A Very Exciting Life Change... | Toxic Tears

[@xorinoa]

Kaya has a space to DO ALL OF THE THINGS!!! I cannot wait to see some good things come out of the end of this tyre fire of a year!~!

[@allieobsidian]

me too.

[@crowfaerymori]

Kaya is our dark angel in these times

[@allizbest]

PLEASE FILM YOURSELF DOING THE RENOS! theres like absolutely no spooky home decor stuff aside from Gothic Homemaking on youtube. pls pls

[@Gothicgirl778]

Who else is excited for the (hopefully) coming decorating & make over videos for this space + is ready to support the sh*t out of kayas channel??!!! 😍🖤🖤🖤 So happy for you, you deserve this 🖤💗🖤💗

[@crowfaerymori]

Lila_Lyna yasssss I loved her attic progress vids!

[@MIWBailey666]

This kinda scared me, cause I thought you and Jake broke up. I was like NOOOOOO.

[@Trigvein]

I just don’t trust those kinds of chairs unless they’re bolted into a beam in the ceiling and hanging from a chain! But the concept is pretty

[@misanthropic985]

Trig Vein same! Especially cuz I have a big but too. I’m always worried they t gonna fall to the ground 😳😂

[@alainaholmes2673]

"Oh my God no, hello?" That's me anytime someone knocks on my door

[@valentinxpavez8964]

Good for you. I really reaallyy mean it. As an artist, I have always needed space and nowadays its a scarce resource. I've always lived in very small spaces with my family and by myself and when I started my career it got more difficult as time went by. First I only worked on small stuff and with fast drying materials (as a child) and then I got into oil painting, but I could only paint at school (which after a year or two shut down the art classroom and always had limited capacity). Then I got into art school and I left all my materials there ( one of my pieces disappeared and there was always a chance of getting stolen bc lots of people, not only students, roamed freely) but almost never brought stuff home. While working on my thesis, the "studio"/workshop room/whatevs my class had assigned at my uni informed me there was no room for older students, so I remember I took my 1,5x1,5m canvases to my grandma's house so I could paint there. I transported everything either public transport or pickup trucks & whatnot, it took so much time and effort. I was so thankful to my grandma and I was very happy to se her, but I lost a lot of time getting to her house, which was far away of everything (my workplace, uni aand home), and I remember I cooked for them and spent time with them (which i dont regret but cut off a little bit my working hours). Then came the time of my lifef in which i decided i just wanted to work and live in the same roof and in peace, so I worked more (as an english teacher) and could finally rent a room in which I could sleep and paint. My point is, nothing compares to having your workplace as you wish therefor creating and producing as much as you wish without having space limits. One needs to storage, to move around while working and also having a distance to see ur work from the distance . I have been enormously happier having my workplace with all my stuff in one place, organized by me and having the chance to paint my 1,5x1,5 meter and 1,5 x 4 paintings. I long for expansion iin my artwork and as I have worked in bigger sizes, I have too became bigger. I thinnk thisll be so good for you in so many ways, you'll grow out of your physical and mental body and so turn into a better, stronger Kaya. idk if you get my point I now live in a small apt that has it's organization in function of what i love: creating, developing, enhancing, etc. its so much fun, enjoy it! i hope ur happy as i am. Some of my artwork is on ig @valespav

[@padlocksncocoapuffs]

I’m so happy for you Kaya! You are going to absolutely thrive in this new space and I’m excited to see the progress. Please make videos about it going forward I love watching that kind of stuff. I lol’d so hard from the *irish intensifies* bit. Congrats!

[@sarahsteen231]

You should film your decorating and renovating process! That's a series I would be so invested in.

[@janetturk2744]

I am so excited for you. I wasn’t expecting to get such exciting news from anywhere today and You actually made my day to see you so excited planning your very own studio is wonderful. I can’t say enough how genuinely happy I am for you. And will look forward to see it come into fruition. Love and 🙏🏻 peace ☮️ I’m sending to you. Keep well you’ve got a lot ahead rest well at night and the next day you will think very Clearly. I talk to much bye for now. Janet (right outside San Francisco Ca)

[@toastyghosty3803]

this is incredible news!! you've got so much more room and a wider possibility to explore and learn new things as well as expressing your wonderful talents further!! ♡♡ excited to see the projects and growth xx

[@chandracropper8104]

So happy for you! That's awesome! Small spaces and depression really is a bad combination. Wanting to do the things but not having space to do the things, just leads to more sad things... wishing you all the happiness in your new space! 🖤

[@tragicLife13]

Awesome Kaya. Would love to see updates on decorating your space. Excited for you!

