The Shameless Spiral of Shallon Lester (Ft. The Right Opinion)

From spreading rumors about Selena Gomez to downplaying Pete Davidson's mental health, join me as we delve into the ugliest side of Shallon Lester.
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[@elisatom2359]

Shallon Lester is what happens when you peak in high school as that one girl who thinks it's funny to bully others

[@sweetenlemons8659]

Ikr

[@iidesolateii2837]

Fax

[@Naomi-gr7fm]

That's why she likes HS boys

[@missmeganite]

Nooooo... She watched all the popular.girls peak and vowed to become popular and attractive no matter how much it cost.

[@exsanguinateds]

@@missmeganite "what did it cost you?" "everything."

[@megan1281]

she seems like a drunk aunt that would corner you at a family reunion to tell you about her celebrity conspiracy theories

[@the_emmasculator]

Why did this resonate so much?!?🤣😂🤣💀💀

[@st2whocares988]

She probably is

[@allegedashley]

this is so specific yet it’s the most accurate comment i’ve seen

[@quietvalerie1]

And makes weird comments about how "grown up" her male teenage cousins and nephews have gotten.....

[@plutoandunicorn3404]

she’d tell you about how she met some semi famous celebrity once

[@Joyzilla97]

this lady is the embodiment of "peaked in high school"

[@evangonzalez7732]

She's the kind of girl that I would have talked to in high school, and then proceed to never ever talk to her again after the first time she even said a complete sentence.

[@PeteLV]

Lmao...

[@FlareStorms]

nah she peaked at 4. at least there was an excuse for being a little bastard then

[@PurpleHazePro]

That’s why she dates younger men. She peaked at high school and mentally still there

[@anti-ethniccleansing465]

The channel producer is the embodiment of a giant racist 33:41. If she had put that text in the video, the narrating producer would have made sure to notify us that he didn’t write that text.

[@kyrad8719]

“His dad died in 9/11 at 6” “He has BPD so something bad had to happen” and blamed his mom??? Like honey, something bad DID happen his dad DIED

[@ruthie8785]

Right?! And not even from illness or an accident, from THE WORST TERRORIST ATTACK IN U.S. HISTORY.

[@jenncarutis8464]

OMFG THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT!!!! Not only did his Dad die, but the man was murdered horrifyingly by terrorists. That by itself is plenty bad enough, but then once a year on the anniversary of his father’s murder the news will replay all of the videos from the most traumatic day of his life on a loop for most of the day!!! And it’s very feasible that the moment his Dad died was captured on video. And idgaf if you like Pete or you hate him, NOBODY deserves to have that happen to them. I can’t tell you how relieved I was to see this comment and how many people liked it. It gave me a smidge more hope for humanity. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@Deenurr]

@@jenncarutis8464the thought that your dad would still be with you if he wasn’t this amazing, selfless person who charges into fire to save others must be such a head fuck. Not only that they COULD have lived, but now you’re without this absolutely amazing person in your life. My dad died 2 days before I was 9. It messed me up he chose something over me and it killed him, but at least I know that man would probably never be a great person in my life anyway x

[@jenncarutis8464]

@@Deenurr Oh…wow. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I was raised by my father. He was a single parent and raised my brother and I by himself when my mother abandoned us to “go live her own life” since she married my father when she was so young. My father was in the Army. They met when he was stationed in South Korea. She later admitted to me that the only reason she married him was because he was so head over heels in love with her and she wanted a green card. Those were her words. She left us when I was 8 and my little brother was 4. On my 11th birthday we were on Christmas vacation with my dad’s family when my dad got a phone call that he needed to return back to Ft. Hood, Texas immediately. My dad had received orders that his unit was being deployed to Iraq for what we all now know as Operation Desert Storm. I was old enough to understand that when my dad left that there was a chance I might never see him again. I hugged and kissed my dad for what could be the very last time. I knew that he could die. That people were going to try to kill him and that he might have to kill people. And it wasn’t until I was much older that I fully comprehended how traumatic that experience was for us. The stress of it caused me to develop stomach ulcers, PTSD and my dad STILL suffers from health issues, mental and physical, because of things he was exposed to while there. Things that he still to this day will not discuss with me. I think he thinks that maybe I’d look at him differently or love him less if I knew. And even though I know that there isn’t any way that would happen because I am a parent I don’t push. I understand wanting to appear strong to your children. Not wanting them to think less of you because of things you did or said you aren’t proud of. So maybe because of that I understand to a certain degree what Pete suffered through. And when people say things like she did it triggers me so hard.

[@Deenurr]

@@jenncarutis8464 that’s awful, and you’re so right, it is a very traumatic thing for a kid to go through. My step father was in the army but I don’t think it really sunk in to me that he would be going into a war zone, I just knew I’d miss him. I couldn’t imagine being the kid of someone who goes off into war now, or served as a cop in America. It’s a lot of stress and pressure for little and developing minds x

[@fatiraratri5914]

she’s such a stereotypical villain of 2000s fashion-themed romcom

[@christie8493]

I try not to ad hom people but this is so incredibly accurate and the best and most underrated comment so far I had to like it lol.

[@Aerials135]

see-through blouse, coloured bra....reads as older woman, desperate. can't remember what movie that's from but it sums her up pretty well.

[@BillClinton228]

She's also a stereotypical Karen...

[@annanguessan-ble6488]

That's so precise yet so true

[@lulumaryyy]

Fatira Ratri she’s quite dangerous actually she’s the type of pathological liar that it’s confident and people will actually believe her. She’s is horrible

[@nowandaround312]

If you struggle with monogamy because you "get bored easily" then find someone who wants an open relationship. Don't cheat on a monogamous partner.

[@MR-zq5gt]

Truth !! Seek out someone who desires to have the same lifestyle so you are mutually aware of what the other is doing .. please don’t behave like this to those who want and believe they are a monogamous relationship bc that is beyond devastating and hurtful

[@Momo-kun88]

Don't use logic! Besides that, I think these people are just selfish. Often times they hate being cheated on (the irony!). They want their cake and want to eat it, too.

[@avamasquerade]

She struggles with the desire to power trip by mind fking her partner. It has nothing to do with "boredom."

[@Zerg435]

@@Momo-kun88 It's a matter of empowerment. When you can cheat as much as you want, and can make him stay monogamous, you have all the power and he has nothing. You're in full control.

[@nicematerial]

The dopamine hit is smaller, and it's all she runs on. She doesn't want an open/healthy relationship, she wants power over others.

[@Meraidd]

Shallon sounds like she's been living in the year 2004 for 50 years and can't escape, someone really should help...

[@warrax111]

like... every sane man would exchange this garbage age for 2004, '90s or 80s.

[@anniek3866]

She has peaked in highschool and clinging onto those times energy With the addition of being a legit predator

[@theresecosgrove930]

lol.

[@point_hurt8675]

very accurate description, she feels like a writer for teen vogue

[@FIRING_BLIND]

​@@warrax111???

[@Pokefan220195]

She's basically the personification of: Sources: It was revealed to me in a dream

[@decaying_dante]

nah dude i'd trust my insane dreams way more than her

[@moleholedotcom]

Big foot told me!

[@theresecosgrove930]

lol.

[@cjinworldofgaming511]

Funny thing is, one of my outlandish dreams as a child was basically Steven Seagal chasing me in a mall, like he was an evil guy. I never thought the dream was right about Seagal being evil

[@yakketyyak6414]

I don’t think anything has made me feel so deeply disgusted as the phrase “can’t teach an old dog new tricks, lets get a puppy” in the context of preying on men.

