To My Dearest Brother || Spoken Word || Micky Talks

[@sunflowersunday7929]

I lost my brother 8 years ago. He killed himself. This hit me in so many different ways.... just recently was his death anniversary. It hurts because i never got to say a proper goodbye because my mom kept me out of his room when she found him. He was there during the toughest time (helping me get over my parents divorce, being the father figure my dad was never, helping me with fake friends, etc...). We were so close and i still to this day sometimes look back and think it was part my fault... i’ve been in therapy since he died. And to think if he only shared what was happening... we could of stopped it.. i wish he didn’t die... my friends have no idea what it is like so they aren’t much support and if he would have went to therapy it may of had helped him and I could have watched him grow up... get a wife (or husband) , have children (he wanted a lot) and get into the college he wanted. Years after he died (4 years) we were getting letters from colleges saying he got accepted... colleges he wanted to go to SO bad but didn’t he could get in... i miss him so much ...

[@averyvincentavner472]

The exact thing happened to me but it happened this year and she was my sister not my brother. But if I hadn't done something that day I could have saved her.

[@user-oz4lw7zo3s]

I also lost my brother ,😭😭 but dear pls take care of u ,

[@caspergrobler8303]

I lost my brother 13 years ago and i still can on get over it every one say it will get better but it just don't i wish i can hug him and say I love you brother. 😭😭

[@mercedesalek7801]

😢😭I miss my Lil brother I hop I meet you someday

[@plant3508]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@0b3da36]

Sorry for ur loss Just lose my lil brother 1 year younger than me three months ago.. the pain ever get away… i miss u lilbro

[@vaunsag]

I miss my young brother . He died in a freak drowning accident in 2012 . It was his birthday the other day . I miss our fights our fun . Till to date no answer why he was taken . Miss you bro will always be incomplete with you . Love you so much . RIP

[@0b3da36]

Same just lose my brother 3 months ago

[@jbward6593]

Lost my lil brother September 16, 2022 I don't wish no loss on anyone bless up, appreciate your brother....still hurts knowing my big bro and lil bro are in heaven

[@christinastreet6542]

That was powerful. I lost my baby brother 10 years ago this October (2018). He was 24 years old. He died 18 hours from home. Alone in a hospital. No one there that loved him. We (the family) didn't even know he had died until the following day when the medical examiner called us to identify him by markings (his tattoos) on his body. We thought it was a horrible joke at first, so we hung up. A state trooper called back and told us that it wasn't a joke.............. In that moment, time stood still. Everything moved in slow motion. We had so many questions: Why him? What happened? What went so wrong? Why did he have to die alone? Why did no one call us, we made sure our number was on his emergency contact list..... Just this spoken word really hit home. I guess, some part is letting me know that I am not alone in how I feel or how much I still miss him. People tell you that "time heals and it will get better with time", that's not true. At least I don't think it is. It doesn't get better or easier, we just learn to adapt. We develop tougher skin, a mask..... etc. We do what it takes to let people feel that its better, hell sometimes I think I even kid myself.... I'm rambling..... So.. my whole point to this was "Thank You".... I needed to hear your words.

[@MarieSino]

I'm so sorry

[@eveliarojas3112]

Christina Street im so sorry

[@tr0lls3c]

Oh my gosh this made me tear up. I am soooo sorry. If you want someone to talk to i am here for you my email is [e-mail] if you want to talk.

[@averyvincentavner472]

My older sister committed suicide this April and the doctors said that if we took her to the hospital 30 minutes earlier she could survive. I talked back to my teacher earlier that day and I got detention for it. If I hadn't talked back I could get home earlier and save her. I live with this huge guilt inside of me and nobody seems to care. My family's seemed to move on pretty quick. The only two people who are still suffering from her death are me and my little 5 year old sister.

[@tiagobjesus]

:( unfortunately dear friend, it does not heal, my brother died back in 1997 and it still hurts like a mf, I still make this sort of internet searches trying some sort of healing. The best explanation I ever got was, you’ll never forget, you’ll just learn how to deal with it. There are times I can manage, but whenever something bad happens to me, it brings all the grief back up again, and when I’m alone, crying, I just say: Mano... Mano... mano.... which means brother (in slang) in portuguese, I’m actually starting to cry right now, can’t even see clearly what I’m writing, I just miss him so, so, so, so much.

