The Relapse part 8: overdose, federal warrant, etc

Circa 2015- age 30
This is when I left rehab the second time - throwing caution to the wind and falling deeper into one of the worse runs of my entire addiction.
Anything illegal in my stories are fictional and for entertainment purposes! Names, places, and dates are purely coincidental and a work of the author’s imagination! Palabra!!
NOTE: THE BLOTTER ACID IS JUST ART AND NO ILLICIT SUBSTANCE IS INCLUDED
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[@ryanleone5805]

Here’s the new merchandise- t-shirts, mugs, etc.... teespring.com/stores/shaky-jakes-fall-collection If you want to buy signed blotter art it’s $40 If you’d like to buy a signed copy of my book Wasting Talent it’s $20 You can Venmo my fiancé karina Franco @kfranco2018 Or payapl me [e-mail] And here is my gofund me: www.gofundme.com/f/donations-for-ryan-leones-projects

[@Montweezy]

I just left you an instagram message whenever you get a chance brotha....

[@ryanleone5805]

Monty Harris I’m locked out of my IG - can you send to my gmail?

[@ryanleone5805]

Pocket butthole and shirt en route

[@Montweezy]

@@ryanleone5805 awesome brotha!

[@Montweezy]

@@ryanleone5805 yeah I'll send to your email

[@kmorr5793]

Anyone blaming their relapse on someone else, had already relapsed in their mind well before that. Nobody is responsible for your relapse but yourself.

[@samiamm5417]

EXACTLY 💯

[@dennisrichards2604]

FACTS

[@detroitfettyghost8492]

@@rickdavis9352 best low key comment ever.... hilarious

[@snitchdog8447]

@@rickdavis9352 east baltimore

[@snitchdog8447]

@@rickdavis9352 im telling its all about east baltimore

[@zachwest2231]

Don't listen to the crybabies. You should let them unsubscribe! Less drama queens the better. Lastly, you don't need to say you're not doing drugs, it's none of our business if you are or not

[@vtcnctech]

You just made me remember, i passed out back in the middle of my addiction- on my wrist for hours and hours after crushing a bar. When I finally woke up and took my forehead off the desk I had cut off circulation to my left hand for so long that I sustained nerve damage. Lost use in my left hand for 8 months plus physical therapy. I appreciate your reflections Ryan.

[@jeffreyb487]

You've been gone too long man, but us day ones will still be here

[@juliuscorwin8590]

Hell yea we will

[@dennisrichards2604]

FACTS. Haters gonna hate, especial on KZbin. You not gonna make 10-20% of people happy no matter what. You can cure cancer and someone will ask ya "what took so long man, WTF?"

[@detroitfettyghost8492]

@@dennisrichards2604 TRUTH, KZbin should come with your comment as a warning label......

[@bjones47059]

💯💯💯💯

[@aaaronmiller100]

dont sweat it dog, you got us hooked on yo sweet sweet nectar of darkness lol. thanks as always.

[@TurdFerguson49]

Aaron Miller haha you could be a writer too that’s pretty good

[@bjones47059]

😂😂🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@davidsantana3710]

😂😂😂

[@jt8769]

Dont burn out bro, you're pushing so hard! Dont take any comments to heart. You're busting your ass, thanks for the content!

[@jt8769]

Palabra!!!!

[@sabbithablood5219]

Hi I'm coming over from Nicole's channel to see what you are all about! I'm not an addict or in recovery. I'm just here to support! I'm from England! Nice to meet you 😊👍

[@brandon_leeroy135]

I do enjoy the content, but I’m not entitled to it and I appreciate anything you gift us with.

[@dennisrichards2604]

FACTS, well said @brandon b. Best comment yet.

[@stevepare7285]

Perfecto

[@2shanezAKASHA666Y]

Take ur time with the kontent man. Always lookin 4ward 2 new uploads but u gotta take the time u need fuk the ppl who rushing u

[@youngche8226]

I’ve been here since 276 subs maybe 217. Either way us OGs are stayin loyal

[@scottmartin7042]

Wow... That's the truest statement possible about addiction. Once the addict has their mind made up about something it's almost impossible to change that decision.

