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[@allyson--]

Awe, you are so much more than a frizzy haired brunette on the internet! It's so strange to hear you say it was one of the worst years of your life despite all the amazing vlogs you've shared. But of/c that is how social media works! It sounds like you've learned a lot & hopefully next year takes it easy on you!

[@HollyGabrielle]

💚💚💚🥺🙈

[@HollyGabrielle]

honestly thank you 💚✨ and yeah, social media is definitely a highlight reel most of the time, but I guess I am always trying to show that life just really isn’t like that 😅

[@geebee9965]

Hi Holly please consider what you said in a previous video about not using condoms! It’s important to acknowledge this

[@Avinathi]

She said in a previous videos to not use condoms ? 😮 which video was that btw ?

[@klatskyn]

Did she advise not using condoms, or did she say she personally doesn't like using comdoms?

[@luisa7225]

Condoms aren't sufficient protection against HPV or Chlamydia. And for Chlamydia (which won't be what Holly has bc then she would have been treated with an antibiotic rightaway), tests on males are often false negative, so you can't even 100% rule it out before having sex with a new partner.

[@emmaclaire17]

@@klatskyn The video thumbnail said 'No more condoms!' which suggests that her choice of protection means that she doesn't need to use condoms. Maybe she meant it just for her, but the implication from the thumbnail is that no one needs condoms with that method of protection.

[@cultura6446]

@@Avinathi She posted a video a few weeks ago advocating for people to stop using condoms. In fact, the title and thumbnail were "NO MORE CONDOMS". In the video itself, no mention about the need to use condoms in order to prevent STIs. She then preceded to call her followers haters in the comments.

[@rhi1574]

I really hope this doesn’t come across rude or negative! I watched you for yearsss but I think this year I’ve struggled to relate, enjoy your content and often doesn’t appeal to me. Obviously just my opinion. I loved ur uni content, solo travelling and these chatty vids but it’s felt a bit all over the place (SORRY😬). It’s natural that your personality changes as you grow and change so maybe you just need to attract a new audience or focus on a certain type of content. Personally I loved to see you just weekly vlog and chat!

[@rhi1574]

@@camilletoubolfernandez1939 yeah personality is probably not the right word, it just feels different to me. She is great and I always appreciate her honesty hence why I’m just trying to share how I see it.

[@nah1047]

I did prefer her solo traveling vs the most recent travel vlogs. Mostly because it was more transparent, adventurous and more 1 on 1 talks with the camera.

[@katys2579]

I appreciate the openness of these videos and it's good to talk about some of these problems. I just find, as a very long-term viewer, the more I watch your content nowadays, the more disconnected I feel from it. This isn't a criticism but not many adults are influencers who earn lots of money and therefore don't have to traditionally work. I just find it strange that you've topped a class at one of the worlds best universities and yet haven't used your degree to an actual 'adult' job. It has started to feel a little strange to try and connect with content that actually isn't really a reflection of adult life. 99% of the population don't have the luxury of not really working a salaried job and getting to travel all over the world. Its not to say the new style of content is bad, it just takes time to find a different demographic and maintain or grow the popularity

[@cultura6446]

I feel the same way. She wants to continue the "childhood life", by not working at all. It is sad, but predictable, since from the beginning it was clear she had no life experience and was not interested in one. She clearly has arrested development, and all these "new" experiences she has been having should have been had early in development... She can afford to not be an adult, from generational wealth and the influencer paycheck. But it is ever so odd that one with an education just wants it for status and not actually contributing to society in anyway. I wish her the best...

[@IJustWatchVideos99x]

I agree.

