The Tragic Loss Of Our Son and Daughter (Twins)

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi everybody ❤ a lot of people have asked where we are from, we are from South Africa 🤗 let me know which country you are all from below.

[@franceengeorge1142]

Live in Reno, Nevada. Originally from Montreal QC and New Jersey and Virginia.

[@jeannelaurente9378]

St. Bernard, Louisiana

[@shanyeanie]

Greetings from North Borneo @Sabah East Malaysia❤❤❤

[@lornajohnston8862]

Seattle WA here. God bless you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@lornajohnston8862 sending lots of hugs all the way to seattle. Apparently the best coffee comes from Seattle ❤️

[@notasb4]

Thank you for sharing your story, I had twins at 29 weeks and one of my identical girls passed away at 7 days old, I was told during my pregnancy that my other twin had already passed in utero and I was so scared but they both had to be on life support when they were born and I was told my other twin was going to pass away as well. She lived and I was told to place her in a long term care facility because she was blind, wouldn’t ever walk, was a “vegetable” I refused and I took her home,e finally at 18 months old on a ventilator with a trach and a feeding tube and tons of issues but she is 32 today and still lives with me! She isn’t blind and she walks, she is developmentally delayed and has many disabilities but she is happy and she is loved and she is alive!

[@ecbrent2]

Mama knows more than the doctors sometimes!! Much love to you and your daughter! ❤❤

[@gloriabebop5313]

Thank God! She is a blessing & a miracle!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Wow this is absolutely heartbreaking. What a strong and amazing person you are!! No parent should ever go through what you have gone through. I am very sorry. You are an inspiration to us and thank you for telling your story. This is the definition of strong

[@mickdunne981]

My deepest condolences for the loss of your twin daughter may she rip

[@thehoustonian8984]

God bless y'all

[@brendaphelan1901]

I lost my 32 year old during covid. I am raising her children alone. Grief is a very personal thing

[@Rita-yw2tn]

I’m so sorry for your loss my heart breaks for you ! 💔🙏🏻😊

[@gingerbee98]

Bless you & your grandchildren 🙏❤️

[@steventay5834]

OMG. Very sad

[@penni6432]

So sorry. Hugs from a stranger!

[@DRPAP66]

So sorry

[@franceengeorge1142]

I have lost 3 children, all at different times and for different reasons. First born was found dead in the nursery at the hospital and was put on life support. She was born 2 weeks late and was just shy of 10 lbs. It was a military hospital, and tests showed that she was brain dead. I had to take her off life support at 10 days old, in a room alone with my husband and a military chaplain. They labeled it "Sudden Infant Death" for lack of knowing the reason - two autopsies showed nothing as cause. My second child, born 1 year after the first lived to to be 23 years old - the light of my life and was sent to us by her older sister. She was in a car accident at 23 and died instantly. Of all the deaths in my life, she was the hardest for me. My step daughter, same age as my 2nd daughter, died in between the other two at age 18, also in a car accident. Then my father died shortly after the third child's death of alzheimers at age 98. My husband died of diabetes complications less than a year after my father - they call it "passive suicide" because he had stopped treating his diabetes - because of the trauma from all the deaths - he just couldn't go on. But I do go on - and I'm OK. Now 13 years after my 23 yr old died I am able to talk about her, look at pictures, remember her without crying. I was always capable of putting up a good "front" for others - and I guess I was "faking it til I made it".........The PTSD is mostly gone, except on all the birthdays and deathdays. Many people have encouraged me to write a book - especially about my own origins (black market adoptee born of "unknown parents" and paid for by my parents who testified in Congress about the baby seller they got me from - and participated in the FBI/RCMP investigation). I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS! I Certainly can empathize and i know you will be ok, you ARE very strong - I don't feel it either - but I must be to function - just like you do! Take Care and thanks for reading my story. I will follow you and watch whatever you post! RIP all our daughters!

[@KumariKumari-fw7nc]

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[@muma6559]

Dear God, you have been through very heavy things, may you be rewarded and restored all of them and more. Sending you a big hug.

[@kaythegardener]

Have you ever thought about DNA testing to see if you have any distant or close relatives in the world??

[@joelmelissam]

God, I'm so, so sorry. 😢

[@franceengeorge1142]

@@joelmelissam Thank you! BTW, interestingly, during my first pregnancy with the daughter that died 24 hrs after birth in the hopistal nursery, I had a fairly mild case of viral meningitis while I was driving alone across the country to be with my Navy husband. I laid in a hotel room for 3 days, very sick and then my uncle (a doctor) sent me some strong meds and I recovered. Maybe that was the reason for her death - we will never know, so I can't dwell on it too much! God bless you and your lovely children!

[@maddiejoy6619]

I don't know at all what losing a child is like, but I know what that sense of relief can feel like after a person dies. My mom had cancer and was incredibly sick. She had lost all her dignity. Her personality was gone. She couldn't talk. I stopped praying she would get better and started praying her suffering would end. When she died, I felt tremendous relief and tremendous grief at the same time. Those things can coexist.

[@HeathFriedman]

I didn't feel that at all when my dad died of cancer I did not feel that in the least I felt really sad and angry and upset I did not feel relief at all and my brother was found dead and I definitely didn't feel relief at all

[@HeathFriedman]

Not to me I disagree I don't I didn't feel that at all maybe for some people not to me I did not feel relief not even at all not even a tiny bit I didn't want my dad to be dead and I don't want my brother to be dead I don't feel relief I feel grief

[@lyngruen8607]

Yes...and they DO!! 😢 God bless you. Prayers for continued peace and comfort 🙏 healing the heart pain comes with time. BUT WE NEVER FORGET 💖💖☝️🤗 Texas Nana Psalm 91

[@bostonlatina]

I understand what you mean. Thankful that their suffering is over. Doesn’t mean that you grieved any less. I hope time has helped.

[@JIGGLEWIGGLE-ro5vy]

Same prayers as you for my mum. There at peace now ❤

[@ChildOfGod0777]

Thank you for sharing .. In 1970 when I was 7 months old I was diagnosed with Bactetial menengitis, it was the worse kind you could possibly get, I was in the hospital for 1 month, quarantined, they told my mom I was gonna die, not even to bother praying, and told her if I survived I would be brain damaged! I survived, my dr always called me his miracle baby, I have 2 issues that i believe stem from the menengitis I do have epilepsy, which is controlled by meds, and in my mid 30s I started noticing hearing loss, they actually told me at 35 I needed hearing aids, but other then that I live a normal life, married 3 kids, and 3 grandbabies!! GOD is good...

