The REAL Boogeyman?! A Horrible Man or Monster - Albert Fish | Mystery & Makeup | Bailey Sarian

[@PagesOfKay]

I think it would be so cool to have a Dark History episode on orphanages/foster care because it’s a topic that I haven’t seen researched or documented too much, personally. But it’s really interesting.

[@vanillameringues]

I was thinking this too

[@jaybishop2220]

that would be so interesting

[@a.evelyn5498]

@Kay There is an ENDLESS amount of info on orphanages from the early 20th century & before. Especially as there have been many law suits brought against orphanages. The worst were for Native American children being taken from their family & customary life & thrown into these huge boarding houses for “education” - really assimilation. There was a lot of abuse, many “missing” kids, found sometimes within the mass graves unmarked of Native children on the property of the house. If you can read you can find so much about all of this.

[@anonymoose116]

Oh, it's researched to the hilt but no one wants to talk about it. It's insidious.

[@shanikaclark4804]

I spent 10 years in foster care in the 80s and late 90s. We were literal slaves.

[@cindywannamaker5299]

My dad was sent to an orphanage in the 30's. He never said he was mistreated. But he was placed there in the middle of the night, so he didn't know he was going. He just woke up in a sea of beds. His mom kept his sister. The saddest part to me was in the yard he could see his aunts house and stood there all day by the fence waiting to come and get him😢 His grandma finally came and got him once she found out he was there. He turned out to be a wonderfully man and father. He passed last year.

[@amber7ison]

How sad! Glad to hear his grandma was able to get him out.

[@pattyrobberson4152]

That literally breaks my heart

[@jenniferglenn1728]

🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@aksez2u]

Same with my dad in about the same time frame. His father left the family and his mother couldn't support them. It was much more common back in the day before we had social safety nets in place (so to speak). Luckily, my dad remembers that time fondly and his mother was eventually able to come and get him and his siblings when she remarried.

[@CMehltretter]

They haven’t changed that much. They transport kids during the night so they’re too sleepy to express discontentment about what’s going on. Case managers and whatnot don’t want to deal with the emotional portions of the ordeal, they just want to be paid… so they leave it for the foster parents or orphanages (the call them “group homes” now) to deal with.

[@angelaflores7958]

My mom was put in an orphanage when she was about 7 with two of her sisters. She always said it was the best time of her childhood, because it was clean and they had food to eat. Her mother was incredibly abusive. My mother spent her whole adult life working as a daycare provider, she loved children and said it was because of her time at the orphanage. She was a beautiful person, when she passed away last year, so many of her “kids” came to her funeral and it really hit me, how many lives she touched. ❤

[@yourdad7739]

rip to your wonderful angel of a mother lots of love to you and all the children she cared for😊❤

[@peabudddy]

Your mom is an angel 💕 I'm sure your mom was happy *wherever she is* that her "kids" remembered her , I'm a high school teacher and it's one of the best things ✨

[@nomdeplume2213]

Shes the exception not the rule tho...

[@nicoley8491]

​@@peabudddy I'm friends to this day with one of my hs teachers.. I graduated in 2001! She was a huge support for me back then, her and another teacher I recently reconnected with.. I tell them all the time what an impact they had on my life and how special they both still are to me! I hope you get that one day too!

[@usmc_sunscreenqueen]

What a beautiful person your mother must have been. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure you miss her terribly. Sounds like she was a true angel on earth. Blessings to you & your family ❤

[@lalalajuice]

Im crying so much for 4 year old little Billy... Im looking over at my 4 year old son sleeping next to me... I can't imagine the pain and confusion this little innocent boy went trough.

[@gwynnethsmith9226]

I have a 5 year old daughter and my heart broke and blood boiled hearing this one. I can't understand how evil people can be. Especially towards little ones. Hurts my heart so bad.

[@jessicaann4707]

Thinking about my 6 year old at school . He just turned 6. People really don’t realize the time we have and don’t have with our loved ones until it’s too late . People question why im so strict with my child like THIS STUFF IS WHY . Don’t even think for a minute it isn’t going on today😢

[@pinksugar9006]

Same sooo sad😢

[@mirnaasfour229]

Watching this while having a almost 4 year old son messed me up

[@christinarakaki]

No really tho! My son is 5 months and when I heard all these stories about the children I lost it, but especially Billy’s story I cried so hard 😭

[@ashalanagreer4909]

RIP to Billy, Francis and Grace and his countless other victims 😢. This story made me cry. This guy was absolutely sickening.

[@travelingheart3612]

This one was hard for me to listen. I cried also

[@budcaitbradley8524]

First time I had to walk away. Horrible man!

[@sheWolf-er5dx]

Fr hated this one 😢

[@KarinaSilva-ly5vb]

Most definitely 😢 I have a 4 year old like billy and it just brakes my heart thinking it could be my kid 💔

[@godsown.9009]

Yeah I skipped a lot of parts.

[@jennifermuller9352]

I hope Bailey knows that even if she doesn’t sing the theme song her viewers sing it for her

[@e.n99]

i do it too!! 😂😂

[@jennifermuller9352]

@@e.n99 Long live the theme song. Shashasha. Shashasha Shashashashashasha shaaaaa.

[@jessicatrochta7544]

Also the "heavy on my noggin *clicks*"

[@whoiwan2b]

I definitely sing it lol

[@neicylashell8459]

Every time!