[@Sandy-of6gq]

@@cultura6446 oof I feel like there is a lot of resentment from your side. How do you know she studied what and where she did for the status of it? Why can't one change their mind about what they want to do with their life as years and decades pass? Why don't you consider what she does as an "adult job" or that she does not work at all? Why wouldn't she take advantage of generational wealth if she was fortunate to be able to do so? Honestly weird and feels like displaced anger on your part if anything

[@katys2579]

​@Sandy-of6gq it's not anger at all. Holly can choose to live however she wants, as long as she's happy. From a personal standpoint, I have worked incredibly hard to earn a degree, and personally want to use it to work in the field I've put a lot of effort into. Not everyone has to do the same. However, if you make a video stating that your channel is losing viewers, it is not wrong of me to explain how I feel slightly alienated by current content compared to previous content. People grow and change, there's nothing wrong there, but that will also mean your audience changes. I'm certainly not resentful of Holly's opportunities. She has worked hard to be where she is and deserves every good thing that comes her way. If you read my original comment, it states that it's not a critique, it's just rationale from a viewer who has been here from the start of this channel

[@Sandy-of6gq]

@@katys2579 i mean you can say it's not a critique but it is clearly lol. You call what she does not an "actual adult" job (why?) and you feeling alienated cause she gets to travel and do her work remotely... i mean ok, that's valid but feels colored with resentment

[@Nomediocrestudy]

The openness in this video is so important. I really find that your content has become more authentic overtime and I am so lucky to have been on this journey of growth with you ❤

[@darrenlynch6122]

That "No Condoms" video has aged like Milk...

[@cultura6446]

And to remember she called her followers "haters" for pointing out advocating the spread of STDs is wrong... This KZbin channel lately has been feeling like twilightzone.

[@lornatw]

I think it's key to remember her current channel theme is about experimentation however I think because if the topics it is KEY for her to be VERY clear about her position and that she's not fully qualified and to advice people of multiple advice and perspectives that exist and to go to their own doctors.

[@NINGWEI-v7u]

I understand that starting a relationship is very exciting, especially for the first time. But what I want to say is, don’t indulge in the illusions brought about by this relationship. It may really make you very happy, but if it brings you some very bad things, what you should do is stop it. I notice you've been reflecting on your mistakes, but I'd say the biggest mistake was clinging to the relationship when you knew it was causing you so many problems. I wish you all the best in the future.

[@heartherainbow09]

I was going to comment this too. Also at 1:38 of the video she says her first relationship is the only relationship she wants to be in for the rest of her life ... her relationship sounds kinda unhealthy tbh

[@nah1047]

@@heartherainbow09how so?

[@heartherainbow09]

@@nah1047 It's unhealthy because your very first relationship might not work out and that's completely normal. saying that your first relationship will be your 'only relationship' overlooks this fact and is not a healthy mindset to have. In addition, it's not solely up to Holly whether her relationship with Angelo lasts forever. It's also Angelo's decision whether he wants to be in the relationship or not.

[@LucyWangYuxin]

Holly I missed your sit down chatty videos so much!! I’ve been following you since your final year at Cambridge, and now I’m in my final year at Oxford. Wishing you all the best ❤️

[@Qwerty1234ytrewq]

Wait I love you

[@luisa7225]

Lucy whyyyy did you delete so many of your vlogs? 😢

[@HollyGabrielle]

awww thank you Lucy!! I hope you’re having the best time at Oxford 🥰✨

[@klatskyn]

Hey Holly! Don't feel bad that your audience is changing. Your content and your life is changing, that's all. Personally I still watch loads of your old content because studying happens to be the aesthetic I found you for, whereas your current life isn't. That being said, there are people out there who don't particularly care for studying, but do for travel and productivity. That's fine. You just have to give yourself the time to find your new audience. But you had a massively positive effect on my life when your content was more related to my life, and I'm sure that will be true for members of your audience relating to your current content.

