Until I Wake - Self Medicated (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

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Artist: Until I Wake
Song: Self Medicated
Album: Single (2020)
Hometown: Buffalo, New York
Facebook: / untiliwake
Twitter: / untiliwake
Instagram: / untiliwake
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Lyrics:
A cynic. I'm hopeless. I'm broken.
There is no light inside of me.
I'm tired. I’m restless. I'm lonesome.
But I can never sleep.
My mind plays games when I'm alone now.
You said the worst things to get inside my head.
Intoxication takes control now.
Self medication takes its grip.
I'm crawling on the floor.
Take deep breaths, your heart is racing.
There’s clawing at the door.
Oh God, dont let 'em take me.
Now I have to find a way out.
I have to find my voice.
I'm entertaining thoughts
That are no good for me.
When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me.
I turn into someone I hate completely.
It’s me against the world.
Take cover, you can not fix me.
Just throw me to the wolves.
I'm a victim of self pity.
Now I have to find a way out.
I have to find my voice.
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me.
Now I have to find a way back.
I have to make a choice.
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me.
I've given up.
I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing everything that I've become.
My mind plays games when I'm alone.
Self medicated. Intoxication takes control.
Now I have to find my way out.
I have to find my voice.
These thoughts are no good for me.
Now I have to find a way out.
I have to find my voice.
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me.
Now I have to find a way back.
I have to make a choice.
I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me.
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Credits:
Recorded, mixed & mastered by
Nick Matzkows
Music video filmed by
Alex Kouvatsos

[@Matp345]

One problem with this song... it ends. So glad I couldn’t sleep and opened youtube. And here I am 2 hours later listening again. Love a singer that sings and doesn’t scream 90% of the song

[@jenkem69]

Your in the wrong genre if you dont like screaming lmao

[@geoffw24]

You haven't heard their song foundations yet

[@Matp345]

@@geoffw24 its got a very "miss may i" feel to it

[@Leah-vb3ud]

@@Matp345 same, I like screaming but too much is annoying at times

[@saraaAAAGH]

I mean I understand cuz my friend also feels that way, but, but _Screaming_

[@randompeople82]

Anyone 2024 ?

[@anthonyadams233]

Then, now, and foh ever…

[@kingsizeblues616]

Always

[@bid8814]

Hell yea, how can u not

[@Qeyy03]

here 😆

[@txrc8]

Fuck yeah 🤘

[@kimberlykasupski6498]

I found this band because the lead singer popped up in my suggested friends on Facebook. I clicked on his page to figure out why tf he was suggested to me despite the fact that I'm from Texas and we have no mutual friends. Decided to check out the band. 10/10 would do it again lmaooo

[@_Nibi]

Dude we get it, you’re from Texas

[@trentheinrich579]

Dude. This band is fucking sick. I literally have tears in my eyes over how good they are and they literally have like 5 songs on spotify. I was just telling myself the other day that I need to find some new music then i stumble upon these dudes on this girls tiktok band reccomendations and I'm blown away. So happy to have found such an amazing group of talent.

[@cjhotboy69]

These guys are really good but have you heard of Imminence?

[@shanecaldwell9793]

Dude imminence is the shit

[@geraf33]

These types of bands appeal when you're young and your emotions are yet to find a place in the world, eventually these songs are just reminders of how whiney life is as a 20-something peon.

[@i_Am_Synergy]

@@geraf33I’m 35 and can’t get enough of this style of music.

[@jONNyX579]

in their live shows they do not sound the same as in the studio, unfortunatein their live shows they do not sound the same as in the studio, unfortunate

[@songfinder09]

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken There is no light inside of me I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome But I can never sleep My mind plays games when I'm alone now You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now Self medication takes it's grip I'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths, my heart is racing) There's clawing at the door Oh God, dont let 'em take me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone, I hate completely It's me against the world (Take cover, you cannot fix me) Just throw me to the wolves I'm a victim of self-pity Now I have to find a way out I haνe to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me I've given up I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing Everything that I've become My mind plays games when I'm alone Self medicated, intoxication takes control Now I have to find my way out I have to find my voice These thoughts are no good for me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me

[@kevinwilson6270]

Just wanted to say thank you.

