Therapist Reacts to NF - The Search

[@Tremend_]

The cage from OUTCAST in the background, so he left it and started a new journey... The swing from WHY ( some say the chick in the swing is supposed to be his mom ) The balloons ( his burdens ) The cage is supposed to represent or how we see it as the cage from Outcast, but in a trolley version that carries his burdens ( balloons ) The white supposed to represent HOPE & If you recall in his HOPE video he is wearing white .... you will see more of the white in the next song LEAVE ME ALONE video was shot in ICELAND

[@josheddie7622]

The shopping cart represents the prison from the last album. He got out, but still dragging his prison around with him.

[@Rope_Adope]

Oh for real? I thought it was a shopping cart because he has his burdens tied to them and he said he thought getting a record deal would make his problems go away. Interesting analogy but if he’s carrying his cage he should probably realize the top is open and he can fly away if need be

[@Rope_Adope]

The “white walkers” are “patients” at the “hospital”. At the end he crawls back into his “cage” (from the top. He can leave at any time) because he’s retreating back into his “comfort zone” of money and notoriety. It seems to me like he beats himself up over not thinking he’s as great as others see him. Could be projection or I could be wrong. Dunno

[@Rope_Adope]

I think he carries his balloons around everywhere because it reminds him of his humanity and inherited flaws contingent therein. We all got problems lol ignoring them doesn’t make them go away

[@davidturner2449]

When he says pack his cart take a new route, he is saying he needs to get out of his head and cope with his burdens a different way, hence the journey/search. When he says, "Clean up his yard, get the noose out," and hang up his heart and let it air out. He is saying, Clean up his yard from letting it over grow with his burdens from not dealing with his issues. Letting his heart air out, he means it is saturated with sadness, and he needs to let it heal while on the journey

[@AlwaysBeSmiling]

The song that introduced me to the best artist on the planet!

[@cldwalker312]

