Urgent message for Divine Feminines & Divine Masculines ~ DM may need his DF

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[@sabster79]

Masculines need to learn same lessons Feminines learned: that we don’t NEED anything externally. We are born whole and complete. Self love first - THEN act from there.

[@affzazaidi7651]

Amen sista..i know theyre desiring a support system cuz they dont have the same one the dfs built. Which sucks yes cuz we cultivated this and they didnt ...they need to vulnerable..no one will support them if they ..they dont suppot others right its hard its hard ...but i did this.. i broke the cycle So he has to do this...tap into God. He has to ..otherwise he will be miserable....

[@affzazaidi7651]

Theyre soooo needy...i feel bad...BUT i actually heard that they have had it worse than us. Like we have family who took care of us after the awakening right i heard the dms got nothing. No support. 100% by them selves.

[@affzazaidi7651]

He has to experice sooo much pain that he needs to like...be jolted into GOD

[@chrystalreed1423]

EXACTLY!

[@LesG985]

44 likes and 4 comments. I know my DM has serious dad issues. And I know that he sees me as nurturing, and its SO hard for me not to run to him, but all I can do is pray. Thank you for the message.

[@kittyticklehips]

Very accurate. Very recently, just on the 18th, my divine masculine called me in the middle of the night after not talking for a couple months. He said he doesn’t even know exactly why he called, he was just feeling so emotionally overwhelmed and didn’t have such an emotional connection with anyone else. Your message is so true, they are eager for emotional connection and understanding. The DF has to be able to hold space for the DM to feel comfortable opening up. I took this as a time to forgive him for our parting and let him know that I am there for him no matter what. It has allowed him to further come forward to me and truly open his heart like I believe he’s always wanted I also think this is a message to the DM inside of the DF. I have resented that part of myself and shamed myself for it for so long. As I begin to empower that side, and support it, allow it to BE, it seems my DM has come more into his own as well. Thank you So much for sharing this message. I stumbled upon it “by accident” but it’s very clear it wasn’t one!

[@natisham.4625]

I resonate heavily with this message... I wrote him a letter mths ago, and touched some things. Spirit moved me to write... And exactly like you said... He may need some help, nurturing and unconditional love. He'll pull thru... 4:44PM... Yup, I hear you angels and I'm listening... 🙏🏾

[@marytwinflamessoulfamunite7102]

I look up at 4:44 am and this message I resonated so heavily with and remembered how I almost drowned when I was a toddler around 3 years old or just before I turned 3 and I do feel like I'm more in masculine energy then my feminine energy but this message reminds me of how my DM was the one to come to my aid but we both are there for eachother I can feel my DM is worried and afraid because I'm being stalked and it's causing him to be more worried about me but I feel like we both are needing eachother because we are both going through stuff and I feel like we both need to face our fears more

[@moiragen]

Guys me too! I‘m so glad that I‘m not alone!! 🙏🏻 I just had this feeling and I did it

[@jaynehuber1877]

I have been struggling since Monday, feeling so heavy and tired, very emotional, spontaneous crying, I keep thinking of my DM as a baby, wanting to protect him, your video is so very clear to me, I was napping when I received your prompt, absolutely drained, laying on the couch. I felt an uneasiness about my DM as I haven’t heard from him in a few days and that’s not like him, I have reached out with a text message, I will let you know what transpires but I felt that worry you were talking about in your dream. Wow. Powerful message Erika.

[@Gus.Galvao]

I had this same sort of vision last night. Where the DM was being massively mistreated and going through a rough time. But I reckon this vision of yours is much more about showing you that he is going through a cleansing and purging his deepest fears. And it’s all connected to his past. The DFs need to be aware reagarding their power and how to nurture themselves. Helping themselves will guide the DMs through this massive awakening. Loads of DFs are battling from inside out to control the situation and it’s the spirits showing that there’s nothing much to be done unless it’s shown and required to help.

[@AstralAnecdotes]

This hits me extremely hard. My DM actually did almost drown as a 5 year old, and I have a "memory" of me saving him. I was actually alive in this lifetime, about 2 years old, but somehow time/timeline traveled to save him. Shortly before I met my DM in this life, I had a past-life type of memory come flooding in, where I embodied his mother, and saved him from drowning. When he told me his near-death story several months later, I froze because it matched my memory. I later told him about it. This opened me up to the concept of time being an illusion, and multi-dimensional reality, more than anything I've ever experienced. Thank you for this vulnerable share.

[@truckdweller7932]

I can't stop crying. This was for me. Wow. My poor DM. Lord.....

[@nikangel5362]

Omg got so teary eyed, and chills!! He got out of rehab recently, wanted to see me the same night. I didnt see him cause I basically told him I want a healthy, committed relationship. No booty calls anymore. He tells me I'm not like the rest, and I special. We've been on and off for 22 yrs and he tells me loves me, I love him too! So much, and I pray that he stays in track and I dont know what to do... basically just take care of my self. I want to talk/ see him. All though, I feel it's not time, I feel his heart I know he wants me and loves me. Hes scared prayers. I will do my best to trust my instincts! Thank you for everything

[@marktr53]

Nicole... Keep praying for him! If he goes and gets the help he needs, that's a great sign! New interests and new friends would be another great sign... Love, Patience & Faith (*)

[@nikangel5362]

@@marktr53 thank you, I appreciate it! Especially coming from a man 🙏🙏

[@RepentImmediately]

My DM's inner child used to come to me a lot psychically, just wanting to be held. Even when my DM and I were dating, being held or touched was a big deal for him. He didn't understand why I would just let him lay on my lap and rub his head for hours while he slept...I guess that was a new experience for him. As for the present, we were communicating a couple weeks ago but he stopped responding to my texts so, if he needs support, it's up to him to reach out. If his inner child shows up though, I will hold him if he wants to be held.

[@gretaannavogele6715]

Oh wow, thank you so much for this reminder!! I saw dead white frogs lying under water on their backs in a lake yesterday. First one and I thought "How creepy, frogs cannot drown, how he got there?" And two meters further another one, in the exact same position. Like another exlamation mark for me. Frogs represent my Masculine for me. The ten of sword energy came through. I wrote him some time ago, that he can always contact me if he needs help or wants to talk. And the quote of Rumi: "Out beyond ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing there is a field - I'll meet you there." I had terrible nightmares of my mother drowning herself in front of my eyes after I set up healthy boundaries in real life with her. I did not rescue her which was the only right thing to do. Really bad blackmailing and codependency. Right now I am guided to internally open myself completly up for him, not to reach out but wait for him to take my hand that I am offering. I really wish him to find the courage to do so ❤

[@sashajob04]

Waves of chills throughout this whole video. Yesterday I was communicating with my 8 year old on a different level. I expressed my burdens and how their participation to help me around the house and what not would help me and ultimately all of us. She leaped at me in tears and crying and hugged me as I embraced her and I felt her melt in my arms! I instantly connected with the fact that I was being nurturing, and connecting with my child. The energy was so strong and loving and knowing exactly that it was needed. The message was clear, “ He needs this nurturing” he was a foster child. Given up at birth and his father took over and later begin to neglect and abuse him. Rescued and went into foster care until adulthood and struggled on his own. He needs my love because he never got it. 😢 My poor DM. I love him and ready to live in my feminine energy. He’s also been hinting overtime that I’m too emotionally masculine. I get it now babe! I love you and ready to give it to you. Thank you!