[@songfinder09]

@@kevinwilson6270 lyrics are amazing 😎

[@kevinwilson6270]

@@songfinder09 I feel this song deep within me, been going through a ton of changes. Everything that I thought I loved is fading...

[@songfinder09]

@@kevinwilson6270 exactly, cody is such an amazing song writer 👍

[@PlanetaryCore]

Thank You for Posting the Lyrics 🎉🎸😎🔥

[@smn.berger]

I was waiting for something heavier but I have to admit it's absolutely cool

[@codyjohnson5998]

more heavy stuff will come dont worry

[@amandalindner7837]

Cody!! I've said it before and I'll say it again... I love your voice

[@chilledfish88]

Listen to sinking under by these guys

[@smn.berger]

@@chilledfish88 that's the reason I thought it would be heavier :)

[@jn4sty10]

stoned fish i was just about to suggest that lol

[@zombl337og]

I feel this video.......I had too long of a run with addiction, and its a living hell.......everyone thinks you can just stop, but its not that easy when i can literally die without it. Then the world shuns you because drug addicts are "just losers," and then its hard to find work and find your place in the world on top of all of this. But I will say, wiht good people around you, and the willpower, YOU CAN overcome and get back to living your life again.

[@timenavigator9643]

I’m currently neck deep, fighting for my life against this shit...

[@dawildjojo9919]

Aye I’m low as it gets right now this song and sinking under really get to me

[@apinchofkatie]

idk what you guys are going through but i just wanna be a little sign of hope! pls know that i’m not against you! i wanna be your support

[@dawildjojo9919]

@@apinchofkatie thanks so much your a kind beatiful soul

[@apinchofkatie]

@@dawildjojo9919 i hope you and anyone else who sees this has a great day! your best is not the same as someone else’s best! i’m here to be a listening ear on the other side of the screen! i want you to know that even if we don’t meet or know each other in person, i care about you and your well-being. i want you to live and to be okay.

[@jonathancorpin3980]

Pierce the red jumpsuit. If you know what i mean.

[@KatieBeth]

7BreadKnif3 - HELL YEA!

[@nandaavina1357]

Yeah bisa jadi hehe

[@raffaelnickson535]

Bem isso hahahahahaha

[@alfjensoliman5786]

Damn your freakin right!

[@jorrybael3841]

look like and sound a like 😁

[@swweinz6349]

It is my first time listening to this band, and the truth is that they have earned one more fan!

[@chilledfish88]

Listen to their sinking under song

[@winter9556]

SAME‼️🔥

[@Pirategod23]

Wait is there a scene revival going on let me find my skinny jeans

[@neuroticanthropoid8324]

🤣🤣🤣

[@Idanuhh]

Find? I never stopped wearing them 😭

[@ondrejrehacek6837]

lmaooo

[@sallyjones2501]

Wallet with the chain

[@dylanturley7291]

Never took mine off

[@user-lg7gf3nv4m]

中でもトップ3に入る好きな曲です！ 日本から応援してます！

[@ShadowBlood1952]

I saw this song on a TikTok yesterday, I think since then I have listen to this song close to 50 times so far. It’s just sooo damn good.

[@Lich0775]

I relate sm with that comment

[@dave6564]

the crybabies complaining about it being over produced are missing the point. wether you like it or not most if not all albums that are worth listening to are over produced to an extent. its such a non-issue to complain about. Songs great, big vibes.

[@cadavher]

Right? I'd rather have something that sounds nice playing on my speakers than low grade gritty.

[@tahava8486]

@@cadavher Good for U then -_-

[@govtlizard]

i'm here because of tiktok and this is good as fuck, i've been trying to find a group that makes me feel nostalgia..but with a more modern twist. earned a fan 💪🏻

[@trashcanraccoon3028]

same here, this shit slams

[@DeanTheGuillotine]

same! so happy it came up in my fyp!

[@trashcanraccoon3028]

@the lonely driver wowzers, aren't you just the coolest?

