VLOG: Plans for Baby #2, deep chats about my disorder, home decor changes

[@keshawndradavis]

Jalen encouraging you to embrace your natural features. Ugh, my heart. 😩🥺 Jalen a real one.

[@bellag6364]

i feel you so much on the skin picking. i’ve literally been picking at the skin on my fingers since i was little and still continue to do it without even realizing it until i look at my fingers and they’re bleeding. the best thing i’ve done for it is get acrylics on my nails that make it harder to pick at the skin. also, keeping your hands busy like holding something and training your brain to focus on something else!! it’s nothing to be embarrassed about everyone has their own ways of coping ❤️

[@molliee5183]

omg, i also get acrylics to force myself to chill out on the cuticle picking. but that gets expensive and makes my nails so weak i have to take breaks :(

[@lindsey8639]

Your curly hair is EVERYTHING ❤

[@SaraiJones]

thank you🥹 i need to wear it more

[@Alorajones19]

@@SaraiJonesyes definitely i noticed u straighten it sm but how do u keep ur scalp from getting dry? The flat iron always dries out my scalp.

[@Karen_Reyes]

I feel like your whole family looks so young . You guys are all so beautiful 🫶🏽

[@Bkjd9723]

I live for you curly hair it has such a 90s vibe. Love it so much

[@lindsey8639]

I had 2 under 2 and it was hard, but so worth it. It gets a lot easier as they get older and it’s so cute when they can start playing together 😊 My girls are best friends now!

[@GraceDozsa]

Don’t feel alone with your dermatillomania. I have it really bad as well. I can’t even get my nails done due to how bad my cuticles are and I will sit in the mirror for hours digging at my face. It’s actually relieving to hear you say it because I look up to you and to know we have similar conditions is mind soothing in a way. don’t feel embarrassed! Just keep working through ❤️

[@gizellester]

My boys are 19 months apart and I love how close they are in age! It was hard at first since they were on completely different schedules, but I also felt like I was able to spend a lot of one on one time with my older son because of how often his baby brother slept. They’re now 2 and 1 and they play soooo well together and are inseparable. It’s the sweetest thing to see your kids be best friends ❤️

[@EmilyHummingbird]

Girl please don't ever feel bad about having a disorder. Technically everyone on the planet has at least one disorder, diagnosed or not. I have a few and I've been hospitalized for it twice. Disorders are very real things and it doesn't mean you're not a good person if you have one. Disorders are battles, but we are stronger than they are. You're amazing Sarai. Love you girl.

[@randolphkaminskas2064]

my skin picking is so bad as well. thank you for talking about it it reminded me that I'm not the only one struggling with it. skin pick girlies lets all be better together!!!

[@kennamfdawg]

Omg ur baby brother isn’t a baby anymore wow time flies

[@SaraiJones]

i know it’s crazyyyy😭

[@SymiahStuckeyWilliams]

Hi Sarai you are my favorite KZbinr and your baby boy is so adorable I have been watching you for years ❤

[@jessicalinbarnett]

I couldn't even recognize him 😢

[@thebossgirl.28]

@@SaraiJones when are you guys getting married and doing a married Vlog video one day

[@thebossgirl.28]

@@SaraiJones wouldn’t it be crazy if your mom died and your brother had a KZbin channel channel

[@joslynmarie4230]

As a girly who has COD & anxiety- I also struggle with pimple popping….homegirl can spend hours with a twister poppin pimples that aren’t ready…wow I’m not the only one. Thank you for sharing mamas ❤

[@mckennakayte7639]

Sarai! I commend you for sharing about your dermatillomania. I have trichotillomania (similar disorder) and just know that when you talk about these things, you help others. :) even if its hard. I've been watching you since the pizza and ranch days! just know that i am proud of you and you're doing great momma!!!

