EP 6 - I Almost Broke My Celibacy Last Week... OOPS! | Fighting Temptation

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Get ready to laugh, gasp, and hear the honest truth as I tell you all about a recent moment that tested my celibacy journey! In this episode, I'm sharing the hilarious and oh-so-relatable details of how I came this close to breaking my vow. Join me for a candid and entertaining storytelling session that proves celibacy isn't always smooth sailing. So grab your headphones and get ready to dive into the hilarious & real world of almost slip-ups with yours truly, B. Simone!
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[@Whoistiffanynicole]

Don’t revisit anything! He has not expressed a desire to be with you or any intentions on building w you. You have come to far in your healing journey to take 10 steps back. Do not start attempting to move towards anything or assume anything unless he makes his intentions clear vocally on being w you. And willing to show you his intentions. Other than that he is just a friend…and don’t go to his house again, let alone his bed! Protect your heart and move w wisdom.

[@daniellerichardson3636]

i definitely agree if he doesn't have any real intent to be serious and be committed dont even open that door at all

[@shavontaknowes]

Agreed

[@londiew7624]

💯

[@monicabro0404]

I love the way you broke that down

[@chryshawndaadams8429]

Thatttt part!!!

[@sahnrain2791]

😂😂😭 B that is NOT your husband. He seems like a smooth talker who knows you very well and uses that to his advantage! If I was your friend I'd convince you to not even be his friend!! Love him only as a memory girl.

[@Sl-gi7om]

Been there!!

[@zahriarhyne5967]

my sentiment exactly!

[@danilaroche1156]

Stay far away. You were just a convenience for him. Only date or talk to a true Godly man with sincere intentions.

[@MySpiritualDesire]

A quote I love is “ don’t go back because you’re too impatient to wait for better” something like that & it stuck!

[@Vickie262]

Don't go back. You were delivered for a reason.

[@sodavidhill]

You mentioned in a previous episode that you're going to start going to God and asking Him for guidance and not make a decision without Him. This is a perfect opportunity to do so. 🤓 ask Him what you should do. His answer is more valuable than anything we suggest

[@amberbug90]

Yep, she said she was gonna go to God first. Stay with that.

[@TheodoreBakes]

FACTS!!

[@amirarenee8876]

💯

[@rashannagibson2945]

Best suggestion!

[@ericagreen8803]

Yes I love this consult Jesus- he has the last say period!!!

[@Crystal-ow2gm]

It trips me out how he STILL doesn’t want to commit to you? The comment about “if I marry someone, they’ll need to know I’m not cutting you out” is INSANE?! I hate how men just let “The one” go! Literally, mind blowing!

[@brookeyboo713]

Very good point 🤯

[@txm.9021]

It's all game. He knows she's not the one for him that's why he's still not committing. I hope she doesn't go for that. If he really loved her she would be the one he would marry. Why would he say "i have to tell my WIFE, I'm not cutting her off" 😂😂😂 sounds like he wouldn't be ready to be married then 😂 he's basically calling her his favorite clown 🤡 I can't with him 🤮 out

[@TheodoreBakes]

@@txm.9021 yep basically!! I had that same situation with my first childs dad (my child passed) so we still communicate but once he told me that, I was like ohhh yea, leave that all the way alone. just be cordial.

[@LoNicely]

This point‼️ He still has feelings for her. If I was the wife you for sure would have to dead that, kissing her while she’s sleeping… 🫤

[@karlitabell1735]

I feel like when they say that it’s just a control thing. You will marry someone else but not me like why keep me around as your friend because then the wife will feel some type of way. Naw let your wife be your friend. 😂😮

[@NotDefeated91]

57:42 you knew the answer! Him rolling over and not even wanting to talk after rejection speaks volumes. That’s a game they like to play to guilt trip you 😂 I know the ending of this story far too well. VULNERABILITY 🚫✋🏾 throw that ish in the trash 🚮 Move on and move forward. I’ve almost fallen for temptation too but God said, “Is what I have in store for you not worth your patience?” And I immediately snapped out of it. Keep breaking those strongholds. Remember your values. Make a covenant with God! 🤞🏾 And use your discernment at all times

[@billilauryn2024]

Yesss!! That was the tell sign for me too ! Him rolling over and not wanting to talk about her saying no - the fact that he peacefully went to sleep and she was up wide awake.. no ma’am run!!! Before you need another 5 years of healing ! That’s not your husband-

[@sophialatriece]

THIS!!!