[@prajwalapalette]

Agreed

[@sazsazintheboar]

Hey Holly, thanks for being so open. RE your channel not “performing” as well while travelling, I can definitely say that I prefer your sit down chatty videos (like this one!) over your vlogs. Maybe others felt the same. Hope you’re feeling more positive now ❤

[@lauraelisee]

I actually like vlogs the best! Always have lol

[@HollyGabrielle]

thank you 🥰🥰 and it’s always good to know what people like best! I mean, I do try and appeal to a lot of you guys as my audience and so that’s why I make a variety content . . . but I guess travelling won’t be at the forefront so much at the moment 👌🏻

[@katiejeanny83]

Hi holly, I have followed you few years ago,But to be honest I have been away from your videos for such a long time, Because your video style just changed Suddenly😢I know I'm a traditional person，So maybe my comment someone would think it's not appropriate to say to the people that we don't know in the reality，But I really think you should keep your independence while you are in a relationship，Don't change your ego too much because of someone else，Especially for men，if a relationship doesn't help you become better and healthier i think you should think about it deeply❤

[@xinkewan1200]

It takes so much bravery to share this, Holly! I always appreciate deeply your willingness to be open, vulnerable, and authentic about who you are and what you’ve been through navigating your adult life. Sometimes unfortunate things do happen to good people. It is just the way it is. It’s no fault on your part therefore no shame should be placed on YOU. The fact you are facing these challenges with so much honesty and positivity is a sign of incredible strength and resilience. I’ve been watching almost every video you upload since your were at uni. I see your content evolves because you’ve grown and changed so much! Maybe the algorithm isn’t smart enough to recognize it but we do as your audience! What keeps me watching your content is not just productivity-related content/vlogs. It is seeing you going through your journey and exploring your possible best self,regardless what is it you’re doing at the moment. It’s an incredible honor to be a witness of your journey. Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us!Sending you lots of love and positive energies! ❤❤❤

[@HollyGabrielle]

🥺🥺🥺 this was so so nice to read, so thank you 🙏🏻 it really means a lot to me, and even though being open can be hard sometimes, it always makes me smile when I read comments like this 💚

[@HollyGabrielle]

and I agree! life is never easy, and so that’s why I am just trying to work through things one step at a time 💚

[@imnottellingu1]

Do you think getting injured so regularly from running could be due to over use? You seems to run alot when you are fit and then encounter a lot of injuries.

[@mediokritet]

@@cultura6446 you left 15 pretty malicious comments on this one video alone. Are you ok? You are giving serious stalker-hater vibes

[@cultura6446]

@@mediokritet Nice to see people limiting freedom of expression when misinformation is being spread. Are you another cult follower or are you just related to this influencer ?

[@mediokritet]

@cultura6446 talk about spreading misinformation- you are literally giving medical diagnosis here. Also quite aggressive and seem to be living in Holly's comment section. Weird and a little scary ngl

[@cultura6446]

@@mediokritet Maybe consider being less defensive of a random influencer that gives out health advice like "don't use condoms". This channel used to be good, and know every time one gets a notification and opens the video, it is like twilightzone. Thank you for your time and I hope you can heal

[@mediokritet]

@@cultura6446 i struggle to find where she said no condoms, mind pointing where

[@aimeew6185]

Thank you for working towards breaking the stigma of STI’s. Your willingness to be so open will help so many ❤

[@mashak5135]

Like a lot of things in life, you'd never be able to tell if something was a fit for you truly until you've tried it and see for yourself. I bet if you hadn't taken the leap, you'd still be wondering and hyping up the idea of travelling so. This all seems a little overwhelming so I'd love to see some toned down chill self-care content :) Take care!

[@bosquetblues7919]

Hey dear Holly, I’m a very silent viewer almost since the beginning of this channel. I just wanted to say thank you for this video - and for all of them! I’m sorry for all the struggles that you had and are still facing. Hoping they pass soon. I was surprised to see a few judgemental comments here about your work or stage of life. I truly hope that you can ignore them. You’re a very, very hardworking and smart person. And you’ve worked so hard to be in the place you are with the freedom and flexibility that you have. You’ve earned it all with your work and perseverance. And please don’t listen to the comments that put down your struggles as less important than other’s. You share your personal experience without comparing it with others, without saying that others have it easier, without anything of that sort. But some judgemental people still interpret it that way. It takes a lot of courage to share as openly as you do (and to risk backlash). And it’s amazing how you dare to speak openly about one taboo topic after another. Thank you for that! And for everything.