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

This is amazing to hear! bacterial meningitis is the worst and so dangerous. You are an inspiration to so many of us. Thank you for sharing your story. Where about are you from? ❤️

[@ChildOfGod0777]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs i was born and raised in Michigan in the US but live in Texas now! Thank you!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

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[@jadedjourneys]

My father had the same but recovered and is living a healthy life, severely deaf, but living.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I’m so sorry to hear this. I’m glad he is ok but also must be very hard loosing his hearing. Sending love from us around the world ❤️

[@angelaf5040]

Don't confuse strength and compassion. You have both! I lost babies at 24 weeks gestation... Boys. Its been 36years but it still hurts.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am terribly sorry for your loss. It never gets easy even after all these years. You are a strong person. ❤️

[@relaxationandanxietyletsgo5612]

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[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you everyone for hearing our story and for sharing yours. ❤We have had an unbelievable amount of support from this video beyond what we could ever imagine. It has now become part of our healing process and we wanted to thank you all so much. We have created a little family here and it’s just amazing ❤

[@PerfectFriend]

I just need to know if it was meningitis now or not? And what could have been done...? Only that way others can learn and hopefully benefit to safe other baby's life's. ❤

[@hollyharris1874]

You're welcome & I thank y'all for being so open & reminding us to be kind & loving to each other. I hope you'll continue getting messages of support! Whenever you feel low, it's comforting to re-read notes from friends and loved ones!💜🌼

[@AdamPearcy-i2x]

thank you

[@melanytodd2929]

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[@tinacollins2055]

This has to be one of the saddest stories I've ever heard.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

It sure was! Thank you so much for listening to our story. ❤️

[@patriciaswitzer3634]

I lost a Grandson 8/14/2023 he took his own life. While I know it isn't the same the loss was devastating and still is. We have no answers or no clue as to why. I pray that your Family get through this loss. I am so very sorry.😭😭😭

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Oh my goodness I am so sorry. This is heartbreaking. I’m lost for words. Sending lots of love and hugs from us. Please let us know if you need anything we are here for you ❤️ you are strong!

[@patriciaswitzer3634]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs Thank you so much for the kind words. I am told I am a strong woman but I do really good at being a faker so people do not see the actual pain I am in. I cannot even imagine the pain when losing not one but 2 babies. Also I am from the United States, Florida.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I totally understand. I’ve had to mask feelings lots and lots and it isn’t easy. The pain is never easy. And there is nothing wrong with doing that. It takes a strong person to be able to do that ❤️ and you are strong!

[@123wrestling2]

Amen

[@ClareneRosas]

It is different but is just as tragic and don’t let anyone tell you any different!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi everyone I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to all of you for hearing our story. And for sharing yours and sending us such beautiful messages. I will reply to everyone just taking a while to get there. 😂Keep the amazing comments coming. Sending our love to all of you❤

[@melanytodd2929]

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[@lindastjohn2543]

Thank you for sharing! I lost my 4th Son when he was 6 months and 9 days old in the NICU in SC. A nurse made a mistake and he caught pneumonia and passed away. This was 38 yrs ago and I am still not completely healed. Thank you again. I am so happy you are still married. My husband left 2 yrs later when my orher sons were 5,7 & 9. Long story short I brought them up on my own and am very proud of them. They all served in the US ARMY and are all retired Veterans now. Bad things do happen to good people but good things also happen. Really glad I found your channel. Linda from Mulberry GA 🍑

[@KiwikimNZ]

Xxx❤🌈🐿️❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for letting us hear your story. This is horrific. I am so sorry this happened. The fact that you had to bring up your kids on your own is a testament to you being a one of a kind amazing mother. I feel very proud that they served in the army. You sound like an amazing family. We are here if you ever need to talk. Thank you for hearing our story ❤️

[@lindastjohn2543]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs I am so glad you shared your family life (((HUGS)))) To you all 💞

[@barbiegott8847]

You are awesome

[@lindastjohn2543]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs thank you so much. It's nice to know when you are not alone.

[@angelaf5040]

I'm beyond sorry. Parents who have lost a child or even worse two, there's no pain like that.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you ❤

[@Lisachanning05]

Losing my adorable grown son and beautiful daughter before their time unnaturally and violently, well that has brought great anger into my life. My joy has left. These were my friends I'd known them throughout childhood, schools, births, sleepless nights, holidays, parties, hikes. But then God ripped them both away from me at different times in the worst ways possible. Recently. This grief will be everlasting. Can't walk. Can't talk. Can't sleep. Stay in my bed thinking of these beautiful creatures over and over. They did not deserve to die as they did.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

We are so incredibly sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking I feel your pain. Please know you are not alone in this fight and we are here for you. I really mean that. If we can help you in any way to cope please let us know. You are strong and incredible! I am so sorry. Everything will be ok time will help us heal ❤️❤️🙌🙌

[@chuchuat89]

This is the worst thing that can happen to anyone. My heart goes out to you and your ongoing grief. I can't imagine anyone getting over it. Please take care as best as you can.❤

[@rosagaldamez6730]

Lisa I'm very sorry for your children,but what happened?? 😢😢 Hope you can take care of yourself. Do you have any other children?

[@beckyitsjustme7508]

I am so sorry for you loss, Lisa. I know the anger you speak of. I lost someone in a way that made me angry with God, too, for the way it happened when he was such a strong example to others for Christ. Why could he let this happen to him? How? I allowed myself to wallow in this for too long before realizing that God didn't TAKE him from us. Humans die. It's part of life. God was with him & yours every step when they needed him most. I wasted too many years before my heart healed enough to realize my mistake. I know it's hard but say your prayers. God is listening & will help you thru this. You may not mean them at first but God understands & one day you will mean it. I will keep you in my prayers for healing so you can continue living the life you deserve. Blessings to you

[@PayItForward21]

My heart is shattered 💔 hearing about this. My condolences. I'm so sorry. With warm and gentle thoughts 💗

[@angelacastro3418]

I had 2 sets of twins. I lost one from each set. The first was a mirrored set. There was a birthdefect in the lavender and cord . I delivered my one little baby at 28 plus 5 days . He did not make it due to his premature lungs. They gave me steroids, and he got surfactant. He was delivered at 29 weeks. He survived. 5 years later, I had a set of ID twins, one delivered at 28 weeks, and he struggled terribly with RDS. We lost him a 2 days later . My other baby was born at 28 plus 2 he struggled with his lungs being underdeveloped. He was intubated. After 2 months he came home. We are very heartbroken , but I'm very close to God he has always helped me . Some day, we will all be together with Father God.