[@sydneyjamie3973]

Hearing how he wrote about Grace picking wild flowers in the front of the house broke my heart

[@awto6412]

😭😭😭Poor girl

[@danhtranquoc3745]

ok

[@nAiLs.LiPs.lAsH3s_hAIr]

Yes that was hard to hear 😢

[@christinarakaki]

All cases are very sad, but it’s so different when it’s about children. You have to be a different kind of evil, messed up person to do these things to poor babies. I can’t fathom how someone can hear and see the cries of these children and continue on with their vile acts. My heart shattered hearing Billy’s story. Poor baby, I wish someone found him and he had a different outcome.

[@melissaquesada3822]

Bailey is the best friend we all need

[@elenisbeauty]

❤

[@celestemedina4281]

Literally!! ❤

[@katya5573]

I want her to make a hair tutorial lol I wanna know how she makes it poofy and big..

[@mels461]

Absolutely

[@tinaletay]

Agreed!💞

[@SussexSandra]

I usually listen to these stories with a detached ear & heart. But this story hits hard. It’s truly horrific and sickening.

[@leanie5234]

Funny, I know exactly what you mean. I think we need to distance ourselves a bit from the horrors that humans are capable of.

[@marlenskoglund6408]

Yeah, me too. It's not like we don't care. it's that we don't want to break ourselves too. Like: As long as it's not affecting us, it's okay.. this one was truly flipped off though

[@tinygreenpea]

I was hanging in there until the 4 yr old. I have a 4 yr old and couldnt help picturing her stranded overnight in a dump, crying and scared, only to be tortured to death thereafter.

[@simona_sigmund1001]

Same I actually paused it at one point and debated continuing

[@savannahmciver106]

Same 😭

[@MsBlondieSue]

In the wife's defense, back then, children were considered to be the property of their father. So in many of the cases, if a woman did want a divorce, it had to be bad enough to leave her children behind... so sad 😔

[@_adrian_sean]

Exactly. Also.... Women didn't have the right to vote for eight more years and JUST got the opportunity to attend seminaries. Probably had no education. Most married women in middle class didn't work. How was she supposed to feed six kids?

[@aprilbouknightmarquez6340]

😢😢

[@kathrinjohnson2582]

Women were also property, so the court thought of that as an object asking for custody of an object.That was not something courts recognized.

[@missbeans]

Yeah same thing happened when Charles Dickens' wife divorced him. She was forced to leave the kids with him because that was the law of the time. Mothers had no rights.

[@kellyb10166]

Story idea for “Dark History “….Georgia Tann ran the Memphis Children’s Orphanage in Tennessee. She kidnapped and sold children to wealthy politicians and movie stars. Thanks for doing what you do! 😊

[@anachorafire1453]

Would love this

[@tahloucunningham1098]

Absolutely!! I vote for this too.

[@shannonquinn2103]

ooooo I can cover this for my podcast!!

[@TheKsm2v]

​@shannonquinn2103 what's your podcast? I'd really like to hear this episode.

[@TheKsm2v]

I've lived in TN my whole life and I've never heard about this 😢

[@natashapanks9442]

The way when you were reading his letter to Grace’s parents I was so frightened- this is so awful, those poor children

[@cleopatra444]

i was litterally picturing this little girl trying to run and crying 😩

[@marybritt4412]

She read a very small part of the letter. The whole one will have you in tears.

[@chesneyreeves2368]

I had to skip that part, I couldn’t

[@Mmedinaaa]

I felt like I was choking & got so teary eye. That was very hard to listen to

[@lindahansen45]

That letter made me really sick

[@TimeBucks]

Bailey feels so much more lively in her episodes lately

[@hairanpareshan5597]

Thank a lot

[@nazimkhannk8522]

👍👍👍

[@bhimyadav281]

Nice

[@nothingnothing9599]

👍

[@subhadey1813]

👍

[@shirowkihara6577]

Can't even start to imagine what it might have felt for Gracie's parents after they realized that they had done a grave mistake by giving away their precious little girl to the devil himself, The pain the guilt would have been beyond measures.This was a real monster causing nightmares to so many families.

[@Georgiecarr]

Yes :(

[@BritLove25]

Thank you for saying these victims names! Thank you for giving them a voice! Thank you for letting them be remembered. 🥺

[@hexenmoon]

Albert Fish is always one that I have not been able to stomach. He was most definitely a monster

[@allywix1114]

Same

[@goodbher9244]

Definitely one of the most vile people ever born.

[@lucyw.7597]

Yep! I remebered Bailey mentioning he was on this week...remembered not to be eating while I watched it!

[@XSKIMPYX]

Weak

[@Maddy.cec22]

@@lucyw.7597 I was eating and immediately put my milkshake away

[@C.C-e4n]

Bailey feels so much more lively in her episodes lately, especially in this one. It's nice to see her personality shine in her videos again

[@The.Living.Dead.Gurl0233]

She’s dating someone now

[@marlamayvillanueva9379]

​@@The.Living.Dead.Gurl0233 oooh.... I didn't know she & her bf broke up. That explains why she was a bit less lively before. But yeah, she looked more energetic now, like the usual Bailey we knew.

[@Mossy_Rock1]

I love your pfp!!!

[@Makeuploveculture]

@@The.Living.Dead.Gurl0233 I didn't realize her and her guy broke up- whatever may have happened I genuinely hope she's happy. She definitely seems more happy now or more free or something.

[@PaanAkeer]

Yea I felt it and could see it this time too.

[@shannenleist9247]

Ever since I became I mother I absolutely cannot handle stories like this involving children. I almost cried several times. Your uncomfortable giggles really kept me together.