[@yankees29]

It’s so difficult to “shut the switch off”

[@thomashuth1574]

Rip Ryan Leone

[@chuckwagonbillchuckwagonbi7296]

You was clear about your stuff. Everybody just loves your videos. Or at least thats the way I feel. Thank you Ryan. Keep it up. Palabra do what you got to do man

[@awful7985]

Your stories are the shit that's all that matters homie , the longer they take to come out the happier I am when the vids drop palabra

[@samiamm5417]

Ryan, the trash took itself out!! Don't even acknowledge the trolls. Obviously, we'd all love more content, but, your real fans will wait!!! 🖤

[@kmorr5793]

Exactly.

[@hugohuerta544]

Tru tru

[@metalface9630]

Samantha annett Hi 👋 😄

[@majesticone2543]

Exactly babe

[@samiamm5417]

@@majesticone2543 Since you're calling me babe, what's your name?

[@rigogaxiola3296]

It's these cliffhangers man, it has everyone feening for more! All good man do your thing. PALABRA

[@stevieo9909]

Bro we love the stories and content!!! You're amazing at it and they're super interesting and your stories have many important life lessons etched within them. Don't worry about any haters or negative people. They will always exist. You now have almost 9 thousand people intrigued and interested in your life and journey who are willing to part with an hour of their time to listen to these videos. This is very valuable. Don't give up or let anyone discourage you. Keep going cause you're headed for greatness!!! One love bro 🤜🤛

[@SENORTHEGREAT]

Dude don't listen to complainers that arent doing 10% of what you are doing in your life. A lot of people just love to complain and try to put people down anytime they waiver

[@chrisfromnz3038]

Totally agree! I'm just grateful that Ryan is sharing his stories with us at all......I think its extremely rude to complain when it is free.......you doing fine Ryan, dont stress about the haters, you are a good man Ryan and it's easy for us good guys to stretch ourselves too thin. I find I do the same thing .... i'm always trying to be "perfect" in other people's eyes as i have shame for being an addict.......................... PALABRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@billyjackcurtis4680]

Hey so I. Have a bit of a wild story too and I just did a 3 hour interview with writer Ioan Grillo for his upcoming book on gun trafficking. He gave me some really good feedback and said I'll be a definite part in this book. How do I go about getting my story out and possibly monetizing my story. The book will go to print at the end of the year. Mr Grillo is a great author. He's been on The Joe Rogan Experience and his material is so good.

[@tomsylvester8089]

100 percent

[@stupidvideosgalore4211]

@@billyjackcurtis4680 message ryan or reply to his comment, this is someone elses comment

[@billyjackcurtis4680]

@@stupidvideosgalore4211 shit thank you my friend

[@AnthonySal]

Ryan. Stay out of the comments man. Youre wasting your good creative energy on these negative people who will ALWAYS be in comments sections. Just focus on doing more content to better help the channel and doing what you do man! But you gotta stay out of the comments section. The best of the best pay no mind to all of the noise. Just focus on content brotha!

[@natek1993]

Keep up the good work G. Screw the haters. You're not letting anyone down if anything you are bringing people up. Some people are just fueled off hating. Just keep going you man, cuz you are doing a great job at it. 1 million views homie. Keep Killin it G. PALABRA.

[@TheDubit75]

You don't have to explain yourself. Your're considerate for doing so, but you don't have to. Post whenever you want to post. I appreciate the content and I'm always psyched to see a new vid anytime, and I know I'm not the only one. People that complain about petty shit are the worst. Keep doing what you're doing the way you want to do it, period.

[@crypticraps]

Glad to see you back, Ryan. Hope everything is a little better now than the last couple weeks. *Palabra*

[@Snorky_88]

43 minutes and part 8 drop tonight , nice! Listening right now as i wrench on my car

[@jeffwallace5447]

lol Don’t feel bad, Keep doing what ya doing, ur vids are welcome anytime but ur life and goals are priority man! We always be here when we get that notification! :)

[@sheilafinnell347]

Happy New Year Ryan! Listen! You owe no one nothing! You’re trying to support a family first and foremost plus all the other numerous irons you have in the fire! Don’t let these losers occupy space in that amazing head of yours! You are so talented and have so much to offer the world! I think of it as a privilege to ingest your stories! I’m an ex junkie and did 6 years on my bid! I so relate to you and love your book and stories! You do you and don’t worry about the losers! You are literally eating life and I think you deserve every win you accomplish! The real people understand! 💛🌻👍🏻🔥

[@bobbyjohnson250]

Bro I don’t mind the gaps because I can listen to a old one and still laugh until I cry and I do t wAnt them to run out for and end that fast homey don’t let some ruin it for your real supports !!!!!💯💯

[@tomcat20000001]

Great video Ryan! Best content on KZbin! Ya know, do I get bummed when you don’t post? Yeah, because I’m so addicted to your channel, it’s ridiculous. But I don’t complain or get in my feelings about it, I just get through it and go through the withdrawals and then wait for the next episode to drop. Don’t let the complainers get you down!!!