Leaving his journey list for you. 2023 Updated NF Journey List 🎶 This is for anyone new who may want to take the NF journey as we call it because he intertwines his music like marvel movies. All of his albums are like a connected series. He also hides eggs in his videos which he co-directs and co-produces. For example in his “When I Grow Up” song there were four hidden eggs in that song: 1. A black balloon by the trash cans (black balloon represents his burdens per search single) 2 In the burger joint he grabbed at receipt that had the date and time of when his song time was being released. 3. He had outcast written on his name tag in the janitor scene which references his Outcast song. 4. He had his moments album CD in car scene Another example is in the search song he had cage in background he rapped in from his outcast song. Search single also connects to Hope. In Hope he has the “map to hope”. The black smile you will see painted on his mouth is explained in his therapy session song. Here is the song order: MANSION ALBUM: 1. All I have (VIDEO)- Will connect to his Suffice single from Hope album. 2. Intro (VIDEO) (Connects to Outro) 3. Mansion- will connect to Intro 3. Fear moved in. Also connects to paid my dues. Anger lives in basement Lastly it connects to Hope single. 4. Wake Up (VIDEO) connects to Intro 2 and Outro. 5. Paralyzed- Connects to Let you down and Trauma 6. Wait (VIDEO) 7. Notepad (VIDEO) He explains why he does not cuss in his music🎶 THERAPY SESSION ALBUM: 1. Intro 2 (VIDEO) He calls out his song wake up and has names of all songs written on walls from this album. You will also see references to his intro song as well. 2. Therapy Session (VIDEO) Very important song. Explains his black smile he paints on his mouth. 3. I just wanna know (VIDEO)-Will connect to Outro video. 4. How could you leave us-(VIDEO) Please have tissues nearby. Will connect to his Mama single. 5. Real song- (VIDEO) * He pays homage to Lil Wayne in this song by using his famous line feed me rappers or feed me beats but adding feed me both of them 🔥* Also connects to Outro video. 6. Grindin’ ft. Marty (VIDEO) 7. Oh Lord-* This song gets referred to in returns song two albums later.* Great song 8. Statement He pays homage to eminem and drake in this song (hype song) Warm Up -(VIDEO) Single released between albums. (hype song) Epiphany- collab with futuristic. (VIDEO) He pays homage to meek mill. PERCEPTION ALBUM: 1. Outro (VIDEO) pay attention to the video. It is like avengers endgame how he connects tons of previous videos materials in this. connects to Wake up, therapy session, intro 1, real single, and I just wanna know single. 2. Green Lights-(VIDEO) * Please pay attention to what he has written on the notepad at the end 3. Intro 3 (one of his best songs) *This connects to mansion single. Remember fear. reference. Connects to hope single 4. Outcast (VIDEO)- will connect to clouds video.connects to Hope single 5. Know- He pays homage to eminem and 21 pilots (hype) 6. Destiny (hype)-Mansion single is mentioned in this song. 7. One hundred (hype) 8. Let you down (VIDEO) please watch to the very very end! Plots twist. Connects to hope single. 9. If you want love (VIDEO) 10. Remember this- 💎 Gems all over this track! Single: No Name. (VIDEO) This gets connected in leave me alone song an album later. connects to Motto as well with the VIP part. Single: Why- (VIDEO) *NF pays big homage to Big Sean as he uses his flow from bounce back in this and mentions Big Seans name and his album I decided. (This isnt nates flow he says) Also he has a ton of eggs like Dont mess with real music written on walls. Pay attention to all writing on the walls* connects to Motto as well SEARCH ALBUM Whole album should be listened to. Below is mainly the journey songs and hype songs: 1 The search (VIDEO) He pays homage to kanye west. (Cant tell me nothing by kanye and he puts his hands on his head like kanye did in video) this also connects to outcast re the cage in background) connects to Hope single as well-map to hope 2. When I grow up (VIDEO) He pays homage to Adele. (To me he also did to snoop in opening scene with kids saying what they wanted to be when they grow up) Hidden eggs in this connects to Motto (the fan sipping the drink) 3. Leave me alone (VIDEO) * This connects to no name single.* 4. Change- this song is mentioned in his search single. 5. Nate- He mentions all his past albums. 6. Time (VIDEO) Song for his wife. 7. Returns- (hype song) one of his best for flow switches and word play- connects to oh lord single 8. Only - I feel like part two of this is Just like you from clouds mixtape. 9. Let me go- connects to Hope 10. Interlude then I hate myself song. In running he mentions Hate Myself. 11. I miss the days 12. No excuses (hype song) 13. Options (hype song) connects to clouds video with the ref scene 14. Trauma singing only song. Amazing. Connects to Search Intro Single. Paid My Dues (VIDEO) It was to the awful article rolling stones put out because the writer was a big chance the rapper fan and was pissed NF took number one spot. Over 400 people bashed that writer in the comments lol Chasing -demo he did with a fan. This was very nice of him to do. This also will connect to the whole theme of Clouds Mixtape. CLOUDS THE MIXTAPE- 1. Clouds (VIDEO) * This connects to outcast single turn the music up and options singles* connects to hope single 2. Lost ft Hopsin (VIDEO) connects to hope single (reins) also connects to search theme with black balloons (burdens) 3. Story (VIDEO) This is one of his best for story telling singles! 4. That’s a Joke (pays homage to J Cole from no role modelz) 5. Just like you (connects to Hope single where his older self is giving him wrong directions) 6. Prideful-Connects to Lost as he speaks about pride in that single. 7. Drifting (connects to Hope single) 8. Trust ft Tech N9ne- To me this connects to running single from Hope. As he mentions “if you have never been afraid then why you running?” HOPE ALBUM 1.Hope- (video) connects to Drifting, Lost Ft Hopsin, Mansion single, Outcast, let you down, search single (map to hope), let me go, just like you, and why. 2.Motto-(video) connects to when i grow up (same fan sipping drink) no name, happy, and why singles. 3. Happy. Connects to Motto. 4. Mama-Connects to How could you leave us single. 5. Suffice-Connects to All I have single. He even uses a line from this single as well in this. 6. Careful Ft Cordae- Pays homage to J Cole. 7. Turn my back- Shouts out Kanye, Drake, Eminem, Dr. Dre, J Cole, Kendrick, Cordae, Big Sean, 6LACK. Shouts out God’s Plan by Drake as well in this. 8. Bullet- The whole song is written for his wife. 9. Running. Very important song. Connects to Hope intro single. He is speaking to the dark side of him. Hope is taking the reins! (The whole album is amazing so please listen to the rest of the music when you can. Nothing else is a call back to his older music) (not my list, took it from @NIKKI-1979)

[@DaxNZ]

This video leads directly into the “Leave me alone” video. I hope you react to that next 😊

[@ronnie3092]

This is the song that introduced me to NF. I went to therapy the very next week for the first time. I'm a retired FF/Medic and I had alot of things from my job buried deep down.