[@jazlynlopez6409]

1+0p

[@raveneyes7191]

Yeah...I'm a mom now too since the last time I watched this one ans frankly it makes me sick to my stomach. I rememeber reading about this guy years back and it gave me nightmares.

[@nicolemooreross615]

can I just say I love that you still wear your bee earring collab!! So many influencers create something with a brand, promote it for a month or two then you never see them use or talk about the collab or the brand again and I just think its so cute you still wear them

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

I really want a pair as ive been searching for one like that and those are perfect!

[@Exorcist364xs]

I notice them every time she wears them too! And remember her bee story. ❤

[@Exorcist364xs]

I notice them every time she wears them too! And remember her bee story. ❤

[@zerbirae4224]

They were the first thing I noticed when I clicked on the video😍 and so wish I'd bought some when they were available

[@tabithahammersmith5185]

Yes girl! I noticed too 🐝

[@alexamick452]

I love how Bailey can rattled off the word sadomasochism like a pro not skipping a beat but that word horror and rural are quite the doozy

[@nomdeplume2213]

You didnt see the outtakes 😂

[@truongtran-sl6rh]

ok

[@jmk2013]

😂

[@rhondau88]

This is just so horrific. So many children that have suffered the most unimaginable things! One day my husband & I hope to adopt & love a child who suffered trauma like this. They are worthy & don’t deserve the horrible things they’ve endured in life.

[@Surixo]

Speaking from experience, all they need is ONE caring person to help guide and show them the way. If you and your husband can help them, it will be hard but very rewarding in the long run. Don’t give up, give them plenty of love and that’ll go a long way. Such a selfless thing to do 💕

[@tebrim]

me first

[@chelseykean5881]

The Billy story had me sobbing.... I can't imagine the fear that poor baby felt waiting and then that torture...

[@vcantdrive]

21:41 is so true. censorship has gone so far that labels don't make sense anymore. like why are those words censored, how else are victims supposed to name/describe what happened to them? and idk but for me censoring it is downplaying what messed up humans do to other ppl

[@tiasmith3499]

Agreed.

[@I.am.Mrs.Mathers]

Yeah I don’t get it either. Saying the word has no effect on the actual act being forced on people everyday.

[@akumamakima2280]

Because they're triggering.

[@I.am.Mrs.Mathers]

@@akumamakima2280 so is life a lot of times. That doesn’t change the facts or even behavior, sadly.

[@akumamakima2280]

@@I.am.Mrs.Mathers you forget that this is a platform. people need these so they can know whether or not if they want to be exposed to it. grow up. the world doesn't revolve around you. I appreciate trigger warnings. but to the r@pe word that's more to do with shareholders. But the word itself can be triggering to victims of it. Imagine if we had more empathy for people instead of thinking life is so hard. like our world used to be far more censored. we say a lot of words today in casual conversation that would have caused us to lose our jobs and social standing like 20 to 30 years ago. And it gets worse going back farther than that. so miss me with the censorship getting out of hand when there is far less censorship today. And today it's more about protecting people's peace over some fake pearl clutching morality. foh

[@marleynaaugusteina6809]

I cannot… *cannot* stress this enough… Bailey is a Queen. And a Goddess. Basically a magnificent creature altogether.

[@kathleen2651]

I agree

[@christyramosortiz]

Yes like a dark fairy! 🧚‍♂️

[@blueeyedscorpio7]

👑💍💎

[@bee2514]

disrespectful in my opinion

[@marleynaaugusteina6809]

@@bee2514 huh?

[@talliarosso5617]

I hate when people try to cover up the real word for something. I hate when people sugar coat everything. Thank you for saying all the Real words on here

[@amypangrac640]

Agreed

[@mahdireza5695]

I do also appreciate that she puts warnings too! These words, as real as they may be, are still harsh and shocking words at the end of the day so it's definitely necessary to put a trigger warning about what's gonna be mentioned in the video

[@inmyownworld222]

@@Sunflower-ug3ehto warn people to click out of the video so they don’t have to be triggered????

[@ms.leticiahernandez6592]

It’s hard to imagine that people like Fish really do exist in this world. I had never heard of him so this was insanity. I can not imagine what the children suffered at the hands of this man.

[@cee8ch]

Throughout my years of consuming true crime, Albert Fish is the one story I just can’t stomach. Nothing even comes close to how horrible this guy was. Absolutely devastating.

[@yts70r135]

Me too tho! I keep trying and not making It to the end of podcasts or even the Wikipedia page! He's the worst

[@ml8452]

I would personally argue, David Parker Ray is up there for me…hard to grasp how the victims of his that survived have coped through their lives

[@ms.annthropic6341]

@@ml8452 Ohmygod, yes, I was literally came here to say that David Parker Ray is the one case that I can’t get within arms reach of - just so many layers of sick in that case. 😖

[@gentrykoda]

I lose sleep over the horrific story of Sylvia Likens. Hate it. Hate it. HATE IT! VERY DISTURBING & DISGUSTING!!! 😥💔💔

[@brookeniass]

Agreed! I have watched all of Baileys videos and listened to dozens of podcasts and THIS is the WORST story I have heard. Extremely unsettling

[@japansace]

The story about Grace really hit me hard, personally. I have IRIDA (i.e. chronic anemia), and I know what it's like to be an exhausted little girl too tired to keep up with the other kids. She thought she made a friend in an old man... only to be betrayed the worst way possible. Poor thing.

