The Truth About My Life... Over Pho - CloudyApples

[@teni]

I dare say... You are my absolute favorite person on KZbin. 💕

[@teni]

PS. You made that pho look so damn good I'm gonna go get some for lunch lmao.

[@mimiBirkin]

Teni Panosian I second that

[@EllizaE]

Teni Panosian :D

[@PreciouspearlUnique]

I was going to post the exact same thing. Love u both!

[@up4itgal]

Teni Panosian *hugs* you're so awesome :-)

[@RawBeautyKristi]

I seriously love you an ungodly amount. You've been one consistent for me here on KZbin and I thank you for always being genuine! This is my favorite kind of video from you. Love it so much.

[@laurae8143]

RawBeautyKristi I love your videos

[@kelyrin]

Omara Oliver She’s « Gloom » now ! :) but I still miss her old videos so I come back and re-watch those once in a while. :)

[@dookiecentral69]

RawBeautyKristi Holy crap!! Kristi on a kassie video!!!! 😩😭😭💖💖💞

[@ICONnetwork]

"When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable." - Madeleine L'Engle Thank you for your vulnerability and willingness to connect. We are so moved by this video.

[@raywaites8689]

Lpge

[@satomiemoki7074]

im a muslim and im proud of u .. what u learned from fasting is exactly what all the month of Ramadhan is about .. dont b ashamed of not making it all the month im sure next year u will b able to fast all the way with no problem.. love ur videos ^_^

[@mai28cjh]

im muslim 22222 wanna make vids together?

[@arsenalsaint]

Here is something really personal that happened to me. My older brother who would've been 39 today took his life four years ago. We got the news late at night and since then I've never been able to get a solid night of sleep. I always subconsciously think something terrible is going to happen. I think I will read that book.

[@CloudyApples]

arsenalsaint Please, please do. My sister continues to make appearances in my dreams. The pain never goes away, but it gets manageable if dealt with effectively. Much love to you, my friend

[@AnaLamia]

Hello sun Shin , Thank you for being so honest . I am glad you tried your best and to make it easier for you about not completing your fast in Toronto because of a lot of things including having a period , we are not suppose to fast on our periods any way :D . So proud of you *****

[@CawaiiCandy]

arsenalsaint you should try ASMR ! it helps to relax.just type in ' gentle whispering' on KZbin. she is the best asmr Artist.sorry for my english :)

[@klimtkahlo]

A childhood friend of mine hung herself at 18 and my dad passed away on March 20, 2013. Those were very traumatic experiences... I am still not over my dad's passing. Today would have been his 68th birthday... I feel I am totally stuck despite all the books I read, and they are helpful!

[@MizziProductions]

I can second that! ^ Through as times, it has helped me sleep. May work for you. x

[@melaniemurphyofficial]

I loved meeting you at the ICON summit, you're the very same in real life, and I LOVED this video, great concept :) It would be a really cool series idea! Hearing you open up about how you felt after your sister passed really touched me x

[@princesscharlott1983]

It's melaniie! Another lovely you tuber! Nice to see the people I like all seem to know or like each other. We must all be as great as each other?! Hope you had a nice time in America. Loved your vlogs. Isn't cassie gorgeous?! Just found her channel too.

[@sugar_cookie7358]

Do you remember the say you cement this

[@Beemgee]

You have a good point when you say that sometimes people are mean just because they're having a bad day, but I tend to think that its a reflection of their inner resources. They're mean because someone is/was mean to them and the cycle hasnt been stopped yet. ("YET" being the keyword because people can change) I believe that people that are constantly negative or condescending are just doing what they know. They can't give to others what they've never had given to them. I may be way off, but that helps me be more forgiving and compassionate.

[@4everInTheClouds]

Bethzaida Garcia That's an interesting perspective I have never thought about negative people in that light. I always knew that reacting kindly towards other can make an impact. But to put it in terms of breaking a cycle is definitely new to me. Thanks for sharing.

[@simplyshama]

Bethzaida Garcia I study Psychology, and this is extremely plausible!

[@gettinfit5164]

great thought

[@TheBeautyNeuron]

I get really REALLY worried about you when you talk about your sister, depression & such... I know what it is like and I sure know how lethal a peak of depression can be, but knowing that you have Terry in your life is very reassuring to me. I know you're gonna be safe and I'm glad to see you getting stronger. You're such a power couple, God bless you both and may you always be each other's rock.

