Trichotillomania: My Story Including Head Shave and How I Stopped Pulling!

[@kaylaclemmer9037]

I'm 32. I've had trich for almost my whole life. It's been a struggle forever. Im a closet puller and only pull from my head. My very best friend in the whole world ended up with it as well and she shaved her head and said the same thing. It felt amazing and lifted so much weight off her shoulders. I'm going to shave my head this week. Wish me luck 😭 no woman wants to have to shave but it grows back Right

[@vetiverose128]

How did it go for you? I'm the same age as you & have trich too. I finally plucked up my courage and got a buzzcut. Gosh, it's so liberating! I don't know if I want to grow back my hair again lol

[@miriamasavusa2249]

Hey , watching your videos made me realise that I’m not alone with what I’m going through. I have been going through it since when I was eleven. But thank you ❤️

[@abul2179]

My story is exactly like ur onr

[@Amml-ls9nv]

I started when i was 9 im 13 now:/

[@Drdrusrysristatidgidtistus5i]

I have trich and am literally trying to shave our myself right now.... watching you and others to help me stay positive!! Good job girl. It's hard..I know. I hate the fact that ppl are going to keep asking...I love u and this is my first 2 minutes of watching you. (First video I've watched like this. ) thank you. Keep it up. 💯

[@laura-vn3im]

i shaved my head in the summer and it helped a lot (i only pull from my head) but then, around october, i started growing it back because people are mean and i didn't feel beautiful at all with a buzzcut. so now i have cute hair but i started pulling again. it's such a shitty situation idk what to do anymore but i'm so so so glad you're doing better, you're literally glowing! :D

[@veilsofviolets]

Can relate. I trimmed my hair last night. Been feeling crappy; anxiety kicked in, and I cut my hair. I did this procedure at 3 am this morning 😞

[@hind_bh4134]

I went through a similar situation and I really lost hope in my life. I tried everything, I felt so alone, so I wondered if people can’t help me and I can’t help myself what should I do? I was depressed for years until it came to me that there is someone above there who is more capable than humans. I started relying on Allah, listening to ‘Surat yousif’ daily and believe it or not my trich reduced tremendously in few days and after 2 months I stopped pulling out my hair completely. I restored my self-esteem which I lost for 9 years and now I am at my happiest moments. Thanks Allah!!

[@farheensalar6229]

@@hind_bh4134 really i will try this for sureee thanksss

[@BMarie774]

So. After about four years of wanting to shave my head...we did it today. My brother did it. He didn’t give me time to change my mind this time. I’m glad for it. The anxiety lifted off my shoulders. I became agoraphobic because of how bad my hair looked. I’m free now..

[@meowsmakemusic718]

Tbh you look like negasonic teenage warhead from Deadpool and I love it.

[@arsinoeneason5656]

Right?I was wondering why she was so familiar, she's pretty tho

[@traceurGeorge]

yo its great to see you and your hair looking so healthy and happy. I'm mid 20's and a male, trichotillomania along with general anxiety issues are problems I've suffered with from the age of 5 or so, growing up was horrible, constant bald patches, constantly feeling I'm on the verge of falling into a poor habit of pulling again. Its an issue that I am now again seeking help through therapy etc (done a lot of work in the past). Sadly after years of hard hair pulling I am starting to come to the conclusion that I have caused myself permanent damage to the hair on my head (some patches are still to grow back). It's great to see someone be so open about such a taboo issue, it takes a lot to show someone your bald patches, let alone on camera and its refreshing to see. It's weird growing up I felt I was the one person in the world who suffered from this weird strange issue, through the internet I was able to find how common trichotillomania is, I often wonder how much better it would of been to grow up surrounded by other suffers so we wouldn't have to of suffered alone, maybe we could of all beat this in the early days aha Either way its great after watching your videos tonight that you're now in a much happier place, its great to see you now feel much more in control over something that we all for the most part has felt completely out of our control. Plus you quality with the short hair x

[@mexicanf4g]

I’m glad you finally feel like you’re not alone. I thought I was the only one who pulled my hair out too. But, I’m starting to see amazing progress. Keep fighting!!

