watercolor + doodles: did i enjoy the process???

[@creationsceecee]

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[@dinae9479]

Beautiful ! As ever. Thank you!

[@wulfseig1864]

I have been feeling lost as well but for some reason it has changed. All of a sudden I felt a shift. Not a full gung ho but a sense of being lost then finding something familiar. Not at the trailhead yet but I know what direction to go to find it. Not out of the woods but recognizing terrain and features to guide my way. Then over the past couple of days a flood of information has come to help me get there. It's been very weird and I'm extremely grateful. Thanks CeeCee for such a thought provoking video. Hope to see more of your videos if it's right for you to continue. If not then I will enjoy the ones you shared.

[@PlayfullyDee]

I love this painting and the colors you chose. Turning 50 this year and have been lost in direction a bit as well. The last few years have been so hard for so many. I can relate to what you are saying and I love your videos and your work. Keep doing what calls you.

[@morningflowerB]

Painting reminds me of what's above the whitehouse.

[@vickimoyer1834]

You're not alone in the creative department. I too have been finding it very difficult to find inspiration or even motivation to be creative. As a result I try to be at least a tiny bit productive on a daily basis even if it's only recording the day's activities in my journal. Margin drawings help. Doodling on a stray paper helps. Reading about other artists keeps my finger in the art world. I think it's this pandemic and its the affects of its presence. So, hang in there. I think we'll all get through the rough parts eventually. Special thoughts are being sent your way. Please continue to try to feed the "creative beast." :-)

[@MsMoniqueWilson]

I've said it before and I'll say it again. No one inspires me more than you do. I am sorry you are struggling. You are not alone. We are living in weird times and to me feel so very heavy on the soul. I am pleased you are doing what is best for you. As for the voice overs - don't worry about it. Say what you feel when you paint. I don't watch your videos as a step by step tutorial. I watch them because they make me happy. Watching someone create intuitively is inspiring. So thank you for all the joyful moments you have brought me since I've found your videos.

[@rithafenske3282]

Absolutely!!!

[@juner.7310]

YES, YES, YES you are so right 😀

[@janegeorge-john854]

I hope that your struggles have all gone away. You are always such an inspiration for me and so many others. This color palette you are using today oops, somehow, very Japanese inspired colors. Not what I would have thought of, nut it works, I love it!

[@sculptor210]

Oh CeeCee, it is so good to hear your smile and laughter! I was thinking of you last night as I was indulging in my Kremer pale gold. 😁 No explanations are needed here...we are happy to receive anything you have to share. Please know that this community adores you. You are in my prayers. Be kind to yourself and create as the spirit moves you!

[@monicalfd]

CeeCee - 2 years ago at the beginning of lockdown I found you on KZbin. Your creative works spoke to me and your warm personality drew me in. I bought what you suggested and I began to express myself through watercolor. This has brought me great joy personally and since I give away almost everything I paint, also brought joy to others. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing yourself on the KZbin platform and inspiring me and many of my friends to create! Hope this comment helps you in a small way as you maneuver through these troublesome times, as You have helped me! #❤️GOLDTOO

[@shancan6328]

It is so good to see you again. Post when you want to and talk about whatever you want during the video. If we have questions we will ask. It is your time and effort put in for us to sit back and watch and learn. YOU can do as you please. We are appreciative! Maybe it would be fun if everyone told what some of their favorite Cee Cee videos were. I have to say that as a beginner I had so much fun with the ones where you painted a rough rectangle shape of about six with a few colors and then doodled leaves or branches over them in black. I did so many of those.

[@jo-annefalconer762]

One of my favourite is of greeting cards with flowers, I have recreated them a few times

[@shancan6328]

@@jo-annefalconer762 Yes...beautiful!

[@kerrykresse2238]

I love those videos, too.

[@xargothunter5746]

You sound sad and low energy more than negative. Please take care of yourself and people who needs you. It made me smile when you started talking about the gold. You clearly perked up there.

[@creationsceecee]

thank you, Xargot! gold has never failed me 😉

[@ardendetweiler2607]

I love the gold!