[@Mrs.AlbaRamos]

REAL TALK. I love how open you are in this video ♡

[@SakuraKisetsu]

Ahh Kassie, I always connect to you on such a deep level. It's nice though, because although I find so many similarities between us, you are so different from me and I always appreciate the outlook you have on life. You have a beautiful mind and people can learn so much from you. It was really hard for me to watch you talk about your sister; I genuinely felt pain when I watched you feel it too, but the way you handle things makes it feel a bit more okay. It was also saddening and comforting at the same time to hear you talk about negativity and some things people say on the internet. I'm a fairly small KZbinr, but when I get horrible comments from people it hurts a lot and makes me wonder what I've done to make them say that. I've realized, though, that it doesn't matter who you are or how fantastic of a person you are, everybody will get these comments. The fact that *you* get them goes to show that this is true. Anyway, thank you for the talk and for always changing people's lives.

[@KettiexD]

+SakuraKisetsu Nice seeing favs liking my favs haha

[@ilovebooks49]

OMG I've seen your videos too!! they are great!!!

[@beingasforevertrue]

I'm so glad that you took such positive lessons and views with you from experimenting with fasting during the month of Ramadan! Thank you for sharing that is very big of you to do :)

[@asmaahmed1469]

Ik i have so much respect for her now! Must people just throw shade at Muslims

[@nenanena6230]

+Asma Ahmed ok den.

[@asmaahmed1469]

+nena nena ok den 😐

[@asmaahmed1469]

+nena nena ok den 😐

[@asmaahmed1469]

+ nena nena ok den 😐

[@Aliyah27312]

If we had a little more of you in this world, it would be a better place..

[@deniserojas8414]

+Clarisssa It's funny you should say that considering on "GUIDANCE EPISODE 1 ft. Amanda Steele" you replied acting incredibly rude toward someone who didn't attack you in the first place. YOUR attitude needs serious improvement because you are definitely NOT making this world "a better place".

[@Aliyah27312]

Lmfao did you actually take the time to lurk my shit? Uh.. awkward.

[@deniserojas8414]

Don't worry about it, i didn't lurk around at all. i just happened to view both videos and felt the need to comment this. Take it as you will, not my problem.

[@paigeh.2722]

+MissZella Babe 1. He may of been having a bad day, did you watch the video once so ever??? 2. It's in the past, let it go dude

[@deniserojas8414]

***** I also considered her previous comment a little uncalled for. Did you even see what she wrote?

[@JazmineGarciaTV]

Probably one of your best videos to date on a personal level. You're great Kassie.

[@solohagocomentarios]

Kassie, I always see comments on many youtubers channels saying "you're my role model, I love you I admire you, I want to be like you" an I never understood it, I never saw in KZbin anyone who worth admiring, until I found you, and I really want to take you as a roll model, you have an straight, and positivity that I really need, every single video I saw on this channel makes me believe I can deal with anything. Kassie, I may not be a super old subscriber to recognize, but, please come back to this kind of content, at least once in a while, I know takes more effort than gaming (I know you from there) but it woth it, you make people think about their life and no one do that anymore. Love you.

[@amenjamal1982]

Exactly how I feel. She has the most beautiful soul ever.

[@LaraElena76]

Every video I watch of yours, brings me to the conclusion that you are an amazing person and I love what you have to say!

[@LaraElena76]

I love you!

[@ohmeandmybigideas]

If I could be the fraction of the person you are by the time I'm 30 I know I will have made it in life. What an inspirational lady you are. I'm only sad we are t friends in person.

[@LittleLottieLorah]

thank you for posting this. My best friend killed himself and I was in an abusive marriage when my friend killed myself my husband made fun of it. he made fun of me and told me horrible things about him and I to became suicidal. Long story short I know what it is like to be on both sides. FYI I am doing awesome now ;) Keep being wonderful

[@xjbgforeverx]

This comment broke my heart. You're so strong!

[@ridiculousspider]

lorah cripps I'm so sorry you have gone through such awful experiences. Losing your best friend to suicide is a crushing experience (I know this from personal experience). But to have your husband make fun of it. Damn. I'm glad you got out of that relationship and are doing awesome now. :]

[@LittleLottieLorah]

***** still my husband..

[@LittleLottieLorah]

Ii Ee there is no do over with death. I know it is a selfish way out, but I do know what it feels like to be in a dark place in life and not knowing how else to get free. Again that being said, once you are gone.. thats it. I agree with you.

[@LittleLottieLorah]

ridiculousspider thank you

[@SportHouse101]

I just want you to know that you are someone that inspires me to be the best I possibly can. Your channel has truly changed my life. I'm a teenager living with clinical depression and is also very heavily bullied for just being myself. Your channel has made me stronger. Thank you so much for being honest, good, and strong. It's really helped me find my way, and if it wasn't for this channel I honestly don't know if I'd be here today.

