Can you get through this? Trauma therapist REACTS to XXXTentacion Jocelyn Flores

[@UnknownTemptacion]

These reactions keep his name alive so I think I can speak for all of his fans and say Thank you 🙏he would’ve took over the world by now

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Exactly this. People keep commenting why I talk like he’s still alive - because that’s what his music does it keeps his name alive

[@UnknownTemptacion]

@@Connection_through_Reaction keep dropping this amazing content man! We really appreciate you.

[@damroyaltyxxii]

@@Connection_through_Reaction thank you

[@Mochiinya]

As long as X is in our hearts he will always be alive

[@zaertoptrumpsOG]

U do mate

[@24kbad17]

Once again just gonna remind u have no idea how much this means to the juice fans and the X fans

[@Dartful_NeverGiveUp]

69 @@Aceop90990

[@Bradyplante]

Fr bro, when you get 1000 likes it’ll feel like that more but we alrdy know how the people feel, RIP 🕊️

[@vexxiiee]

fr

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thanks for letting me know, means a lot!

[@zacknino6374]

999

[@makandalp]

Used to hear this 24/7 1 year ago. These lyrics never leave your head

[@yuri_the_memer]

Fr, I've listened to the song so much I can song the lyrics without the song playing

[@waduhek8931]

@@yuri_the_memeryeah same

[@3dragonprints458]

Real

[@Raddkann]

breaks my heart all over again when i hear her story again

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

I know, it’s so sad. Seems such a waste of a life

[@ricorokko]

Conversations about his „haste decisions“ are about a big controversy of XXXTENTACION that has largely sculpted the image most people had in that time of X. He was in an out of jail in his teen years for various reasons like robbery and posession of a firearm. Keep in mind, this was at his lowest of lows both from being around the wrong people and also taking steroids. That wasnt only reflected by his behavior, but all of the music he released prior to 17 has been violent and loud as well. The biggest controversy however was, when we was 16 his then girlfriend had cheated on him leading him to physically abuse her and even lock her in his apartment until she escaped. After going viral and being released from jail, X has taken big, and I mean really big steps towards changing his behavior and even began initiating contact with his single-mother again, which has neglected and abused him through his early life and wasn’t even present through big parts of his life. Almost all of his music and social media posts from then onwards were then focused on bettering and being a better human and using his platform for good. Geneva, the ex girlfriend mentioned, forgave him, became friends with him and even dropped her charges. She still mourns his death to this day. Eventough the charges were dropped by her, the state persecuters still proceeded to press charges even doubling down and saying him meeting with her counting as witness tampering - because he wasn‘t supposed to be in contact with her during the trial. There‘s a posthumous documentary about him which adresses about this and some other parts of his life, even having Geneva herself speak about the issue.

[@bandiesl3316]

Really sad man, rest in peace to both. Pain is invisible, you cannot see it, people mask it really well these days. Watch out for your close ones at all times! much love.

[@orion5028]

The last part is not x singing, it’s a different artist named Shiloh Dynasty. X borrowed their song and put his song and lyrics over it, as he does with a few more songs

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Yeah that makes sense now! Thanks

[@jasperewald]

This song is about Jocelyn Ampero Flores, a 16 year old girl that commited suicide, X made this song cause he knew her very well. R.I.P to Jocelyn and Jahsey (XXXtentacion) hope they are both in a good place right now.

[@vrofr]

R.I.P. Jocelyn and Jahseh

[@WhyAmiTheBozo]

The way he brought up “numb” before X said it at the end

[@xunni_x]

i can never listen to this song anymore without tearing up, like most x songs. But I really appreciate the reaction and deep dive from a professional view point, and keeping his name alive.

[@FallenCreed]

These reactions are amazing! Sharing X's music to others is very important! Thank you and keep up the great work!

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thanks FallenCreed, I really enjoy sharing these tracks

[@2bluntsmokey]

As an X fan I love this video and I love ur reactions to his music this means so much to me 🖤

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thanks vamp!

