THIS IS MY STORY | my journey/healing process

[@jasmineortiz7836]

you don’t know how much i needed this right now. your tiktok came up on my fyp and yesterday i had my first panick attack thinking i’m goinf crazy for not feeling real and that it was going to be like this forever. i had a bad trip months ago and watching this video gave me so much hope.

[@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd]

don't worry! you will recover, I promise you. it takes some time but if I can do it, you can too. stay strong!

[@crystalsaldana7388]

I asked God for an angel today. To tell me everything was going to be okay. You’re my angel. Thank you ♥️

[@margaretartires9114]

thank you for posting this. using your platform to make others feel like they’re not alone is a great thing. a true role model!!

[@cyncyn5139]

When you said you blamed god, i did the same. I was like why me? Why? I been through enough. I thought i was never going to be normal again. Three years later, im doing better than ever. Thriving. Thanks for this.

[@AdrianaRodriguez-fz3dd]

everything you described is exactly what happened to me, every detail was my exact situation. I always say that people who recover from DPDR are some of the strongest people ever. it's probably the worst thing to ever experience, but the end result is so worth it. thank you for raising awareness ❤️

[@aliciav89fyi]

It is the absolute worst thing to ever experience. To not feel safe in your own mind and to feel as if you’re not real or the world around you is not real. Detached from emotions detached from the physical world. I have never been so traumatized until I experienced DPDR.

[@alexaa5890]

went through the same thing. feels good to know i’m not the only one!! thank u for sharing babe🤎

[@mirianflores3265]

It feels scary 🥺

[@itsgiselle]

its so beautiful so see how far shes come. shes married and now expecting a baby. im soo happy for u valentina, your going tobe an amazing mum ❤

[@MariaGonzalez-nf6qo]

Wow I found you out of no where and I literally went through the same thing in 2015. Bad trip, first panic attack, never feeling the same, then de realization + de personalization. It is very very very scary and I still feel it to this day sometimes. It scared me the most when I saw that it could probably never go away. Thank you for sharing your story. And you’re so right, bad decisions always lead to bad things. Period. Stay strong xx

[@ccja5342]

Are you okay now?

[@doronyablonka2975]

Thank you so much for sharing. I don’t know you personally but as somebody who also experiences derealization and panic attacks, I know that it’s not an easy journey. I am still working towards the healing process. I’m so so sorry that you had to experience this. Means a ton that you made this video.🤞🏼

[@bre619]

Are you okay now?

[@emely8998]

This is what I’m going through rn and it makes me happy that someone actually understands

[@connor_grouss]

how are u now?

[@xoxoari]

I’m so proud of you 💕 and all those dealing with derealization or any mental illness! I had a bad experience with an edible too, which was very traumatic. I still find myself thinking about the experience but I am able to let it go. I’m in a better place and I thank God sm!💗💗

[@jesus515952]

Crazy to think I thought I was alone on this but now I realize it's happened to others. Thank you for sharing your story, really inspiring and I know I will be better 🙏🏻

[@rosalygarcia4015]

This literally made me cry. i’m so happy for you babygirl💖 wish you the best on your journey!!!

[@brendacontreras22]

I’m so happy that you’re still here 🙏🏼 you’re exactly what this world needs 🤍 never change ✨ i also got diagnosed with ptsd bc i found one of my family members dead and they commit suicide, it’s been hard, but it gets better... not completely, but better. i always felt alone bc i felt that only people who go to war get extreme ptsd, but no.

[@vianacastro3383]

Pls do more videos on this and anxiety and panic attacks! I am currently trying to heal from this and my experience is very similar to yours, ppl do not talk about this enough and this video has helped me and brought me joy. Keep doing more!!

[@vannellybenavides5509]

So brave of you to put yourself and your story out there like this. Very admirable. God bless you for that. I would love to watch a video on how you overcame derealization.