[@azlifah95]

I got teary-eyed by the end of the video because of how genuine you are and how some of the things you said struck a chord with me. I'm muslim and am so proud of any non-muslims who voluntarily takes their time to understand and experience ramadan because it's tough especially for some countries who fast 20+ hours a day. At its core, ramadan is a detoxing month for the soul. It's a month where we evaluate our life and take a step towards correcting our bad habits to become a better person. It's amazing how much time we have for soul-searching when we can't eat. I'm at my most productive every ramadan haha. I know you said that you didn't feel like you were fasting in its purest form but in my opinion, because you had thoughts like, "I can do better", you nailed the concept of the ramadan experience. I know muslims who go through the motions coming out of it the same as they were before. Although you couldn't go through the one month, you did a lot better than some of the muslims I know. I'm just so proud of you and am glad that you had some closure during this experience. I just wanna hug you tight and if you ever come to Singapore let me know so I can do just that!

[@Antonnette]

Please do more videos like this! Watched every single second. You're the light

[@leonahopes637]

Kassie, I am honored to get to know you and your life better! The world can give you the best but it sometimes gives the worst. Worse than you would ever think it could come, I know so. Thank you for sharing the positivity that I am in need for, THANK YOU Kassie!

[@jessieee_p]

I've been going through a really tough time lately, and this video encouraged me more than I can express. You have helped me to be more honest and open minded, and your transparency is refreshing in a world full of masks and feigned strength. I wish you all the best with your healing. If you can recover, so can I.

[@NikkiVegan]

***** This is my favorite video you've ever done! I find your thoughtfulness so inspiring. So many people sleepwalk though life, something I am sometimes guilty of too, but you seem to really dig deep and think about how you're feeling, why that is, and how that will affect you moving forward. I have a small KZbin channel, work in restaurant, and go to school (like you did!) and sometimes I'm so busy that I forget that I'M ALIVE and being affected by the world around me in ways I'm not always paying attention to. I also loved the story about the cabbie. Mind blown. Thank you for being so real and open. Your videos make me laugh and more importantly, they make me THINK. Keep doing what you do. Sincerely, Nicole

[@张哒哒-j9z]

You're seriously one of the most inspiring people here on KZbin! It's impressive how you can reflect on life in such a deep and thoughtful manner! One thing I've realized only recently is that sadness/depression can be really addictive and when it hits you, it will make you want to 'drown''. And you most likely will if your mind is not powerful enough or doesn't want to control it.

[@linayamada98]

This is such an amazing video. I feel like youre on of my real life friends, you're so open and honest to us. and that is so unique about you comparing to other youtubers. you share the good and the bad, you're really amazing and im so happy that you finally moved on and can start living and be truly happy. thank you for telling us, I really appreciate all your effort into your videos, and I can see that you're a good person right through. that kinda makes me restore some faith for humanity, i get so inspired to watch ur videos. Thank you for uploading and helping me through hard times.

[@ellaahmaniemi3916]

Cassie, I am so glad I found your channel years back. Somehow your wise words, kindness and down-to-earthness continue to inspire me every time I watch your videos. You are amazing and for me the fact that you admit your mistakes or the negative things you do is one the things that I like about you, as a person who loves honesty. Thank you for making my days better!

[@Silviaisonblog]

You are really so strong and I admire you so much

[@Silviaisonblog]

P.s. I was so happy to see a long video from you :-)

[@nessazee]

As someone who struggles with depression and anxiety and has a family who also struggles with mental illness, I am so grateful for your videos. I don't have many people my age to talk to about this stuff who have also experienced it... It really helps knowing others are dealing with similar things. This video was really powerful, thank you for being so transparent... I hope one day we can meet.

[@lindsaygreene2530]

Here's something totally honest that hardly anyone knows about me, including my close friends and family. I'm 12 and I've been battling depression and suicidal thoughts for the last 3 years. On and off for the last 2 years I have also battles cutting. It's been a huge part of my life and I've had my ups and downs. Hearing about someone loosing their own sister is so terrible and sad. Then I realise I have been so close to killing myself in the past and I realise how that might have impacted my own sister. This isn't for attention, I just wanted to share this and be honest for once, instead of having to stay quiet about how I'm feeling. I don't tell my family about this stuff because my family life is already quite complicated and it would stress them out. I also don't want people to know because I'm embarrassed of what people might think of me. Thank you for the video, it helped me to share this and I have been wanting to open up for a while.