[@kiylaamari5937]

In my opinion, from when he said ‘when he gets married, he will tell his wife that he won't be cutting you off’ that would have been everything I would have needed to hear. I loved this episode and your honesty! Cheers to continued celibacy lol ❤

[@Lavi_407]

That part!❤

[@dyrandoms]

There you go! Cause clearly he doesn’t see her as his wife.

[@annaR973]

exactly! he doesn't see B as his wife! let him go

[@Lavi_407]

@@annaR973 He literally confirmed it😞Get out the way B🥺🙏🏽❤️From a biblical standpoint, I would’ve corrected him and let him know that his wife’s feelings and his marriage supersede whatever they had. And I doubt B would want her husband saying that to her😭Speaking from experience: I cut off a platonic childhood friend because the relationship was no longer deemed appropriate in my opinion once he found his wife. I’m not finna be hitting you up and crying on your shoulder or taking long rides with you. You are someone’s husband sir😌 It’s just so inappropriate and disrespectful.

[@kiylaamari5937]

⁠​⁠​⁠​⁠@@Lavi_407this! No regard or respect for his would be wife at all and if he wouldn't respect her, he wouldn't respect B. B said that she wanted to be chosen, him saying these little things would give the illusion of him ‘choosing’ B and would get her to drop her guard which it did. Hopefully she's prays on it and gets her answer. I too have ended many platonic friendships for the same reason!

[@t.i948]

People can easily mirror you B. Please keep moving forward!!!

[@rwallace0110]

It’s a hard no. Please don’t go back. I’m praying for you sis.

[@IrisCannon]

“ it’s been a long time since big mama has felt this” Girlll I love you down ❤❤❤❤❤thank you for your transparency because the timing of this video is divine!!

[@dagifted_1]

One prayer God always answers FAST..... If this person is not meant for me or doesn't need to be in my life, please remove them!

[@anitramonique5694]

Absolutely!!!!

[@Lavi_407]

Whew! You telling the truth😮‍💨And some folks are afraid to pray this too cause they already know what God about to do🌪️

[@kende2079]

If this isn’t the truth then I don’t know what is!

[@TheodoreBakes]

aint this the truth!! I be shocked how quick he is

[@NishaC16]

And you right!!!!

[@LoNicely]

The unsolicited kiss…🔮🐍 Keep it moving B! It’s too familiar. Don’t even know if it’s worth being platonic because the right conversation will open you back up and lead back to place you had to fight hard to heal from. Hoping you have a great accountability partner for the lifestyle you’re trying to pursue.

[@annep7602]

I folded after 5 months strong. It wasn’t worth it but if I can do 5 months I can do more. Also B don’t go back…. Idc. While y’all praying for her, pray for me too.

[@amberbug90]

The Lord is with u. Fast, pray, and get in them Scriptures TOUGH and listening to some sermons/messages TOUGH. PRAY ALWAYS. Gotta have that armor on and secure. WE ARE AT WAR‼️The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! Building that intimacy and dependency with the Lord is gonna help u to be enduring/steadfast, unmovable and abounding in the work of the Lord Your taste for what is not good for u WILL change. But u gotta train yourself! 1 Corinthians 15:58 Ephesians 6:10-18 Matthew 26:40-43

[@Shefightsdifferent]

I will be standing in agreement with you! Forgive yourself and receive the Fathers love and forgiveness. There is no condemnation in Christ. Block, and walk away. Don’t revisit their socials or reread those text… it’s a trap! You got this and He has you!

[@WaverlyRose]

B don’t go back. What you’re describing sounds like a soul tie. Those are extremely hard to overcome but they’re not from God. Honestly you still sound like you’re in love and I totally get it!! I do. But just think if you feel this way about Mirage, how you will feel about your husband. The more entangled you get with Mirage the less emotionally available you will be for the man God has for you. Don’t go back! Remain steadfast and pray for clarity. Thank you for sharing! We’ve ALL been here

[@feedyourfaith7392]

She had the same soul tie for DaBaby. Some people love getting played. Why cycle back to someone who hurt you deeply.

[@danilaroche1156]

​Why cycle back? Unbroken soul ties, naive thinking. Believing in fairy tales. Loneliness. Witchcraft. I went back to an ex but I honestly think he put a spell on me. No joke. He was promising marriage too but he lied. I am not going to even kiss till I'm married. FR.