[@immsky]

aww this made me cry . this was beautiful . keep spreading that love and light .✨☁️🤍🌙

[@alexaczamora]

❤️❤️❤️ you are such a strong woman you helped people with your story. you are so beautiful btw and i hope you post more on this channel

[@miranda7099]

This is seriously so inspiring. I’ve had severe anxiety for almost 5 years now and I’m still battling it daily and learning how to live with it. Except for me I use weed to help with my anxiety but I understand it’s different for everyone. It’s so admirable that you came out with your story and I hope one day I can get the strength to do so too 🥺🤍 I would like the see more videos on ways or techniques you use to cope with your anxiety!

[@Ara0324]

Literally made me cry.. she’s so beautiful 🤍 God Bless 🤍

[@sophiaperezmusic]

Valentina you’re so brave!!!! Happy for you, keep being amazing and strong! Miss you and love you:)

[@skye3830]

YOU ARE AMAZING. I had an experience with a gummy 4 weeks back and it sent me into major derealization, it's coupled with a lot of my childhood trauma and precious emotional repression habits to land me in a very bad place right now. Mine took a more existential turn into my ocd, but I'm so relieved that you were able to make it through this and share your experience so that others don't feel so scared hopeless or alone. Thank you so much, god bless you.

[@stephanya975]

After hearing your story and seeing others went through it as well I’m so glad I wasn’t the only one who went through it alone. Thankfully I over came it and I’m better now. Thank you so much for sharing your story 💛

[@giaboyer5659]

How did u over come it ;(

[@kendylendy]

Aww I already knew your story but I didn’t have anything to watch today at work (since you, jayco, or los boys haven’t posted hehe) so I came to ur channel & decided to rewatch your old videos and omggg 🥹 you have come such a longggg way and I am so happy for you Val! 🫶🏼 Now you have a husband and a little boy on the way and it’s so beautiful to see how God has completely changed your life for the better 😭💖 idek you but I feel so much love for you!!!! Wish you nothing but the best always! 🫶🏼 can’t wait to watch all your future videos lol even when yall have y’all’s 6 babies 😍😂

[@ClaudiaLopez-fi4fy]

Thank you for this & ur platform bc so many ppl deal w this and i was one of them ! This is so real ! Imagine how many kids now a days go thru this bc drugs r so easy to get a hold of these days its so sad ! God bless you !

[@fridainzunza6378]

I was feeling super down today and I came across your video and you made me realize so much. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you made me feel much better

[@tiffanydiaz1739]

Yess mama! Keep moving forward, ❤️🤙🏼💪🏼😭 love that you had the courage to share you story and not let people make you feel like any less of a woman for battling a mental illness(es). Your beautiful, your kind, your talented and you can do whatever you set your heart own! 💛

[@lala-wd1mx]

I’m so glad you stayed, I’m so thankful that you now know what you’re capable of and your purpose. You’re here for a reason. I love you.

[@cexiza]

this definitely touched my heart i cried, thank you for being brave and sharing your story!

[@jackiebeaver979]

Oh my god I’m crying, I had the exact same experience and I thought I was all alone until now. Thank you so much for telling your story.

[@Cassieeexo]

I cried hearing your story:(, I’m so proud of you vale you’ve came such a long way. & you made it! I look up to you soooo much, I love you you’re such an amazing human being, you’re the cutest ever! Your smile is the most prettiest. Thank you for sharing your story.. I always go through depression and it really does suck… I feel alone and I feel like I have no one by my side, like no one loves me… depression is no joke💔 when I’m sad I always go to yours & jaycos channel because you guys make me laugh, I never miss your Vlogmas videos!! You guys are so cute 🥺💕

[@kaylee1810]

I felt this for about a week after I did shrooms, although I didn’t have a bad trip it was a very overwhelming feeling that shook my nerves so much so I felt like I was living in a bubble. Made me appreciate the sober life ever since that day

[@fernandasalazqr2597]

Hey are you feeling better now?