[@rdallas81]

Keep your faith. It's by far the most important thing in life- because without faith in God, everything else is temporary.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

We are so sorry to hear this. This is an incredibly hard thing to live through and you are a very very strong person. You are an inspiration to us. It’s so heartbreaking. We are here if you need anything. ❤️❤️sending hugs from us

[@jimfoard5671]

Bless you. THANK YOU AND BLESS YOU. I felt like giving up until I read your story. God will make a way.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Please don’t ever feel alone we are here for you. Hope you are ok 👍

[@donhuot8617]

I am an identical twin born at 28 weeks gestation. I weighed just over 2 lbs and I’m now 68. I have early stage ALS and can no longer walk. In 1997 my oldest son was killed in a car accident when he was 10. Our oldest daughter was the driver. She was also a twin and in 2013 her twin sister died of cancer. But we have 4 living children who are wonderful. One is the twin to his brother who was killed in the accident. He is now 37 and lives with his youngest brother because he is developmental delayed and has mild cerebral palsy from being born at 28 weeks as well. I have a wonderful husband who takes care of me- showers me, dresses me, etc. We know we will all be together again one day. When I think about the children I lost the pain is as sharp as the moment they died but I choose to be happy and at peace as I believe they are still there across the veil and watch over me and want us to be happy.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Wow I am so sorry to hear this. You are a true example of strength! We are here for you if you need anything. Stay strong God bless you 🤗🙌❤️

[@jimfoard5671]

Bless you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

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[@cat-zk8bv]

I had bacterial meningitis when I was 3 years old. It was at the height of the polio epidemic. My mother rushed me to the hospital panicky thinking I had polio because every time anybody touched me I screamed in pain & had a high fever! Fortunately, because of her quick actions I was able to be treated and only have slight hearing loss in my left ear, minor balance issues & eye/hand coordination problems. Growing up & even now, almost 70 years later, if we're shooting rubber bands, the safest person in the room was my target!! 🎯 God bless you & your family through these difficult times. 🙏 Enjoy all the good times and treasure your memories. 💖

[@kayjohnson4062]

So glad you didn't have polio bc my brother did and it was a long hard road for him.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am so happy you made a recovery. Hearing loss they say is one of the most common effects same as my wife has now. I’m sorry you went through this. There is always hope. You are an inspiration. ❤️❤️sending hugs from us

[@jeanmason3559]

Your story is so similar to mine. I remember being quarantined and seeing all the kids with polio. I was 6. Im now 71.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I’m Sorry to hear this ❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Glad u are ok ❤️

[@meredithleigh9196]

I am so very sorry for your suffering. I lost my oldest son to bacterial meningitis B eleven years ago before the vaccine became available in the US. Henry died just 36 hours after his first ER visit. It all happened so very fast. Henry had a seizure and fell into a coma and never regained consciousness. Fortunately, he was not septic and was able to donate seven healthy organs into five people to save their lives. Again I am so very sorry for your tragedy. Sending loads of love.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Sending you my deepest condolences this is terrible I am so sorry 😢 you are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your story. That must have been hard to write. It’s amazing that he lives on in other peoples bodies. You are not alone we are here for you if you need anything ❤️

[@angelamiller4164]

I am so sorry for all you and your wife have been through. My heart breaks for you. Our daughter got bacterial menigitis at 14 months old. My husband was in the Air Force and she was in the hospital at a military base. They let her lay for a week saying she just had the flu. She was dying with bacterial meningitis. The meningitis had went to her left foot so they had to send her to another hospital and she was in intensive care for 2 weeks. In the meanwhile the meningitis had taken most of her hearing. Then it took her several months to be able to walk again. We had to start all over with her with talking and walking again. She went totally deaf at 8 years old. The little bit of nerves she had left in her ears had deteriorated and that caused her to go deaf. Thank the Lord for technology, she received a cochlear implant at 6 months after she went deaf. She does quite well with it and is almost 38 now. It still interferes with her life some, but we are still so blessed. Its a struggle as far as getting a new device every 6 or so years. They now cost over 12,000 and thats just for one. She was only implanted with one that many years ago. I cant imagine having to buy 2! We have struggled with just getting one and we never are able to get the newest model when they come out. We have to wait until it has been out a few years to be able to get a new one. She takes very good care of her device, but if anything goes wrong they aren't able to get the parts to repair it, so that makes you have to upgrade every 6 or 7 years. I just wished we could have gotten compensated for the neglect with the military. They should have taken responsibility for letting her lay there for a week saying she had the flu. No matter what, we have been so blessed that God allowed her to recover from the meningitis. You both will always be in my prayers. You never get over it, you just take one day at try to heal as much as possible. It took me years before I could talk about it without breaking down and crying. Thanks for sharing. You never know who you may be helping with sharing your story. God can use us in ways we just can't even imagine.

[@gloriabebop5313]

Put together so beautiful & meaningful 💖 💕 May God continue to bless 🙌🏾 you always

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

This is one of the most amazing things to hear that you are so brave to tell this story. You are a one of a kind for what you have been through and pushing on! We too know all about the high costs of these kind of things. That’s besides all the medical costs for consistent blood tests and medication. We are with you all the way. There is always hope. She is the exact same age as my wife. You are doing great you deserve everything of the best. 🤗🤗❤️❤️

[@kristiofca1]

I am so very sorry for your loss of your two babies. I lost my own baby boy at 5 1/2 months of age (born full term) and it changed my life. Looking back, I wouldn't wish that on anyone; however, good things have come from that experience. I later became a nurse after all of the hospital visits and admissions of my son had allowed me to feel like I wanted to help others as my nurses and his nurses did for him and I. God works in mysterious ways. Glorious ways.