[@2bluntsmokey]

@@Connection_through_Reaction yw

[@brianabritneybonsu4733]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i loveeeeeeeeee you

[@2bluntsmokey]

@@brianabritneybonsu4733 lol love u 2 if u was talkin 2 me

[@Skreamn]

With xxxtentacion especially if you listen to a lot of his music from the rage to the sad music and the times they come out it shows a pattern of development and he started to be positive and help with his music for people who need it and in some songs he hints at and on a live about a week he died he felt like things were going to end so he wanted to heal as much as he could (himself and others)

[@aalokshree2066]

i think the last part of song 12:41 means that jocelyn committed suicide cause it didn't meet her expectations and lost her hope that's why she committed suicide and went to god and by 'he', i think X means god and that he could've done anything for her so she didn't need to seek help of someone like god only if she had consulted and confessed with X....(This is just my pov)

[@edgarfernandez4849]

R.I.P. X Love watching content and reactions of people finding out about X. It’s like I connect to that emotion again that I had when I listened to his music for the first time

[@Quick-Gun-999]

Appreciate the work you put into these

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thanks coindude, I remember your name from other videos so thanks for taking the time to comment !

[@le-keshiawendricks3739]

The 17 album is amazing and is his saddest, deepest, most relatable album. You should check it out. It has Revenge, Jocelyn Flores and other songs u might know. I love your reactions and appreciate your opinions. Keep doing what you doing

[@ziggyzigger]

12:37 its just the sample of another singer (shiloh dynasty) for the beat. no big meaning and its just : "i know you so well, so well. i mean i can do anything that he can, ive been pretty." But, x does change it to make his lyrics sync in with shilohs, like in the 2nd and 3rd time he sings it.

[@RnOfficial077]

Thank you for your reaction we need more of these love from India 🇮🇳

[@TJ_-]

I wanted to thank you for your videos! I love them and love to look at them. You understand what he's been through and it's nice to hear that someone understands. Thank you ❤ I greet everyone from Germany, Dresden

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

No problem, glad you liked it. I lived in Germany for many years during my 20s. I loved it, beautiful country.

[@TJ_-]

​@@Connection_through_Reactionyeah it is! :D

[@BoeJizzy420]

I've always been in love with X and his music. This has given me a entire new look on this song. It's like opening my third eye to a medical perspective. Love your content dude! RIP X

[@zaertoptrumpsOG]

Man thx for helping keep x'es memory with this reaction I think speak for everybody when I say u help keep both x'es and jocelyns memorys alive

[@applecidervinegar2875]

I wanted to comment on your use of the plural use of x but i cant tell if it right lmao

[@CLZNvt]

X has been changing my life sconce I was seven and helped me through my D.I.D I’m so great full that I found out about x

[@damroyaltyxxii]

thank you so much for keeping his name alive bro

[@btwgrom]

been waiting on this one, thanks for providing your perspective!

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Blimey that was a quick comment!

[@Otokomusic]

I love how you pause and go back to actually read and think about the situations. much love

[@k98sportz16]

Rest easy x 🕊💙

[@otmmanny]

If you listen to the introduction of the 17 album it’ll help you understand how and what his thoughts truly were

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Just checked it out on Spotify - made loads of sense thanks

[@gabeberlanga3223]

Thank you I’ve been asking for this forever ❤❤❤

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Saw your message yesterday so did it today.

[@bobthecat5455]

the emotions through this music made me shed a tear or two on this video thank you

[@kuyagiann]

i recommend 'the remedy for a broken heart (why am i so in love)' when i found the meaning to the lyrics, i was shocked. the song itself its really meaningful.

