Update On My Life (YouTube Anniversary)

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AmbersCloset

AmbersCloset

Күн бұрын

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@DJRAW78
@DJRAW78 Ай бұрын
Take your time boo!! Grief comes in waves. dont be scared to feel your emotions because you’re afraid to fall back into depression. take each moment one moment at a time!! i’m so glad you’re willing to go to therapy. Talking about it more n more the good the bad the ugly you may find very therapeutic. At this stage in your life, you need ears n shoulders more than mouths n hugs. i hope that makes sense. we’re here for you!! Let’s Cook!!🥘🥗😉
@concettac7297
@concettac7297 Ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss Amber… truly. I hope you are taking as much time as you need to heal yourself. We don’t have the answers to all of our questions in life, so you have to take things a day at a time. Go through all of your emotions, whether they be good or bad. Each day is a new day. Your dad will always be with you, no matter what. Always pray, and speak to him whenever you feel sad or happy. Even if something amazing comes along, you can always still tell him first. As for KZbin… you will always have supporters, so don’t feel pressure to make content if you’re not up to it. To be honest, just speak your thoughts, we will be here to listen. Sending prayers your way sweet Amber, stay blessed.❤✨🙏🏻
@Jazzaddict25
@Jazzaddict25 Ай бұрын
Grief is love that has nowhere to go. Take your time, give yourself grace and keep the beautiful memories of your dad close to you always. Wishing you strength and more strength.
@Ms.Laterholmes5253
@Ms.Laterholmes5253 28 күн бұрын
What a great quote, Thanks, I needed that...Grief is love that has no where to go😢😊
@Jazzaddict25
@Jazzaddict25 28 күн бұрын
@Ms.Laterholmes5253 You're most welcome. It helped me come to terms and cope better with my brother and parents passing.
@Ms.Laterholmes5253
@Ms.Laterholmes5253 28 күн бұрын
@@Jazzaddict25 again I appreciate this quote so much. One of my sisters just passed away and my best friend and even getting a divorce and just losing a business so much negativity and grief and I just again can’t tell you how much I appreciate that. Thank you again.
@Jazzaddict25
@Jazzaddict25 28 күн бұрын
@@Ms.Laterholmes5253 I'm so sorry for your loss. May good memories comfort and sustain you.
@TheLesbianPriestess
@TheLesbianPriestess Ай бұрын
Amber I’m emotional watching this because you’re a literal angel. My dad has cancer it’s been really hard. I am so proud of everything I know you did to care for your dad.
@Gothchops
@Gothchops 8 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear about your Dad. I know that it is not easy. I went through the same with my Nan, who was really my second Mum and my Mum was terminally ill with liver cirrhosis for years. Sending you and your family love and prayers xx 🙏💜🕊
@kaloni1274
@kaloni1274 17 күн бұрын
love you amber been watching you since i was 12 years old and im now 23 your videos definitely motivates me and i will continue to support your work ....your family will always be with you
@teesnow7952
@teesnow7952 Ай бұрын
Amber, every time you cry or are sad, your dad is hugging you and rubbing your back. Stay blessed🙏🏽
@Ms_Holliday93
@Ms_Holliday93 Ай бұрын
Sending you so much light. Grief is such a heavy weight but you do eventually become strong enough to carry it.
@klarissa.withak
@klarissa.withak Ай бұрын
Amber, I have been watching you since your skit about STUDS & STEMS PICKUP LINES😂 I am so grateful for you! I hope you are given all the support, love, and time you need in life. I don't know what it’s like to experience loss of a parent but I do know depression. You are so strong to be STILL pulling it through even though you are experiencing both. Sending you love and peace going forward. May your father rest in paradise. 💜💜
@mailiyee5144
@mailiyee5144 Ай бұрын
I just lost my mom to cancer 6 months ago and I relate to everything you shared. Stay strong and thank you for being brave enough to share how you're feeling.