[@rubired143_]

You seem like such a great soul I don’t know why I’m barely seeing this but bless you heart 🥺💗

[@gabriellasoto4532]

this is amazing YOU ARE AMAZING !! sending lots of love 💓💓💓

[@livinlikelexii1186]

Vale you’re so inspiring! ❤️ I had the same experience with a bad trip on edibles, twice. I was stuck in derealization and was wondering if i would be like that forever. Thank you for sharing your story and showing us we are never alone!

[@nick-ho9pc]

i got derealization from weed too, almost the same exact situation. this happened a couple years ago. thankfully it only lasted a couple days.craziest shit ever tho

[@sflrio3287]

Thought I was the only one. that’s crazy

[@ccja5342]

Same

[@taylormcdaniels5994]

do you still smoke weed?

[@ang1214]

Such a beautiful soul. I just found you today. And I just want you to tell you that I’m so proud of you for opening up! This video will help thousands! God loves us all, and he will forever be here by our sides. We are so loved.💗

[@arely9061]

Can’t wait to watch you grow 🤍✨ god bless u girl keep up with the positive vibes

[@saxiiraa9420]

You’re so strong 🥺❤️ thank you for sharing this with us . Thought it was just me but I guess I’m not the only one going through this. Didn’t even know that was a thing tbh . Glad I came across your TikTok love 😭❤️ you gave me hope that this won’t be a forever thing . Thank you so much ❤️❤️

[@thereasonswhy09]

I appreciate you sharing your story, you’re amazing so many people needed to hear this, thank you for being you. Que Dios te bendiga❤️🙌🏾🙏🏾

[@griselmartinez7411]

Love this, you are truly an inspiration! 🦋💞

[@danielacardona9983]

And fro anyone going through this I just want to let you know that you got this , don’t give up & leave everything in god hands your not alone god got you always!!! He’s ur right hand 🙏🏽dios bendiga a cada uno de ustedes

[@danielacardona9983]

For*

[@VALAPONTE]

So proud of you chiquita and how far you have come

[@daisyarroyo4447]

I love her omg I’m crying cause I relate so much I’m in a bad place rn but she makes me feel like I’m going to be okay 🥺💖

[@melissai1201]

How am I just coming across this video let alone your page!!! I didn't know you had your own page besides the one with Jayco and also being on his channel. I really needed to see this especially right now with things I'm going through. 🙏 stay strong boo & keep a smile on your face your beautiful and blessed 🙌 xo

[@sabrinac7540]

i’m so proud of you vale!❤️

[@Marveya.444]

She’s so cute.I’m glad she’s still alive ❤

[@_mariaaa__15]

I love people like you ❤️ keep doing what you doing boo 🥰

[@Alien87_]

I wish I can tell my story but Thaank you for sharing, I feel you girl. Keep it pushin’ 💪🤞

[@anaprado179]

You’re so strong & beautiful!! Keep your head up 💓 you’re amazing

[@ashleyperez3888]

You’re beautiful 💗✨✨ god bless u and wish u the best always stay light 😅 thanks for sharing you’re story is the start something great and to help someone else 💓

[@isabellagarciaa2383]

Thank you for sharing your story , I go through the same story I got derealization from weed too :) and you helped me because now I know I’m not the only one ❤️

[@bre619]

Is it gone?

[@esmetrujillo13]

This happened to me recently in October . I had a panic attack while high and did so many home remedies to try to sober up fast and I felt like I was still in that state for like 2 weeks after. Still feel it now but not as bad . I’m glad I’m not alone :) share some tips on how to make it go away faster or what you did ! Also if you still got High after that experience ? I’m scared to now but I miss getting high. Hate how one really bad trip can mess everything up and change your life

[@tvt3331]

I freakin love you 💕💕💕 you’re so humble and a great person. You’re strong af look at you now 🥳🥳🥳🥳 Girl I support you as long as you’re always yourself and stay humble. Don’t become like these other KZbinrs that let money get to them 🙄 (Ik you’re gonna blow up w subbies) Bc the minute you do that you’re life will not get any better stay humble and be happy ❤️ love ya girl thanks for sharing ur story 😊🙏

