This One MADE Me Emotional (Ren - Su!cIde) (REACTION!!!)

[@mave4037]

Ahh man that was amazing

[@jamiereed6080]

thank you mate!

[@llchristensen77]

You're not the only one, bud. I bawled like a fucking baby. Just hearing that raw pain in voice. Smh.

[@skullyradford9746]

i dont really cry to music but this one hit me so hard

[@mave4037]

Yeah man it really hits

[@margaretkichenama2040]

Just ❤️your thoughtful Comments at the End💯

[@davideastham]

Thanks Mave. RIP Joe Hughes ❤ Here are the Lyrics if anyone wants them **** *************** Oh I, Oh I, Oh I've fallen through the cracks of the night sky A light goes out on the other side, suicide, suicide, suicide Oh I, Oh I, Oh I'm treading on the tracks in the night time It never really felt like the right time suicide, suicide, suicide I'm so fucking lonely beneath this, narcissistic, cant keep a secret, miscount sheep, I can't sleep, a misfit Some say troubled, but some say sadistic, Bruises my brother, one time or the other, my skin felt counterfeit, silicone, rubber Bruises my sister, skin pop the blister dig deep resist the feeling when it hits you Oh I, Oh I, Oh I've fallen through the cracks of the night sky A light goes out on the other side, suicide, suicide, suicide Oh I, Oh I, Oh I'm treding on the tracks in the night time It never really felt like the right time suicide, suicide, suicide [sample] Sick boi, sick boi, bitten by a tick boi I feel like its not me its the world thats sick I'm so fucking washed up and sea sick masochistic kid with a split lip six feet deep I can't eat im nervous won't stay down 'cause my body purges useless my mother, cant keep in my supper skin so pale 'cause my cheeks leak colour Truth is my father, you choose your karma draw for the sword then drive through the armour Oh I, Oh I, Oh I've fallen through the cracks of the night sky A light goes out on the other side, suicide, suicide, suidice Oh I, Oh I, Oh I'm treding on the tracks in the night time It never really felt like the right time suicide, suicide, suicide Suicide suicide suicide Suicide suicide suicide Suicide suicide suicide Suicide suicide suicide It's hard to take off from the ground when your wings are cut, Your stomach burns when you're drinking from an empty cup, You know the entire ocean came from my tear ducts? I see the world through fibonacci sequences and Double Dutch I guess there’s some that’s born lucky, there’s some that’s not I tried to cut away my bitterness - hatchet job I locked my youth in a trunk inside a pick up truck Then dumped the whole thing over the same bridge the night you jumped I think about that sometimes , vividly What it felt like to look down and see tranquility One sudden movement in a world of possibility Only one movement to expose our fragility I fucking miss you and I miss myself I miss thinking that were indestructible as well I miss chilling by the pier cave and kicking back Wirth Callum, Hugo, Sagar, Justin, Stevie and the fuckin lads I miss missing that, I numbed myself to close the gap, I never even call em up the distance is my plaster cast, The truth is that the day you jumped my childhood jumped too, But I still can’t find the anger all I find is missing you Man I miss you, with all my rhymes I picture running 5 minutes quicker, I'm right on time I picture pulling you back over the edge and then were crying And holding you my brother and telling you that it's fine that’s not the way that I worked Coz I was late like a jerk There's not a day where I could find a way to break from the hurt Your body missing so we never got to wave to the hearse I hope your listening , I love you man, I miss you absurd Fuck

[@mave4037]

Thank youu RIP

[@mistymorning436]

Big hug for you, Mave! Praise to God, love to Ren, to you and your friends! You are so right! ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

[@helenjarvis7755]

I watched Ren's live twitch stream. It was an antidote to see him with Sam and Josh enjoying life. Its worth a watch if you get a chance

[@mave4037]

I'll definitely take a look

[@Meow-Meow501]

Dealing with survivors guilt is rough. Ren has tried to work through it with his art.

[@nicksmith8302]

I've been with you every day since you promised a year... Please use your editing talents to showcase other artists instead of just yourself! Think of the business model Kyle! ❤🥰😎

[@margaretc5679]

This one cuts so so deep. 💙

[@mave4037]

Yeah it does

[@gavinwilson2071]

🤜🤛💯

[@spomenkachekerevatz4848]

Great reaction 👏👏👏 Keep up the good work. BTW, i am baffled your channel hasn't got more subscribers. It will come, I'm sure, be patient 🌿

[@mave4037]

Thank youu so muchh

[@markkaine6892]

Thanks Mave

[@mave4037]

Thank youu for watching