[@larenamaral2048]

I have been watching you for 9 years and to see you so happy with crew and Jalen is everything! I love you and your family ThankYou for all the great content and sharing your life with us all❤️

[@alyssamatthews8121]

can i just say thank you for talking about skin picking and dry skin or anything like that i have pimples that will turn into scabs bc i picked them and my fingers and cuticles have been an ongoing battle for me for so long i also hate going to the nail salon, it’s embarrassing for me as well, my hands are so dry and the nail cuticles are the worst part for me as well, def not alone and my vitamin d is so low thought i remember you saying that in an older vlog. you’ve always reminded me of myself so much. but girl love is blind is wild this season so good ❤️ either way love you so much been watching you since i was like 15 you are still so much like me, and everything im in too. so crazy you’re a mommy now and how happy you guys are 🥹🥹❤️

[@Dumplingtr]

I also have struggled with picking the skin on fingers around my nails for as long as i can remember. No one seems to understand how much of a mental battle it really is. I appreciate you for speaking about your experience with it and for reminding me that I am not alone in this! i find that even press on nails help because I physically cannot pick the skin with them on and it allows then to heal. I’m not sure if it’s anything we can ever just get over or be cured of, so all we can do is try our best😊

[@bralynnw7186]

You are such a great mom.❤❤❤

[@SaraiJones]

thank you🥺🥹

[@SymiahStuckeyWilliams]

@@SaraiJones hi you are my favorite KZbinr like you are such a amazing mom to crew and now you have your own little family I love your energy and content ❤😂

[@Movieloverlolz]

Pelvic floor therapy is amazing for pelvic pain. I had EXTREME pelvic pain during my pregnancy. Started at 11 weeks. Had to be induced at 39 weeks because I could not walk. I did pelvic floor therapy and it definitely does help. I feel your pain it’s not a vibe 😩 but definitely pelvic floor therapy is a life saver!!

[@JuliaRainelle]

i swear getting acrylics on my nails helped me sooooo much with my cuticle picking!

[@desiraepepperdine308]

Yes! For some reason, anytime I have acrylics I never pick my cuticles or my nails. My only struggle is that I literally pick my nails to where they have to glue the acrylics to my skin. I am so glad Sarai talks about the cuticle picking. I feel so seen lol

[@elanawheeler9964]

I struggle with skin picking too girl. You aren’t alone. It’s a subconscious thing as well - sometimes I won’t even realized I’m doing it until in bleeding. But you are killing it and crew is the cutest little guy💓

[@noellefladung3933]

Thank you for opening up about the skin picking. My hands/mental health are in the same position right now and it’s debilitating. Sending all the love, hugs, and prayers.

[@RLWilliams47]

Girl you look maybe 22, you are beautiful. I also struggle with skin picking, mostly on my legs. I get it babe 🤍

[@cherrybabz1748]

Your not alone.I pull my hair out because of stress, so you have to find a way to relieve your stress.I started doing yoga at home,and its helped allot..also I stopped stressing on being this (has everything together) tiktok false version of myself and just started relaxing. You got this❤ we all are struggling with something.

[@klarissa0620]

I totally get what you’re going through with the skin picking, I nervously pick my fingernails without even realizing it until there is a divot in my skin. Getting my nails done actually helped me because I wanted to keep my nails nice and pretty since I paid money for them.❤❤

[@zdyrnx]

your parents looks soo young and their photos with Crew looks like they just had their first born in their mid 30s!! and they still look so much in love with each other 🫶

[@faithmarie874]

I have the same exact habit Sarai! I’ve picked my cuticles since I was 7 years old and it is also definitely a nervous tick. When I go to the nail salon, I usually tell them I just got cut somehow, because they always mention it. It has been so bad that the entire back of my finger has been shredded raw. I completely understand, and I know how frustrating it is to try to break the habit. Just know you are not alone, and I seriously struggle with the exact same thing on a day-to-day basis. Love you so much ❤️

[@saa17835]

Add Greek yogurt to the overnight oats, it makes them so much creamier and adds extra protein

[@MichaelAmarrr]

You are such a wonderful and beautiful mom ❤you inspire young moms out there 🥺

[@hannahburkk]

Feel you on the country!! Never liked country now I'm obsessed! Zach, Morgan, kacey, luke combs I'm loving lately!