[@Jesuslovesu-i2j]

Literally watching this crying because I struggled with depression and thought about dy1ng love u sm and Jesus loves u ❤

[@mileyguzman4262]

Thank you so much for posting this , it brang me into tears but thank you so much you do not know how much this video ment to me ❤️ remember you are not alone come on this platform and we will support you throughout anything ❤️

[@nallelybautista9688]

Valentina, I’m so shocked right now . I found you and jayco 3 days ago through santeas KZbin video. You automatically caught my attention. I followed both you and your boyfriend and I’ve been watching your guy’s videos catching up on your socials since I’m new to your channel. Your smile is so beautiful and you seem so happy all the time . I’m shocked to be seeing this video . I’m so so sorry you went through that.. your such a strong inspirational person. Keep on pushing foward and never give up. We’re here for you.

[@savannahmontijo2043]

So excited you’re on KZbin now!!❤️🙌🏽 I love your content on every platform! ❤️❤️

[@ellasss]

thank you for sharing your story with us. life always gets better, it’s all about trusting God’s process. you’re such an inspiration and i am happy you’re here to inspire many others. you have a pure soul 💓

[@devany.rodriguez11]

It’s a sign for the reason I’m here your gonna make me cry 🥹🙁🙁

[@cicelyspinon8264]

Thank you for posting this. I’ve gone through this myself, mostly in high school and I didn’t know what it was until I watched this. God bless ✨🦋

[@cristalruiz1391]

You are so pretty 😍! & we absolutely appreciate this video from you 💜thank you !

[@castillonicole]

extremely proud of you!!!! 💕

[@sabrinagomez1058]

this is so inspiring 🥺wish you the best !

[@lol-pt9tu]

I watched this .. and you’re so amazing , so strong!💛💛 this video was really inspiring towards me and I know to others

[@Ot5klover727]

I am very happy that you are still here much love for you ❤️❤️

[@leaharriaga1779]

It is so crazy how I just came across your page. And I want to say thank you for speaking up about it. Not many people understand what this is and how bad it effect us. I’ve been struggling on and off two years now. And it’s so crazy to know someone else is or has gone through this How did you recover?

[@marypantaleon8401]

thank you for being vulnerable with us

[@leslierg1356]

Wowwww thank you so much for this video, you are so strong

[@esmeraldaquiroz675]

So so so happy for your growth! I’m tearing up! You’re such a sweet soul I hope we cross paths some day! Sending you my love always, subscribed 🙌🏼🤍🤍🤍❤️❤️✨✨

[@veronicamanzo]

Im so late to this but please do more videos about this. You just gave me that push to finally start my channel.. I hope I have the guts to start posting soon because I know it can help someone just like your video helped me.. thank you!

[@karrieduque]

such a beautiful video and you have a beautiful soul! keep pushing pretty girl! 🥰

[@mirianflores3265]

I’m feeling that rn and it’s scary especially at a young age 🥺 I hope I can get better 🥺🙏🏼 I pray that I get better and be myself again and feel myself again thank you so much for making this video now I know that I can get better thank you much your my angel 😇🥺

[@jenniferbolanos3195]

I just cried watching this.. I’m so proud of you vale! God is going to continue blessing you just watch! I love youu! ❤️

[@myfriendscallmejosh1491]

Love u even more! Your beautiful inside and out girl!

[@calebrodriguez7937]

hey i’m currently going through what you went to and i was wondering if you can maybe do a video of how to calm yourself down from a good antic attack or like when you’re feeling anxious and how to sleep it’s getting hard for me to calm down and manage to sleep

[@reesemadison2840]

I’m going through this exact same thing, it’s been 4 days since I smoked & I have constant anxiety, intrusive thoughts, panic attacks, DP lingering on where I can’t even sleep. your comment was from a year ago did you ever get thru it ? If so how ?

