To go back to normal or finish your trial

[@dustinwetten9632]

I'm tired, but want God's will to be done. I don't want to go back to what I was before. I want to be better and stronger in Christ. Thank you Aaron!

[@miamoxam]

I went through a nervous breakdown 2 years ago... I learned how to totally surrender. Aaron was a big help during that dark time. Before I was done (while struggling with debilitating depression), God placed me as the pastor of the church I grew up in. I don't struggle with depression much now, but the trial was my training ground. I have seen the grace of God manifest itself more times than I can count as a Pastor. God is more interested in working in us than through us. He loves us too much to let us be enslaved to selfish ambition. All our independent selfish ways MUST die. Let it die... and you will live.

[@aaronkim1074]

May the Lord continue to bless and use you.

[@cmnotley]

Thank you for sharing, encouraging one another in the Lord is a wonderful thing. God Bless

[@averagejoe7333]

Such wisdom from this refined loving brother. Been watching him 4 , 3 years now. Never shrink back brothers and sisters in Christ.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for the encouragement! God bless you.

[@daved7808]

Aaron Kim - Your messages are sincere and true.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for the encouragement!

[@IronSharpensIron127]

I hate what I go through. But Father you are Holy, and you work all things for the GOOD of those that love you. So what ever it takes Father. Do what you will! Amen

[@blacksheepbrown1601]

All things, according to His will. God is great!❤

[@blacksheepbrown1601]

@@ChangingTides777 How true. Consider all things a blessing, for we benefit more from adversity .

[@CoCoFantastique]

Love you! God is using you! Ask him to help you stand firm. He is faithful

[@IronSharpensIron127]

@@CoCoFantastique thank you. I will definitely ask for His strength

[@IronSharpensIron127]

@@blacksheepbrown1601 His will is that none should perish, so yes I agree that that statement is only for those that choose God's mercy. I'm trying to understand why you added that statement to see if I am missing something.

[@TracyDavis904]

Dude you're such a blessing to me. All of your videos have been pivotal in my relationship with dealing with anxiety and fear.

[@shinychris0400]

Sometimes the training ground seems impossible to complete. It seems like there's no hope. But that moment is the moment where we must endure and persevere. That moment when the enemy seems to have a foothold, the Lord will prevail by our faith. Hallelujah. All of my trials have a purpose, may the Lord use my life and may my trials and tribulations be a testimony for anyone who needs it. And likewise for you. Amen 🙏

[@user-fi7cy2ii7d]

Bless you Aaron for making videos. I can not go back to normal. It would trigger my anxiety to go back. I am so happy I can let God be in control. I remind myself about many times a day, because sometimes I forget.

[@parinazaz4044]

Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord. Psalm 27:14

[@kaitlynkelley]

Thank you for this encouragement. Sometimes it’s easy to lose sight of the mission. At the end of the day, this life is a vapor compared to the eternity that awaits us. Lord, thy will be done.

[@randystrand908]

Hey Brother! I had a talk today with a new friend and believer. The trials they are going through has been pushing them to that place of being overwhelmed... Earlier this evening I sent them a link to this video without even having seen it because I trust the Lord Jesus in you. Since I hadn't heard you in awhile, I listened myself (later the same evening) and Wow, I was not disappointed!!! What a blessing our Lord has made you to His earthly Family! Thank you for continuing to be there for us... Praise He Who is both our Head and our Life!!!!!!!

[@aaronkim1074]

Hi brother! I thank God to hear that. God comfort and bless you and your new friend. Thank you for the encouragement!

[@mariadanezis5333]

I want to finish this trial of insomnia. Yes I want to be healed, and start my life over again. I will never go back to my old self. It is torture.

[@nathantimmins6162]

This is definitely your purpose. So many helpful and encouraging teachings 🙏

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for the encouragement. God bless you Nathan.

[@melissagiedt5127]

Thank you for this extremely helpful message, Aaron. It is heartening and helpful to hear, and makes it a little bit easier to hang in and hang on. You are doing a great job. Thank you so much for your videos. They are very helpful. God bless you, your family, and your ministry. And, Merry Christmas to you and your family.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for the encouragement. Merry Christmas and God bless you Melissa!

[@CoCoFantastique]

God's spirit and word is so powerful. Aaron speaks low and monotone and the message excites me and thrills my heart. Thank you Lord for using Brother Aaron. Give him the strength and protection to continue this good work for your Glory.

[@christyvelez2851]

You are truly anointed brother!!

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you for the encouragement. God bless you!

[@Anonymous-km5pj]

thank you brother Aaron for sharing your encouragement, experience, knowledge and wisdom. Merry Christmas to all and God bless this ministry, amen

[@daughterofgod3721]

The Lord has given me that lose your life scripture so much in the last week or two. God bless you!

[@dayasubramaniam2929]

Keep me in prayer. Am going thru the valley of shadow of darkness. More than 3 years now. Pray that i can see the light soon🙏🙏

[@aaronkim1074]

I prayed for you. No matter what, trust in Jesus forever. He will not fail you.