[@simplyboppingK]

Girl!!! My coworker got me addicted to this season of Love Is Blind.. Jessica and Autumn deserve THE WORLD and NOTHING less. I feel you on the skin picking.. I have picked my acne scabs ever since I was a kid and it is so hard for me to stop.. And some of my family members don't understand that I can't just stop picking... It is literally an anxiety response :)

[@cet9954]

I had 2 under 2 and it was beautiful. I loved it soo much. Seeing my oldest love and care for the baby was soo sweet. Then I had 3 under 3. It’s been so sweet watching them and how they are with each other. The bond is magical. And yes I get the “oh you have your hands full” all the time. But i always reply with “yes, and it’s such a blessing” or “yes and we have so much fun!” because I never want my children to feel like they’re too much for me to handle. They are very well behaved kids but they’re obviously going to laugh loud and giggle loud at the store or when I take them out. Just having grace and patience is key. Keeping in mind that if u really think about it whatever they’re doing isn’t actually bad. It’s just annoying to others. And that’s not a good enough reason for you to shush up your littles as they giggle loudly in a public setting. It’s possible. It’s beautiful. But time flies. So make sure to treasure the little things. Know it’s possible to go out to a restaurant with all your babies. Teach them table manners etc. know you Can go shopping or to outings. And yes ALONE, just you and your babies🤍 my kids are still 3 and under and I’ve got a long ways to go but I’m loving it so far and really hoping to have a bunch more babies in the future 😅🤍🤍🤍 blessings to you and your family girl🥰

[@samanthaw5908]

Hi Sarai, Jalen and Crew! I love your vlogs! I love that you started talking about skin picking. I have struggled my whole life with it. I have permanent scars on my face and arms from picking. It doesn't help that I'm very accident prone and I'm always hitting my arms and legs and then I pick at them riiiiight as the scab is about to fall off. (sorry if this is TMI) I'm 33 now and I think I've gotten a hold on not picking. I'm so proud of myself because I've never grown my nails out because I pick but since November 2023, I have successfully grown my nails out and haven't picked at my skin. I've also started taking care of my diet and my skin care. As always love you for being you. Remember growth takes time and is hard but you got this girl! love y'all !

[@maddisonpodlich9246]

My girls 3 now but she used to get ear infections almost everytime she was teething, so I feel the struggle but just wanted to say how much you’re thriving as a Mum! I’ve watched you since the beginning❤️

[@katelynmontano]

Getting to experience mom life the same time as you is so fun. My days are always better when you post🩵

[@LiveALittleLouder07]

Pelvic floor therapy changed my life!! Not just in a physical sense but also emotionally. Definitely recommend ❤

[@ilovemylilly]

Your commitment level to testing that rug's cleanability 💯

[@DIYforgirls]

Don't ever feel weird. When I was younger I used to pick the skin behind my nails. But that escalated to picking the skin off of my lips. It's not easy to break. It becomes a habit and a comfort and control in a way. Keeping my hands occupied has helped. And honestly, I've been in therapy for a few things for a long time, but recently for the picking and people who specialize in it have so many tools and options to help. It's a journey and you are not alone in it.

[@juliemetabie7352]

patiently waiting for your next upload vlog🥲🥲 rewatched this like 5 times lol im obsessed with your videos and your little family!🩵🫶🏻

[@shirosh809]

love that Jalen is encouraging you to embrace your natural hair! also you look like 23 to me! without makeup you;re like 20-21 to me haha and thank you for feeling open and secure with us to share this!

[@moeluvsjoe]

Something about your vlogs calms me like no matter how stress I am I watch this and I’m just calm so thank you queen ❤

[@LuaStutzer]

This long video was such a treat xo

[@JulieFranz98]

Girl you look 26❤️ also I had 4. 4 and under. They are all literally the best of friends. And yes there will be hard days but honestly just seeing the love they have for each other and all the joy and happiness makes it all worth it. There will be pros and cons to having them close together and further apart. But overall there is no wrong decision. Having a sibling is always such a blessing no matter the age gap.

