For those who are wondering about the story: So I use my OC Claire and Nathaniel. Claire met Nathaniel while he was grieving because he lost both of his parents and he have to take care of his little sister, Claire relates to this because she also lost her parents at the young age and she also have to take care of her step-sisters/cousins too. (since she was adopted by his uncle after her parent's death) As more experience, Claire gives him advice this and that. She become Nathaniel's light, they made a healthy long relationship. But months after proposing to Claire, Claire died due to sickness and now Nathaniel grief once again and returning his pain back to zero. But Claire's spirit keeps watching over him, she always hope that he can surpass his pain and move on once again, but this time without her. He also felt betrayed because he thought he will be with the person he love forever but turns out Claire's life didnt last much longer.