[@AikiraBeats]

That's disgusting like get someone your own age

[@hollyt9826]

She needs to stay away from the local high school

[@pinkabstractions1752]

Preying on *boys

[@jfhdhxhyxydyd1130]

And at the same time she says something like “you can’t change a man”. Is she even human? I don’t know what, but something is wrong with her

[@BillClinton228]

She's the alpha female...she was probably sleeping around in highschool while spreading unnecessary rumours about her fellow students. Most women hate her, but they look up to her. What does that tell you about the female nature?

[@rasseabreeze6246]

Imagine being married to someone that not only lies about her age, but calls men "boys" and gives advice on cheating successfully

[@panicatthefallout7710]

She says boys because she goes out of her way to date guys in their early 20's.

[@treemarie213100]

Agree. She says boys because she will only date boys a certain age because she’s gross and mentally stunted. No actual grown man would have/want her.

[@brieoshiro]

No wonder people have trust issues omg

[@Randompotatoes-qs7bm]

Granted a lot of people call women ‘girls’. But both terms are disrespectful to grown adults.

[@1000101010]

No wonder she's divorced now.

[@nationalinstituteofcheese3012]

She feels like the kind of girl who only had good memories of high school while other classmates would tell you about how she dumped pigs blood on the prom queen

[@cutienerdgirl]

*I'm actually impressed that Shallon Lester is a self-aware Narcissist.* I'm not kidding, she said in one of her videos that her therapist diagnosed her with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. 😗

[@theresecosgrove930]

No shit Sherlock!

[@blubberingbuffoons]

woah lmao

[@ThisPersonIsARe]

@@theresecosgrove930 Who is sherlock and whos shitting on them?

[@themorrigan7702]

@@theresecosgrove930 oh my god, fucking chill

[@radschele1815]

Yeah. That figures. I'd hope she would get off the internet for actual therapy successes. But i guess it may be too hard.

[@lottelot9347]

She thinks it’s weird to tell her husband her age. She’s crazy.

[@tanya292]

@@waikarerekatiana2981 she's divorced

[@priscillaarce5681]

That is an older school idea tho. A lot of older women don’t even share their age w their children or anyone really lmso

[@sweetluvgurl]

Priscilla Arce True, but it still doesn’t change what all is going against her.

[@lancelot8972]

She should be more afraid of telling the cops her husband's age

[@accidentsafe]

@@lancelot8972 LOL stop it!

[@darkshadopaaz]

The cheating thing pisses me off. My mom got HIV because the man she loved and trusted, the man she was gonna marry, was cheating on her the whole time they were together. Don't cheat, just break up

[@Cure_Hana]

Karma’s eventually gonna bite Shallon in the ass if she one day ends up cheating on a Yandere or a serial killer. Especially if she thinks that personality and mental disorders are a hoax.

[@BlueberryDragon13]

Well, I don't know... I cheated once, and I don't regret it, although I regret doing it to that person I love. But if I didn't do it, I wouldn't have known how it hurts. So I guess cheating one time to learn for life is not ok, but forgiveable.

[@lexi_barely_lives]

Or like,, declare yourself a polygamist and go? Literally there’s no reason to cheat. Ever. There is such a thing as being in multiple relationships at once, but you need consent from all parties involved.

[@lils426]

BlueberryDragon13 no. Cheating is NEVER forgivable. NEVER.

[@ritaalves8854]

•Lexi Lives• exactly. Say what you want and go. If the person doesn’t want the same at least you respected that person and yourself.

[@aysnottouse4972]

her views on suicidal thoughts is dangerous. i have suicidal ideation, where i wanna kill myself but i love my friend too much to do that to her. talking about it isnt manupilation, it is bringing awareness to a deadly stuggle. suicidal ideation is not revenge. it is not victimhood. suicidal ideation is a mental struggle where every day i work to keep myself alive. talking about it isnt making me a "victim". im not manipulating anyone. i dont want someone to be sorry for me or anything.

[@kiranjitKaur61]

If a person hath Anything to live for, then suicide is not even an option. Thus it all doth depend upon Circumstance.

[@kaibaiarrio1299]

Literally she missed the whole point, when someone admits they didnt commit suicide because they have people in their lives they love and care about so much theyd rather be alive than hurt those people that is not ""revenge"". Ive had suicidal thoughts too, and ive never even made plans because i have people and things in my life i love and care about who care about me

[@aud7593]

literally! weaponising suicidal thoughts or ideation (whether someone actually has them or not) would be something like "if you leave me/are mean to me/anything else I deem unacceptable, I will kill myself and it will be your fault". not always said as directly as that, but it illustrates my point. talking about suicidal thoughts or ideation is healthy and good, and acknowledging what makes you want to keep on trucking in life is also healthy and good!

[@aysnottouse4972]

@@aud7593 i want to like this comment more than once

[@Emahis2000]

I completely agree that is a very dangerous speech

[@iniratagen9740]

She is the type to get mad at someone having a panic attack because it inconveniences her

[@peachfang]

she'd call them an attention seeker

[@geooot]

This woman makes Keemstar look like an actual news source

[@absolutelyalice1754]

Keemstar actually interviews (some of) people he talks about.

[@tl11rj7x]

@@absolutelyalice1754 ikr

[@janelleshea421]

geooot Hahahaha yessss why doesn’t think comment have top likes so true

[@ZMacGregor]

Well I think he has said at least one thing that is true in his life. So yeah, I suppose you're right. Says a lot about her though.

[@fuckerwhopings9110]

@@tl11rj7x ÿ

[@steffenh4775]

"Why do I hate Selena Gomez? Not because she has an auto-immune disease..." the fact that that was even an option for hating someone is baffling to me.

[@jayden6666]

I'm surprised this is the only comment I've seen about this. I've watched this video quite a few times and that pops out to me each time

[@amber55555]

She said that to be facetious, that’s why she mentioned drugs and alcohol

[@Jack-px8lf]

or is she an anti masker and vaxxer... seems more likely to me

[@samuelrussell7003]

Can you imagine being a nearly 40 year old woman and saying shit like that 😳

[@tomgann9383]

Underrated comment

[@fatmcgee509]

“I never told my husband how old I was” She’s a living red flag lmao

[@markmaidens5911]

As an adult male with Bi-Polar, I can say it took YEARS for me to find the right regimen of what prescriptions would help me out the most. And even after finding meds that work, the meds you require can change out of seemingly nowhere. Changing SSRI's and other meds like them is common. It isn't easy to find the right combination. I wasn't diagnosed until after leaving the Army, my psychiatrist attributed it to a combination of high anxiety and PTSD from duty. It comes in and fucks your mind up. Some people never find the meds they need by the time they have to have them, or should have them.

[@jovalove]

That’s exactly what I just said. I got adhd ptsd anxiety and depression and to find the right meds for each thing that don’t interact took 7 years

[@puccabee]

i still am gobsmacked at the fact she said bts were allowed to look asian because they don’t fit her idea of how asian people are meant to look

[@rae8961]

That got me so mad, I guess someone allowed her to look white since she has blonde hair, pale skin, and Is acting like a Karen.

[@AngelsDoArt]

And called them woman

[@angelikaskoroszyn8495]

Kpop definitely deserve a lot of criticism (treatment of idols is horrible) and one can argue that the reason why most of the stars have fair skin is because of colorism but talking about those topics require actual research as well as not projecting own world view on other cultures

[@Em-jr7qx]

@@AngelsDoArt also called them "its"

[@romam.3032]

Exactly! Like, even if they wore heavier makeup, that wouldn't make them any less Asian. She acts as if no Asian males wear makeup other than Kpop idols.

[@baileewerstroh2147]

the fact that she used “purchase” instead of “adopting” in terms of obtaining a baby is just???? what????

[@urockit2011]

Finally! I thought I was the only one who did a double take with her wording on adoption.