@GenelleHorton
@GenelleHorton 19 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing something so personal. It helps all of us grieving the loss of a parent.
@MelanieC1124
@MelanieC1124 Ай бұрын
Amber, I am so very sorry for your loss. Grief is tough and it's not linear. In the past 8 months, I have lost my two best friends since kindergarten at the ages of 40 and 41 to diabetes and breast cancer. Nothing could have prepared me for that. Some days, are good and others I am a complete mess. And that's ok. Allow yourself to feel what you feel, when you feel it without judgement. Lean on the ones that love you and know that there are a lot of people out here praying for you. 🙏🏾
@candymorales2366
@candymorales2366 Ай бұрын
Hi Amber, you have my deepest condolences, I'm so sorry, I have seen a video with you and your Dad cooking together, so you differently have my deepest condolences again. I am one of your newest viewers, so I really didn't get to see many videos, what I did was look at your old videos to more or less know a little about you. I'm glad to see you back and don't let people make you feel any different, remember sometimes when you are out there to viewers they will give you there opinions, it doesn't mean they do it to hurt you. But if so, don't, or try not to let it get to you. Hope to see more of your journeys.👍💖
@lanamcgriff8228
@lanamcgriff8228 Ай бұрын
Congratulations on 12 years on KZbin and welcome back.🎉😊❤
@elisewalker150
@elisewalker150 Ай бұрын
I have always respected your courage for putting it all out. You are strong and show it all the time. You continue to shine. We got you here with love and support. I also understand the part of the unknow of the depression when you are the one to hold it down. But it gives you a different view on life after that experience. You learn to love yourself in a different way. Seeing the process of lifting yourself up and healing. You are showing us now with this video that strength that you have. Thank you for sharing and I am so sorry your loss.
@dillydally672
@dillydally672 16 күн бұрын
Hang in there❣️the loss of a parent is crushing. 💔
@808KKP
@808KKP Ай бұрын
My heart breaks for you Amber! I lost my Mama very suddenly and unexpectedly 2 years ago. Trust me when I say, the emptiness never goes away because that’s the spot in your heart that will always belong to them. But the pain does start to turn into happiness. Waking each morning knowing that every ray of sunshine is a “hug”, every gust of wind is an “I love you”, and every memory or scent that brings a smile is a “I’m still here with you”!!! Sending all my aloha and strength your way. One step at a time, you’ll make it through 🌺♥️🌺
@lightseekher
@lightseekher Ай бұрын
It's good to see you back here. I follow you on IG as well so it doesn't feel like you've been completely gone since I see your content there. I'd honestly love to see videos on all the topics you mentioned. I think we can all relate in one way or another since life throws so many things at us. Sending heartfelt condolences on the loss of your dad. Heal at your own pace and create content at your own pace. Those of us who love you will still be here when you're ready. 💙
@bernadettepierre7935
@bernadettepierre7935 21 күн бұрын
So sorry for your loss ....I'm fortunate that at my age i still have my dad around he's 82....looking and listening to you makes me realize that I need to visit him a bit more often ......you take your time with this.....
@webstaxprep
@webstaxprep 19 күн бұрын
My dad passed and I was devastated. I even tried to quit my job, but my job wouldn’t let me 😅 Thank goodness for that! They knew I was going through something. About a year after he passed, I had a dream, where he didn’t say anything, but I could tell he was mad that I was still grieving him. That’s when things started to take a turn for me and I started to remember more of what he taught me. I focused on the life I spent with him instead of my life without him. Although I’m still sad he’s gone, I can now talk about him without crying. Give yourself some grace Amber! Feel your emotions, learn what you need to from them, and you’ll know when it’s time to shift and make a change.
