“I am not good. I don’t deserve it.” My reaction is very strong. I'm having a break down. My daily life is in complete opposition to everything genuine in me for financial reasons. I come from an abusive household and have never felt the self love required for a person to believe they deserve anything. I've tried for decades, I'm medicated, working with therapists always, but I still can't do anything but hate myself. Backgrounds of trauma are so hobbling, my bitterness and hatred of the Universe only grows.
@davef6739 Жыл бұрын
This one hit home a bit. The question of - are my daily activities and routines aligning with that highest vision of who I choose to be? The answer is no. I'm getting better, but not always living up to it. I can sometimes get caught up in the dream in my head. And the dream is great, but if I am not taking any kind of actions to bring it into my life, the dream remains just a dream. When I am really aligned with that highest self manifestation can seem almost effortless - whatever I want or need just seems to come about. I am still working at overcoming some of those old beliefs that I am not good enough and don't deserve the life of my dreams. But I keep working at it. It doesn't come overnight, but as I keep working at it on a consistent basis things keep getting better and better. What I once saw as obstacles and limitations were blessings just showing me areas in my life that need to be healed. Thanks Christina.
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
As always awareness is the no. 1 key to success so just by affirmed honesty, we can change lots of things - we step into our power because we take the responsibility to be in control. I am sure you will do just fine, if little by little you change one thing at the time. I am doing the same thing now. Since early Jan, I have been struggling with a sickness and something you said actually rang a bell and I would like to elaborate on it in correlation to what I have been recently going through: "What I once saw as obstacles and limitations were blessings just showing me areas in my life that need to be healed." - I recently started seeing sickness as the point of healing. We tend to look at the bad stuff with the "yuck" feeling, get it away from me, I don't want to see this or experience this. But it is usually when we look at those things, it is the first step to healing. None of us are perfect but when we overlook our limitations or illnesses, we spiral down, but when we look at them, it is giving us a chance to heal. Blessings Dave! ✨
@davef6739 Жыл бұрын
There is so much truth to that. It reminds me of the saying "What you resist persists. But what you look at disappears." And when I do look at those things I was resisting they are never as bad as I had been imagining. I hope you feel better soon and recover from whatever is going on. You are an amazing person and I wish the best for you. Blessings to you too Christina!
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
@@davef6739 Thank you Dave! That is very true... this applies mostly to our fears. When you look at them, you realize they are very illusive. Have a wonderful week!
@noomigilljam4641 Жыл бұрын
I felt this today, when I was manifesting and scripting my future dream partner. It made me feel that I’m not (in this moment) worthy of healthy love because I have low self - esteem, and thats whats creating blockages for me to attract a good and healthy partner, because I will more likely attract toxic people. That made me think that I was not good enough for my manifestation/dream reality, and that It feels impossible because I’ve always had low self - esteem, so I thought ” Maybe I deserve a toxic partner like my past partners”.
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
Oh, but love, the point of this video is to also recognize that this voice that is telling you that - is not the truth, it is your ego, that wants to run a negative program because it is a safety blanket that will restrict your growth. The TRUTH is that you are absolutely lovable as you are, for as long as you live within your integrity - so do a soul search and then as you hop on that wagon, I promise you, you will attract someone amazing within weeks! 💛
@peterpk5781 Жыл бұрын
I completely agree, everything you say is a reflection of the process of discovering the universe, of which we are an inseparable part❤️ Bless you🙏
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
Yes, discovering the Youniverse :) blessings!
@peterpk5781 Жыл бұрын
@@ChristinaDRaju btw.. in my language RAJ means PARADISE🎯 CHEERS☺️☺️☺️
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
@@peterpk5781 myslis ráj? To je pravda 🌻
@peterpk5781 Жыл бұрын
@@ChristinaDRaju ☺️☺️☺️ happy valentines day❤️
@mafioso_davinci00 Жыл бұрын
It’s like you readin my mind with these videos everytime they pop up on my feed.‼️
@bibolehabib Жыл бұрын
Finally... someone who says something different... that sounds right !!! 😁🤗😉
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
🙏✨
@debolina1496 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this truth! I needed to hear this ♥️💫
@kirdot2011 Жыл бұрын
Angry at you?! Never!! I can't even imagine a situation where that would happen. Maybe slightly jealous
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
haha why jealous? rather be angry than jealous, that's an easier emotion to pass 😄🌞
@kirdot2011 Жыл бұрын
@@ChristinaDRaju well... If I compare all my life experiences with yours I'd rather have yours
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
@@kirdot2011 I used to say that when I was younger till I realized that people usually don’t share their pain… trust me, you would not want some of my experiences, plus yours are designed for your highest development ✨🌻
@kirdot2011 Жыл бұрын
@@ChristinaDRaju as much as I agree with you at the end of the day you are living your life while I'm just surviving.