[@lamia6880]

Same here... She really thought she could have a friend finally. Broke my heart into pieces.

[@melissamoonchild9216]

have you ever tried those iron fish things? sorry if this is a misguided suggestion, but maybe it will help

[@japansace]

@@melissamoonchild9216 No, I appreciate the willingness to help! Unfortunately, IRIDA means that I do not absorb any iron through the stomach--which means I cannot get iron through food or iron supplements. The only way I can get iron is intravenously, directly into my bloodstream.

[@goldieknox03]

My son found help with iron patches during vivid when it was harder to get in for IV iron. Patch aid makes them& it helps me too since I have gastric failure. I put them on my inner arm

[@sarahjaye4117]

@@japansace does taking copper help?

[@queennanny4792]

That story about Billy is heartbreaking. I can't imagine.

[@Solarxray]

I cried bc I have a 4 year old nephew

[@brittanyhunter35]

First time I’ve had to stop her video :(

[@queennanny4792]

@@brittanyhunter35 same. I couldn't take it. Poor baby boy. Just horrible

[@jazcc]

From what I remember of the documentary he never harmed his kids. At least not physically. There were in total shock of who their father really was. It must have been devastating

[@Lwami.373]

Which documentary did you watch?

[@soxpeewee]

He did. They lied

[@Pam234]

@@soxpeeweethere 0 proof but ok

[@bostonlove77]

The story about the 4 year old was too much to hear. How can someone do that? That poor child💔

[@ardenalexa94]

Bullied people often become bullies as adults. Not all but many sadly. I have a feeling those nuns took their anger from feeling inferior to abusers out on kids. It’s disturbing.

[@lenymitchell]

It was absolutely repulsive 😞😞😞😞

[@mandyoconnor923]

Broke my heart what that 4 year old endured 💔💔💔💔

[@justinelujan9028]

I have two small kids and it was heart breaking hearing this story. 😭

[@lifeofcassie8812]

I know I started to get nauseous and almost had to stop the video. That poor baby. 😣

[@marissastrickland515]

We absolutely need “I’m laughing because I’m uncomfortable” merch 😂

[@PattieSays]

YES! I think that every time she says it!

[@yaquelinfigueroa8004]

😂yessss

[@twyla761]

All of a sudden I have money to spend... take my money, I need that on a shirt lol 😆

[@lilybubble1]

PREACH!!!🎉

[@Sofiamamitaa]

Literally so many people comment this one every video..

[@xSweetxxMuffin]

Poor Billy... having a son myself now all the kids in these stories really get to me. How scared he must've felt staying there all night, crying and screaming for his mama 😢

[@sarajones7159]

Same…as a mom of a little boy and three girls this one got to me

[@abdullahiimaw]

@@sarajones7159 hkihhhhhhhjohhhyth

[@mirandacain3855]

As a mom myself I had to skip through those details in this video. The thought is gut wrenching.

[@taylorhunsaker6294]

Same… it’s so sad. Makes me sick to my stomach.

[@juanacardenas3316]

Same. I have a 4 year old son and I had to step away during the Billy part. RIP

[@yumiharumi2622]

Junko Furuta's case was as disturbing as this one... I cannot imagine how people can do horrible things to others without any remorse at all.. Creepy indeed..

[@FGSFDS]

Junko Furuta’s case was one of those cases that actually made me physically sick, it’s so horrible.

[@yumiharumi2622]

@@FGSFDS I'd definitely agree.. I couldn't imagine what she must've gone through.. And knowing that the suspects got away with it. So cruel.

[@FGSFDS]

@@yumiharumi2622 What also breaks my heart even more is that her parents had to hear what was done to her during the court hearings. Like…yeah, no words…

[@makulya]

Obviously the problem with a brain frontal lobe, that is responsible for remorse , empathy and etc . Lot of big businessmen have problems with that too , that’s why they became so rich , I’m not talking about “ old money”. Because with empathy to other you can not become super rich .

[@NatyMidnight]

Yes!!!! I heard this story on a podcast and I quit listening to true crime for months!!!! I needed light and love after.

[@beautywinsfails8867]

This one made me super depressed, especially for the 4 yr old and also Grace, the sweet little innocent girl who was lonely and just wanted to play with other children. What a monster 😢

[@laurelbyrnes2633]

Let’s acknowledge that even though Bailey said she lost sleep over this one and it clearly disturbed her a lot and made her uncomfortable, she still managed to tell the story for people who wanted to know about it. And she managed to tell it with her lovely personality always there in the background. I can’t imagine having to research this one and recount it, but Bailey did it and being as relatable as she is, told us during the story it was uncomfortable to talk about. Huge respect for the wide variety of cases covered and how you’re able to tell any kind of story, Bailey (and in the less intense stories, for also getting huge amounts of your awesome personality in there). We see you, girl! ❤

[@akumamakima2280]

Yeah I'm a bit messed up over this one too.

[@Inezvillela]

Throughout everyone you’ve covered, this is the only one where I’ve cried for the victims. The child in the junkyard really has me so angry and so saddened at the thought of this poor baby. 🥺 My heart goes out to every victim hurt by this sick excuse of a human being❤️

[@lesleymay6757]

I fast forwarded through that part, I just didn't want to know what he did.