[@WaverlyRose]

@@danilaroche1156lol! The last guy I dated was mad bc I wouldn’t kiss him. But I was like SIR, you just told me you had a one night stand like two weeks ago. We’re not in a commitment so do you, but don’t get mad at me bc I’m not interested in whatever you have going on in that mouth that you’re so willing to share with strangers. Tighten up and then we can talk. Simple math.

[@giselleirankunda92]

Babes, nooo! I don’t believe he has completely changed. I believe he’s been watching your journey, and your healed heart and he knows what you desire. So he’s molding himself to fit what you’re looking for! I know your guts is telling you to run the other way! If you let him in, he will break your heart even more.

[@hannahedwards9675]

Fast and pray for your answer! Ask for signs because often times not everything that glitters is gold and people pretend well. I almost broke mine and im so happy I didnt because I met my soulmate after and im in a healthy happy relationship

[@amberbug90]

Great testimony

[@thesinglemomlifecoach]

Thanks for sharing this. I’m sure 80-90% of us have been here and probably won’t admit it. This is why I like this podcast… real and funny. There aren’t deep talks about this real struggle instead it’s service level stuff like pray, don’t do it, etc Thanks for talking it out with us because this will help us set boundaries etc for the walk we are on too. Thanks B!

[@QuorisWorld]

We love the transparency! I had to go back and edit my comment because my initial comment was post video but now that I’m listening I’m like B . It’s a trap! We can’t say that he has not changed only God can truly confirm that. But I was in the same situation. Don’t do it. Don’t put yourself in that situation. If he had no mention of wanting to be with you in any way shape or form. He can pray all night long speak in tongues… etc… IT WILL BE A LOST CAUSE. This is a test. He is not the one. You can be associates but true friends seems to be quite the stretch. All it takes is one time of you being vulnerable and his human nature will take over. You’re being too gitty and happy about that moment yall shared which shows that there is some confusion. And what do we always say.?! GOD IS NOT THE AUTHOR OF CONFUSING! cut that friend stuff short and move on lol. Take it from someone who has been there before. You’ll know the difference when your spouse is God Sent. You’ll know. Stop playing with that ex please! lol ok now bye ✌🏽 😂

[@timiaforeman8469]

Lying in a man’s bed who isn’t your husband is problematic sis. He’s not your friend and you’re not “healed”. Healing is continuous & we will always have the scars of the past until we get our glorified body. So I lift you up in this season of your life because it’s a truly pivotal moment in your growth & faith walk 🫶🏾 be encouraged and not condemned, you’re walking this out in real time. The flesh is weak , so do the opposite of what it wants.

[@Sl-gi7om]

🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@jazzsoapandbubbly]

Yes healing is continuous but just because you have scars doesn't mean your not healed

[@jasminecooper8610]

👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@misse39178]

💕👏🏽

[@ashleycaroleartistry5365]

🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@reshondashanklin7576]

Love is more than good conversation. His actions, words, would line up. Plus being there at 2am is no good.

[@eventfuldreams2087]

He definitely tried the first night you stayed over and even before….. but he was testing your temperature. That day you were depressed was the perfect opportunity to go for it. You in dangerous waters B. Run!

[@feedyourfaith7392]

I don't think she see it, he will hurt her again😢

[@IAmKenyattaGadson]

That F boy video almost made me cry. It’s not easy being vulnerable and starting over. So many men really do take us for granted. But in the end God will bless us with the Godly man we need. Through the good and the bad. I’m happy to see your growth B. 💝

[@brittanyandria5614]

Dang this was the conversation that I just had with myself! Girl do not go back lol and I'm proud of you for going strong I've been 3 months celibate. Dang it's been HARD!!! BUT we can do it with God's help!

[@ravenjanaya]

Heavy on God’s help!

[@jannellevans3598]

There is the possibility that the prayer was game. When a man knows wat a woman wants he can pretend to be that thing to get the girl not b/c thats his true core character

[@SheedMack88]

He saw u say ain’t no man prayed for you on the podcast… “DONT FALL Fa Da Ish Bih!” 👌🏾😂

[@theChariteTV]

Exactly what I was thinking. Don’t fall for it B!!!

[@realjazzi]

Right!

[@txm.9021]

Facts lol. He think he got game. But we here for her. We not letting him play you sis!

[@renekasizer8128]

Omg I SAID THE SAME THING.