[@govtlizard]

@the lonely driver aww peepee poopoo

[@govtlizard]

@@trashcanraccoon3028 he's just super cool and fueled by toxic masculinity, not having tiktok makes him The Ultimate Cool Guy! we should aspire to be like him 🐷

[@WarEaglePlaysHD]

I for one am loving this genre revival

[@acs632]

This video is crazy...what the video shows is what happened to Cody...hope he is well. Insane voice he has..

[@giorgioajello3654]

PLEASE SHARE IT ON SPOTIFY, MY PLAYLIST NEEDS THIS

[@RyanRidleyAF]

Giorgio Ajello Friday!

[@giorgioajello3654]

Ryan Ridley can’t wait

[@Heartbreakqueen_90]

Its on spotify

[@konstantlace6624]

Why isn't there more views on this video? This band is good. They earned themselves another fan.

[@TheLionessAndTheLoom]

Just heard on spotify, this song hits different with headphones in. Love it

[@derlubi87]

Headphones allways hits diffrent.

[@TheeJasonReyes]

Of all things...TikTok brought me here. And I am not disappointed.

[@Leah-vb3ud]

Same! They're amazing :)

[@littleregina7695]

I swear this band with a Vocalist possessing a very special Voice, just keeps giving us Really Good Music! UIW is Good!

[@InsertNameHereCO]

His voice is like We Came As Romans and Thousand Below singer meshed together.

[@ehehehehe92]

I have this song on repeat, i can't get it out of my head 😆

[@dennisbordner3967]

Same thing going on here too🤣 day #3 and it's still pounding on repeat

[@ehehehehe92]

@@dennisbordner3967 lol! I hear it multiple times a day, i really can't get enough lol 😂

[@dennisbordner3967]

Damn.....day #4.....commin in hot🔥

[@ehehehehe92]

@@dennisbordner3967 you know what song has been stuck in my head all day too? Inside my head, another great song by them!

[@justinkaldahl3831]

Good shit. Thank goodness music is still coming out during all the chaos 🤘🤘

[@spishyofficial]

Of all the different labels I've explored over the years, Dreambound is the best. The music they sign just hits me where it counts. 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

[@joeyg1463]

They arent a label just a promotional channel for unsigned bands

[@spishyofficial]

@@joeyg1463 Oh, gotcha, that's rad

[@marckoswall1546]

Reminds me of The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, i like it!

[@JohnnyAsevedo]

Mixed with some Picturesque !

[@kentlesreb]

You're so rigggggggght !!!!

[@RMAmusic1]

spot on mate, as soon as it kicked in

[@Lich0775]

Just discovered this band and I feel very lucky to

[@slickrick4112]

This group has one hell of a future. Earned a fan here.

[@str1897]

Well, this band is definitely going somewhere, remind of a lot of good bands, while finding their own identity. Don't say it often but they'll defenitely going to get big

[@RyanRidleyAF]

Mr Str Thank you so much man. We appreciate it a lot 🙏

[@user-id2dx4qd6j]

Mr Str your grammar has gotten so much better in the past year mr str.

[@str1897]

@@RyanRidleyAF your welcome, i really like your music!

[@str1897]

@@user-id2dx4qd6j is it ironic? Because I'm french so I am not one hundred percent sure that my grammar or stuff like that is correct But if it was serious, thanks!

[@user-id2dx4qd6j]

Mr Str i know it seems like i was being ironic, but i actually wasn’t. i see you everywhere lol

[@derrickholzhey9685]

I can never get tired of this band they should get more appreciation for there role in heavy metal what a classic band

[@Michelle-89]

"I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me" ... highly likely to be the most relatable lyrics to me EVER. Thanks heaps guys, new fan here. Thankfully came across this and been listening a lot, as it really helps when those dark thoughts creep in. 🤘

[@thecrazzxz3383]

Listen to Sinking under lyrics, they are pure poetry

[@mikedavis186]

For me it's "I've given up, I'm in for a lifetime of, second guessing everything that I've become... My mind plays games, when I'm alone, self medicated intoxication takes control..."

[@jordanonthefly4358]

Hate to be that guy, but man this lyrics and video brought out way more emotion than anticipated. 0:53 That was exactly how I found my mom dead 2 years ago from an OD.

[@oskarberry4858]

Brings me back to the era I love it!