[@anhle-tl8yz]

Thank you!

[@tylersanchez4774]

I think she said "purchase" over adopting because adoption is not the only way for lesbians to get children.

[@Cabebabeee]

Tyler Sanchez either way she still should’ve said “adopted” purchase makes it seem like she’s talking about a product not a human

[@raindownchoas]

Right!!!! instant wtf

[@kaifisshhh]

As someone who’s read up on the most basic level psychology, i nearly shed a tear

[@OgawaBurukkuART]

Her stroking that boy's hair while she asked how many women they had all been with made me so uncomfortable. I am just as creeped out by predatory women as I am by predatory men dating young.

[@user-cw3yc3yk3h]

I can’t stop thinking about the sentence “now I don’t like Selena Gomez, not because she has an autoimmune disorder” like what is that even supposed to mean?

[@jenluvzya]

I thought I was the only one who caught that. She’s a sociopath

[@Lorisa25]

B/c she thinks Selena uses it as a cop out for bad behaviour. Like drinking so much she had to get a new kidney. I'll add you can google Selena drunk at huge events and she seems drunk. and not just a little. Plus Selena called the girl who gave her a kidney "that girl" & now they no longer talk...

[@ashsteepingtea]

I know what you mean I have type 1 diabetes and that clip hit me too

[@suzanneetc]

lol truth

[@suzanneetc]

Lorisa214 that’s actually terrible

[@Iceycreamyicecream]

The soil of Chernobyl is less toxic than this woman, dear god.

[@dabestricky]

LOL

[@iamV10010]

Haha! This.

[@ChickenOfAwesome]

Right? I'd rather spend 10 minutes in the same room as the Chernobyl 'elephants foot' than 10 minutes in the same room as her.

[@Jay_Rodimus]

Underrated comment! 🤣🤣🤣

[@clowntown3]

@@ChickenOfAwesome spending ten minutes in a room with her will end up with her preying on you I'm sure

[@user-gn6jc2yn9c]

The scariest part is that she's a PROUD predator. Like, most infamous predators hide the fact that they prey on younger people, and yet she's proud of herself for creeping on younger boys and men and manipulating them into doing what she wants. She's fucking horrifying on all aspects.

[@rhianbrown2080]

I can not stop laughing at the fact that you made us watch that clip of her forgetting what she was talking about TWICE 😂😂

[@rcjostabepis1782]

I love that she's like "I come from a long line of witches" no mam, you came from a long line of witch hunters and it shows.

[@larrydupp3988]

Now this is where comments have peaked lady’s and gentlemen

[@lexi_barely_lives]

As a witch myself, we don’t want her. 😂

[@tobirosiak285]

Let’s not turn this into a witch pursuit thingy

[@Anna-nf6ku]

if she's a witch i say we bring witch trials back just for her :)

[@Lion_Hamza]

•Lexi Lives• a witch yourself? Could you elaborate what exactly you do as a witch?

[@abilea4081]

She never matured from early 2000s trashy media like TMZ and Star and it shows

[@sleepythemis]

She's like the perfectly sleazy physical embodiment of it all, isn't she?

[@evad2584]

Same tho

[@omnibussy]

there's a lot of women like this. majority of my female cousins 🤢

[@ladydontekno]

I basically came here to say this. Her style is very reminiscent of celebrity gossip blogs from the 00s, where absolutely nothing was off limits. Mocking someone’s appearance or playing armchair psychologist was par for the course. The thing is that in 2020 we’ve come to realize as a society that this is cruel behavior, even if celebrities have chosen to live public lives. Shallon didn’t get the memo.

[@randomilluminatimember33]

Living tabloid

[@mothbunnylollypop_hr4271]

her name being one letter removed from shallow is so incredibly telling.

[@ietefiet]

At this point I wouldn't surprised if Shallon is actually her alias. I mean she's used to make stuff up so... 😂

[@Iamprotected44-l1h]

💯

[@Iamprotected44-l1h]

And last name is barely not lesser lmao

[@msa8408]

I've also never understood taking relationship advice from someone with no formal education in psychology and no successful romantic relationships.

[@joannawinters6592]

You judge argument by it's merit, not who says it.

[@bowtiesarerad]

She's pushing 40 and she acts like that "cool mom" by behaving like her high school daughter...and trying to pick up on her daughter's male friends.

[@JillCheese]

This reminds me of the As Told By Ginger episode when Dodie's mom tries to be the popular girl from her high school days at Dodie's high school, and she doesn't realize that people only pay attention to her because of how trashy she is.

[@arsonvamp]

hey mrs george

[@ijustdontcareanymore1022]

That was my mom sadly...and it didn't help me at all.

[@ijustdontcareanymore1022]

@@JillCheese Dude I loved As told by Ginger. So you remember the episode where the mom wouldn't let Ginger shave her legs!? LOL miss the 90s.

[@guillermodebaskerville7117]

So she's basically Amy Poehler character in Mean Girls.

[@jgasparmiswiredke]

As someone with ADHD, Bipolar, social anxiety and suicidal tendencies, her takes on mental health are the reasons why people like us don't like talking about our struggles.

[@FGazi-qf1hp]

Sorry to hear that my friend. Hope you have someone who you trust and can open to. Yea this women is horrible, but please don't get scared not everyone is like that. But I understand you, I can't open to anyone and seeing how people can be I am sometimes loosing hope.

[@3fps2]

friggin-mood.

[@missmyralee]

I have all of those too ✨ but I’m not suicidal anymore, it gets betted I promise 😊

[@maddybg]

Truly . That "He doesn't care enough" just made me triggered , especially when someone like her , who has never been through it said it . Hope u are feeling better now 😄😊

[@TrinityDarling]

exactly, hearing her talk about mental illness made me feel so frustrated because she's doing more harm than good!

[@CarMaBear]

Fun fact: "Shallon Lester" is actually shortened from "Shallow-woman Molester". I saw that on Jeopardy.

[@shaureen]