[@IamMarisaChrista]

Sis don’t revisit anything. I would only say to consider it if he is the one that brings up revisiting. Because what can repeat is you and him getting back together in a situationship. And we don’t want that for you love. You deserve someone that’s going to claim you and court you and do right by you. Revisiting will not be your idea. I’m also struggling with believing that he didn’t know he kissed you but you know him best. Proud of you sis. ❤

[@txm.9021]

Even part of this is not good advise. The fact that B. reached out just made it easy for him because it's clear to see even if he is the one to initiate revisiting on his end he just wanna smash or is just bored coming back for her to stroke his ego because B made him feel wanted because she didn't have self love at the time & then after he probably will go back to doing the same mess. Just wanna see if he still got her. She needs to leave for good. And not revisit anything. God showed her it ALL. Why would she consider someone like that. God forbid they end up in a actual relationship it will be insecurities and all. He is who he is. People change but let him be the change with someone else. He will suck her dry and not give 2 shxx

[@Shefightsdifferent]

Amen sis!! I recently wrote a post that I refuse to go back to anything I prayed to get free from

[@zbchefin]

Slithering under the gate is medical 🤣🤣

[@kadeijadalrymple137]

INSANE!!!😂😂😂

[@zbchefin]

@@kadeijadalrymple137 literally 😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@canDANCEbrown923]

i just feel like the man of God you're looking for wouldnt even invite you into his bed at 2am.

[@Suziee_Suee]

Literally! Why couldn’t he take the couch!

[@anitramonique5694]

You had my undivided attention with this video 🤣 and Kudos to you for not breaking your celibacy because baby I know it had to be hard! 😮‍💨 I will say unless he expresses to you that he wants to be with you and prove it, I wouldn’t double back! He definitely could be on his own path of self healing and getting closer to GOD but praying for you and all the other changes you have noticed is simply not enough. Only time will tell! Keep the story time coming because I really enjoyed this episode!!!

[@Maeshia]

I shouldn’t be laughing this hard at work watching you tell this story lol😂

[@anitramonique5694]

Girl yes!! 🤣🤣 I am at work now and was ctfu!

[@NaNa_NaNa6]

At work too 😂

[@sydneytarleton1333]

Bruhhhhh 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@tracienichole]

I lift up B Simone, right now in the name of Jesus! I pray you will give her wisdom and knowledge in this situation with her ex. Give her peace and continue to surround her with Love, amen! 🙏🏾

[@LolaLoneWolf]

Unless he pursues you with intention to marry, there is no need to go backwards. An ex is an experience in a LOT of cases not worth trying again!

[@prettlocs1]

The realness in the description of how that went down was so relatable. Thanks for being so transparent ❤

[@Arie-cc3dy]

I love the behind the scenes footage and also the realness that we are able to see for learning and enjoyment

[@Meishaa_]

WE LOVE YOU B! Thank you for being honest! 🫶🏽🖤

[@barnesfamilylocdnlove521]

Baby that FBOY video took me back!! I was going through it at the time too so I remember watching that video like FELT!! Thank God for deliverance 🙏🏽😂😂😂

[@Cimonne]

Thank you thank you thank you for the transparency💓. I do believe mistakes do happen and there’s growth 🌱! I would say just pray on this. And yesss more storytimes !

[@La_Leocadia]

I mean this from the bottom of my heart…I haven’t laughed this hard and this much in so long! Omg I’m in literal pain laughing. Also the f boy video was the first time I saw u and I would play it for EVERYONE all the time. I knew it word for word. 😂❤

[@tiaraa5382]

Girl, pray on it. That kiss in the middle of the night then not remembering he did it is…fishy to me. 🤔 🤣 But if God’s giving you the green light, no one else’s opinion matters.

[@victoriaa0207]

I said the same thing! He was dropping things little by little so, that she was comfortable. And talking about “when I get married she’s gonna have to be okay with you” 🥴 Negro bye

[@jediahmusic]

Right was gaslighting the heck out of her when he said he didn't know he kissed her. The proof is that he tried her sexually again, KNOWING she's on a celibacy journey. It's sad she didn't catch that.

[@AlantraAustin]

@@jediahmusici hope she see this !!

[@MsShelley438]

I love these solo episodes!!! I love how you’re so relatable and keep it real and also super funny. No one is perfect and we are all encountering our own challenges. #LTTA❤

[@sierrathomas2696]

I believe that the part of your healing process with him is to accept that letting him go is part of it. You don't have to give the new version of him a chance. That is not a friend, that's a hinder to your future growth. Understand the season and what his role is truly ment to be seen as.

[@hannahsonnier6302]

“next 🥷🏾 that break my heart gonna have to square up …. On God” !!! 😂😂 lawddd I used to say that soooooo much , I’m bouta bring it back , bc they can still get dat smoke !

