The Video I’m Terrified To Post. | Studio Vlog, BIG CHANGES + Meet My Kitties!

[@thicket23]

I've quietly watched you for years, and plan to stay. All I have to say to this video is: One life, it's yours, not anyone else's.

[@HulloAlice]

I appreciate that so SO much Ashley 🥺

[@Hi-ey7se]

how dare you 1. be scared of us 2. do things you dont wanna do 3. do things that make u sad tips: 1. we will stay here forever so dont be scared of us 2. do things that make u happy cus we care about u 3. do things that make u happy 4. REMEMBER THAT WE LOVE YOU!!!!

[@HulloAlice]

IM LITERALLY CRYING 😭😭😭 I'm pinning this thank you

[@ChristinaTodd1970]

Ditto, ditto, ditto!

[@ChuckandCindy2024]

I agree whole heartedly.. you're honesty touched me..

[@nojerama788]

Seconded, thirded, and fourthed and so on, absolutely agree 100%

[@Hi-ey7se]

@@HulloAlice omggg i cant believe u noticed meee omgg im sooo happpyyyyy tyyyyy ilysmmmm

[@simplelsie]

I think being a creative person involves periods of feeling alone and you are brave to stay in the process. I’m always very happy to see Hullo Alice videos. Please stay in the struggle.

[@JuliRoxArt]

Thank you so much for your honesty 🙏🏽 The start of this video honestly made me tear up a bit. The words "I'm not happy, and I don't want to be not happy" hit really close to home. I can't wait to see you try new things and find out what works best for you. Thanks for the hang out, looking forward to the next one 😊

[@TheAverageArtist]

Totally agree with your sentiments in the beginning, sometimes youtube can be such a hostile place. I also feel this time to time and try to ignore the haters! But yeah it's kind of the youtube culture to be super anal and picky with things people do in videos. Hope you can get to enjoying it again, vlogging defo helps me when I'm feeling a bit burnt out with youtube stuff.

[@TheAverageArtist]

ps I love your cats!!

[@nayjoy3897]

Baylee's content is comfort food. I'm so glad for a mixed-style do-what-I-like-how-I-do vid from you, too!!!!!

[@jillwiswall5386]

I think an Alice channel sounds absolutely brilliant!!!! I can’t wait to see what you come up with. I believe that creating content you enjoy is the key to a sustainable channel! (Well, that and letting go of stats.) I’m also delighted that you’ve found something that helps you manage your health!

[@HulloAlice]

Yes I definitely need to LET GO OF STATS!! Most toxic blooming thing!! Thank you for supporting me 🥺

[@AAnantikaKumar-ok6uh]

I really like this video because we all get to know the real Alice Coles and not a person who just makes and rants about art. I love this new change and hope to see more of it. I will love you and your content not matter what. I totally support you and your work and I hope you continue KZbin. Edit: I love the names of your cats!

[@HulloAlice]

Aww I love that perspective 🥺 the real me not just this one narrow part of who I am as a whole! I so appreciate the support and love! And omg we do too! Myth and Muse! Lil bebs

[@TheDJMarkyMoo]

Don’t stress over whether other people like you or what you do. It really doesn’t matter in the greater scheme of things. Be you and continue being awesome! 🤗❤️

[@HulloAlice]

You're my fav! Thanks for the positive vibes Mark 🥰 I appreciate you so so much!!

[@caitmarie3167]

Oh Alice never be scared to tell us how you really feel. We're here for your amazing art but also we're here for you! Do whatever you gotta do for you to feel happy and fulfilled. Your true followers will support you no matter what. We love you alice 🥰😍

[@gabbywilliamson76]

Baylee was the first artist I started following on KZbin. I think I found her from searching copic markers. I think you should do whatever you want in your videos. It seems like the algorithms torment youtube artists. Your fans are following you because we like you and your work.

[@calliereymann8932]

Thank you for your honesty and for being authentic. The truth is there are a lot of people making beautiful art - there’s no shortage of art to admire (which is how it’s supposed to be, full of life not competition). But it’s harder to find artists to connect with, ones that make you feel encouraged, inspired, and not alone. It’s so easy to get wrapped up in performance and expectations, but ultimately you’re a person. I watch because I connected with you and your mental health journey. Just hearing you talk about procrastination or writing five things down in your journal and only get to two is huge for me. I’m struggling to accept progress verses completion and adjust my to-do list according to my emotional capabilities. All that’s to say I support you and look forward to seeing more of you :)

[@briannaholder6842]

I feel like this was the most relaxed, raw and honest video you’ve made, which has been so great and relatable. Thank you for being you ♥️

[@amberhurst9010]

I'm so glad that we get to see you doing something that feels more comfortable. I love this style of video and can't wait to see how you grow and continue to evolve. Have a wonderful evening!