[@ivonnegonzalez4953]

This is the first story ever, that Bailey covers, that I struggled to finish. This is was horrifying to hear. Hugging my babies so tight right now 😭

[@ririduvall6395]

i’m at work trying not to cry didn’t realize it would hit so hard

[@samanthaminaya7410]

It's not a proper Monday unless we have our weekly dose of bailey ! Our true crime queeeeen🖤

[@Peetaspearl]

This is the only thing i look forward to on Mondays

[@nabila2180]

Tuesday for me lol

[@savannawebb8575]

Especially on a Monday where we lost an hour 😭 I hate time change

[@Lonapril]

YES! I look forward to these every Monday!

[@HiThereImVinnyVega]

So true!

[@taraef]

Why does it feel like Bailey is literally sitting there talking to you in person? Those are my fave kind of you tubers. Love you Bailey. ♥️

[@katythepsychiclady2342]

​@@Solènelamigonnelicorne if your 8 YEARS OLD, YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE ON THIS PAGE.....😢😢😢😢😢 where are your parents?.....

[@katythepsychiclady2342]

@@Solènelamigonnelicorne 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

[@vegan_guac]

@@Solènelamigonnelicorne your parents should have social services called on them for allowing this.

[@cassandrar335]

Having a 4 yr old son myself, what he did to Billy absolutely destroyed me.

[@tiffanybitzel9764]

I have a 4 yr old daughter and got physically sick to my stomach hearing what he did to that poor boy 😭

[@louisewoodward9147]

I had to hold back tears

[@hannahpassantino381]

I had to skip through it. I have a son and was absolutely sick to my stomach hearing what that poor boy went through.

[@kathleenhixon8187]

This is where I had to stop listening! I have small boys and I just couldn't listen to that poor baby be tortured.

[@jessicagrimes3019]

I had to skip that part. I have a 4 year old son, as well & if I had listened, I already know it would’ve never gotten out of my head.

[@katlynnmorris1247]

Hearing about little billy Literally broke my heart. That poor baby

[@justasksally]

My grandma and three of her siblings were dropped off at an orphanage by their mother in the early 40’s. They were terribly abused and sadly, her little 5 y/o brother had a leg wound left untreated that ultimately took his life due to sepsis. My grandma said she saw her mother enter the back of the church at his funeral and that was the last time she saw her. Fortunately, she and her other sisters were adopted by a loving family and had a great upbringing from there.

[@larenpi]

Idk what I’d do without Bailey, Eleanor, Danielle, and Kendall. I love y’all so much

[@Squidink09]

Bailey and Kendall are my top top tops! Love them

[@Bailey564]

who are the others?!? besides bailey

[@CherrrrBear]

Yeah I don’t know anyone else

[@larenpi]

@@Bailey564 Eleanor Neale, Danielle Kirsty, and Kendall Rae! They are amazing.

[@larenpi]

@@CherrrrBear Eleanor Neale, Danielle Kirsty, and Kendall Rae! They are amazing!

[@aliciatate87]

Idk how I would get thru some Mondays without my Bailey stories

[@hillarycourchaine6829]

I agree, Bailey is the best👍👍👍👍

[@gam_anna8769]

Bailey : Oh I forgot, there’s cannibalism in today story too… disclaimer. 😂 Me : “blinks” but still takes another bite of my meal… 😂

[@shhhhyoudontknowme]

What are you eaying hmph 😅✍🏽

[@sketchpad_kids]

Me eating my bowl of cheerios

[@lauraluzu]

Me taking a bite of my burger

[@Scoobii2002]

Why did I just do the same with my wee bowl of Frosted Flakes 😭😂

[@hollyobaby6949]

gotta eat

[@AtlanticSands]

I love how she gives us dark history during the story, like about the famine. It brings together the timeline

[@stephaniewitt1177]

I have never watched a story that I couldn’t finish…. This is the first one. I have a 4 year old son and I am SOBBING. RIP to all of his victims, but oh my gosh. I’m so sorry, Billy!!! Why couldn’t someone find this baby before he had to endure this horror? 😭

[@itzellopez7284]

Had to skip this part 😢

[@darlarose01]

I have a little boy too and this made me sick to my stomach… I can’t even imagine

[@busybee.crochet]

I have 2 and I felt so sorry for the kids and the mother😢😭😭

[@rachelhunter8247]

Same :( I have a three year old and had to switch off. Hits different when you're a parent !

[@amandas721]

​@rachel hunter Absolutely hits different as a parent!!! This story was sickening

[@beckadawn]

I have a pretty tough stomach for stuff like this. I’m able to kind of disassociate from it. But this story really upset me and the details were horrific. I cannot imagine the pain those babies went through. 😢

[@heydirle]

The thought of a four year old being so scared and staying put overnight in the dump has me heart broken

[@ririduvall6395]

i had to pause and debate finishing the video cause if this it was too much

[@LisaRanae79]

@@ririduvall6395 Yes, me too. This has been the roughest one to watch. It all makes me so physically sick to my stomach, but the fact that he looked like a little ole frail grandpa?!?! Just AAAAHHH!!! Why?!? Why??? Those poor sweet babies!!! Gonna have to take a break for awhile and watch something that will take this feeling away...Geez...

[@mamiles]

Ham and Eggs deserved so much worse than he got. Thanks for covering the story!! ❤

[@leal6722]

Poor Grace, this is heartbreaking. I don't know how you can be disconnected enough to tell these stories. Only Bailey and her charm can pull it off!

[@honeybaneofficial]

The letter from Albert, to the Budds was the most scary thing I have heard in years!