[@HollyGabrielle]

I’ve read this twice, and would say a lot more . . . but I think all I need to say is thank you 🙏🏻💚

[@carlablanco2893]

I totally agree, reading those comments ... Holly I started watching your videos while I was struggling with anxiety and I assumed my self-esteem was based solely on my grades. Seeing you facing the same problems truly felt like a therapy group. I don't see as many yt videos as I used to, but it's not because of you!! I do think we (your audience) have changed but it's also thanks to you! I will always be grateful and I'm truly happy to see you adulting as you want, fighting the expectations of academic success, living the life you want now and showing us that we're more than a student (even if we're or were very good at academics)!! Some watchers just want you to be an ideal of success so they can self-project and justify over studying and anxiety. I think you have survived the dangers of that side of the internet and if that means losing viewers, girl... it's worth it. I hope you are surrounded by the ones who love you and really care about you. Sending love and hugs... and remember sometimes letting people down is the best way to take care of yourself. As we say in Spanish: que se jodan. Un beso

[@catherine906]

i used to watch you a lot in lockdown. i found you really funny and motivating with the working from home thing we all had to deal with! i loved your vlogs so much. however now, i still care for you and wish you well but i don’t enjoy your content as much. it’s natural to change and your audience change with you. i don’t relate to you anymore. but that’s okay. i always click on these videos out of curiosity to how you’re doing. maybe you could put time stamps so we know which topics you address when! ⭐️

[@lauraelisee]

If it’s HPV, I’ve had it and it was treated with a colposcopy. Not sure if it’s that but it’s super common! I also had a similar situation as you this year with a breast lump. It was a fibroadenoma but had atypical cells on pathology post op so now I need high risk screening. We should’ve be ashamed to talk about our health issues, we all have them! ❤

[@ktnmz2046]

Yes, totally agree! If it's HPV, then approximately 80% of women will get it at some point in their life. I think it's just a consequence of being sexually active. Not sure if she is talking about that though, she's making it sound kinda bad and mysterious which HPV most certainly isn't. Hopefully she's not using it as clickbait or something

[@cultura6446]

@@ktnmz2046 Unfortunately, Holy Gabrielle does not have credentials or life experience to know about STIs... So I think she genuinely considerers them all bad and mysterious... She has admitted that she only knew of birth control methods this year, despite having an academic degree.

[@nene-b6p]

@@ktnmz2046 definitely clickbait.

[@luisa7225]

​@@ktnmz2046 Pretty sure it's HPV and therefore clickbait. There aren't really any other common STIs that aren't/can't be immediately treated and that can be eliminated by the body naturally (I'm a doctor)

[@ktnmz2046]

@@luisa7225 That's certainly disappointing. She brands herself as someone who wants to remove confusion or stigma around personal topics, yet here with the big pauses, 'diagnosis' in the thumbnail, mentioning of a mystery STD that she was in tears about etc. it's feels a bit like fearmongering rather than anything else. HPV is certainly not something that should be shrouded in mystery (and to an extent here, made to feel shameful) just for clicks. I personally got it just from sleeping with my boyfriend (as it seems, she did too). If all this 'mystery STD' stuff is just a prelude so she can make a biology video about HPV, then I'll be passing on it, and it'll confirm why I've been watching her videos less and less

[@giovannabaldoni8606]

Just to let you know you had a lot of courage in sharing your experience. It can be important to make pepole realize STDs are frequent and everybody can catch them. It's important to make people aware of the importance of prevention. I wish you the best 💪

[@amirasherish]

Just remember you owe no one anything. People will always pass judgement or make a comment and on your life regardless if they are on KZbin. You live your life how you see fit and don’t let other people bring you down. Keep your head up keep being you and what you feel is best for your channel. Viewers come and go and don’t define that wonderful woman you are. Keep rocking I will keep watching ❤

[@silvialogan9226]

I am glad that you were able to share your story about getting STI. It is true that STI diseases are quite common and it something that one has to live with. Would you still be able to have children in the future?

[@themoores9817]

My sister found out her boyfriend cheated on her when she got an STD from her boyfriend (he cheated with his cousin) she now can’t have children because the STD was so far gone.