[@lyndacoles]

I love this! Looking forward to a new style, happier, HulloAlice ❤️. I am so, so happy that you are NOT going to continue to struggle down that dark road of forcing yourself to make content that YOU are not interested in, just because of ratings. Personally speaking, I am not at all interested in any of the ‘I tried painting the Mona Lisa with Crayola Crayons’ type of stuff...even though it seems to be popular. And beginning-to-end art instruction videos, although useful, often send me to sleep 🤣. I would much rather see a happy, entertaining studio vlog, mostly unedited, with snippets of information and education and appropriate small voice-over sections. It makes so much more sense to interchange the presentation and content because it keeps the whole video fresh and easy to watch. Also Happy Alice is a joy to listen to and I also loved that you showed your space in all it’s messy-ness. That’s what real art studios look like, and it lends encouragement to those artists who are using a cramped corner of the kitchen table, or who think they can’t create art without an aesthetically pleasing space. Happy Alice’s enthusiasm is contagious and encourages people to have a go at creating themselves. And don’t forget that Nana Judi used weed to help with her pain and medical conditions. There shouldn’t be anyone that you feel the need to hide this from!

[@HulloAlice]

I love you mum 💕 thank you for supporting me in every thing I do 🥺

[@lyndacoles]

@@HulloAlice I just edited this, so look at it again ❤️. I love you too!

[@HulloAlice]

NO ONE TOLD ME NANA JUDY USED WEED

[@lyndacoles]

@@HulloAlice I thought I told you that before...

[@SketchWithBex]

This is so heartwarming, I'm super close to my amazing mum too and I can just tell you both love each other to bits. What a beautiful comment, this has really made my night. 🥰

[@rileybeam4854]

I know I personally watch your channel for *you*, your talent, your commentary, and your life as an artist. I'm so sorry that youtube has made you afraid of us, I promise we love you.

[@katelyn_814]

I have been watching your video’s for a while now and I am sticking to it. I will support you and your videos have always helped me when I’m unhappy or having a rough day I get so excited when I see a new video or even if I’m rewatching. Alice you have inspired me so much. Thank you for being so amazing. Love you!!!!

[@andreaalbrecht1537]

Hi dear Alice! I subscribed to your channel three videos ago, and what I was thinking while watching you was, "oh, how much I would love to see more of this girl's life than just the creative process". So, for me, this new type of content is literally a dream come true. I love you so much!💖🌹👍

[@Mama_T_448]

Alice!!! It’s so very nice to meet you! Thanks for making this video, sharing your struggles in such an authentic way wins you a more authentic audience. I’ve only been following you for a couple of years now and I have really enjoyed your content. I don’t think you’re alone in questioning your future direction on KZbin. A lot of creators are publishing similar vlogs. Heading in a direction that shares more of your real life while you create is a very special thing. Please keep looking after yourself though. Your health is more important than views! That said I’ll head twitch to check out your lives. I’m in Australia so our medicinal marijuana laws are quite different but we’re getting there. Sending loads of those positive vibes your way. Keep rocking the being ‘you’ part and the rest will be a piece of cake 🥰

[@thoughtfulwatcher]

I went through savage burn out on a form of art. I did it for nearly 20 years and sold to the public as a job. Now I can't stand the thought of picking up a brush and doing that particular art. This is such a hard thing to deal with, particularly for an artist. You need to do what is going to make you happy, healthy and helps you grow as an artist. If that means shifting over to Etsy or Twitch more than KZbin that's okay. If you need shift your content for YT to avoid the burnout, that's okay too. It's necessary and healthy. Take care of yourself! Find your balance - whatever it takes. Whatever happens (and it probably won't be nearly as horrible as what goes through your mind because that's human nature) YT will take care of itself. Your health is 110% more important.