[@christinesheppard5759]

The most important thing, especially now, is to look after ourselves first. Just like on the plane when they tell us to put our own oxygen mask before helping others, we’re better able to function in the world when we put our own “mask” on first. I appreciate the effort you take to share your process with us and I’m always happy to see a new video, but I don’t expect it on any kind of regular schedule. It wouldn’t make sense to put something out just because it was time, because we would not get the wonderfully gold experience we get when you are enjoying what you’re doing. I love this piece a lot, it shows chaos and beauty at the same time. I’m going to try the red/gold combo, I’m intrigued by that. We’ll see you again when you’re ready ❤️

[@KevieG]

Just know you are loved. You were the first Utube channel I found on watercolors. I am a young 62yr. old woman, that started watercolors, 2yrs ago. You made me want to create. Thank you so much. All my prayers.

[@janefranco8856]

Oh so good to hear that I am not alone…I just turned 70 & I do Zentangle, so relaxing & I think of it when you say “doodle .” You’re doing what you should be doing, taking care of yourself. That’s something we don’t do often enough. We are caretakers. I’m so happy to watch any of your videos & thank you so much.

[@SjöfnhalldóraJónsdóttir]

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[@SjöfnhalldóraJónsdóttir]

You áre wonderful Carri on Angel. Sj Iceland

[@momomarie]

Cee Cee you are one of the KZbin artists that have kept me sane during this pandemic. I just started taking lessons on KZbin in June. I'm 71 and it has changed my life. I have never painted before and I love it. Please keep up the good work, you have no idea the gift you give to others. Thank you

[@Lauraisabelgonzalezart]

I think the Red Sun and Black Mountains look absolutely beautiful. I'm so glad you didn't abandon this piece and I love your interpretation of it... I am glad you shared this part of yourself with us... Honestly I feel it's a privilege to hear about your thought process....

[@michelleb4697]

Yours was one of the first channels I discovered when I became interested in watercolor. I enjoyed the "not talking" aspect of your morning doodle series. I also enjoy your narrated videos, but truly, you should do what stimulates your creativity, whatever that is!

[@cinste8036]

Hi! You're right, you have not to apologise, you published so many beautiful videos! I have so much to learn from them yet! Thank you very much, indeed! 😊❤️

[@eleanorratzlaff4827]

I really love this piece. And you are correct in that we are all struggling. I'm trying to be creative every day, but some days..... I do miss your regular videos, but I'm glad that you are taking care of yourself and doing what you need to do for you. I need to be reminded of that, too. ❤️

[@juliasaunders2165]

This has helped me on a dark day. I discovered you in January 2021 when I turned back to art to get me through 3 months of winter lockdown. Your tutorials were a revelation. They taught me that it was ok to colour outside of the lines and that we didn't actually need lines to begin with! You started my love of metallic paints and I now have a (not so) small collection of them. I have sat looking at the wall trying to get out of a hole all day. Having watched this at almost teatime I now want to go and paint. Thank you for your constant inspiration.

[@cocoandwheeler]

Ceecee, thank you, thank you for your calm and inspiring work. I just recovered from a bout of flu and still felt a bit fragile this morning. It was storming here in Houston last night and continued into the morning --- and then the power went out. Dark. Ugh. Hours later the power was restored, AND the most beautiful sunny day was born! I took a walk around my neighborhood and was rejuvenated by the redbud blossoms and new green leaves. My wish for you is a beautiful day that will last all week. xxoo

[@mekagooden4915]

Im deeply sorry to hear you are struggling. Take as much time you need to get thru. I took off the entire last year (not wanting) from painting. my mental health was at an all time low. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I have slowly transitioned into creating again and retraining my creative mind. sending you blessings. Also I would like to add your such an inspiration.

[@alisondunning7116]

Dear CeeCee, You definitely aren’t the only one feeling a bit lost just now. Does it help you to know that you gathered a whole community of similarly lost souls and taught us to paint intuitively as a form of therapy? We fully understand and we share your struggles. This too will pass and art will help us through 💕 Thank you for so gently showing us your process

[@rbrown6476]

Well, I was just about to leave a comment and then I read your kind words and you said absolutely what I would want to say! 😊 I agree and send love and good wishes to all those who, like me are also lost and struggling with burdens. We have all been encouraged so much by CeeCee. We don’t want to wear her out - and we can go back and watch all the stuff from her back catalogue too. And when we’re inspired, we can paint, make greetings cards and give these away. So it’s the gift that keeps on giving - thankfulness promotes good mental health always. ❤🎉❤

[@kristinbrodt3141]

I just want you to know how much you have encouraged me to be creative every day. I work in a college library and was asked to collaborate with anyone on campus about anything. I choose to begin a watercolor workshop! I'm so excited to share creativity with others. I have learned so much from you and love knowing you are self taught. Please continue as you are helping so many people and we appreciate your passion, kindness and love.#❤GOLDTOO!