[@kiarasmith5712]

whew this is so real and relatable to my celibacy journey 😮‍💨 and the way you conveyed the story with humor was everything. love it!

[@hickslovehealing5887]

A lot of people have the moments; in the ‘those moments’ we remember ONLY the “good” But when you GET real with yourself; account the reasons why it wasn’t for you.. Be honest w/yourself… Hope you figure it out ❤

[@AkilahsWorld]

The counterfeit always comes before the real. He’s the counterfeit

[@shes_ah_truckher7716]

Mann I applaud you for this foreal…you didn’t give into temptation (especially Someone from your past) That’s amazing!! Most ppl would of gave in to that desire and YOU WON 🙌🏾🙌🏾❤️❤️ Remain friends until he show you that he’s ready for commitment. Not just with words, but with his actions. Stay strong, keep praying. We never know how God works, he can bring ppl back together in different seasons.

[@LeNitaJo]

The way I ammmm in the floor laughing at him squeezing the grape!!! 😂😂😂😂😂Bye B! I can’t with you

[@LilLynda]

😂😂 She’s crazy and so real for this!! I fell tf ouuttt!!!

[@tiffanysabrinag]

I just love your transparency and your journey thanks for sharing it because it really be helping your girl out. But don’t double back B, I’m glad you were mature enough to forgive and now you guys are in a good space, leave it at that. I see God having so much more in store for you and if you ask the ladies who are now with the love of their lives those brothers never took them for granted and if they did they don’t let them get far! Keep your options open

[@Shefightsdifferent]

Sis please keep pressing towards the mark and the narrow path! I’ve been on this restart to celibacy for over 5 yrs and it hasn’t been easy but worth it! I’ve made up my mind that I’m not just “waiting for marriage” but honoring the Father with my body. I’ve came close but what has kept me is 1. Knowing that He always gives a way of escape. 2. No real commitment from a man of God. 3. Remembering obedience is better than sacrifice. 4. Remembering how hard it was to cut that last soul tie. I pray the Lord will keep you strong! I’ve been tested a lot lately but passed! I pray you and anyone else who reads this will pass the test as well. 🦋

[@PrincessBanger]

B let it go. Praying for your strength, clarity and understanding. 🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@Anaiyahlove-oc6qb]

Hey B, thanks for sharing your story, I've been Celibate for 10months and this definitely was encouragement for me to stay strong. "Trust a man with my heart" love that quote. Love you girl, stay true and Fast and pray for your answer.

[@chanelmarie7214]

When I tell you that you are such a good story teller. …. Believe it. Sheesh! We’ve all been here.

[@loveafrica97]

I rarely think it’s necessary to share with someone who’s hurt you that you’ve healed … it just feels like a gateway back in for them, especially after years of no contact. But to each their own.

[@meekocicero1010]

It’s great that you both have grown, but it sounds like y’all should just be friends. The attraction & the prayer doesn’t not mean he’s your husband. I truly believe you’ll find the man who STARTS off right & is ALL THE WAY on the path with the Lord. You got this bae 🫶🏾✨

[@jraysor24]

This just blessed me! I am also celebate...14 months and counting prayerfully 🙏🏾🙏🏾 its nice to pass the test but being aware on whether you need that test, is another. Keep going B and i stand in agreement with you girl. God got us, just keep talking to Him for direction 🙏🏾 🙌🏾

[@prettybrown6247]

Girl I think you was pushing it by sleeping in the bed with him 🤣 And he definitely know he kissed you. I believe he was trynna test you to see where everything was and if you were gonna allow it. I’ve learned spinning the block is so dead and majority of the time it never progresses 😩 Makes me glad I’m still abstinent cause you can see things so much clearer when you keep your legs closed.

[@BabeKay01]

True

[@AshtynWashington]

Thisssssss!!! Men will wait you out

[@faithgyal5769]

Yes, he was testing tf outta her, talking bout some "I doN't ReMemBeR kIsSinG yOu LaSt NiGht" Boy, you grown. You remember that. Stop playing with me. Lolllll

[@kiarajames97]

Exactly this!

[@prettybrown6247]

@@faithgyal5769🤣🤣🤣 right! It seems like B Simone shoulda known she was doing alot being in the bed with this man. That’s not platonic at alln

[@iamnyasiap]

Take your time with it B! Y’all are good friends right now, keep the boundaries and just see how it goes! And he hasn’t said anything about wanting you in any other way, so just continue to be a great friends to one another!