@whitneyclarke9621
@whitneyclarke9621 Ай бұрын
Once the funeral ends and everyone leaves the grief sets in. Grief is such a painful process but just give yourself grace throughout it. So excited to see you on the feed again regardless of the capacity ❤
@claudiaaelizabethh
@claudiaaelizabethh 28 күн бұрын
We love you Amber 🤍
@kotztuelle8
@kotztuelle8 19 күн бұрын
The ammount of power in us is defined, and you need to find new sources to cheer you up, to lift your spirit. It is not important what it is. A Person, a place, music, travelling or doing sports. After 3 years since the dead of my mother I can tell you, that she is still around. I can imagine the sound of her voice, her spirit is near, and it doesn't heart me anymore. The grief has softened. I am just happy, that we had that special bond, and I will keep it up, till my end!
@Seafoodie475
@Seafoodie475 20 күн бұрын
Hey Amber, it's okay not to be okay. I've lost both my parents now- my mum in 2015 and dad in 2022 and I still have times when I cry for them. It does get easier but you're still allowed to cry and feel sad.
@dawnajohnson-turner9547
@dawnajohnson-turner9547 Ай бұрын
Love you to the moon cousin. You got this. But the days you feel you don't I am here for you 100000000%
@nessab1408
@nessab1408 Ай бұрын
As someone who has watched you for over a decade, less than a minute into this video I wanted to pause this video and hug/hold you because I saw the weight you are carrying, even heard it in your voice. Sending you love, hugs and prayers to cover you on this chapter of your life. Much love and I appreciate you.
@CritterLover11
@CritterLover11 Ай бұрын
You’re a beautiful human being Amber. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sure your dad is beyond proud of the amazing person you are. I love all your videos, such an inspiration for so many. 🩷
@charlycheer
@charlycheer Ай бұрын
Omg Chanel has gotten soooo cute with age 😍🥰😭…glad she has been by your side!
@jakibah
@jakibah Ай бұрын
Sending you so much peace and comfort! I loss my dad in 2016 and the other day I called him by mistake as I was trying to call my mom. The feelings never go away. Take it 1 day at a time and give yourself grace and space to mourn and grieve. Hugs!!
@caroledurst8838
@caroledurst8838 26 күн бұрын
Amber I’m so sorry for your loss. I just buried my dad this Tuesday. The fact that you brought up therapy makes me know now that I definitely need to get therapy. Thank you for that and for being open. It is so very hard. ❤
@christidnl
@christidnl 28 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry about your dad Amber, I’ve never gone through this type of grief. I’ve been following your life journey on here for years and I did miss seeing your content. Thank you for always being you, raw and transparent really was felt through this video. I’ve dealt with depression and it’s crazy when you don’t realize how much you’ve spiraled down till you’re in that hole. Thank you for being so real about your therapy and it’s okay not to be okay. Take your time but don’t disappear cuz you’re truly missed. 🥰
@DougEsWhurl
@DougEsWhurl 9 күн бұрын
AWWWWWW AMBER!!! WE LOVE YOU TOO! 😥🤗 I MENTIONED YOU AND YOUR FATHER’S PASSING IN ONE OF MY CIRCLES. I KNOW FROM YOUR VLOGS THAT HE MEANT THE WORLD TO YOU. CANCER IS SUCH A BEAST! MY FATHER’S CANCER CAME BACK WITH A VENGEANCE AND KILLED HIM IN LESS THAN 6 MONTHS. SUCH SUDDEN DEATH IS NOT EASY TO COPE WITH. I WISH YOU THE BEST AND MY WINDOW IS ALWAYS OPEN. BE BLESSED AND BE ENCOURAGED! HE WANTS YOU TO THRIVE IN SPITE OF YOUR OBSTACLES. 😎🖤🙏🏾
@susanl.9719
@susanl.9719 Ай бұрын