"You can't be medicated for borderline personality disorder, it's like. your personality" As a person on medication for my BPD, I want to share some personal experience on this harmful myth. I was put on mood stabilisers at the age of 16 (2016). At the time i was diagnosed with a general mood swing disorder, as i didn't actually get my BPD diagnosis until 2020. (being diagnosed with something that big during lockdown was... an experience, to say the least) Less than a year before getting my BPD diagnosis, i got taken off my meds against my will. I also have ADHD, and a doctor went against my therapists advice and took me off lamictal, saying i was being dramatic and lying about my mood swings, and that this was due to my ADHD. Since I got diagnosed with BPD during lockdown, and i was moving because of school a few months later, the day i officially got diagnosed was also the last appointment with my therapist, and I didn't get any follow up with medication. I had been on an amphetamine-based ADHD medication for a few months at that point, which is important later. After moving, I asked my general practitioner to start lamictal again. She contacted the clinic where i'd gone to therapy, and they adviced against it because "you can't be medicated for bpd". They basically said yeah no you gotta get DBT treatment(group therapy) since medication isn't a thing. Since i only had a year left of school, i did not get accepted into the local therapists office, and therefore couldn't start DBT anytime soon. Instead they adviced my doctor to up my ADHD meds, since time and time again they would blame my ADHD for causing the bpd symptoms, even after being diagnosed. Now, my main BPD symptom is mood swings. To get diagnosed in Norway there's a list of 7 or 8 symptoms, and you have to have 6 of those symptoms - i have all of them (or at least had at the time). But i have extremely rapid mood swings even for BPD. At worst i could have 30+ full on mood swings in a day, which is fucking exhausting. ADHD also makes me feel every emotion more intensely, it always have, so that does not make it better. My current therapist, a 70 year old psychologist who at one point was one of the most trusted experts on BPD in Norway, said it's basically 'BPD mood swings on steroids' and has repeatedly said it's the most rapid case of mood swings he has ever seen or even heard about in BPD patients. So, not ADHD, but ADHD makes it worse for sure. Still, they upped my ADHD medication because of BPD symptoms. I was against it, but went along to get goodwill and to not get labelled as a 'difficult bpd patient' which very much is a common thing, and can prevent me from getting treatment. After being really fucking high on amphetamine for about a month because my body was NOT ready for upping the meds, i landed and could confidently say that it had not affected my mood swings, it had just made me high. So they put me back on lamictal, then took me off, and on and off rapidly for a couple of months. Never got to a place where it actually helped. I move back home when school is done, this is in 2021. I start therapy, preparing for DBT treatment. I did not realise or even suspect this at the time, but i had started developing a disability at the time - relevant later. They put me on lamictal again around november 2021, and by christmas i had started stabilising. My boyfriend said that even tho i still clearly struggled doing house work (disability, which we didn't realise) it was clear that i had a lot more energy, less mood swings, i didn't overreact to things, and started getting a bit of structure in my life. I get accepted to a DBT team in january - and they take me off my medication before i've even met my new therapist. So i go see her, unmedicated, miserable and with worsening symptoms from february to april-may ish. My disability was rapidly getting worse, which i thought was due to migraines and being off lamictal. It was in fact not. I asked if i could get taxi to and from appointments since i was in so much pain that taking the bus there was a huge challenge, but they declined it. Then, april or may 2022 they kick me out because i often couldn't get to appointments because i was in so much pain. I asked my new GP for lamictal about a month later, and she contacted the therapist office i had been going to, and they said 'medication has no place in our treatment.' But yet again upped my adhd meds, which ended in me getting literal fucking heart problems because i was on such a high amount of amphetamine every day, and considering my body clearly used over a year getting used to 50 mg, it didn't handle 70 mg at all. I get put back to 50 mg, and at this point the meds doesn't even last properly through the day because of my bpd. To make things worse - at this point we had realised that yeah no i was clearly disabled. I was in so much pain, struggled getting up and walking around, i had to get a shower chair because i had started fainting after showering from standing for too long, and a special chair that i could use in the kitchen, but still i could only sit long enough to make myself a sandwich. November last year, i got a wheelchair to use outdoors, but could only use it on high energy days, which were rare. After getting fed up by how little actual help I got where I lived at the time and being denied to every mental and physical health program in the entire town twice, I move to the neighbouring town, and my GP gets me into that towns therapy centre, considering how bad my experience with the previous one had been. I get accepted in less than a month even tho the wait list was 3 months, because the new therapist office considered my case highly urgent just from the amount of mood swings i was having, and the lack of proper treatment i had previously gotten. Within a week, they put me back on mood stabilisers. Now it's been a few months, and we think i'm getting close to the right amount for me. I barely have BPD symptoms. As soon as I started stabilising, we finally could properly start figuring out the rest of my medication. At the moment the only remaining medication to adjust is the ADHD meds, and if everything goes according to plan, we will be starting adjustment of that before april. Since i'm not constantly having mood swings, I have the energy to actually getting to know my body again, and I have learnt what I can do to prevent pain but still be active. After more than a year without the possibility to have a social life outside of my partner, I now meet up with my friends every week. I work out with a physiotherapist in a heated pool every week, which relieves pain and restores bodily function. I still have the wheel chair, and I have started building a bit of muscle now that I can drive it myself instead of being pushed. As you can tell, I have a lot of health issues that outside of my BPD. However, BPD is really fucking intense. I am not gonna go into my trauma and what caused my BPD, but let's just say i have a record in the category the abuse falls under. The worst known case in Norways history. One of the worst known cases in that category on a world basis. Basically, i've been through some shit. Some really extreme shit. There isn't many people with more severe childhood trauma than me that I know of, at least not in the western world. Still, going through that was NOTHING compared to BPD. I cannot stress enough how fucking painful, stressful, and damaging my BPD is when I'm off medication. I'm so thankful that my BPD is less damaging to other than the standard for BPD, but it caused unthinkable amounts of damage in my own life and to my own body. We even suspect that my disability might be due to the harmful coping mechanisms i had when i was off medication. BPD is the worst shit that can happen to a person in my opinion, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. So, the fucking "there's no medication for BPD" shit really grinds my gears. Don't get me wrong, medication isn't for everybody. I have friends who tried, and it had a negative effect, while DBT treatment helped. I didn't actually get to start group therapy before they threw me out - which my GP now says was ableist and unethical - so I don't know whether DBT would help me or not. But what I know is that medication is crucial to enable me to function. Mood stabilisers is the key that we needed to be able to start working on all my other health issues. Even experts are divided on whether medicating BPD patients is right or not. I believe that the common misconception that it doesn't work for anyone, has prevented broader studies on the effects mood stabilisers has for BPD patients. For a lot of people, they probably need a combination of treatment and meds. I still have some symptoms that probably I need DBT for. But preventing BPD patients from trying medication is harmful, unethical, and based on outdated information. The experiences I and many others with BPD have had with doctors, nurses, therapists and psychologists is horrible, because of said outdated information. Being denied treatment for injuries, being denied trauma therapy, being denied medication for the BPD, even being denied medication for physical illnesses because of the assumption that people with BPD are manipulative and toxic drug addicts that will overmedicate on everything we get our hands on - there's been loss of life because of the outdated assumptions. Idk it grinds my gears and i find it upsetting ok bye

[@brAZEN-Conduct]

Thank you for this. Seriously. The hell I’ve been through with BPD was helped with therapy, yes, but often the mood stabilizers helped me get to the baseline where I could even START to internalize the therapy. Suffering from the worst effects of the disorder during a time where it was being used against me in abuse by friends, I couldn’t get my brain to feel safe enough to focus and learn the correct coping mechanisms because I was just in *so much* pain both emotionally and physically (as my body would start destroying itself through deprivation because I would be so upset I couldn’t function). I was given Wellbutrin rather than lamectin, but immediately after taking my first dose of it, it was as if I was living someone else’s life. I was so free from the pain and anguish I had been tortured by for years in such a short amount of time that for the first week I would cry every now and then from pure happiness. It allowed me the buffer I needed to truly begin my journey to heal. I still struggle from certain things as the trauma will affect me for the rest of my life of course, but I am the happiest I have ever been, and even if I miss a pill due to the adhd I also have making me forget sometimes, I can still get through my day safely and happily because I’ve been able to process the worst of that trauma through the stabilization those meds have allowed me to experience. It cannot be understated how life-changing the right combination becomes for us. I went from giving away my possessions and getting my affairs in order to leave this world, to flourishing and creating so many healthy, engaging friendships to replace the ones that put me through hell. I truly feel that people who do not have the disorder or do not closely know someone who does who was able to overcome it should not speak as authorities on it. Otherwise it leaves room for the pervasive stigma and myths to hurt even more of us than they already have. BPD is such a uniquely debilitating experience that no one can even come *close* to understanding it and its struggles without one of those situations. But of course, to show people the truth about the disorder takes so much time and effort, and it’s so easy to spout off bullshit that isn’t true and deliberately make things worse rather than use the energy to understand and empathize.