[@laurabennett9865]

I'm learning a lot through this process

[@saurontrollbrawl]

your words always bring comfort and bring me closer to Jesus. Thank you Aaron

[@Jan316PL]

just in time. thank you for this video

[@parinazaz4044]

Amen brother

[@sjicoua]

Amen! Thank you My Brother... We all needed that! May Our Lord continue to bless you and strengthen you!

[@michellegirau8136]

This is great it Gods will be done. When we mess up it causes depression and anxiety. I am trying to get over this and the thing im hung up on i messed up and that was 20 years i need to get over this.

[@ginafarrell6797]

Please pray for my son Sean who believes taking an antipsychotic pill for Just 4 days Once changed his brain permanently even though its been over 24 days since he took it. I cannot reason with him nor get him to see the truth that the half of prescribed pill I gave him One time for insomnia a month ago triggered the MDD to come out worse. I believe this is demonic stronghold. Thank you for your prayers.

[@aaronkim1074]

I prayed for you and your son. May the Lord deliver Him and give you both His peace.

[@lililklklkk74]

Remember brothers and sisters for the game to be easy the practice needs to be hard.

[@mave3639]

Beautiful, thanks 😊

[@judynblackwell]

Bless you Aaron.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you. God bless you too.

[@michaelkrish732]

I don’t understand I went threw a very hard spiritual battle crying out like crazy im afraid something happened cause He still seems silant I don’t understand have I upset Him I want to cry and have a soft heart have I done something wrong please Lord please pray for me I don’t ever want to go back

[@jonprue]

This was great Aaron, thank you.

[@user-te3dx3hw3q]

🙏🙏🙏🙏🫶🙏🙏🙏🙏 Thank You Dear Brother 🙏

[@jennyjenny3531]

Christians don't have to die to themselves because they already have (on the cross while they were in Him). It's already been accomplished. The only thing left is to learn to live in light of what is already true of us in Christ.

[@szilardfineascovasa6144]

Why would they, then, be required to become living sacrifices? Why would a dead person need to take its cross and deny itself? Is Christ's cross insufficient? You are missing the point. In a way, you are right. In another...pretty sure you still struggle with sin, as much as you are dead towards it; make no mistake, this is a gruelling, everyday enterprise of mortification. You will need to pwrsevere under more dire circumstances, than others, that, at times, see to be waltzing towards Heaven.

[@CaroleMcDonnell]

Thank you.

[@oklartse]

Keep going viewers. Trust god and don't give up. Do not fear fear is the opposite of faith.

[@jesuscanplayguitar1214]

Thank you Aaron we love you

[@michael9659]

Long story short, I needed heavy antibiotics years ago for a stomach virus that I had. During taking the medication, I developed a strong depression and dreams that were very demonic. Along with that, came intrusive thoughts. And while I was always a Christian, that time brought me a lot closer to God and His word, more so than ever before. Over time, all of that went away and I was back to normal. A few weeks ago, I stumbled back into my old sinful ways and the depression and intrusive thoughts have come back. My question is: Do you think this is God breaking me once again? Trying to shape back into a proper Christian?

[@nokubongamntombi8068]

Hello everyone. I have been struggling from restlessness, with a lot of muscle tension, insomnia. I have been taking a lot of sleep & anxiety pills, but they seem not to work. I was doing my honors this year, God carried me through, I recently received good news that I managed to do well, earlier God blessed me with a job, that I will begin in January. My fear is that I do not sleep well, sometimes not sleep at all. I experience a lot of sadness & tiredness. I am confused on what God is teaching me, if he manages to give me this job but I still struggle from poor sleep how will I maintain it. It's been a very sad, dark, hard & lonely year for me. I am only 22, I have always cried to God and he would answer very quick, now am going to complete a year with this burden & a new liability as well. My main problem is my brain feeling very tight & unease, so due to that i cant sleep. I ask for your prayers, I don't know if I should be asking for healing.

[@aaronkim1074]

I prayed for you. I encourage you to look up and watch two videos I made on the subject of insomnia. God bless you.

[@georgetapeloschek]

Sleep is counterintuitive, the more you try to sleep, the more pressure you put on yourself and it will be hard to sleep. If I cannot sleep I just say.. Ok, then I will just stay awake in bed all night. So I remove that pressure, then I fall asleep when I have this attitude. It’s hard to let go of “trying to sleep” but you could read a book on the topic to help you. For example “Say goodnight to insomnia”, a book written by some doctors.

[@nokubongamntombi8068]

@@georgetapeloschek I do all of that, even stay out of bed. Until I feel sleepy. When I try to sleep, experience a band in my head, or brain squeeze. I take the tension pills they don't work too. Idk what's going on.

[@nokubongamntombi8068]

@@aaronkim1074 thank you, I will do so.🙏

[@jenaesworld2085]

Use the word of God

[@sunkuyi2713]

Thank you!

[@mariadanezis5333]

So it’s my severe insomnia , is it from GOD or the devil?

[@mariadanezis5333]

Does GOD want someone not to sleep at all? I am confused.