Amber, thank you so much for being vulnerable in this moment to share with us all you've been through. To see you cry made me cry! Also because I know all too well the daily fight to dig yourself out of depression and a devastating loss (I too lost my dad a year and a half ago). You are my daughter in my head! And I'm so proud of you for so many reasons! It's ok to be down sometimes as long as we don't stay down! Your beauty inside and out is too radiant to be dimmed, my dear! Sending you love, positive vibes and air hugs! 🙏💞✨️🫂
@applejoker21
@applejoker21 Ай бұрын
So proud of you for keeping the fight up. Clouds dont stay forever. To healing and health Amber🫶🏼
@adiaryofadreamer
@adiaryofadreamer 26 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing, and being so transparent. I lost my mom to cancer and it def takes time. Give yourself grace, and time to grieve. He’s with you always 🤍
@TheLatinoShow
@TheLatinoShow Ай бұрын
Pls dont make me cry amber i know what it means to lost a love ones cause i love my both parents,I'm the only child of my mum and very close to her and she was very sick too before she died and its not easy,still miss her tilldate,pls stay strong 💪 you are a strong woman nd a pillar to alots of people,if staying off media will help you heal just stay and come back wen you are ok,i feel like 🤗 u right now 😍 ur dad will be so happy cause you take good care of him nd show him so much love wen he was alive ❤
@68dbass
@68dbass Ай бұрын
My Deepest Condolences. 🙏🏾❤️💐 Thanks for your transparency and updating us. Me personally? I hold space for you to continue putting yourself first. If that means posting vids, cool; if not, do what works for you. You being healthy, whole and powerfully processing your life changes would be very inspiring to see! Happy KZbin Anniversary, enjoy your fur baby and we thank you so much for who you’ve been and continue to Be! 🙏🏾❤️
@Ally-Bu
@Ally-Bu Ай бұрын
I am so sorry for you. Prayers to you and your family. Stay strong! You can do it! Keep working on it. Take care of yourself, first, now. That's the priority. God bless you. Remember that you are covered, blessed, and highly favored. I know that it is hard right now. But just know that when a soul is not in this dimension anymore, that they are with God. & that's the best place to be. Where there's no more pain and suffering. & you literally have another angel looking over you. (These are the same thoughts that I tell myself every day.) ... God bless you. & know that there are plenty of people who love and support you. Blessings!
@lifewithslicey
@lifewithslicey 27 күн бұрын
Sending support and strength Amber. There is no formula to this grief thing. Just fumbling foward sometimes taking big steps and most times small steps. May you be comforted during this hard time.
@sadiM653
@sadiM653 29 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing this, went through something similar but as someone close to the situation. It’s extremely rough because there is really not much you can do if you’re not healing the problem. You’re really going through the motions. The best thing you can do is lift up their spirits and try to make their days full of laughter and comfort. Then it’s a whole other situation with the arrangements and getting family together etc.. but I know people who grow though this are like some God’s greatest warriors or something lol trying to find the light in the midst of everything. It also takes time to grieve so take your time.
@LovLocs58
@LovLocs58 Ай бұрын
Please be kind with yourself, give yourself grace & please know that the grief process takes time. Having lost both parents and my first borne child, I myself learned to let myself feel what I need to feel. Thank you for sharing.
@ariselissanchez417
@ariselissanchez417 28 күн бұрын
So sorry for the loss of your father, may he rest in peace🤲🏽
@apples2010ful
@apples2010ful Ай бұрын
I started watching your vlogs when I first came out. Seeing your confidence in who you are gave me the courage to be my true self. You are such a cool human, and I loved that you represented the Stems.