[@Trysaratop]

Honestly, I started watching your bf's videos first then saw you and watch your videos more than him. You still have a huge fan base, I see the hurtful comments people say and it would make anyone with ADHD feel down, I suffer from it as well, and it's not the "hyper kind" its the kind where you can't sleep at night because you think a 100 things at once and can't focus on one. I think you should run with the hate, maybe even make a funny video with sad music crying scene looking at the comments and then laughing with your middle finger. It's okay if you feel terrible inside, cry and keep going girl let that shit out and then have a big whiteboard, write everything you want to do and accomplish, get that planner book, get that special apple timer so you can do every goal 20 min at a time and not get distracted. I like you, I believe in you and I watch you more because I relate to you in many ways or in some way I think I do.

[@ericafurr9308]

This is so exciting! Yes, make updated videos of your progress, plz!!💚♥

[@serinachilders74]

Yes tape would make it easier to do, wish I could be there I'm great with taping drywall, you are going to want to also prime it when you are done taping and sanding. So the wall doesn't soak up all your paint and the colors come out the shade you want them to. Good luck with your new space and have loads of fun decorating.

[@murphan25]

What a studio! I love it! There is so much potential. I hope you do a progress vlog. I can’t wait to see the final product! I’m excited!

[@shogpei7054]

I got so excited ofr you my eyes started watering.

[@robertabarnes8379]

That chair!! Looooovvvvee it 💗🗝Congrats! Your plans sound amazing, I can’t wait to see it all come together. So happy to see you, and all you will create, in such a beautiful space! 🦋🖤🌿💀

[@rishibeauty8889]

Wow- I have the same stuff on my door that you put in the window. For whatever reason, my partner decided he needed clear glass front door- he want to see who who is out there. He forgot they can see us. I HATED having to put on pants or hair just to check the door. I bought that rainbow cling & I ADORE it! Pretty rainbows!! when I got it up he said “hmmm, this is cool, privacy” Hell yeah privacy is cool!!! I cant wait to see your space once it is finished. I would give my left arm, figuratively, to have the space to set up my studio for my Etsy resin art & filming. I am very jealous you have something like this. We dont have anything like this in Minnesota. You are blessed!

[@miriamhappe1066]

its so cool to have your own space to film ect. i personally would love updates on how its going to become all your space. its nice to have the videos as well as your own memories. even if you'd never upload them to your channel.

[@Crowsbatsandrats]

Ahh I'm so happy for your Kaya, you deserve this and I hope you do all the things you want to in your new space!

[@serenanoline6013]

So excited for you!!! Love the idea of more updates/goth decorating. I don’t see a ton of the process more so just people giving a room or house tour. So yeah updates would be awesome!

[@lilym7579]

That is so awesome!!!!Congratulations!

[@Mar-os5nf]

You have an amazing vision for this space. I cant wait to see it finished. Thank you Toxic Tears for letting me be a part of your journey!

[@ambero8726]

Living the epic chair life!! Happy for you to have more space to be creative, looking forward to seeing what it brings for you. Catch you next time ☕

[@MarnieLuna]

I'm so happy for you Kaya! I've seen you talk for years on how much you want your space for your projects

[@juanitaj.]

I 🖤 decorating / makeover videos / tutorials, especially your videos...clearly not the only one who is very excited to see how this creative space will look once you've worked your magic ✨

[@deathheke]

Living the dream! What a fantastic space to unleash your creativity on and in. I'm excited to see you bringing your plans to life. Gouache is pronounced Gwaarsh

[@sarabraunstein8238]

Congratulations on the new space! How exciting!! I can’t wait to see more!

[@AetherIdol]

What a dream! Congratulations on your new space! 🖤💚🖤

[@jessburns9712]

Your excitement is so beautiful to see! I can't wait to see what comes out of that room! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@JDiology]

I feel ur positive energy!!! Thats amazing. Happy for u

[@nikkinocturnal6512]

So excited for your future content!! 🖤

[@mewtal_bean_13]

Congrats Kaya!!!! I'm so excited for you!!! Yes! We call it drywall here in America and I agree with others saying to use drywall tape. Makes it so much easier. For your acrylic paintings have you tried using a slow drying medium. I have found that helps it from drying out to fast.

[@dreamingexe]

uhh lmao who would dislike this video? like look at how she is literally glowing with happiness, guhhh 💕 happy for you dearest

[@meredithbiggart4529]

Congrats! Nothing is better than your own work space that you can create in your own custom way! I’m pumped for you!