[@tasheet100]

I know, I couldn't help but feel so sad for her family, like wondering what happened for years, probably making some peace with it eventually only to have it come kicking and screaming in their faces again. So incredibly sick

[@teneilsylvester1332]

Nha Frl

[@socaldeb]

Yes, it gets under your skin and lives with you for a while 😞🤢

[@kimaiken8085]

I knew this story so I knew what you were getting into. I never comment but wanted to let you know that I also laugh when I'm uncomfortable. I have 2 young children and the lesson to be learned is never trust anyone no matter how nice they seem. Evil is everywhere even when we least expect it. Thanks for telling the hard stories too. Much love to you Bailey!

[@CRINGETOPIA850]

The way he described Grace's death was straight up crazy and psychopathic I can't imagine having someone like that around the neighborhood, I have to keep an eye out now

[@Shanna_J]

Seriously the creepos out there are numerous. Always be alert.

[@shannonhaught8409]

A mom to a 2 year old this is so heartbreaking….children are so innocent and need protecting. Just listening to what he did to that little boy and girl shattered my heart.

[@escarlettmejia2613]

I really hope Baileys mind is okay after investigating all these cases for us. It’s hard to hear I can only imagine everything she sees to get all the into together 😢

[@nokuphiladlamini3475]

That’s why she laughs so much and people come at for that, she’s uncomfortable c’mon we deal we things differently

[@nokuphiladlamini3475]

That’s why she laughs so much and people come at for that, she’s uncomfortable c’mon we deal we things differently

[@gelly8983]

​@@nokuphiladlamini3475 literally nobody comes at her lol.

[@AdrienneCM10]

I hope the same thing. I'm glad she started taking breaks. This case in particular makes me think of how rough the research had to be. 😩

[@Rana-gh9lu]

She seems fine to me 😃 I mean shes laughing and joking all through the video

[@louisvuibong]

Bailey has so much personality in every single video she makes and that's what makes her a great youtuber. She makes you feel like a friend hearing a story from a friend instead of just a subscriber listening to a creator.

[@LucyShea81]

Thank you, Bailey, for making Mondays less horrible! ❤️🤣

[@mattyp3400]

100% saves the day

[@katebell6748]

Agreed

[@jb1996]

and subsequently more horrible with this horrifying story 😅

[@LucyShea81]

@@jb1996 this is true...

[@maritzasanmartin7775]

Less horrible with horrible stories LOL..love her

[@soph4689]

ahhhhh as a mom, stories about kid death are almost too hard to bare but you have such a sunshine personality even through the tough stuff that i can handle it with you

[@villanessa]

Yeah I had to pause that part it was too horrific

[@soph4689]

@@villanessa I definitely skipped ahead a little

[@mah4angel]

I'd heard the name but didn't really know any details. What an awful story, I can't imagine the horror those children and their families faced. Thank you for sharing and I'm glad you're taking a break after this one, it sounds like it'll be nice to recover. Hugs x

[@lalalajuice]

I wish I never clicked on this video... Normally these are not a problem for me. But the little 4 year old Billy torture really really tore me appart... Im going to cry for days and probably for years everytime i think about the torture he went trough.

[@coffeeinthemorning8323]

I was not prepared for how dark this one was 😩🥺

[@Feel-the_music7]

Now am scared to finish it 🤭😅

[@samanthakeith4925]

For real, I had put it on to fall asleep and had to turn it off cause I was like “I do not need this to influence my dreams”

[@GoldennGramzz]

what was that first emoji for 😭😭😭

[@xthefordx]

​@@samanthakeith4925 you put this on to fall asleep??

[@georgialovell-jones8354]

Me neither 😢

[@frankastisk]

When you said it was really bad I was thinking "I think we've heard it all by now", but I'm heartbroken and nauseous. I'm not even sensitive and I want to both cry and throw up. I understand why you avoided this story. 😢🤢

[@PerkeyAlesha]

She always pops up on my notifications when I need it the most it’s the wildest thing ❤️❤️

[@elisadinsmore231]

Same!!

[@chloedazey2580]

Same! Everytime I’m like, man what am I doing with my life?! Baileys there like hey, atleast you’re not mr fish 😂

[@anwhitt8171]

Oh man....stories like this hit so different before and after becoming a parent. I heard this story presented on a different podcast before I got pregnant and I remember thinking it was a super messed up story, but listening to it again with a 1 year old son has me completely emotionally destroyed for days. The one bright side is that I now have a much shorter answer for why I don't trust baby sitters, daycares, or even public school with my child's safety. Albert Fish the real life boogeyman is why I trust nothing and no one with my child until he's big enough to fight for himself. Do your own research if you want to know more, I recommend starting with Bailey Sarian's KZbin episode on the subject. Maximum information with minimum horror and I appreciate the periodic warnings and apologies. "This is gonna be rough, I"m so sorry you guys." Thank you Bailey. If YOU, of all people, is saying it's rough, then I better go get my blankie and my teddy bear before I listen to any more of this.

[@chewygal69]

Albert did not abuse his kids and they were okay until they found out about his crimes. It devastated them.

[@morganjarvis7]

where did you read that?

[@k.atkins2908]

I heard this too. Albert was very strange.

[@MsJessyJess]

@@morganjarvis7 she says it at the end of the video when he went to trial and his kids testified.

[@dakotaharrell982]

He didn't abuse them but he had his kids beat him

[@indicabunn7502]

Except he literally forced his kids to eat raw meat and beat their father with a board full of nails. How is that not abuse?

[@JessyLee-1]

Bailey, with stories like this, it's totally understandable that you need a break. That letter to Graces parents that you read was haunting!