@SheBezDaBaddess
@SheBezDaBaddess 28 күн бұрын
I love you Amber and you are in my prayers ❤ I feel blessed to have met you. Keep being the beautiful spirit you are. These life lessons only make us better. Sending you so much love and light 🫶🏽
@Candies1Creations
@Candies1Creations Ай бұрын
Sorry you have been dealing with a lot. I'm glad you are taking the steps to work on things ❤. Sending love and hugs 🎉
@1hanakimi
@1hanakimi 29 күн бұрын
💜✨* Sending positive energy and prayers your way Amber * 💜✨Love you and your loved ones!!! Grieving is a hell of a journey that we all go through eventually, you deserve to take all the time you need to heal! I love all of the videos ideas that you listed, so as long as you’re posting anything I’ll be here to watch!!! Love you Amber!!! 🌸🌸🌸
@portiarenee1537
@portiarenee1537 Ай бұрын
I was so happy to see a new video. Missed ya but understand when you just need to do life ❤
@jacquelynrincon8737
@jacquelynrincon8737 29 күн бұрын
Love you Amber ! Stay Strong but also cry when you need to cry. Let your anger out in all the healthy ways. I lost my dad going in 15 years ago and it turned my family upside down. I was only 18 at the time but it took yearsss for me to go through all the grieving stages so be patient with yourself and understand you’ll never be the same but you’ll have a new out look and be okay and one day you’ll feel the heaviness in your heart gets a little lighter. Laugh with your family and reminisce him.
@Dominiquenicole_93
@Dominiquenicole_93 Ай бұрын
Cooking vids sound cool😊. RIP to your dad. Remember to breath and take breaks while your grieving. I think your dope. You will get through this time ❤❤❤.
@HealingInsideMyMind
@HealingInsideMyMind 27 күн бұрын
I think that I needed this video because my grandma is in hospice in the middle of my living room. This was comforting for me, thank you Amber! ❤️ Super hugs from me to you boo!
@HannaSirotsky
@HannaSirotsky Ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. My father is also sick, I have never felt so afraid to lose someone befoe. Please tell us more about your relationship with your father, what are you glad you were able to do together. What is the most important lesson you learned from him?.. I'm sure He was an amazing life teacher... I send you LOVE from Israel... THANK YOU for sharing
@SarahPerine
@SarahPerine 16 күн бұрын
Congratulations on your channel and all your hard work. I only recently found your channel…. where have I been🤔 I wish you peace. I’m taking care of my parents right now and it isn’t at all warm and fuzzy. It’s very true that pain is equal to the love you have. Try to keep going and doing what you love💚 Things will eventually feel light again. Life has a way of cycling us through the light and dark.
@uschilou
@uschilou Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us, Amber. You're so genuine and intentional, your thoughts and voice are very relatable and refreshing. As long as you're living and trying to live well, you're doing ok.
@ninawashington3532
@ninawashington3532 24 күн бұрын
My condolences to you! I can relate. I lost my youngest son in 2021 then my mom four months later. I’m still grieving. Keeping you in my prayers
@123.earlystart
@123.earlystart Ай бұрын
Aw so sorry to hear about your dad, and all the hard life stuff. One day at time and it's ok to let yourself recover with some down time. Glad to see your videos are coming back. 🙂🐕-yes emotional support dog is real.❣
@alinevieira5876
@alinevieira5876 Ай бұрын
I am sorry for your loss! 🙏🏽🤍may the Lord comfort you heart and soul and give you the strength to overcome this grief,anxiety and all of the things you have mentioned 🤍I always loved your content and I have been around for quite a while now! I would like to see a bit of everything you’ve mentioned! And I will be here always praying and supporting you ❤
@TheLatinoShow
@TheLatinoShow Ай бұрын
Sending you lots of love amber❤❤❤you are more than worthy cause you deserved every good thing u are achieved and still yet to achieved ❤❤❤
@paulaadeoye987
@paulaadeoye987 Ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss Amber you are truly blessed to have had a great relationship with your father. Grieving takes time there’s no time limit to it. I lost my only true family member so I understand your loss. I went to therapy because didn’t have anyone could truly vent to . Learn a lot each and every day I’m healing.
