The Worst Day

[@greciacastellanos3441]

When she told her dog not be scared.. I couldn't hold back the tears😢

[@jemimacanfly]

When we put down our puppy dog, the vet told us, "putting down an animal in pain, and is incurable of this suffering, is the last gift any owner who truly loves their pet could do." God bless you and your family. X

[@LifeOfAmlet]

I cried like a baby again. I've watched this before. I have a dog that I love more than anything.

[@_SarahElizabeth]

My dog is being put down today. This vlog is exactly how I'm feeling today.. I hate this. Everything you said about your pet really is true, thanks for sharing this

[@charlieskidmore5211]

I'm so sorry! For your loss!!!

[@megantemperley8188]

My little puppy was only 1 year old when he got ran over on the 10th of December 2013, I also never got to say goodbye and it honestly is one of the worst feelings, a dog is part of the family and always will be, he really was like a brother and like a child& he's a massive loss, I bet a lot of people understand exactly how you feel fleur, I love you :) xxx

[@annahardy6000]

this is a late reply, but im so sorry for your loss! I have a dog who is 1 year and i wouldn't be able to cope if that happened to me, i hope you are okay x

[@yimenaaguilar953]

Well my dog got ran over and our family was chasing him then he went in front of the UPS truck and I never got to say bye all I said was "get out the road (with tears)" and I loved him so much he was never trained but he was still a good boy even up in heaven. he died October the 22nd we got him from church he was the best dogf I ever had and no dog could ever replace him then 2 years later my grandpa died and it broke my heart I will love them both but I had a other grandpa but I never saw him he died when my mom was pregnet with my oldest brother bye I loved then rip grandpas and Nike aka my dogs name

[@labradorlover927]

I lost my black labrador when she was 14 years old and I was 11 years old. At the time I was camping for 5 days . my family told me that she had passed away when I was camping . She was like a big sister to me and she would always be there for me😭. She also helped me with my anxiety and panic attacks😫. Sian died because she had stomach problems and kept having operations. One morning on the 29/07/13 at 9:00am she was rushed to the vet . Vet discovered that her stomach slited open and stomach acid was running everywhere in her body . Burning her kidneys , liver , veins , heart and so on . She was putted down on a Monday at 11:00am 29/07/13❤️ 5 months later I got a black Labrador puppy called Lucky. She was my world and she was like my little baby 😘. A month later she passed away when she was 4 month 1day old. 2 days before Christmas Day🌲. We took her to a fair and she collapsed in the middle of the street. I carried her home and then she kept collapsing. She went on a drip for a night at the vets. She came home , I fed her with a spoon and cleaned her if she peed her self because the drip maked her pee a lot . When I was holding her she started gagging , I thought she was going to throw up but she was taking her last breath😢. I can't believe that a puppy died in my arms because she had heart failure😭 she died on a Monday at 11:00pm 23/12/13 . I guess she wasn't very lucky after all 😭❤️ Love you Sian and Lucky so much. You still live on in my heart and soul💞😘❤️😭

[@guacamoletester4606]

Rip to any animal that has died!

[@aemit_s_]

Labrador lover Oooh, ;( I am sooo sory ;(

[@zoewilliams281]

I couldn't stop crying watching this! I remember when I lost my dog, Tess, two years ago, it was tough :( Some people don't understand how close we can get to our pets. Now I have a 2 year old Labrador named Archie :-) Even though I have a new dog, my family and I still talk about the fab memories we had with Tess!

[@startariot1993]

pets are family

[@user-rd6vu]

my names Tess and can I just say I'm so sorry xx😢

[@misstammygamble]

I know this is an old video, but I'm so so sorry. This brings back so many tough emotions for me because I lost my beautiful six year old pup to what I think is the same disease about a year and a half ago. Her body was attacking its own blood cells also and it came on incredibly suddenly.. and we lost her in 5 days too. She ended up having a seizure which caused her heart to stop, and she passed away before we could get back to the vet to be with her. It's the worst pain in the world. I hope Woofy and my Bailey are playing together somewhere xo

[@itsaimee8944]

Sorry :(((((((((((((

[@strawberryberry123]

Tammy Gamble on a

[@hilss2501]

I’m so sorry 🥺💔

[@likeanangela802]

Beautiful... Some people don't understand the sincere love we have for our pets, but a lot do... Cried like a baby... Thanks for sharing

[@Shiinystar96]

This actually made me cry. I'm so scared for my dog (who is healthy and young but still), Woof was young, too, after all. I'm so sorry Fleur, although you've got new puppies now - this is so sad.