[@Banana34598]

Honestly, BPD diagnosis’ are handed out like candy these days. The more I’m learning about it, both as a person with mental illness and someone whose career is in psychology, i truly believe it’s the new ‘hysteria’. BPD behaviors are also expressed in people with CPTSD. I don’t even really agree with the idea of diagnosing BPD because it falls under the category of personality disorders when people with BPD don’t typically share the same characteristics of people with full fledged personality disorders. The diagnosis comes from the DSM-5 which is very much a medically aligned way of diagnosing that aligns with symptoms and presentations, not trauma informed care. Most people I’ve met, personally and professionally, with a BPD diagnosis are people with complex trauma and typically also have adhd or autism, usually undiagnosed. DBT is incredibly effective therapy for people with BPD and trauma, as well as a host of other things, like even just having an unstable childhood where coping skills and emotional regulation were never taught.

[@ashmac87]

Having things wrong with your brain is absolute hell.

[@laurakeightley9882]

Thanks for sharing, my bpd journey has also been very hard, damaging, ongoing, and getting meds right is so hard and also damaging! I also have chronic illness so I really relate. Much love to u from Nz ❤

[@alokinrainborn]

Lamictal is a lifesaver! Btw, had no idea Norway is so bad with healthcare!

[@goodoldfashionedloverboy2115]

Telling someone with depression that it’s all in their head is like telling someone with asthma it’s all their lungs.

[@xForbin99]

Great analogy never heard that one

[@emberbear]

As someone with both, it’s a perfect analogy

[@jfs983]

@@Hawaii567 ...That's why they said 'someone with depression', as in clinical depression, not 'someone who feels depressed'. Clinical depression is a mental health diagnosis, not a state of mind.

[@rainandhail67]

@@Hawaii567 you have a point but you’re also missing the original comments point We’re gonna excuse those with major depressive disorder or clinical depression? I never “talked” myself into depression every health professional I’ve seen has confirmed it was hereditary from day one. I never even had a real relationship until 17. I agree that a lot of naive people think a bad breakup or a bad day means you have depression, but it’s still a depressive state that can be dangerous in most circumstances. The more you exclude their thoughts the more they feel the need to pretend, until they’re not pretending anymore

[@youtubedeletedmynamewhybother]

@@Hawaii567 "Depression" in high school teens and depression in adults are different. If you're talking specifically about attention seeking children then yea. Otherwise no right minded adults talk themselves into depression. Real depression is a bi-product of millions of different circumstances and reasons, its not something you just talk yourself into for the lols.

[@madison2098]

It’s ironic that her name is so close to the word “shallow”

[@NG-tv1qw]

Shallow shallon is her new name

[@tj8169]

lester is also really similar to the german word läster, which means gossiping/talking bad about somebody

[@tijdelijkeportfolio8538]

Isnt it ironoc that she should be swallowed?

[@halfbloodprincess989]

Mhm, also to the German word "Lästern" (pronounced very simillarly to her last name) which means gossip. Her Name sounds like "shallow gossip" to me - how fitting.

[@thegreatmajora5089]

Shallow Lesser

[@gaynebula6439]

She's very precise in describing how she abides by legal guidelines. Almost as if she's naturally otherwise inclined. As a csa victim I hope she gets long covid x

[@l.a.gothro3999]

I gotta tell ya: I just started binging on your content a couple of days ago, and you've made me realize that I was groomed by an older man starting when I was 15 - taking a picture of me, telling me I was cute (guys my own age largely ignored me because I had bad acne and tiny breasts, though I've always had great legs). It wasn't till I was 17 (I live in MI) that he made his move. He was 31, and married w/no kids to a 21-year-old woman. I'm 58 now, been through a lot of other stuff (interview me, lol!), and I've made me peace with most of it. I can't agree w/her about younger guys because I have a son who's 34.

[@jaclyneagle6210]

She is totally the "i don't have any girl friends they are jealous of me" type

[@BURRiah]

She actually has very close girlfriends

[@jaclyneagle6210]

@@BURRiah oh right they appear in her videos. Lele pons has good friends too

[@jamiesmith6200]

Literal read this in her voice

[@faith9196]

“Women just don’t like me🤣🤪I get along better with men🥰😏”

[@giseligutierrez6532]

I could just honestly hear her saying this as I was reading it smh

[@ravensexy93]

Who doesn’t like someone because they have a autoimmune disease

[@CarlsCozyCorner]

Shallon

[@harleykrause2162]

SERIOUSLY. Holy shit. When she said that literally EVERYONE was like, “umm... we didn’t think that.....??????” Ugh.

[@peachtrees_]

Lmao this killed me

[@AJ_1namillion]

Anti vaxxers

[@donatter1042]

I’m utterly confused about that, I don’t understand that logic in the slightest

[@edithmarat5980]

When she said "I come from a long line of witches" I lost it

[@PixelDicaprio]

the part where she holds up bts and shows jimin...."how do you tell them apart" "can they actually look asian" uhhh maam, THEY DO LOOK ASIAN and we can tell them apart because we're not a-holes who think all asian people look alike not to mention months if not years of being their stans....

[@TCGdota]

"i hate Selena Gomez... Not because she has an autoimmune disease" WHAT??? 😅

[@Banana34598]

that got me too

[@Soul-OnFire]

Right!! I dont like Selena Gomez because im GROWN!! And tend to gravitate towards other things...

[@safala]

Right? No matter how many times I hear this, I’ll be equally confused. I mean, isn’t autoimmune disease nobody’s fault?

[@dickonmanwoody7599]

@@safala She means aids.

[@caswillsaveme]

LMAO I WAS LITERALLY LIKE WHAT DID SHE JUST SAY

[@theteethburglar4716]

I don’t like how she describes adopting a child as “buying a child”

[@TuesdaysArt]

I guess she must be friends with Mika Stauffer.

[@heidyrichiez4833]

She uses the word “purchases” when she refers to adoption, sooo .......human trafficking is equivalent to adoption ? Yeah .... okay

[@LocalHobo631]

Do you have any idea how expensive it is to adopt a child? Lmao

[@theteethburglar4716]

@@LocalHobo631 I get that but I still find it kinda demeaning to the child, like describing them as an object to be bought

[@odd.3y3]

just pick'em up at the wallmart down the street🤠✌

[@grimla7883]

ive always found the word "boy" outside of describing like, actual children and in a context where you acknowledge that theyre children, really discomforting. like, the word boy implies an inherent youth or immaturity, and i hate how she uses it to describe the men shes into.

[@peachfang]

its the same to me as older men calling women they're into "girls"

[@grimla7883]

​@@peachfang EXACTLY like that, its suuuper creepy to infantilise the people youre interested in

[@danyellx615]

As someone with BPD I am soooooo tired of us all being lumped together… every time borderline comes up it’s always negative. We do have good qualities too. And I am much more than any diagnosis.

[@ninipanini11]

Completely agree!!

[@danyellx615]

@@ninipanini11 I’m fed up of us all being put into the box of “this is what you are, and this is all you’ll ever be” people are starting to fear us… like we’re not human. all because of the way we’re described on the internet. As soon as I see anything mentioning BPD now I click off.. before I lose my mind and show my BPD 😩🤣

[@squirrelismanen]

Fun fact: Cheaters think everyone else cheats, and liars think everyone else lies. So shallon is likely a cheater and a liar

[@schlongersaurus]

Surely everyone lies?

[@davidpilger4136]

Lizzie Cook Sure but many times manipulators/liars will go out of their way to pick apart your “story” or whatever even though it’s unneeded.

[@witchflowers6942]

Racists think everyone is racist and that those who fight racism have some ulterior motive because no one truly believes in equity.

[@kellym.6777]

BIG FACT!

[@camillacamilletti5343]

Didn't she flat out admit on cheating?

[@ToastyJunebugs]

I am uncomfortable with her using the term 'boys' instead of 'men' at her age of 39.