[@gloriabebop5313]

Sorry about your loss, so glad you were able to accept the good & make the best of it

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

You are amazing! This is such a hard thing to go through. Sending lots of love from us and may god bless you. You are an incredible person. I’m so sorry for this immense amount of trauma you have had. ❤️

[@kristiofca1]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs That is so very kind of you to say those words to me. I retired after 40 years of nursing recently and life is so good. I have two beautiful and very successful daughters, as well as two wonderful grandchildren! When bad things happen - very bad things- we tend to give up or isolate. There really is good that comes from bad. We just need to have faith, trust in Jesus, and believe it with our heart. It was by no means easy, but one day at a time, and life happens as it should. God richly Bless you 🥰

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@kristiofca1 I agree totally and so happy that things are ok now for you. God bless 🙌❤️

[@PatriciaPruitt-nt5zn]

My granddaughter died at 100 days old. She suffocated at the babysitter s. My"extra" son died 6 months later of pancreatitis. The next month, my youngest son died at 25. I hear you....

[@NickanM]

*_Oh. My. God..._* *Absolutely heartbreaking* 💔

[@steventay5834]

How to accept these?

[@penni6432]

Things like that should not happen. Hugs from a stranger.

[@DRPAP66]

Goodness....... It's said tell your story and you will hear worse😢😢😢

[@DRPAP66]

Oh nooooooo

[@wandaguyton446]

I lost a son that was perfect when was born. He lived 19:hours., I was told there was staff in the nursery and there was 5 babies that had gotten sick. One lived to be a several years old but was like a vegetable. The hospital didn’t bother letting me know anything was wrong when I was able to get up and go to the nursery I saw that he had tubes and things that my other two didn’t have. Even though it was the hospital s fault they offered no apology or reduction in our bills. So sorry for your loss. I love mine in 1972.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you So much for your message. I am so sorry for the loss and trauma that you and your family went through. You are a remarkable strong person for being able to get through that. To this day I have also not heard from the drs at the hospital. They continued to send us bills after the twins had passed. One bill contained charges for blood tests done days after they had passed. 🙈they even got their dates wrong. Thank u for hearing our story ❤️❤️❤️

[@LynetteA68]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs hospitals have NO heart and they never take responsibility for their mistakes and this was 100% THIER mistake!! I thought this was a problem only we here in the USA dealt with! Money/profit and healthcare should never be said in the same sentence!! I think we all understand why mixing the two is a HUGE problem!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

This is very true! Most of it is all about the money. There are the few exceptions but not many around here anymore. It’s sad. Thanks so much for your message ❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

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[@rubiobrandi]

Losing a child is the most painful thing anyone can ever go through on this earth. I know. I lost my son at birth. 😢. Its not a pain you can eben begin to comprehend if you haven't experienced it, let alone explain.... Im truly sorry for your family's losses and hope you can begin healing. I'd like to say that it gets easier with time, but thats just B.S. and I'd be lying. Life gets different, not easier. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

In so sorry to hear this may he rest in peace. You are strong just for talking about it. It’s never easy though. Sending hugs from us ❤️

[@AndreaTodd-c6t]

As a mum with 3 angels (my son, grandson and granddaughter plus a partner making 4. I send my love to you all. My late partner had meningitis as a toddler and barely survived.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

In so sorry to hear this. Thank you for your beautiful message. You are a strong person! We appreciate you ❤️

[@ratdlux]

You don't have to be strong ... every tear shows how you loved them. As a grandmother, I am feeling your pain... losing precious babies is the worst thing that could happen to anyone. My deepest, sincerest condolences to you, your wife, Abigail and the family. You are very courageous for sharing your story. May you and your family find peace.❤❤❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you for your kind words. Thank you for hearing our story. We appreciate you very much. ❤️

[@natalienelson8681]

Crying takes more strength and courage than not. Thats what I’ve found. Facing the pain is so frightening.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@natalienelson8681 so true thank you so much

[@snglmlt]

Thank you for this. Your reminder that we never know what others are going through is poignant.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message ❤️

[@leighannaray7400]

You are a brave, strong man! A dedicated husband and father! Thank you for sharing the story of your son and daughter. By doing so they continue to impact and change the world! ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much! What you just said really meant the world to my family. They continue to live on in our hearts and may their souls help make a good change in this world. Thank you again 🤗🤗🤗❤️

[@jowatkins6375]

Thank you for sharing your story and please accept my condolences for your tragic loss. Your words about being kind to others is a beautiful way to celebrate and remember Emma and Tyson. ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you for watching and hearing our story. ❤️❤️

[@sharonmartin1223]

I lost three babies in my lifetime...and Praise God I have three wonderful adults now and am having my fourth grandchild....Many Blessings to you. Thank you for sharing such a very hard story it helps others to know they aren't alone. My baby daughter lost many many babies and now how a precious daughter. She's the sweetest little thing. Children are a blessing.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am so sorry to hear this but really happy to hear about your wonderful children and grandchildren. Such a big blessing. Sending hugs from us

[@cheryllaguardia931]

You are a fiercely courageous man, whether you know it or not. You are also miraculously spiritual -- your message will give strength and hope to others -- if that's not the definition of being spiritual I don't know what is. Bless you and your family, and I hope for good health and happiness for you all.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for making my day. I really mean that. It was the message I needed to see today. God bless you and your family ❤️🤗 you are very kind

[@Deb-q2w]

Sorry for your loss. You may not think you’re very strong. But getting through all that and carrying on shows your amazing strength. Bless you and your family.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

What amazing words thank you for this message. All these words of encouragement helps so much. May god bless you and your family ❤️

[@cissydavis5792]

God Bless you and your family. I myself had viral meningitis when I was about 7 months pregnant with my second child. I stayed in the hospital for about 11 days in and out of consciousness. I remember being so worried about my baby. I was so thin and frail when I was able to come home. My baby was born healthy thank God and almost 23years later I’m still a blessed mommy.

[@Edelwiess1066]

Wow! Amazing you're alive! Both of you

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am so happy to hear this but also so sorry for the trauma you went through. So glad there was a happy ending! Sending our love ❤️

[@MichelleHambly]

When we lost our 2 yr old granddaughter a week before her 3rd bday it was all over the news. Over and over I was severely traumatized. I am and have been very ill and immunocompromised. My faith was challenged then someone said to me she (our granddaughter) wasn’t alone in that fire she was with Jesus in his arms. And someday as a believer I will see her again. We can’t change free will of man. But that moment helped me tremendously. I don’t know if that helps at all but I was led to share that with you. I don’t know you, you just popped up on my YT for the first time. You are a wonderful husband and father that’s evident. Blessings in your journey moving forward sharing your experience. 💖

[@ecbrent2]

It's my first time seeing him too but you really can see that he is a beautiful soul ❤

[@MichelleHambly]

@@ecbrent2 very true. It’s hard to see suffering in such kind souls.