[@hot40glock98]

Bro. Do your thang your real day 1s gonna be here regardless 💯 tomorrow or next year I'm fucking with you.

[@chaseD707]

Love the content bro your by far my favorite guy to watch right now keep up the good work brother

[@SeemslikektwasallFAKE]

We love u bro, we love the content and they will be back!! On some real shit, you just do you!

[@187crazyl]

RYAN WAS CAPTAIN SAVE A HO THIS EPISODE.. GLAD YOU ARE DOING BETTER FROM THESE WILD ASS STORIES CAN'T WAIT TO BUY THE CD

[@Freud_Mayweather]

This girl's straight trash, the other was a piece of work but this one is a straight b

[@Trav81888]

Hey Ryan also don’t let anyone get to you. As someone else stated it’s quality over quantity. You tell great stories that help others including myself. Anyone complaining that you don’t upload enough content is straight up ungrateful. I’m grateful for all you do and I’m happy to be a supporter since Al Profit. Thanks so much brother. Palabra

[@FrancoSerrao]

Ryan you’re doing fine. You’re posting schedule is fine. You’re gonna blow up

[@brandoncoles4658]

I love your shit Ryan I would never unsubscribe, take your time. "Good things come to those who wait"

[@zahinarios3588]

I relapsed recently Ryan and these stories give me hope. You got a story sir. Take care

[@ssjess2504]

I hope you are doing well today

[@josepalomo6249]

Bro LISTEN your transparency helps me ( and I’m sure others watching this) relate or really hear hard core content, all of it helps . Please keep them stories coming.much respect ✊ PALABRA!!! Lol

[@jasonchmiel9539]

Ryan all is good brother, the damn content is sooooo good people are tripping, keep it up little buddy!!!!!

[@dereckcumpton3080]

Don't forget being a father which is always top priority. People forget that. You're doing an amazing job and are very talented. I bought your book yesterday on Amazon and look forward to the read.

[@pedrocoentro2009]

they´re probably not joking, thank you for your stories man, they do help me, and i know you´re sober

[@mikeedwards2637]

Don’t worry about them dude , you’re doing what you can as far as the stories ( which is GREATLY appreciated and entertaining btw ) you gotta do what you gotta do concerning your life/work and screw the haters and keep up the good work (little buddy) lol Palabra !!

[@strangerthanfictions.t.f.7238]

!!!!!!!!IMPORTANT MESSAGE FOR RYAN!!!!!! Dude you are doing great with the amount of content you currently upload concidering you have a kid and priorities! Those people are being selfish! And if their sobriety depends on how often you upload they are putting to much into KZbin and not enough in their program, don't upload every day because the videos will only be 5 minutes long and be to hard to keep up with the order ,trust me your video are the perfect length to keep up with the story and still provide suspense, if they are that finicky than you will never do good enough fuck em I'm proud of you and appreciate what you DO do !

[@samiamm5417]

EXACTLY 💯 QUALITY OVER QUANTITY 🙌

[@kush_oner318]

I always wait around for your new vids to post, but it's worth it bro! you got your own life to live too. Love your stories 😂 from New Zealand

[@cyruzwilliams2305]

Bro u have to stay out of the comments honestly man or grow thicker skin cuz always gonna have some neg comments

[@RJ-ox8on]

Absolutely. Don't read them if all they do is make you angry. And if you do read them learn to not let them affect your happiness.

[@hawaiisidecar]

Yeah he needs to get a thicker skin. So does his "wife"

[@ricksanchezito8972]

You have the gift of gab broski, but don't sweat the haters. You're not charging us to watch these so they should be grateful

[@mikeyoung1117]

Don't feel bad bro . Your channel is amazing.

[@ppredmore7085]

Its getting harder and harder to ignore the insane people, but you have to let it go. When your coming from a semi sane place, it’s difficult to grasp the way what seems to be a large chunk of the population act. Your like wtf! I totally thought we were good? It seems to happen more and more. Anyway, I love your stories, and appreciate your busy schedule. Stay on track, no more wasted talent!

