Oh uh… I think u should totally get a therapist or psychiatrist like I did when I was seriously bad, I don’t do this anymore but I’d like it if maybe you don’t say stuff like this on a vent because for some people it could show as disrespectful to what the person is venting about, I don’t self harm anymore and fought to not do it anymore and that’s what u should be doing too! It’s just also people can find this very uncomfortable of a post. if you relate to this video you should be getting help from your loved ones, teachers, friends, or a therapist/Psychiatrist depending on how bad you are. I recommend doing stuff you love to maybe try and distract yourself from doing that or every time u feel like doing it just vent to a friend or your parents or family about it. You should definitely tell somebody what you’re doing. Because this is extremely unhealthy as I kept all my feelings of this matter from my parents for 2-3 years. I still don’t talk to my parents about my problems because I’m scared what they will say to me but I vent to my 2 best friends I’ve known for 2 years now. They’re everything to me and more and I trust them more than my parents when I’m venting. Just for the future please don’t say stuff like this not just to me but maybe to other KZbinrs or anyone else when venting. Please seek help. If you don’t then you’ll get seriously seriously bad of falling into an endless rabbit hole of depression like I did and am currently. Healing takes time. I’m still not fully healed myself. But please please please! at least try to stop your unhealthy addiction. It was really sufferable with me fighting to stop. It’s all I wanted to do. (I am not saying my reasons why I did it because that is private.) but every time you want to just distract yourself with things you love or go outside to keep your mind at ease. Even talking to someone you trust the most can help you with the burden that you might be carrying. I get talking to people is so difficult as I can’t even do it myself. But learning more about yourself when being outside in the nature just sitting down really helps you understand who you are. Whenever I’m seriously down I just want to go outside to distract myself from the pain and just think about the type of person I am and what I’m doing to myself and others. I really hope you fight this and take my advice. For future, like I said please just don’t say these random things. I am a comfort channel for vents and other videos ofc and I really want to help people because it’s one of my favourite things to do but still, sometimes it’s just really random and especially because I get it from someone I have to speak to everyday, thank you for your understanding and please listen to what I’ve said.