[@melm9404]

Wow! I had a similar dream like the one you had. My Divine masculine was in a car that had gone off of a bridge and it was sinking into the water underneath the bridge, and he was sitting in the driver's seat looking completely depressed/unemotional not even trying to get out of the car. And I jumped into the water and was swimming vigorously to try to save him while the car was sinking, and I just heard a man's voice from a distance saying to me "dont try to save him, he needs to save himself!!" And I stopped swimming and instantly woke up.

[@anaforrest5317]

OMG, I’ve just had 2 notifications...yours & one from whole again 1111 headed ‘Bring me to life’!!!! . Right next to each other! You can’t make this up. Thank you for your message XX

[@lachumelita]

I’ve thought of walking away so many times . But with all the guidance and having gained peace after discovering myself and reaching Incondicional love, I felt that all I had to do, as your dream, reach out my hand with the right words and he took it , so many times I’ve had done this., it wasn’t the moment maybe because I had to learn first. Beautiful significant dream, that confirms my action these past couple of days, I had a response , when you learn to love and not doubt yourself , you experiment how powerful Unconditional love is. Months of cleaning myself so I could help. Beautiful and significant dream. That you for sharing. I learned to be patient , not to push , let him learn with the words I’ve been sharing, him only taking them in , with a just yes or no he finally started to join in , I gained the trust he had lost , I think with persons he’d loved-during hislife that had failed and harden his heart , I had started to feel his his emotion , This scared me , I learned and read and listen to your videos about what was DM and DF, so I decided not to leave him alone on his journey of discovery., I did right. Thank you for sharing, many blessings now even though we haven’t reunited yet, now it’s a two way communication fear gone which , will lead to our peaceful and loving encounter. Wow or holy cow like you always say, when your overwhelmed,. Thanks again

[@SatumainenOlento]

I was suggested this now. I cried all through this video. There was so much divine love and oh that little boy.... I watched this straight after "how to survive great awakening! Part 1" and this just started to play auto after it, even that my youtube is not set to auto. So there is no doubt that this message was the most important to hear right now! So precious little boy, this means so much for me! I can not explain all these emotions whooshing in me! Thank you thank you, Erika!

[@yayayippee]

Hi Erica , yesterday during my deep meditation, I had a vision of a new born baby boy, laying on the floor, crying aloud as if abandoned, hurt, confused, betrayed. I immediately took him in my arms, hugged him, while I was literally crying in baby voice while he was absorbing the nourishment of my love and care, he became calm in my arms, as if felt protected for the first time after coming to this world. It felt like a very massive wounded child healing for both of us. Seemed like his wounded childhood reached out to me to be held and nourished and protected. It was a very intense experience and seems to be connected to the dream you shared ❤️🙏

[@michellesmith2399]

Oh my gosh. I have tears flooding out of my eyes. I resonate with this! Firstly, thank you for sharing. I was meant to watch/ listen to this. I have never heard any of your feeds? I was scrolling KZbin and I saw your notification and felt the urge to watch! This is so scary. My partner who has PTSD has just shut me out, pushed me away. He's done with our relationship because I tried to put boundaries in place as a partner who also has needs. His response was to say that's it I'm done, I'm out, never going to make you happy. He's blocked me. He's usually able to attempt to communicate if we've had issues. Never blocked me totally. I saw him the next day and he said I don't want to talk to you and walked away. Never been so hard. I was so upset. He has spoken to me about his childhood and told me he never felt loved as a child. But he loves his Mum dearly. I'm the only one that has checked in with him, let him know I'm here, when he's been in a dark place in the past. I know what has happened between us now, he's going to isolate and shut him self away. My fear now is if I do get this feeling/urge to reach out to him, I don't know if he's blocked my phone number? He's blocked me on Facebook. Should I be concerned about this now? I'm going to be scared if I do try to contact him and he doesn't respond! Is there a time span for this call out? When do/ should I reach out!? I do see this was posted a week ago but I do also understand it still applies when we are meant to see it

[@oversoulproductions7439]

Literally was asked to send protection. Made a protection jar and have been lighting a candle all weekend. Felt he was in a place where he needed it.

[@marieanne6600]

For the very first time I"ve met my masculine I felt that already . I can read the situations and circumstances I know and felt the vibrations and energy of him. I had also a psychic energy . I told him for the first time I will become his teacher . I"ll teach him a lot of things how to struggle and handle a situation…he loves me but he never speak to me but I felt it. I will save him and GOD send me for him for a reason. I know, I always help and save people who is longing and depressed‥ I"ll will take care of him. Thanks for the guidance. We are the person talking in this video.

[@sgmbellable]

I first listened to this message 3 years ago, but had met someone a year before that this applied to. The video was originally posted around the time of that meeting. My friend (who is a Pisces) had been going through a situation that put him underwater in many ways for years. He got out of it in early 2022 but for the next year he was in a state of complete overwhelm and came to stay with me at my home. He left at the beginning of March this year and then didn't return when he said he would. Last month I learned that he felt that whenever he had a problem, he didn't want to feel like he had to come to me for help. This past week he flew around the world to work overseas and a few days ago I dreamt that I was sitting on a dock with two other adults and someone was pulling children out of the water. A little redhaired boy in white shorts was laid across my lap. He was unconscious or sleeping but I wasn't afraid he was dead. He isn't drowning anymore, just exhausted. I saved this video years ago and thought I should return with an update. Thank you Erika ❤

[@lisabarton5168]

You may have recorded this 3 years ago but even today 4/2022 this gives me chills. My DM is silent right now but all his childhood pain, I’m not afraid of. I am here to help him heal and activate. I won’t leave him like others have! I’m am forever grateful for your gift! He is my twin and we’ve had past lives. I am here to help him heal!!! God bless you

[@jes.fairy508]

I just saw this video and wow....it's exactly what I've been going thru with my masculine. I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing to help him get thru this. Thank you, Erika!