@Ali_Ana24
@Ali_Ana24 Ай бұрын
This made me so emotional 😢 been following you for a long while . And I am one that can say your videos helped me on topics that I didn’t feel comfortable talking about w others as I was not out yet. You deserve happiness: stay strong amber ❤
@YariLabori
@YariLabori Ай бұрын
Glad you bacc ❤ sending loving healing vibes...looking forward seing more of your content ❤❤❤❤❤❤
@TrVlogs82
@TrVlogs82 Ай бұрын
Congratz Amber! I think I follwed you for 11 or 10 years of the 12. I found you at the time of YOU KNOW WHO. Back at the girl of the month days. Proud of how far you've come. I feel you KZbin does not push us gays or blacks really. Also sorry about your dad yea I know you were close with your dad.
@AmbersCloset
@AmbersCloset Ай бұрын
Thank you🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@TrVlogs82
@TrVlogs82 23 күн бұрын
@@AmbersCloset No problem.
@RuMeko
@RuMeko Ай бұрын
Welcome back Sis! Thankyou for Always being a trailblazer and sharing your life out loud..we hear you love you and ride wit cha to the moon and back 🫶🏽 #Onelove💞 out of the ashes the Phoenix rises..❤
@charmainegray1333
@charmainegray1333 25 күн бұрын
You are so sweet Amber. You do what you want to do when you want to do it. Grief is different for everyone - my husband died a few years ago and it has taken me time to adjust. My cat Rocky has been my emotional support - not judging. Time helps. You do you🥲
@marthacvd
@marthacvd 18 күн бұрын
Im stuck in emotion not logic....I felt that! ❤😢😢😢❤ been a fan for so many years and live in houston. I'm so proud of you sis! ❤😢😢❤
@TheLatinoShow
@TheLatinoShow Ай бұрын
The next video i want to see from you is that sweet smiles of yours and your vibrant self and telling us all ur healing journey thats all we want to see
@emilycochrane78
@emilycochrane78 Ай бұрын
Awe, i am so sorry for your loss Amber, one day at a time, people say it gets easier with time, but it really doesn't, you just find new ways to cope. keeping busy and finding things to keep distracted with helps, and it is definitely true, that during hard times you learn who your true friends are. you made a big step sharing your thoughts and feelings on here. glad you have your lovely little support dog, they are literally life savers. my girl was 14 and she passed February gone by. stay strong
@whendytayor2652
@whendytayor2652 3 күн бұрын
Grief is humbling and life changing. It always takes time out to put it all back together
@christina9238
@christina9238 Ай бұрын
sending those good vibes. I miss my pops everyday. grief is a weird thing. much love
@mandita0407
@mandita0407 17 күн бұрын
So much of what you're saying has hit me. You're amazing and your energy radiates. You're absolutely not alone.
@camarojai6832
@camarojai6832 Ай бұрын
Sending you SO MUCH LOVE…. You take all the time you need. Your internet family are always here. I know the pain of grief, I felt that losing my brother. It takes time it gets a little easier just allow yourself grace. Much love to everyone
@valleyof30
@valleyof30 26 күн бұрын
Sis I’m just happy to see your face. Missed you too!!!!!
@tiffanyjones8730
@tiffanyjones8730 23 күн бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss💔 you sound like , I just lost my mom 7 mos ago from cancer very quickly , the grief is so overwhelming and comes in waves . I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts
@chantelleconway3322
@chantelleconway3322 23 күн бұрын
Keep doing you queen, you are a magnificent soul and I love your personality, Happy KZbin Anniversary you have come a long way, take your time with grief, take time for yourself, look after yourself, you are human, I've been watching your content for years and I'm sending out prayers and good vibes to you and everyone love from Ireland 🇮🇪 ❤
@CarminaVillamizarBeautyDiva
@CarminaVillamizarBeautyDiva Ай бұрын
I lost my mom in 2015 and my grieving process took me 3 years to get back to normal. My mom was my confident. I am now finally facing my sexuality, I wish she was here . When she wanted to help I was not ready and now I regret it. Figuring this out alone is not easy.