[@julia_in_hamburg3809]

Congrats! This is going to look amazing! The mossy green is so cool!

[@treacletits3627]

I love how you already know what colours you want and the rooms look great even without all the furniture and paint done. I’d love some advice about how you found the place as I don’t know where to start when looking for an office/music space.

[@witchyotter9820]

I’m so excited for you! You are an esthetic icon, in my opinion, and I would love to see videos of you setting up and designing your new space. 🖤🖤

[@sadiedayz2405]

Josephine would love a lovely fainting couch to lounge on in the new digs! Congratulations, I am looking forward to many amazing things from you!

[@MetalMamaMist]

I love how happy she looks. Makes me smile 🖤

[@chrissy.inkart5656]

Soooo exiting to hear that you're gonna do all kind of crafting stuff and also make videos about it. I craft a lot myself and always try out stuff so I'm suuuuper exited about it 🖤

[@TheLadypizazz]

The pure excitement on your face is infectious!! What great news!! Yes please vlog decorating and can’t wait for diy content!!

[@halleywalker6520]

Yay! I know how important it is to have crafting space, we live in a small house but we just got a huge rescue reptile cage out of our house. 👌 Now we have a desk and a space to sew/record music!!! Big come up, happy you're enjoying this new studio space! 🌼

[@strangeamanda7470]

We can hear your excitement. Looking forward to seeing this space take shape.

[@maxvos2075]

I'm so excited for decorating montages and the final tour of when it's all set up! I'm so happy for you!

[@YumYumTinkerbell]

I'm so happy for you and all the cool projects you can explore!

[@craptavaganzabathory6080]

I'm so happy for you! Can't wait to see all the content you are going to create here!

[@kimberlypenn3014]

yesss!!! please update us on the room decorating, i’m so excited and proud to see this new milestone 🥺💗

[@aryelleandreani6453]

i love your new space. I wish in the US I could find someplace that size and just have an open license to decorate how I want. most rentals don't allow you to do that kind of thing. But I can't wait to see more of your videos and I think reno videos of your new studio would be awesome to watch.

[@WildCynnie]

That is so fun!! I totally 100% want more studio decorating/figuring out videos! I freaking love decorating/transformation videos, plus I love the spooky aesthetic, so that type of video right there is my absolute favorite type of things to watch!! PLUS it will most likely motivate me to /finally/ set up my own crafty/creative space!

[@frostfang1]

I'm excited for you. I have definitely experienced the difficulties you had with having to get everything out and then put it back just to be creative. I ended up getting a 9 cubical shelf for my art stuff that helped a toooonnn, and then one of those "picnic" foldy tables that I put next to my basic desk, to extend the usable area. The wooden desk side was all computer stuff and practical desk things, the keyboard, the bamboo tablet for the computer. And now I have all my watercolor palettes left out, my colored pencils in little metal bins as well as my brushes, cups for water, a big bright light that I can move, spray bottle, cutting mat, a spot for my lil cheap backlight for tracing. A spot to keep my sketchbooks and different types of paper. It just ended up being exactly what I wanted and so easy to move from one thing to another. Theres still a lot more organizational stuff I need, and need to do. But the space saving has been such a relief. I've done a lot more painting and drawing than I did before. I even started making a tree out of cardboard and air dry clay.

[@shyanne_dawn]

You should paint your Toxic Tears logo on the grey brick wall! So excited for you and looking forward to the videos filmed in your space!

[@anvadyestrz3864]

Yes, please update us on your decorating process. Congrats on the new space and happy creating 🙂

[@michellerhodes5477]

How exciting! We lived in a very tiny house for YEARS and I couldn't do it anymore so we bought a large house in the country and I have my own dedicated office space. It's the BEST! I made it my dreamy gothic space. Working amongst my favorite gothy things makes me happy. So happy for you to do all of the things and excited to see the things!