[@oliviajacelynbeauty]

I have pretty much 2 under 1 (13 months apart) & it was SOOOOO hard but now they’re 2 & 1 & it’s so rewarding! They’re best friends

[@sarahlove1127]

I highly recommend pelvic floor therapy! I don’t have kids but I dealt with so much pain similar to yours and other issues relating to down there. It’s so nice having that option to see someone for those issues. Never feel ashamed or embarrassed, I know it’s easy said then done but they have specialists for a reason! The pelvic floor women that I saw helped relieve my issues and I learned so much more about the body and ways to help prevent issues to get worse again. I hope you are able to find amazing people to help you! I love your videos and seeing you as a mom💙

[@brooke1267]

My sister and I are 14 months apart, she is my everything my forever best friend. I don’t know life without her cause I honestly can’t remember a time before her. Our teenage years were tough ngl and those younger childhood arguments were rough too but at the end of the day we could never stay mad each other. Now, I am not a mother myself so I can not speak to what it truly takes first hand to even raise one child, but I wanted to share my point of view as someone who grew up with a sibling close in age. Those TikTok’s make me cry cause that’s really how it was!

[@erinmariem2021]

Two under two is TOUGH. I will say though now that my daughter is 3 and my son is almost one NOW is when I would say IF I had to wait I would wait until NOW. It’s great at this stage, but my daughter was so hands on which was sweet but also very consuming all at the same time. You will manage and you will conquer, and are capable! My only insight is truly lean into your heart and when it’s the most consistent with the desire! You’re a phenomenal mother and woman! Cheering for you.

[@cierra219]

DO IT SARAI! 2 under 2 will only be temporary, it wont be easy but thats the joy of it all

[@Lynthie1927]

I don’t have any kids but I started physical therapy late last year. I’ve found out that my pelvis is tilted on my left side. Your pelvis really can throw off EVERYTHING! I’m doing my exercises to help relive it, wishing you well on your healing journey!

[@horsesgirl16]

I guess I had a feeling to open YT at the perfect timing 😊😊 loooove your longer vlogs ❤

[@Jsrdancer20]

You look 23 bestie such a young beautiful face😍 also I’m a longtime supporter and to watch you be such an incredible mama is such an amazing thing to see super excited for y’all’s future and babys❤️ Also thankyou for Opening up to Us I feel like your sitting down and talking to us helps me Soooo Much🤞🏼 and continuing to wanna be better for your little Man is inspiring💙

[@afton_miller_vlogs]

Sarai you’re doing great. Skin picking is something I struggle with too. Prayers for you sweet girl ❤❤

[@VeronicaBuckley-dz1ft]

To me it’s so crazy that I’ve been watching you for so long and like I’m so much younger than you you’re the oldest sister Growing with like I’m literally gonna turn 16 this month it’s crazy❤ I love you so much Sarai you’re an amazing mom

[@hayleywilson1628]

My anxiety makes me bite the skin off my fingers.. you're not alone girl! Sending love your way

[@roreeosborn7143]

I wasn’t going to comment, but seeing how many other people are too - I wanted to say thank you for talking more about your skin picking habit because it feels good to see it more normalized

[@sierraottenbreit45]

2 under 2 momma here and I absolutely love it!! My oldest LOVES his baby sister and it’s sooo cute when he tries to help with her or give her hugs and kisses. I was TERRIFIED but I wouldn’t change it for the world!

[@mel.svet17]

Also!! There IS pelvic therapy for women and I have heard nothing but TREMENDOUS reviews!! (never been myself because I have never had a baby) but I work in healthcare and one of my very good friend/coworkers had this problem!! Sarai, GO!! also take Jalen because they do show partners tricks you can do !!