[@ryanmackrell6671]

Keep your chin up and let the hate slide off your back. Can't make everyone happy. The content is good and entertaining, life happens just keep it moving

[@adamcasey6899]

good things come to those who wait..makes it all the better when u drop a video..keep killing it bro big ups from Maine

[@kyles4450]

People really enjoy your stories man, myself included. More is betta 🙌🏼 totally get that you have other priorities that I’m looking forward to seeing/reading 💯

[@hellac6]

Stay the course Homey! Your stories are top notch, don’t listen to the haters, when you start to see success the snakes come out of the grass. Palabra!

[@elemenohpeespngrCortese]

Damn bro your stories bring back a lot of familiar feelings that I used to get when I was using. I'm only two years clean so that s*** is kind of still fresh. I'm so happy I'm not dealing with that these days and I'm happy you aren't either

[@samantha432]

I understand your being perplexed at the response to that other video. I am too, dude, people on the internet are so entitled it's ridiculous. Not everyone is like that. There are good, normal people out here who just want to see you do well and support. God bless!

[@beisypizarro]

There are lots of sensitive people out there. You are busy, you have a life. Don’t listen to them. Do it when you can. Worry about yourself and your family. You will still have fans!

[@prez4pres329]

Hey bro the content is well worth the wait!! Keep doing your thang and your other projects as well my man. I try not to watch for a week or so that way I can have a few stories to watch back to back lol

[@mattmcintosh2117]

Sometimes shit happens, don’t feel bad for anything and if this makes someone relapse there not going to make it anyways. Life goes on. Glad for the content. Keep doing you

[@pfossful]

RIP Paisan

[@Chris_N_]

HOW DARE YOU NOT PROVIDE US FREE CONTENT DAILY!!!! WTF DUDE!!! Lol people are just weird. Keep it up 👍

[@paulcortez212]

Leone don’t feel bad Family, Handle your stuff bro , KZbin comments are off the wall sometimes ignore it you’re grinding family !

[@weaponrecords8474]

I appreciate your stories Ryan, and I appreciate you taking the time and having the fortitude to be honest. As a former junkie, I can relate. So most of your stories anyway. Don’t let the KZbin drama sway you brother. Mahalo🤙

[@giacomia]

Ryan your sucha cliffhanger .... so riveting and captivating!👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

[@rogermitchell4606]

Dont feel bad bro im happy when you get good and ready to drop a new video

[@millertime1233]

Lol some ppl 🤦‍♂️ love the channel get doing you G ! Stay blessed ! 🤙👊

[@shawvercreations9703]

Another great one Ryan!!! PALABRA!!!

[@troylinnebur3204]

What is Cellulitis? I have puffy hands still and haven’t shot up in like 4 years. I don’t know what to do but I’m just living with it I guess. Maybe I should see a Specialist regardless junkies would know better than anyone. HELP!

[@TezzyRs]

Don’t pay any mind to the bs man. Real fans will be here and support you no matter what. We love you Ryan. Stay well man

[@SG10199]

Ryan Some people cling to you as if you where a Drug. Some people are super Co dependant on your material. I love what your doing ; keep it up please.

[@raycineflourence2741]

Wow, I think you portion out the stories perfectly. Don't worry about that dude.

[@marceaton3090]

RIP brother

[@reneelampe6213]

Ryan you are doing your best who cares what other people think 🙂

[@krissanor8936]

I like how its not everyday.. Its like a Kool Surprise when they Pop up bro!!To hell with anyone that is acting in that manner..Always fun after work to Listen to you Dogg!!

[@nycretta1]

Palabra... glad you we alive to tell us your story

[@KrownRoyal]

All good. I’ll gladly wait for these episodes.

[@zacksims2717]

Just keep pushing the content out bro. Your day ones will still be here. I’m excited to see what you bring to the table this year!! #palabra

[@dennisrichards2604]

Throwing up after a monster cocaine shot really sucks... Speaking of which, I just got sick twice. Not that the 2 are related, that would be illegal. Just a thought.

[@theangryitalianscottypiffi1048]

Been on a run with fentanyl & heroin and cocaine hard since thanksgiving. My family avoided me for the holidays and I fell right into a relapse. I’m trying to pull myself out of it but it’s so difficult right now. The weather here is cold and I’m not working. Just doing the hustle daily. I’m 32 and tired man. I don’t know if it’s worth it. Fuck those weirdos hitting you up with their BS.

[@joshuam8863]

Keep up the grind dude, quality not quantity.