[@Azareea]

I've also started with bailey and I really like that she merges her channels and I wanted to tell you that I really like this type of videos, vlogs and art are awesome!!!! 😁😁

[@nadeaner.cowley513]

Good for you girl, seriously good for you!!! I appreciate your true honesty more than you no, so refreshing!!! Much love ♥️♥️♥️

[@FranNyan]

In general, KZbin is a platform that eats itself. The algorithm destroys channels on the regular. You have other aspects of your art that you do that you love, so put those first and see youtube as a platform to wave a flag around to point people to those other aspects of your work. Do not worry about the numbers or the "is this the right content" or any of that. Do what feels right to you. Your views and other stats will tank regardless of anything that you do because that's just how youtube does it; it's just a chaos engine that way. So don't be afraid of putting up the "wrong" thing, and just ignore the people who just seem to be showing up to get offended, same as you would if that person was yelling at you from across the road. Those who appreciate you will be reasonable, and those who don't never mattered anyway. Good luck with your experimentations!

[@mitchelldaas]

Love your honesty and addressing your own vulnerabilities with you work. It takes alot of work to address your fears and shame around being a perfectionist :) Be true to you and people will follow. I hope it makes you feel more free in your life. I would love to see more humility of day to day work, show mistakes in art too, what's going on in your life, fun activities that gets us reaching out to you, etc. Thanks for sharing and proud of you for not hiding it anymore.

[@thesecretmermaidttv2506]

I HIGHLY recommend going to her Twitch!! I have very new to the community but it is a very positive and uplifting space where everyone is welcomed!! Alice, do/make what makes YOU happy and brings joy!! You've got a lifetime supporter here and I'm not going anywhere! ♥️♥️♥️

[@aprill551]

I applaud your self-awareness. People change and it makes sense that the channel would too. I am also an MJ user (its legal here). Congrats on being brave.

[@HulloAlice]

Tysm for the kind words 🥺💕 I really appreciate it!

[@RunikusArts]

I am too! What state are you in (if you feel comfortable sharing)? I am in Maine!

[@aprill551]

@@RunikusArts I'm actually in Canada :)

[@taylorkh818]

I'm here for it all. Be you, do you. You deserve happiness and are fantastic. Anyone who feels the need to judge the way you live your life and send you hate doesn't belong here. Looking forward to this new chapter in your content and channel.

[@melvincholy2923]

I subscribed to this channel for art content, but I also subscribed for HulloAlice content. Your personality was always a part of your videos, so if you're going to be making more vlog-like stuff, it's a bonus really!

[@HulloAlice]

Aww I love that perspective!! Because I def don't want to stop making art content, it's my passion! I just need to reformulate it. I am really liking the idea of combining vlogs and speedpaints or blogs and art tutorials, it could be fun!

[@KittenMoonshadow]

I'm currently 13ish minutes into the video, and I just gotta say... I'm tired of not being more true to myself and being afraid to say my opinion or my perspective on things. I'm tired of being worried about being judged etc. It's exhausting honestly... I also don’t really know how to change this...

[@HulloAlice]

Same girl, same. But we can go on this journey TOGETHER :)

[@KittenMoonshadow]

@@HulloAlice yeesssss! ❤ I'm glad we're friends~ I am extremely grateful to have you in my life. Also, now that I've finished the video in it's entirety... I would love more vlogs like this. Just you, being you, going about your day. Maybe working on art, maybe working in your planner, maybe doing any number of things. Derek, Linsey, the cats, you, all of it. 😃

[@HulloAlice]

Aww I'm so glad you liked it! I think having cats and working from home now and doing so much with the store and streaming it makes them much more interesting than "good morning, now I'm going to work!" "It's my lunch break!" "I'm home!" "I edited for 2 hours now I'm going to bed" lolllll 😂

[@KittenMoonshadow]

@@HulloAlice that's fair, haha. That sounds awesome. I hope I can be a full time artist and work from home at some point, it's like, my absolute dream. It's just not in the cards right now, haha. ❤

[@missismeghan]

[@HulloAlice]

Yesss happy stream Alice! She needs to be in this space too!!

[@missismeghan]

@@HulloAlice I also just realized that I I’ve the same case that you do for your laptop, if that is what is it! The floral hard case

[@Boiledpumpkinsoup]

I originally subscribed because I liked your art and you happen to be somewhat local to me, but I have never found you as relatable as I did in this video. I definitely plan to stick around and watch you branch out into whatever you're passionate about

[@dianeo]

People evolve over time, things change. Perfectly natural. So happy that art remains your passion, and I look forward to the changes on your channel and find it exciting! BTW, isn't it funny how our voices go up 2 octaves when we talk to our cats? LOL.