[@dorsanassiry]

this whole Woofy thing made me cry for ages! and I will really miss her, but things got brighter when you got Squidge and Tweazle 10 days later, which was really brave, then you got Piglet and a lot of us have been supporting you the whole way, I really hate to have to come across this video that I once watched years ago, but just know that everybody here watching you now is supporting you through all your tough moments, and I hope you do well with your last 3 dogs!

[@dorsanassiry]

sorry, I meant Treacle

[@mariaericsdotter2704]

I lost my dog a few days ago. She was alone for 36 h before her surgery, and the vet called during surgery and said that she was filled with cancer. I went to see her and she fell asleep in my arms. I keep feeling so so so guilty for her being alone before the surgery. If I had known that she would not come home, I would have taken her for a long walk, played, cuddled and all. I hope I will not punish myself forever.. I just miss her so much. I have woken up every hour during the night, crying and apologizing. Gah. I guess watching this provides me with comfort and support. ❤️

[@MeganSmite]

My mini schnauzer was put down a week ago had him for 14years his liver was failing and he had CDD? Or CCD which is basically like dementia it was the hardest thing because the vet basically said he's like this and will only get worse over time until u decide to have him put down we kept him alive as long as we could but his liver problems meant he was eating and drinking lots but losing weight his back legs started to hurt and he struggled to stand up and walk around - the hardest thing iv ever had to deal with was coming downstairs and the kitchen door being open we have a large kitchen so he got locked in there at night time because his illnesses meant he started doing the toilet in the house and it was easier to clean than on the carpet for nights after I fell asleep with his little waterproof jacket in my bed after lots of crying we just got a new mini schnauzer today 1week after tod was put down we couldn't live without a dog we got him from a different breeder because the one we got tod from no longer did schnauzers I cried my eyes out when I read my new puppys papers and saw he was related to tod (tods parents are this dogs grand parents ) happy tears tho its like he's still apart of my life now

[@MsMOLLYKINS]

I lost my little girl in November 2014 watching this I felt like I did everything I could just like you and our babies mean the world to us. I'm glad you got to see her one last time . Bless

[@harleefrye5999]

God bless you💚💙💜💛💖

[@NileBakura]

Anyone who says "it's just a dog" has never loved an animal before ;; I'm crying my eyes out right now. I know this was a few years ago but R.I.P Woofie ;; No worrying about crying also, it's perfectly normal to be sobbing your eyes out. I'm at that part in life also. My baby boy puppy turns 14 next week and his health is slowing down, we nearly lost him a few days before Christmas but he survived but vet said he has about a year left in hi, if less. The important thing to know is you loved them every day and they will forever be in your memory.

[@gracfulgrace]

aww guys, i know this was last year but i just came across this now. I want to give you two a hug and when mike was speaking and his voice was cracking, i was done. *BIG HUG*

[@MrMarkhoar]

Omg I only started watching your videos today and losing a dog is like losing your heart it's the worst feeling EVER and I wish that wolf could of lived many more days

[@annettechatfield2407]

Her name was Woofy :)

[@OddlyMaison]

She truly was one of the most loved dogs in the world, and you gave her such a happy life!

[@kdonline119]

This breaks my heart :( at least your cat came to comfort you (something mine does without fail whenever I'm upset)

[@idontsignin]

A pet is never just a pet, it's family. I remember when I had to get my dog put to sleep, I cried for about a week. He had cancer which we never knew cause there was no sign of it until it was too late. He was 18 and I had him for 17 years. I've still got a picture of him hanging up on my wall and he's been gone about 13 years now.