[@HappyBirddi]

Honestly mad props to you Bailey, you deserve a break after covering this case. Albert Fish is one of those cases where you just lose a little faith in humanity reading, those poor babies didn't deserve to die like they did. Rest in peace to those children. As a small side note here, there's a musician on the platform named Steam Pianist who mostly makes vocaloid music. Many years ago they released this song called Secrets of Wysteria, which is loosely inspired off the story of Albert Fish. Very creepy song with very creepy visuals, but the scariest part was that part of the song, if you listen to it backwards, reveals the passages of that letter Albert sent to Grace's family Obviously they didn't make the song to glorify Albert Fish, I don't want anyone to throw hate at them, I actually really like the song and it's really interesting how much thought went into making it. If you want a creepy song or some more nightmare fuel, I would say give it a listen

[@pie1o1morris46]

That song is actually how I found out about Albert Fish and got into true crime

[@HappyBirddi]

​@pie1o1morris46 Same actually!

[@sws316]

There was another vocaloid song this story reminded me of. I think it's called Patchwork Toxin. It's been 11 years so I'm not totally sure 😅

[@KaiyaJojo]

This might interest a niche group of people, but there is a Vocaloid song called 'Secrets of Wysteria' based on Albert Fish and Gracie. It gets even more interesting when you play the song in reverse, where the distorted audio at the end is actually an extract from his letter to her parents (specifically the part where he described her death and what he did to her).

[@rebeccalane826]

“I’m laughing because I’m uncomfortable” needs to be on merch 😂

[@daniellegray9239]

Yessssss

[@amandacramer8446]

AGREED

[@jackiedavis5822]

Yessss, because that is so me! Laughing at the most inappropriate times, and it’s a struggle to keep it in!!

[@sarahjaye4117]

I def do that

[@teresac4421]

I have never heard of this person. Thank you for sharing this story I can't even imagine how hard the research must have been for you. We appreciate you

[@caitlinmiles5653]

This is legit one of the most horrifying stories you've ever done...& you've covered some CRAZY stories. The number of horrified Jim Halpert faces I made at an invisible camera while watching this...at least 17

[@ririduvall6395]

my jaw visibly dropped twice

[@quirkyblackgirlshow]

I’ve heard a lot of horrible stories but this one truly topped them all. It’s so sad.

[@wildflwermama]

It’s probably bc as a mother of little boys, I just cannot fathom my babies being in this kind of danger and going through these kinds of horrible acts... but this may be the first ever episode that I almost couldn’t make it through. Barely made it through Billy’s story. 😔😭💔

[@zandra88po]

Same! This is the first video from Bailey that I considered not to continue watching after I heard what happened to that poor, frightened boy. I cannot imagine how scared he was 😩

[@veronicamichael3288]

SAME!!

[@rebeccawillyard4168]

Same

[@caseyh8386]

I had to fast forward a bit during the Billy story. I just know it would stay with me if I didn't 😱 😢

[@ivymarie4295]

I could not finish it 😔 broke my heart!

[@Xtra.chrispy]

This one was a little rough for me. Most stories I’m okay with but this one made me queasy at moments 😂

[@thebitchwhisperer]

Same

[@jovannafigueroa1225]

Saaame

[@MorellaReborned]

Edit: You people are amazing, thank you so much for your support and words of encouragement. They do help a lot, thank you for being so kind ❤️ Literally having the worst days of my depressive episode and having an insane amount of anxiety, and Bailey’s videos are the only thing keeping me somehow calm. I’ve been binging on old DH and I’m very grateful that today is Monday and I have more content. You don’t realise how much you help people, Bailey. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@linda-brookethompson5345]

What is DH?

[@MorellaReborned]

@@linda-brookethompson5345 Dark History, the podcast Bailey has been doing for some time now. It’s also on video on her yt channel. I 100% recommend it, super interesting.

[@chloedazey2580]

You have a whole “secret” family here. I’m sorry you’re having a hard time. Not to fall on deaf ears, but the world needs you, I promise. Keep on keeping on.

[@lyricsmind]

🌈

[@MorellaReborned]

@@chloedazey2580 and of course she has the best followers. Thank you so much for your very kind words, it means a lot that complete strangers are willing to be so kind to each other. I appreciate it, thank you again ❤️

[@ohwoo2929]

When Bailey read the letter about the child's death I was like - I've heard this before, didn't she cover this case already ? Long story short Bailey just unlocked a memory of small me listening to a song inspired by this case that I had completely forgotten.

[@PersephoneSelene]

This is the first video of yours where I needed to take a break. Having a 2 year old boy made it heart wrenching to hear about Billy. RIP to that innocent soul. I had heard about Albert Fish before but nothing as extensive as you did, I only knew about the girl he wrote the letter about!

[@ellynsprissler4443]

I have a 4 yr old boy and I almost had to stop watching. 😢

[@artemisvoltaire4743]

Bailey is the only person I've ever heard cover this story in a way I could bear to listen to.

[@belfrybabybat]

Bailey is my absolute favorite youtuber. I just love her energy and her makeup skill is just to die for. Like, this whole channel is legit EVERYTHING! Lots of love to Bailey and this little community of people alike.

[@trailertrish]

its such a positive community for such dark stories. ❤

[@25mjs03]

If you haven't, you should check out Danielle Kirsty.. She's the UK Bailey Sarian. 💚

[@belfrybabybat]

@@25mjs03 I havent! Will definitely check her out!

[@bethmccarthy2892]

The way Bailey just took a deep breath... 'bro' Says it all really!