[@yobubby5589]

Thank you for being such a real person hun, I've been a silent subscriber/viewer for years now and your bright and beautiful personality has always just taken me back every time. Thank you for being you!

[@wendyk5470]

I really felt like I was having a legitimate conversation. Even better, one that was most enlightening. I thought this was fascinating and inspiring. Really gave me a smile. Thank you so much for that ❤️

[@jknhgfjnjg5]

I watch this video twice a year, never left dry eyed. It's so raw and beautiful and empowering. I know you are not active here anymore Kassie, but just know that you help a lot❤️

[@zacha9668]

Aww this is so wholesome, anyways her name is kassie tho lol

[@hopscotchtheglobe]

You are such a lovely person. Thank you for being real and sharing your story. I had a great time getting to know you a bit at Buffer and I look forward to hanging out again :) P.S. Totally hooked on your videos.

[@stanliesms]

Kassie, keep doing what you are doing. I absolutely love your genuine and raw insight you bring forth from your experiences. I can definitely relate on the "fasting" mentality when I was physically and emotionally drained for about 2 months. It was worse to the point that I refused to eat anything and vomit anything that I forced myself to eat. It was absolutely terrifying to my health and well being. But when I contemplated with myself and found the good in others, I began to feel happier. You are definitely one of the very few youtubers that are not afraid to share your vulnerable side. That is very powerful. I will be attending a spiritual retreat this Monday and I've been trying to seek advice from your videos. Although I am still terrified that I will face people that made me emotionally distraught and people I rarely talked to, your experiences taught me to truly reveal an super open mind. I definitely realize that sharing "love and light" is impactful to anyone and I am glad you continue that in your life. And for that, I am forever grateful to helping mine

[@truth3676]

Kassie, I'm re-watching most of your videos because I miss you... Can't wait for your next update. Tc. love you Kassie 😘😘😘😘

[@PeaceNLiebe]

I have no idea how you are able to talk about such deep things and past events in your life without choking up or shedding a tear. I am trying to work on expressing and sharing my experiences without letting my emotions override. It's so apparent you have done such an amazing amount of introspection and soul work-- it is the most inspiring thing ever. Each one of your videos is jam packed of moving words that leave me no choice but to feel grounded and optimistic. You inspire me to keep reading, learning, and working on life. Thank you Kassie.

[@gloriinher40s]

Wow. I absolutely LOVE your attitude. I need to go back and watch more of your videos lol.

[@erinb5461]

This is one of the reasons why I love you, you're so real, and genuine you can feel how amazing you are just from listening to you talk. xo

[@SimplyMayaB1994]

You're a wonderful person, thank you for another great video :)

[@Esma2Kov]

I'm 14 and I was fasting every single day during Ramadan. Not because I need to but because I want to :)

[@kt_rvs2731]

I've had a lot of times in my life where I've felt lost and confused. This year by far has been my biggest struggle with so many things on my plate and overwhelming feelings of inadequacy. I feel like I've been on hyper-speed and haven't had a moment to stop and just be. Your videos in general always help me but this one in particular is making me realize now more than ever that I need to not project my anger and exhaustion onto others. I'm generally very happy and outgoing but all I've wanted to do lately is sleep and not talk to anyone or share my aspirations or accomplishments. What that cabby said really rings true for myself when people always tell me I'm in a bad mood and negative but it also helped me to see that when I get angry at others their behavior could reflect a hard time they're going through, just like my behavior is reflected upon my hardships. Thank you for being so honest and real. Even as a total stranger you give me strength like a close friend.

[@TkeyahB]

Your videos are so inspiring!

[@xxzarexx]

Kassie you have inspired me to much, listening to your videos while I go on walks has really helped me to open my mind, take responsibility for my life, thoughts and actions. You have also inspired to me to eat better and to heal my body. Your openness and honesty have helped me to get through hard times and for all this I am truly thankful. God bless xo

[@SarahStudt]

I've been in a serious funk lately. I don't even want to admit I'm in a funk, but I graduated college 3 months ago and now that I have all this time on my hands (I'm only working part time) and I don't really do much. I need to get outside more.