[@amandabrandel3108]

Before I even watch this video- I got the notification at work and saw DM needs me and I said out loud “uh oh”. Before I got good and in the door, dm messaged me and offered to go half on a flight (because were long distance right now) and I am dying inside! I’m over the moon and shocked and just.... ahhh. My heart is racing.. so much confirmation! I’ve been on edge lately about what’s happening and where to go and what to do... 😍😩

[@freespirit4350]

Totally resonate. My DM reached out to me in the 3D a couple of weeks back. Was shocked to hear what a dark place he was in after experiencing so much tragedy, emotion just poured out, I feel he is awakening. I've felt uncertain about getting involved in his healing and been more focused on my own healing and self love in order to help him. I've felt Ive finally started to heal and detach slightly. What a twist of events. Deep down I know he needs me but he has the power within to heal

[@RH-ul2bc]

I found myself wishing I had found this months ago until I heard what you said at the end. The past few months I had been spending time with a man who was in his wounded masculine following a divorce and honestly i was a bit wounded myself from some emotional trauma and I had been stuck emotionally for quite some time. Spending time with him, for whatever reason, allowed me to get unstuck. Last week I became aware that he has moved on with another. I hope and pray that our time together helped him as well. I wished I had known about this message sooner but perhaps it all happened as it should have. I really try to be open to guidance as much as I can. It has taken me on some amazing adventures. Thank you for this! ❤💕

[@Divine_Divine1111]

I just seen this video today... But it's resonates with my DM today... He was on a path of change from addiction and getting a career path in line.... Sometime after the waning moon on the 14th of December, he relapsed and started spiraling back to old habits and ways. I didn't see it at first... But I caught a glimpse of it... Then yesterday was when I actually had a full understanding of what he was going through, so I reached out and told him to to take me up on my offer to talk about what he is going through... But his addiction told him to tell me I'm against him and HE knows I am. I told him this isn't who you are... I said you have an amazing heart and a very sweet soul. He is a logical thinker, his heart is mostly in his head especially when he is high, so he has no real time sense of emotion or time. But when I actually get to his heart he just melts into me and he isn't like that with anyone else, he says I'm the only he let's in close to him even more so when he is sleeping, with past females, he either sleeps by himself or I the same bed but on opposite sides. My guides are telling me that I can't help him with his addiction... He has to do it on his own, but he does need help... So I'm going to just be his voice of reasoning and keep positive vibes and love and send it to him every day. I actually didn't know what I was doing last night was going to be the right thing to do, but turns out spirit said yes and look at this video! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)funny how that worked out. Thank you for the video, love and light 🎄❤

[@hshfyugaewfjkKS]

Erika, I really really hope you see this. I've been feeling this so strongly lately. I've been getting music messages and intuitive nudges that my DM is in emotional trouble. 2 songs showed up. One was a song called I'm Fine by Mike Waters and another was I Hate You by Seann Bowe. These lyrics literally speak to what you've channeled and that this is from a year ago but showed up in my feed, today is just exactly confirmation for me that I need to reach out to him and that he needs me. I can't thank you enough for what you do for the collective. Your guidance and readings have kept me on the path during some of the most difficult parts of this insane journey. Sending you many blessings.

[@haileyflor1514]

I was just thinkin about how I needed a little guidance and this notification popped up. 💜 watching now

[@vivianandersen]

Same here. This was the first video in my list, so I was guided to go watch it 💜

[@noahchen5030]

Oh!!! Erika!!! This message!!! I met my friend when he was going through a very hard time in his life. He was so sad and desperate and I wrote him emails everyday. We wrote eachother almost everyday for a year. We never met in person, just wrote eachother. We live in different countries. Now he is fine and in love with someone else and doing well financially. I stopped communicating because it became too difficult for me. I just realised that I pulled him out of the water. Now he is happy and I need to pull myself out of the water.

[@linden_e]

This looped back a few days ago. I got an urgent message my guides a few days ago to reach out to my DM even though I'm giving him his space right now. I was so scared to reach out because I didn't want to cross hit boundary - but I just new he needed that text in that moment. I didn't hear back and agonized if I made the right choice... This video confirmed I heard right. It wasn't demonic/ego. I could cry I'm so relieved. I was so worried I'd hurt him. I felt him weep after I sent the text on my chest and it made me cry. I held him energetically and sang him Everything's Alright from Jesus Christ Superstar. Mary Magdalene sings it to Jesus. She is my twin flame guide and I know she gave me that song to comfort my DM when he's worn out. Can't thank you enough Erika.

[@ShivaniGrail]

Thank you Erika 🙏🏼 I’m listening to Spirit and today I’m guided to leave him “Be”. I will send him an extra dose of TenderLovingCare 🥰

[@andreameade7664]

I was scrolling through your videos asking to be shown a message and this is what jumped out at me. Only earlier today I had the strangest thing go through my mind while I was resting. Out of nowhere I felt like i needed to take my TF in the 5D to confront his dad and stepmom and let them know the pain they caused him as a child. I don't know why this thought came into my mind but this video makes me feel there is truth as I feel strongly my twin holds serious negativity due to his childhood. Thanks for all your love and guidance.

[@tes2511]

I thank you sooooo much !!!! I understand everything you said about the distorted masculine they heal...they are getting their voice back, my beloved masculine was "dead" before we met, I activated him exactly as you said...of course it's a very very long road...I miss him sooooo much, I miss to touch each other in the physical but I understand that he changes everything in his mind, in his heart and in his life !!!! Also I believe that they (the D/Ms) they took more Karma to resolve than us...Thank you, I am grateful for all these messages for without them I would not understand and tolerate the process of this journey !!!

[@frenchqueen]

Wow! This was quite amazing. When you were describing holding the boy close to you, being mama bear and just so nurturing, I got real, physical goosebumps. I realized in what you shared, my DM had an abusive mother. I suspect he did not receive that "motherly" nuturing that many of us do. Thank you...this gives me much insight and more compassion for him. This was beautiful, in an insightful way.

[@Ccorbett21]

Resonates completely. Listening to my inner guidance and higher divine supporting our union. Praying for our Divine Masculines that the Holy Angels will keep them safe and protected at all times. Thank you, Erika for your wonderful channeled message. Love and light to all. 💫✨💕

[@HadashiMartialArts]

I have been working so hard on my own to evolve and change through therapy, personal development courses, life coaching, meditation and my spirituality. I have been feeling stronger but I felt knocked back yesterday by the DF who I think has lied to me and made me feel like I was such a bad person for nearly a year now, putting all the blame on me for something I never even did. I still don't think I have learned the full story but I feel like there's no fight left in me for her. I feel so saddened. I have really struggled for quite few years now but I worked and worked and worked. All I got was blame and guardedness and coldness. I apologised for things I didn't even do because I loved her. I know I shouldn't have done. I gave away my strength but I did it because I didn't want to lose her. I just don't know how I feel now. I feel shut down. However, I have reached out to my therapist. I will get through this and I will rise above it all without her. At least the energy into fighting for her can now be redirected towards myself. Only I can save me.