[@tiffanygilbert8188]

It’s a horrible, sad, gruesome story, but I would love to hear your take on Michelle Knotek. She was apparently released from prison last year and her daughters are terrified she’ll hurt more people

[@ashleygamel5058]

Tbh I hope she never covers this one. I read the book by Gregg Olsen and the whole story was just awful. That woman shouldve been sentenced to death, not given a chance to harm others again.

[@bumbaz0_0]

She got out?!? Oh Lord… imma have to move or somethin

[@Spinelli_Blues]

Have you seen Danielle Kirsty's video on it? She did a great job.

[@tiffanygilbert8188]

@@Spinelli_Blues no, but I’ll go check it out! Thank you!

[@angelmai1492]

‘It’s not funny, it’s just a little inside joke between me’ is my favourite thing you’ve said

[@BuffyBubble]

Can you imagine his kids, now older, reminiscing the old days and commenting on how dads stews were the best, and they never had it like that since then 😬😬😬

[@ontheroadhome4796]

Right!? Back then I'm sure they never knew what stuff he had been feeding them. And remember that during the late 20s early 30s was when the stock market crash of 1929 hit people hard regardless if you were someone that dabbled in the stock market or not everyone felt the pinch of that.

[@shitneyb5562]

Growing up and getting married and asking their new wife why there aren't any teeth in the casserole 😂

[@LovDay86]

Hello fresh 😂

[@mintamearaself799]

ummm gross and wow.. You're not a parent? are you?

[@Amiwa3]

Wasn't part of the story that they would eat raw meat?

[@daisydaisy9397]

30:52 very demure, bailey ahead of time

[@geniussquirrel]

I saw bailey tweet todays video was over an hour and immediately came to youtube, I’m so glad she’s back and happy. so glad to have you back baileyyy 🫶🏽

[@The.Living.Dead.Gurl0233]

She’s seeing someone new and it shows in her work.

[@candicenorris6474]

This really was a tough one for me to get through 🥺. He was a disgusting and vile human being

[@ZoeXBree]

Yes he is! And there is no way we can call that monster a human he is a monster or satan

[@jonessadelpilar5771]

“He’s reading a lot of books about criminal, I mean like “SAME” but he’s just more severe” Lol bailey. I died laughing 😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@harrietfilmer5179]

If you want more info on this case, ‘Morbid’ podcast has a 4 parter on it (episodes 302-305) … Bailey, Ash and Alaina are my fave true crime girlies!

[@grannybible]

If you don’t need a break after this one Bailey.. I definitely do 😖

[@DarkSkies_1992]

I watched the documentary of him when I was a teen and had nightmares AF came into my room and killed me for 3 weeks. She makes it light compared to its research.

[@a_jae_doe]

​@@DarkSkies_1992this is why I watch her videos instead of the true crime docs I would not even be able to handle it

[@DarkSkies_1992]

@Jay Doe I love the light that she brings to them. Some might find it disrespectful, her giggles or laughs, but it brings light. These are hard topics to cover, and laughter makes it easier.

[@a_jae_doe]

@@DarkSkies_1992 exactly & the way she explains makes it more available for wider audiences & people who may be new to true crime without censoring words unnecessarily or cutting out graphic detail

[@mika_xx7410]

if you want to dive more into this, there’s a song by a vocaloid producer named SteamPianists called “Secrets of Wysteria”. if you play it backwards, it plays the letter written from albert to grace’s parents. it’s chilling, and gives you a new perspective on how this guy thought.

[@kay_beanz666]

Yes! I knew the way that Albert Fish described how he killed his victims sounded so flipping familiar to the secret message in Secrets of Wysteria and I thought that he inspired the making of the song. I... I don't like that I was right 😢

[@Lm-yr4fb]

how do you play it backwards?

[@kay_beanz666]

@@Lm-yr4fb there should be a video on youtube where someone flipped the song backwards.

[@uwu-hm9vs]

It literally made me puke when I listened to it couple years ago Creppy voices didn't help lol

[@jennifernorton8261]

My favorite part of a Monday … It’s Bailey Time 💕💕

[@TeddyLovesAxl]

Chile…me too 🫶🏻

[@sandyferreira9800]

Same here

[@mrs.B22]

U are so talented!! Ur gorgeous,hilarious, witty and you can tell a story better than anyone! Ty for all you do!

[@dazzleglam95]

I’ve been waiting for Bailey to do an episode on Albert Fish for yearsss now! I remember a few years back, she mentioned that she didn’t want to do videos which revolved around a lot of child victims. I’m glad she has though, because the story deserves to be told. These children deserve to have their names spoken. And because of this story, every time I see a crying/struggling child in public I’m always sure to step closer and watch for a moment to make sure they are safe.

[@hollyentwife]

"Buckle up, bozos" is my new storytime intro 😂

[@jayshiny282]

I hope she keeps it I loved it 😭😂

[@alondragutierrez9180]

I just seen your comment as soon as she said it on the video🤣❤️

[@maritzasanmartin7775]

Used to be kitty cats lol

[@kfespy3466]

This one was really hard to get through. Almost cried several times. All those poor people and children

[@kionacollins6355]

This is the ONLY story that physically made me sick to my stomach especially as a mama of 3 boys 😫

[@ldd5401]

Our daughter was assigned to write a paper on true crime for her intro to sociology class. The teacher told the students to avoid AF as it was too disturbing to read. I did research AF, and I have to say, it gave me nightmares.

[@Fogysoks4709]

I read a book that was very well done and yyyuuuupppppp