[@DerZeitverschwender]

idontsignin 17 years is a huge deal, I bet he was so happy to have been part of your life for so long ❤️

[@jessicapark2910]

I don't think anybody really understand or knows the impact any pet has on your life until you have a pet yourself. They may not be a child or person, but that's what they feel like, sometimes even more. Pets are just as important to anyone as people are :)

[@SchmuckFool]

Just experienced a very similar situation with my dog who unfortunately suddenly passed away yesterday at the age of 12. I've never been so devastated in my entire life, he meant everything to me and he was put to sleep within the space of three hours of us knowing he was ill after previously never showing any signs of illness. I can honestly say these past two days have been the worst in my entire life, 2/3 of my life have been spent with this beloved dog and for it all to end so quickly...

[@caiitlinrogers6515]

I lost one of my dogs in april 2012 and another one back in march 2014,I've seen this before and both times cried like a baby😔. I'm so sorry fleur😭😭

[@evi5sos981]

Stay strong and it's always okay to cry ✞

[@nellonbookish]

Omg, I am sitting here crying like it's no tomorrow. I don't think a person who never had a dog will ever be able to understand the love a person can feel for a dog. It's like a best friend. I have a dog myself... and just thinking about that I will lose him some day makes me cry. I love him so much that it hurts.

[@grunderfolka657]

Fleur, it's not embarrassing to cry over a dog, it makes you strong❤️ I don't know what i'd do if my dog passed away, but I would probably cry for the rest of my life, so I understand❤️❤️

[@beaberger7462]

I'm very sorry for your loss!! :( I lost my cat few years ago because she got ran over by a car... it broke my heart and was one of the worst days in my life.. even its few years later I send you all my love and support.!!

[@melaniemurphyofficial]

This helped me so much to pay tribute to my cat Jamie Lannister in my new video...I was away on KZbin related project when he was put down and my heart is aching so much, still

[@ignaciobentley8747]

You all prolly dont give a damn but does anyone know a method to get back into an instagram account..? I was stupid lost my login password. I would appreciate any tips you can give me

[@kateclaessens7844]

My Dog died this week. I came back to watch this video because I was feeling really alone in how my family and I are feeling right now. My Lacey wasn't "just a dog" to us. She was a best friend to my dad, a teddy bear to my mum and even though my little brother is a 6''2, 16 year old now, she still watched over him like she did when he was a little kid. When she collapsed and lost the ability to move the morning she died, my brother was crying and every few minutes she would struggle to lift her head and check to see if he was okay. Even though it made it hard for her to breath, she wanted to see if David was alright. We loved her so much and she loved us back. Dogs can't talk like humans do but their actions can say so much more about love and acceptance and joy than any words could.

[@LolkaG]

This is probably the worst couple of days now really. My dog was put to sleep last friday and I really can't stand all the feelings and the missing. I had her for 14 years and not having her is just explainable and awful . I just miss her sooo much, I don't even know why I'm sharing this. I just felt like maybe letting it out might ease the struggle. How do you do this? How to cope?

[@Gryffindorcrazyhp]

It will get better. Now it doesn't seem that way but it will. I lost my dog after having him 1 year. I was lost, he was my baby, I saw him get hit by a car and it messed me up really bad. He was so spoiled to me, everywhere I would go he would be there. He couldn't sleep unless I was by his kennel. However, it all takes time and it will get better, hang in there

[@LolkaG]

Thank you! And I'm really sorry for your dog!

[@Gryffindorcrazyhp]

Your welcome. Thank you

[@lovegoodxo]

I know it doesn't feel like it now but with every day it gets easier. I lost my dog four years ago and I still miss her dearly but the horrible, empty pain does ease. Sorry for your loss❤️

[@LolkaG]

Tilly Austin Thank you! Sorry for your loss!

[@nikkyl1721]

This is 2 years old and I'm watching and crying and remembering a puppy I had lost 2 years ago as well through a fluke accident. No one should ever blame you for grieving for a pet. They're just as much family as a person is.