[@jlawson7204]

The white clothes at the end represent hope. Wait until you react to the song HOPE. Your mind will be blown. This song is amazing, but HOPE is an absolute masterpiece.

[@R-jaxx]

Yup, the journey gets better and better and then when you realize HOPE is connected to this 🔥

[@The_Last_Don]

The balloons are his "burdens". He points to them and says "leavin' my burdens, well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect". Leave me alone is the follow up to this song and will give you more information.

[@HaraQuinn]

Quick Rundown of your Q's. Yes, he had a breakdown before dropping the Search and had to get treatment, which not only got him a proper diagnosis of OCD officially.. i think it also gave him a fire in his belly to KEEP GOING. I think knowing the name of his disorder helped Nate learn how to navigate and understand his mind much better throughout the entire Search discography. His self titled track, "Nate", is actually a song he wrote inspired by an exercise given while in treatment. It's one of his most interesting and introspective tracks. Then there's other tracks which all make direct small moments of "extra" deep songs exploring his new found knowledge, and learning to traverse it.. big one being the sequel to "The Search", titled "Leave Me Alone". Then, if you go through other songs like "Let Me Go", "Changes", "Only", "Know", "Hate Myself Interlude"+ "Hate Myself" track (They are separate tracks but meant to be played together--Interlude is only 40secs), and few more i'm sure i'm missing.. He drops little details of what he went through and what he learned.. and his personal decision not to be medicated despite his Doctor's apparently claiming he ought to be (he shares his feelings about why he chooses not to in Leave Me Alone.. and then actually says the words in "Only" where he's quoted "Am I motivated? Is my music dated? Would I be the same if I was medicated? Even therapists say I need medications. I avoid it, though, because I'm scared to take it.." Black Balloons - "Burdens".. ie our struggles, demons, trauma, basically our Fears that have become tangentially part of us through trauma. Grocery Cart - his mini "Mansion".. or "Cage" as shown behind him.. it's part of what he took with him leaving the Mansion.. Just a mini place for him to be able to retreat to as an comfort "space" whenever he's feeling down trodden, like the end of the video where he's curled up in it. Also note, his Balloon's being tied to his mental/physical Cage.. and how much he struggles throughout the video to push that cart weighed down by his burdens. Given White Clothing - I think many make the error in connecting the ending where he's given white clothes to his new Hope outfit. His Hope outfit isn't White.. it's Egg-Shell/Off-White.. The difference is important b/c Hope isn't Sterile.. Humans aren't perfect and we shouldn't think it's achievable to be "perfect".. instead, just the best version we can be no matter how long it takes.. However, Hope, having a more yellow tint (yellow also being a colour said to represent Hope in much media.. and a big part of TØP's lore/Journey.. a band that Nate shouts out in his song "Know".. and is a fan of. Just to say.. In Hope, his clothing isn't "WHITE"... b/c.. White Outfit NPC's with Black Balloons - These are meant to represent people who similarly to NF, have burdens, but chose to conform through medication and just being a Zombie going through life (White outfit similar to an institution, sterile).. b/c medication isn't a cure, your disorders/burdens WILL return regardless of how many meds you take. Hence, why they are still carrying their Balloons. Unless you learn to confront and face your trauma and work through it.. medication will only be a weak alternative by comparison. Nate, in all Black, has chosen to take a much more analytical approach and learn how to understand and accept himself as he is.. That is the Search.. The Search for something better.. the Search for Hope beyond his burdens .. The Search for a reason to NEVER stay stagnant and wallow in self pity, and always keep it moving forward. This is why if you pay attention, all his music has a hint relating to "movement".. all his songs thread a line of never stagnating.. to always be moving forward, one step at a time.. It's ok to trip and fall. but to learn every fall holds a lesson to be learned, and picking yourself back up again after every fall being the most important thing he always keys in on, both his videos and his lyrics. Even with a rusty Cart, pushing through what looks like the worst terrain.. just keep moving.. 🛒🗝🖤 #NFRealMusic

[@xl-origins]

Love, from South Africa!!!!