[@dylanglen9856]

Yay glad to see this 1 this is a good song as well this is also sad because X did die in 2018 rip X u won’t be forgotten 💔💔

[@YouCanAlwaysBeThinner1]

Simple and Truely amazing ur work bro!!!, keep it please, it's so important to people today learn about Mental Health and how to care about yourself 🙌 So through the X's songs we learn how to be better with us and with the people around us. You're very wise and thanks for sharing your thinking with us bro

[@sokol1235]

Im glad to see your channel growing you deserve it🔥🔥🔥 Edit: Not so FunFact: The song Revage was also dedicated to Jocelyn Flores

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

To be honest I’m pretty shocked how fast it’s growing! Not complaining though !

[@Raddkann]

no it’s not.

[@sokol1235]

@@Raddkann Its your opinion i will not argue

[@Raddkann]

@@sokol1235 it’s not an opinion dawg, revenge was not dedicated to Jocelyn 💀

[@some_wookie2276]

@@sokol1235 he prereleased it before she died or smth so it couldn't have been

[@tigerwalccer]

I think Sad! Would be a good song to listen to from X and I love your reactions keep up the great work!

[@3dragonprints458]

Absolutely my favorite x song by far

[@jkfranjk7515]

Thank you for doing these videos, you're the best

[@xenbxq]

man this song helped me so much

[@spine4800]

Also your channel is criminally under rated

[@adamhartman3510]

Big appreciator of you Stuart. I found your channel a few days ago and I’ve been bingeing through. Your voice is so calm and soothing and you have such good insights. Congrats on the growth and hope you get bigger and bigger! Also, you should do a Mac Miller song. ‘Funeral’ might be an interesting place to start. Or if you want a meaty emotional one, ‘God Speed’

[@f1ber521]

It's raining like crazy behind me and the songs sound so much better.

[@tristanadonis1828]

love these artists

[@LAVISHING]

$uicideBoy$ are my friends from New Orleans. In relation to that last line in the song. The last line is basically that he knew her well enough, yet wasn’t able to figure out some stuff. If he could’ve things would have worked out right and she would still be alive. It’s sad that she was only 16 years old.

[@alexiiconner]

i love $b❤ big inspo

[@gage27208]

Ill mind of Hopsin 9!! Thank you for this one though, great song

[@VUNALLEN]

Man this guy is such a legendary artist and has very healable music! Keep up the reactions man 🙏🖤🖤

[@AFK_Adriano]

Where does your spirit go? is also a very good song with a very deep meaning. I think it would be a good song to analyze

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thought you were asking me a question there at the beginning and was trying to figure out how to answer that one! I’ll check the track out !

[@yeahisit]

Save me by x would be a good one to react to I think literally any of his music up until his death in 2018 is amazing thanks for keeping his name alive all these years later always love seeing reactions to him pop up on my recommend as his music has saved my life quite a few times and helped me through a lot of stuff past and present

[@yeahisit]

Also his music videos look at me and sad are unfortunately the only ones that he managed to fully complete but both have a deep meaning behind them and are worth a watch

[@aceod4952]

I just got into your videos and I was thinking about asking you to do this one but you beat me to it I love the videos tho bro

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Thanks for the comment, much appreciated

[@ethosmoris44]

More X pls u keep his name alive thank u so muchh😢❤

[@jakobeakins1839]

So glad you di this song

[@yang6825]

I know I’m 4 months late, but just a little reminder that Jah (aka XXXTentacion) was 19 and Jocelyn F. Was 16 when they met, and Flores killed herself in the Hotel’s room bathroom, X was somewhat aware around that timeline and he also got a call or was criticized by the Flores parents that they questioned “why did he put our daughter’s name as the title of the song..” or something, but he was then pronounced dead, by the time he was bound to be asked by questions from the parents

[@yuri_the_memer]

A slip knot is different from the hangmans noose. The slip knot is exactly the same, but it doesn't tighten when pressure is applied, so you can use it to end it

[@aj_cuz1075]

great vid, keep up the good work!!!

