Alphonse Choi you mention art in your past. I wonder if you ever made a chalk pastel picture of a blue and green landscape with a pine tree in the foreground, when you were around age eleven? That image, signed with the same name as yours, dated 2004, is currently (March 8, 2024) part of a maxsold auction in Hamilton and I think it's a very special, sensitive drawing. I searched the name and this video was the first item that popped up. I hope you keep creating, even if it isn't your picture - but as a former art teacher of young people, I have a pretty strong feeling that it is! :)