[@TieganSwift]

I cried a lot watching this, my dog Mitsy got put down in October and in November we got a labradoodle puppy called George who is the best thing that's happened since

[@rebeccadoesart7056]

I couldn't stop crying watching this, I lost my Cocker Spaniel to the same disease 10 years ago and then two days ago, I found out that my current dog has a brain tumor

[@schnuffel1802]

I was crying so hard. I have my dog for 1 year now, and I love her so much, couldn't imagine a live without her, she's my best friend..

[@briet09]

Same here with me ! Ive had my dog for 3 years now and I love him so much xx

[@teddytheshihtzu4341]

Same with me. I couldn't live with myself if I lost my dog teddy. I wish he could live as long as I live.

[@misscandescence]

Watching this made me so sad, something similar happened to me a few years ago. You never really realise just how much of a family member your dog becomes until something like this happens. It's literally like losing a part of yourself, I hope your beautiful new puppies have helped. I'm still waiting to get another dog, I think my family don't want to risk the same thing happening again. Thank you for doing this video fleur, it must've been so hard

[@glasshalffull5565]

Don't listen to what people tell you. A dog or cat or any other pet is NEVER just a pet. They are part of people's families. I love my dog like she's a sister.

[@Mrs15swain05]

Don't care what people say now but I got 3 little russian hamster sisters last christmas. One died in July, she was only 7 months old...and I cried a lot!! And no, don't care if people say she was ONLY a hamster. She had a little personality...she made me laugh, she was so tame and friendly. RIP my little Nyx...x

[@emilybrown2887]

I had a dog and we had to put him to sleep in 2012. The way I got better was by going to build a bear and making a stuffed animal in memory of him and I put the collar that he wore 24/7 on the stuffed animal. My parents got him when they moved into the house and he was by my side the day I got home. Even though he passed away 3 years ago I still have dreams that he is sitting on my bead and ill wake up to pet him and when I see he's not there I start to cry. But I'm still getting better

[@kellinarramore6480]

She was such a precious fur baby!!!I am new to your channel and have enjoyed watching your older videos and they have had her in them!She was just precious!!!Love of anyone or anything is amazing!!!Loss is so so hard!!I can tell she is loved!!!

[@annavangeleuken5789]

My cat died unexpectedly yesterday. Apparently she had a tumour. I am heartbroken and can't quite believe it. Had to think of this vlog, exactly how I feel too. Pets become part of a family and she will be forever missed, my family loved her dearly.

[@levip0ssib0s75]

Mine did too 😭

[@bonniepenn3251]

This made me cry and I'm watching this on Christmas Eve 😭😭

[@malloryseyboldt]

Watching on Christmas Eve too. 😰😹😹😭😭😂😂

[@statusupdate13]

I'm sitting here crying like a baby just thinking how hard it must be to lose a pet. I have two cats and two dogs and they're like siblings to me and I don't ever want to lose them and I know it happens but it just so hard. I know I'm probably just rambling now but I don't know what else to say. I'm just going to sit here and have a good cry.

[@Jennafer0618]

This video made me cry so hard because it reminded me of everything we did for my dog jake when he had cancer and it spread everywhere. I'm like balling my eyes out writing this

[@MsMooselet]

I just lost my dog last night due to heart failure. I had him for 13 years, and his death was so sudden. I don't really know what to do. Have taken the day of, because I can't go to work crying and without sleep. I don't like being at home because I look over to where he use to sleep in his little house. How do I stop crying again? It really is a chock and it was painful to watch. Where do I go from here?

[@breatheless]

when mike came in it broke my heart

[@quinnhouse4379]

OMG im just bawling to myself. I know this is an old video but im sorry for your loss. x

[@holliebivens2259]

I do animal rescue, and I have to say I really feel like getting another pet is such a personal thing. There are no right or wrong time frames or feelings. I've had perfectly amazing families come to us straight from the vet, and others who had to wait a long time. Every heart is different, every family is different, and every pet is different. For me personally, I do need pets in my life and getting another would be the only way I could cope. So much love to you.

