He died not too long after this performance, I feel like he was saying goodbye to the fans in such an intimate way. RIP Chester, cant believe it's nearly 3 years.
@rodavich77784 жыл бұрын
I agree if you watch some of his last performances when he has these close crowd interactions you can just see the look in his face its like he knows what is coming and he wants to say goodbye rather haunting.
@stevengrantofthegiftshop15494 жыл бұрын
I don't think it was planned, he must have been overwhelmed and gave up in the moment. Can you honestly say he said to himself "On the 20th of July, 2017, I'm gonna do it?"
@TheHopson4 жыл бұрын
Braum could not have said it any better! Agree 💯
@mattwest4114 жыл бұрын
insert name here Please no prob not but he could kept telling himself I’m getting closer I can go anytime just happened that was the day he took his life
@bourne6414 жыл бұрын
@@stevengrantofthegiftshop1549 I don't know if it was planned or he was just overwhelmed like you said, but the date he did it was significant. July 20th was his good friend Chris Cornell's birthday, the first one that Chris was no longer around for after committing suicide himself earlier that year.
@felipeberner91074 жыл бұрын
He saved millions, but millions couldnt save him. RIP
@arshaddahlan4 жыл бұрын
That's pretty similarly to how I feel! It's still unbelievable to me how Chester took his life, when he was one of the very few people who helped me not take my own life! 😢
@DavId-ig2xk4 жыл бұрын
His voice gave him a kind of immortality, we can love, remember and listen to this troubled young man for whoever long were hear, God bless anyone who reads this whoever your God maybe take care people🙏❤️🤟
@calyrexcolress20883 жыл бұрын
Wow haven’t heard this comment a million times on a million other songs by several artists that passed 🤦♂️
@jamiehannigan44403 жыл бұрын
thats a fecking comment mate so true
@sjgavenger373 жыл бұрын
The Clinton's have a very long reach don't they.
@louiza5964 жыл бұрын
I always tear up when I hear his voice. I miss him a lot. He was a hero of mine.
@avalonstad53714 жыл бұрын
I feel you ❤️
@MrLoveLP4 жыл бұрын
I have same feeling. I miss Chester
@Lewythefly4 жыл бұрын
I'm torn in two directions, was a huge LP fan. But as a dad my sons life comes before mine
@catkinney4794 жыл бұрын
Agreed, there's always a lump in my throat, tears in my eyes and I feel my heart is being crushed. #RIPChesterBennington
@tomnohmy224 жыл бұрын
Totally agree. Talked about this today.
@DerpyDerp2544 жыл бұрын
"Oh God, help him!"....that sentence speaks more now then ever before....
@wojciechkedzierski50933 жыл бұрын
Help me, somebody help me,please.
@emeraldrain94033 жыл бұрын
@@wojciechkedzierski5093 do you really need help? If so I pray you reply!
@coryackerman9083 жыл бұрын
😭
@benalbert30633 жыл бұрын
That really hit me hard when Rebecca said that 🥲
@williamallison69463 жыл бұрын
Hard song to listen to.
@amazingnothingness4 жыл бұрын
What killed me about this performance was there was a finality in the way he sang it. Like he was defeated and just wanted to connect with his fans one more time.
@AndyProper4 жыл бұрын
It’s sad Chester left us, hopefully he’s in a better place.
@ishsharma56274 жыл бұрын
I never can not cry when i listen to him . It is so wondrous that how much we all can relate to their songs and his voice just made it so much better. " Soooooooo Insecureeeeeeee" RIP Chester We all Love You
@chrisstorm48834 жыл бұрын
Well this comment made my eyes sweat
@yuklz2473 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@jamiehannigan44403 жыл бұрын
after chris passing , chester was never the same i think that they must of been a support for each other maybe even more than either realised
@ThomThePom4 жыл бұрын
The pain in Chester's voice is filled with so much passion. This song he must have sung thousands of times and even in this, one of its final performances, you can see what it means to him. His death genuinely depresses me. Such a loss.
@MrGlennJohnsen4 жыл бұрын
Chester's passing was the first celebrity death that really hit me hard, devestating pain for weeks after and still gets me so bummed out when I remember it. Linkin Park and Chester made extremely deep and emotional music, they brought the ART to what makes artists different to musicians in general and that's the best thing about their music.
@JessiHdez4 жыл бұрын
Same here. I grew up with LP since I was like 9-10 years old and I'm 22 now and I can't listen them without crying. LP wasn't my fav band but I had a long story with them
@slicklol4 жыл бұрын
Me too and then add on top of that his great friend Chris Cornell. That was tough.
@Emil_Stoltz3 жыл бұрын
Same. When he passed I was down for a long time.
@joshuaha76613 жыл бұрын
Helped me through so much, from a young kid to a teenager and young adult. His death really didn't hit me at first. I guess I was in denial. Until I was driving home after work that day, listening to Hybrid Theory and I honestly broke down crying. Shit hit me hard once it did.
@lisaluvsmusic26033 жыл бұрын
I still feel like my brother (Chester) just passed....almost 4 years later.
@jeffyb17094 жыл бұрын
Sings like an angel, screamed like a demon. Never gonna be another like Chester
@davidjasso72513 жыл бұрын
Corey Taylor
@caseybridgett90153 жыл бұрын
@@davidjasso7251 Corey doesnt have a angelic voice.
@craighenry23513 жыл бұрын
That is sooo true. Even Chris Cornell didn’t contrast quite that much. He was unique.
@kurtmorgan77482 жыл бұрын
you could not have said it any any better.
@andyvin7772 жыл бұрын
@@caseybridgett9015 Yes he has
@stevebroughton47874 жыл бұрын
Such a loss.....hope you found peace Chester. Depression is still laughed at and ignored....it isn't fun, it kills......anyone reading this, if you're struggling..reach out please. You do matter, we all matter. I tried to let go once, a moment of madness....but never again, it's not worth it. Thank you Rebecca, you are never alone either. I know I usually joke....but these songs take me into the dark...and allow me to see I got though the bad shit. Love you so much hun, you know that.....I need you, we all do. I know you have you fights too.....never feel the need to leave us. ❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹
@rva4 жыл бұрын
We all matter. Agreed. Thank you 🙏
@stevebroughton47874 жыл бұрын
@@rva you're a special girl....never be ashamed of showing your emotions....you reach out to us, I like to return it in kind xxx
@brandongrayson4564 жыл бұрын
@@stevebroughton4787 I'm still skeptical of his and Chris Cornell's death. There are alot of coincidences and oddities with both of them. If you decide to go down that rabbit hole it's interesting if nothing else.
@concertfanatic36644 жыл бұрын
Dont think it was suicide it was a cover up look it up so as chris Cornell
@concertfanatic36644 жыл бұрын
@@brandongrayson456 me to i read that chester was about to relese something about child predators and bill clintons name was on it and then he commited suicide thats fishy
@demetriuscooksey71474 жыл бұрын
Been fighting depression since I was a young child, 40+ years. Anyone who has struggled with it understands where this man is coming from. Depression is a monster, insidious and relentless.
@drewcifer8489 Жыл бұрын
Your comment is 2yrs old but as a 50+ year old guy, you hit the nail on the head
@demetriuscooksey7147 Жыл бұрын
@@drewcifer8489 thanks. I forgot about this comment.
@flujab1707 Жыл бұрын
Its true. Ive been fight 23 years, lost twice but saved. Its a never ending battle.
@tonksnjoysatan85034 жыл бұрын
I miss Chester everyday... Sing like an angel, scream like the devil Rip
@nigelgatwood99864 жыл бұрын
We all do my friend. ❤️
@ChristinaWoodall4 жыл бұрын
The screaming was what I wanted to do for so long. So instead I listened to LP. It used to help a lot. Difficult to scream out your pain when live in apartments.
@echtwaarhe64174 жыл бұрын
How original
@luciferluci45704 жыл бұрын
@@echtwaarhe6417 But how true!!
@joeybenedetto94194 жыл бұрын
You feel like tearing up cause you realise how he isn't there anymore, his lyrics and voice touches your soul. Wether you have been a life long fan or just started listening.
@ashwean4 жыл бұрын
Amen brother amen
@izzysharpe4 жыл бұрын
I've had a really exhausting day, and hearing Chester's voice opened the floodgates lol I can't hear his voice without crying. Him and his music were such a big part of my life growing up. I miss him so much.
@evabakker4 жыл бұрын
Same.. I've had such a shitty day and I'm on a train and watching this. Tearing up as I'm watching this. ❤️
@yuklz2473 жыл бұрын
Oh man I hope you girls are in a better place now... But I cry listening to him too, especially knowing he's gone 😭
@strikergamer29793 жыл бұрын
@@yuklz247 me 2 buddy
@Sorenzo4 жыл бұрын
If Bennington had lost his voice but was around again, I'd still pay a thousand dollars to watch him sing.
@audreymota30674 жыл бұрын
nah the dude could still sing with a very unique voice
@DrWarcloud364 жыл бұрын
Id pay to watch him sing in goddamn sign language 💯❤ i promise i would.
@ravivishwamitra7234 жыл бұрын
He didn't needed more money!
@mxt2173 жыл бұрын
he didn’t lose it. He came off a metal song recoding b4 he went live on tour. So it was hard.
@HideMyStuffPls3 жыл бұрын
@@mxt217 He didn't say he lost his voice. He was just saying he wants him back and would pay to see him in concert even if he lost his voice if that meant he wasn't gone.
@ReverentGhost4 жыл бұрын
He was so intimate with the crowd at a time where he was probably hurting the most
@stareton14 жыл бұрын
I was there for his last ever show the birmingham performance and i remember when mike and chester sang papercut like brothers in arms and it felt like a farewell moment. I remember the sinking feeling i got when that show ended and i remember saying how unusual it was that chesters vocals weres so much more on point than ever before and how much more soulful that show was than the previous 2 times i had seen them and obv the numerous live recordings i had seen. I remember feeling like something wasnt right and i think alot of people felt an atmosphere of foreboding that night...he died 2 weeks later.
@lavatun3 жыл бұрын
Then take comfort in the fact that you were there to see him, to hear him in person.. As short as it was, it was a blessing that you were there..
@JuanLopez-qx5zz3 жыл бұрын
One of my biggest regret is not going to that Birmingham show. I thought there was no point given I didn't understand their new direction. Wish I would have gone...
@hashslingingslasher30833 жыл бұрын
@@JuanLopez-qx5zz same it was the only performance I could’ve gone to at the time and I was like “there’ll be more performances in the future”
@jgee4199 Жыл бұрын
I didn't know I was the only one feeling this way. When I left that gig, something didn't feel right and I literally couldn't put my finger on it, I still can't. I had seen them twice prior and never left the concert feeling that way.
@stellat90834 жыл бұрын
Damn, this is still so hard to watch. Listening to their songs is so different after what happened, it feels so powerfull and so helpless at the same time
@Justignorekas3 жыл бұрын
first listened to this the day i found out he had passed. cried like a child who lost an old friend on the bus to work that day. Linkin Park was the band i listened to while in pain from my undiagnosed fibromyalgia and resulting psychosis. They help me survive I know I wasn't alone in my fear and pain. RIP chester and good wishes for his bandmates and family left behind. ♡
@TS040q9q4 жыл бұрын
Chester had such a great unique voice and was a great songwriter as well. I feel very blessed, that I'd been able to see them in concert.
@pandadncr48254 жыл бұрын
3:18 "I literally wanna break down and cry“ well that's what I'm doing rn 😅😭
@catfailla58814 жыл бұрын
same here
@vijayta31174 жыл бұрын
Linkin Park were my first rock band (i'm from India). i remember being little, listening to their songs and wondering how can someone write what he wrote. and then soon after Chris Cornell, the news of Chester dying came. i cried my eyes out and I still tear up everytime I think of him. i hope they're rocking it out together, wherever they are now ♥️
@riteshshah7264 жыл бұрын
Relatable! I was soo shocked and dint believe the news of him passing by, it was at night when the twitter flooded with the news, nd next day I woke up with tears in my eyes, as i remb those lyrics of heavy, 'why is everything soo heavy' line was playing in my mind before waking up. And they both must be rocking the heavens together ♥
@wellido41342 жыл бұрын
True bhai 🤍
@LarutanAK3 жыл бұрын
I cannot hold my tears for more than 10 seconds into this performance.
@MariskeHarmse4 жыл бұрын
This week I finally told a friend that I am not okay. It wasn't easy, as speaking about what I feel does not come naturally to me. The conversation started with the sharing of a song. Music is an incredible tool that opens the door for conversations and healing. Chester was an incredible artist and person, and he is missed daily. LP got me through High school and varsity, and still helps me today. I am grateful for Chester, and I really hope he found the peace he was looking for. I know the feeling of not wanting to continue with life. And thank you Rebecca, for just being you and brightening our days with your videos. You are a wonderful human being. Lots of love
@rva4 жыл бұрын
💙🌺
@gibster174724 жыл бұрын
Mariske Harmse - Hope you are doing ok. Telling someone how bad things are is one of the hardest things you will ever have had to do. Been there myself. But once it is out in the open it makes it easier to talk about how it is every other time you let people know. It will only get easier from that point on. Seeing someone and talking through everything saved my life 100%. Stick with it and hope you get better soon. Much love to you.
@MariskeHarmse4 жыл бұрын
@@gibster17472 Thank you so much for the encouragement. I'm doing okay, taking life one day at a time. Yes, it is one of the hardest things I've ever done. Telling someone really did help a lot more than I thought it would. I am still working on gathering enough courage to see a professional. Much love to you too.
@leenahbean3 жыл бұрын
@@MariskeHarmse I hope you're doing alright. Life is hard, and LP helps me get thru the shit. Scream, cry, and come back again, because you, and I, and everyone reading this, we are all important to someone. We are not alone.
@davidmackeown54964 жыл бұрын
Will always say Chester in my opinion had one of greatest male singing voices of all time. Grew up listening to linkin park when I was going through dark times. Rest In Peace Chester . Gone but never forgotten
@timinglis3404 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful reaction Rebecca. This song just walked up and punched me right in the feels. As someone who has battled constantly with depression, along with the anxiety and panic attacks, this was incredibly touching. RIP Chester.
