the prime of my life is over and i don’t know what’s next

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I don’t think being in your prime is something that really exists because you can enjoy life at any moment, you just need to choose to do so. But ask anyone older and they will say that their “prime” was in their 20s. No one ever says that high school was their prime unless they peaked in high school, which is honestly unfortunate. Your parents meeting at 17 is such a rare case, I wouldn’t get down about it. My parents didn’t meet until their late 20s and my mom didn’t have me until she was 37. Everything will fall into place. You have so much more freedom now as an adult vs in high school or middle school. You can do whatever you want. Continue KZbin, look into trades and find a more stable source of income to fund what you love to do. Pick up hobbies. Go to a library, go to a cafe, go to the gym, join a local club, take some classes for a hobby and meet people. You have so much ahead of you and you think it’s already over when it’s not.