[@ChristinaTodd1970]

Alice, I’m so so sorry you feel this way. I see you. I hear you. You’re validated, girlfriend. I don’t know how else to say this, so here goes: ignore the haters, ignore the youtube drama. You do you, boo. We love you and no matter what you put out we will continue to watch. We like watching and hearing you, your take on art, your views and opinions. I don’t know when the world became such a hateful place but here we are, and its so sad. Those nasty, mean, hateful people? It’s not about you, it’s about them. Edited to add: I have bipolar II also as well as fibromyalgia. Whatever you need to do to feel better, DO IT!

[@pwhalersfan]

The beginning of your vlog hurt my heart. I started watching your videos for the art but stayed as you shared yourself and I could see how your story was reflected in your art. I have always been impressed at your willingness to be vulnerable with your videos as social media can be so cruel. I cried with you when you lost December and will continue to watch your content for you. (And your kitties are adorable!)

[@paranoiarpincess]

Hey, so I know a little of how you feel. I was born with JRA (Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis) and have been living with it now for what's slowly coming up on 38 years. As a kid, I was always super against anything "drug" related. That said, I'm also a massive proponent of the ideal. "Live and let live" so I never thought any differently of people who did do drugs. The reason I put "'drugs" in quotations because I relied on prescription medication throughout this time, and technically those are also drugs. On top of that, I don't really consider pot a drug. I mean, I know it is technically, but it's healthier than smoking cigarettes, messes you up less than alcohol, and isn't even illegal anymore here where I livr (Canada.) I have tried it for my Arthritis pain, although unlike your experience, it didn't do enough for me to spend time and money using it. That said, I really gained a healthy respect for how amazing a plant it really is for some people. I just wish it didn't have such a terrible reputation. Anyhow, I use now and again for my anxiety and stomach issues so I didn't abandon it when I learned that it didn't have an effect on my pain. :/ Anyway, just wanted to offer my solidarity and reaffirm that we're here for you! I wish you all the best and I sincerely wish the best for you ♡.

[@SketchWithBex]

My best mate has JRA, I have Psoriatic arthritis, it's tough living with chronic pain (we're both in out 20's). If people understood the daily impact of our symptoms I doubt they would judge the use of medicinal marijuana. Hopefully Scotland gets it's arse in gear and legalises it too. It could help a lot of people. 🤞 I'm so proud of Alice for talking openly on this subject. A brave thing to do and honestly, inspiring, anything that raises awareness is good in my book. 🥰

[@russatokarczyk8513]

Always do what makes you happy! Love your videos and I'm excited to see whats in store for the future!

[@melsgalleria]

I applaud you for coming on here and being honest, that took a lot of courage. As a person that also has severe anxiety and has struggled to get their channel up and going because of anxiety I totally get it. Do what makes you happy. I personally love studio vlogs, and your art, so be yourself and I will still be here. I need to start trying to catch your streams more often. I just haven't had the chance lately. Also post plenty of kitty cats, they are definitely purfect lol. I have two and they love to "help" me film and make art all the time. I am so happy for you that you made this decision to stick it out and find what does make you happy. That takes a lot of courage as well, it will also make your content better because your heart will be in it. Love ya, keep posting and I will keep watching. 💖 Also if it wasn't for you suggesting the White knights watercolors to me on one of your instagram streams, I would totally given up on watercolor.

[@ItsLizV]

yay I'm so glad you're vlogging! I love your backdrop. The fairy lights, the plants.. it looks so cozy to be in there! In terms of camera I use my phone atm, but there's a new camera that looks really good! Baylee has it, and ever since she shared it I've wanted it haha. It's quite expensive but.. it looks totally worth it!

[@LyndseyMacPherson]

I'm here no matter what! Found your channel because of art; immediately loved your channel because of you. Your thoughts, personality and energy resonate with me so much. Love and respect for sharing this and for modelling what it is to be a human being who is true to herself, cuz we all need to be reminded of what that looks like.

[@RunikusArts]

Alice, this is phenomenal. I love hearing you say that you want to share more genuine things on YT. I think this is my favorite video so far. I’m looking forward to seeing more vlogs (*if* that’s what makes you happy) and for the experimental phase you’re going to be on!!