[@ecbrent2]

@@MichelleHambly I'm very sorry for your loss too. I cant even imagine. ♡

[@MichelleHambly]

@@ecbrent2 thank you so much for your kind words. No one can imagine it until it happens. It was so horrific I wrestled w/reality for a while. I wish I could prevent this pain from every child, parent, grandparent.

[@ecbrent2]

@@MichelleHambly 💕 💕 💕

[@SeasonHeise-dj9dx]

I don’t appreciate life without my soul mate. We had not children. My dogs and birds are my life savers

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

We are here for you. Please don’t feel alone. We are always happy to help. You are worth it! You are appreciated! I know it’s easier said then done but there are people even strangers that you will see in all these comments that are so humble and happy to help one another. Sending lots of hugs and love from us! ❤️

[@patriot20000]

I'm so sorry you feel that way. But I understand. That is my constant worry now, at 70, that I will lose my husband and have no reason to stick around. We don't have kids either. I can't bear to think about it for very long. I also worry what will happen to him if I go first. I press his back in just the right places when it goes out, I can hear and feel the bones crack back in place and it's instant relief for him. I have cried thinking he will have to suffer with no one to do that for him.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi, thank you for your message. It’s always very good to speak about our fears and what you did is very brave. It’s a scary thought I’m sure. I hope that today will be a better day. Where about are you from? Sending love ❤️

[@B-ch6uk]

How heartbreaking. My sincere condolences.

[@evahinterlach6485]

I am so very sorry, your grief is still so fresh don’t apologize for it. I had a son who when he was born they discovered his liver was failing, he died 9 days later. We did genetic counseling and testing, they couldn’t find a reason for why this happened. They told us the chances of it happening again were very low. 2 years later I gave birth to a little girl and she had the same thing, they did a liver transplant on her at 6 weeks old, she did well but a few weeks later she became septic and died in my arms. Nothing can ever ease the pain of losing your children. It never goes away, but with time you learn to cope with it. Just love on your other daughter as much as you can , my 2 sons that I already had were my saving grace

[@ecbrent2]

I can't even imagine going through that kind of pain. I am so sorry. What a tremendous loss. I'm also happy to know you have 2 sons that are healthy. I'm sure they did carry you the whole way through. So much love to you. ❤❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

My heart is breaking for you. You are an incredible and strong person to still be standing. I am so sorry for what you have been through. Life can be very cruel sometimes. Always light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes the journey to that tunnel might be long but it’s the destination that matters. Stay strong and thank you for listening to our story ❤️

[@evahinterlach6485]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs thank you, it has been a long time now and I was very fortunate to have 2 sons already who were my saving grace, I had to keep going for them. Thank you again

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@evahinterlach6485 ❤️

[@Rodmic-hd9pn]

My deepest condolences. I believe in having an educated advocate for all families dealing with medical, hospitality issues

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you ❤️

[@aprilsmithswe]

I am so very, very sorry for your losses!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much ☺️ ❤️

[@siobhanjohnson8088]

Love your message. You definitely don’t know what any person you might meet has been through. Kindness costs nothing. My heart goes out to you and your wife and family. 😢❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Absolutely!! Thank you for your wonderful message. And thank you for hearing our story ❤️❤️❤️🤗

[@dianeroy1378]

Very kind of you to share your loss to educate others. God bless.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much and thanks for listening to our story ❤️

[@tabserickson8594]

I am so very sorry for your losses. Many prayers and wishes for comfort and peace for your family.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your kind words. And thank you for listening to our story. ❤️

[@harleylover4968]

It's heartbreaking to hear this tragic story of what your family has endured.

[@IntoTheUnknown420]

I'm sorry for your loss. Stay strong. Hope your little angels are resting in peace. Km from West Virginia in the US

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message. Very kind of you. Sending hugs all the way to West Virginia ❤️

[@bexxshort]

I'm so sorry for your loss. It is very tough losing our children. Losing my boys was the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. My youngest passed away from SIDS & my oldest was murdered. God, my husband & surviving children got me through. I'm so happy you guys have 2 other blessings to live for. You have a beautiful family.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I’m so so sorry to hear about your tragic events this is terrible. You are an incredible person! And very very strong. Sending lots of hugs from around the world to u and your family. 🤗❤️

[@davyrantucci]

As a twin parent my heart breaks for you, I’m so sorry 😢❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much ❤️

[@mommabear5505]

I can’t imagine the pain you and your wife are going through. I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you all.🙏🇺🇸👼👼

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

They say it never gets easy but it does get easier. Time is a healer. Thank you so much for your kind words and god bless you too ❤️🤗

[@mirandathetempest7]

I am so sorry for you and your wife’s and daughter’s loss. I’m a NICU nurse and it is so heartbreaking when things like this happen. I can only imagine the immense pain, I hope you are taking comfort in each other and are making time for lots of self care and staying gentle with each other and yourselves. ❤

[@srso4660]

He lost his son too 😢

[@mirandathetempest7]

Yes, he lost twins, but I was talking about it also being a big loss for his living daughter.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much!❤️❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@srso4660 yip it was my son and daughter that passed but we have our beautiful Abigail and Cayden with us and are the light of our lives. ❤️🙌

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@mirandathetempest7 ❤️🙌

[@terismedley7467]

Thank you for sharing such a personal and painful experience. I'm sure this video will help others who feel as though they are going through this alone. Blessings to you and your family!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message. And for hearing our story. Sending lots of hugs to you from us. I don’t think my part 2 of this video was recommended to of my subs. Would love to hear your thoughts on that. ❤️

[@kyliestark7356]

Oh your grief your loss your anger your disbelief must be overwhelming. Your resilience hope and love is inspiring. Those children that are standing beside will keep you upright , insist that you survive. You and your wife must ave the most extraordinary relationship. Thankyou for sharing xxx

[@fatimamelo3858]

My deepest sorrow!❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Those were truly amazing words wow. thank you for being such an amazing person ❤️❤️❤️