[@a7exia]

I began watching your videos a year ago when you posted your first Trichotillomania story and I just wanted to let you know how much you have helped me since then. I was so lost trying to find someone who understood what I was going through but unfortunately not many people know about Trichotillomania and its sad. I wish there was more awareness and support for it. I haven't felt so alone since I found you and I just wanted to say thank you. I know it must have been hard putting yourself out there the way you did a year ago and it's a hard thing to live with but it's an amazing thing to see you overcome it. You've given so many of us the strength that we were searching for. Ive been dealing with Trichotillomania for about 4 years now and it's my biggest insecurity. Watching your videos gives me so much hope and strength. I had stopped for a couple months and I had a lot of my hair growing back in but I've recently started again and let me tell you, it's been tough. Watching people eyes look at me with pity destroys me like nothing else. I appreciate you so much for helping us.

[@mariaeugeniafranco5917]

omg it gives me so much hope to see your hair growing back! there's so much fear that the hair pulled will not go back, and since I have been doing this for over 12 years I was like hopeless that my follicles would grow back. I have a head full of hair still cause my tric patterns are spread out but I worry so much that it will not always be like that. I really want to stop, since I was a teenager that is my year goal every year but I never manage to. I'm so glad I found your channel and I feel a lot more hopeful now :)

[@leanneg9388]

So proud of you!!!! You are so beautiful and you have such a great personality!

[@user-wo6hr5xv1z]

I love you so much. Almost all of my hair was pulled because I have been abused for years and now I am trying to grow my hair back and your vids are so helping thank your for sharing you really have no idea what its worth to me 💓💓🌸

[@aprilmccrum7667]

Way to go girl! I'm definitely thinking about shaving my head because of my trich. It has got pretty bad, but it's super scary to me to shave my head as I have had ling hair for so long. Its great to hear your story. You're very inspiring 💗😁👍

[@stickshiftsteph9968]

I had trich for like a decade. It was very noticeable and I felt really ashamed and unattractive. I got picked on a lot for it when I was younger. I tried all kinds of hair accessories to hide it. None of it worked except for when I finally shaved my head, and it came back just as thick. I was nervous about shaving it and thought about it for months. I was worried I would be perceived as less feminine. It's honestly the best thing I have ever done for myself.

[@polestarc]

I have trich since 12 and now, I had the back of my head shaved in the barber shop and I was surprised to hear from the barber that he has customers who lost a few hairs on their head out of stress. I still have hair on the front. The style of my hair now is undercut where, it's girly when you see me in the front and I can still tie my hair but when I raise my hair at the back, you will see the boy cut. I like it and I am putting hair treatments and preparing my thoughts on how to finally put a stop to this coz I have not paid much attention to this habit for so many years. It is time.

[@cristyyy3268]

I love your personality 😍!

[@joyceannmedina4160]

This made me cry a lot. I think I just need someone who would understand my condition just as much as you understand what trichotillomania is. How calm you speak, remind and give an advice on how to stop pulling.

[@sabrinazane2815]

When I feel alone I watch your videos you are amazing

[@Daniepi]

I've been pulling my hair out since I was about nine or ten i moved to Texas and I guess that's when it started I am now 22 and I still pull my hair out I'm trying to stop but it's hard but I'm glad I found your videos so it feels like I'm not the only person that has dealt with this issue.

[@reivu]

I just shaved my head! Been pulling since I was 8 too. It got really bad about 4 years ago and I'd been trying to cover it up by straightening my curly hair. I completely fried my hair doing this and lost my natural curls, my hair just looked awful if it wasn't straightened. So, I shaved it last weekend. Because of the spots, I've been wearing wigs but I am super excited to get my natural hair back, and I haven't pulled once, it being short definitely makes it impossible to do so right now, but I have faith I can control myself once it starts growing longer. The acrylics defo helped me too but I just hated having long nails so I gave that up after a month or so (plus rip bank balance). Just noticed you haven't uploaded in a year or so, so I hope you're doing well! Thank you for sharing your trich journey

[@marst3514]

You haven't uploaded in so long I'm so happy that you don't pull anymore!! I still pull and even tho a couple months ago my bald spots dissapeared and I had all my hair back, I started to pull again when they grew out and now I have huge bald spots I'm honestly done w myself

[@akshitasingh7830]

Hey it takes time. Be kind to yourself, things will fall into place, I promise 🖤

[@akshitasingh7830]

you'll heal 🖤 just be kind to yourself and it'll pass.