[@jaxskal22]

Hullo Alice!!! I am new to your channel and I just want to say I love your vibe. You have already inspired me to be more creative and I am coloring a picture as I type! I also have come to a couple of your twitch streams and I am grateful to be part of the community! Looking forward to getting to know you more!☮✌😊

[@xwildnessx7845]

Yaaaaasssss! I’m so glad you decided to post this video, and I’m over the moon happy at all the positive feedback and love that you are receiving in the comments! I’m so here for an Alice Channel!

[@cynthiaearly5451]

As life progresses, who we are changes. I applaud you for being upfront and original. It can be really hard to be true to yourself. I have watched you for a few years now and you have inspired me to pick my art back up and start over which helped me thru some very difficult times. I love this video and look forward to getting to know the true you.

[@coreykrochmal3465]

I'm writing this comment before finishing the video BUT I think it would be cool to see a video about all your favorite things. Like favorite music, favorite places favorite foods and so on. I think it could be a cool way to reintroduce yourself as well as putting all the happy things in one video

[@christinegolley6852]

1. I’m so sorry you have felt this way for so long! Do what makes you happy. 2. I understand the trouble of dealing with bouts of nausea and vomiting. I have gastroperesis (along with a few other conditions) which sound fairly similar to your condition. I can tell you I would do almost anything to get rid of the nausea and vomiting! 3. Please try not to let what other people say about your medical condition and treatments get to you. You are the one that is living with the condition, not them. 4. I can’t wait to see the new content you create! Best wishes to you and your journey to finding the spark of joy in your work. 5. Thank you for being one of the people that has inspired me to start my creative journey!

[@Fluffball_crochets]

Doing what make you feel happy is a big priority. I will stick around even through the changes. Here is a cookie for being brave and changing things up 💛🍪

[@HulloAlice]

TY love you are always so unbelievably supportive of me! I appreciate it so much. And ty for the cookie YUM!

[@StephanieCorralArt]

You keep cuddling your cats, getting distracted and watching SpaceX! It has been sadly obvious that you're not happy doing KZbin, so glad your making a change for the better. .

[@HulloAlice]

I thought it was just a phase I could get myself out of, and I tried SO hard. But doing twitch made me realize what it was like to truly love something again and I USED to feel that way about KZbin. Filming this was the closest I've gotten in a long time, so I'm really hoping that by embracing who I truly am and sharing that I can feel happier and more at home here again! Ty so much for your kind words 🥺 I will cuddle all the kitties and watch all the launches!! 🥰

[@csouverein]

To be honest. I found you by accident. Some accidents are good!😊 The step you took by sharing all of this means a lot. For the biggest part your love for your community shows. This is your channel so you should be doing whatever makes YOU happy and proud about yourself. Sharing that is pure love. You true followers will be there, no matter what. I've been following Jazza for several years. He made some mayor changes and still going strong. Even stronger I might say.

[@briaroche1995]

I really miss old art KZbin videos of speedpaints and voiceovers of the art process. I know they’re not popular anymore but I really loved them. Also travel art vlogs, urban sketching and things along those lines. ☺️

[@sage.and.shadow]

I'm not much of a commenter, but think the differentiator for youtube vs traditional media is the authenticity of the youtuber being themselves and sharing that with their viewers. I clicked on the first video of yours I watched for the art you were making, but I subscribed for Alice. I love vlogs and getting to see the artist behind the art -- I'm looking forward to a more Alice channel!

[@laurentullos2835]

Love this! I lurk in your twitch streams when I can, doing what you enjoy doing for these vids makes them enjoyable for us to watch. You’re a super cool, sweet artist that we’re just happy to hang with!

[@rawanalhoori6002]

i hope you can find the peace and inspiration you need, i love your channel as it is but im more than happy to follow you in this journey of self rediscovering. i love vlogs in general studio or not, sketch/paint with me, sketchbook tours

[@michelleclifton8868]

So happy that you are finding happiness. I do not use weed, but only because my job makes it problematic. However my boyfriend has severe anxiety and insomnia and is able to live a much better, more comfortable and fulfilling life because of weed. When you actually see how much it can help a person's quality of life it's almost impossible to be against it. I have never really been that interested in videos drawing people. My art is all surreal and abstract landscapes. But I keep watching because you have always been a calm inspiring person. Excited to see your new content!! Do what brings you joy. 🥰

[@HulloAlice]

That's so interesting, because i've been getting MUCH more into more surreal art, landscapes, and botanical and natural themes, sometimes incorporating people, but not always any more!