[@dnixon205]

Prayers and blessing for your beautiful family. I had meningitis when my daughter was 3 months old. It was caused from an ear infection that I had at that time. I was breast feeding my daughter at the time but never realized she could have contracted it as well. I almost died but was lucky to make a full recovery. You are stronger than you think. At 74 I've known many hardships in my life. Thank God I never had to bury one of my children.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much. I am so happy you made a full recovery. I’m sorry for what you went through. Thank you for hearing our story ❤️ god bless you

[@jadedjourneys]

Thank you for telling us your story. I am a NICU nurse in Sydney Australia and my father had Meningitis when he was 11 years old which left him wheelchair bound and deaf for some time. He recovered and he is now 69 years old now and severely deaf however he has lead a wonderful life and has been a fit man and still is. I hope Laurie is much better and has had great improvements. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful babies.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message. ❤️ I’m sorry to hear this but I am glad he recovered and went on to live a good life. Did his hearing loss get worse over time? It’s one of my fears for my wife. Sending hugs from us all ❤️

[@mariaferreras4369]

Deepest sympathy. 🙏❤️

[@kayaker9912]

I am sorry for your loss, for both you and your wife. Life is so precious and we need to appreciate and enjoy what good things we have. Emma and Tyson are with you and your children every day, so feel that love from them. Prayers for you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you they are definitely with us every day watching over us. Thank you for hearing our story ❤️❤️

[@Shelly.1962]

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you 🙏❤️

[@kamlasarran7863]

What you all went through, is so so heartbreaking. I lost my mother early and a younger brother unexpectedly. I was in a mess, still is. What is extremely sad for me, is I have no husband nor children to share my extremely deep pain. BUT I reach out to the only one who can feel my pain, the most high GOD. He knows all things.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message and I am so sorry for your losses. This must be incredibly hard. You are not alone we are here along with this amazing community that we have created to support one another. You are brave! Sending hugs from us

[@karenkramer3760]

Thank you for telling your story. May God bless you. The twins are safe and happy watching over you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for watching and for your wonderful message ❤️

[@benburns5995]

Wow, thanks for having the courage and strength to share the story behind the loss of your twins. I found your channel from this video and subscribed. No need to apologize for breaking down telling your story and glad that you were able to accomplish your goal of sharing your story to help others. So glad that your wife was able to have a little boy during the Co-vid scare and that he is now 3 1/2 years old.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much! Thank you for taking the time to write this. We really appreciate it ❤️

[@klarasarosi8159]

Wow I just started watching this heart wrenching video I have two boys cannot ever imagine how it feels for you and your wife .the car accident is horrific alone so you guys having to lose you little son and daughter .obviously your wife went threw alot awful thing to go threw .absolutely heartbreaking .clearly I dnt know you or your wife but so sad truly .Abigail looks like a beautiful little girl .I'm so sorry very difficult time .life is cruel and very unfair .what a situation to be in very stressful helpless time .your little baby girl breaks even my heart hard to get your heads round .hope you have alot of support from freinds and family .aww your wife got pregnant thats a scarey time to .that's amazing what a miracle .it's good to share what you went threw .it helps others and your family.your a lovly strong family from South Africa..take care.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a caring message. It really means a lot to us. God bless you ❤️

[@RebeccaGreen-qo9ey]

Sir you have my deepest respect and your family is in my prayers. Your family is very blessed to have you. I had to stop 3 times myself to wipe tears. God bless you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much this is so touching and kind. Thank you for those amazing words ❤️❤️

[@rev.valeriehamann4049]

It took courage to share this story, may God bless you 🥰 so sorry for the loss you experienced

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you. It took a really long time to film after breaking down so much from talking about everything that happened. I’m glad I did it though. We found such amazing people watching our video such as yourself. Thank you ❤️

[@monicamestas7566]

I'm terribly sorry for what you have experienced and the tragically short lives of your twin babies. My deepest condolences to your family. Very brave of you to share this very personal story in the hopes of helping others. Thank you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much Monica we really appreciate your message. Sending hugs from us ❤️

[@joannevasquez7892]

So sorry for your losses. Can't imagine your pain . All prayers for you

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you for your kind words we really appreciate it. ❤️❤️

[@kChandler10]

Thank you for this video. You are a strong and loving person. I'm so happy for your wife's recovery and the joy of a little son arriving to join your family. I've been through 2 years caring for my husband who had a terrible terminal illness. He died 7 months ago. I'm isolated, but doing ok. There are certain devastating and traumatic things nobody can understand unless they've been through those things. My husband told me I am strong so I try to live up to his opinion of me, even though I don't feel the strength he saw. ❤️

[@anitakinnear6735]

But know that what your husband sees in you is real, and God is showing it to him so that he can reveal it to you. When I’m upset, or sad, I tend to withdraw and isolate too, and I think we have to fight it by forcing ourselves out of our comfort zone, and out of our houses, even if it’s just for one 15 minute walk a day. We can find it within us to spend 15 minutes on a walk. I have done it, and soon, 15 minutes became 30 minutes, and 30 minutes became a half hour, and a half hour became an hour. I started to feel healthy, I got in shape, i ate better, I slept better. I socialized again, I started taking better care of myself. It is possible, but we have to make the first move. This will help the healing process. Your husband is going to be with you every single step of the way, because he’s with you now. He’s so grateful for everything you did for him. Keep talking to him because he hears everything you say. When people transition, they don’t leave us, they simply cross over. Imagine the two of you walking together on a dirt road in the country, on a beautiful sunny day. Up ahead, the road turns a corner around a bend, and your husband wants to go ahead while you stay and rest. Now, you can’t see him, but you know he’s there, and you know you’ll catch up to him. That’s how it works. They stay with us. So even though you think you’re isolating, you’re not, because you’re not alone. I hope it’s not too weird or forward if I tell you I feel like he’s saying you’re the love of his life, and he’s been able to see his mistakes so clearly since viewing everything from the other side. Too bad men don’t have better clarity when they’re on this side! lol I know mine could use an extra dose, or maybe five. Could you ask your guy to find mine and give him a hand? He’s on maneuvers at Ft. Polk, LA. Gosh, that would be great. lmao Good luck. I think you’ll do great. ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