[@samimarie1032]

I have anxiety and depression and when i get really low or stressed i would scratch my arms or my neck so i try to just play with my necklace or even my earrings, i will spin them if i have little studs on, its still a habit just not one that hurts you physically its hard though and i think you are doing a great job and i love that you are so open with us. ❤❤

[@Loveuinevrylifetime23]

Saraiii, you and your family are everything ❤️ … have you taken a day yourself though?? Spa day? I hope you do mom 🫶🏻🥹 prioritize yourself and go out after an appointment. It’ll be good for your mental health too! You’re so beautiful btw!! I feel like you look 25-26, your energy is young and energetic 🥰

[@brittanylevine1004]

I struggle with picking too girl. It’s so hard to stop. I’m 37 and it’s been a thing for me forever. You’re not alone

[@ashleylovesmakeup13]

STOP YOUR HAIR IS SO PRETTY😭😭😭

[@jiraguizar]

OMG you curly hair is thriving and it’s giving ❤️❤️

[@eyesonmarymahaney1731]

Sarai i love your vlog. Your curls are so beautiful. Your brother is so tall and crew is growing so fast. U go girl i'm so proud of u .

[@maddieprudhomme9273]

Going off your question of how old you look - you look like 24 to me! We’re the same age by the way (26) and I’ve been watching you for YEARS, so it’s been soo fun to grow up with you as we go through similar stages of life! Great video as always, and thanks for opening up about your ways of coping. I struggle with OCD/Anxiety too and it makes me feel less alone when we hear about your real life struggles. You’re not alone either Sarai! ❣️

[@alexusenloe6994]

I feel you %1000 on the skin picking. I’ve never talked to anyone about it before. I’ve struggled with it for years too. We can overcome

[@dinoamyy2421]

i'm in my poppy era right now too girl loll!! i love youu and crew such cuties 🥰

[@gawaskitchen]

I had 2 under 2 my boys are 18 months apart and they are the best of friends also you look 21 you're beautiful loved the vlog and Crew omg how is he getting so big so adorable

[@aliciagomez405]

I pick my cuticles too! Getting my nails done helps me not to pick them. Don’t feel embarrassed. I’m sure they see it all the time. Sending love ❤

[@amandalindwurm]

Thank you girl for talking about skin picking

[@Jsrdancer20]

Also Crew is the cutest baby ever😍💙 and his hair stopppp also yasss big brother crew I’m gonna cry!!

[@AnneArrell]

Omg your mom during the photoshoot is so cute 🥺❤️

[@ryleeavila7854]

Right when you mentioned your skin picking I was also picking!! I have it too and it’s gotten really bad for me in the last year for some reason. I pick my face, skin, lips, everything and I don’t even know why. I do think it’s a subconscious thing for coping or something but I’m right there with you girl. I have severe anxiety too and it’s gotten bad the last two years so it kinda makes sense.

[@brooklynciera2105]

My girls are 20 months apart and I lovvvee it 😍 lately they’ve been playing mermaid toys together & I literally melt ❤🥹

[@serag.8769]

girl im telling you, i used to struggle so bad with picking my skin but now i just cut off the split ends in my hair. its a way to "pick" while not damaging your skin, it lowkey makes your hair healthier!

[@jackievay4101]

I struggle with the same thing and it’s at an all time high😭 it’s so embarrassing checking out at stores or at work but it’s so hard to stop. I feel for you girl!! This will pass! Having nails done is the best cure honestly it’s just hard to heal them enough to go😅

[@thepinkblush119]

Aww so cute!, I really like your mom you were lucky to get her, I like how smiley she is, my mom never smiles, she's mean and jealous person, exhausting to be around, you're lucky

[@pamelanicole9221]

Crew has gotten so big! Hes sooo cute! And i think you look 21 to 24.