[@JenJen-ve4di]

Holly, I honestly loved that video, I feel like it's the one I related to the most over the past few months, and appreciate your willingness to share and appear vulnerable to help others relate so much! I would love an adulting crisis series, as I feel so many of your viewers, as me, are your age and going through similar stuff, adulting can hit so hard and is very different for everyone, especially if one has stuff going on that's maybe usually kept quiet/stigmatised or whatever. Even more strong that you're willing to share all that so openly! At the same time I also want to say it's ok to have periods of not sharing stuff, or of maybe just trying out different things and just living, and if as a result some viewers disengage well that's okay too, because first and foremost you live for yourself and whether or not you take us along is less important. 🌌 Don't let the pressure to travel abroad, build a super consistent business, or whatever, let you distract from finding out what it is you want, everyone's path is very different, while at the same time somehow we're struggling with similar steps into adulthood. Lots of love from Spain ☀️☀️

[@kimberleymataure5356]

Please pay these folk no mind. I am also financially free and still have a hard time, and awful days. Money doesnt solve problems. Health is the real wealth and when it is failing you so early in life it is so scary.

[@Sandy-of6gq]

Honestly I am a little surprised reading some of the comments. I feel like there is a lot of displaced anger when you seem like a regular young adult living your life and trying to do the best with it. Of course not everything you do is perfect (I mean is there such a thing even) but people here seem to have pretty strong opinions around what you need to be doing with your life. Weird lol. Anyways. I appreciate your vulnerability and honesty and wish you good health and success in your career however you choose to shape it!

[@Sandy-of6gq]

@@cultura6446 i would appreciate if you stopped replying to my comments, thank you

[@milkymilkshake244]

Holly, I feel you so much. I also got some pretty devastating news about my sexual health; and problems at work. Thank you so much for opening up, we are not alone!!!

[@AugherAndy]

Sti but continues to not use condoms?? Poor angeloooo

[@tayyibahyussoff5514]

What if she got it from Angelo

[@AugherAndy]

@@tayyibahyussoff5514 lol true. Plot twist

[@veronicaalejandra20]

You’re a wonderful person and it’s been so nice to see you grow so much! You have absolutely nothing to be ashamed about, and if anyone says anything negative, I’d say that it’s important to remember that each person approaches things based on their own personal biases, experiences, and upbringing. Lots of love always❤❤❤

[@PlanetImo]

Argh yes. The algorythm. Pivetting seems to dramatically reduce reach... unless you hit it lucky with a popular topic or something. I don't think an alogorythm makes anyone a failure and I'm pretty sure all channels have ups and downs. For me I want to make varied content, becasue I feel it will make the channel better over all, but the algorythm seems to push out only videos with topics my audience has previously responded well to on my channel - forcing me into a content-type trap.

[@Pineapple_pizza64]

I mean you made it fairly clear who gave it to you 😅

[@Maio955]

Her bf?

[@petat13]

@@Maio955I suspect it was the boy from last years travel in Europe. Holly did infer that they were close.

[@tayyibahyussoff5514]

@@petat13 please correct me if I'm wrong... U need to have sex to get an STI and Hollys first was Angelo

[@gemmajohnston4197]

Sending love ❤ Thanks for being so open about everything!

[@HollyGabrielle]

thanks Gemma 💚🙌🏻

[@keriknight3043]

Omg I feel this so much, been the biggest rollercoaster for me as well. Thanks for sharing sending love!!