[@LucyA200]

I was crying watching this I'm so sorry

[@devilschild10286]

we lost Maggie a cat that was 19 years old and mom had her even before i was born got her when she was born cause grandmas friend owned Maggies mom. she got hit by a car because i went to the store next to my house and came back and didnt realize she had followed me. mom came home with her her hip was broken and a nice lady had picked her up off the side of the road(she had crawled onto the sidewalk) and taken her to the animal sanctuary where mom works....we took care of her for awhile but she couldnt go bathroom we had to clean her regularly with washcloth, couldnt walk and was loosing her hair...and was in pain all the time so after about a month or so we decided to put her to sleep....i went with mom for support and we both saw the life leave her..we have a permanent foster cat now that lives in my room with me that looks almost just like her and she stays in my room and mom has called her maggie a couple times...i think its been maybe a half year or so now? maybe less but its still hard we still think about her all the time and i still mistake tinkerbell(pure simese permanent foster) for her sometimes

[@ArioneCS2]

I'm so sorry for your loss :(

[@jessicalau3152]

I'm sure Maggie had lots and lots of love,happiness in her long years with your family... now her story's ended but will be in your hearts forever...

[@sophiew9155]

Omg I am crying in 2015 listening to this im so sorry

[@avelinn8]

I cried so many times while watching this. I know you have new puppies and I hope they bring you joy and happiness. Woofy will never be forgotten, she was a family member and that's how we all feel about our pets. Keep thinking about the good times with her :)

[@shelbebailey3381]

It's ok. Now am crying

[@danielscott7978]

I'm crying now

[@sarahgreening6826]

Same

[@mattprier9957]

Peter Greening same

[@GDCilia]

Same but I do not have a dog

[@allayah]

same R.I.P

[@mnelson2008]

Dog's Death - John Updike She must have been kicked unseen or brushed by a car. Too young to know much, she was beginning to learn To use the newspapers spread on the kitchen floor And to win, wetting there, the words, "Good dog! Good dog!" We thought her shy malaise was a shot reaction. The autopsy disclosed a rupture in her liver. As we teased her with play, blood was filling her skin And her heart was learning to lie down forever. Monday morning, as the children were noisily fed And sent to school, she crawled beneath the youngest's bed. We found her twisted and limp but still alive. In the car to the vet's, on my lap, she tried To bite my hand and died. I stroked her warm fur And my wife called in a voice imperious with tears. Though surrounded by love that would have upheld her, Nevertheless she sank and, stiffening, disappeared. Back home, we found that in the night her frame, Drawing near to dissolution, had endured the shame Of diarrhoea and had dragged across the floor To a newspaper carelessly left there. Good dog.

[@nervous_wreck22]

Dude you made me cry! 😢

[@sembrey1956]

I am so sorry for your lose how did you tell your kids.

[@user-rd6vu]

mnelson2008 god you wrote this beautifully.... and I'm so sorry.😢

[@mnelson2008]

Hi ! It's Updike...and yes, beautiful.

[@lotte_]

I am so sorry for your loss. I think it is so brave of you to put this up! I know how you said a pet is not like a child or a parent, but a pet is part of your family as well.

[@idontcare0953]

Tomorrow my dog Sam is getting put down. I'm so sad, although I was fortunate enough to have had him for nearly 15 years, it's so hard. I won't have another dog for several years since I'm about to move out and I want to travel and such while I'm still young. And my parents don't want another dog. But no dog can replace Sam

[@TannaJade_VT]

I legit just bawled my eyes out D,:

[@eleanorday9011]

I'm so sorry about Woofie but at least you now have Treacle, Squidge and Piglet.

[@georgiahetherington2795]

This made me cry so bad. It reminded me of my cousins dog because it, I went round and I noticed that something was wrong. Her tail wasn't waggling like usual, and she had swollen up majorly. So my uncle took her to the vets and it turned out she had a tumour which had eaten through he instant ones, stomach lungs and was starting on the heart. They ended up putting her down and I cried. We shared the same birth date and were the same age. She helped me get over my huge fear of dogs.