[@karinacastanon2095]

Oh god please help me this immense pain in my heart the void of knowing he's not here anymore I have to stay strong for my boys

[@bugzbunny3772]

I feel your pain 💔 my brother passed away and I feel like people expect me to get over it but I know I never will 😞

[@hannalara5474]

I started crying omg why. I lost my big brother 2 years ago to suicide without me getting to say goodbye or give him one last hug and now I would give everything I have to get to hug him one more time, to run my hand through his long curly hair. I can’t wait for the time I meet him again

[@averyvincentavner472]

Same thing happened to me, but with a tiny difference. I lost my big sister.

[@megan4387]

Awe same my brothers 2 year is in a few months he lost his battle and I miss him so much and he had the nicest wavy black hair he was the best💔

[@masonsullivan4853]

My big bro mason died last year today. I watched as he passed and tried everything I could to save him. One last hug and a “love ya little bro” would be heaven on earth, but just know he’s waiting up there for you. And I’d going to meet you with a big hug and a smile.

[@olomtasin367]

Lost my brother 2 days ago..so iam watching it to relieve my pain.Thanks Micky bro.

[@itssurgalmiyamiya1377]

My brother is always on my mind💔😭

[@jamesshelby5266]

R I.P. Jason Shelby 7/10/90- 9/10/17. Miss the hell out of you lil bro. Life begins at 100 mph. Ride in paradise. ✌️💯

[@vaunsag]

I miss my brother more than anything he was 26 and I will never forgive god for that . No fault of his . Shows how unequal god is . Me and my parents left with the pain yo live or life without him till our time come . Not good not right god .

[@silasgreaves6134]

Most of the people in the comments lost their brother after they passed away, so my pain seems a bit paltry compared to theirs. But I lost my brother just maybe 2 weeks ago, when he left to join the military - The Marines. It’s the first time in my life, where I won’t be able to see him anytime I want to. It’s heart wrenching, today was the last phone call we were able to make and after now I won’t be able to see or hear him for a really long time. Won’t be able to joke with him, watch a movie together, continue to share our interests of video games, go out and get food, or whatever else. I miss him. And life is so stressful right now. Online school sucks, my relationship with my parents is down the drain, the burden of responsibility for my own life is increasingly becoming more ever present as I struggle to find the path forward. I’ll see him again, but when I do I might be different and so will he, and the world will most certainly have changed by then too, if nothing else, even the tiniest bit. I’m hurting.

[@Nooneshereforever]

How are you now? ❤

[@bugzbunny3772]

I feel your pain! I miss my brother I don’t think I’ll ever stop grieving over him , a part of me is always missing, because he is no longer here 😔! I miss you Jr 💔

[@KaySunshine3]

I wish all of you beautiful people in the comments some comfort and peace

[@xaviercobian6]

Sorry 😢 for your loss 😢 damm I loss my brother to gun violence 12/30/2020 rip Jean and rip Ryan 💯🙏🖤

[@ceanafoster1543]

Sorry for your loss 😢

[@WitchKingofAngmar24]

I cannot even imagine what you’re going through… I hope from the bottom of my heart that you’ll stay strong and I am terribly sorry for your loss. My brother is the most important person in the world for me and I would simply die if something would happen to him. You have all my respect and appreciation! RIP

[@maulikdesai7849]

😭 I can't say anything I can't explain my pain he was my everything

[@winner3733]

😢😢

[@purple_melody_of_7830]

I lost my brother when I wasn't born also i wasn't able to see him this is the thing that hurts me the most .

[@yolandaborquez7343]

My brother is stuck out in japan and i cant see him because this stupit viris i miss him i really miss him without him i will be nothing i am crying right now i am very sad

[@hazertrece]

Miss you Rene Ortiz my little brother your always in my heart. Cant believe your gone. On my happy days I feel guilt for being happy, I know you would of wanted me to be happy and move on but its very difficult knowing ill never see you again on this side of life. I'm full of regrets, sorrow pain and guilt. Can't wait till I see you again. August, 23, 1991- June, 11, 2019....