[@madeleinepearson3012]

I have been watching your channel for quite a while but never bothered to leave a comment. Here is that comment: inside and out, you are a beautifully genuine human being. Thank you for being brave enough to share that beautiful, genuine vulnerability with total strangers online. Your offbeat humor is appreciated too. :p

[@Nihel19]

You don't have to fast during a travel or when you have your periods :)

[@philippawood5047]

I'm one of the people "who got left behind" though I view it rather differently. Instead of being angry and sad that I lost someone, I cherish the time I spent with them and it made me really appreciate my own life. So, if I were to die today, I'd be okay with that. I've done what I wanted to, I've spent time with my loved ones and some amazing people and I wouldn't feel like I were missing out if I died. Not that I'm planning to. I follow your skincare tips in the hopes that I will still look vaguely respectable in my sixties. ;) on that note - how does your lipstick stay so perfect when you're eating pho!? You're an inspiration both for your lipstick and your spirit. Xx

[@AliNajim]

God i never seen you before.... But from this one vedio i just feel in love with u... Ofcourse not in a weird way lol.... But seriously u made my day so much better... Such wonderful persond.

[@AliNajim]

*Person

[@leahbarajas7478]

Hey Kassie, Just here re-watching your videos even though I have a ton of homework to do. I was going through my subscriptions and came across your channel. I was blown away by how long you haven't posted in a while and just wanted to leave a word of encouragement. This video is my favorite video and I re-watch this specific one whenever I need to be uplifted for some reason. I think its because of your genuineness, open mind, honesty and gentleness throughout the entire video that makes me lean towards this specific one. Your personality and heart is displayed so effortlessly and I appreciate the authenticity from your heart. This is something I never really see now days, especially with the world of social media and how society lacks and sucks the life out of real meaning. I enjoy your character so much that I re-watch your videos because the world needs more fearless, yet gentle people like you. I am personally inspired by your kind words and beautifully imperfect spirit, so thank you for allowing us to see your vulnerable side in order for us to connect with you in the best way - the human way. I hope to hear from you soon!

[@niloohonar645]

Im muslim and i fast as well, females are not supposed to fast during the week of their period for that month, it's excused! Its pretty much a free break week for females. Also if you tavel to a different area than your hometown, those fasting days are excused as well. So if traveling and your period are the only days out of that month that u didnt fast, then u did fast the whole month!

[@sarahiad2]

I almost cried when you talked about Ramadan and fasting, so many people on the internet that I've seen are hateful and I wasn't happy. But the way you put it makes me happy!

[@chadwildclay]

You eat Pho like Vy does, hot! I like to smother it in hoisin sauce, mmmm. Very brave of you to share so much on this video. Love to you and Terry :)

[@HannahPaints]

You must get thousands of comments a day so I'm sure this will get lost in the swarm, but I really felt I had to say something. I think you're the first youtuber I've watched who seems so utterly genuine. You're so frank and honest, admitting your mistakes and shortcomings without an undercurrent of attention seeking. It was so refreshing watching this, watching someone try to understand the bigger picture. My sister passed away three years ago and I feel that a loss in the family completely changes your outlook on life, and I see that positive change in you, even though I don't know you at all. Thank you for sharing this video.

[@mariewiinholt5899]

Ate spicy food with you and loved hearing everything you had to say... :) than you

[@Zaagi_lexi]

I actually lost my younger brother to suicide 4 years ago and this video made me feel less alone, so thank you. I'll check the book out !

[@samahnassiri2031]

Hi, I am a Muslim from blood so i fast too. it is perfectly natural for women to not fast on their period, and it is not healthy to fast when you are sick. so don't worry about needing to fast the entire month.

[@berishad123]

Samah Nassiri yeah, it counts if you try at least.

[@BananaHannaah]

Im so going to read that book, i lost my dad two weeks ago, and this is all what i do, go on youtube and try and distract myself with everything; i feel so lonely and I thought about killing myself at times to get rid of all the stress of having to go on with my life and studies without having him by my side. Youre legit my favorite youtuber xo

[@roben2791]

omg. there are many Americans fasting during ramadh an without being Muslim . and I am talking about Islamic fasting from prayer to prayer. not intermittent fasting . I am a medical students and fasts for the health benefits irlt provides . I am sorry for your sister. I think fasting makes us weak and thus process and view our lives from a different angle . without the narcissism that we. all of us humans. hide so well. yre awesome . bon appetit

[@rubycastillo6655]

ro ben Good job getting into medical school!

[@punkkimiko]

+ro ben Isn't she Canadian?

[@waddler3999]

i lost mu cousin 4 years ago and i only told my school teachers about how i can't cope with it now my problem is i have my GCSE's and I want to focus on my grades.... just being a little open was good for me the teachers are helping me and i've decided to open up to my friends and they're helping me and so are you... thank you Kassie!