[@amberboyd9456]

Sorry for your loss of woofy rip woofy

[@Millytheicecreamxoxo]

232 people have no souls

[@grandmasterreggae]

Milly the ice cream xoxo Just for that comment, I disliked the video. Have a nice day :)

[@Millytheicecreamxoxo]

PraiseTheSun! Ok that is your choice but remember you have no soul

[@Millytheicecreamxoxo]

PraiseTheSun! ok

[@MrPerson3572]

Milly the ice cream xoxo now 236! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO!?!? XD

[@Millytheicecreamxoxo]

Hunter Peach ARGHHH

[@izzywizzydoodah]

I`m crying right now

[@georginalewis658]

Losing a pet is the worst feeling! I lost both my dog of 17 years, and my cat of about 13 years within a month of each other. I didn't know quite how to deal with it and I refused to believe it for a while, because it just seemed so unfair. I have now moved to London and sadly had to leave my other dog behind with my parents. I always feel stupid saying it, but my animals are like my babies and thinking about not having them is so painful! This video just brought out so many emotions and I felt I needed to post to get over them.

[@nothanks2189]

Pets are family ❤️

[@MinecraftGirl-to2xi]

I miss woof 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@make-a-wishchild150]

Any one else cried their eye balls out?

[@firstbornblondie]

I just watched this video and I my heart aches with you so much. My family and I just lost our dog this past March due to kidney failure. We had to put him to sleep because there was no chance to recover and he was not eating or drinking anything. I still cry and I miss him walking around the house. He was such a sweet amazing beagle and a part of the family. You are in my prayers.

[@CocoBorderCollie]

why are you smiling when you are telling us about the dog having the illness thingy?

[@beautyloverx2]

because shes trying to stay strong? also if u didnt see she is crying ..

[@Bbelblelo]

bc she was obviously super happy about it. are u nuts?

[@CocoBorderCollie]

happy about her dog dying!! :o

[@loleo64]

Capricewilton Don't be horrible.

[@CocoBorderCollie]

i'm not.

[@astraeaaa6]

200 people don't have a heart :(

[@ellamodefashion]

I don't understand why anyone would have a reason to go out of there way to give this video a thumbs down

[@hannahelvete]

ella-mode fashion blog Its very difficult to empathize with rich people.

[@ellamodefashion]

***** what a ridiculous this to say

[@Hanban101]

206

[@LisaNYC70]

I lost my dog when she was 3. They are a member of your family. They are like your child. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her and miss her terribly. She can't be replaced, but one day I hope to get another. Anyone who craps on a persons sadness over the loss of a pet is someone who has no true understanding and is emotionally stunted.

[@harrietgraham3545]

This pulled at my heart strings so much. My dog was put down in January this year and it was the worst thing ever considering i had him from the age of 5, it really is one of the worst things because it's like losing your best friend. I'm still not over it and will always miss him. I know this is an old video, but I'm sending you both my love x

[@DerZeitverschwender]

Watching this again years later and it still makes me cry. It's so painful to lose an animal friend.

[@Lauren-pc1to]

I remember watching this vlog when it first came out and it’s always stuck with me. My husband and I just lost our dog last month, she was only 4 too & the centre of our world… hearing the words from this vlog has put everything I’m feeling right now into words. No one can replace the first pet you get as a couple and she’ll always be no1 in my heart 😔🤍

[@gerri1016]

I had my dog for 15 years and watched him suffer for 9 hours before he passed away in my arms. The animal hospital was opening in a half an hour but he decided to pass away right before we could take him. Watching anything suffer the way he did is absolutely painful and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I am so sorry for your loss!

[@chelseabilger2944]

you guys are so loving and amazing. losing a pet is so hard and painful. you feel so helpless. so sorry for your loss

[@kayleigh6763]

Throughout 2017, I lost my pet rabbit, 4 rats and 3 guinea pigs, all of which passed from old age, and this is exactly how I felt about each one. Having a pet is like having a child, and losing one is one of the worst feelings you can ever have.

