Watch this if you hate your life.

[@Ludoki]

I'm grateful I have brothers to live for. I would definitely have ended it by now if it wasn't for them. I'm glad you found something to live for, too.

[@theuchihagod1]

Im done with life im 16 i get mentally tortured by my grandmother and she gets backing from everyone in the family, i only had bad luck in life at 6 years my mother left me 4 years later she tries to kidnap me, when she called me she would verbally abuse my btw she used to abuse me physically too, my dad is barely at home hes a blue colar worker but he has 3 kids with diff moms , at 11 i started having immense fatigue everyday to this day i cant walk 100m wothout being tried at this year 27 april my father been in an accident and broke both legs and only im taking care of him because no one like him hes straightforward and ive been missing school because of my fatigue i want to be a doctor but i believe its too impossible im in my last year in high-school but nothing matters i get bad luck everyday i have no real friends they betray me no girlfriend nothing im lonely truly lonely i dont know why god is bullying me i did nothing but get crap

[@natalieparks98]

If you want to become a doctor, strive for it! There are counselors at school who can help you with college-related questions. I regret not taking advantage of talking to them. I can partially understand where you're coming from. My grandmother was hit by a school bus and spent months in the hospital, during which I helped take care of her. I have seven siblings. When I was 16, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer, and my dad was in prison. It was a rough time and still is, to some extent. However, I choose to believe that things will get better because I deserve a better life. (so do you) I know I have to put in the effort to improve myself and my situation. Now I'm 21. There were times when I didn't think I would graduate, but I did, and you can too! I know it's hard and incredibly frustrating, but try to believe that life can get better! Relationships may come and go, but you’re young and have plenty of time to meet someone and find love. Focus on yourself and work towards achieving a better mindset. You got this!!!!! 🎉🫶🏼🙏🏼 I hope this helped in some way!

[@itsflow1878]

Thank you and it is beautiful you stayed with us

[@AdonisGaming93]

Glad you're still with us

[@Helo_Dragons]

God is not the solution to hating yourself. I'm sorry, it's true. God loves us, but in the wise words of Bo Burnham, "God's love is the kind of thing that when you earn it, you don't need it." God might be there encouraging us, loving us, and driving us forward, showing us the right path and shining light on our dark world, but the only way to stop hating yourself is to become a person you can respect. Personally, I loathe myself. I am unfit, I am unlikable, I have very few achievements I consider worthwhile, I am stuck in a terrible relationship that is most likely toxic and I have no direction. While I do choose to believe God has a plan for me, like he does everyone else, that path he has planned is for me to walk. Only I can change how I feel about myself. Only I have the power to become someone I can like, that I can respect, that I can be proud of. God can't do that, he can only guide me on my path.

[@Hckfire]

Ts kinda inspiring 🙏😭

[@quaryn]

Glad you stayed.

[@alluring_alchemy11]

❤❤❤

[@hannahborchert4218]

God is so so good, all the time. I pray deeply for everyone who is in that same darkness that they will feel His comfort, love, and peace. We are not deserving, and yet God chose us to send His only Son, Jesus Christ, to die for us and our sins so we can have eternity with Him. His love for us is unmatched, and once you begin to feel His love and follow His direction, all else seems to fall into place. I struggle to find the words, but just having a relationship with the one true God and praying to him daily, practicing gratitude, and diving into His Word brings such an indescribable peace. Nothing in this world can compare. Thank you so much for this video, Zak. It's made me pause to reflect when I was in the same darkness for years and how God pulled me out. I would have never imagined how great my life was going to turn out just listening to Him and following Him.

[@AlkuranZak]

Couldn't have described it better, thank you. Following God is so amazing, I really do wish everyone could understand that. Even if it was a fairytale, it's a fairytale that changes our life.

[@Grandmaslittlerizzler]

Great video

[@Speaker264]

Sorry man, but you didn't convince me. I don't believe in god and I probably never will. I always tried to be a good person. I'm still trying but I'm just done. I hope that in a year I would be dead, that's the only thing that I hope for at this point. I don't know why am I even typing this. Guess it's like some sort of proof for myself that I existed. Anyway have a nice day, morning or evening.

[@AlkuranZak]

I would have said the same exact thing you did, 3 years ago. Like, word for word. I really want you to be better bro, you deserve that. You don't deserve the darkness and the suffering, and even if you just cannot bring yourself to believing in God, there is a natural order to this life and when we follow it, we feel SO much better. It's very black and white and makes sense when you understand it. But 'm sorry you're going through whatever you're going through, you CAN make it out, but you have to fix your life and be intentional, day by day, on a long enough timeframe. Believing in God won't solve your problems in of itself, but it will help a lot, and you'll experience what the absolute other side of that darkness is like; that peace, love, joy, beyond comprehension. A creator that you now understand made this objective natural order, and actually does love you; because you literally feel it. That peace, happiness, just contentment with your life and joy, that is possible for you man. It really is.

[@Speaker264]

@AlkuranZak nah, bro, I'm over it. I just don't care, and nobody cares. You may say that you care, but you really don't. In a week you will forget about this conversation, in a month you will forget that this profile even existed. In a year you may be even forget about this video that you made.

[@bonkers-bk7hc]

I'm still in that darkness

[@bonkers-bk7hc]

I don't know how to get out

[@bate9677]

​@@bonkers-bk7hc I dont know how to explain it, but just keep going. It really does get better. It helped me a lot to just talk to someone about it. Start with something you do everyday, that annoys you. Continue with everything that has bothered you that week, that month, genuinly try to remember what made you feel bad in the first place. At some point some of the barriers you build up unintentionally break and you keep on finding stuff that annoyed you / seemed heartbreaking at that time, etc. In my personal experience, when you find someone to talk to and just talk and talk and talk about it, you start approach what really makes you feel bad and if you dont, at least someone knows how you`re feeling. Additionally, what helped me, is just showing up. I know how much comfort lies in the dark or your spiral of hate but showing up is most of the time all it takes to make new connections, experience new things and break that daily cycle of hate. It really does get better. You just have to believe it. I know it may sound impossible or stupid. But giving up is not an option. Never again. Like Alexander the Great once said: "There is nothing impossible to him who will try." Sry English isnt my first language

[@AlkuranZak]

First of all, I love you man. I really want better for you bro. The unfortunate truth is, more often than not, it doesn't get better unless you make it better, or a miracle happens. Just put into practice the habits or things of God; gratitude, patience, get innature/outdoors, be more self-reflective and journal, meditate to clear your mind and lessen feelings of being overwhelmed and anxious, journal your worries or thoughts, reject any intrusive/negative thoughts you get and force positive thoughts; they'll eventually become natural. Build discipline by consistent exercise, eat clean to avoid brain fog and lethargy -- and most of all following God will transform your life and everything you ever knew. He is the way out, and has been for so many people, so working towards belief and understanding will really help in spiritual ways, and is the only reason I'm still alive honestly.

[@CaramelCraft]

I feel the exact same way you felt right now

[@derruckkehrer7383]

Boy thinks life is so terrible that he sent letters to his ex and best friend. Ha. Try not having those to send letters to. Yeah, that’s real depression.

[@mthighs]

This ain’t a competition lil bro

[@bcscorch2786]

Not a competition bro

[@collinwright4406]

His worst is incomparable to yours. Everyone’s worst is the limit of pain they’ve experienced at that time. Your worst is incomparable to someone else’s who objectively has it worse than you. What you’re going through is real and hard. I hope you keep going

[@AlkuranZak]

I've been through periods like that too bro, I understand what it's like having absolutely nobody. You can truly make it out of that darkness, please try.