[@KathyR65]

Tears flowing, the DM inner child is wounded mine stuffed his emotions his entire life looking for love and acceptance outside himself. I have mentioned to my DM to come up for air not to drowned himself for the sake of is karmic wife. 4 years ago I remember a look he gave me that look of there you are I’ve been looking for you for so long. Exactly a year ago his life took a turn he was drowning in material and emotional turmoil, unhappy paralyzed by fear and instead of facing those fears he took and did a geographical with his karmic wife. We were in separation for 6 months. The last 6 months he has slowly started to take his power and control back waking up. My intuition says he’s close to closing the cycle with his karmic and move away from her, he says he want to. Divinely guided from spirit/source. Let’s pray he doesn’t fall back into her manipulation. Sending so much love and light to all!

[@Amber-tl6nc]

Thank you for this message. I always feel like I’m talking with an old friend when I watch/listen to you. I really appreciate you for your time, energy and compassion towards those of us on this journey.

[@alannarobinson2772]

Thank you Erika...this popped up for me today and I know why...I had a similar dream this month (but the DM was represented by a very wounded dog vs a little boy). And the dog came right to me, and I wrapped my arms around it and held him at my breast. It was surprising to me in the dream, and in real life, because I would NEVER do that with a dog (especially one I don’t know). I was feeling afraid in the dream, but, in this case, the dog came right to my breast because he was in such need of love. The dog appeared to be very abused, but wasn’t afraid of me. It was like he felt so safe with me. He just sat there with me and my fear eventually went away too. It was like we were healing each other. ❤️ That, and other things, in the dream made it quite profound. Thank you 🙏🏾

[@kacielance7105]

You just gave me the answer I needed. I’ve been hesitating to make a move for a while now because I’m scared but have been feeling called to do so lately and receiving multiple messages yesterday and today. I was still in hesitation until I listened to this because the dream signifies my exact scenario. Also as I’m typing this 111 is right in front of my face. Thank you fir sharing this! 🙏

[@donnaagrapides3912]

I had chills throughout your message ... this channeling is so real and clear to me with my twin.... I have been aware... we’re very close and I reached out to him today with words of love and care. I know that little boy. And he’s healing . The love and protection and devotion and the KNOWING we have as a twin is truly a gift that we can and will take action on selflessly when our intuition guides us to. They are seeds of love ... compassion and understanding. True Love is a constant... And this interpretation could not ring more true. Thank you. ♥️♥️

[@jessicaanderson9255]

So I got this recommended video this morning and I had of been speaking with my masculine for a week after we had a talk. And I was very hesitant to reach out I meditated asked my spirit guides and they said to definitely reach out. I also kept seeing 911 for two days. And I reached out to let him know that I care and wanted to know all is well with him. he was happy that I did and he is having some health issues and I can tell it just made him feel better to know that I’m available if he needs to vent- he thanked me and says he will let me know next week his results. So now I’m thanking you! 🙏🏻

[@ascensionessentials]

Thank you for this channeling. Yesterday at 3:33 I was driving in silence, I like the silence right now. Anyway I looked down and it was 3:33 and I got guidance that a message was trying to come through the radio. So I turned it on as I passed a KLOS billboard. I thought OK it's on KLOS. I switched from Sirius to KLOS this was all still 3:33. They were just starting the first beat of QOTSA No One Knows. So I pulled over to read the lyrics. I absolutely believe that is exactly where the masculines are currently. "No One Knows" Queens of the Stone Age: We get some rules to follow That and this These and those No one knows We get these pills to swallow How they stick In your throat Tastes like gold Oh, what you do to me No one knows And I realize you're mine Indeed a fool am I And I realize you're mine Indeed a fool am I Ah I journey through the desert Of the mind With no hope I found low I drift along the ocean Dead lifeboats in the sun And come undone Pleasantly caving in I come undone And I realize you're mine Indeed a fool am I And I realize you're mine Indeed a fool I Ah Heaven smiles above me What a gift her below But no one knows A gift that you give to me No one knows

[@elenashur5544]

Omg so this is exactly what I’m going through right now. He messaged me today and told me he’s unhappy, he’s in a really dark place. He’s numb and doesn’t know how to open up and let himself be happy. And I do feel called to help him out of this even though I am scared. All I can do is support him. I hope that by being there for him it will help him just enough! I didn’t know he was feeling like this until about an hour ago. I believe he can get through this! I wish I could hug him!

[@anac7096]

❤️

[@jessicalaine4030]

Wowowowo! Your dream is simply beautiful 😍. Your message is amazing. Masculines rocks let’s help them all and communicate with them with love, compassion and kindness ♥️😘🤗😊😍

[@Intuitive_Intervention]

This is perfectly stated. When my crown chakra opened I got several “downloads” and I was simultaneously shown Billy Idol’s music video “Eyes Without a Face” and felt instantly connected to the synchronicity of the situation with the distorted DM. I literally felt like that song was a trigger for me to start stepping into mission work and going public with messages (not yet on KZbin) but through Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. I’ve watched as my DM has been growing and he is guided by all of these messages. I had dreams about helping him “clean out his car”, kissing his third eye, am angel cloaking him in wings, and covering him with a blanket when he was alone shaking in a cold room in a single twin bed. I told him all of these dreams over the years even though it seemed to come out of left field and now I’m starting to see how much sharing authentically, no matter how odd it sounds, is part of what we are called to do to help the DM

[@mistiladie7057]

I felt the call to reach out last month in February. I’m a tarot reading and in my readings I kept getting this message of reaching out to my DM. It took me a week to actually do it. BECAUSEEEE he had a gf at the time. And I’m like oh my god spirit whyyyyyy he has a gf but my spirit guides did not care😂. So after a week of fighting with my spirit guides bc I didn’t want to reach out😂 I finally reached out bc I am obedient to my spirit guides☺️. We communicated a bit but it wasn’t much, but I knew I did the right thing bc after I felt sooooo good! And relieved. So after that there has been huge shifts!!!!! Not to long after I reached out they broke up! I’m so grateful for this message bc it’s even more confirmation that I did the right thing!!! U r amazing miss lady. To all the DF’s out there u got this!!!!!