[@megan_potter7920]

I am watching this 2 years later, I watched when this happened, and I was so sorry for you and now I know how losing a pet feels, as I lost my beloved cat, Millie when she was 5 years (a few weeks ago) and she got hit by a car when I was on holiday and the day after we came back we found out that she passed away instantly and I didn't even get to say goodbye, she meant everything to me and some people just don't understand the pain of losing a pet until they go through it. Things will never be the same when you lose a pet as they are all different!!! 😭😭

[@laurengibb2063]

I was in the same situation in the summer. We lost our 14 year old Springer Spaniel Barney in the summer but he was in loads of pain and he was very ill. I still miss him loads and our 8 year old Labrador retriever Bella misses him too I think. I feel the pain and I know how upsetting it is to loose a pet.

[@Kidlitwriter]

I had to put my little white dog to sleep this past fall because she developed a tumor in her lungs and got so uncomfortable that she couldn't lay down. I was lucky enough to be able to hold her in my arms as she drew her last breaths. It was one of the hardest things I've ever experienced, so never apologize for loving your pet so deeply. There are many of us out here who feel the same way about our furry loved ones. I'm sorry you had to bear this loss.

[@bethanyandrew2179]

This made me cry, I know the loss of a family pet, I had my dog for 12 years before he had to be put to sleep, he had diabetes, artheritis, he was going deaf and blind and we think he also had cancer, he had to be put down and that was the saddest day of my life, this was 2 months ago, I know your pain keep strong xxxxxx

[@rhiannontwigg3507]

I've watched this a couple of times now and it always gets me so bad :( I still miss my old dog that was put down about 9 years ago now and it was so awful to lose him and the loss is always horrendous :( I can't even bear to think about losing my current dog now. They are just extensions of the family no other explanation for them. I'm just so glad you have the poopies now because, no they don't replace her but they help heal and remind you of all the good parts to pets :)! xo

[@alienduck]

This was so difficult to watch. You are both so brave to share your grief with so many people. I lost my dog much older and we knew it was coming so I can only imagine how you feel. It feels wrong to "Like" this video and I can't do it.

[@hospitalgal101]

I am trying so hard not to cry, I had a bernese mountain dog, in december she got cancer in her lungs and stomach, a week later we took her back to the vet and we decided to put her down because she could hardly breath, so sad for you, but happy you have your new doggy friends!

[@annevanderkuil7408]

I lost my dog as well recently, and I cried my eyes out watching this video, it is not just a dog, it is a family member, and they will live on in our hearts

[@heidicalabrese3014]

I lost my cat today after 14 years to a heart attack during a dental. She wasn't young but man was she a gorgeous, fancy young and healthy 14 yr old Cat. She was my heart. This video made me feel better. Love Wolfie and you xoxox

[@hannahelizabeth65]

aww fleur, thank you for sharing this. I've watched you on youtube for about 6 months now and just came across this. I'm sat here with my 9 weeks old puppy and it makes me so sad to think of anything happening to him. Owning a pet brings so much joy and happiness and so much heartbreak when we say goodbye... Im sure you gave her such a happy life whilst she was here. x x

[@msgeekyteacher]

At about the same time this happened to you we lost two of our cats. One of them was a 10 year old Siamese, and the other one was a young kitty of about 3 years. The little one went through something similar to your dog, and I can tell it is a horrible situation. Now we remember them the best we can but I cannot deny the first months were awful - coming back home, sitting on the sofa and watching tv or even cooking. I sincerely hope you now remember your dog as is deserved by a loved one :) hugs from Argentina

[@elainehoward8822]

Sobbed along with you, my little Yorkshire terrier Pebbles is my baby, and 2 weeks ago she ran out of the house to my daughter, but something over the road just got her attention and she ran, a car knocked her down and for a moment we all feared the worst. We were all crying and screaming, we got her to the vets within ten minutes, and she was so lucky, she stayed with the vet until late that night, then we took her back the next morning and again after the weekend. Pebbles is fine now thank th

[@pashaboutnails5821]

I only started watching your videos today, and this one seriously tugged at my heart strings. I lost my beloved Rosa (demanding loveable Burmese queen) June 2014 and this bought all the bittersweet memories back. Thank you for sharing this very sad episode of your life.