[@xaviercobian6]

Same man same I can’t believe it I love you brother 12/12/1999 - 12/30/2020

[@emilym.calhoun1009]

I miss my Big Brother that passed away recently April 4,2022 to cancer I miss him everyday and forever will until we meet again. Forever in my ❤️ and memories we shared noone can never take those special moments we shared I will forever hold you in my heart until I can hold you in my arms in heaven. Rest in peace brother Clark it's not Goodbye it's see you later watch over me mom big sister and the rest of the gang you and Dad are our Gaurdian Angel our heros

[@vaunsag]

It’s my brother’s birthday 🎁 tmrw he would have been 33, 5 years younger than me , went when the whole life was in front of him. Why GOD took him don’t know but deep down I have this question which I will carry to my grave and ask god how dare he took him so early . I only request to everyone don’t take ur siblings for granted and just try living a happy life holding no grudges and no curse words / feelings becoz if they go away the feeling inside is so bad that even though you will move on with your life and enjoy that feeling of emptiness will always be there inside you . Take care 🙏

[@amandaneedham9415]

Rest In Peace Robert Lee Jones.. my big brother. I love you Bobby 😞😭😭

[@tabishkhan.]

I lost my twin brother a year ago. He died in an accident. He was the reason behind my smile. He was my idol. I wish that i could see him again. I miss him soo much. Words can't express my pain😭😭😭😭💔

[@mbalasugan]

I lost my brother (Selvam). He was the reason behind my smile. He was my idol. I wish that I could see again I miss him soo much word can't express my pain 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

[@xaviercobian6]

Same I miss you lil brother 🖤💯🕊

[@alviraqureshi9886]

I am not having any siblings. But I am having an elder cousin brother but he is also not with me. I love him a lot, I wish We'll meet soon. Sometimes really I need a big brother to guide me, to secure me, to take care of me but it doesn't Happend. I argue you all to please pray at least at once that I can meet my brother soon becuz I have heard that pray is having magic.🙏

[@toxicacegamers]

I miss him

[@evita5185]

You're always on my mind, my dearest brother, Eggy. I miss you, and I love you. Let's meet again one day

[@martingitaundinguri1903]

20/07/2021 Continue resting in eternal peace Brayo 🕊🤍

[@Samyaboy21]

R.I.P. Johnathan Robert Paul Ermel. 4/9/98 - 5/28/18

[@siennanye8768]

My brother Cody moved away so many years ago I forget about how he looks and sounds it's been year's I was reunited with him I love him so much I'm only 11 he left when I was 5 or younger he moved to Texas sadly I miss you Cody come back

[@ILoveYou-td9xc]

My brother went through a tough side of life and even went as far to write a suicide note to all of us, he was depressed and still is. He will never be the same..

[@Davider03]

Amelia_st_xo ___ i miss my brother so much , he was commited suicide

[@ILoveYou-td9xc]

Bakayarou AMVs Im so sorry to hear that. Things will get better and I wish you and your family the best 🙏

[@olomtasin367]

Your voice stays crystal clear to me stil this day.

[@estefanianh]

Rest in power bro Jose Resendiz Hernandez 02/01/98- 07/31/2020 He passed away at 22yrs, in a car accident. I regret not loving on him more. He was so sweet, generous, silly. Truly one of a kind Aquarius. Im so fortunate he picked me as his sister. I cant wait til he picks me up and we are reunited again, forever 🖤

[@xaviercobian6]

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 same with my brother 💯🕊🖤

[@brittanylloyd2539]

I miss you Ricky. Always and forever bubba.

[@chanchanwoo7532]

I really miss you my baby brother Kenneth Langit. See you un heaven bro!

[@gurdarshankaurgill4504]

I miss my cousin brother we use to have a great relationship when I was small but now we don't even talk anymore and it is hard leaving in his parents house and seeing him everyday and being scared of him I wish we can have that old relationship that we used to have 😔😔

[@daniellam1443]

My big brother went missing 10 years ago. He was only 18 years old. Everyone in my family thinks that he is dead. But somehow I still have hope that someday he will come home.

[@karinacastanon2095]

Must be very hard I don't know what I'd do with out either one of my boys they are the reason why I'm here the reason why my life has a meaning they are my life and I'm so sorry for what u and ur family are going through I hope he is still alive and that some day he reunites w u guys again. Best wishes

[@averyvincentavner472]

I hope that one of these days he'll knock on your door and once you open it he'll say: "I'm home!".