[@myssixensen7516]

I'm so glad you're going to have a proper work space! I hope it will inspire many a glorious project!!! I think you should definitely do progress videos IF they won't get in the way of your progress. Also don't be intimidated by oil paints- you'll love the difference in color as you'll actually be painting with the pigment, there so much more control over thickness, texture! The place people mess up is getting stuck too close and over blending and stepping back to see they've blender a muddy mess. But im sure you'll love it. I personally hate gouache, I only had to use it for a semester back in art school. I know illustrators who can work wonders with it. But it is fussy available hell. If it dries, and you get it wet again...where it's wet again will b6a different color (different value of that color, but it will never match again! So, have fun with that. I do hope the studio works well for you and most i hope it inspires you on those hard days to get dressed and to go out and to your studio. Please be patient with trying to find the medication for you now that you finally have a diagnosis. It's taken me over a decade of trying different meds, and understanding that time, I know it frustrating, but try to be patient, work with your Doctor, don't give up on the possibility of feeling better. I wish you the best deary. Have a good week and best wishes to your swan friend.🖤

[@K_Peck]

Yes! Studio decorating updates. And we do call that drywall in the US. To cover up those cracks in between I think you are going to need a special kind of mesh tape and what they call a skim coat of plaster. Talk to your hardware store person to make sure.

[@ashwartooth57]

That's awesome ! 🖤

[@PsycoticBliss]

I'm so excited I can't even imagine how excited you are! I started watching you back when you got kicked out of your old apartment and moved in with your dad, and I'm so proud of how far you've come and all of the progress you and Jake have made in your lives

[@MarcoMadden]

I'm so excited for you Kaya!! yay congrats on your new studio! I cant wait to see when its come together! lol also when you were talking about bringing your chair up there on your own so proud of you!

[@jillzgorzelski6494]

Seeing the excitement and pure enjoyment on your face was wonderful, there is nothing better than having your own special space to create whatever your heart desires. Congratulations my dear, you’re going to make such wonderful things!

[@Rockbuddy]

I love your layout! I just want to give you a lil advice if that's okay. I'm chemically sensitive and I know that anyone who has health issues can benefit from my findings. When it comes to your paint be very careful and look for safer choices, and if you can't bring an air purifier into the room. Save yourself from some of the toxic fumes by, of course, airing out your space as much as you can and getting someone to help you get the paint job done quickly. A painters mask can be found at your local Walmart. Love this new space! I'm so excited for you

[@keels6212]

Oh my golly gosh i am soooo jealous! 🤣what an amazing space you must be thrilled ..i cannot wait to see it transform ..happy days ! 🖤🖤🖤

[@grandmimm]

Whew at first I thought you & Jake split up & i was like nooooooo then you said what it was for & i was like yessssssss, lol congratulations on the new space, can't wait to see what you will do with it

[@ashleyhiller830]

Omg I thought the same thing at first and was like nooooo you are my alt couple goals!!!! So glad to see that I was wrong

[@tessiarusk1842]

I thought the same thing. she looked sorta teary eyed in the intro.

[@tattastrophicwitch6337]

Danielle MacDuff I thought the same thing too! I was thinking oh no, no not that!

[@xavierramirez1911]

i thought she was gonna announce she was pregnant

[@grandmimm]

@@xavierramirez1911 that would've been so sweet to hear

[@mza2195]

Yay for happy work space! Being able to see all your toys and being able to leave a project half done for the night is awesome! I’m so happy for you. Being able to spread out and enjoy all your pretties out, and your own private bathroom! Huge score!

[@glitteralittle]

This looks amazing! I'm super excited to follow your vlogs to see how the new studio will come along, i'm sure it's gonna look amazing! Seeing you in Victoria Park literally is the best thing. This is my childhood park & your so right about the airport 😫 It's sad! Your amazing & such an inspiration! All the best for the new studio, it'll be insane!💕🔥🙌🏼

[@ToxicTears]

Ahhh thank you!🖤✨ I knowww, did you know when they built that stupid airport, they told everyone who lives around here that it would only ever be small planes going in and out? Flat out lies! Thank you so much!!☺️🖤✨

[@erinestes7598]

Huge congrats. Having space makes a huge difference.. expanding the space expands possibilities and then what you can imagine doing... you might check out dry wall tape for going over the gaps between the plaster board.. it's going to be adorably spooky

[@lexiclarke7706]

So excited for you and your new creativity cave! I cant wait to see all the new things!! 🖤💕

[@seriouslysinner8955]

I am do excited for you!!! The space is absolutely perfect and nothing is more exciting then a complete blank canvas. Cant wait to see everything you create both for the space and in the space!

[@alexrudie3538]

I'm so excited for you! It feels like you've been wanting this sort of space for years now so this is incredible!

[@gryphon4335]

So happy that you'll be able to spread out and fully explore your creative side

[@jdsteppenzyde]

Tape. The groves in the dry wall/plaster board is for paper tape and dry wall paste combo. Will make it much smoother easier and faster.