@rodmorris28254 жыл бұрын
Chester struggled so much after his great friend Chris Cornell Died
@V1CT1MIZED4 жыл бұрын
And before, this is something that built up over many years
@Mayonegg853 жыл бұрын
His entire career is basically the soundtrack to his suicide. Even back in Grey Daze. It wasn’t something that just happened
@craighenry23513 жыл бұрын
Yeah, you have to think since he died so soon after, that Chris’s death maybe that was the final straw. That 2 1/2 month period really sucked for deaths in hard rock-metal. Paul O’Neill, the producer for my favorite band Savatage died on my mom’s birthday, April 4th. Paul not only produced, he wrote a lot of Savatage’s lyrics, as well as being the co-inventor/founder of Trans Siberian Orchestra. He even played guitar in one of the touring groups for TSO. I hated those three months of 2017.
@rbworleywrites3 жыл бұрын
Both he and Chris were killed because of a movie they were making called The Silent Children about child porn and sex trafficking.
@KainzMusic4 жыл бұрын
Chester was performing from his soul. Too little of that going around. Mental health is cruelly overlooked and, more often than not, shoved aside with "man up" and "get over it".
@mydogeatspuke4 жыл бұрын
He was tired of performing the song he sang at his best friend's funeral every single night, a constant reminder of his loss. And he hated Crawling.
@thamp3dude4 жыл бұрын
@@mydogeatspuke what rubbish !!!!
@mydogeatspuke4 жыл бұрын
@@thamp3dude nah you can verify it with all the videos and interviews online. He frequently spoke of how Crawling was his least favourite to perform because "It's the same note over and over." And if you think the constant replaying of one of the biggest losses of his life every single night wasn't traumatising him then you're not very bright.
@816gaming94 жыл бұрын
A broken man who helped heal so many.....wanted to be better, get better and help others. You certainly left your mark, my friend. We love you❤️
@gamerclips18824 жыл бұрын
May he Rest In Peace. Chester was one of a kind and I hope he found his peace. He was an icon of my childhood and hearing his music brings back memories to a simpler time. Thank you for everything you’ve done Chester, you will always be missed and loved.
@stevyluv7434 жыл бұрын
Yup its just Sad toknow about his death But Like Paul walker & others His spirit Will Always Be with us for a long time
@shescountry09163 жыл бұрын
If only this performance wasn't taken as his cry for help. There's a huge difference between the album version and this version. He is very much missed. RIP Chester 🥺
@ChrisPage684 жыл бұрын
When I first heard it, it was the first time I had what I was feeling inside repeated back to me. It made me confront my own Depression. Chester helped me. I'm sorry that no one could help him. 😢
@mhochoa3 жыл бұрын
I connected a lot with Linkin Park's music as a veteran there was a time that I was walking down a very dark path and I almost didn't make out of the other side on several occasions. This song in particular really resonates deep down with me. Even after 20 plus years I'm still dealing with those demon's and I refuse to let that monster win. I love your videos by the way. Take care and stay safe beautiful lady😷
@L0vac4 жыл бұрын
I know how he felt and I'm avoiding LP songs even though I love them. Every song he sang about depression and for years I was thinking "Chester isn't happy and this won't end up well". I was crying when I heard the news. Now imagine all the people that aren't famous and we don't know about them. Don't be angry or mock people with depression, it's the heaviest cross a person can carry. Hell that's very real.
@ChristinaWoodall4 жыл бұрын
I've avoided them too. Maybe avoided a lot of stuff.
@Johndoe-sy2bu4 жыл бұрын
Do you think he would have wanted you to avoid his songs.
@sofiaaaaa.h4 жыл бұрын
Same, it’s hard to listen LP songs now, I’m avoiding them to:(
@dontworryaboutit59894 жыл бұрын
What people don't realize is that depression isn't always logical. There may NOT be a reason behind it. I've been severely depressed for over 1.5 decades. And I'll be honest I have no clue why. I've pulled the trigger even but it was a dud round. I can tell you now, alot of people that ARE seriously considering it will NEVER tell you that they are. Some will but not all. Only reason I'm saying this now is because first you don't know who I am. Second is because maybe it'll make someone take a closer look at someone and maybe see and be able to help. But do not beat yourself up if it happens and you think you could have stopped it. You can't always stop them. When someone is done, they're done. Beating yourself up doesn't help. All you can do is just pay attention. Do they not enjoy things they used to love? Are they always sad? Maybe things make them cry/choke up/tear up more than usual? Have they started focusing on darker/death-relating things? These are some things you can watch for. This man was a great singer. He will be missed. But everyone who does end it is missed by someone.
@L0vac4 жыл бұрын
@@dontworryaboutit5989 I wish I had a coffee alone with him or with you. Would just hug you. Some of us feel that pain, fighting, you don't have to say a word... :'( I don't know what to say man... But with all that happens in between happy moments, every day above the ground is better than no day at all. You won't feel that relief. Thing is people with severe depression want a different life, they can't live like that. Stopping it will pass the pain somewhere else/to other people. If you can, they can (it'll take time to guess the right one) give you meds that works for you and then when you're artificially better, time is bought. Sure, sometimes there's no apparent reason, but in those cases a true professional will teach you how to live with it. And some thinking patterns just won't make sense any longer Take care bud. Wish you all the happiness in the world
@anidiotplayslivestream52063 жыл бұрын
I've been saddened by celebrity deaths before, but to this day Chester Bennington's is the only one that has genuinely hurt me. I don't mean to disrespect the band or his family when I say this, because I know it was worse for them; but after I heard the news, I fell into the exact same pattern of behavior that I did when I was grieving the loss of my grandparents. He wasn't my family, but his work's had such a profound impact on me over the years that he *felt* like family. And I didn't even have my favorite band to help me process it this time, because it hurt so damn much to hear him sing and know this was all that was left of him. It took me the better part of a year to be able to listen to Linkin Park again. Sometimes, I still break down - especially on songs like "Shadow of the Day" and "The Messenger," or these more mellow takes on their louder material.
@gokberkmusic68654 жыл бұрын
Hey coach that was a emotional performance. Thank you but ıf you want to make him proud, there are lots of monster performances. For ex ; 1.faint live 2007 rock am ring 2. Given up live aol 3. Paradise city 2006 camp freddy 4. Whole lotta love 2006 camp freddy 4.highway to hell 2006 camp freddy
@jesslytton20584 жыл бұрын
Some people dont realize that sometimes that mental illness literally can just take over in an instant. I myself attempted suicide multiple times because sometimes your body just decides to quick fighting and decides thats the best thing for you. Everyone who knows me knows that I'm one of the happiest and jokes filled people on the planet and strive for a bright future. I love making lists and daydreaming about what it could be. But my mental illness sneaks in and tears me up from the inside out till I can barely breath. Unfortunately most of the time you have to continue with a smile on your face to not let anyone else know the pain. So he may not have specifically chose that date to end it all but it might of just been the day he just couldn't pick himself back up. As for the fans I do feel he was trying to say goodbye but mainly showing them how much love he had for them incase something were to happen so they knew he appreciated them for everything.
@ThaCrustyOne3 жыл бұрын
Right here with you…nice to know we’re not alone 🍻
@jesslytton20583 жыл бұрын
@@ThaCrustyOne 🍻 hope all goes well for you !!
@twiztidmomma222 жыл бұрын
Just watching all those people in the crowd in front of him brings me to tears. Just to feel that surge when the lights go down, the crowd explodes and they play the first riff again... I would do anything I think
@nickstaley74212 жыл бұрын
RIP Chester. You were one of the greats. I feel you in so many levels. Always have, always will. You're up there in top 5, with Layne Staley, Chris Cornell, and a few other choice musicians. You sung from the heart.
@wisdomandy93613 жыл бұрын
This actually made me cry. This was my childhood and to see this after all that's happened.
@shortmaster82854 жыл бұрын
The saddest part for me about this song is that we've lost such an incredible vocal artist.
@mattsbrumtown4 жыл бұрын
When you said “help him” I was thinking the same thing RIP Chester “I am he as you are he and you are me an we are all together”✌🏼❤️
@BennLuvsYou244 жыл бұрын
I'm on the verge of tears again. Thanks for keeping Chester's memories alive.
@jasonfontana83934 жыл бұрын
Fear and Depression is no laughing matter, Depression took my uncle's life and tried to take mine 3 times. Like you Rebecca I read most of the songs to help me push through, to keep living life. Pain i can handle, being a prisoner of fear and constantly being beat down left with a feeling of being forgotten and unwanted or unloved....nobody can handle that. Thank you Chester for your songs you will always be remembered by all of us. ♥️✌
@enednas8014 жыл бұрын
I struggled too with depression and I wanted a "vacation" from this reality so I did som psycedelic mushrooms. it helped me clear out my tormented soul of anger,fear,helplessness. It did improve my life alot for the better. It know people see it as just another drug but it helped and healed me mentally in ways i never would imagine. a huge weight got lifted off my shoulders for just this on trip. but it takes a couple weeks after the trip for the changes to come. but when they did It was as I was reborn with a new fire in my belly and a healed soul. all these expensive anti depressive medecine made by big pharma dealt out by ur doctor never fix the problem,they just numb the pains. this natural mushroom heals and fix the issues once and for all. such a shame mainstream media has villified it. in my country they are an illegal drug like weed.
@djentleman81164 жыл бұрын
this was a great and proper appreciation of this legend of a vocalist. I can never hear his voice without breaking out in tears and your acknowledgment of his emotional connection with the fans and the energy he exudes is spot on
@_stars_at_nite_71843 жыл бұрын
Well crap! 😭 Don’t know how you kept it together but kudos. Chester is LEGENDARY. I remember watching their first music video thinking “who are these guys?!” Never would have thought 21 years later I’d be crying watching a reaction video of him perform a song so profound and heartbreaking. Definitely a flame that burned out to soon. Thank you Chester and LP for the impact you have been in my life, and the worlds.
@Kuba16BVB3 жыл бұрын
Woooow i have tears in my eyes when the Corus hits....
@hesamhaddadi3214 жыл бұрын
Great reaction Rebecca. They have a live version of this song featuring Chris cornell. That's a masterpiece and now both of them left us :(
@neilsimkins40743 жыл бұрын
He opens his soul for everyone to hear. What a beautiful and intimate moment for all of us to share and how very, very sad.
@CourageCoreTV4 жыл бұрын
this whole song shows how chester was feeling all along shame no one noticed, RIP chester
@davidmackeown67732 жыл бұрын
I get goosebumps watching this. I went through 10 years serious depression and Chester helped me massively get through it . Listened to linkin park loads of times and their music was upbeat and made me happy. To think no one could help him and yet he helped me , leaves me numb. R.I.P Chester. Will always say one of the greatest male vocalists of all time.
@evalynn18634 жыл бұрын
I remember the first time I'd heard this. I'd spent months fighting tooth and nail against my illnesses. I'd really gotten back into listening to LP after some distance from their music for a few years because of a relationship that ended poorly. It was actually pretty close to 3 years ago exactly, I had been in a horrific manic episode for 6 weeks feeling absolutely nothing but irritation and anger, could not feel another emotion no matter how hard I tried. Then I watched one of the concerts that LP streamed live from their OML tour and this was what broke me. I sobbed for hours and made myself a promise, no matter what happened I was going to see them when they came to my state. It still hurts. I still miss him.
@smitty75324 жыл бұрын
I used to love his voice and their music and I left it behind until recently. i wish i hadn't. my life has dramatically changed recently as i had a number of medical problems including an amputation and i lost a lot of myself. watching this with you broke me a bit. i just starting weeping. i think i really needed that. thank you rebecca for being a warm, empathetic voice of music. i really enjoy your digital content. this really helped today.
@M9Diry4 жыл бұрын
Hope you’re ok 👌
@stanleyashby54054 жыл бұрын
one of my old girlfriends went to high school with him and had a tough time in high school. alot of teasing.
@rva4 жыл бұрын
Awful :(
@Noor68484 жыл бұрын
Wow .. your friend should tell this story somewhere
@eternity684 жыл бұрын
Who was teased? Your friend or Chester?
@countrysidecoffins29254 жыл бұрын
When you get goosebumps from a live version video, or song in general, you know it’s good and emotional 💜
@nep_viu82914 жыл бұрын
Their music has helped me through so much shit in my life. His voice is truly unic and iconic. God I miss that man, he left our world too damn soon.. but I hope he is doing better wherever he is now😔
@OverIoadTV4 жыл бұрын
Unique.
@Peter-hd2oe4 жыл бұрын
This live performance gives me chills. Chester was a blessing to the music world and all of us as music lovers. Such a great voice. Still can't believe he's gone and it's already been a few years. RIP Chester :(
@19CheF874 жыл бұрын
There are some songs, where there is no point what so ever trying to hold the tears back This is one of these songs You put a generation of human being's feelings into lyrics❤ So sad you couldn't save yourself the way your music saved so many others
@heyyou58013 жыл бұрын
I never was a person who cared too much about celebrity things and lifestyles. But I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news of his passing. I didn’t know it but his passing hit me harder than I ever thought possible. I regret not going to more of their shows.
@andy150383lsd Жыл бұрын
I was lucky to see LP when toured the UK in 2003 and it's still the best concert/live show i ever went too they sounded better live than on CD etc, Loved LP and Chester ever since i was devasted when he passed RIP
@karenglenn67074 жыл бұрын
This is still so hard to watch without wanting to cry. Flying free now, no more suffering Chester, you’re a beautiful beam of love and light. You know how loved you are.
@DFinFracFort4 жыл бұрын
This man was the only reason I felt comfortable taking the role of a vocalist, not just an instrumentalist. His lyrics spoke to the struggles I suffered through in High School. His voice made me want to learn how to be a diverse vocalist, not just a one trick pony. This man was the most ideal vocalist, and to lose him when we did, was FAR too soon. I lost a part of my vocal confidence when he passed on. I've since learned to take his passion for music and use that to drive my confidence behind the microphone. Chester will forever be a legend. His impact will forever be felt.
@SBereft4 жыл бұрын
Hear in 2020... fucking crushed he's gone... his voice. His lyrics. ❤💔❤💔
@AgunziLFC4 жыл бұрын
It took me a long time to be able to listen to Chester sing after his death. Now im not one that gets overly emotional over a celebrity death, but his hit me hard, i have no idea why and cant explain it. But his hit me bad, even now i still get emotional when i hear his vocals, knowing we'll never get to hear it live again, or hear any new music from him. I was in my late 20's when Linkin Park came on to the scene, and loved them ever since. And when i heard of his death, i was devastated and had no idea why. But i digress, his vocals were the best in rock bar none. He could do the rock god belt, but his tone and control was stunning, its a huge loss not only to rock, but to music in general. ;(
@ninadjambova4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way...
@Vrodriguez20882 жыл бұрын
I also was devastated by Chester’s death. He saved my life with his singing, and the things he said in interviews, and what he stood for, which to me was hope. My biggest regret is that I never got to meet him in person and tell him any of these things. When he left us I couldn’t function for weeks. I still tear up when I hear him sing. One More Light, Crawling, In the End, Leave Out All the Rest, Castle of Glass, Waiting for the End, and Somewhere I Belong are the songs that make me cry the most. Today, I have a tattoo of Chester on my right leg to always remember the man that helped me to keep going. I wish I could have done the same for him. 😭
@Graymore842 жыл бұрын
I saw one review by another KZbinr and now I’m benge watching reviews happy that people are learning how amazing Chester was while shedding tears over the fact that we couldn’t save him. God I miss him…
@K1nG_SiMp4 жыл бұрын
Chester’s voice helped me throughout the darkest days of life. It still hurts knowing he’s gone now 💔 I’m so grateful that I’ve seen Linkin Park. Great video Rebecca 🖤🖤🖤
@snicklefrits922 жыл бұрын
Seeing and hearing his voice makes me want to cry unlike when I was a kid and he was literally saving my life and giving me strength. Gone way to soon. :-/ R.I.P. Chester
@yssanne246014 жыл бұрын
Chester's voice is otherworldly... So much feels.
@csalazarsr4 жыл бұрын
I’ve never seen this video until today. You can definitely hear the struggles in his voice. I mean vocally.
@patrickmundhenk-koch74074 жыл бұрын
LP was my vent with all the depressed anger and rage inside of me. The finality of CB's death seriously hit me. It took me 2 years to listen to LP again. It's been a deep and dark hole I was in but I believe and I know there is one more light to guide me out of that place. Never stop searching for that light. It is there, even if you can't find it on your own. Get help and talk about it. It helps. I know that from experience.
@FightingIrish3274 жыл бұрын
Thank god i had the privilege to see them live in concert in Greensboro NC 2002 . Miss you Chester , Rest In Peace my friend..
@pondersome4 жыл бұрын
You know what I love about this is the arena is filled with close friends holding each other and singing along. Even when you think about the upsetting lyrics which you read and how loud and hard Linkin Park can get, this is such an intimate moment for everyone.
@rafanj824 Жыл бұрын
What a performance. Intimate in the truest level. So much love for the fans and so much love of the fans to him. So touching, made this legendary song even more legendary.
@mickpuckeridge4 жыл бұрын
His voice makes me cry every time
@jaquelinenunez54454 жыл бұрын
I still can’t believe it, he was so talented and he change so many lives with his talent. I miss them so much. Thank you for reminding us how special he was.
@blazemontoya65003 жыл бұрын
when she says "some body save him" i broke out in the heavieat tears. we all miss you chester.
@melaniejordan11994 жыл бұрын
What an incredible honor it must've been to be present during that intimate performance. I'm bawling! I hope you're in a better place without pain, Chester. RIP
@carinawright4204 жыл бұрын
Hindsight is 20/20. Hearing these lyrics before his death is so different from hearing them after.
@MrGlennJohnsen4 жыл бұрын
I was so in love with Linkin Parks latest album, I was jamming to the album for weeks and weeks to all the great lyrics. In hindsight all the songs and the titles of them ...even the title of the album seemed like a goodbye message. I don't know if it was intended to be that by Chester and I don't want to speculate too much on it, I wept and wept during the concert they held for Chester ...just thinking of it makes my skin crawl.
@Cerrydwenn4 жыл бұрын
@@MrGlennJohnsen I doubt that, since most of the songs on 'One more light' are written by Mike. Chester is only listed as a writer on 'Heavy' and 'Halfway Right'. I remember watching an interview once where he mentioned this about some of the older songs. That ppl always assume theyre about him and his past, when those specific songs were written by Mike. 'Breaking the habit' specifically i believe. Mike was writing that song even before he knew Chester.
@grams184 жыл бұрын
But most of the songs are about Chester and the things he have been through. In the end it was all a story of his life but nobody was listening or realized it.
@adamfanalways4 жыл бұрын
Just the piano and his emotional delivery, I saw a comment once that said one saved millions but millions couldn’t save one and doesn’t that say it all, I cry every time I see this performance.
@yugmanhazowary27633 жыл бұрын
I don't think if I have ever connected to any other artist the way I connected with Chester or linking park for that matter The lyrics, the music it's just perfect 🖤
@vogonsrock4 жыл бұрын
Such a voice, such a musician, his music just perfect. Can't hear him now without tearing up
@IvanGarcia-nb7gt4 жыл бұрын
Great reaction, Linkin Park songs have always had something we all identify with, we all have something we feel will never heal. The version of this song in rock im park 2001 is the best for me.
