The Reason I Haven't Posted In A While Is Because Of This...

[@ArtzillaAysha]

It’s okay Billy, we understand that, I’m sorry to hear you’re dealing with this 😢 I suffer from anxiety as well, and the feelings you mentioned at the beginning, I can relate to that, I’ve been feeling like sh*t since August 💔 I always felt sad and lonely, I also worry about having anxiety attacks or have a horrible day, also these breathing exercises that people talk about don’t do sh*t to me, art and gaming do help me, but sometimes it’s just too much. Last month I’ve been crying for days, I never told anyone, especially my family, in fear of being judged and they will put me down and make it seem like it’s my fault, I only have one person that I trust, I’m trying so hard to stay positive but it’s just so hard sometimes 😞 I’m feeling a bit better since last week, hopefully it stays this way, ready to post new video and play games too, my anxiety also affected my sleeping schedule, I suffer from insomnia too, and having both sucks so much, people should know that mental disorders are like physical illnesses, it’s serious, and it’s okay to seek the help you need, it fucking pisses me off so much that people think people with mental illnesses are weirdos or they’re mentally unstable 😒 We are humans we are allowed to have feelings. Don’t apologize for making this video, it’s good that you addressed this topic 💜💜 It’s nice to see people address mental illness topics, we need these types of awareness, we love you so much Billy🤗💙💙 I really hope you feel better, you’re an amazing person, and I’m so happy I found your channel, and I apologize for the long comment 🖤🖤 I wish you a lovely week.

[@billysweeeet]

This comment is a lot of things. First, so sad you’re suffering as well. It is absolute hell. You’re so kind and sweet and I hate you have to suffer with this as well. Second, it made me so happy you even watched this video and left a comment and told me your story. I can’t thank you enough for being a subscriber and following me. You’re amazing and don’t ever forget that ❤️

[@ArtzillaAysha]

@@billysweeeet you’re very welcome Billy 🤗🖤💙 I’m happy to do so, I wish you the best, You’re amazing too🙌🏻

[@exesyst]

i love you big boss man, whenever you start to spiral don’t even flinch just call me 🤍 ilysm

[@kimkat17]

You're a very handsome, rad, intelligent and talented individual. Tattoos and horror movies and music? Add in a whole 30 minute video about how your anxiety is stressing you the fuck out. Whole package. Today I clicked on at least 6 random KZbin videos branching off of an initial video that started out as a link in a twitter post of a stranger I'm not even following that randomly landed me on your KZbin page. Fucking ridiculous. Rabbit hole indeed. And then you were pretty, and therefore I ended up watching about 20 of your videos. As a fellow 30 something who is also tattoed and rad and really into music and loves horror and happens to also be suffering from anxiety and depression (that has for sure been made worse by the pandemic), I felt inclined to watch this entire video and respond to it even though I didn't know you existed until like two hours ago. It'll be okay. It will. You'll find the right meds and you'll find the right amount of and right kind of self-care. Even if that legitimately means being stoked to be an introvert on occasion because it's not stressful. And Netflix is a super bff when you're too anxious or down or exhausted to be out amongst the real humans for a day or week or hell, even month. You're a lot of people's normal. And to me you seem pretty awesome thus far. Just know that this is a low point and it will even out. Get better and easier and even out. If I still lived in SoCal, I'd for sure hang out with aforementioned rad tattooed anxious musician guy so I could watch things like The Conjuring at night time and not be so scared shitless. That is all 🤓