It takes great strength and bravery to write what you did. You are brave! You are strong! And remember you are amazing! He would be very very proud of you. I am so sorry for your loss and trauma. Things will get better. Slowly but surely. You got this! ❤️

[@kChandler10]

@@anitakinnear6735 I've worked up to walking 40 minutes and will reach an hour I'm sure. The endorphins are so helpful for mood improvement. Thank you for your kind reply! ❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I love exercising it’s one of my escapes

[@JudyHart1]

I’m so very sorry for your tragic losses.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you Judy ❤️

[@AdelaideLovesAnimals]

Firstly I am incredibly sorry to your family for your heartbreaking loss. Also thank you for sharing your story and bringing awareness to the terrible outcomes of viral meningitis. I contacted viral meningitis during my second pregnancy and was extremely sick. I had a stroke and spent months in hospital. I was repeatedly advised to abort my baby for my survival and told she would likely die soon after birth anyway but I refused. I was also told she would be deaf, blind and have severe brain damage but I was determined to look after her for as long as I had her regardless of her needs. That’s was 31 years ago. She’s a Doctor now, so smart she skipped 2 grades of school, has perfect eyesight and hearing. I realise how utterly blessed I am to have her. I wish others had the same outcome. Please accept my deepest condolences and prayers ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

This here is one of the most incredible stories. This brought some tears of happiness to me. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. I will never forget this. You are incredible! ❤️

[@AdelaideLovesAnimals]

@@AbigailOfficialVlogs Thank you so so much, I am humbled and also teary. I was thinking of removing my comment because it may have come across as insensitive that you shared such a tragic outcome and I shared a great one. I really am so saddened by your loss and it hits so hard knowing how close I was to being in your shoes. I wish you and your family an abundance of love and a future filled with many blessings 🩷

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

@@AdelaideLovesAnimals it’s the positive stories and outcomes that keep us going and I am sure lots of people will find great inspiration in your story. You are amazing 🙌❤️

[@stephmartin1148]

I can’t imagine your pain. Watching this breaks my heart for the loss of your children!! 💔 So grateful your wife made it through and is healthy again and you got a little boy!! Bless you all!! ♥️ I do believe the kindest people are the ones who have been through so much. I deal with several health issues. My latest one came on during my last pregnancy it’s a form of Vasculitis called EGPA. I almost died from it after delivering my baby girl. Still struggling and always will, but I am SO beyond blessed and grateful to be here to take care of my children and be heard with my husband!!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

You are an amazing strong person. A true fighter. So glad you are ok. Sending lots of love from around the world from us 🤗❤️

[@stephmartin1148]

⁠@@AbigailOfficialVlogs You are truly so sweet!! Thank you. 🥰

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

❤️

[@lindabruns6020]

My heart is breaking for yours and your wife’s loss. I will be praying for comfort. Tears are filling my eyes and I cannot imagine the your grief. I do know you will see your sweet babies in heaven one day and know they are safe in the arms of Jesus. A mother’s grief is unbearable. I agree that your twins sent your son to bring love back into your lives. Thank you for telling your story and know we are all praying for your family 💖🙏🏻💖.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Incredible words and inspiration. Thank you for this. We really appreciate it ❤️❤️❤️

[@laurieboldis1537]

Thank you for sharing all you’ve been through. You are helping me through a dark time with my son’s health. Wishing you every happiness and health yo all your family ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am so sorry to hear about your son. May God give you all strength and if we can help in any way we are here to help! We are going to start some sort of community or live streams so I can try to get a whole lot of all you amazing people into a chat so we can all help each other. The support we have had so far from this channel is amazing. ❤️stay strong

[@libbit75]

Words cannot convey how sorry I am for your loss. I survived viral meningitis and encephalitis at the age of 6, in the early 80’s. If we hadn’t lived in a major metropolitan city, I wouldn’t have survived. Many blessings to you and your family. Such grace.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am so sorry to hear this but so happy you are ok. God bless you. You are strong and incredible! 🤗❤️🙌

[@leasaharmon7700]

Thank you for your amazing story. If definitely makes one think about all their blessings in life. I had viral meningitis in 1993. It was the worst pain I've ever suffered and I've been through a lot in my life. The only side effect is have is my vision especially when I'm tired. I have so much respect for you and your wife. You're story will certainly be helpful to many people now and in the future who face similar circumstances. Thank you for being so strong.

[@megh2062]

So sorry 🙏🥺 God bless you all!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much 🤗🤗

[@angelabrookes6326]

Losing a child is a journey of grief 😢 forever my son passed away 2005 and i still feel the pain of losing him

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Sending our love and hugs to you. I am so sorry for your loss. It’s never easy. We are here for you if you ever need anything ❤️

[@maryslominski7984]

I am so very sorry.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you 🙏 ❤️

[@marthaarciniega8244]

Thank you gor sharing and i am sorry for your loss 😢 My mom lost 4 kids. 2 right after birth, one at 2yr old, and my 37yr old brother in 2019. I lost one at 3m of pregnancy, and 1 of my twins at 2m old but one survived and she is turning 8 in October ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

This is heartbreaking I’m so sorry for all your losses to you and your family. I can certainly relate. May your daughter have the best birthday ever in October. It’s a special month. Both my parents are born in October. We are here if you need anything ❤️

[@MarshaStamp]

Praying for your family

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you ❤️🤗

[@ruthjames715]

Thank you for being so open about what happened. I'm so glad you had your little boy. When we emigrated in 1963, our boys were 3 and 2 and in 1965 I became pregnant with our first Aussie. I was in a great deal of pain 3 and a half weeks before my due date so we went to the hospital. I was given 7 internal examinations and each time I was told I wasn't ready, next minute my waters broke, and my son was born breech and passed away 3 and a quarter hours later. No reason was given but I found out later Stephen's mucous membrane was blocked. My husband had seen the birth, I didn't even know Stephen was breech. My husband would never talk about it and every January 21st I would ask if he knew what day it was. We never even had a funeral for him. We eventually had a daughter in 1972, when she was 15 she found out where Stephen's grave was but my husband would never visit it. I hope you, your lovely wife and your 2 children have a long and happy life together. Ruth down under.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your message. We are very sorry for what you and your family have been through. I also tried to avoid the dates and a lot of things after ours passed. I eventually came around. Sometimes it takes others longer. Some faster. It’s never easy. You and your family are strong and are true fighters! Thank you for sharing your story with us. We are here for you if you ever need to chat! ❤️

[@debbieschultz9768]

Please don’t apologize for your emotions. Loosing one baby is hard enough, but two. I’m so sorry this happened to your family. I’m sending prayers for strength and understanding for what has happened.❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your kindness we really appreciate your kind words 🙌🤗❤️

[@AnnLenton-xn9nt]

I lost my huband and eldest daughter within 16 months of each other not of Covid but whilst covid was on. Im bringup 3 of my daughters children on my own. Be greatful for your family and loved ones. Dont take them for granted.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I am so sorry to hear this. You are an incredible strong person. This is heartbreaking. Absolutely we have to cherish each moment. Life is short. Sending lots of hugs from our family to yours ❤️ we are here if you need to talk.