[@AlexsusSherman]

I agree with the ladies who say dont revisit. I AGREE DO NOT Revisit. Bc your in a healthy relationship with God and yourself. He may still have some learning/guidance in his own journey.

[@keandragibbs]

B Simone literally had me in tears in my eyes because sometimes God will show us who people are he is prepared her for her Husband and who God really has for her . LOVE B FOR BEING HONEST. ❤❤❤❤

[@jessiembaldwin]

I feel like almost every woman has been where you are B. I def have been there, it always ends the same. You’ve already learned and healed from it. Pray him AWAY!!!

[@lyndreal.mcneill2774]

No mam…let it go and keep it platonic. Ppl can definitely change and grow but that doesn’t mean that’s your person. Allow God to bring who he has for you to you! Enjoyed this episode!

[@blesswomenofGod]

B! So proud of you! Continue to be his friend and be obedient to the voice of the Lord! AND ABSOLUTELY NO SLEEPOVERS! 😇🩷

[@nenesibanda4171]

You such an amazing storytellers...you healing us all by sharing your gems( truths and experiences).

[@barnesfamilylocdnlove521]

I doubled back on a Ex and God showed me why he got left in the past. Heartbreak all over maybe worse since it was reopening a wound that the lord healed once. You going to do what you do but please listen to God. I WOULD NEVER DOUBLE BACK AGAIN!! I know that for sure!

[@karenaltamirano9793]

I wish your comment got more likes. Great advice from someone who has a unfortunately gone back.

[@topseekrit]

You're such a hilarious storyteller! Praying for you is the new play so be careful. In my eyes, twice, while in your sleep, boundaries were crossed when you were most vulnerable. But he likely responded to your energy cause you were up in his bed on both occasions, which is definitely not giving platonic signals. Whether you go back or not, I hope you have peace with your decision and have clearly defined boundaries going forward.

[@n_cbell]

Loved this episode, you had me cracking up! But thank you for being so open with us. I wouldn't suggest returning to an ex unless God made it clear to you that was the path he wanted you to take. It's taken a lot for you to heal & move forward. You don't want to undo that hard work. Although he's matured the enemy could possibly be using this situation as a distraction causing you to take 10 steps back. Remain friends & avoid each other's homes! ❤

[@TanielleDavis]

Pray about it B 😂. But all seriousness this helped me I’m pushing a year being celibate and I’m struggling right now. I couldn’t wait for this episode. Thank you B we love the transparency ❤

[@coukeys17]

Omg girl. I never knew that video was your's. I can relate on so many levels. Glad you are healed and still healing and figuring all this stuff out. God bless Edit: Girl laying in his bed and being all up in his house in hoe hours is not being platonic. I know your still healing but dont continue the pattern of delulu land. Break free girl. Those feelings were not fake and they dont ever really go away. Once you've experienced a high level of intimacy like sex, there's no such things as being friends. Those memories will never go away. Old Habits Die Hard!!!!!!

[@moyeeh310]

Keep being friends and develop that relationship that way without blurring the lines. Friendship is still fresh and just because he has changed does not mean he is ready to handle your heart with care. Keep getting to know the new version of each other but I would say keep moving forward and don’t double back.

[@MelaninFire]

Girl he can pray, scream amd shout. Don't be blinded because he's praying now. It just seem like he's too smooth and intelligent, and he knows what you want. Kinda like a best friend, but yall are attractive to each other physically. Don't double back.

[@LiyahMichelle]

So I literally went through the exact same thing a couple weeks ago and all I can say is thank you for your vulnerability and that you are human and mistakes can be made but I’m so happy your learning from your lessons and healing. I personally did the same as you and stopped it and happy I did as that chapter is closed with no intentions of going backwards, but it was a great learning moment for me again to see that although he has healed and is a better person today he’s just not my person and I’m okay with that. 🧡🧡🧡

[@f3326d]

Sis love watching you grow your platform since your skits with Desi. Honestly I hope you both work together again!! Great content!!❤❤🙏🙏

[@leleLOVE411]

B, so much good and growth has came out of your healing journey. Please do not go back. If he’s getting closer to God and becoming a better man, that’s great for him but that’s doesn’t mean he’s the one for you. There are better men who will recognize your worth and treat you better without the toxicity. I’m proud of you for standing on business and not sleep with him. You’re being very nice to even want to be friends with him… he probably doesn’t even deserve that. It’s still a mirage!