[@Sanserifina]

I have noticed a lot of my favourite artists on here seem burned out, even if they are still creating content, and I wonder if it's because the platform feels so unforgiving and pigeonholing for people. I think artistic creative people need room to change and try different things. I am so inspired by you and very happy that you are honouring your authenticity as a person. Can't wait to see where this takes you 😍

[@AaronHendu]

That square thing removes rubber cement as well. I've had one for so long I don't even know where it came from.

[@HulloAlice]

It's AMAZING right?!?

[@AaronHendu]

@@HulloAlice It honestly is...I used it in college constantly. Pretty sure masking fluid is just rubber cement, now that I actually thought about it for more than a second.

[@AnneStanDesigns]

For the last year I’ve been binging on studio vlogs. Like clockwork, I fall into a creative slump from February to April. Studio vlogs have saved me from that in a weird way. So I’m here for the next step in your journey. Also been enjoying your Twitch streams. 💕

[@B311adonna]

Been here for a while and I say you do you girl! Your channel and your vibe will show through what YOU want to show! This is YOUR community and the real people will be here through it all!! Big hugs!

[@Sparkiiro]

Love you Alice! You've been there for me through my darkest time on this hellsite haha. You are amazing and I'm happy to watch anything you make~ I completely get you on the burnout with KZbin, it took me so long to find what I enjoyed about KZbin the most~ I hope you find that yourself!

[@Aykela]

Oh Alice, please do what makes you happy! Your channel is one of my faves and that is because of you, your art AND your personality. I can not tell you what youtube content will make you happy, I hope you will find the perfect fit for you. Xxx Edit: gurl, as long as i dont have to use weed with you, i am fine with it. My dad died bc of his drugs addiction, so i dont like drugs at all. But i still can have respect for you! I am just glad that it helps you!!! Personally i would like yo hear more about your illness and how this helps you:) Liked this video a lot. You be you!!! Xxx

[@Purpleannaline]

I love your content and I always will. You do you, and whoever doesn't like it can go away. You are strong, beautiful, and amazing when you are you. Don't be afraid, we love you no matter what. 😊❤❤🤗

[@rachelshaferly5524]

I love you. I love hearing you share your struggles and hearing your thoughts and opinions and aspects of your life. I look forward to more videos like this.

[@Wolfattwilight]

Ive been here for years! U cant scare me off that easy! Ya stuck with me! Mwahahaha!! Good on ya, u gotta put urself and ur happiness first. Be free, be kind, be brave and be happy. Im extremely excited to see what u do with this channel! This video was alot o fun! Ps i love the kitties yay!

[@flowerchildvee]

Alice, we're here for you! Do what makes you happy. 😁

[@marienkafer164]

Hi! Love you♥️♥️♥️♥️and want to support every thing you do😸just be yourself and do the things you want to do🙌🏻♥️♥️

[@HulloAlice]

Tysm 💕 I so so appreciate this!!!

[@rebecca7415]

We support you. Do what ever makes you happy. Much love.

[@Cxrriemc]

This comment may get buried but on the off chance you see it, I think you should take the channel in a direction that is 100% you and those that love you for who you are will stay. There's quite a few KZbinrs that I like but mostly just follow on insta bc while I love their art and they inspire me, I don't find much joy in just watching a faceless hand create and there be no voiceover or any way to feel the vibes of the other person. Also, when you're happy, it'll make those watching happy. So I truly believe that when you find the way to create that you find the most comfort in, people will still love to watch you and just love you as a person.

[@phyllisd3705]

Thank you for your open and honest video. What’s so cool about your channel (which I found because I wanted to learn about watercolor pencils) is that you are yourself. Without that inner core, what would be the point of watching? I look forward to seeing where you go!

[@leighannenight]

Awesome!! I don't comment often but today I will! I really enjoy your content and I'm proud of you for standing up for yourself and owning the things in life that bring you joy!

[@micaylalynn9281]

I'm here for an authentic Alice channel 🙌🏻 I'll keep supporting you regardless of what you post because I love this channel for YOU. You are a joy to watch, so you should also enjoy what you are making.