[@elysia_sky1525]

If you made it to the end of the video you'll now know why that is lol

[@Pinkrosessss]

It’s really not that deep not everyone is onision

[@talb.1805]

I am uncomfortable with literally everything about her lmao

[@potmki6601]

guess what - she fucking ment it. all this time

[@NeutralGuyDoubleZero]

@@Pinkrosessss Regardless of potential pedophilia/predatory behaviour, its still weird as hell in general for someone in her age group to be using such young sounding terms. As if she doesnt go after partners she sees on an equal maturity/growth level. Imagine if a 40 year old man kept going about how hes "girl crazy". Ech.

[@willpeacock8979]

Shoutout to all the ppl she inevitably bullied going through school getting to watch her downfall broadcasted across the internet… hope they’re all doing well

[@selinkir9141]

lmao she did not dude. Grow up and stop jumping to conclusions from watching a few snippets

[@6vitamin]

Her whole thing can be summed up with one word: INSECURITY • she is insecure, has low self esteem, and most of these things seem like projection. not a rare thing, idk why people dont talk about this more, but so many people project their insecurities and it causes other behavioral issues

[@milkteamachine]

"I didn't tell my husband how OLD I was" That's...weird? She says it like she's proud of it, but it's actually just weird and sad.

[@donnakawana]

That shows how truly shallow she is!! Girl ya look rode hard an put away wet!!!

[@jordanwilliams9984]

@@donnakawana 🤣🤣🤣🤣☠

[@foxxyfoxxyfoxxy6217]

@@iramage2235 depends on the state. My husband and I just needed our driver's licenses

[@meggswaggs5965]

Ira Maga or maybe she’s the one who handed those papers over and he never actually had to look at it

[@JohnDoe-pt7xx]

She is sad

[@Alec.V.]

When I first saw this, I legitimately thought this was just Nichole Arbour doing the Troy Becker method of just pretending to be a different person in order to start fresh. Turns out, she’s worse.

[@katherines6322]

That would be the Garth Brooks method, thank you very much. Lol

[@munners]

They're so eerily similar, especially in the How To Cheat video, the lighting hits so they look almost identical.

[@hannahbeanies8855]

I just realized they are two different people very recently.

[@boboblueblue2]

OMFG!! I’m honestly freaking dying!! I never considered that but it makes sooooooooo much sense. No one can convince me that this isn’t the case 👀👀

[@unknownname2575]

I honestly wouldn't be surprised if they are related

[@ellaeadig263]

I used to watch her but then started feeling really uncomfortable with the way she used to psychoanalyse celebrities as if she knew them.

[@bombatwombat3680]

oh my god she's actually doing the "gaslight gatekeep girlboss" thing

[@eeviedoodles7568]

"Younger dudes take construction better". You mean easier to manipulate.

[@ghoulieyup]

the only reason she uses younger men is because she knows no self-respecting grown man would date her because of the behavior she exhibits.

[@GamesFromSpace]

It's because they think she's their mom.

[@taycharlese]

“I love boys, I’m boy crazy!” - a 40 year old woman

[@manynumeritos]

Men her age say the same thing and no one says anothing

[@ariahjames4340]

@@manynumeritos oh trust me, _THEY DO_

[@mintgoldheart6126]

@@manynumeritos if a guy ever said that he would be burned and made into an exemple

[@wilmagregg3131]

@@mintgoldheart6126 like youd be lucky you didnt get suker punched if you said that in a crowd because no one including most killers and criminals likes p tedo philes

[@Jkd_77]

@@manynumeritos You gotta be kidding?

[@joslyndove]

gotta be honest this is my favorite collab of yours with TRO. just hits different, i always come back. love your chemistry

[@NaomiIsSoAwesome98]

It's so clear to me that this woman was hurt by men (or by anyone) and is desperately trying to look like the tough guy all while projecting stuff on other people. Like she said an older woman dating a younger man is 'not as traumatizing' as the opposite. Where did that come from?

[@Mahx17]

Sad how your own personal hate for men is stopping you from condemning a grown ass woman’s predatory behavior. Either that or you’re a predator too, seek help honey

[@greyno7030]

She looks like such a cougar. I can see this lady harassing college students

[@jasmine-ruff-puff9951]

You actually can see that, as there's footage of it that she shared.

[@ovi5986]

Highschool*

[@purplee24]

Isn’t there a video of her harassing a couple band members when they were 17 and she was like 30 or something? I remember it from one of the videos D’Angelo did on her... Although I might be mixing the details up here, it was in one of his videos

[@banami651]

Check out her Jamaica vlogs. She is literally harassing a boy who looks 17 but may be “optimistically 19” (her friends words)

[@amanim1400]

ethan g isn’t that the video from like 2008 that’s in this video?

[@Gjigfvniyf]

“He always brings up that his dad died in 9/11 for the victim narrative” “he has BPD so something had to happen in that house” um maybe like his dad dying in 9/11????????

[@JaZmine147]

How does BPD evolve from a father dying at 9/11?

[@Gjigfvniyf]

@@JaZmine147 fears of abandonment even if its not justified

[@transientdaydreams]

was just coming here to comment this. if I facepalm any harder, I'm going to get a concussion

[@nmotschidontwannagivemyrea8932]

@@JaZmine147 The commenter wasn't saying that it does. They were pointing out that the logic was self-defeating. They weren't commenting on the validity of the latter assertion.

[@yvonne2436]

@@JaZmine147 BPD is a trauma disorder. You aren't born with it you devolpe it during/after a traumatic experience. Having bpd from losing your father in 9/11 absolutely makes sense.

[@junopierre2988]

A man the other day thought I was 22. I corrected him and told him I was 34. Even if I was ten years older I’d correct him. She’s in complete denial and it’s weird

[@patriciamihai7255]

as someone who has been diagnosed with depression the psychiatrist himself told me that you need to do something about it, what she means when she says its in your head is that the thought youre powerless to it is in your head

[@500sensationalsalads5]

The scariest thing about depression is that you don't realize you're going through an episode until you come out of it. Can't fix a problem if you don't know you have one

[@HeavyhandedDame]

I'm amazed she got away with insulting BTS unscathed. That's one scary as hell fandom.

[@sugarrush4849]

She's too old to argue about kpop stuff it's like fighting with your friend's mom

[@Haunting_figure]

I’m a part of the bts fandom, I agree, they’re scary. If I don’t like one of their songs they’ll bully me and call me a fake fan.

[@angelstarr646]

That’s probably because a lot of them have no idea she exists

[@No-pp1yi]

not a BTS stan but that was a pretty mean thing to say. Honestly i wouldn't care if Armys attacked her lmao.

[@zucc5330]

im a bts fan and im not too mad about her comments on bts, im more mad at how offensive she was being towards asian men in general

[@rachaelfitzpatrick8574]

The way she says Selena’s auto immune disease isn’t the reason she doesn’t like her, on the same list as her supposed substance abuse, implies that Selena having Lupus would be a reason to hate her??? The way this woman’s brain works is baffling.

[@thati-spice4603]

I thought I was the only one noticing this!!! It's crazy

[@keljells]

Bc she’s previously said that sick people are a drain on their companions and it’s not a positive thing to be with someone ill and you should get out. I wouldn’t have believed these types of people are a thing if not for seeing her say that and as someone who is chronically ill who’s husband left after 13 years when I became sick. It’s selfish and disgusting and karma will come around one day...well I guess it is now for her. 😉

[@Andysnyc]

How she didn't catch hands or a lawsuit over those comments is crazy.

[@pazzieanneknexx809]

As a person with Crohn's, I find this thought disgusting.

[@k3upikachu]

Lol yeah that continues to confuse me

[@annikarohner1226]

I honestly think the its so funny that her last Name is 'Lester', seeing as the german verb 'lästern' (pronounced lestern) means to gossip.