[@shris6937]

Your life is so similar to mine ,I think STI you are talking about is herpes.,it’s very common and my friend also was diagnosed this year she cried a lot ,but it’s quite common , well I quite anticipated it when you went for vaginal examination , plz make a full video on it

[@HollyGabrielle]

I will be making a video that explains everything as I said, but I hope your friend is ok ✨

[@shris6937]

@@HollyGabrielle actually she is going through a lot, especially struggling with recurrent UTIS , but kudos to you for talking about it, no one talks about it because of social stigma , despite how common it is... you are so inspiring.... started using menstrual cup because of you and your guiding videos... your sister showed it really well how to insert it properly, since then never looked back.. so thanks alot...!! 🥰

[@dudette57]

For herpes you're given antivirals

[@dudette57]

Sounds like hpv

[@shris6937]

@@dudette57 my friend has herpes, dont know about holly.. lets wait for her educational video on it... 👍

[@tarakendon6491]

Holly, I am also a silent watcher of your videos and don't usually comment but I hope you take no notice of the negative comments. You are SO SO brave to say what you just said to thousands of watchers. I have had multiple mental and physical health conditions and I wish I could be more open about them like you are. Please know that no matter what you choose in life you will go far ⭐🌟 for context I am 22 and have worked for the past 2 years post-uni and your personal qualities like honesty and kindness like you have are what take you far in life. Sending love xx

[@luisa7225]

Is there no HPV vaccinations in the UK? You might think about getting vaccinated now against the other strains?

[@lauraelisee]

There are vaccines for cervical cancer caused by certain strains of HPV, not for HPV itself

[@AmyM121]

I think there is now but I think its a new thing. Injections weren't around when I was at school and now I believe school girls can get the injection. I was reading about hpv earlier and it's very common and you can get it even if you've only been with one person which I was surprised about!

[@Avinathi]

Hpv vaccine doesn’t contains all the strains . Getting ready vaccine protect you from 5 strains I think but you can still acquire it even with a vaccine

[@lauraelisee]

@@Avinathi correct. It doesn’t prevent HPV it prevents cancer if you contract one of those strains which is the main concern

[@luisa7225]

@@Avinathi There is a vaccine with 9 strands in Germany at least (6, 11, 16, 18, 31, 33, 45, 52 and 58). But yeah, will never cover all.

[@hayleymartin3817]

Holly, don’t feel bad about the STI. You’re not the first and won’t be the last. Well done for being honest about it!

[@asmaarb9944]

I have been watching you for a long time and we're the same age , we grew up together I feel you're my friend

[@HollyGabrielle]

awww 🥺 I’m glad you’re able to connect in that way ✨

[@faben9128]

How did your breast lump go ? Did you take any medication ?

[@sophieirwin3497]

Honestly STIs happen, and there needs to be more education around them. Some are symptomless until too late. It's always good to have a health MOT when you have a new partner, as even if you are super careful with condoms etc, they aren't 100% effective. HPV comes to mind with being symptomless as it doesn't affect men, only women, so it's super important to get a smear test and the HPV vaccine to reduce the chance of getting cervical cancer.

[@TheBeesKnees1993]

HPV absolutely affects men too. It can lead to penile and oesophageal cancer.

[@sophieirwin3497]

@@TheBeesKnees1993 oh I didn’t know that. Are they caused by the less common strains of HPV? As it seems most focus is on the HPV that causes cervical cancer. I think I learned from bad phrasing, that typically men don’t experience symptoms, so interpreted that it doesn’t affect them

[@dudette57]

HPV causes anal cancer penile and oropharyngeal cancer. It absolutely affects men. Hence boys are now being vaccinated against it here

[@nicolad8822]

She should have been vaccinated. She’s of an age it would have been offered at school. It has massively reduced cervical cancer rates rates in the UK.

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

Have you considered slow travelling somewhere like Australia or America? you and Angelo should come to the west of ireland! you can get a flight for about 10 euro and the flight takes only 50 minutes from London! I recommend Galway/wild Atlantic way, amazing views for running! you could maybe get a short term let there

[@tiff8969]

Holly, I’ve really liked the last couple of videos you’ve put out. Everyone goes through periods of transitions and confusions. We change and content changes, and good things will come to you! ❤ it’ll be alright! Being in your 20s is just weird haha! (I’m 23) (And please remember to be kind y’all! We are all learning and growing. And if Holly’s life doesn’t look like how you pictured it would (ie she doesn’t have the job you’d expect, etc.) that’s okay! It’s her choice. )

[@dudette57]

Sounds like HPV. often clears in a by the time you get your next smear. After 3 positive smears in 3 years then you're referred to colposcopy Nothing too deep nowadays

[@justinfelt748]

Happy Thursday, Holly!😊😊😊😊😊😎☀💙💙💙💙💙💙🇺🇸🌷🇬🇧💜💜💜💜💜💜🎇👍. You're the greatest person in the world.⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐👍

[@karinstaring]

I really like your content. I learned this year how important it is to follow your own path in life even when other people would do things differently. We make mistakes along the way, we learn and we growth. I really like that vibe in your videos.