[@AprendiendoConAmberD]

Sometimes we just have to start our journey alone and find people in our way. Good thing is that you have a large community that supports you. Some people will leave and some other people will join. Just do what you have to do because this is your life. And even if we as followers had helped you grow your channel you don't owe us ANYTHING so upload what you want and when you want. Love your channel and wish you the best 🌼

[@jennasosa7740]

Awww, Girl, go live your life! You are FREE! Let this thing, that started as a fun hobby, an encouragement to others...but somehow became a ball and chain, fall to the side. Throw off all that hinders you from living in abundant peace! I have enjoyed your videos...but the truth is this: YOU OWE US NOTHING. People can be SO CRUEL on the internet... and in person. If this platform is compromising your health and wellness, let it go. That's my vote! ❤️

[@NellyBirdCreations]

Thank you for sharing. I’m very happy and excited for you and I can’t wait to catch one of your streams.

[@swing9799]

Yes girl! I am fully supportive of you being you and showing more of that! Also - you should make what makes you happy - we only have one life to live and you should follow your heart!!!

[@ArtistJane]

I can relate to your honesty in the beginning, and the truth is I feel like everything KZbin artist comes to want to do their own thing, not what people expect of them or the perception of that. Remember what David Bowie said about not playing to the gallery ♥️ I’m happy you’re staying and evolving as a person and artist. Those who are true will stick around because they truly dig you and your art. Also a fellow medical cannabis user for chronic pain! 🙌 I fully support you.

[@elysef9303]

I’ve been a longtime subscriber and your art videos relax me a ton. I love studio type vlogs since those are relaxing too! If you or any other YTer post a video that isn’t up my ally I just skip that one; it’s not a reason to unsubscribe and hopefully no reason not to post it. Have missed you and I’m so glad you’ll be posting more and without fear!

[@victoriamartinez9675]

I love the vlog! It’s great for me to be able to see a real day in the life of a full time artist. It’s not always glamorous, but it’s still a good life. Also your personality just makes me happy! Thanks for being real with us ❤️

[@seaberry9582]

ok first thing, im SO proud of you for posting this video even though you were scared. i started watching your videos in 2017. it's been 4 years and i too have grown, as a person and in the art department, we all change, this channel will change and grow too. AND OMG AN ALICE CHANNEL SOUNDS AMAZING. i'll forever be that 14 year old who watched your it's ok to make bad art video in 2017 and felt a little less alone or the speed paints with fun storytime voiceovers or the one marker challenge, lol sis im sticking around with you

[@ColzoArt]

Hey Alice! Thank you so much for being so honest at the start of this video, I'm sticking around and think I'll be getting twitch again. I've really enjoyed your content

[@SurinaSlackArt]

There is no shame in being your own fan, creating for your own enjoyment, and being yourself outside of the dreaded algorithm. I'll still be here to support you on your journey. And tbh I'm not going to tell you what I want to see, bc I want to see what you want to show. Also heck yeah, MMJ users of the world speak up!!

[@HulloAlice]

I'm trying to be a better advocate for responsible use and show that you can use MMJ and be a productive and valuable member of society!!

[@SurinaSlackArt]

@@HulloAlice I get you, and it's sad that we have to do so much convincing bc I've seen firsthand users of MMJ (and just MJ) who are loving parents, government workers, successful in business, etc. All looking really good on paper but keeping that part of their lives quiet. But, ya know, it's ok to talk about getting drunk. Make it make sense 🙃

[@Meri_Luo]

So glad to hear that you are going to make content you want to make, not what youtube says is popular! That is really brave and I hope more people would start to do that as well.

[@MajeedaArt]

Do what makes you happy this is advice that I think many of us need to take myself included, I'm new at YT & I already feeling similar in terms of producing content I've started stressing over uploading & overthinking in terms of whether the video is good etc. I remember watching Baylee Jae's update video regarding the changes to her channel & thinking wow that's cool! it must be so freeing, & I don't blame you for wanting to switch things up, I've been watching you're channel long before I became a subscriber I enjoy you're content & personality. I think you'll do fine in terms of the new direction, adorable kitties! by the way. have a great day ❤

[@froststar11]

Sending you positive vibes

[@NutCase]

you do you Alice! I only recently found you but I love your work and just listening to you!

[@HulloAlice]

Aww tysm!! And welcome to the Wonderland fam 🥰🥰

[@lindsayjayne2169]

Yesss!!👏🏻 You should always do whatever makes YOU happy, so thankyou for choosing to be vulnerable and sharing this💚

[@michelevidal7617]

IGNORE the negative people. Especially lately, some people find power in hating on others. You are a wonderful person. Done let em bring you down! Your true peeps love you for you!! xoxo

[@cheshiresiren8510]

Alice, sweetie, I came for the art but stayed for the wonderful person you are. Do what makes you happy and that makes me happy. I don't smoke due to health reasons and I don't like it but it doesn't change my view of you, as long you don't hurt yourself and anyone and stay happy, im happy. Thank you for being honest and hope things will go great for you! Love your vids, keeps me motivated and a reason to keep drawing. Hope to be just as good as you in art. Hugs and lots of love from a fan in Europe!