[@xozellet]

@@reesemadison2840lmk if you ever did

[@Capriangie222]

Im a year late but :( I wish we were friends. Glad you're doing better. I myself was going through tough times recently im a bit better now bc I talked to a therapist. But you're right just let God take over… he does amazing things!

[@samanthaiglesias5379]

I’ve known you for a while!! Went to middle school w you! You are a very beautiful person Vale and you are so so strong ❤️ God is by your side.

[@b0binsky]

Thanks for this ♥️ im glad im not alone

[@almaj5769]

You made me feel better I thank you 💖🥺

[@madi_iiiiii5]

Love you Val, thank you for this 🤍

[@madi_iiiiii5]

I started tearing up because I’ve never found anyone who gets me. Thank you Val. I feel so seen and heard.

[@cyncyn5139]

I went through everything you said! It lasted months. Minus the de realization. Only the panic attacks. Where i felt high.. Like i wasnt living my real life. I still get them here and their. I was soo skinny. I think stress was a big factor.

[@evokilo2922]

Why me......? That's always the question huh sis but in reality why NOT you. You that God knows is strong enough to be able to reach other that are just like us 😏 so crazy I never been diagnosed but I know I have something but I know what I've come to except it and I lean on God every day to keep me strong. I'm proud u found help and you found something that helped you out that hole ..... 🤗 Welcome sister I love you I understand I know what it is like just know your not alone and God loves you always.

[@janetarrue298]

you are so strong🙏🏻🤍 God bless you always !

[@ryanarcia2555]

Couldn’t have said it it better 🙏💛 congrats

[@hays4671]

♥️♥️♥️ may God continue to be with you always love you so much

[@samanthaiglesias5379]

SO proud of you!!

[@melissxaguilar]

I’m proud of you 💗

[@jameswebb375]

Thank you so much for this. Really needed it

[@yuviasanchez3025]

thank you so much for this girl omg 🥺🤍 i’ve been going through dp for about 6 months and this gives me so much hope!! but i was wondering if u can make a video about depersonalization/derealization and how you personally overcame it, please 🤍

[@danielacardona9983]

Thank you for this you give me hope god bless you 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@ninagonzalez9131]

such a beautiful soul 🤍

[@vanessagarcia1146]

Thank you for sharing you are so strong & beautiful ❤️ God is good

[@Paula-xc7qb]

Thank you for spreading awareness for derealization 🤍🤍 you’re so strong !

[@patriciarodriguez0404]

I also experienced derealization from an edible it was something very scary & i do not want to be in that position ever again it was very scary!!

[@tvt3331]

Never loose faith in God btw. It’s a test Valentina. Everything bad that happens is meant to happen as bad as that sounds. Just like everything good that happens is meant to happen. That’s life. People have seen their own parents die in front of them and still kneel down and pray that god has them and that their in heaven with him ❤️🙏 Never loose faith , God is good and never to blame. It’s just life.

[@cerinarascon1985]

Can you please talk more about how anxiety/panics felt and did you feel like it everyday because I do

[@sydneyclark2422]

i thought i was crazy i’m 29 and i literally deal with this everyday

[@nataliebudhai6047]

Can you talk more about DPDR 🥺👉🏽👈🏽 I’m going through it right now and I feel like I’m loosing hope. I feel like I’ll never feel real again.

[@ccja5342]

@Adalladid Cardenas bb can we message I’m going through it right now and I’m crying and scared it’s never going to end

[@ccja5342]

@Adalladid Cardenas add my snap Cassidyjane109

[@bre619]

@@ccja5342 i just added you, could we talk?

[@ccja5342]

@@bre619 yesss omgg I’ll add you back

[@ohsosnatched2446]

@Adalladid Cardenas hey boo could we chat I’ve been going thru the same things ughh

[@andreamacedo1504]

I had a similar situation happen to me thank you so much for sharing your story it really helped me 🥺❤️