[@smd4646]

Thank you for asking how we are doing. You are so kind! Personally, my heart is heavy and I’m often times looking at my watercolor supplies instead of using them. But when I hear your voice and watch your creative spirit unfold on utube I feel better. Thank you dear soul for all that you do for others. You are an inspiration and we are all in the same boat. God bless you.

[@lindaloveless60]

Your videos have spoken to the whimsy in my soul, energizing and motivating my creativity! Thanks for all you share with the world and please take all the time you need. Your viewers will be here when you're ready!

[@mariagiombarrese9877]

It is so good to hear your voice again & see your work. The color palette is lovely. No need to apologize - your well being should come first. Sometimes we are so busy worrying about others, we often lose ourselves. Thanks for taking the time to check in.

[@lauriebergren3791]

Oh CeeCee, you have such a good heart. Your care for your viewers comes through so clearly. I have enjoyed and been so very grateful for your videos. Please know that you have given us all so much. There is no need to apologize for needing to focus on what brings you the most joy in your work and your life. Producing videos is a HUGE job, and not always joyful work. Take care of yourself. However you decide to go forward, please know that it will be the right decision FOR YOU. Thank you for all the sharing you have done. Be at peace. ❤️

[@Miastrong930]

Your work is amazing. Absolutely love it. No apologies necessary. Sometimes the weight of “current events” gets in the way. About a year ago I went thru a period where I lost that freedom that comes with creating. So I had the bright idea of making a painting that was dark and scary. I struggled to make it as dark and scary as possible. But I carried on adding random things that might seem scary using the darkest colors possible. I was determined to put everything down on the paper and didn’t stop until I ran out of ideas. Then I set it aside and out of the way to dry. A few days later I looked at it and had a good laugh. Because it wasn’t the least bit scary and while I thought the colors were somber they weren’t. Clearly it wasn’t a work of art I would put on the wall. At the same time it gave me perspective. Plus it got all that stuff out on the paper. I had done my worst and was ready to just let myself paint. Your colors are beautiful. The way you put them down on the paper is wonderful to behold. Carry on. Take care of yourself first and the rest will follow. Don’t forget to laugh. I shared my experience because it helped me and I hope it can help others.

[@creationsceecee]

thank you for sharing your experience with us, Wilma. it helps to know we all go through rough patches and that we get ourselves back up. it's so encouraging. wishing you a wonderful and creative week!

[@marybethkrepinevich9483]

Mindset is everything- baking bread, building a brick wall, plowing a field. The optimal mindset really helps define the experience as creative. Pulling into a smaller orbit is a good way to self replenish.

[@chinnowah]

Hello CeeCee, I'd like to thank you very much for the joy your videos bring to me every time I watch them (yes, I did watch some of them several times, still do :D) and the paintings you do are so inspiring. I learned so much from you, so I am now much more familiar with watercolors and I enjoy painting with them immensely. I am rather well at the moment, although it's Winter which usually comes with depression and stagnation. I "blame" your videos and the beautiful colours I learned of from you, the higher Vitamin D dose I get and my grandkids coming over every other weekend. So I go better through the Winter 21/22 than I did the last 6 years and I am rather greatful and happy. BTW this painting is wonderful, I love the colour combination and the scarlett from Daniel Smith is stunning! And the gold from Kremer, who are not so far away as many other producers as I am living in Germany, is the best! You are so right to love it and I do too now.

[@bethv3411]

It's so good to have you back. These last few years have been a struggle for so many people. Art has given me an outlet that I had abandoned prior to Covid but with staying home I have picked it up again. I have days that I feel productive and creative but some days I have no spark to create. Thank you for sharing your art. Take care of yourself first.