[@jameseyman9078]

I feel like when he talks about moving out it's not about suicide, it's about moving out of the mansion, getting outside his own head. Pack up my "cart", find a new route........ he uses the shopping cart as a mobile cage. He can travel the world and his fans can see him but not quite reach him

[@Dave_DD4477]

He is on the search with others as well. All in different places. Watch leave me alone next Part 2 to this vid

[@josheddie7622]

Interlude to Hate Myself explains the suicidal thoughts he mentions in this song in more details

[@k2410.]

Great reaction as always extra bit of back story to this song/album There was an interview that was on the internet with nate, and it was about the search album , and he opened up about the album. He said in the interview that after the perception album came out and blew up. He had to do a lot of tours and performances. And when he was on the road a lot he got really depressed the most he has ever been in he life and he said he did not have much time to write which made him even more depressed. He said that when he finally finished the tours and that he went and put himself in to a mental health institution/program for 2 weeks and he said that where he came up and wrote most of the songs on the search album. And know ge has a personal therapist that he has for his ocd and depression. He goes into more details in the interlude song in the search album, but it is only 1 min long, so I recommend you do interlude and hate myself in the same video the song are connected

[@leonardmorales746]

THIS IS THE BEST ALBUM,.. YOUR GONNA HAVE FUN WITH THIS ONE

[@StevesRealReviews]

Always love you NF reactions - my favorite and The Search is one of my favorites! NICE you watched the video to the end also!!

[@fazelok]

nf is just... awesome. gets slightly christian, finding faith, sorta - in the Hope album - which I just love :) . need me another album soon though lol.

[@soundsgaytome1180]

I waited for this reaction, thank you ❤ Greetings from Germany 🇩🇪

[@Tremend_]

@soundsgaytome1180 same here but we're here and she's going to do the whole album so HOPE ( no pun intended lol ) ready for it 🙌

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

This song is pure 🔥, as always loved the review 👏🏼✌🏼

[@Tremend_]

WOOO 🙌 ALBUM 4 !!

[@jonathanolson1185]

Other people have already described what everything means so I won't go into that, but what I will challenge you to do is to (if you have time) go back and watch some of the older videos again. Now that you know what the balloons mean. What the people in white are. When Nate is "painting on a smile". Nate is VERY involved with all his music videos and everything in them is VERY intentional. He has an amazing story throughout them.

[@troyfraser2138]

Great reaction. For the record though he wasn’t talking about being suicidal when he referred to the noose. He is saying he is using the noose to air his heart out!! NF has never promoted suicide.

[@blucaptain]

My interpretation of the shopping cart is like his mobile cage from Outcast where even tho he is searching for (map to) Hope, he still can't leave behind his safe space, a cage to protect him and almost be in a shell. He goes into the shell at the end when the burdens (balloons) weigh him down and exhaust him. The white clothes are like the others who have a vague sense of hope, but they are still wondering around (in the background on their own search). Leave Me Alone will continue this theme very well

[@CaddyJim]

I know people keep telling you to start the *#NF* journey, is because the videos connect & props used in them also the lyrics are referenced past songs like the people in the background & the coveralls is from *(Leave me Alone)*

[@blucaptain]

The song Happy will really fit into the "Delightfully Dysfunctional" tone for sure .. but that's for later in the Hope Album

[@MEGATRON1069]

Shopping cart is the travel version of the prison fear built for him referring all the way back to mansion when he let fear in.

[@UmaJaba1]

Finally semi early to a video, love the content and appreciate you providing

[@fazelok]

he went from trauma and pain, with his family, and mom leaving - this horrible past, that blinded his outlook on life - depression, anxiety, etc - 'The Search' and earlier songs showcase that - the Search even here, explaining this dissociated trauma - wanting to drown this evil, the sin, the devil, whatever you call it - thats what I got from the song, and applied to my life, eventually literally made me go from agnostic, to christian. and later songs, into the Hope album - he contronts that evil, literally learning from his past, to deal with everything that happened, to move on, with his own kid - and actually make the difference he wanted to see with his on life, the chance he never really got himself. Hope, faith, in other words - gets him that, and does for everyone who learns to turn to that side of themselves - to not just point out your pain, to yourself, not to taunt what you thought held you back - but realize you werent at the wheel, so to speak, and you are now - stop letting your past define you, stop letting others, define your life, or labels (go listen to Rens' songs, for that side of things - his physical and mental issues, and labels thrown unto him - society actively playing apart of his lowest points) - and taking control of your future, and actions, which they both end up doing, in this crazy thing called life. Really an amazing testament. love these videos of commentaries of yours too - and others like you - to give your take on the songs, like I have here, and thats what makes this world a better place.