[@mel.svet17]

You made me feel seen with the picking conversation!! I pick and pull out little strands of hair. It is so bad that i always have "flyaways" (baby sprouts of my hair growing back in) but nobody on the outside REALLY understands the extent, unless you go through it yourself. It is my immediate reaction in any setting i feel anxious in. Thank you for bringing light to this conversation!! Loved you since pizza ranch and cherry coke

[@briannarachelle538]

Yes this is me… I have a hair issue :/

[@emmaprimrose144]

girl you better be back next sunday your videos are the highlight of my week 🙏 also before you said you were 26 i would’ve guessed you were 23-25

[@thatonegirlb]

sarai, you dont look 26, you look 23 and its always crazy to me that i have been watching your vidoes for years and no matter how they change i always love them

[@Pearoo4]

There are fidgets you can get that are specifically designed for people with dermatillomania or maybe little fidgets in general might help. Not sure how practical they would be, but might be worth looking into to? Your doing amazing tho, you have nothing to be ashamed about, be proud of the progress you have made so far!!

[@Itschacha...]

UHM MISSED YOU!!! So happy to see another upload!!!❤❤❤

[@LaceyJane97]

The only mom vlogger I actually keep up with nowadays

[@Chickibooswaggie1994]

tbh i need to say it: I clicked on your video where you were very young I think you were doing your hair int he video, I loved how you didn't care what anyone thought about you and you started a youtube challenge. You must of been like 8-15 I really don't knoowwww you probably know it was very early when I subscribed. I am so proud of you Friend

[@cheyh7120]

GIRL 🥹😭😭 me picking my cuticles as I’m watching this lmfaoooo

[@hannahdelmarco2989]

You are such a great mom i love you Sarai❤ you are the only youtuber i watch

[@griceldagonzalez4849]

I'm 28 and a single mother of 3. I did the 3 under 3😅 it's not for the weak. My body was so exhausted. I love my babies and nothing holds us back! And do what you can for your mental health. I've been struggling too for a while, but I been feeling better for the past 2 years. My oldest is 5, I'll have a 4yo in May and youngest will be 3 this month. We've come along ways. One thing about having babies so close is you don't "baby" the baby as much since there's a new one. That was my case, my daughters are very independent and my son is a mommas boy. I share my heart with them but 3 is alot. It's just from my experience.

[@thecharlesfamily5460]

I paused at 19:36 and I struggle with the same thing and never knew it was a thing thank you now I’ll speak to my doctor about it ❤

[@CurlyChick82]

The curls look so beautiful!!

[@chaiseyynicole]

I missed your vlogs so much!!!!!🤍🤍🤍

[@Cr8if1]

I loved this vlog! I watched it while doing my nails. 💅 I’ve been watching you forever Sarai so I know how old you are, but I would’ve guessed early 20s! 22-25!

[@kigoldie222]

I absolutely love the long vlogs!!!!

[@Dani_Denning]

I have 2 under 2 and at first it was hard but now they are best friends and it makes my heart so full ❤️❤️

[@__Maisee]

Girl your B E A U T I F U L. Every part including your hands 🫶🏻

[@bby.kaylamarie]

For your cuticles i recommend cuticle oil! Don’t feel ashamed it will just make you feel worse lots of people go thru this it’s okay! Also you definitely still look 23 young and thriving❤️❤️

[@alicef915]

His laugh thoooooo 🥹😍🥰

[@alicia.m5]

Awwww crew is getting so biggg 🥺🥺❤❤ literally so adorable

[@francescavm3925]

Me and my sister are 17 months apart and we are best friends for life. My mum had 3 under 4 and even thought it was hard, she always says it’s the best decision she made

[@rachaeljerabek8732]

Girl!!! Get fidget rings!! I’ve been a chronic skin picker my whole life and buying fidget rings off amazon was the best decision ever!!

[@juliemetabie7352]

Wish you could upload every 3-4 days I always look forward to watching your videos because you inspire me to be a cool mom like you😂🥰 I have a 6 month old now been watching you since I was 14 yours old and I loved your videos when I was pregnant with my son who is now 6 months 🩵🩵😤

[@nichollerusso8262]

Crew is the cutest baby all time he's adorable he's getting bigggggg