[@pattyw9418]

I love this so much. Seeing the true authentic Alice is my favorite thing ever. I love your art and appreciate your videos so much. Today, we have definitely seen the different Alices come together in this vid. Making changes is so hard and I hope you are very proud of yourself for following your authentic self. You are so dynamic and I am excited to see what you create from here. You are awesome and we appreciate you 😍😍😍😍

[@HulloAlice]

Thank you so much Patty! I like BEING the true authentic Alice! I tried really hard to just be MEEE in this video and I think.. I did it?

[@ms.chocolate3470]

You were one of the first art tubers I watched on KZbin. I have watched you for well ever it feels like. At the end of the day, this is your channel and your art so express it how you want to express yourself haha. Also, I love how you roller brushed your art work. #catlife

[@kevinluckham]

This is what artists actually want to see. The actual process. The day to day details that affects the creative process. How people put themselves into their art. You don't watch Bob Ross to see a painting. You watch Bob Ross to experience Bob Ross.

[@katsartjourney]

"I'm a sketchbook head" HAHAHA I loved this video. Love your courage and your honesty! You have created an amazing community that we love to be part of

[@sophiamia5456]

Loved this video and your honesty. I'm sure your videos will continue to be great and looking forward to watching them. So lots of love and positive vibes! ♡

[@AnaCrisisBlu]

you don't need to explain anything you want to do, we gonna love whatever you do here :)

[@ALLJArt]

So late to the party but I am so happy that you decided to do this! You shouldn't feel pressured to do stuff that makes you unhappy! When you work for yourself, you have the luxury to change things up and so you should, happy for you! I really enjoyed this video!

[@starpiste]

Love this! Be you! Be happy! I love chat while watching art happen. I also weirdly love you tidy your art space. 🎨🥰

[@Tezzica]

It took me awhile to subscribe to a lot of art youtubers when I first got back into using youtube after taking a break. I don't remember when I subscribed to you officially but I've been really vibing with who you are as a person. I definitely commented more via instagram and twitter then lurking on twitch stream nowadays. I've been more "supportive" in the fact I've probably over commented -- but it's refreshing to see you take ownership as in pivoting to make your channel what you want it to be so I'm here for it. Get dirty with the unknowns and experimentation so you can find your spark for this medium.

[@dylangreyluxe]

Alice, do everything you love on your channel. I will be supporting you through it all, and I'll make sure to subscribe to you on my own art channel when I log on again. I think your reaction is normal because we all try to fit a model, but really, the channels I love only grew when they did what they love. You can truly tell in someone's video when they truly do and don't care/enjoy what they do. I can't wait to watch you blossom with content YOU enjoy creating. I will always be supporting you, and I need to hop on your Twitch (hopefully you stream when I'm not at work or in class!)

[@HulloAlice]

*cries in overwhelmed happiness* you have no idea how much the support and love means to me 🥺 I usually do evening streams, they don't always but most often start around 7-8 MST!

[@dylangreyluxe]

@@HulloAlice oh!! we're in the same timezone so it'll definitely be easier for me to get on! I just followed you so I can make sure I get notifications when you do stream (Twitch noob over here.) You're going to do amazing things! I cannot wait

[@HulloAlice]

Ahhh that's so perfect!! I can't wait to see you there!! 🥰

[@jkuschelart2185]

Love getting to know the human hehind the art!! Hope to see more vlogs!

[@annastalhand7383]

I can't give this video enough likes, this is so important and I am so happy that you're taking us with you on this journey!

[@amberielle]

hi alice, i have watched your channel for a long time. i might have commented a few times, but mostly i have been a silent supporter. maybe i will make some changes too. :) i am glad that you decided to share your thoughts with us. i am sad that you have felt pressured about the type of content that you release. not everyone will like everything that you make, but that is okay. with the changes to your channel, you will gain new followers to make up for those that left. what is most important is that you are happy with yourself and what you create. i will be staying no matter what you decide to share with us. i have grown to really care for you, and like you as a person - not only as an artist. i am excited to get to know you better. p.s. i really love your cat! he is beautiful, and i love his eyes!