[@xaviercobian6]

🖤💯 I loss my brother 12/30/2020 sad 😢

[@ayushidwivedi539]

I MISS YOU BHAIYA.... I WISS MAIN AAPSE ROOZ MILL SKTI

[@ryliekalco5994]

R.I.P Chase Kalco I wish I cold say goodbye

[@keke15459]

RIP Christopher Paul Jones

[@priyankavikram6369]

I lost my brother in road accident 2years back this hits me hard 😭😭 I miss him😭😭

[@xaviercobian6]

Sorry for you loss someone took my brother from me 12/30/2020 rip Jean I love you ❤️

[@caspergrobler8303]

I get wat you feel

[@ilumina8724]

i really missed you.. 💔😢 my lil brother 😘😢

[@jishuparida3405]

I miss you my big bro sudhire

[@Onlinecash77]

This is wonderful & great

[@kevinkee4071]

My brother took bis life on april 10th this year i cant sleep without the help of sedating myself...idk how to get through the lonely depressed feeling of not holding him or seeing his smile...im lost without my brother

[@averyvincentavner472]

That's exactly how I'm feeling. I lost my sister at April 2019 and she was my everything. She was a year older than me so we did everything together. We also have have a younger sister. She's five. When I saw her covered in blood on the bathroom floor I didn't even know what to say. I never talk. I haven't opened my mouth to say actual words since that day. I only have the energy to type. Not to speak. And it's killing me.

[@ceanafoster1543]

I hope I never lose any of my siblings.

[@Fitnessmtftransgender]

I lost my big bro two days ago in road accident my heart is bleeding

[@JCARLOS16]

I lost my big brother 3 months ago 😢

[@michellehuffman2025]

July 2nd, 2023 my only actual blood baby brother, shot and killed, at the age of 33! 15 years younger than me, as I waited my entire childhood to finally have a little brother/ sister! He was a miracle in me and my Mama's life, making it through after my Mama had multiple miscarriages. 😢😢😢 I'm trying so hard not to keep crying, and being so angry at it all! I will always love you and miss you baby brother of mine! You suffered from multiple health problems and mental illnesses, as well as emotionally. You were in a lot of pain, with everything! I know you're not suffering anymore, but I feel selfish! I don't want you to be gone, so soon from my life! I don't wanna let you go! I don't wanna regret not talking to you more recent, before this tragedy hit! I'm angry with mental health, for not helping you more, upon our Mama's begging them to! I'm angry with the whole situation! I'm heartbroken, that my little "Sissy's boy", I can never hug you, talk to you, hear your voice, have your strong arms around me when I'm down, have funny conversation, anything again! My heart is aching and bleeding and just in so much pain! I love you! ❤

[@reckless8694]

Beautiful

[@lavendera6846]

💔👍🙏

[@beatrizthomazini9850]

Unfortunately, you'll forget, we always do and it hurts A LOT

[@carlosdurangonzles5522]

I just moved out of my house and I left my lil bro 😭😭

[@Olivesarentnice]

My brother has been missing since I was seven and I saw him a couple years back but he didn't see me and I can barley remember him and I don't know if he's dead or not

[@xaviercobian6]

😢 I loss my brother 12/30/2020 hopefully he is ok and you will see him again 🖤

[@galaxymermaid441]

I literally found out today that my brother moved to Tampa.

[@ashishpoon5597]

Dear brother🩵 I wish I could tell you how much I love you and how much I need you. Your absence feels like a heavy knife stabbed directly in to my chest. I can't even explain how much I miss you❤

[@JenSpradlin]

Rip Lou Lou

[@damansingh7574]

😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@JenSpradlin]

😢😢😢😢

[@KeengILY]

Describe your brother in 1 sentence

[@vivekkhare2565]

🥺🥺

[@Onlinecash77]

Sub yo for life

[@janetmorgan4193]

😊😊💟💟💟💟

[@cbjoshi5491]

😢😢😢😓😓

[@AliciaDellabalma]

𝕄𝕪 𝕓𝕣𝕠 𝕝𝕖𝕗𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕨