VLOG: WORST DAY OF MY LIFE | BAD THINGS HAPPEN IN 3 | HEARTBROKEN BUT KEEPING IT REAL

This video was really hard to make and decide to publish but I wanted to be real with you guys and not only show you my 'highlight reel' because life isnt always easy. I lost my beloved 13 year old pitbull ziggy. Its been very hard to lose my dog but I know he's in a better place.
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I am 34 years old and I live in the foothills of Northern California. I am married with two dogs. I love second hand shopping, beauty, true crime & talking about self help! I'm a Taurus which means I'm loyal, reliable, honest & tend to love beautiful things!
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[@Debragaray]

Watching this after your losses. I’m so sorry. I really loved watching your dad in your vlogs. Losing a parent is very difficult.

[@misscarriexox]

I know it was rough to film but I love how real you are ❤ I can’t wait for thrift videos !! Rest in peace Ziggy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@cheyennestiles7343]

Awe i'm so sorry Rachelle! My husband and I lost our two little boys and it's always hard each time. Im glad you have your family and friends to be with you guys and support you!! Rip Ziggy!

[@tara1638]

I am so so sorry. It is awful losing a pet. I’ve lost a few over the years and it never gets easier. You gave him a great life and he did the same for you. ❤❤❤

[@angelagietzen1914]

Hi I’m new to your channel been watching love your channel and style love the thrifts you find I’m from Monterey ca close by you take care

[@karmanjones8346]

I am an empty nester I totally know what you mean about our pets being our kids! cherish your Memories they will never fade! Sorry for your loss!

[@WAG24205]

So so sorry to learn of Ziggys passing Rachelle. It is a pain like no other. It really hurts deeply and personally to each person. Thank you for caring enough about us to share this with us. What a kind thing to do, but that’s you! Take comfort and love from the two babies you have with you and the memories of your precious Ziggy. Sending you much love.

[@JanGlow]

I’m so sorry about Ziggy 😢 I’m sure he had a wonderful life and you guys made him very happy and lucky ❤

[@kellytimms129]

I just want to give you a great big hug right now!!!!

[@kennaharrison603]

What a fiasco!! RIP sweet Ziggy. Thank goodness Everett is okay!

[@ljiljanatudek6540]

Oh, God! I hope it gets better now. Good luck ! 😘😘😘

[@lyzette2185]

Sorry for your loss. I feel you, been there. It's such a heart break, wish they lived longer lives. RIP ZIGGY 🌈🙏💜 You gave him a great life. 🥰 Dogs are the best! He's definitely around in spirit. Sending you a big hug, prayers of healing.

[@judithdimick1695]

Sooo sorry about Ziggy ! That’s what my children did. We all felt sad hugs and love dear.

[@heidim1377]

Rachelle, I am so sorry about Ziggy.My fur babies are like my children so I can't imagine the pain you are in.

[@Allyson1961]

Don’t ever apologize for sharing your feelings ❤

[@judithdimick1695]

Yeah!!!love you!!!

[@marylanglais6919]

So very sorry for your loss sending hugs

[@georgiamoore8231]

So sorry about losing your dog. I understand how you feel. Take care of yourself.

[@dawnsullivan7325]

so so sorry.. prayers your week gets better.....your dad lives in a lovely area...wen I'm at my daughter's in Sacramento I love to go to the farmers market....we can only go to farmers market here in Illinois like 4mo a yr!!!

[@laroycecornell-jl2ph]

Thank you for sharing and prayers go out to you and your family. Your pets are a big part of your family. Take as much time as you need. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@richardnavarro2901]

Iris from L.A. expressing my deepest sympathy for your loss of Ziggy. I really enjoyed seeing him on your vlogs. I really am gonna miss him as part of your vlogs. He was such an amazing and beautiful fur baby. RIP Ziggy Spier!!

[@DeniseDoling-ns5su]

Yaaaa your back. Where were you. Did you take time off and travel. 🙏🙏🙏 ziggy

[@mariabryant6582]

I am so sorry about your baby. I've been through this so I know how hard it is.

[@MM-kx9ue]

So sorry about Ziggy a lot of love.

[@mariagustafsson936]

❤

[@mindyyoung5695]

I’m going to cry watching this.

[@user-ve8ec5cx1w]

I know your pain 😢 I lost my pit 3 year's ago it hurts so badly I had her 14 year's. But like you I think of all the happiness we had together. And now I know she is with God. Not a day I don't think about her. Hate that about your dad prays 🙏 for him God Bless all 🌹 🌹 🌹 🌹

[@RachelleSpier]

Yes exactly. It’s painful to lose him and miss him so much

[@juliastern6000]

I'm so sorry about Ziggy. I cried for days on end when we had to put my 10 year old Boxer down when he suddenly collapsed one night and at the ER vet we were told he had a tumor in his spleen that ruptured. I had tears watching this. It is never easy as they are our family. Take care of yourself and I hope your grief is easing up with each passing day.

[@judithdimick1695]

Glad you shared progress your doing great. We treat our animals like our babies too. I could see that in his eyes. Thank you soooo much you are real and the best I enjoy you. That’s when I feel it and many others do. I take extra D3.

[@mikellecallahan516]

I'd rather you be real and things like this happen. I appreciate what your going through. I cried along with this video and that's ok too. Heartfelt. ❤✌️⭐️

[@dwanaharper8006]

So sorry for your loss 😢I had to put my cat of 17 years to sleep last year then a month later my other cat of 14 years died I am glad you shared sometimes I feel so foolish crying over my loss but😢 you sharing this video made me feel much better thank you ❤😅

[@thebeautifulones1987]

Thank you for not scrapping this and sharing instead. I’m sure a lot of us can relate to this, I know I can. Loss is so so hard but it’s also what makes life so precious. Rip Ziggy! 💜 🐾

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u so much 🤍🤍

[@plantbasedpisces5755]

I am SO SO incredibly sorry for the losses that have taken place in your life as of late. You aren't alone. Take care of yourself in this time of sadness. Be gentle on yourself. Feeling it is hard, but holding in is worse. Allow yourself to feel whatever it is you have coming up for you, it's the only way to making your way through it. Easier said than done, I know. Much love and support surrounding you and your family Rachelle❤

[@bklocko]

Thank you for the vulnerability! That is always a huge healing helper. Sometimes talking about it is best. He’s with you! 🐶 I’m a firm believer in that. Loved ones stick around and watch out for you! He’s looking after you and your family, and your pets 🩷 Hang in there! You’re never alone, we are all here for you!

[@RachelleSpier]

Thanks so much!!! 🤍🤍 your guys support means a lot

[@tammyjones6779]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ lot's if love 💘♥... rip peace zippy ❤❤❤❤

[@judithdimick1695]

Your dad 👨 s very nice and handsome too. Your parents made a lovely daughter. My sons dogs are white and red goldens. They’ve had rough times too. They’re my grand dogs. When I’m there they always come in to wake me up. I’ve loved all their dogs and my daughters dogs too shepards. I helped baby sit them and train them and love them. So I know that pain. They are my family as well. Your such a lovely young lady Ah bubba!!!! Your husband is nice tooo…such a nice family.

[@jillevans739]

So sorry ❤

[@Me-xd5cm]

I am crying to😢

[@heatherroberts1756]

I’m so sorry for your loss❤ thank you for being so authentic and sharing with us. I know ziggy is watching over you and at peace❤

[@mariacanini9635]

❤❤❤

[@Me-xd5cm]

🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@ellenrawls7557]

Im really sorry. Our pets are our babies and part of the family just like any one of us. I know the heartbreak and it awful to go thru.

[@traceynaples7572]

Hi Rachelle. So sad to hear about your dog. Losing a pet is so hard. I've lost a few. So we're all here for you. The good. And the bad. You' re a kind, sweet person. I like all your videos. Even the non thrifted ones. Although I have to say you're the best thrifter!!! You find the best stuff.

[@RachelleSpier]

Awe thank u that means so much! ☺️☺️

[@traceynaples7572]

@@RachelleSpier you’re so welcome

[@rubyadams6564]

I’m so sorry that you guys are going through this hard time,the pictures with Ziggy are great memories🐾💙definitely brought tears

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u sweet friend ♥️ the love from this community has been so helpful and I appreciate the love from you

[@charlenel3420]

❤️❤️😢❤️❤️

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u 🙏🏻

[@jennycarr3123]

Hello Rachelle thanks for sharing. Your such a sweet girl and I am sure someone watching is going to take comfort in your sweetness. I have been going back watching a lot of your videos. Praying for a healing of your broken heart.

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u so much! I appreciate the love and support during this time 🤍

[@tara281]

Lots of love, losing a fur child is so hard 💛💛💛💛

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u so much ❤️

[@newwithtagsconsignmentbout2541]

Oh Rachelle, I am so sorry!! Loosing a loved pet is so hard. Your feelings are so valid and I completely feel your pain! Thank you for being honest and vulnerable… life isn’t always happy. RIP Ziggy❤

[@newwithtagsconsignmentbout2541]

We also had the EXACT same problem in our bathroom from the recent rain and a vent was the problem…. But we didnt fall thru the roof. Thankfully he is ok!!!

[@beverlyflowers9325]

The reason I started watching your videos from the beginning is because you are authentic, I can relate to your ups and downs and your struggle with life sometimes. You don't ever need to apologize for who you are and how you feel. Your U Tube family loves you for being you my friend and loss is a part of life. Stay healthy, happy and safe ❤️

[@terri-annfisher3660]

Hang in there, mate. I won't lie to you, it doesn't get better, but it does get easier

[@jackharrington697]

Loss is so so hard but it’s also what makes life so precious. Rip Ziggy! 💜 Rachelle we love when you sharing your dog info with us!

[@julielozano1852]

Sorry about Ziggy 🙏🙏

[@cksquires]

I'm so sorry you lost your furry family member. Thank you for giving him a loving home and a wonderful life.

[@brookeplumer7419]

Hang in there, spring is on it's way. New seasons, new beginnings. ☀️🪷☀️

[@RachelleSpier]

Can’t wait 🌷🌞

[@katherinewalker7710]

Rachelle and Everett. I’m so sorry for the loss of your fur baby. I have had to put three dogs down in the past and know how hard it is. As of today we still have Zoey and will one day have to go through the pain again. You will never forget the joy they bring to you and family.❤️. In regards to knee replacement surgery my husband had both knees done at the same time and ended up in ICU because he was over medicated. It was touch and go for a while but he managed to pull through and two years later is doing well. His suggestion would be to go ahead and have it done and you will glad you had. Thinking of you both 🇨🇦

[@rootoo3624]

Im so sorry about Ziggy. It’s an indescribable pain. The ending of this video had me in tears. I’m thinking of you and Everett.

[@penelopepivots3156]

💜💜💜

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u 💜🩵

[@jacquelinejames8442]

Sorry for your loss, I love dogs too

[@RachelleSpier]

Thank u 🙏🏻

[@Msmakeupbeauty00]

I appreciate your real-ness, life is hard and can be sad at times but we can always push through. Sending virtual hugs your way.

[@salamanderadk72]

Realize that you gave your dog the best life possible and that he had so many good years with you. It is really hard, I know, I went through it with my 19 yo cat last August. In time, you will feel better because you will remember the positive things and forget the negative.

[@RachelleSpier]

Aw I’m sorry to hear about your cat. Yes, that’s what I’m hoping happens. 🩷

[@moshiergirl]

I am so sorry for the loss of your fur baby. It is so hard to lose our pets; they are family. Thank you for being so open and transparent.

[@evahynonen4851]

RIP Ziggy. Such beautiful pictures of him to keep his memory going strong. You guys stay trong. The pain will heal eventually.

[@ScentsforJoy1122]

I love you Gabby ! 🥰 Some people are very envious and jealous and they have empty souls so they try to pull others down, they try to feed on our emotions...to these kind of empty shells the best thing to do it's don't fuel them...just ignore them, don't engage, don't react...just block them... Our light it's triggering for peoples darkness but we must keep on shining and being true to ourselves. I just started my KZbin channel 9 months ago, I don't earn any money with it yet...but my goal is to monetise my channel . So far I I only got 4 or 5 PR till now...I have a big collection like you ( over 600 perfumes ) and I bought them all myself. It's hard to keep with the schedule of posting on KZbin , I don't even edit my videos just because I don't know how to do it 😂 I film and I post directly from my phone...I don't even speak very well in english but still I am proud of myself that I finally got the courage to post , after months of fearing to put myself out of my comfort zone ... I never give up my on dreams and I am following my biggest passion so... everything makes sense to me in this crazy world and we don't have to justify ourselves to anybody . I am sorry for about Ziggy 🥲 Regards from Portugal sweet Gabby ❤️

[@lauratroxel6072]

Sharing about Ziggy brought back memories of our old lady Cassie, who was 15 when she let us know it was time to go. I always said I would know when it was time to say goodbye, and when that time came, I would do the right thing and put her down. Making that choice helped give me peace that it was the right time and give me time to say goodbye. And then I leaned on my other dog when I was sad, and he was probably missing his friend too!

[@RachelleSpier]

Yes exactly. I knew it was his time & that I didn’t want him to feel sick anymore. 🤍 I just miss him so much already 😞

[@danielchavira9968]

You look like Brittany Mahomes