[@stephaniekelso2818]

I needed to hear this today. My masculine had a heart attack a few days ago i just found out three days later. Our union has had to be kept silent since it began 10 months ago. I've been awakened and I've been manifesting the awakening of my masculine. Now the reasons we had to hide to know the truth thank you for sharing this incredible confirmation

[@ErikaElmuts]

Sending healing energy to your DM!

[@enjoythemomenttravel]

I have chills & goosebumps all across my neck & back, hearing this & also a warm feeling inside... We have an incredible electric chemistry when we touch & we have been afraid to touch the past few years & he pushed me away, he been dating others, not my type & much younger. For the past 2 days I have had visions of my DM taking me by the hand & him sitting down on a bed & pulling me close while I stand & he is nuzzling his head in my chest saying he's sorry about how things were the past few years & hugging me tightly like a child saying he wants to make it right, he's so sorry! The msgs lately online have all been about the DM trying to figure out how to come back to the DF & finding a way to apologize for their bad behaviours that separated us. Thx so much for this msg, I was just about to turn off my phone & your msg came up, I was almost afraid to hear it because I've been trying to stay positive these days, that this weekend we will come back together since we will see each other tonight at a concert. Luv ya!💖💥🙏🔥🔥👍😘

[@anac7096]

Good luck for tonight! Hope everything goes like you are wishing for. So excited for you! 😍 I know how intense and beautiful making up with your twin is so... 😊 I'm crossing my fingers for you. 😉

[@ErikaElmuts]

enjoy this evening...with an open heart and mind. no expectations, just love. xo

[@enjoythemomenttravel]

Thank you for the kind words all! We connected after the concert casually, I gave him a present I have had in my purse since our separation, 4 yrs now, he dedicated a song to me in the concert...he also wrote a new song about us a month ago he posted on Instagram twice now...but I decided to wait & went home. I could have made the move but waiting for Divine timing not post concert highs & drinks, want him to come in the right mind as my King wanting me the right way!But we are moving there I feel...he needs time to grasp this even though he is Spiritual!💖💥🙏🔥🔥👍😘

[@gailforbes7834]

Thank you! Following your inner guidance feminine is always important! Do it with no exception from a place of true unconditional love ! Then trust!❤️🙏🏻❤️

[@kandx420]

Bizarre. Reminiscent of an experience I had with my Masculine almost two months ago. I dreamt of him being out on a boat, not allowing me to join him (he was trying to protect me.) He got caught in a terrible storm and I ended up having to dive in and pull him from the water. I woke up feeling a need to reach out to him, so i did. He thanked me and said he was doing ok, just struggling financially. That was the last time he responded to a message from me, and the last time I dreamt about him, so I've fully pulled back again.

[@ChanelBader]

I'd love to help him but he never accepts my help or out reaches of my hand 😔 so I just have to let him be I guess

[@anac7096]

Still, let him know you are there for him, that inspite him not wanting your help, you are there with unconditional love. Maybe just knowing it will help him. I wish you both a good and blessed journey. ❤️

[@ErikaElmuts]

hello beautiful soul @chanelbader ....if you feel called, please reach out to me at crystalroseinsights at gmail dot com. You are doing amazing work and I'd love to connect offline if you are drawn to that. Sending you much love. xo

[@ChanelBader]

@@anac7096 thank you both so much yes I've reached out in the physical and not in the physical so many times does a lack of trust in a relationship as well so he just doesn't want to try it all I looked at my own healing and I see how it comes from within me but it still doesn't really seem to make a difference

[@ChanelBader]

@@ErikaElmuts I will likely reach out thanks love:)

[@cherylallison244]

The next video I watched after this one was by Melanie from Whole Again 1111 with a channeled song “Bring Me To Life”!!!!!😮

[@somr1972]

Funny, I watched Melanie and froze when I heard this!

[@marytwinflamessoulfamunite7102]

Omg that song is my song for my life my DM brought me back to life and that song keeps popping up on my You Tube

[@jenifferbohling7140]

me too! I had to spend an hour doing distance healing

[@cristytripp3844]

I just saw that video yesterday as well. Then, right before I started listening to this video, I heard the Rascall flatts song "Back to Life." I'm just not exactly certain what it means as far as action I may be supposed to take

[@victoriamegale9201]

I had an overwhelming sadness I almost started to cry as I walked through the parking lot after work and immediately felt it was my DM so sad crying and I just telepathically sent him a message, an energetic hug and said to him I'm right here it's going to be okay. I understand he's going through an emotional time, that I'm proud of him for facing those emotions and I love him and know he can get through this. I'm here to support him. I'm with him. 😢❤

[@jenifferbohling7140]

My twin is on a retreat, they can make you go deep. I opened my eyes last night and there he was laying in my bed(spirit form)..... Now you felt this i sent him a message letting him know that he can call and my spirit will go and assist him.

[@xITAKOxANNAx]

Dear Erika, I watched today this video and the following one and I kid you not. My DM and I were invited to a party on the 30th and we were never alone except one short moment, when I was smoking on the balcony and he was inside in the kitchen. I invited him outside intuitively and he came outside to join me: He gave away a big sigh and told me his emotions are in chaos. Nothing more. I asked him, if he wanted to talk about it and he declined and I just let him be, but I felt how the energy changed around him after this.

[@Samanthamathis22]

That’s what I feel when I get messages in my dreams. Overwhelmingly tired, even if I just slept. And sometimes my forehead tingles. I can feel my DM is overwhelmed emotionally, we are not in communication at the moment, but I haven’t felt the need to reach out. I do send positive energy his way when I feel the need to.i am wondering about a dream I had 1.5 weeks ago though, when my DM and I were still in contact. In my dream, I was scared and searching for half of someone’s soul. They lost it somehow and were in despair, loneliness, confusion etc but no matter how much I searched, I could not find it and put the person back together again and make them whole. So in the dream I sat and cried, sending as much of myself as I could to this person. I woke up and texted my DM and told him I needed an outside perspective on the dream because it’s about someone I’m connected to. He listened and he asked if the person was local to me and I told him no.( we live in different states) and then he said “I wonder why.” I told him again the person is deeply confused. And then all he said was “you can only do what the person will allow” then he changed the subject. But I felt I needed HIS perspective on this dream. Because I felt it was about him. So without being blunt, I let him know I was here. Then he discontinued contact a week later. 🤷‍♀️

[@jarvisbey556]