[@Casual_Lifestyle]

Edgy 14 year old me would loved this song. 23 year old absolutely loves it

[@dontclickthiswarning3097]

2:29 beautiful

[@brutaljustin1349]

Playing an entire song for another band as an ad....I don't know whether to be annoyed or to say "that's actually kinda genius".

[@themikecannon2444]

Just discovered this band, super down with them! That clean voice, kind of reminds me of Kyle from WCAR (RIP) until the scream. Very well done!

[@FrankOceannOFWG]

Unleash that guitarist. He looks like he’s ready to absolutely shred. Good vocals though.

[@billydee4272]

@LSU Tigers RELEASE THE AXEMAN!

[@Theenragedone]

You can't even hear the actual vocals. They are so drenched in processing, layering, and pitch correction.

[@Fireangell2]

@@Theenragedone Yes you can, and it it's not pitch correction, just layered a lot. I could sing along after 1 listen. Get your ears checked

[@Theenragedone]

"Yes you can," No you can't. "I could sing along after 1 listen. " You being able to sing along doesn't prove my point wrong. You are not hearing the singer's actual voice, and tone. You are hearing all the processing, and pitch correction IE auto tune. It's very common for this style. "and it it's not pitch correction," It is pitch correction, and processing, as well as layering. " Get your ears checked" My ears are fine. Your ears clearly are not. You clearly don't have a clue what you are talking about.

[@Fireangell2]

@@Theenragedone Lol I've been in the music industry for 10 years man. I help produce my albums. If i can hear the words the first time, which I can, (saying "no you can't" is the most kindergarten response I've ever heard). The only pitch correction used here is VERY minimal. It's used on almost every album put out in the last 30 years as a polishing technique.

[@Adam-xc4wk]

My most listened to song on Spotify this year

[@upek]

1 Million views today, Until I Wake fuckn banger !!!

[@angelicasanchez7278]

THIS IS ART

[@cadavher]

This songs still on repeat on my 2021list.

[@umepawz]

exactly

[@nathancarter5593]

Until I Wake are definitely going to be something special 👍🏻

[@thecrazzxz3383]

It's the less we can say

[@BenHasch]

Rn my favorite metal core track. I could listen to it for days

[@wraith77791]

The lead singer has an amazing voice good music

[@jaredbrennan4740]

Best band ever!!!!! This song is my favorite from my past

[@aleczoph5461]

this could quite literally be the best song i've ever heard

[@aleczoph5461]

more than a year later & it definitely is

[@etholaytho8436]

Time to wake up fans. Yall know this is a banger

[@JuanCruzFabi]

What a vocal range. I would love to can sing like that

[@yellowsus4062]

Reminds me on my childhood after the school to the skaterpark and spend time together❤

[@ninonsand1]

Dreambound has always been a lowkey underrated place for banger bands. Glad they have a big up and comer featured here!

[@MRsnipa13]

first time hearing them getting a first time thousand below vibe and i love them so !

[@diegohardcore3981]

the singer and guitarist look like brothers. this is a cool track!

[@leozabelin9601]

this song SLAPS.

[@JohnnyQuest007]

Accidentally fell into this song from Spotify and am so glad I did. Love the sounds and vibes!

[@Mike_M88]

Same here. A month ago and none of my friends like rock music 😢 Bunch a cry babies when I put rock in my car 😒

[@Rafaeel182]

2005 era style band emo/ screamo. Enjoy emo is not dead!

[@Hoodie_Hanzo]

this came out on my birthday I'm so grateful I found this band

[@GigiRockEMO]

That was the trip, back to 2010 I was looking for!!

[@untiliwakefan2963]

3:04 shame cody did lose sight of what was infront of him “im never losing sight of what’s infront of me”

[@codyjamison8646]

Quite the opposite

[@ZilverBack]

These guys are from my hometown. So happy for them ❤️

[@Pyuru-]

This band has grown quite a bit since I listened to them for the first time shortly after this great song came out, I love their music, glad to see them succeed

[@WaitintheWings]

Here because of TikTok. Just felt I needed to comment how fucking great this song is

[@omenkloud500]

These lyrics be hittin different in 2020

[@Phobicsleaguechannel333]

i just had to show this to my girlfriend, even tho she doesnt like rock/metal, this is to brutal

[@lincolnkerlee548]

Love this video always help your Friends our whatever it maybe stick together 💪💪💪

[@karinmihidavies6029]

I think I've been asleep for a couple of years now I have awaken 🖤🔥🤘

[@juandavidcanorios2402]

The best post hardcore band!!