[@karinstaring]

However, I hope that you will find something that fits you like teaching and maybe still research. I think that some people do not realize that it can be quite difficult to know what you want to do when you have so many possibilities. There is nothing wrong with exploring those possibilities and to take some time. I wish that you will be kind for yourself despite the negative comments. I do not agree.

[@anneanne6350]

Hey Holly, I am from China andI have been watching ur videos for a very ling time, not sure started when! When I clicked into thia video, I was shocked. First, people always think that you re a runner, have a very healthy lifestyle, how come you have these health-related problems? And truly appreciate your sharing STD, and I really hope that you can make another video or more videos to clarify it. Cuz, just like you said, it's very common, but fee people are willing to talk about it, you know social stigma. But it's important for girls to know more details, like how you sense you need to have examinations? what examines should we take before having sexual interaction with a man? etc. Very happy to see your positive attitude!!! We are all with you, dear Holly.❤❤❤

[@marcelasanmartin6633]

Hey holly! The coments are wild huh, but take them as they are: just opinions of random people that only see a little bit of your life, with that being said, here goes one comment that i hope is helpfull to you. I am not consider me your target audience since im 31 and latinamerican, but im a long time viewer because at some point i was also at the uni and then I just stay because I find your content entertaining and the level of dedication and uniqueness that you put in is remarkable! but in the travel vlog series of this year i stopped watching for a silly reason but maybe not? It was because the dynamics of your videos changes when you are with someone and since your videos where consistent and simillar and all of the sudden change to being with your bf in it, just felt different and thats kinda it, i was used to watching your point of view and sporadic collaborations and seing you with someone gives another "voice" to your vlogs that for people who dont like change as much, may find unconfortable. Sorry if i dont write in english well :( i hope that my message help you in any way and have a greaaat day❤ Edit: i forget to add that no matter what content you do and how many people watch it or not, ultimally is you channel and your life and enjoy and embrace the process of change :) and thank you for sharing and for your videos always!!

[@nah1047]

I agree and I think this is great feedback.

[@ADCIC]

I'm confused I thought your boyfriend was your first? Did I miss a video?

[@xCiaraLouisexx]

I’m pretty sure when she went travelling last year she met two guys and she started seeing one of them but when they got back to the uk they said it wouldn’t work

[@ADCIC]

@@xCiaraLouisexx Thank you for being kind in your response I truly was confused. I actually just watched the video I think answers me. I think she i brave for sharing this with us.

[@sunqueen4080]

I was not being unkind just saying it as it is. Also if you have one night stands you have to expect to get STI's

[@rhythmicelegance4670]

There are even boomers who talk about how paranoid many ppl are now about catching diseases and yet they refuse to get STD tests themselves! You’d think they’d know better, having existed longer. 🤦🏼‍♀️

[@CodeDeb]

Since you caught an STI (STD in America) does that mean you had unprotected sex? (No condom) 😲 Or did you use one and catch it anyway? Very important to clarify!

[@mashak5135]

I get that Holly's channel is pretty personal but this just takes the parasocial entitlement to every detail of her life and any medical issues she experiences to a new level. Especially after she specifically requests people to not speculate in the comments and be respectful, as this has been a very upsetting subject for her. Your little surprise emoji isn't cute and tension diffusing, it's irritatingly out of touch.

[@cultura6446]

@@mashak5135 Well, since Holly Gabrielle is a lifestyle influencer that gives sexual (dis) education tips, and that choose to tell the world she has an STI, the question from this user is totally valid. In fact, this influencer posted a video a few weeks ago advocating for people to stop using condoms. In fact, the title and thumbnail were "NO MORE CONDOMS". So I think, unfortunately, your judgement is very clouded.