Last week I was in the place of heavy emotions filled with doubt, sadness, and hopelessness. I was sinking to a point where I was ready to give up on my journey and run away for good. In the mist of those heavy emotions during a business meeting my DF slightly touched my arms and said something to me, but I couldn’t respond I couldn’t say anything to her. Her touch though I can’t say how it happened, but I slowly started to pull myself out of that darkness. The next morning I man who is one of my mentors who I also believe is apart of my soul tribe sent me a message telling warriors don’t quit which I help me even more. I’m positive he has no idea about our connection unless she has been counseling with him because he is also her mentor as well. I just wanted to say that since this video resonated with me so much

[@Isabelnolonger]

Thank you Erika. You have helped me link two seemingly separate messages. I had a recent dream of saving a drowning child in the sea but i was drowning at the same time. I was struggling near the bottom. I looked up and there was debri everywhere. The sunlight illuminated his body near the surface. I knew i needed to save him but was so tired and ready to give up. A voice said "you are stronger than you think." With that a powerful energy propelled me to the surface to reach him but the energy also woke me from the dream. Yesterday i was guided to a video on Childhood Emotional Neglect. It really fits the collective masculine profile and their running/ghosting behaviors. I believe that after experiencing centuries of failure of the mother figure in her role of transmuting the divine feminine essence into the male child, we now have a crisis amongst them. This failure extends to the female child and explains the unforgiving selfish and unkind nature of many modern feminines. I believe the aware Divine Feminine collective has been called into service to correct this failure. This is no game. Our dreams show us lives hang in the balance. kzbin.info/www/bejne/mqvXpIqboK98bqc

[@jessmuj]

I have a sketch of white socks floating in a calm ocean in my dream journal from exactly 2 months ago today. It is but a zoomed in fraction of what i was allowed to see. I consider myself afraid of heights, water and sometimes even the dark,but in my dream, i was fearlessly hovering above a mass body of water at night. I knew i was taken there by Spirit. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness i saw small specs of white in the middle of the still body. The skyline of pixelated lights was a sure indicator that this was very far from the shore. I asked, what IS that? Zoom, to one individual sock and think oh this is fresh and clean, some kid recently struggled, and this is all thats left of him, what a shame. We should clean it up...before i could touch it, I backed up to see the specs again, i zoomed back out even further and felt an overwhelm. Seeing the big picture with Spirit, i recognize reinforcement is needed. The dream ended as the journal reads: "wow, that's a lot of socks" i hear a voice tell me, "144,000" i turned to the voice in Awe..then instantly, i see a cocoon ship trying to fly into space(old movie) and we laugh as i say, "Cocoon where are you going?!" In a half mockery voice...cocoon stops and hovers. I wake up. Friend tells me that day before i shared this dream that she dreamt a bunch of white sticks in the ocean that same night and upon further review they were all capsized boats. Clearly the cocoon is the df thinking im ready to go...nooot yet, we got clean up to do and wings to develop. I did not expect this to go public, but how could i not share this dream? Almost did not click on this vid. :)

[@angelsamson5486]

He works highly for the collective too 😍❤️🙏

[@tracinjames]

Wow! About a month ago I had a dream about the DM and a little baby. They both were dressed in identical yellow outfits. Your message brings more clarity about my dream. Thank you! 💖

[@ladybug8706]

I've known my DM Leo has abandonment issues. 1st Abandonment his Mom left; 2nd Abandonment his Ex-wife; 3rd Abandonment our breakup over something benign ~ My DM is a strong presence but no one knows how much hurt he has held throughout his life. I saw it. He said he's been told by women he's dated, he's dated that he's broken. I've tried my best to tell him he is not broken. I believe God gave us this separation because we both have healing and learn self-love and like. I continue my journey but healed beyond any healing I knew I needed. My DM is not Spiritual. I pray to God to send my DM strong signs, lessons, guidance and love to help my DM heal for his greater good. In your dream, you said first the police talked to the parents about not watching/paying attention to this little boy. You said the Father spoke; the Mother didn't say anything! My DM's Mom said nothing and one day left and she never contacted him nor his siblings nor his Father again. She said nothing! Wow!!! That little boy is my Leo DM. You mentioned being Momma Bears. My kids are grown. I just realized, I've always called myself a Mother Lion. My Leo DM needs me, he's DF Momma Lion. I have to wait for him to learn the lessons God is giving him. If I reach out to my DM, he pulls back. If I let go, surrender, lead my life I love, on occasion my DM reaches out short but warmly. I believe he's on a Divine Path back to me (as you may have read May/Summer). So I go to my DM in the 5D and through God's help. Thank you for this dialogue of your dream. The little boy revived quickly and was ready to play. My DM is that little boy almost there!!! Thank you 🐞🦋🐞

[@mariavelasquez5857]

This is so incredible because my dm lives in England & me in California. We have been together 3 years. He is the runner but can never stay away from me because I’m the 1st person that has shown him real love. He was raised in foster homes with abuse & bullying. He is such a broken soul. We have not talked for 2 months because of a petty fight, but was a build up of his depression he’s going through with a daughter he never knew about, that he wants a relationship desperately, but she is 17 & only wants $ and he is so heartbroken, it brought him to a dark place. He has deactivated his fb for 2 months, so I have left him alone , but his b-day is coming up April 3rd & I had this OVERWHELMING feeling he need me & I’ve been healing a lot & I know he looks at my fb & sees I’m doing good & he is insecure & always saying I’m too good for him & going to probably leave him anyway etc... well, I felt Called to write him a letter, to lift him up because I know he is drowning. I tried-to write the letter many times before but I couldn’t until now, it just came to me that I had to write this letter & I was writing the words and I know spirit was guiding me. I sent it out, but he won’t get it until later this week. I have been seeing 11:11 ALL the time & I feel him so strongly ! I pray it speaks to his heart. I feel it will. I know of course he loves me so much & I know he needed this so desperately. Thank you so incredible much for this ❤️

[@TheSpiritualBrat]

Thanks for sharing ❤️ over the course of the last few years on my healing journey I too have had dreams (2 different ones) of a little boy drowning in a lake and then coming back to life... very similar to your dream! I interpreted for myself as it having to do with my own inner child and my own healing of my inner masculine. I’ve mostly been alone the last few years so just about all of the masculine and feminine healing I’ve done has been all directed toward my inner world. Not looking for anything in my outer world... so I interpret differently and as an internal healing within. Maybe if you are reading this and not involved with another person it might help you make sense for your own journey. I stopped years ago with looking outside of myself for balancing the feminine and masculine. It happens within each of us. Who shows up is just a reflection of your inner world... ❤️ thank you so much for sharing.