@marcosmarshmellows5221
@marcosmarshmellows5221 28 күн бұрын
most of us go through a very bad depression period but good for you to notice it and get help. My deepest condolences love and may he rest in peace. keep going and never give up love you
@courtneyl1399
@courtneyl1399 13 күн бұрын
Thank you for expressing and sharing your grief with us Amber. I understand death is hard especially loosing a parent. Time heals all wounds. There will be less days of angry tears & more smiles. You’ve come this far. You got this! I’m glad you realize who are day ones in this process. It’s important to lean on your family and friends during moment like this.
@danyulwilliams9823
@danyulwilliams9823 Ай бұрын
Glad you’re back Amber!! ❤❤😊😊❤
@amberdiamond5604
@amberdiamond5604 28 күн бұрын
Im so sorry of ur loss of ur dad i know u are making him proud of u from above. So i had battled wit depression in high school for 15 years now. And a bulimia disorder in my 2nd year of college at Saint Rose in Albany NY for 13 years now. Then i lost my dad in 2014 for 10 years now he's my rock and always supportive of my dreams to be a songwriter for country pop. He passed from master of stroke. Its was really emotional and hard for me its also hard to talk bout every time i cry.
@TBunchProds
@TBunchProds Ай бұрын
You are so appreciated and needed and loved. I hope you know how many hearts you've touched. May you feel all that love pouring into you during this time and always. Love you, Amber🙏❤
@kelsey7000
@kelsey7000 Ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing. Did you feel stuck in limbo in the last few months of your father's life? That's where I am right now with my mom.It feels like you're waiting for a train to hit you. And watching someone you love really suffer towards the end, I have no words. I would love to learn more about your experience with that. No one I know has lost a parent yet and it's been an isolating experience. I also would love to know more about how you learned to lean on people then and now. I genuinely don't know how to do that without feeling like a burden to those around me, especially as the "strong friend". Much love as you move through the layers of grief and become more comfortable with the absence of your father 💗
@ellestylesz
@ellestylesz 28 күн бұрын
Happy Anniversary Amber🎉🎉 My condolences 💐 for your loss You have earned a guardian Angel he will always be with you As for the content Love It all Make whatever you like We will be here to watch ❤
@chelled.4622
@chelled.4622 Ай бұрын
Aww Amber ... you give such strong, I got this vibes but everyone has times where life gets too much. I am glad you have tackled your demons and decided to get help. Your dad will always be with you cheering you on. I wish you nothing but happiness. Keep looking for those butterflies.
@ruth.monique
@ruth.monique Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this🖤. Imma be honest I know this was a hard video to make.This was a hard one to watch🥺. Tell me why I could feel the raw emotions through my screen.I'm literally tearing up over here. Sending you a lot of love and strength🖤.We understand if/when you disappear to pour into yourself. Loved seeing Chanel again. Missed her on your insta
@neerodryan
@neerodryan Ай бұрын
I’m glad you are doing better 😩. Love you Amber ❤
@JasmineOkafor
@JasmineOkafor 27 күн бұрын
There’s literally not enough words to describe grieving especially with your parents or siblings. There’s this faze that most of us go through and it’s as if they’re on vacation or somewhere and you just know you will see them soon and you realize randomly throughout the day and in your dreams that they’re no longer here physically. It’s a unique pain for us all and it seems like your grieving your father, relationships, and different transitions in your life. I received advice that you have to feel through the pain and allow yourself to just be, you have to be your own super hero right now and find ways to love yourself through it with knowing that your amazing Dad is with you every step of the way. Also everyone doesn’t have the capacity to support us in what we need. The world doesn’t freeze in time for us even though we may feel stuck in time. May you receive all the support, love, peace, clarity, tools, abundance, and guidance you need to carry you throughout your journey. Each step you take is a kaizen step towards your healing and transformation. We are rooting for you Amber! Virtual hugs Stay Lifted love.🫶🏾