[@myalah8212]

baby the prayer at the red light would’ve got me so I don’t have no advice. God bless you & good luck! 😭❤️

[@arielysbibian]

Right! I would have been confused just like her at that point. He isn't perfect and God is a forgiving God so if he's doing things the correct way then baby, I trust you Lord to help this man become the man you need him to be for me with you as the core foundation this time not lust.

[@tksjourney8048]

ITS SO WILD HOW IM GOING THROUGH THIS SAME THING!!! We resonate on so many different things mostly traumatic and I can’t wait to meet you I have been manifesting it for years 💙 Thank you for being so authentic over all these years you are inspiring to so many people such as myself!!! Thank you for your testimonies!!!!

[@marshaeday3569]

I’m not doubling back, especially when God has delivered me from that situation, or that person who isn’t good for me and if I’m trying to live a Godly life by his will and his word, I cannot disobey him by going back to what hurt me no matter if it seems like it’s better. it’s important to be aware of counterfeits. “But among you there must not be either sexual immorality, impurity of any kind, or greed, as these are not fitting for the saints.” ‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭5‬:‭3‬ ‭NET‬

[@KeddyWairimu]

Enjoyed this so much B!! Thank you for your vulnerability ❤

[@cassomijackson7113]

What’s for you won’t never leave you! Your path is in front of your, never behind you! We’ve all done this especially me but when you know better you do better. Temptation is everywhere and we can’t distract ourselves and put ourselves in that mindset or in that realm. You know what you need to do…. Go with your first mind! Pray about it, God has all the answers. Love and light B! ❤❤

[@mapasekamulane9492]

🤣🤣1stly Lol you are funny.. and from me as your friend lol to you as my friend, the devil is always cunning looking for someone whom he may devour, you have made so much progress, look at you doing so good... I am glad you didn't break your celibacy but situations and setups like that you may be able to over power at times but mostly you are likely to fall into. I am also in a similar position as you are, and I just want to remind you sex is very spiritual, it makes you one with someone. He might be becoming a better person, but even so...don't give in to the flesh, lets pray about it okay.🥰

[@retrocheesi]

Mannnn mannnn, this was HILARIOUS 😂 and something i can personally a test to going through this past week as well. And to see you win the fight against temptation just as well as I was even better. Thanks for your honesty and realness 🫶🏽

[@audreannabond2927]

The level of maturity you have should make you understand to leave the past in the past . I think deep down you have never truly got over what could have been , when you wanted him to choose you . That’s okay . You love him . That’s perfectly fine . Love yourself more . Indefinitely. If he has changed that is great FOR HIM . Has nothing to do with you . And the sleeping with your circle in the past out of spite . NO! B stay out that man bed and out his life . Be cool from a distance and leave the door open for the man who is ready to get it right the first time . Trust me : I’m telling you because I did it for 5 years. Love you bye ❤

[@sloesithole2712]

I love how u are kind and loving but also telling her a hard truth..often times we mean well but our delivery sounds judgmental or preachy.God bless you

[@MitchellsWorld]

At the time watching that instagram it was so funny . Now you explaining the story behind it , it hits different watching it .

[@karenaltamirano9793]

Look at ALL these women telling you NOT TO GO BACK. It’s for a reason. I think I’ve commented 3 separate times and I NEVER do that, not even one comment lol. But I really feel strong about this. Keep moving forward B !! He’s not the one for you. You’re just getting looped in again. Trust US !! I’m telling you this from experience. These guys read you and recognize our patterns and they KNOW what they can get away with.

[@lexusdavis6155]

I crave being around authentic ppl like this! Like we all been here! I can’t stand to be around someone who judges you for ya stupid mistakes that WE ALL made! For her to tell this story so truthfully is so refreshing!

[@SimoneCox-gg1ns]

1, 2, 3, test test test!! Don’t do it. If you truly ready for the one then you gotta be ready to say goodbye to the past not bring the hurt and pain with you. Learn, grow, and release. This just means your happiness is near. Praying for you 🙏🏾.

[@empressed6763]

Im crying real tears at your accounts of that night. Girl you are a true comedian.

[@trenaeborders6192]

Congratulations to the growth that God allowed you to experience within yourself!!! To your question, continue not putting yourself in any tempting situations even if he expresses that he wants to try again. When a man really wants you they will respect your boundaries and standards and will be persistent in their pursuit of you. So with that being said let him show and prove if that's what he wants. A man will play a part just to get what he wants but if you make him work and take you serious, he'll respect you even if he decides to no longer pursuit you "romantically".