[@chriskindstedt2298]

I am so here for the NF journey. I love your reactions and break downs. I would love to hear your reactions to Falling In Reverse’s cover of Last Resort. It is such an incredible version musically and it really allows the lyrics to shine and penetrate.

[@robertojackson2397]

I always shove my pain and sadness down and I keep it caged up. Not letting it see the light of day, a long with anger. That's what I shove down

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

Thanks Kelani. The white clothes represent people who are closer to Hope. You definitely have to watch the continuation of this song and video in Leave Me Alone. He speaks more about his OCD and struggles. You might have reacted to that one already, but even so do it again with this advanced knowledge, he is talking about the have the negative voices in his head in the song Leave Me Alone.

[@NitroCigarette]

You gotta check out his songs PANDEMONEUM, MY STRESS and MAMA

[@TananJess]

It's freeing and the weight being lifted is discovering different sides to yourself that you weren't even aware existed, it tends to almost make you feel like you have to relearn how to be or act around people because being yourself you still really don't know who that is.

[@davetheblade]

In this video a lot of the visual things that don't make the most sense is expanded upon in upcoming music videos.

[@greenpeasuit]

My take on the shopping cart, he has moved out of his "mansion", the walls he built around himself to be "safe"... he is now "homeless" living out of the cart with no walls to hide behind. His clothes are very dark. Not quite black. I dare say not quite as dark as they have been in previous videos! They continue to lighten as he goes through HIS therapy! Those in white have gone through traditional therapy, likely including pills, leaving them wandering about lethargic. Someone offers him the white clothes... he does not put them on. He rejects pills as treatment because of his mom's addiction. Instead he raps to come to terms with his issues. You will see more of the symbols from this video when you do "Leave Me Alone"

[@josephbishop3590]

Probably his most powerful, relevant, single track. "Move out" of the house (mansion). There's no "good" place to pause this track, it's so SO full, it will trip you up by stopping/starting and losing the full, uninterrupted messages. DON'T TOUCH MY BUTTONS, now y'all dunnit!! So many Easter Eggs!! Still love your beautiful name!

[@rickiek.267]

I think most people overlook the thoughts of suicide part. Good on you for that, his song Change (brings it up in this song) ties in to this song. In Change, he says "Last year I felt suicidal, this year I might do something different like talking to God more"

[@TananJess]

Yeah from everything happening so fast when it wasn't even expected so everything was overwhelming, in the moving out thing was the pile of the baggage from inside his head that's been carried caring for the Mansion is it was referred to before

[@dap-1821]

I know you will probably get to it but you have to do Lost by NF and Hopsin

[@josephbishop3590]

Probably his most powerful, relevant, single track. "Move out" of the house (mansion). There's no "good" place to pause this track, it's so SO full, it will trip you up by stopping/starting and losing the full, uninterrupted messages. DON'T TOUCH MY BUTTONS, now y'all dunnit!! So many Easter Eggs!! The "white" clothing is his symbol of "hope". He's next seen wearing white in the MV HOPE on the next album. Still love your beautiful name!

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

The Map to hope part in the song is linked to his latest Album HOPE 🔥

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

There's another song tied to this one "Leave Me Alone" that will shed more light on the black-and-white clothes concept.

[@Tremend_]

What she's done so far Running ( introduction to ИF ) ✅️ Hope ✅️ Main songs from MANSION album ✅️ Main songs from THERAPY SESSION album ✅️ Side songs ( Warm Up/ Epiphany ) ✅️ Main songs from PERCEPTION album ✅️ Side songs ( No Name / Why ) ✅️ the song WHY was originally a single, then Nate added it to THE SEARCH album because he loved it a lot She's on album 4 The Search The Search ✅️ Next song Leave me alone 🙌

[@justAman548]

You are a legend

[@Tremend_]

@@justAman548 lol thanks

[@njanagal24]

During this time he was at his lowest point even though he attained all the success in the world. The word play and speed is out of this world keep going and enjoy!