@nasool13 жыл бұрын
You would never see such a famous artist allow such closeness , in hindsight he needed us as much as we needed him. The last year or so of his performances are so emotionally powerful on a level you just don't see.
@Wordsmith004 жыл бұрын
"Can't get closer with your fans, can you ?" Reminds me of (Beth Hart, Am I the One live). She did way more than get closer 😂😂😂
@robinyumnam26464 жыл бұрын
What's so funny??? Why are u laughing???
@kamilalikamil42294 жыл бұрын
What did she do?
@Wordsmith004 жыл бұрын
Well, she got a little... Too close. Check the vid
@senjikryomasa92644 жыл бұрын
I love this man!, he really made impact on us that have mental issues.hells never be forgotten. He was one of the most powerful vocals.
@quefiaz4 жыл бұрын
Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory album was the last cassette tape I bought before everything was replaced by CDs.
@rhiannaigglesden39394 жыл бұрын
I was in tears! This song is so emotional! It made me go all hot. His voice makes the lyrics seem more powered and heard. So amazing! Thank you so much for sharing! Incredible🌟💚💚xxxx
@TheHeath684 жыл бұрын
Can you please check out Alter Bridge- Words Darker than their Wings live at the Royal Albert Hall ft the Parallex Orchestra!? Im telling you, you'll absolutely love it!
@rva4 жыл бұрын
I probably will but One vid I did of theirs was blocked so apprehensive
@TheHeath684 жыл бұрын
@@rva dang, i hope that wasnt the one!
@Nightmare1z4 жыл бұрын
@@rva awww, did they really block your "Watch over you" reaction video? I absolutely loved that video of yours, it's what got me hooked on your channel.
@TheHeath684 жыл бұрын
@@rva anyway you could post the words darker than their Wings reaction on patreon? :) i really want to see you listen to it!
@lisalangbein31594 жыл бұрын
I was lucky enough to see this performance live a few weeks before we lost Chester. I remember that the tears were just streaming down my face and I couldn't stop crying throughout the whole song. Still, hearing or seeing this makes me tear up instantly.
@BleedOrangeNGreen4 жыл бұрын
I truly miss this guy, him and Chris were big for me.
@derekwhidden97304 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite LP song. I had no idea that Chester sang for the fans like this, it was beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes to hear this song like this, him expressing his love for his fans. R.I.P. Chester.
@sticktoyourdrums81774 жыл бұрын
I’m a bearded manly man and I weep like a baby when I watch this. I saw someone had posted this on FB a couple days after he passed with the caption RIP Chester. At that moment it had really sank in the loss. Thinking of his friends and family. I just lost control and started balling. They led me through some really dark times during high school and into adulthood. I don’t know if he truly knew how much he meant to his fans, until you see this video and then you realize that he really did know. You see the love he had to others. Just not himself.
@BratatoChip4 жыл бұрын
One of the best singers of all time . Thanks for all the memories and helping me through a lot of tough times Chester ❤️❤️❤️
@daratorsdottir4 жыл бұрын
Chester is a legend and we will forever carry on with his legacy. Future generations will know him, his work, his voice, his passion and how he saved us so many times. I miss him every day of my life :( Mental health is as important as physical health. Please reach out to your family, friends, loved ones if you are struggling with anxiety and or depression. You matter, you are loved, you are not alone. xo
@randomocitybyaspiegeek8904 жыл бұрын
Oh man, so many memories. I looked specifically for this video because- I grew up on Linkin Park. The first song I ever sang was In The End, it was also the song I learned how to rap from. Numb got me through a few rough patches with my depression. I remember belting out Guilty All the Same in the car with my mom right after it came out. There's this old documentary (before Meteora, I think) on Linkin Park, I think we still have it somewhere. He died a few days before my grandpa did, my mom still can't listen to One More Light. Too many feelings and memories to put in one comment.
@thatdudekyle56902 жыл бұрын
One thing about Chester is…he was ALL about his fans. He wanted them to know that each song he sang was for them. This video is a testament to that.
@jbowe55533 жыл бұрын
One of the best to Ever do it! R.I.P. #ChesterBennington ❤️🥺🥲🔥🤘💯
@ryanprice9342 жыл бұрын
I love this so much he was such an under rated artist . People think its un cool to like linkin Park but Chester was one of the best
@PaulDige3 жыл бұрын
I've never heard this particular version before. Mike killed it by keeping the piano simple. RIP Chester
@civilizeddelinquent5634 жыл бұрын
My name is Rrrrrrebecca....yes darling...it sure is 😍😍
@roberthumphreys39283 жыл бұрын
I was at his last show in Birmingham. When he sang this song stripped down like that. I couldn't stop crying. So raw and full of pain. Beautiful and tragic. We miss you Chester ❤