Understanding Dissociation Part 7- The trauma cycle: Alters’ motivation and identities 2 of 2

[@JasonWilliams-ro8nm]

I really appreciate your videos they are helping me to unpack stored horrific events, well more and more smaller pieces that have been shattered in my system. Thank you for doing a lot of inner work you are a blessing and an inspiration. For decades I've been so numb from the shame, guilt and emotional blackmail. My original adult programmer/handler was the most evil piece of garbage I've ever met, but God will take vengeance. As I claim more power back through deep healing I know I have some important truths to share to help other survivors in the future

[@jenniferneufeld3041]

Incredible work thank you. This is real.

[@prophetscotland4690]

again another fantastically on point and groundedly delivered usefully communicated session on clearing up the sh*te in order for folk to shine bright!

[@misskenpo1]

I like the Heading, it’s all inclusive ❤😊

[@Jay-y6d7s]

Brilliant ❤

[@shellkoho]

💜✨

[@joannmarie1971]

Thank you for making this! i have been timid my whole life except when triggered :--) and i have a lot of phobias and fears. I am 53 but have a snippet of a memory being in an episcopal church nursery school with a lady yelling at me saying i took a kids toy and seeing him crying and then seeing him taken out of the room but the memory does not make sense to me because the whole reason my mom brought me there was to try to help me come out of my shell since i was so timid. That church was very old, i think maybe a couple hundred years old. i have some other strange snippets not related to that nursery school in Preston, Ct. Your video is very helpful. i also have a bizarre snippet of being in first grade in Tucson, AZ and on my street being in some girls backyard where she was literally going number 2 and letting dogs in her backyard eat it while she was going. Both experiences are weird because i have no other memories related to those experiences. Like for the nursery school that is my only memory of nursery school and for that girl i was with that is my only memory of her when i lived on hashknife circle in Tucson. Another weird thing is i had night terrors around third grade that i called number dreams and in them the idea was i had to count the thousands of popcorn style ceiling spots (thousands) on my bedroom ceiling in a few seconds or everyone in the world would die so i am highly sus with these and some other snippets i have that i may have been mk'd but i know my family would not have done it so it seems strange how it could have happened if it did happen which then makes me doubt i was mk'd. i can identify with your feeling that you need to maintain a cheery disposition at all times and i find myself with a nervous laughter at times where it seems like most people would not have a nervous laughter.

[@nolankylie]

Thank you so much for this series, it’s amazing and so helpful. Could you please talk about a part that is considered an organiser / gatekeeper type part - when is this part created and what response would it be in your diagram? How can this part help with healing- it seems to me it would know all memories including amnesiac memories but can it decide when amnesia memories can be accessed? Thank you 🙏

[@savedfaves]

Your account is being shudowbunned

[@ultraclaveshermetium5709]

no it isn't. stop acting like a whacko. most people don't want to know what really goes on, apparently. that is why people think you're a whacko and don't belief in shundundderin buns.