[@alykudz]

Tbh if a grown ass woman nearing the age of 40 is still referring to men as “boys”, saying she likes kissing boys especially, just lock em up and throw away the key 🤢 this shit gets past younger fans because it’s normal when you’re young yourself, but girl I’m 30 myself now and she creeps me the fuck out

[@SM-yz4hi]

she’s the closest thing I’ve ever seen to a female version of those “alpha male” influencers

[@en2186]

She even has videos where she talks about becoming an alpha female

[@downwordspiralofpiss]

All she's missing is the shitty brand name like "alphaLord", "Alpha nation" or some stupid shit like that

[@cheyennecolin5546]

“Alpha Culture™️” or “Tell me you’re insecure without telling me you’re insecure” 😂

[@downwordspiralofpiss]

@@cheyennecolin5546 or my personal favorite, "I have mommy issues and this how I cope".

[@MikoyanGurevichMiG21]

basically, r/femaledatingstrategy's physical manifestation

[@sillybillyqueef]

As a man I think an intellectually stimulating woman can hold a conversation about world issues and can reflect on her thoughts and actions to improve herself. I'm not sure how someone not speaking to me could be stimulating. Feels like my brain in that scenario would be completely lacking stimulation- right?

[@tradtrad3471]

this is my comfort video, i literally watch whenever i don’t feel like anything else. it’s so amazing 🤩

[@millijames]

Definition of ‘peaked in high school’ and can’t get over it.

[@SahloFolina2161]

Yes.

[@Ameliamaemay1990]

Underrated comment!!!!

[@theyoungwolf9852]

She’s definitely that girl at school everyone hated

[@selvin-8105]

You mean 'Never was even remotely significant in High School and now won't grow up until everyone acknowledges her as 'prom queen''?

[@left-2-write28]

@@selvin-8105 Somehow both the "peaked" and "was irrelevant" theories make sense at the same time.

[@fatimasiddiqui2006]

she does realize suicidal men saying that they won't commit suicide bc they don't want to hurt their families is NOT THE SAME as abusive men threatening to kill themselves if you leave them??

[@edelleaa]

that's the problem..she doesn't. if she bothered to ever ever do any research she might know there's a thing called passive suicidal ideation, but she just talks out of her ass thinking she knows everything and the other problem is that i'm sure she fully believes herself...

[@Glogirlglori]

THIS RIGHT HERE!!!! Not committing suicide so you don't hurt your family is PERFECTLY VALID reason not to do it!! When I was in the worst part of my life, ready to end it all, my little brother came to mind. Thinking about how he'd be traumatized by my actions brought me back to reality and made me decide to keep living. Thinking about the consequences of your actions on those around you is NOT revenge.

[@fatimasiddiqui2006]

@@edelleaa exactly. she thinks she's always right and everything she says is worth listening to. she never does any research to back up her bullshit it's almost like she knows everything she says is utter bullshit, yet she hopes for viewers to eat everything she says up.

[@Nightman221k]

She's really just coming up with her own imaginary narratives then spins EVERYTHING she sees into fitting her delusion, usually because she hates a certain celebrity. It's how she justifies spinning Pete talking about legitimate personal struggles and turns it into, "look at this manipulative asshole guilt tripping his family!" Excuse me, WHAT? Maybe to her everything she says is a performance and manipulation but what Pete said had no hint of that at all. He just said he didn't want to hurt the people he loves since him taking his own life would devastate them. That's a very normal feeling.

[@FelineBlue]

to me it seems like it is because she has so little empathy that she's incapable of thinking about how her actions will affect other people, unless it can get her something she wants, so it doesn't even occur to her that other people can care about how their actions will affect their loved ones without having an ulterior motive for it. she doesn't realise that not everyone else is constantly manipulating and gaslighting to get what they want like she is, so she just fabricates an ulterior motive or reason so that the world will fit her own warped narrative.

[@olivernewbold3082]

Sis, her whole life was evil week

[@joslyndove]

y’all i watch this video every couple of months lord help me the collab is so good dude your editussy was on fire and tro…well tro’s bussy always burning

[@pinkcashmeres]

I wonder how traumatized her former partners (and husband) are. She literally takes pride in emotional/psychological abuse for ‘self-preservation’.

[@cheesyDELISH48]

@@snooopydooo wtf! How do you know that?

[@pinkghost2515]

@@snooopydooo Damn I am curious now lol

[@janelleshea421]

Miss Amanda ummm..... yes, so HOW DO YOU know that 🤔🤔🤔🤔 spill the beans please, NOW! ☺️

[@mranon94]

She dates younger men cos she thinks they're easier to control and mould. And then she gets upset when these young men act like.. Young men... Girl bye. What a creep.

[@jaubrey]

God I would LOVE to hear their stories

[@samanthalindgren54]

The way she describes males as, "boys" is disturbing. Sis, you're almost 40. Should be looking for men.

[@HeatherMareeDesignStudio]

That's because that is where she is emotionally/mentally 😉

[@janelle009]

Yess 👀👀

[@poppyperidot94]

THANK YOUU

[@taylorwilkins248]

I always find it funny when people uses age as a way to demean somebody. Like sis, way sooner than you realize, you will too be “almost 40”. like cmon.

[@trenawhitehead4628]

@@taylorwilkins248 Well hopefully when she's "almost 40" she's not dating 'boys' because their easier to manipulate

[@g4bbyhuh]

6:45 shes jst mad she could nvr look as good as bts

[@brewcityboatclub8299]

"younger men know they have to work harder to get an older woman" -Shallon "call me when you're legal" Lester

[@FillaneAmmisto]

Funfact: "Läster" (pronounced lester) is the german word for blasphemy or spreading bad stuff about a certain person (mostly lies or exaggerations)

[@LoEaston]

With her history of liking little boys her first name really should be Moe

[@kiralangpap461]

Lo Easton this comment is underrated

[@dior-fh7gf]

lästerNNNNNNN liebes :D

[@FillaneAmmisto]

@@dior-fh7gf ich weiß bin von dem verb in der ich-form ausgegangen dachte einfach der zufall sei zu gut

[@confusedaf1112]

@@LoEaston Yikes

[@user-wc1sq3op7u]

“17 is the legal age of consent, people! I looked it up.” Holy shit that’s creepy

[@bucketonfoot]

If they’d go for barely legal they’d go younger if they could. And she actually has flirted with boys under 17 🤮. She’s so gross.

[@Umbramus]

Not to mention the age of consent being 17 isn't even for adults! It's for people who are around 17!

[@ryanrawlins4759]

@@Umbramus this depends i think tho. Like in the UK its 16, although creepy a 50 year old could date marry etc a 16 year old and legally its fine, fucking creepy but legal

[@Umbramus]

@@ryanrawlins4759 Oh! Yeah I know that, it's very weird but I live in the US and although the age of consent in a lot of states, like Georgia, is like 16, there are still laws that stop anyone over 20 from preying on 16 year olds

[@zaudyfelixochoa7688]

@@ryanrawlins4759 yeah in France its the same, the age of consent is 15 and it doesnt matter the age of the partner

[@MajorCockbern]

Cool video, My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really love her so much I can’t stop thinking about her, I’ve tried my very best to get her back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of her, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss her and just can’t stop thinking about her

[@MajorCockbern]

@@DarylSimpson58 Amazing, how did you get a spiritual counselor, and how do i reach her?

[@MajorCockbern]

@@DarylSimpson58 Thank you for this valuable information, i just looked her up now online. impressive

[@dopesickdog]

*for anyone reading:* spiritual counselors will not bring back your ex, the only thing they'll bring is your hard-earned money to the bank because you were in an emotionally vulnerable state that's easily exploited for profit. you may be hurting and desperate for your old relationship, but as long as the ex isn't interested, there is NO magic solution other than time. time heals all wounds and you will find someone who makes you feel just as happy. you have value as an individual so don't let a professional liar devalue you, seek a trusted friend or REAL counselor and you will heal

[@LordOfTheFatties]

I appreciate your reasoned stance on age gaps in couples, it's very often missing from these conversations. Great video, start to finish!