[@lesliecurtis89898]

Bless you and your sweet family ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much!☺️

[@SrijitaBanerjee-qs2dt]

Can't imagine how strong you and your wife must be..I have tears in my eyes..Your wife is a fighter❤️ God bless you and your family..You have a beautiful baby girl and boy..Im sure the twins are looking at ya'll and smiling..I really wish ya'll the best.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much. I love your message. We really appreciate people like you who send these amazing messages of encouragement. god bless you and thank you 🙌🙏❤️

[@pumachangus8993]

May GOD bless you and your family! You both have been through a lot in a little bit of time and your strength to pick yourselves up and persevere is unimaginable ! My heart goes out to you both!!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you for your kind message we really appreciate it. And thank you for hearing our story and being part of our journey ❤️

[@mariegonsalves9838]

God bless you and your dear family…..You are a strong person sorry for all you Went through… they say God only give’s these painful situations to His friends but then someone said no wonder He has so little friends…. You and your family will be in my prayers.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ really appreciate your support on our channel and god bless you 🤗

[@kellywoods5982]

I lost a my infant son in 1984. It takes courage to move forward but we had another little boy at home to take care of. Yes, you and your wife are very strong. It takes great strength to bury a child and continue on in faith and love.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

I’m so sorry for your loss Kelly, that’s the same year I was born in! You are strong and may you and your family have many many more years of good health ❤️

[@melissapoole8580]

I am not sure how this popped up on my feed, but this is the most tragic story. I am so so sorry for your loss. Though your story of finding a new sense of purpose is beautiful. You said you are not a religious person. Please find Jesus. Your angel babies are in His arms and they are waiting for you.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

You are very wise and I agree totally. Thank you so much ❤️❤️🤗

[@lguz386]

I also hope they find our Lord Jesus Christ he is such a comforter.

[@Eph5wife4life]

​@@Nerdbookworm no, they're not going to hell for that. Take a good look in the mirror, bully.

[@shelleyg218]

@@Nerdbookwormthe fact is, all babies/young children go directly to heaven. I sure would want to know that if I lost a child!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Amen

[@peg9897]

Yes, if you have a choice, choose kindness. ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Amen 🤗❤️

[@sandycares2995]

Thank you for sharing your story. Who ever would have thought that would happen to their family. 😢

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

So true. It’s the worst nightmare sometimes I wish I could wake up from it. But we have so much to look forward to. The unexpected KZbin venture took off from this video and I never really expected anyone to be interested. It’s opened up so many possibilities for us. Thanks to the amazing people like you ❤️

[@karencorbett664]

So sorry for your loss. My son contracted bacterial meningitis at the age of 6 weeks. Very scary situation. We are very lucky that he survived. After that moment our lives changed. We became more compassionate and little things/upsets in life no longer were big things. His illness put into perspective of what was important in life.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi, this is such a beautiful message thank you so much. I hope he is very strong now and that all of you have many many years of good health ❤️

[@holliethomson6147]

Iam truly sorry for your losses. I’m sending you all so much love, prayers, peace and comfort ❤🙏 xxx You’re such a brave and wonderful family ❤

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you for your amazing words and prayers. We are very grateful to have such wonderful people watching our videos like yourself. Thank you so much ❤️

[@nocurefordumb]

I suffered a tragedy 15 years ago this month. I don't know why your video came into my feed tonight. But I think it was to remind me not to sweat the small stuff. Sometimes when life gets a bit crazy, it is easy to forget how precious and blessed my life became again. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi thank you for your message ❤️ I’m sorry for the tragedy you went through. Hope you are ok. We are here if you need anything. 🤗❤️

[@barbaraherron-mangel1116]

I am so sorry for your loss. This breaks my heart for you and your family. God please bless this family and may they find and accept you as their Savior Jesus. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much❤️🤗🤗

[@purpleviolet2058]

My deepest sympathy and prayers for your family.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you 🤗🤗

[@phoebesue3008]

I can't imagine. I'm so sorry. 💔🙏

[@daviddubell8165]

God bless you and your family you are a very strong man he lost two angels in one week and almost your wife and you were there for her and your little girl I admire you for that God bless you guys 😇😇😇🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much ❤️🤗

[@131dyana]

So sorry for your losses. Thank heaven you are recovery nicely. God was there with you. God bless you and your family now.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much!☺️

[@knuckleburger]

All I can think of after seeing your video is: Humans, how fragile we are because we can feel love and attachment. How incredibly strong we become when we have to. Sending you much love from my corner, in Turkey. ❤❤❤ Thank you for sharing and educating.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much. This is very true! Sending hugs from around the world 🤗❤️

[@debisusan4338]

Very, very sorry for your losses.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you very much for your kind words. We appreciate you 🤗❤️

[@nickywilks7928]

Very brave of you to share, so so sorry.

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much Nicky, our names are almost the same I’m Ricky and you are Nicky 😂 sending hugs 🤗

[@moniquereid3995]

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story. You have my deepest condolences, I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Hi thank you for your amazing message we appreciate it so much. So many amazing people leaving great comments for us. God bless you 🤗

[@Rodmic-hd9pn]

I was an ER NURSE25 plus years when it came to post parturition and neonates we take it very seriously

[@sharonnovotny9857]

God bless you and your beautiful family. Know that your beautiful babies are in the arms of Jesus. ❤️💜

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much 🤗🤗🤗❤️

[@donnacampbell9187]

🤠I am so sorry for your loss, but I'm thrilled with the news you have your little boy now. Blessings to you all..God is so good!!

[@AbigailOfficialVlogs]

Thank you so much Donna and sending love from us 🤗