[@Zelink4Eva]

Little did she know her KZbin channel gloom Would get millions of subscribers

[@HeatherPonyweather]

I still love this channel of hers so much. Still watch all her videos because they were more intimate and the content I love. Happy for her though

[@art_friendo]

"I'm not trying to be perfect on this channel, I'm just trying to be honest." You are amazing! I freaking love you and how you talk. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and stories. You are strong, and I look forward to watching more of your videos.

[@mjuyui]

2 Things I really want pho now And Yay! I eat my pho sorta the same way

[@mjuyui]

li wu I don't really eat pho at restaurants.My mom makes it for me.And if I do eat at a restaurant it's most of the time at family friend restaurant.

[@mjuyui]

li wu I usually get filled up after 3-5 spring rolls.

[@Ducktheory]

Kassie you are so amazing! I love it how your videos are always real, honest and you even succeed to add humor in every video you make. I have lost interest in many youtubers in past months, but you are the one I still watch every single time!

[@patchyblonde]

Kassie is the real person to start Mukbangs

[@mariaanna4271]

I've been following you for a while. .I've always found you inspiring because of your positive energy that you share with your Public. But this video made me appreciate you even more ; you've been trustfully about the world and showed your weaknesses ; it made me think a lot. sometimes when I come here on youtube I search for distraction, and some of the People I watch pretend to be happy and perfect with perfect lives and homes and so on... and you showed me how actually there is a lot more behind .. maybe is a motivation to the ones that aren't satisfied of their lives to appear so perfect to us , bored or just curious people. But there ' s more I want to write down here: your experience is traumatic, sad and terrific. You kept yourself strong, active and lived your life fully. It's ok to be sad, to cry and feel devastated for a loss. But you showed to everyone how a person can be strong despite everything. your reaction made me feel stupid, because I gave up and felt depressed for really meaningless things. You are still a model to follow for me , because you made me realise there is a life worth living , there is always something to smile at, even in the darkest moments. I hope I will be motivated the same as you, even if it's just a way to Fill the mind and refus to think At what can destroy me .. it's not a fault I think . It's Self defense, love for life. A love you always share with us . I'm sorry for the Long text, I just wanted to open my heart as well as you did, with a language I'm still learning. I cared of what you said, and so many people did. Your Faith in humanity is amazing.

[@ShannonF27]

But.. but... can I have a bite? That looks real tasty :-)

[@TopG1rlAdz]

Kassie I think you are absolutely phenomenal. Your such an inspiration to me with your positive lifestyle and that you are so willing to try something so important to to millions including me. I'm so proud that you tried fasting and I also fasted, and knowing you did made it that much better. You're honesty brings me happiness because you are so true to yourself and your viewers. I love you and stay awesome

[@صبريةاحمد-غ2ي]

Note: you're not supposed to fast when you're on your period because the human body is considered impure. But otherwise, great video!

[@victoriaheights2777]

***** Your comment was so interesting and enlightened me so much! I'm so glad you took the time to explain this to the rest of us.

[@MuchCocoa]

***** I loved reading what you wrote. Was really informative, and I learned something new. Thanks for sharing! :)

[@merale9366]

She knows you're not supposed to fast whilst on your period she's addressed it in a previous video

[@andreaabouyaghi8508]

and I consider considering a person impure for having a fonctional healthy organ is stupid. I do respect all religions and I do respect people's believes but I'm sorry that's way too crazy!

[@glitzycherry]

+andrea abou yaghie please read LaPluma's comment

[@dianachamomile]

By far my favorite video of yours. So beautiful from the inside out.. We're all imperfect but to sit down and reflect on it on such an open level is truly admirable! x

[@manifestingmaren]

I could totally see you being the first female president in the future..lol is that too much?

[@surelock3221]

She's a Canadian and too honest of a person for that

[@feedmoneyonly]

I can't say I've been through the same things, but I can relate to what you say. A lot of people thing 'being strong' is being silent about you're emotions and acting like they're not there, but this past year I learned that for me, being strong is being honest and acknowledging the fact that these emotions are there and that they have to get out. Being strong is facing what pains you and moving on from that. Thank you for making this video, because until now I thought people thought I was weak and I was the only one that thought I was strong for being open about things (which was hard because I'm a introverted person).

[@cloverblossomed7989]

Kassie, I adore you. Thank you so much for your continuous honesty. My big brother who I love with all my heart attempted suicide in more ways than I'll ever know and more times than I can count. He is thankfully still alive, but I can't get over the horror of finding out that such an incredible being could feel so confused and hurt and alone that he felt he had no other choice, over and over again. I'll check out that book, but I wanted to tell you how much *you* have helped me with not only beginning to soothe my heartache, but also be there in as much of an honest and loving way as I can for my incredible sibling.