[@TrashComments]

Shallon: *attacks other people* Also Shallon: *surprised Pikachu*

[@jhvibes3471]

Edit the second part to "*surprised pikachu*" and i bet you get thousands of likes

[@beanieloser8819]

Bold choice putting Shallon as both your profile pic and username

[@biggusdickus9125]

AC Unit this is an amazing comment

[@TrashComments]

JH vibes I’ll take that advice

[@trucevideos]

"I'm boy crazy!" no ma'am. you are 40

[@bubibolz]

@@margaretcrowell4995 thats just what you call midlife crisis

[@0naveenacharles0]

Ugh this makes my skin crawl. I usually reserve my judgement on age gaps but this... is on another level. Also considering shes not so far away in age w my mom

[@tiredallthetime1636]

I really don’t understand her thing about Pete using suicide as a revenge tactic when all he said was I have suicidal thoughts but I will never act on them because I don’t want to hurt my mom and sister. Like how does she twist him saying I don’t want to hurt my mom and sister into if you leave me I’m killing myself. Like he said the exact opposite

[@olinartz9526]

I can never get over how much I love the intros to each and every one of these videos RAHHHH

[@nabilavanza]

"they're allowed to look Asian"? honey, they're not even denying their identity as an Asian, what you mean sis?

[@dagmarland]

What she means is she's racist.

[@hazelnut340]

@@mariajuliacampos8732 bro but how do you tell the difference, they look like products of a big company Edit: since y'all wanna riot over this comment, it's a joke. if you ever watched the Dr.Phil show, you'd know what reference I'm making. I can't tell them apart personally, so that means I'm racist? I can't tell the difference between my mom and I. so? that means i just have bad eyesight. chill. out. Check out the Dr.Phil video where he talks to the white guy trying to become Asian with plastic surgery.

[@hearts4gyu]

비 냉각VirtualJobi. Wait wait, you know BTS have never had plastic surgery right? Trust me it would be EVERYWHERE.

[@MM-fs7mt]

rotten ice You tell them apart...by looking at them. You dropped this ->🔴

[@Melaramaa]

@@hazelnut340 bruh it's not that hard fr

[@tiramachuuu]

Her sources are basically just “dude trust me”

[@holliejackson8453]

"Evidence? Just take my word for it"

[@shaebranch]

I used to watch her for a brief time. Then she started to tell this story in one of her videos about how her and Harry Styles “allegedly” had a “drive-by makeout session” backstage at Saturday Night Live. While listening to it I started to cringe because it sounded completely fabricated. I obviously don’t know Harry Styles in person but it just doesn’t seem like something he would do

[@crunchii891]

Draculaaa Exactly, that’s something a 12 year old fan girl would write on watt pad, like what???

[@LenaM-gf2ql]

I laughed so hard at this I read it in her voice 😂😂😂😂😂😩

[@chelseyhill7774]

Love these longer videos

[@neledemeulemeester754]

The reason that she hasn't been sued yet, is because most of her speculations are true

[@hollywoodsfuckingdead2446]

She is defending the whole “men are animals” thing and how they can’t control there compulsions. She makes me sick.

[@WeiYinChan]

That’s literally a bullshit rape apologist argument I can’t even...

[@duckietheduck]

how does one be so misandric and so misogynistic at the same time

[@youngroyalty7991]

I'm horny 100% of the time, but I'm not exactly going to cheat on my gf with my toaster because of it.

[@camillefaith2005]

@@amdonut8091 He dates younger women and Shallon doesn't like older men dating younger women. The youngest woman he dated was 19 and he was 32 at the time. I personally don't give a shit about age gaps, but Shallon's a hypocrite so...

[@Cure_Hana]

She does realize that Asexuals exist, right?

[@nigerianprince3009]

Why is no one talking about when she claimed that she made out with Harry Styles....next to Star Magazine she was the head editor of Wattpad 💀

[@maryanneevans8812]

Or when she said she is the granddaughter of Italian writer Cesare Pavese 🤯🤯🤯

[@clovely000]

She's Y/N

[@talb.1805]

☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️

[@ambi_vale_nte]

@@maryanneevans8812 She said what??💀💀

[@fortheloveofketchup]

WAIT Wattpad had editors?

[@cali.girllivinnnevada8]

Literally re-watching & binging all of your videos 🤤

[@ashleys34546]

This is the only video of yours that I couldn't finish. I've never seen someone talk so much just to hear themselves talk.

[@AllisiaP]

Every time she says “I love boys” “I’m boy crazy” “making out with boys” it kind of makes me feel sick.

[@doomguy8324]

im 36, shes 40... im cool with it lol...

[@chocolatecharley99]

@@doomguy8324 You're wayy too old for her in her eyes😂

[@jasontodd7450]

@@doomguy8324 But the ages are different. She's referring to literal boys- barely legal teenagers that she knows she can manipulate into being the exact way she wants them to. You already know who you are and what you think a relationship she be, but a teenager doesn't because they don't have the life experience to know. You are a man. You are not a teenager who's brain hasn't even stopped developing yet. She calls them boys because they really are a boy- they're a child compared to her. This is why it's making people feel sick because she is a grown, 40 year old woman targeting boys to manipulate. The reason you're cool with it is because you're so close in age to her. I don't mean to say that you think the same or act the same, but you' re not a "boy" that she's referring to. She wouldn't date you because you're old enough to know what a relationship is like. Those "boys"... aren't.

[@airbatsenoj]

It’s crazy because if she was a guy saying he likes girls, she would have been canceled

[@AnymMusic]

@@doomguy8324 you're not a boy anymore. You're a man. Saying "I love boys" vs "I love men" when referring to just the male sex in general, one will sound MUCH worse than the other. And let's be real, it wouldn't be a surprise if she meant ACTUAL boys

[@Sims3Loverx]

Shallon: Pete always talks about how his dad died in 9/11 Also Shallon: Clearly something bad happened in his household for him to have BPD so let’s blame his mother and sister and completely ignore that we literally just mentioned his dad died in a traumatic way

[@aashnachowdhury8618]

@Teresa Lisa Caleb where did you get that age limit tho?

[@mink5251]

Teresa Lisa Caleb - I developed personality issues around 6-7 that are linked to emotional abuse from my elementary school teachers and bullying by classmates :/ It’s believed to be BPD but my doctor is still looking into it since it could be something similar. There’s no age limit on trauma. Everyone develops differently.

[@KristinaEspinoza]

THANK YOU FOR SAYING IT. Of all the things that rubbed me the wrong way, the lack of self awareness when she said those statements - wtf

[@deannas2778]

Yeah, Pete seems to have a really good relationship with his mom.

[@bexb3557]

Teresa Lisa Caleb do you know pete personally or have a degree in psychology? jw. childhood trauma doesn't abruptly end at five. childhood trauma has a major impact on kids of ALL ages. i have a psych degree and have literally worked with children at elementary school level with high ace scores (a score related to the number of traumas they've experienced in childhood). you can be negatively affected in countless ways and there absolutely is not a cut off at age five 🙄like jesus christ even a two second google result will tell you personality disorders often develop in teenage years and early childhood (the phase) ends at around age 8.

[@Vaternal]

Bi-polar isn’t from trauma. What is she talking about bro so much shit that comes out of her mouth is actually insane.

[@demonEyenj]

I didn't know TRO was gay....I genuinely just thought he was British lmfao