[@samiamm5417]

I WISH more people thought like you!! 🖤

[@massroach3439]

Nothing but support Ryan, we appreciate all of the stories 👊🏻

[@bobbycrownover424]

And the quality is definitely there. He puts time and effort into these!! Shits crazy how haters got there pussy in a twist .

[@bjones47059]

Amen brother

[@mattlooney8513]

These fuckin cliff hangers bro!! Your stories are fuckin crazy dude. Much love from Iowa.

[@igorcortinovis2142]

Bro.. don't feel bad. You have a life. People need to understand that. You have a family and they need you and your time. Don't trip. Keep up with the business and make that doe.

[@deathwave3909]

Not sure ,about the sensitivity.. I for one, always look forward to Leone's stories. I do kind of get bummed out ,when I see no uploads. Anyway, people have lives to live and you've gone through a lot lately.. People are people. Almost impossible to make everyone happy. People like authenticity these days.Apart, from all the trash out there. You have that with your stories.

[@ckraft3277]

You have no reason to feel bad. You’ve been very clear about everything that you have going on. Also, you stay in contact about delays with those that purchase from you..

[@c_hawks2092]

I’m from Wisconsin and yesterday one of my best friends died in prison from overdosing that’s why I’ve been on subs the last few years I keep losing friends and this last one hit me pretty hard

[@detroitfettyghost8492]

Sorry to hear that, my condolences♡ RIP Fellow Struggler, Struggle No More♡☆♡

[@Joeriv413]

Ur always gonna be appreciated big homie keep it up💪

[@doodahman2995]

We love ya bro. Whenever you post I'm happy. Been down since Al Profit. Ain't going nowhere. Pa.... La... Bra...

[@frankieromantv7653]

Man I can relate to your story I'm actually struggling yet again hopefully I can get my life back had two years clean 😕😔

[@robclint]

Don't feel bad bro the content is great that's why people are feigning for it. I would imagine you probably have way more positive responses then negative ones don't pay those fools any mind keep up the good work. I hope the movie and documentary are successful!

[@kimberlyewell]

Don’t even acknowledge those whiners. Your content is great Ryan!

[@ashleymccauley7946]

You are allowed to have other obligations and you don't have to apologize for it. If someone relapsed, that is 1000% on them. Their inability to take responsibility for their actions is probably why they are in that situation to begin with.

[@773x98]

Real fans know you’re kicking ass behind the scenes that will pay off for us in the future so you do you my dude palabra side note it’s fucking hilarious when you mock shit and say My vaginas hurt oooo lmao

[@salleyva861]

You the man Ryan... Máhalo for your time... Aloha from Hawai’i... 😎👍🏽🤙🏽

[@jjwit92]

Just realized the thumbnail. Lol fkn hilarious

[@jamesmusson9820]

Selling what on Craig's list? Liked n subbed awesome content

[@jordanmurphy816]

You’re going through shit, don’t listen to the bs comments. Hearing your vids helps me and I know it helps others. Do it for us not the haters, we love you bro

[@StefanieC11]

I watch any ads that might play, I hope Karina and kids get adsense

[@Disashter1]

*RYANNNN!!!! Why do you do this to me every time!!! You’re leaving me with blue balls here 😂😂😂 I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!!*

[@leetilton5313]

Sounds like some have too much time on their hands and have no life. Therefore they try to bring you down because your the only thing they have.

[@jeffreybakota1153]

I look forward to your videos just as much as the next person but handle your business Cuz. Stay up and hold it down.

[@clinton6able]

Don't let the people without any emotional sobriety get to you. I'm amazed at how much you're doing without the KZbin stories. I look at these as a bonus. The person trying to blame you for their relapse is the kind of junkie bullshit I had to listen to when I worked in a detox unit. Just do what you can do. We'll survive. I read your book. First book I've read in a long time. I used to try to write, of course addiction killed that. You have inspired me to do some things I'd given up on long ago. Thank you.

[@tmroll1236]

I've noticed your content isn't as frequent as in the beginning but I understand. Now you have alot more things going on. Working on finishing your album getting merchandise going, working on your movie on top of being a father and spending time with your lady so any rational person understands. fuck those people talking shit do it when you can and do it the right way instead of rushing it for some fuck heads and not have it done as good. Your a good dude 👍😎 stay up

[@jasonpatton1219]

Why is there an electrical outlet in the ceiling

[@clevernamehere]

Probably for that tv

[@jasonpatton1219]

Meh

[@kaydub1793]

Clever Name Here if it was for the tv the tv would be plugged into it