[@CaddyJim]

I've watched 75% of *#NF* vids I don't know if you noticed or if anyone in the comments have pointed out *#NF* doesn't cuss? People don't notice unless it's pointed out, it's an even bigger shock that *#2Pac* didn't curse in some of his songs like *(Keep Your Head Up) (Dear Mama) (Brenda's Got A Baby)*

[@TN-Haywire]

His cart represents his prison and his balloons are his burdens

[@patricknimmo8812]

I would love to see what you think about Castles by Tom Macdonald. Its one of his very deep songs

[@ThisIsSB44]

The cart is a mobile version of his cage, he has gotten out of the cage but always has it with him. The black balloons represent his burdens, so they always travel with him. In Leave Me Alone he continues with his cart and balloons. The people in white are essentially other people around him that are covering up their burdens, but if you notice they had balloons as well, so they have them still

[@djmclucas]

I think the "typical" and "forgettable" lyrics are a response to a popular react channel where a specific reactor called him those things. Which is obviously untrue. NF is amazing and loving your channel keep the NF reactions coming.

[@prince232689]

Next you got to react to Leave Me Alone music video...coincides with the person in white handing NF the white clothes

[@conversationswhileyouplayc9291]

New subscriber🎉

[@dannykchang]

nf prideful next please!!!

[@Rope_Adope]

Never noticed the subtle color shift arising from all the gray…

[@peggysoutherland1183]

For me, it means that he feels the industry wants him to conform to their standards, but he wants to Search for what works for him.

[@trentrockwell6598]

I think it’s soul searching and that’s why the next album was called HOPE

[@andrewbates7152]

i think the white uniform is him being ready

[@OGTop98]

you should check out a band called Sleep Token, the song "Ascencionism" the lyrics have a beautiful way of depicting toxic relationships I would love to hear your thoughts on it. They have a massive fan base that loves to watch people react to their songs because its very relatable.

[@naored4515]

Hi, in "mansion" and "therapy session" we had part of the picture of his life and subsequently "percetion" arrived, he makes us understand during the album that he is in a cage but he realizes that In the end, he always had the keys. Here begins "the search" he took the initiative to leave the cage of the previous album to go in search of hope "I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?" map that people who have been following react since the beginning have already seen. in short, here he is in search of hope but being only at the beginning of the adventure he must search while carrying his burden represented here by the balloons. In the background we can see people wandering aimlessly with their respective balloons, all these people are dressed in white to remind us of the asylum and bring to nf is own outfit at the end could potentially tell us that during his search for hope people around thought he was crazy That my point of view so tell my if you disagree guys and sorry if my english isn't accurate kiss from france

[@Tremend_]

1st 🙌

[@georgejetson1379]

Keilani....I have often wondered if the 'blackout' moment at the ending as there is still sound and awareness.... can it be representative of the 'cave' experience while using your therapy to medicate to meditate then come out on the other side into the light more enlightened to the answers that lead to those seven letters 'freedom' Nate is searching for? Now able to rest at the 'stream of consiousness' and reset on his journey of self-acceptance and inner-healing?

[@kastiiyoh]

Listen to the song CASTLE by Eminem, then listen to the song AROSE, also by Eminem. Those two songs go together, so I would do both in one video. I know you'll like it!

[@w8rh8mmer]

Do you remember the video to Hope? The Search is like a prequel to Hope - the river guiding to the ocean, the white clothes..

[@rubendeno]

Ita something like he still has black clothes because he is still defined by his burdens. People Who have the White clothes still have burdens but dont still be defined by it. Greetings from the Netherlands a.k.a Holland

[@TananJess]

The black balloons this is where they come in and the first thing is yes they represent the burdens he's carrying but the other side of it is that the black balloons are an international symbol for mental health awareness and addiction so that is a big part of the burdens that's been carried from having the experience from them.

[@HunterChadd-p1r]

Jesus Christ amen!

[@anthonyainsworth142]

I've always thought hus cart was a physical representation of his mind? And he's always having to lug it around and also with his black balloons being his demons/issue he has, or we all have? And I thought the randomly placed "white suits" I think are little bits of hope! And at the end, there was a little hope dropped into his cart..... just my thoughts, but if I'm wrong, I hope ppl correct me! Thank you & cheers for your reaction .. if you haven't yet, I would ask you to look at Ren, hi-ren amazingly awesome!! X

[@dalewhiting2895]

Looking for the map to Hope…… revisit Hope video he’s holding the map🗝🛒❤️

[@TananJess]

Where all he was able to do was write about the dark place in his life and going back and forth about getting it fixed or finding answers because the part of being afraid to fix his mindset because he may not be able to write with that same passion.