[@oliviawhite4930]

aww kassie. I've been watching you for two years this summer, it's weird to say but I really feel like we're friends because you're just so candid and such a sense of who you are comes across in your videos. I feel like I know you and I feel an affinity with you in so many ways. I've been put off youtube because it can seem like there's so little authenticity left here - but you're a shining example of why this works. You're just such a lovely, good person and I'm so glad you're on this platform.

[@sofiasara98]

I'm fairly new to your channel, but you've already inspired me to live a healthier and more natural life. I already feel SO much better

[@itasi]

I appreciate your honesty a lot. It's so hard to admit to times when WE are the ones being shitty, but that kind of introspection is so important to growing as a person. I find when I try to understand others' behaviour and control my own anger helps me actually feel happier.

[@marooishere2801]

I think you are my favorite person on YT now. It's really hard to find someone genuine like you. I also fasted in Ramadan and totally recommend people to try it. It really slows you down. The way you appreciate food, the way you treat others and the way you think become so meaningful and just calm.

[@magoh7921]

I've been having a hard time, my depression got worst recently. And I have a sister who is fragile -let me just put it that way-so u talking about this kinda stuffs just really touch me. I wanna feel happy and get through my depression or at least deal with it little better. Thank u Kassie. Hope I can get inspired by ur story and grow as a person. And I will definitely check it out the book !

[@TheMarizzca]

You have so much positivity in you, truly. I've only discovered your channel today, but wow I'm blown away by the amount of wisdom you have inside your little head. Please keep doing whatever pleases you in life, you are an amazing person!

[@Nomorechancetofail]

Ever since I came across you, I've been just drawn towards your videos because you're such a special personality. I care.

[@gleniselle7962]

I'm new to your channel and i am just at awe with most of your topics. You're so real and genuine. Something quite rare these days. I've been binge watching all your videos and I'm so glad I found your channel because you've inspired me in a way that i haven't felt in a long time and Lord knows i needed this! Thank you and keep being you.

[@Rebecca-ck7eg]

i've only recently discovered this channel, but I wanted to say that I really admire you, i was expecting the usual empty act I find everyone seems to play on youtube. But while watching your video's I just listened nodded and self reflected. I looked at myself thinking I was a good person and realised there's still plenty to work on and develop and that there is just as much to love myself for, and for once I felt no guilt in either of those things. Your honesty and integrity hit me like this wave I wasn't atall expecting, Im not sure how well I articulated this.. its just that in the modern world I feel like theres not much honest and true inspiring material out there, everything judges or makes you feel incomplete and unworthy and in the unexpected escapism of youtube found this and I feel renewed .Thank you x

[@Curlantiks]

Love this kassie! You are so inspiring and it is so fun getting to know you better! I lost my brother a couple of years ago and I know how hard it can be to sort threw those feelings and then share your experience with others. Keep doing you girl!

[@erincloud2292]

love this

[@sophiaawada1090]

Kassie, the fact you went out of ur way to become a better person and re evaluate ur morals makes you a more beautiful person, no one is ever perfect and this life is nothing but a test for us all everyone will face hardships and suffering but it is how we deal with it and learn that teaches us to become better and stronger, I'm proud of you for actually trying to fast a lot of people under estimate ramadan and fasting they think it's just restraining food and drink but it looks like yu are weaning ur way into the true core and understanding of it, I hope you give it another go next year. And never ever under estimate urself and ur abilities, yu are someone who a lot of people become influenced by so keep take the advantages in a good and positive vibe because it deffinanlty works, xx

[@loreensmermaid]

I love your video, because since, i can't really remember, i suffer from ocd and depression, my life is often a struggle, i always searched for positive things to do for others and me. But sometimes in this society, it is complicared to "fit in". You offered a different point of view! So thank you!

[@merb6940]

You never seize to be a constant inspiration to thousands of people, you are so humble and intellectual it's so refreshing to see this with a growing youtuber. Thank you for posting this, last year after my grandma died I started to have a lot of problems with a new problem of mine: anxiety. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and went into depression, I gained back all the weight I had lost and couldn't even get into a local community college. I spent my time working, not saving money and started to drift from my friends, I got even more depressed and I didn't know what to do at that point. I came across your videos and you helped me choose to be vegetarian, I know you aren't but all the delicious (and hilarious) food videos you post motivated me more. You inspire me to pick up a book, be more aware of others and I think everyone needs a selfless, intellectual, diverse beautiful person like you to be around. Please keep making videos, you show everyone new unique information. -Mer

[@lillyngoc1506]