[@mashak5135]

​ @cultura6446 Stop trying to make excuses for why this isn't a prying question on the basis of "well, she posts about it and it's her job". That's exactly the parasocial entitlement nonsense I'm referring to. Your "news flash" about her previous videos thumbnail btw I'm perfectly aware of, in addition to the other comments from people on that video then about how condoms are needed for STI prevention. Because of that, and wanting to clarify her message, she updated her title and thumbnail in addition to being very clear in the comments. That aside, my judgment is perfectly in tact for pointing out how gross it is to start asking sex life questions when the person themselves has said, in many words, that they will talk about it but at their own pace and is requesting decency and time in the meanwhile.

[@cultura6446]

@@mashak5135 Your summary of my comment is not correct. And your logic is flawed. But that's your opinion, and you are entitled to one. I'm just inviting to reflect a little on your logic. Best wishes

[@AP-pm9qy]

@@mashak5135 The reality is that people are free to ask whatever questions and with regards to hate speech this does not constituent as discrimination. It's Holly's judgement call to make as to whether or not she considers a question too personal for her to answer. As you said she may reveal more details in the future if or when she feels comfortable. If she decides to do so she may decide to reflect on previous questions people have asked.

[@MultiPiddles]

sorry you have an STI. Did your boyfriend stray because that is the only way you would get one

[@lateisha.]

I think you should take a break from KZbin. It might benefit you.

[@margotbultynck]

Sending you a big hug! ❤❤❤❤

[@Scaperstef]

thanks for sharing

[@PlanetImo]

I have digital nomad aspirations, too. I'm not there yet!

[@PlanetImo]

I did trial it for a fortnight earlier this year but found I was working so much I couldn't get the best out of the foreign trip and ended up rushing the work to try to fit in afternoons out and that sort of thing. My brain switched to on holiday mode so it was hard to keep up the work momentum.

[@masterjohnvlog]

Watching from Philippines 14:58

[@asmaarb9944]

You're such a good person in my eyes , I know probably it doesn't concern you what's happening in Palestine and all the killing and inhuman things Israel has been doing to palestians please use your platform to fight the media propaganda that isreal is innocent and the resistance are terrorist

[@aminaaml7401]

❤ Palestine

[@sunqueen4080]

Holly you talk about adult hood you are in your late twenties not 18 you come across as so immature for your age

[@stephanielomas644]

People grow at different times - please be kinder with your words

[@cultura6446]

@@stephanielomas644 This user is not unkind. Holy Gabrielle is an influencer who, a few weeks ago, posted a video advocating for people to stop using condoms -the title and thumbnail were "NO MORE CONDOMS". This influencer has zero life experience, never worked a day in her life, only studied academically. And now she is giving sex advice to young women, having lost her virginity this year, and admitting that she only knew of birth control methods this year. That's incredibly dangerous. If you cant see the problem, your parasocial relationship is getting in the way of your critical thinking.

[@themoores9817]

I have to agree. Yes people move at different speeds-but I had a full time job, had my own flat and keeping it with my own wages when I was 17 years old. I was mature for 17. Holly is growing as a human at the speed that’s right for her . Which is 100% the right thing to do. To do what’s right for you and not what society says- however - if this has been a tough year- try losing both your parents, having a heart attack , your dog passing away , 2 friends passing away and not seeing your wife/husband for 3 weeks because you are moved to a care centre in another city all while being terminally ill. Some people have no idea what real problems are.

[@ElviraToher]

being a conformist and doing what society expects of you doesnt mean you are mature it means you are a sheep.@@themoores9817

[@ElviraToher]

some people were shy growing up in their early 20s, they didn't go out and experience ''adult'' things until later. not everyone is the same. people are such sheep and smalll minded they cant comprehend someone not being like them/ also 25 is mid twenteis

[@nouha23k]

Love you ❤

[@barrycrump6189]

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