[@marst3514]

@@akshitasingh7830 thank you I hope so too:(

[@akshitasingh7830]

@@marst3514 You can always reach out to me of you want support. On my trich journey I figured that having someone to talking without worrying bout being judged helps a lot. We all have to support each other

[@mexislife5272]

You just gave me so much hope with the castor oil!! Hate what I do to my eyebrows...... don't have it under control and when stress lever rises... oh boy.. pfff. Thanks for sharing this all and being so vulnerable in a way to help the other people also suffering from it. Appreciate it a lot beautiful soul

[@njinthemj52]

Hi Megan! Your hair looks really lovely! Congratulations on all you've accomplished and best wishes for your future! You are an awesome, funny, positive person and you are a super beautiful woman!

[@Kaynaydiaandkumo]

Since you say you are in a Good spot right now I want to share my good spot too. I haven't cut my hair in just over a year,and I have compulsive hair pulling and hair cutting so it's been a huge accomplishment. I am still pulling but I feel beautiful, and thats what important. so it's been about 4 months since a big pulling episode and my hair Is growing in so good, it was the entire side of my head and the very front of my head, my hair I havent pulled is nearly to my shoulder, but its still kinda mullet looking which is fine I guess. I'm just so happy that it's so long. I've been able to remain positive by just focusing on the longest parts of my hair and just taking it day by day. I've also not bleached my hair in 3 months so its really exciting for me to watch the roots grow in healthy, dying my hair was a big Coping mechanism. But I'm really enjoying watching it grow out and knowing how long it's been and then physically being able to see how long it's growing. So it's been like 3 months. And it's a lot honestly. But it's been six years of me trying to grow my hair out overall and this is the longest it's been since 2012 which was when I was just starting highschool. for me to finally be just a few inches from my hair Goals just makes me to happy I could cry. Thank you for being here to keep me motivated in this last year just by being someone who understands honestly it gave me the sense of having a friend even tho you dont even know me. That's probably weird idk. But thank you anyway I love your pet care videos too I also have a love for reptiles I have a chameleon named brody so Its always fun to see your lovelys too, his is such a long comment I'm so sorry. keep it real love you girl

[@sunflowerbutch]

You help me so much! I haven’t pulled in a few days :)

[@Amml-ls9nv]

Hey!! How is it going?

[@chaylagood1757]

Ommmgggggg finally someone I can relate to. I pulled my hair out for as long as I can remember, like ever since I was little. I liked the feeling, and I liked playing with the strands that I pulled out. I would rap it tight around my fingers till the strand(s) would break then I would search for another piece. And I loved it for some reason, it was like my "comfort blanket" in a way. But I wouldn't stay in one spot because I was scared of getting bald spots, and people noticing so I would take pieces out from all around my head. And you couldn't even tell I did it unless you really paid attention to me, or unless you grabbed my hair and realized how thin it was. Then after a while I started feeling out of place and not "normal". I would literally have piles of hair on my bedroom floor, in my car, at my desk in school, etc. And it felt like everyone knew. I felt so uncomfortable in public because of my condition. And then June 19th of 2022 I decided to buzz cut my hair. And when I did, I noticed tiny bald spots on the back of my head. That's when I said frick it and went Mr. Clean bald. I took a bic razor and went to the scalp. It is now Jan 24th, 2023 and I haven't pulled it out since. And I couldn't be happier 😁.

[@samaberman4692]

hey Megan!! i’m so glad that you’re back!! but, i just wanted to aay that i DM’d you on Instagram in December but you never responded. i’m not mad or anything, and i totally understand, i just wanted to let you know . . . ❤️❤️

[@doctord7171]

I really missed you❤ I felt so happy when I saw the notification💟 so proud to see your hair 😍😍😍

[@ryleeanfinson2693]

Thank you for sharing! You have inspired me girl! ❤

[@nicoles4022]