[@Nick2foolish]

X actually made a few songs for his first gf he broke up with, centhia, like wingriddenangel, teeth, i dont wanna do this anymore, and lets pretend were numb, these are all great songs too listen/react, they all have wild storys, take teeth for example, x is confused, and then he finds a dead body in the woods, and for some reason is obsessed with it. Lmk

[@XXANNAX17]

Imagine you as a child seeing your uncle hanging in front of you with the trauma and pain he carries.

[@GuestKey]

really loved this video and the research you did truly was an amazing reaction 😓

[@jonah3571]

Loving your videos

[@MariaLaverton-o3c]

Basically the last part is saying she cheated on him which let to X abusing her and locked her someplace until she escaped but he still loved her Love your videos man keep it up 👍

[@BoyInAHoodie-mz1jk]

No? Jocelyn and X never dayed they were just friends

[@FlyleapMT]

Love your videos ❤ continue the great work. Can you do The remedy of a brocken heart by X

[@spine4800]

Subscribed immediately for this alone

[@aldo3802]

We want Lil peep

[@Ghosty716]

X and Jocelyn had a romantic relationship. The lyric "I can do anything he can" means that he can do anything that the other love interest in her life can. It was a sample from shiloh though so not necessarily specific to his story with Jocelyn

[@im.braylen]

Yea i just realized wasnt X 19 at the time and she was 16.......?

[@Arosta.]

Psych major “ I mean I can do anything that he can. ” the ending is probably telling us that he can end up in the same situation as her and do those same actions. “I’ve been pretty” This line probably is telling us that he is revealing something about himself that no one is always pretty on the inside.

[@dayzozyad]

Not sure if anyone has mentioned this, but the female singing is a sample. Most of his songs you hear that voice, it's Shiloh Dynasty.

[@MusicForHourss]

Her parents actually didnt want the song to be released, but he did it anyway. Maybe shows some of his character...

[@thevoidd]

I believe the lyrics at the very beginning and the end were not a part of the song but were just a part of the background vocals he sampled for the instrumental. The background vocals were done by someone named Shiloh Dynasty, who's were used on quite a few of his tracks.

[@zacknino6374]

Just lettin you know that youre the shit man. Love the content! Keep it pushing gang 🤙

[@blackopp99]

keep up the juice and x vids i love them so much thank you

[@Quick-Gun-999]

RIP X🕊️🕊️

[@createyour2831]

Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd

[@thebeesknee1506]

I never wanna feel good again because it'll feel even worse getting over this and then feeling happy and having it all crash down again. Its better to just having the bad times normalized.

[@PGriddy3]

Same man, but my mood swings don’t let me keep it bad or good.

[@demonetized1929]

ngl i wish i had you as a therapist I went to therapy for some trauma I have and basically just got a f off from them. It helped but not in the way it was supposed to cause I just ended up laughing it off and moving on.

[@solangeramcharitar2603]

The last part is he knows her more than anyone other than her family and he's been pretty well and holding up from her death

[@BradyCavallario]

rip xxx🕊🕊🕊😭😭😭

[@HazzeDrilla]

Orlando -xxxtenacion pls u wont regret

[@vrofr]

you should check out some of x’s older stuff like look at me and yung bratz to see how much he changed since then

[@gloopintoph6402]

The bit at the end isn’t something X wrote it’s part of the song he sampled, which was made my Shiloh Dynasty, so the end isn’t directly connected to what X is saying

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Ah okay, that makes loads of sense, I never thought of that, thanks!

[@Yuro-pw1kk]

I actually want to study psychology when im older

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

It’s a great profession - go for it

[@Jay.d.en20]

Love the video, it would be awesome to see you do “I’m sorry” by Joyner Lucas

[@theasofie4510]

i would love some more NF reactions - perhaps to „let me go“ or „therapy session“☺️

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

I’ve done notebook ready to upload soon. Then paralysed. I’m doing it as the journey so following the list.

[@its_hokori]

can you react to, "I spoke to the devil in miami he said everything would be fine" by X as well?