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
@@kirdot2011 dear friend, then start living, living does not mean traveling and having fancy things and being healthy - it’s a self generated feeling of joy in small small things - the past month I have been in a lot of pain due to sickness (constantly in hospitals) and it was the biggest blessing, it made me realize that beauty of life is in every small creation of God, birds chirping, my mom’s smile, me doing my hair nicely - you can do those things for free and when you are present, life becomes a miracle ✨🌻 I wish you blessings! 🙏
@torontoshirleywilliams6687 Жыл бұрын
Oh wow she’s so right. I feel scared I won’t be able to keep up with the life I want that I’m to lazy so I’m going to slack off and fail to the point of everything I built slowly start to diminish or get taken away and as you read this you ask yourself why? Here’s my answer = because I did this so many times I lost count. Right now I’m feeling a lot of anger towards myself. This is the definition of the word LOSER.
@kathyjacobson1819 Жыл бұрын
Thank You I Absolutely Agree with all of what you have Expressed in Your message. Appreciate the insight we have to talk to ourselves to know what in is going on and what frequency we are opening up to☺️🌺
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
Yes, only we judge ourselves, and we cannot trick ourselves, we know :)
@bernardobinns3599 ай бұрын
I’m not angry at you for what you said.. you triggered the part of me they knows I have to accept the fact that I need to make serious changes in order to get what I want
@CODSASCLAN Жыл бұрын
Wow this has helped me get back on track I been out of alignment and it’s always you v you. I felt so spiritually disconnected past month and had many bad habits I need to programme my mind to stop! Thank you so much ❤
@bartekw8535 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Madame
@wimvankempen8458 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Christina, you're awesome
@LindaLundinColoringBooks3 ай бұрын
My family and partner worked together to stop me from attending my dream education Now i don't want to live. There is no point in living anymore. I'll never get to do what i dream of. So what's the point
@healthyeating-healthylivin1618 Жыл бұрын
No The truth is we are always worthy , no matter what and who we are. Not enough is a part of old world which is dying now. That’s why it is not manifesting. All your parts are worthy , being fit enough or beautiful enough or to put in much work is all about not enough. Just crystilise that idea about you, stay in your heart aligned with Your truth, not karmic world
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
Agreed but we must self realize that in order to ascend 💫 luckily more people are waking up now
@aridivinity7123 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@sandraha582 Жыл бұрын
♥️🐇♥️
@Jusbee357 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽☝🏾🫶🏽
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
This not negative thid sense wake up your still a child?
@mostawesomedudeever1 Жыл бұрын
By affirming in the negative, you're creating negative realities (the title of your video). Basic quantum mechanics and the nature of consciousness. You should know better. You're collapsing the wave function into the negative skew. The universe only works in my favor and in everyone else's favor, and this is so.
@ChristinaDRaju Жыл бұрын
I do a daily mantra in which I state what I am not, does that mean I manifest more of that reality or I create a negative reality? No. It works way better than any positive affirming that I have done so far. Honesty is extremely important in the realm of polarity, so by affirming what I am not, I can easily determine what I am. What you preach is a "all is good" - "life is great" one dimensional concept. We are far beyond that. Let's stop making the Universe less intelligent than it is.
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
Before talk get brains then come talk to me ok?
@rodgcdg Жыл бұрын
🙋♂
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
Soplease if dare want chat about the univer grow up and start to talking sense?
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
You have now experience rather go study
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
If you want chat to public have experience ok you making a fool out your self
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
Liste you have big mouth with now brains
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
Wake up look at your self you talk now sense????
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
You to young talking like child now experience man wake up
@blocknex4 ай бұрын
I don’t get it…
@rinacilliers98354 ай бұрын
If you want chat to public have experience ok you making a fool out your self