[@amyzink9637]

Kaya, What an ingenious way to plan a room(sims and floor planner). I have had the itch to change up my bathroom and my living room for a long time and had no real way to figure out how to plan it and see how it would look. Thanks for the help!

[@SkweeGoesMe]

Yay! I know how much of a pain it's been for you to work in your attic. I feel for you as I have my one room in the house I live in and don't have room to do anything but on a lap desk on my bed, which is not ideal for most art projects. Can't wait to see more crafty stuff!!

[@bonesofblue3822]

i’m so excited to see what you make out of this space! 🤍 you should make videos of you painting & fixing it up i think that would be pretty interesting

[@DevonBumpkin]

So excited for you Kaya, having a space to let that creative freedom run wild for you is going to be amazing! Can't wait to see the progress in the studio, I hope you Vlog the process too, as that kind of thing is indeed my shit lol

[@megalopolis2015]

This is very exciting. Glad you are getting so inspired. I have a better space for my music, but it's not a studio, and I share it with someone else. Still, the instruments are very accessible and there's enough space to practice and write.

[@vampgirl201]

Yes please! Studio decorating videos would be awesome!!! So excited for you!!!

[@Gooberpotomous]

I enjoyed the longer run time. Your excitement is a joy to watch. Can hardly wait for all of it!

[@stephanienichols2093]

So happy for ya! You deserve your own space to decorate, and yes please keep us updated on all the things you do to it

[@beinguniquebeingmeeve]

How amazing can't wait to see how it evolves! 🙌👏💖

[@raemoore658]

I am so very excited for you! As it went on I even felt a pang of jealousy. It is such a lovely space and holds so much promise for creativity 🖤🖤🖤

[@necromantiks]

I’m so happy for you! I’ve been subscribed for soooo long and seeing you get a studio where you can do everyhing you want is so cool! Congrats Kaya💖✨

[@joeyfarris9087]

Congratulations Kaya I'm so happy for you and you really deserve this and it's great to see you happy ☺️🖤

[@tterbay]

Congratulations on getting your own space! 🎉 Congratulations on the new sponsor as well. I would love to see periodic updates on what you’re doing as far as decorating. And updates on your swan friend. 🦢🖤

[@tealcanary5243]

I'm so excited for Kaya, that she has this wonderful new creative and hanging out space! I would love to see the space as it evolves, and all the many projects it will take just to make the space match her vision for it. Congratulations, Kaya! I do find it interesting that, since y'all couldn't find an affordable larger house in the time-frame necessary, y'all have found a unique solution to give yourselves the additional spaces you each needed. Innovative problem-solving ftw! I'm very excited to see the creative endeavors that will surely follow!

[@headshot959]

I'm so happy that you got a bigger space. I know you wanted to do a lot of stuff that your attic couldn't afford you. It's nice that you and Jake are renting the same building so you guys can visit each other. I would like to see update videos on your new space every now and then to see how it's going. Maybe Josephine can make home there.

[@HelloLizzieBee]

Aaaah that's amazing news! Very well done. So proud of you!

[@stellarhexx444]

Congrats!!! Wishing you luck and prosperity on your journey! 🌙🦋

[@lissaharned6859]

I'm so happy for you with your new space!! And yes studio updates for sure!!!

[@rueriddle]

Congratulations! I can't wait to see what you do to the space!

[@Artsy_Christmouse]

I would love to see update videos, and watch you fix it up! I find it so satisfying to watch projects like this, and I can't wait to see the finished product as well!

[@nilnullnot]

I'm excited for you, congratulations on so many good things you're making happen in your life! I have some big home improvement projects I've been floundering on and this video actually made me want to go work on them, so thank you for that!

[@Belphegorical]

I love renovation and decorating videos and would really enjoy seeing some of those for your new space! :)

[@WitchonWheels999]

I am so happy and excited for you. Can't wait for the beautiful things that will happen there. Absolutely love how spacious it is. And the green wall colour is beautiful.💚🌿

[@alexisrichardson7979]

So excited for you! I'm happy you have your own place outside of the hot/freezing attic. Can't wait to see videos of you creating in your new space. I hope you show the decorating because that's my favorite part of a new place and I love your aesthetic.

[@BlossomingVoid13]

Oooh all the possibilities are exciting!!! I can't wait to see what lovely projects you have in store.

[@AarniOnFire]

I just came home from work and was really tired. Your energy in this video is really what I needed today. Love the new space. It's going to look awesome. So excited for you!

[@tiaraono7668]

im super excited to see what crafty things you are going to show us! And I would love updates on the space as you decorate.