[@vrofr]

for context his uncle killed himself and x was the one to find his lifeless body. x’s uncle was one of the relatives he was the closest with

[@lambo50K]

I’m think that end bit where he says “I can do anything he can” maybe it’s something about his friend and how he could have prevented it if he was there instead of his friend that’s what I think

[@ImaDogDude]

Next I request "save me" and "changes", both deep songs by X but they are kinda short so maybe do them together? Just a thought

[@dawsonkoehler7605]

R.I.P x

[@Light_MCC]

The story of this one was the xxxtentacion was at some play far from home with two chicks and these two chicks were arguing about smth and the next day room service was called (They were in a hotel) because the bathroom door was closed and stuck closed as they opened it they found (Jocelyn Flores) dead on the ground with a gun.

[@raviolik999]

No way juice is dropping 😞 I wish but bibby does not wanna give us the album we’ve been waiting for this for over a year and the rollout hasn’t even started, my fr prediction is June 2024 or later

[@ddbjug]

Just a clarification, revenge wasn't X's brand. It was his friends, Garrettes brand. 👍

[@chrel0510]

I really reccomend you react to $uicideboy$ and more specific "Kys part 3". Many of their songs are very deep but this one in specific talks about certain things that i think your expertise would make it a very good reaction.

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Will check it out and add it in the cycle of videos

[@chrel0510]

@@Connection_through_Reaction Thank you!

[@damroyaltyxxii]

the samples youve been hearing in this & everybody dies in their nighttime is from a anonymous artist named 'Shiloh" she released original versus on her instagram then disappeared out of nowhere & XXX had connections with her before she disappeared from social media

[@yungjuggler]

The lyrics at the end aren't from X but he sampled a song from Shiloh Dynasty

[@knives8134]

I was once in this dark and depressed mindset which nearly led me to end my own life. But when i tried to get help by seeking Jesus. Everything changed. But one thing i found out is don't let these songs glorify the pain and suffering that you are going through, which will lead you to a darker pit. Instead use these songs to improve yourself and have a better mindset. Learn from these songs and be better. Hope exists, you just need the right place to find it. Take care of your mental health, by being careful with what you feed your heart and mind. Feed it only positivity and motivation. Take care of your Physical health, by being careful on what you feed your body. Eat healthy and exercise. And lastly take care of your spiritual health, by not feeding it sinfulness. Seek Jesus, pray and repent.

[@blackoverlord3009]

The reason that he says that his uncle played with a slip knot is couse when he came from school to his house his uncle was suposed to watch him until his mom came back but before x arrived home his uncle had an episode couse he was sick and had hung him self of the balcony of the home where the first person to notice was x the was in elementary school at that time

[@VeloCrazy]

im pretty sure the background singing like the ending where it says "I know you so well etc" is just a sample from someone of the name shiloh dynasty and doesn't actually have anything to do with the girl but I could be wrong.

[@Connection_through_Reaction]

Yes a few people have mentioned that now so I’m pretty sure that’s right. Glad I didn’t try and work some psychology into that !

[@zetakari]

nice pfp

[@pokemongamingteam754]

The reversed version is even more traumatic

[@makeouthill312]

I would suggest that you get acquainted with his work from the albums. And not with songs from this album and then another. I would like to express my gratitude for listening to his songs, he is an extraordinary person who was sent to us by the gods. There’s just no such person who can pull you out of depression with songs... He’s the only one!

[@bob0196]

The song has samples from another artists shiloh dynasty who used to post a snippet size amount of audio as songs and xxxtentacion apparently had a lot of admiration for because he sampled shyloh dynastys music in jacylin florez and a few other of his songs and shiloh dynasty is confirmed to be a lesbien which is a normal thing in today's standards

[@Malthe-lu3zq]

Moreeee x

[@ItzVeonix]

rip x 🙏

[@lilmaskmana.o.d9510]

If you look up shyloh dynasty the ending is a cover of her song