Tired and Losing Hope | Bulgaria Adoption Vlog #9

In this video I talk about being tired of the homestudy process and losing hope that I will ever get to be a mum.
Filmed 2019-06-23
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[@theartisticpurr2430]

It's the future and you made it! I'm so glad you made these videos and kept them for future updates. You've worked so hard 🥰

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Thanks! I'm so glad I did too. Although it was painful at the time I do like looking back now to see where I've come from.

[@elissp]

I am SO glad you're past this point in the process. I'm sorry it was such a sad and frustrating time.

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Thanks! Me too! Can't believe I actually got through it lol

[@Turtles1607]

It's so sad to watch this, I'm so glad you're past this point and so close to your end goal! You did so well!! ❤

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Thank you! It's hard for me to rewatch these but I'm so glad I filmed because I can see how far I've come. When I have harder times now it seems to be helping to watch these because it's a great reminder of how close I really am. I was watching one that comes out in a few days and I said that it won't feel real until after court. I thought to myself that it still doesn't feel real but boy does it feel great to be done court 😂

[@lizlatham6831]

I just want to jump in the screen and tell you that you go to court and it all works out!!! Soon your daughter will be safe and warm in your arms ☺️

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Haha thanks 😊

[@janjoy9759]

Would you be able to get your money back if things dont work out with adoption?

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Nope! When my India agency lost their license I lost a LOT of money.

[@janjoy9759]

So proud if you! You look amazing! Dont give up! Ever! Reach out to the Lord incessantly and Jesus Jesus Jesus will be your provider!

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Thanks. I'm not Christian though lol

[@janjoy9759]

@@TheChoiceofMotherhood Jewish?

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

Buddhist 😊

[@janjoy9759]

I know how you feel! Try Jesus! Hes your strength your fortress! Your hope!!!

[@TheChoiceofMotherhood]

I was raised Christian. No thanks. 😊 I'm very happy with my beliefs.