Hi, I just turned 40 and I've had trich since I was in middle school. It started with my eyelashes and eyebrows in middle school. Kids made fun of me and laughed at me constantly (this was in the early-mid 90s and trich wasn't known very well at all and I had no clue that's what was going on). I stopped pulling my lashes and brows due to being made fun of. I didn't pull anything all throughout high school (surprisingly). Towards the last couple of months of 12th grade, I started pulling my head hair and I have no idea why I started. I had to start wearing bandannas and fat head bands to cover bald spots. Then it got so bad that I just had to start wearing my hair up in a messy bun (what was left of my hair) because I pull from the top of my head. I've never pulled from the sides or back. I did shave my head about 6 years ago, with the help of my fiance, who has been my support system for 21 years now (he has known about my trich since we first started dating in 2001). I stopped pulling because there was nothing to pull... yay... but once it started growing out again, something triggered me and I started pulling again. Now I have a huge mat in my hair because I continuously wear my hair up in a messy bun and I haven't washed it in awhile. I constantly pull. I am thinking about shaving my head again since I'm starting a new job and I'm trying to work up the nerve again. My fiance helped me shave my head before because I missed a bunch of spots in the back 😆 That's my story. I wanted to thank you for sharing your trich story and experiences.

[@ashleyyoung7784]

Thank u so much this video really helped me I’m really trying my best to stop touching my hair ! I get upset cause I can’t stop so now I start writing notes down

[@cahayapramesti]

I love your energy. So positive and bubbly. ❤ I've been struggling with trich since I was 11 and now I'm almost 30. My bald spot been growing and I pull it again and grow and I pulled it again so many repetitive times but my bald spot location is always the same. I'm using mixture of castor oil, lavender essential oil, peppermint essential oil, kukui oil, and coconut oil from my hair. At this moment I'm struggling to grow back my bald spot and I cut my long hair.

[@holdendmb]

You are adorable with this hairstyle!!!

[@nrlacomba1]

Thank you for sharing your story!

[@paolalovescats]

Its also really good to use biotin capsules directly on the bald spots, ive been doing it for 4 months now and my hair has grown 1/2 an inch more than natural

[@aprilrain4296]

You are so strong!! So beautiful too ❤️

[@mysmilesarah]

You are so amazing! I really admire your journey and attitude. It couldn't have been easy to get where you are now and I'm sure you still have your moments. I am so encouraged by you!

[@LisaMatos]

I just shaved my head last night on a FaceTime call with my friend since it was seriously driving me insane. My bald spots are centered around the top front of my head, the crown, and the back side which are areas I sort of cycled through with my picking. I can’t wait to watch them grow in and for my hands to chill the fuck out since they literally don’t have anything to pull anymore.

[@BMarie774]

That’s where my bald spots where. The top led and right side of the front of my extending down to my temples. I just shaved my head a few hours ago. The anxiety is lifted. I feel so much better.

[@BMarie774]

pichikiwi hey, so I know your comment is super old BUT, I just shaved mine. When my brother first did it, my bald spots were a bit too noticeable so he did have to shave it rather short but it’s still a buzz cut that I feel comfortable with. Some of your bald spots may be lower even after you buzz the first time. It all depends on your rate of growth when you shave.

[@peeronthewater6409]

Hi Megan! I'm not expecting you to read this, but I guess I want to share a bit about my short story so at of Reich! I have recently acknowledged I have Reich about a month ago so that is how far I usually say. I don't know shy, but for the past two weeks, it's became horrible- huge bald spots an bruises from chunks of hair being ripped out. My mother figure out a few days ago and wasn't too happy, as you would guess. Yesterday she has somewhat listened to me sayin I mos likely got trich! If you or anybody sees this, I need some advice I guess

[@kristytheresa8004]

hi luv u. also i remember me and my sisters thinking ur bandana was so cool and stylish

[@TheArmyWife]

Hey I literally feel your pain. I’m a trichrotillomaniac

[@jinhandsome80]

You soo Beatty and in said tooo I stopped pulling in this moment hope everyone stopped pulling and love there self you know we can stopped this tell to your self good thing's to stop like I love you I trust you because I know you can do it . Love you

[@CrystalMouse1]

When I was thirteen, my gender dysphoria kicked in and I developed an eating disorder. My hair fluctuated from thick and unruly to falling out in clumps. Now I have chronic fatigue from it and I shaved my head completely bald because it feels empowering. Not only do I obsess less over my hair now but I feel more nonbinary 🤍💛🖤💜. I wear wigs when I need a 'crown' and sport my scalp when I don't

[@kaelynwdw1140]

I still do it

[@burntbeansoup]

For some reason, I can resolve my trich by cutting portions of my hair. It’s not the pulling that does it, it’s the feeling of a hair being out of place. It’s not bad for me, but I pull around my hairline and it gets embarrassing, so I’m shaving my hair in January after Christmas pictures. I hope it works.