[@ash_l3311]

Wow. Yesterday morning I called my TF because I knew he needed me. We talked and then he texted asking if I was home and showed up using his key to let himself in. I was able to help him with some things. Beautiful message of clarity. Thank you. ♡

[@dharmadharma3960]

Thank you for the message. I think I'm on a different path. I had nightmares about my DM last night. I've tried to love him many a times like these over the years, but mine seems intent on drowning. And he's like, you don't want to join me in the drowning? Ok, bye loser. So I'm hanging back waiting to see if he was really a DM in the end. After almost 9 years, I keep getting the msg that my part is done. Just sharing since my experience is very real and in case anyone else might be on the same path.

[@cayenarosada]

I was watching a video of Chanel Barder and suddendly the vid stopped and this one started to play itself!!! 😲😲 Huge divine signal!!!! 😇😇

[@lannaduncan]

Literally just happened in real life ... He had 3 strokes was same color of the ground was choking on his own vomit had been there for a while the way he looked and I felt the same way you described and I turned him over and beat on his back .. he had one shoe on and one off with a grey sock on . I cried to God to save him . He is doing better everyday but unable to see him . You are describing what was going on with his life. I have felt such a strong connection and even dreamed of it happening a month before. Won't leave this comment up long just wanted to share with you. Thank you so much

[@ErikaElmuts]

sending much love and healing energy - I'm so sorry for your circumstance and am so happy to hear he is improving!

[@lannaduncan]

Thank you so much! 😘😘 You are truly gifted

[@judithstith6378]

Thank so much! I felt it last night and asked him to come away from the toxic situation. He telepathically just said YES. ❤️⚡️🔥🔥

[@amishadewduth695]

It's 27 August 2020 that I have come across this video and it immediately made me tearful and I have a lump in my throat 😢 I always pray to my Gods to let me DM know I'm here for him and always...

[@mrsharbormaster]

Just Love You, you are Spirit,. So important that you had the insight to share. Love, Peace, Grace & Gratitude ❤️❤️❤️

[@i3ittasweet09]

Erika this is the first time I’m seeing your channel but yeah... I was given very clear guidance to reach out last week. An old message I sent to a friend that said reach out kept popping up on her phone for me for days until I dropped my fear and just sent him a text. Thanks for sharing and also validating my decision.

[@somanyinsights1670]

Mind blowing. I had sort of gone no contact but about 3 days ago I sent them a message saying that if your struggling I'm here for you and will protect you in any way I can. Because I am in love and love them.

[@prayntongues]

I recently burned a 7day votive candle with the intention of choosing love over fear. The candle finished burning 2 days ago. On the inside of the glass, there is a residue of wax about 1 1/2" long,in the shape of an outstretched arm/hand reaching up from the tiny bit of wax left on the bottom of the glass. I wondered if it was the hand of my DM or mine. Now I understand the message. Thank you.

[@courtneylynn483]

I ALWAYS pay attention to my dreams and trust everything they say to me. In early March, I had a dream that my DM reached out to me through a former friend and she cried because my DM was saying he was suicidal and needed help. Not just anyone's help. MY help. He needed ME. He didn't know what to do. There's a lot more details, but it's a lot. I don't usually EVER have to worry about him, so this wasn't normal. And then a couple weeks later, he shared something for his friend. And it was his first public post since 2016 and he RARELY posts on social media. He added a caption and part of it said something about him growing to ask for help when he needs it. I couldn't believe it. And on that very same day, earlier than him, I shared something and it was my first public post since 2017. I had no idea! So I 100% believe in dreams and their meanings. I believe in everything!!! ♥️

[@dalelee919]

I swear you channeled my situation!!! My Dm who has been like a brick wall, never showing any emotions, ever, finally, opened up about his childhood wounds as well as his present financial hardship with his business. He said he was in the darkest place he’s ever been and that he just didn’t have the strength to want to get out of bed anymore. I felt called to go him. As I was driving to his house a nervous wreck, I got this video notification. I played it while driving. Divine timing!!!! 💜

[@gaia7277]

He has reached out again and this time I had to come back to my normal social life because I couldn't hold myself back anymore. He really needs me, for a higher purpose where he wants my assist - nothing romantic or flowery though yet. But that's what this journey about, serving the higher purpose of life. I am feeling happy. 😊

[@marktr53]

Ohhhh my Sweet Erika..... I'm a strong Aries male, that'e the DF.... I literally cried as you were explaining your dream.... I'm currently in 6 months 'no communication' with my DM (Cancer female) I'm soooooooooo torn as to what to do in my situation..... it hurts so much, not knowing whats happening with my TF.... I'm scared to reach out to her, (the 'no chasing' ) I'm afraid that the cycles she HAS to break away from, because she has allowed 'ego' to dictate so much in her life.... will be destroy with all that has been going on with us....... I pray that if I need to reach out, it will be Divinely guided..... I want her to come back on her own, I do not want to interfere with her Free Will..... and upset the progress she has made.... thank you for sharing..... it hit my Heart soooo hard with your honesty, your caring, your intuition with what has been brought forth with all your readings..... TF journeys are so intense, bring up Love, Patience & Faith....... many Blessings to you and your guides, in helping with the collective that are going through all the transformations...... it has been a Magical 2019, for sure..... and with the cycles that are STILL going on...... I pray that all will search deep within, to have understanding to how special Life can be...... Thank you, again.. with my whole Heart mark (*)

[@VTor-ck2rp]

God bless you always Erika

[@leah__gail]

Omg... 111 comments as I'm writing this, Ericka, it's WAY too much to type, but this resonates from a dream a year and a half ago, that I had about a guy I started seeing then. THEN, seven weeks ago, I broke it off with this same guy, whom I now believe to be my masculine. He came over to talk (during Mercury Retro, stupid I know since we are BOTH ruled by Mercury) anyway things didn't go well, argument insued.. he looked up at me at one point and I saw a little boy and every bit of the hurt and pain he has ever experienced!! My heart broke for him!! We reconciled 2 days ago with union yesterday!! It FEELS so good!!

[@FulcrEm]

DM's dad is an alcoholic. And I keep thinking something is going to happen to his heart. I can't say anything, because I'll sound crazy, especially since we're not in contact. I just keep having a visual of DM standing alone in his father's empty house (other than his way too many cats) and breaking down at the realization he's withdrawn himself from everything, as well.