[@moogledoodles]

These clean vocals heavily remind me of the late Kyle Pavone’s of We Came As Romans

[@joeylindsey1699]

Just found these gents and I gotta say they have what it takes to turn the scean on its head

[@RyanRidleyAF]

Thank you so much! We really appreciate that 🙏

[@morticiaaddams7227]

Singer is insanely attractive 🔥

[@andriysupernova]

this gives hope to entire world against the plague, love you all ♥️

[@lutherpalmer7038]

My fiance Lydia showed me this and this explains a deep message and glad to see you guys spreading the untold emotions that are traped within. Greatness 🏆🏆

[@DrewPwnage]

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?!?!?! Come on INNNNNN

[@taylagrieff7617]

Found this band on Spotify and they have been added to my top artists playlist. This song in particular has been blaring on my car speakers for months. I suffer from 10+ yrs of depression and anxiety and it's songs like this that get me through those emotions and keep me alive.

[@billydee4272]

Thanks for not ruining your music with talentless growling.🤘🏽

[@mehmeteminyusuf8355]

This is the type of rock i've been looking for over a decade, everything is screamo nowadays

[@Evan32Talbot]

It’s been a great night....I’m drunk.....and I was NOT ready for this when your notification popped....but I’m SO glad I clicked it!!! Can’t wait for more!!!!!!

[@theuncanspan]

Reminds me of the good times of Good Charlotte and A7X. There's some strong 2005 vibe emanating from this band and this vocals.

[@katlynstanton6724]

Goosebumps through my entire body. I live every word of this song ❤️❤️

[@cjw9589]

Song of the YEAR

[@joshgustafson6249]

I love this song! Killing it guys!

[@untiliwakefan2963]

finally 1 million views!!!!!!!!!

[@tialipongen4827]

This guy's voice is ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@MrKokkoss]

2:00 amazing part, sick band! enjoy guys, u are the best

[@thecrazzxz3383]

Well seen sherlock

[@anastasiyal.1659]

Their vocalist sounds like Corey from Windwalkers :o It's such a great song anyway, keep up the good work guys!

[@BlackwolfImaging]

Restall Sebbe love Wind Walkers! Did a few videos for them. I never thought about that before but it’s true! 🔥

[@crusherdominator5149]

Why isn’t this song bigger? Masterpiece

[@rollblackandgold]

First time hearing this band due to a recommendation on KZbin. Found another song to add to my Spotify playlist.

[@joselachaine]

We want more WE WANT MORE!! 🕺👑🤟😎

[@jonnyknoxville3061]

Heard sinking under........i have been waiting for this

[@krzysiekfr9753]

TikTok brought me there. Damn, u r cool. Wish the best for u guys

[@user-km1bi9pq8f]

Огонь!!!

[@StankyLegss]

Russian

[@BoxyTheSpaceDog]

nista posebno

[@trippindoug2]

I just discovered this song and it's the soundtrack to a trying time in my life.

[@Arielnotthemermaidd]

3 years and still listening to this like it’s the first time! ❤️

[@mazlanwahab88]

good guy love from malaysia

[@shadowsofthecurse4837]

This hit hard plus dealing with sick mom with eye cancer trying to find gigs orderd a new amp to play live around my neighborhood this definitely one songs i love replaying and re vist keep it guys stay strong

[@s0clicheofficial]

i approve this band. would jam

[@nolankuffner3573]

I love a band that CAN be heavy, but makes songs like these to tease you. So when it comes, it's more meaningful than just being aggressive for the sake of being aggressive.

[@evang5015]

This is a banger

[@JonnyWinning]

Homies got some pipes! Tight jam

[@cindybonilla9416]

Woaaahh🤯🖤 IM in love

[@RyanRidleyAF]

Cindy Vanilla 🙏

[@samanthakaster9319]

Dreambound- you guys have out done yourselves signing these guys. I just cried my eyes out listening to this. Thank you 😭