[@Lock-Vlog]

The nxt of tgis song is the HOPE

[@wanneis1]

You should honestly just watch some of his interviews, alot of accuracy in this but alot of missed pieces as well! Either wait great video!❤

[@markb4021]

This is shot in the desert of Iceland, the video seems very reminiscent to the story of Exodus. The cage = Egypt. From his album previous Perception NF in that he was a slave and trapped by his fear. BUT he had the keys to the cage (knowledge of God/Jesus). In this song he asks if we have seen "the map to hope" (promised land / God's kingdom) but until he finds the promised land NF will be wandering in the desert / world. Just like the Israelites NF carried some of Egypt/Burdens along with them (false comfort in this world) NF still ties some of his burdens to this worldly cart unable to give it up. He still holds the false idols, the dark lies of this world. We all like NF, need to step out of the cage and into the desert, into our searching. And perhaps like Exodus the journey will lead us to the clouds at God's feet. (Exodus 40:34)

[@ErrrahTech]

would love to see you react to some songs from Jelly roll's new album which is titled "Beautifully Broken" which I think you would like the title, , specifically songs "winning streak" and "Past Yesterday"

[@ZackaryfromtripleC]

Yes I'll bring it up to him😊

[@michaelcarter7086]

Everyone I see keeps referring to the shopping cart as his prison on wheels but I believe it's supposed to represent a form of homelessness and how he's no longer in his mansion. Much like someone who is battling with homelessness, he's pushing around a cart with his belongings but for him, he's only carrying around his burdens. The white at the end can be better interpreted now that he's given us HOPE because now we can see that the white is Hope and at this part of his life, he didn't recognize that. I used to view this white clothing as mental ward clothing where these people are medicated to be fake happy and he's afraid to take drugs because of his mom. So it almost seems like he's avoiding the white clothing that everyone else is wearing. The next video will show this a little better. If I was you, I wouldn't skip any song from this album because it's meant to be felt as a whole but if you do skip around, leave me alone is next, interlude and hate myself need to go together, nate is a good one to dive more into his life as a kid, and let me go is a deep one. Changes is one he says to listen to in this song. And the final song is trauma which is one that isn't a banger. It is just impactful. If you are following a journey, make sure to read the rolling stones article about this album before you listen to paid my dues

[@trentrockwell6598]

Would be cool in a new album/ Music video to see Him reveal who handed him the white clothes from The Search Music video 😂

[@SP-uh3cl]

I tried therapy once. I wanted it to work. But the questions and responses were about as cliche as you could imagine. Finding a therapist you click with is a lot harder than ppl realize.

[@Errantflame6414]

The”rapist” hahahhahhahaa🫤

[@AaronLystrup]

Check out Popular Monster by Falling In Reverse.

[@fachero7864]

U need react to NF Just like u

[@frostyyy6823]

I’m early

[@kngknowledge7051]

NF Epiphany

[@RobFielden]

The balloons are his burdens and the white outfit denotes hopefulness.

[@martynelson3013]

🩸🗝😎

[@ZackaryfromtripleC]

I thought this song was really good

[@Rope_Adope]

What is suicide but running out on a toxic relationship with yourself instead of working to cohabitate, and eventually compliment each other as a whole?

[@jakeswanson86]

I don't think the noose is meaning suicide, my take is he is wanting to move out of his mansion or his prison he built for himself. Only reason he mention noose is because of his heart airing out.

[@chebbonneyharjo8116]

Can you react to some LINKIN PARK ?

[@PDXurbia]

Where the Hopsin reactions?

[@nickt463]

My takeaway is he's wearing grey, not black. He's somewhere in between having hope and not having it. The shopping cart is his cage from Outcast. At the end, he hides away from his troubles, and when he stops searching, hope is in the cage with him when he's no longer searching for it and doesn't see it even though it's there.

[@thecount8391]

I disagree I think understanding is fine but sometimes you have to be critical, it doesn't always help someone kissing they're ass

[@dalewhiting2895]

The most impactful verse of the whole song you did not react on that was disappointing

[@Cyraxx1989]

Can you do some eminem

[@TananJess]

Yeah from everything happening so fast when it wasn't even expected so everything was overwhelming, in the moving out thing was the pile of the baggage from inside his head that's been carried caring for the Mansion is it was referred to before in 2018