[@dacejaunzeme4849]

thank you a lot for recording and sharing this! and how “coincidental”, that you’ve been a life guard! I just did a forgiveness session for me and my little toddler, and i was aware that something has to be done, because i’was in the dark night of the soul when i met my tf, then the boy came to us, and soon after me and my tf went into separation. Hasn’t been easy for any of us. I’ve been healing, purging and "keeping my hand on pulse” sort to say for my boy, me, and my tf. Through all available material I couldn’t figure it out, how to ease this for the kid, especially while i had to sort me. Now after several months of persistent effort, the changes come in as if the nature is waking and the healings start coming to life too. And today I was lead to do this forgiveness healing with my toddler, and it really shifted how i feel about this situation and transformed the energy. I literaly just did it, my kid’s asleep, and I came on here to listen to this. Because it’s an angelic healing it must be why it’s “ easy” (like you said you just put hands on and it was ok). the other message, about DM, i texted him that i see him, cause he came to see the child and he had these sad sad eyes, but like so sad, and I had been there and it was the point of giving up sadneess. And 3rd message a reminder of my experiences as a child in kindergarden when i was drowning, I asked yesterday in a healing/shamanic journey for guidance about my childhood .

[@VikoLynn]

We just moved through this stage and are moving through it now... Absolutely crazy how much this resonates. My masculine and I had been separated for over a month. It was so hard and I was doing my best to work on myself. One week ago, my coworker comes in and tells me that he had a dream that my ex was seeking legal help and was going through a lot. I instantly needed to know if he was ok. I was completely terrified to reach out to him and ask if he was ok because I feared that there was nothing I could do to help but I knew through my coworker, spirit was speaking to me. I reached out to my masculine and sure enough, he was going through so so much. We are in communication again and all it took for him to start feeling like himself again and to get things moving, was to have me to talk to again. All I needed to do for him was to just listen and be there for him.

[@GamingEnder98]

I've been though that in the past and my beautiful butterfly have always been there for me, she has helped me as well as I've been

[@anac7096]

God bless you for that, Brent! ❤️

[@hermiendebeer9839]

Thank you for this ... it came up on my timeline this morning, ready to simply give up the connection because l cannot anymore ... so l reached out. I think it will make a real difference in his very difficult life, regardless of our union or not ... hopefully it will just help him go forward in his own life and making things better for himself, because God knows... if there’s a Soul out there that deserves unconditional love and happiness it’s him .... 🤗

[@jessica31sitten]

Thank you for this message! I've been asking this for a couple days...i was afraid to stunt his growth... But now im clear.

[@c_c7163]

I saw this. I was like Erika doesnt usually do this...I have to watch this now! this is different and must be urgent

[@amandal4419]

when you said "what if it doesn't work" trying to save him, I started crying. 😭I activated him with a song I sent him, Spirit pushed me.

[@dkr1020]

What song was it? If you don't mind me asking.

[@catandherplutoniclife.33.m34]

Dee R. I meant to ask the same lol. Which song, Amanda L? I bawled all throughout too

[@vanessaclark3997]

Before listening, I just wrote in my notebook he is too much in his head and I do need to take the lead a bit still and help us into communication. He rejected me last week, couple days ago he's smiling again, and ..sometimes when he looks at me he looks almost mad at me, and I've been wondering what that face is. I had a lightbulb moment today, cause he was smiling and trying to hide it then making that face. I finally realized it's his nerves. Sometimes I do feel like I see little boy him, and I learned it's when he's feeling vulnerable. He had mad face and when I made slight eye contact he kinda shifted into that little boy look, lol. I joked I'm cracking his codex. It's what it feels like with him, lol. I do have a hard time talking to him Too. I get scared and nervous. I need to break out of it. Planning to try to do this slowly, cause I'm also now noticing him getting a little jealous of me giving my attention to other guys at work. Nothing flirty, but I talk to other people, but I have a hard time talking to him. I've felt like I shouldn't be in his bubble too much.. so I don't bother him, but I'm suddenly feeling like he does want my attention and he's struggling to let me know that because he can't talk to me either. I got to fight through my own fears. ty

[@eve3589]

much love to you, so touched by your authentic way of sharing your dream-message.... 💕💕💕🐬🐬 what a deep emotional shift! love&light 🙏🌈🌈🙏🌈🙏🙏🌈🌈

[@sleeride]

felt so sad and desperate all day, slept for two hours this afternoon, pain in my heart, my back, my left shoulder, crying crying, didn't know why….

[@anac7096]

Trust that everything is going to be ok. It's hard, but it will get better for both of you. ❤️

[@EricaEmpress]

This message resonates! My DM is going through turmoil and the thought of me having to protect him from more harm crossed my mind earlier. Thanks for the message and confirmation!

[@barbarabertrand21]

Wow! Gave me chills. I have been feeling huge waves of emotion past couple of days that I don’t feel are mine.

[@amilin794]

My heart is racing..and I have chills and clock says 3:33 ... doesn't get much more clear than that

[@janaeackenhausen8759]

I got my dream and it simply said... he (DM) was touched by me! This confirms it. Thank you 🙏🏼

[@vivianandersen]

I cried so much listening to this, Erika. A couple of days ago he told me there is no place for me in his life anymore. I am heartbroken.. But deep inside I still feel that he needs my love even if he rejects it. I think I'll find a way to reach out in 5D. Maybe you could do a video on how to do this, Erika? Sending love to all the Divine Feminines and Divine Masculines 💜

[@janemcdonnell4472]

I came across you suddenly and listened to the dream and I remembered a line from an old reading and I quote "He thought the shore was way out of reach but it isn't" thank you so much. This reading was done before I even knew about twin flames or who my twin flame was love from Australia

[@kaylashannon6251]

Wow, so powerful. I cried too, and got goosebumps right when you mentioned you were getting the chills.

[@phoenixlight6102]

Amazing. 🙏 I've been feeling all of this, the dream details symbolically resonates profoundly, have been cautiously dismissive. I even had an intense, sudden wave of emotions just the other day, driving through a place we both Loved to be... completely out of the blue I was sobbing hard, then after about 20 mins, it just stopped. I felt it was maybe him. I was having flash memories, of me. Lol. I saw me laughing, me smiling, me walking and talking, my hair...then I realized how much it felt like his memories of me. I sensed his sadness, wondered so much about it. Then to add, the Soul Mate I was recently involved with and ended the connection a week ago, sent me a picture of himself being submerged in a big tub of water... signifying his baptism, a path he is following, though I feel his core confusion and a sort of desperation. I have concluded that he will go through that, and I can briefly offer my support of his process...enough to encourage him. So, what I'm getting to...this is insightful to me on many, many levels and it's incredible that your dream did that for me. Lol 😁✌ Thank you. Sooo much, for sharing. 💕🙋☀🌻so, I am still listening after writing the above, just remembered another cool thing.. the Soul Mate and I have a running joke between us about him always ending up with 'one sock on'.. we've laughed hard about it so it's a significant little memory, we bring it up regularly. 😃 How funny about the sock. 🤗😂