@KeishaCampbellWilliams
@KeishaCampbellWilliams 22 күн бұрын
Thanks for the update and we are definitely sending you positive energy and prayers up! Take the time you need... we're all still here for you
@lizsanabria5541
@lizsanabria5541 Ай бұрын
Congratulations on 12 years and hitting that goal
@shes_ah_truckher7716
@shes_ah_truckher7716 Ай бұрын
Awwww Hey Chanell ❤ Condolences to you and your family 🙏🏾💓💓
@Unitonika
@Unitonika 29 күн бұрын
Amber my deepest prayers and condolences to you. I know how close you are(his spirit is still with you in my heart). I have been a long time subscriber and have seen you through the good and bad. You are such a strong person, but grief and sadness is a natural part of life and it's okay to talk about it because so many of us relate to it. Many influencers always fake it, and to me that's annoying-be REAL. You've always kept it real, and that's why I stick around. Recently, I lost my Auntie to Multiple Myeloma and Bone Cancer. She was like a second mother to me. I get bursting out crying randomly and just being stoic. Hopefully, time will heal. I believe we will see them again. Again, my prayers are with you and I'm so glad you have a support system and a good head on your shoulders. Keep your head up.🤗💖💖💖💖💎🦄
@miche11evpayne24
@miche11evpayne24 20 күн бұрын
I am so sorry for you and your father’s loved ones loss. May you find the strength you need to get thru this difficult time.
@FitBabe
@FitBabe Ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss Amber. This brought tears to my eyes 😢. Sending my deepest condolences to you and your family ❤🙏🏽.
@levileonidas613
@levileonidas613 Ай бұрын
I love you Amber I know what it feels like to lose a parent, the pain is like other. no matter what behind any shadow of doubt hold on to your faith. Your inner being is your guide. Trust the process is key like you said and allow yourself to feel it. Those emotions are real and valid. You are appreciated. 8 years ago you tweeted me back on Twitter I’ll never forget that your a special spiritual being may the Most High wrap you tightly with peace and comfort during this time. Many blessings to you sweet soul.
@EverythingBekka
@EverythingBekka Ай бұрын
Oh Amber, I’m so very sorry for your loss 💔 Grief is a hard one & time doesn’t help it. I hope you find peace & comfort on your journey through life that your dad is with you, in you & all around you forever ❤
@erincurry2578
@erincurry2578 Ай бұрын
You got this!!!! Always remember the good times with him.
@stephanieparker558
@stephanieparker558 Ай бұрын
So good to have you back and I love you Amber! ❤❤Sending you hugs and love
@AfroPik
@AfroPik Ай бұрын
Hi Amber. I was a Daddy's girl too. Your loss mirrors mine, a lot. I've been without my dad for ten years this month...it's still hard. I'm proud of you for even being able to make this video and talk about it. Sometimes I can talk about my dad and laugh, but I cry still, too. Everything happy is also sad. I get it. Take care of yourself.
@Nauti_Life
@Nauti_Life 16 күн бұрын
Condolences 💐 you’re in my prayers ❤
@sheilagiles3333
@sheilagiles3333 Ай бұрын
Amber, I extend many blessings at your time of grieving. I’ve been there in the loss of a loved one. For me,it was my mother. The path you’re on is unique to you and seeking support is loving yourself. I will pray for you in transition.🧡🧡🧡🧡
@mexiazteca00
@mexiazteca00 Ай бұрын
You are a WARRIOR! VIRGOS DONT GIVE UP! I am sorry for your loss 😢 but you got to take care of you , I'm glad you're back, sending you good vibes❤
@chavonjackson2532
@chavonjackson2532 29 күн бұрын
Let it out, crying and screaming helps the soul. I know what you are going through you can do this, big hug
@bliss722
@bliss722 Ай бұрын
Take all the time u need. Praying for u🙏💜
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