[@Funnyviralreelsforyou]

I had shaved my head back in 2010 itself as a method to recover. It didn't work

[@arcious60]

My parents keep telling me to stop and yelling at me when I pull my hair. I have social anxiety and a fear of being ignored so when my anxiety and fears are triggered, I pull repeatedly. I'm a 15 yo trans male. My parents don't want me shaving my head and say it's not real and that I'm making it up. What do I do?

[@monikanagyova8834]

I'm sorry you're going through this and sorry about your parents. What would they do if you cut your hair short, but haven't shaved it all the way down? I suppose they wouldn't be happy, but could they deal with that? Try to Google some tips how to overcome social anxiety and if you have the strength take one small step after the other to overcome it. It will not be easy but if you set yourself small goals, one at a time, it will be easier then just "get over it" in one go. Wish you luck.

[@arcious60]

@@monikanagyova8834 I got it shaved. I have trichotillomania and there was no cure unfortunately. I got away with not only a shaved head but also them buying the haircut. I didn't want a shaved head, however I had to because shorter hair means less pulling. They still don't believe I have trichotillomania but they couldn't bare watching me pull my hair into bald spots.

[@monikanagyova8834]

@@arcious60 Well done. You could always try to show your parents this video, or the one from Rebecca Brown (if you haven't seen it yet, she has a great video from many years ago when she first talks about what it feels like living with trich, the first few minutes are how all of us feel) to help them understand and realise there are many people suffering the same.

[@BlackSmoke1999]

Question, will I be able to use the eyelash serum on my bald eyes lids.....?? 😔

[@fgrimesdoe5821]

Because this happened to me love your channel.

[@amberroberts6579]

OMG I didn't know it was this common in 2020, like growing up, I did it like age (13-present) I still neeeeeed to stop though. I've noticed that I haven't strayed from my head, I haven't pulled eyebrows to lashes, I just stick with like the "rough" pieces

[@just_me531]

Till this day I only do it to my hair, yesterday i shaved an undercut 5 cm above my ear so half my hair is gone but im to scared to shave the rest off

[@alyssahewitt8897]

Oh my gosh!! I did the exact same beading thing where I pulled the entire thing out. The pain was AWFUL. But I was so stressed about hiding it that I went back to the salon and got it done multiple times just to pull them out every time. I tried to wear mine as a wig because it had clips but it actually made me lose even more hair. I’m so glad I don’t have to worry about that any more!! I’ve shaved my head so many times since then but I can’t seem to stop pulling it out. I don’t pull my eyelashes or eyebrows but I still find ways to get the hair out of my scalp and destroy my nails. do you have any tips for that?

[@polestarc]

Thank you Megan.

[@jly2001]

very similarly to you i started pulling my hair out when I was 9 or 10 ish and and then I started pulling my head hair when I was about 12 and now I’m 17 and I haven’t stopped but I’m trying to x

[@PutBoxOnMe]

I got a weave in 8th grade and it didn’t match my remaining hair at all and I was so anxious and I could feel my remaining hair so while I was at school I ripped the weave out while I was at school and I’ve never felt pain like that, my scalp hurt for over a week

[@marygraham4090]

Been doing that all my life, have a brother and sister that have hair pulling also.

[@mexicanf4g]

There is hope, I promise!! I know it feels like it will never end, but it will. And no matter how much hair you end up with, you’re still a person worthy of love ❤️

[@dennismwangi3573]

Quite encouraging.

[@aishlingmcnamee9878]

Hi Yall ❤️❤️

[@greenghoul157]

I had a trichotilomania episode this month and lost all of my sides

[@anitarushlow4022]

Did that Keen bracelet help you with this part of your journey? I watched your video where you mentioned it.