[@Bex-f4x]

We lost our little king charles spaniel Charlie this morning and we are just devastated, and I needed to watch this today just to know that we weren't alone in feeling so lost at losing him. Thank you Fleur

[@hollymusk8769]

this made me cry, she will always be with you if you never forget her. She sounds a lovely dog and you sound a lovely owner. she will always be in your heart.

[@skyro8254]

Just because she is not with you she will still follow in your hearts. She is one strong,amazing and talented dog!! Be strong xxxxxxx

[@MrJustbj]

RIP Woofy, so sorry for your loss :( I actually lost my Greyhound at the end of last year, again it was very very sudden. He developed diabetes which then lead onto all of his organs shutting down. He lost weight rapidly and became so so weak, so the kindest thing to do was to put him down. He was a huge part of our life for 4 years. The hardest thing for me was that I wasn't there to say my goodbyes- I was at uni. But in the future we will probably get another dog. Be strong and chin up

[@pollyrobinson6897]

This made me cry, I couldn't even think how my life would be without my dog, I love him and I feel you.♥

[@IMBirdie76]

I am so sorry for the loss of your woofy. My cat Buster had the same exact disease and he died 7 days after we took him in for the first time. I loved him more than any other pet I have ever had, he was the very best and I miss him so much. I have tried to finish watching your vlog many times, but it was hard to see you go through this. I just wanted you to know that I don't think your saddness is wrong at all, it is so hard to lose those we love no matter what form they shape. Thank you for doing this, I just wanted to let you know that it meant something to me. Again, I am so sorry.

[@kcpoll17]

This made me cry so much! It remind me of my family dog, Bubba, that I got for my 7th birthday who passed away when I was 20 and away at college. I got a chance to say goodbye to him in March, but he passed away unexpectedly in May 2010. I was heartbroken, and it still really makes me sad. I love to remember all of the good memories though!! Animals reach a special place in your heart because they love unconditionally. I'm sending happy thoughts your way! I hope you are feeling better! :)

[@charlotteeemmaaa]

i cried a lot at this , it reminded me of bad things , the exact same thing happened to me and it's heartbreaking not being able to be with your animal before the die , especially when they're young , it's very sad but we know they no longer have to suffer and even if they survived they wouldn't be the same. I'm sorry for your loss x

[@Barnesy71]

your pets are family...and are always happy to see you and never judge. Sorry i didnt see this video last year...glad you are healing and moving on. The new pups look wonderful and cant wait to see those videos! love you Fleur!

[@Amelie1013]

I lost my dog recently after a short period of illness, so I can really relate to what you went through. And it is just wonderful that you went ahead and got new puppies. I'm still looking into getting a dog, partly because I'm afraid that all we'll be doing is trying to replace him and that's just not an option. Best of luck to you and the puppies

[@aliciahilimoniuk6879]

Tears were definitely streaming down my face watching the last part of this vlog, So happy that you have three other doggies running around making your house a home but of course nothing will ever replace woofy. xoxoxoxo

[@georgiamegansmith]

Literally cried my eyes out at this, I'm not the biggest fan of dogs but I know how it feels,my cat had a similar disease and I never got to say goodbye to her either and I still haven't got over it, and it was over 5 years ago now. Just stay strong fleur, we love you xx

[@Tia7910]

My heart broke watching you hurt so much. I'm so sorry for your loss. I can relate to your experience because I lost my poodle Max to kidney failure one year ago & I still cry. He was my baby. You gave Woofy so much love & you will always have those great memories. =). Glad to see you got puppies now.

[@IngiiShiit]

This made me cry so much...i keep looking at my dogs and cant just handle the pain i would feel losing them...