын
Those numbers are too round, exactly 200? Exactly 100? Yeah right 1:38:58
@jherod202411 ай бұрын
Chantal is going to have a whole new generation of haydurs, along with a whole new, culture, and region of haydurs. They are more like truth-tellers. Love that for her.
@carliemichelle1911 ай бұрын
Gallbladder surgery is usually laparoscopic, I was up and going out within a couple days after mine. So I wouldn’t be surprised if it is Salah filming
@dustibones987911 ай бұрын
The Dr. On Demand app. (Dr. Phil and son owns) now accepts Medicare. I'm not sure how old Candy is.
@dabdoubeh11 ай бұрын
Noooo Alex Who TF did I marry is NOT worth it. It's so overrated I was expecting some CRAZY twists but it's just meh. I've heard many more interesting and crazier stories on 1-hour podcasts !!
@JustMeChrissLee11 ай бұрын
I personally don't think she ever had sciatica......the way she was during her flare ups..no way
@GillianAlice11 ай бұрын
I live in Austin!!! Would absolutely love to welcome you here. 🎉❤
@SoloLeaux11 ай бұрын
Please road trip to Nola and do a meet up!
@ParallaxHearts11 ай бұрын
Your voice sounds so good
@mistyblue961011 ай бұрын
I’ve probably said this, but I feel like we’re watching HFC unalive herself. She seems so incredibly depressed and seems to feel hopeless - we forget that she’s much older than our other gorls. This isn’t good and it’s so sad to see 😞
@LordoftheSerpents11 ай бұрын
I heard he had a cyst on his ass lanced. You’re up and moving about the same day.
@alex_is_shook11 ай бұрын
foodie said gallbladder but that sounds more likely honestly
@LordoftheSerpents11 ай бұрын
@@alex_is_shook I’m like you. I don’t believe a word she says she could say the sun is up and I’d still have to go and check.
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
A gallbladder will have you in the hospital and on meds because it’s extremely painful and people feel really sick. My friend has gallbladder problems and what she talks about sounds more like a boil.
@dykedelic11 ай бұрын
You don’t look 31 queen, not that that is old of course 🩵
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
Alex looks great, I agree! 💯
@thatoneyoutuberfan690011 ай бұрын
what excuse do u think she’s gonna come up with if she doesn’t get the 100k subscriber plaque?
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
Haters. Most definitely “the haters”, will be the likely cause.
@malenyluna527511 ай бұрын
She is gonna buy one from Ebay
@Polly_Jean11 ай бұрын
My money is on: "I'm so over status symbols"
@sarahwarlady11 ай бұрын
Wow, power stream!
@CarlyCarlyCarl11 ай бұрын
You and Treeboy with the 6 hours streams 🎉, what a treat!
@GrammyGray63811 ай бұрын
I live near Just Born, the company that makes Peeps!
@Dirtyfaun11 ай бұрын
I can’t do candy with all the moaning.
@DebW111 ай бұрын
I don’t know glitter and lazers
@oren130511 ай бұрын
She's another influencer who is plus sized and part of the body positivity movement who's gotten in hot water for various behaviors- namely on a deleted video where she ruined a store mannequin when she couldn't find a clothing item in her size. She's also raged about being given encouragement while running.
@stina965911 ай бұрын
Im an organic Sub then 😆👌
@sparechipmunk11 ай бұрын
🧌
@evonekky367211 ай бұрын
I'm in my car having a breakdown. Please everyone thoughts and prayers or whatever you have or whatever it's called. I am an addict. I've been clean for a while but my dad is having emergency brain surgery and I'm sitting in my car getting high. It's a rented car. I'm in some random town. I had to fly across the country. I just feel scared and confused and frustrated with myself
@swaytothebeatttt11 ай бұрын
Being clean forever only happens once. I hope you're ok, you can be there for your Dad and you're not too hard on yourself. Be safe out there because you're loved.
@evonekky367211 ай бұрын
@@swaytothebeattttthank you!
@daynasafranek780711 ай бұрын
I’ve been sober from alcohol for 14 years and opiates for close to two. It can and will get better if you let it. You aren’t alone in struggling because we all do in life. People are there for you, and they do care. One day doesn’t have to be forever… tomorrow can be a better day ❤ Never be afraid to keep reaching out for help. I hope things get better and I’m sorry about your dad. I lost mine as well and it’s so hard to lose a parent at any age. It will get better ❤️🩹
@icedoatmilklattewithmint11 ай бұрын
Sobriety is hardest when life hits us hard, and it sounds like you re in a hard place rn. Don't beat yourself up ❤ wishing you and your dad well. Hope you find safety and support soon ❤
@josh7757711 ай бұрын
Hey alex did you get your eyes check from an eye doc? Hope its not auto immune.
@amypardue498611 ай бұрын
❤😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂❤
@reneebrown101211 ай бұрын
Yeeessssss! Do a Becky video!! Lol
@NebulousNector11 ай бұрын
Yall she hit 100k last night during Kyas live. No slander plz. But the girl does catch it all
@oren130511 ай бұрын
Edit: lol if I'd waited a few minutes that very segment pops up. Chicken Pickle mentioned that FB/Miriam isn't buying subs, but that's she's doing sub-for-sub, and I believe Miriam confirmed it as did another Arabic streamer. It violates Terms of Agreement regardless.
@ShearsOfAtropos11 ай бұрын
you're a top?!?
@icklethepickle11 ай бұрын
You can definitely go to the food court if you don't have a membership.
@icklethepickle11 ай бұрын
Or at least it was that way several years ago.
@averagecheeselover6911 ай бұрын
So in FB's fantasy: FB and Salah still live together. FB is paranoid so Salah deletes all social media and he is not allowed to talk during filming. His family also does not approve of the relationship. BUT Salah's love for FB is never-ending! He could not imagine life without her! 🙄