[@Melsmom]

Hey B, entertaining video, i thoroughly enjoyed listening to you tell your story. I believe deep down you want love and you want to be free. I think we all want a relationship where we dont have to wear a mask and can just be ourselves. I think you have some more healing to do. I dont think you need to date right now. Just focus on your focus. Pray and seek God in all things. I believe you’re finding your way and a relationship isnt what you need right now. You just need time. Fill your life with more God and more you and everything will fall into place. Much love 💜

[@llaw8760]

We love you B!! This is definitely a soul tie. He told you who ever his wife is, will need to accept you- he’s made it plain to you that “his wife” is not you. Some men play in the background- not because they “can’t let us go” but because they know how we feel about them, and them being able to come and go as they please without commitment, works for them physically and for their ego. Don’t be dismayed, and don’t take this the wrong way but you were available, and he made himself available at that time. When a man feels like he can “get it” no matter what spiritual journey you proclaim you are on, if/when his intentions are WRONG, the test and the “almost sex” did exactly what it was meant to do, and that’s to disturb your peace, push you 10 steps back in your journey, waste your time and to show you that you aren’t “over” them. Pray about it, and if you are serious in your journey to HUSBAND, don’t allow any man but YOUR HUSBAND, sleep in a bed with you. #KeepPushing!

[@SharonGoldman-r7h]

AMEN!!!

[@sosbwc]

I was thinking the same thing about the "wife" comment. It was a direct red flag put smoothly for someone who is truly in love with him.

[@stephanierobinson1310]

Exactly!!!!

[@danilaroche1156]

I'm going to subscribe but I encourage you to be more classy & ladylike. Be you but tone it down a bit. Especially when you meet your spouse. Godly men like a dignified lady & you can still be fun. Your too loud and the cussin? Chile...not a cute look. Nevertheless, I love you!

[@ashleyharris399]

Thank you for your honesty B!!! We are human and sometimes the flesh gets the best of us and that’s ok.. we have to walk in the spirit of repentance and honesty you telling this story makes you so much more relatable ❤️❤️

[@zbchefin]

“We …we might be twins “ B: “where have u been ☝🏼☝🏼” 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@erickag975]

Love your vulnerability too open up and express a realistic moment that exes that come back in each other's lives may go through. Love your determination to stand on your celibacy. 💪🏾🙏

[@krystals-kv1by]

B. SIMONE!!! I literally have tears in my eyes because when you said he prayed right before that in my spirit, I felt like God could be setting you up for your husband. This is the thing, you prophesied to your future by naming your podcast, Let’s try this again! There is nothing strange or peculiar about some things coming back full circle when you’ve healed and doing things the right way✨ May God continue to bless you!

[@ladykeiaj]

God is not going to put her in a circumstance such as being in the bed with an ex and almost falling into sexual immorality and says this is God; that’s not God at all. He’s a God of order and decency. Not a God of lust. He’s a God of love and truth.

[@krystals-kv1by]

@@ladykeiaj The guy coming back around with a changed heart could have been a set up. Tests are allowed by God! It’s up to us to pass. “Resist the devil and he will flea..” Yes, they got pretty far with things but I believe God is still proud of them and their commitment, which ultimately brings Him glory.

[@arielysbibian]

@@krystals-kv1by AMEN! They were once both toxic and self-control wasn't a thing so for them to both agree to stop is HUGE. It was a test and they showed themselves that they are capable to have self-control and to communicate in a healthy manner. That's growth right there!! It also shows how good God is!

[@krystals-kv1by]

@@arielysbibian absolutely‼️♥️

[@briannathompson9885]

I’m literally watching this and commenting at the same time and I am literally crying. Braelynnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

[@inkfaery222]

There is definitely maturity especially to not let anything happen tht night but as for revisiting tht feeling I get the back and forth in your head and at tht point if it’s in your cards than it will be but for now stay focused and if he truly has changed and love you you will see wht it is tht will seal the deal I dnt see nothing wrong with falling for a old love bc when your young we dnt have the best judgment time only reward us with more knowledge and growth love you B🩵🩵🩵

[@kalianurse2833]

The way I hollered and laughed during this podcast. I needed this sooooo much…I’m not alone😬. Thank you for your transparency 🫶🏾

[@ChocolateEmojii]

Go to God B. We only know what you’ve shared. God knows it all and both of y’all hearts desires and real intentions!

[@ceebeehonest5090]

Pray on it B. Even fast! He will let you know what to do!