[@blackmaria_aa]

I started in 2018 because i saw my cousin doing it and it feels so good wtf and now look, i have a mental disorder now👍😀

[@samrinki2189]

My cousin is 25 year and unmarried she faces this problem about 14 months how to get rid of trichotillomania permanent. Plz give me suggestions

[@user-iu9dr3fp4o]

It’s sad to say but I really might kms because of this condition

[@mexicanf4g]

No, please dont!! I’m a trichster too, and I’ve had thoughts where I wanted to as well. There’s certain therapies that help with TTM, and I promise that TTM doesn’t define you. I’ve struggled with it for 5 years, and my head hair is finally starting to grow back. I also have full lashes again. I love you and please keep fighting❤️

[@logicalblueberry]

Our daughter, who has Down Syndrome, has been pulling out her hair for the past few years. I'm not sure how to help her. The acrylic fingernails seem like a great idea. Has anyone ever tried a helmet? I thought of making one for her that locks on but not sure if that is too forceful. She really wants to stop though so maybe it would set her free?

[@alexandraaa2189]

I am pretty sure I have Trichotillomania I have been pull out strands of my hair for 3 or 4 months now I’m getting a bald spot I think and I’m freeking our I really want to tell my mum but I’m so scared and I don’t know why 😂 ugh

[@logicalblueberry]

So sorry to hear that this is happening to you. Please tell your mom and ask her to get you some help. Hair-pulling is just a symptom of the real problem. Counseling might help you figure out the underlying cause. Hiding will only isolate you and lead to more shame and hair-pulling. It's just a vicious cycle. Be brave. God bless you and hugs to you.

[@alexandraaa2189]

@@logicalblueberry Thankyou so much I commented this a year ago and was seriously going through it turns out I had a mental illness which I got from birth which is incurable as well as depression and anxiety about two years later tho I’m on the road to recovery and am the happiest I’ve been in a while thankyou for ur nice message ♥️

[@negarmohammareh1517]

You make me hopeful please keep going💜🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

[@RikkiSaLess]

Omg I have NO eyelashes right now. I went a whole year and boom! Smh

[@abul2179]

Hey Megan plzzz help me with my trich... I shaved my head,then i stopped pulling hair...bt after it grew i started pulling again😭give me a solution..plzzzzz

[@farheensalar6229]

Okayy so i have trichotillomania for like 3 years i think i can get over it its not that major but its not that minor also but please someone suggest me what to do really i am tired of this

[@rchinson90]

How long did you pull for? I literally fear that my hair won’t come back.

[@mexicanf4g]

Omg I have the same exact fear. Or the fact that I’ll end up completely bald. But keep fighting, and you’ll see results! I’ve had trich for 5 years: 3 years pulling my lashes and 2 years pulling my head hair. I finally have full lashes and my hair is starting to grow back. There’s hope, I promise

[@mihaildinca7117]

Scotch tape on the thumb.. works beautifuly

[@mahjabeentaj3689]

While watching so many videos I noticed that tricotalimonia attacks age b/w 13,14.....

[@MrSunny112]

thx for your story, super you are back xxx and you look so nice whit your short hair and makeup xxx stay short sweety xxx

[@fgrimesdoe5821]

Is it normal to pull out your hair during sleep?

[@taraesquire1]

Are you okay? Haven't seen a post in a while

[@seanthomasdowd]

well done plus you look magnificent

[@loubnabenzaoui5733]

Did you have to shave your hair to grow it back ?

[@lenavechter5702]

Hii i hope u realise this comment i eh wanted to say i am only 10 and i think i have trich but my parents tell the doctors just want money

[@lenavechter5702]

Btw i hope u upload more soon ur so inspirating

[@akilanadeeshani6361]

You are so beautiful,, I'm also like you,,,but I can't controll it when I studing,,,I lost my whole hair when. exam periods..

[@swap7580]

I am suffering from my school life.

[@kagosumpi2724]

💚

[@negarmohammareh1517]

Great thanks a lot❤❤

[@trichcoach1202]

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[@veeversace8649]

You’re still very weird. “Normal”is boring nobody likes boring and normal 💜💙I like her a lot 💕

[@frankiesmith7621]

Xx

[@rtu1820]

You realized you look hotter with long hair

[@DEXTER-in4jb]

A guy pulled my hair it looks like bald does it re grow 🥹🥹

[@imafamilyguyfamilyguy7890]

I've shaved my head a 100 times and it didn't worked. I stopped pulling for 1 year and i started to pull again last year and i just shave my head yesterday and i haven't pull since then.

[@edencarter9993]

🖤