After I found your channel I decided to clean my life up! I've been making my own healthy meals and even some of your recipes, it feels so good to know what exactly is going into your body and i feel free and fresh and not bloated and stuffed to the brim with junk. I threw a lot of my skincare products and hair products out and switched to natural and healthier products and homemade recipes and my skin cleared up like a dream! I became a minimalist and got rid of all this junk and clutter in my room and I feel so open and free. I started reading books more often and turned my closet into a quiet room, I paint and draw everyday and write in my journal. I started to exercise daily and did yoga and meditation to find peace and quiet and be happy! It all feels so good and I no longer am afraid to be confident. I am now open minded and neat,peaceful,calm,healthy,clean and even happy! Thank you from the bottom of my heart you helped me find the lifestyle that suits me the most and I am NEVER going back! I really hope you decide to come back to cloudy apples and affect people the way you affected me, positively and better as a person!🌹here's a rose for your inner and outer beauty. 😄

[@priyankalogan2589]

I watch this video from time to time when I feel down over the past few years and I have to say that I appreciate the honesty and the rawness to this channel. thank you

[@mono3070]

I bursted into tears... Thank you for being such a kind, beautiful soul.

[@zayniall]

Oh Kassie. You are so inspiring and genuine. Thank you for such a video. Really warms my heart to see the many sides to a person and how all of them are as equally endearing. ❤

[@CarolinaSwanson]

You're thankfulness towards your subscribers feels SO SO extremely genuine. You explain yourself so well and don't have to be all mushy gushy and tear up like some YT'ers do, for us to FEEL your appreciation. I hope your YT career goes on for a very long time because based off the comments here you are truly inspiring and giving humanity hope for better days. I am SO beyond grateful I found your channel, it's such a nice breath of fresh air! 💚

[@nathangorgonio8459]

You have opened my eyes. Thank you for being so genuine. I thought that I was lost because I dared not to follow the crowd (blasting negativity everywhere). Now I see that I have to be more positive about things and try to be a more kind and caring person.

[@Mishyou33]

I absolutley loved this! Part of what makes you such an inspiration is that you dont try to be anyone but yourself. Your openness and honesty is really refreshing. I especially loved your story about the cab driver and the way you turn negatives in positives. I would love it if you made this into a series! :)

[@laibrown8]

I teared up when you told the story about the taxi driver idk why but it was just really touching and that's the kind of way I'm trying to live my life by. Thanks for another amazing video. I'm so happy you're finally able to feel truly happy.:D best wishes

[@ivonnetorres4726]

You are such an inspiration! You are a genuine and real person who isn't afraid to be herself. I am so honored to be apart of your little youtube family!!!!

[@ameliethefroglover5257]

Hey, whoever you may be, you are important. My mum has suffered from server depression most of her life. And when i was younger she had many suicide attempts. I was the only one there in her life. It was just me and her, i would always do anything to see her smile. She ended up reaching out for help. She hasn't attempted suicide in four years, quit drinking and is clearly happier. And from this experience i just want to say there is always help out there, things will always get better. You just have to stay alive to see things get better. You are human. You are great.

[@mayadim7494]

Thank you Kassie. I lost my daddy a week ago and that's how I felt for the first 2 days - numb. I feel for everyone who have lost someone close. Big hugs to you all. I was very close to my daddy and I miss him terribly. And I have this fear that something awful could happen again. xxx

[@theonlyonecari15]

I have to say, your video really touched me heart. My dad recently passed away & I've been having trouble sleeping & eating. I'm the youngest of 5 kids & I'm still in high school, & I always dreamed of my father to see me graduate & walk me down the aisle when I get married, & thinking about it now it's never going to happen. I try to keep myself busy not to think about it but every time I think about him I burst into tears, my family is scared for my health & I don't want them to worry. My mom made me appointments with a therapist & it's not working. Sometimes I just want to end my life too but I think about my mom & I don't want to hurt her. My closes friends always say "whenever you need to talk I'm here" & when the time comes they always end up ignoring. I'm lost, confused, & out of hope for myself.......

[@mahamohamed6650]

Kassie, you're such an amazing person! I love you and the way you carry yourself. Truly an inspiration!

[@Shadowangel691]

i agree with eating and talking with someone being one of the most intimate things ever. thanks for sharing this with us, super insightful

[@mervei9540]

thank you so much for this video, girl i love you and this helped me so much, my mother passed away a little over a year ago and i tried to be the strong one in my family {i obviously couldn't have done all of the things you did i was only 14 back then} but now i'm realizing that i never actually thought about it, i just kind of avoided the topic all together, thanks again this really helped