[@Inharmonics]

Dear Aaron, Could I ask a question? Your videos have been an immense blessing to me in dark times, especially because of how you emphasise that God is in control, even when we’re suffering. This brings comfort and reminds me of God’s wonderful realities, which I have tasted. However…what if we caused the suffering ourselves? Because I didn’t look after my ears over the years of being a musician/playing in a worship band, I now have endured very severe and worsening tinnitus for 3 years (ironically it was playing at a worship event that was the final straw.) Of course didn’t do this on purpose, but it was my action. I then made things even worse by turning to sleeping pills and alcohol for sleep, since nothing else seemed to work. Doctors don’t know what to do. Then I even used these things to escape the noise and other symptoms at times. Is the Lord still sovereign here? Is this still part of His plan? If there is a plan, and this has mysteriously become part of it, I can go on living. Suicidal thoughts are present as this has gone on, but thankfully as open to quite a number of other Christians about all of it. I have repented many times for my escapist chemical indulgences and felt God’s presence - but when night comes and the ears/brain screech along with other symptoms, I find it hard to stay sober again. Knowing afresh that He is still Lord over our folly would bring much peace and a renewed ability to obey. Thank you so much.

[@aaronkim1074]

Assuming you are a child of God, He without a doubt uses all things for your good. He is in control of all things. So, even if you brought the suffering on yourself, God overrules what you did to work it for your good (Romans 8:28). He has absolute control. Being a child of God brings immense peace and safety in this turbulent and cruel world. If you have sinned, confess it and He shall forgive you (1 John 1:9). Keep it simple by exercising your child like faith. Read His word and believe it, then move forward. Don't let the devil trick you. Those nonsense suicidal thoughts are from the enemy. Rebuke those thoughts and the devil, then turn your attention to God's promises and rest in them.

[@daughterofgod3721]

Please pray for me-I just very recently entered a new trial (I think it could be my fault; I thought I heard from God on the matter and followed that guidance, but now it's a mess, and I don't know if I heard God, which means now I'm not sure if I can hear Him in general; this is very scary). I need help. God bless you!

[@aaronkim1074]

I prayed for you. Keep trusting in God to guide and lead you.

[@daughterofgod3721]

@@aaronkim1074 Thank you so much, Aaron. I've been re-watching some of your videos this eve (and am reading Watchman Nee's The Normal Christian Life right now). The Lord in his mercy did help me with the situation I mentioned above-but I'm saddened by the fact that I completely freaked out (it was not pleasing to God-I'm sure of that). Thankfully, I freaked out alone (not around any other people), but it was still very sinful in the Lord's presence. God bless you and your family! Also, I love the higher mic volume-but I must admit, I sometimes miss seeing the guitars in background :-)

[@3angelsmessages753]

Hello my brother, Hope all is well, i really enjoy your videos, they have been helping and encouraging me.....I wanted to ask if you could share my gofundme on your platform...I'm a 35 year old wife and mother of 6 who has been suffering with bleeding issues, bad anxiety/panic attacks, shortness of breath spells...I would like to go to the wildwood lifestyle center in Georgia but can't afford it. If you would share it with others I would greatly appreciate it! I will post the link in the comments only if you say I can. And if you could please post it on your community.

[@aaronkim1074]

Hello, I’m sorry, but I don’t feel comfortable asking people to donate to you mainly because I don’t know you enough to vouch for you.

[@3angelsmessages753]

@@aaronkim1074 okay, no problem...thank you anyway!

[@networthassoc2006]

So one has to go through trial(s) to enter the kingdom of God?

[@aaronkim1074]

No, but if you are saved you will go through trials as you enter the Kingdom of God.

[@networthassoc2006]

@@aaronkim1074 could you elaborate on this Aaron? I’m just not clear

[@natureswonders7647]

Hey Aaron, is there a place I can donate to you?

[@aaronkim1074]

Hello, you can make a tax deductible donation at the link below. Thank you for your support and God bless! www.paypal.com/donate/?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=SB7HSXQVR4JBL&source=url

[@alexandracooper122]

The thing is, so many people have to work and make a living. How do you find the time to devote yourself to God?

[@aaronkim1074]

It's a matter of priority and discipline. I forget the person, but he was a famous pastor of some sort and people asked him how he has time to pray multiple hours each day. He responded by saying when he is very busy he prays even more. I think he prayed about 3 hours a day. Prioritization and discipline goes long ways.

[@benkennington8941]

@@aaronkim1074 Martin Luther allegedly said: “Work, work, from morning until late at night. In fact, I have so much to do that I shall have to spend the first three hours in prayer!”.

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you! That’s who I was thinking of. He’s a great example.

[@alexandracooper122]

@@benkennington8941 That's a great quote! I'll bear that in mind 🙂

[@BevIsrael]

Have a blessed Christmas, brother Aaron, to you and your fam! ❤️ Happy birthday to our Brother, Jesus Christ! 🎈🥹❤️‍🩹🙏🏼

[@aaronkim1074]

Thank you. Merry Christmas and God bless you Beverly!

[@BevIsrael]

@@aaronkim1074 thank you, Brother Aaron, have a blessed new year, too! 🙏🏼❤️‍🩹