[@jenniferwharton6696]

I'm impressed you are able to paint at all with the craziness everywhere! I am reduced to color swatching and mess making because I am so distracted with the daily chaos. Thank you for sharing your lovely work. Sending hugs from Texas.

[@sarastewart2035]

There was something about you being relaxed and putting the paint down with the music was really a gentle bedtime thing to enjoy.

[@deirdresmith8326]

Dear CeeCee, this piece is so beautiful. Im so grateful for your artwork, your story and laughter. Yes indeed, a tough time. I feel your struggle and hope you’re doing better soon. Do what feels good. Sending love 💕

[@maryjenkins9567]

So good to see you CeeCee and watch you make watercolor magic again! You always make me stop, listen, relax, and love watching you paint! It's a crazy time we are living through and it is starting to take it's toll even on us tough ol broads! (speaking about myself, of course). Art is one of the activities that can transport me away from the crazzies of the world into beauty. As I watched you paint this piece, I went through several thought processes and finally ended up at volcano! A gorgeous sun, beautiful mountain range, with an active volcano, not angry, just perking along.......Take care of you and we will see you when we see you.....

[@krismua1209]

So nice to see a new video from you (I got so excited). Sorry to hear you've been feeling kind of down. We will all always be happy to receive whatever you choose to share with us. I think this is beautiful, as always. And I love that red, am definitely buying that. Thank you so much, and take care!

[@rithafenske3282]

I just love your little paintings! I also love to work small, and you have inspired me not to fight it!! Thanks you so much!!!

[@thejbeeful]

I think we all appreciate how difficult it must be do a talkover but take the pressure off yourself and just do the piece with music. I'm grateful that you upload anything up to be honest. Im always inspired by what you do and use your ideas as a launchpad for my oh so lacking creativity. Peace be with you. XX

[@susanstark6655]

So lost! Thank you for sharing your creative process. You have always encouraged and inspired me the most out of all. I struggle with keeping positive with trying with enjoying the process of watercolor and turning out a piece I feel is acceptable. It can be so painful and frustrating. Even just the everyday aside from my art is sometimes so fearful and not enjoyable even though I am so deeply blessed and happy. Giving a peek into your thoughts and feelings helps me as well as so many others to realize our struggles though painful are not all particular to ourselves. So many are struggling disillusioned fearful and frustrated and yet to see you finish and push through this to finish this piece and your video is fresh air that whispers you can do it and you must keep at it in a world that is so very difficult. Thank you so very much and please just keep taking care of you. Whenever and whatever you choose to share will be enough. Feel the love

[@JennetRaeDesigns]

I love watching your process… voice overs or not. You do what feels right for you. Always put your needs first, no need to apologize ever. Sharing, is so incredibly kind of you. Thank you for all the videos!!! Girl, you do you!!! Your family here is behind you 100%

[@Artisjoy5320]

Please know that you have been missed (absolutely no pressure). I value every opportunity to learn from you and appreciate how time consuming social media has become. Your health & well being comes first…I am confident that all your viewers understand. Big hug from CT. I love this painting. Thank you & keeping you in prayer.

[@pattioneill3849]

💜 Cee Cee, you do you! We will watch with voice overs or without. You take care of yourself, I am always happy to see your videos, take one day at a time, be intuitive. 😁 We love you. 💜

[@karensaville913]

Im so sorry yr feeling overwhelmed sending much love and comfort..being intuitive im sensing yr issues we need to step back and just be...love yr work and we don't need nothing but what you give us which so powerful..thankyou

[@jancribbs611]

Cee Cee, I love this! The colors, the gold especially, but, also the shapes & doodles. You inspire! I know your mood is somber, but your painting is awesome and thanks for sharing? I’ll pray for you!!

[@carolinacarnio5381]

Dear CeeCee, I discovered you during the lockdown and I felt it was such a blessing. I find the way you talk and paint extremely relaxing and inspiring. We are all feeling our souls pretty heavy and when you are sensitive it's hard. I am aware that posting videos on youtube is not always easy because you want to keep your followers happy but please, give priority to what is good for you, for your wellbeing because this is the most important thing and we love you exactly as you are. In fact, I would keep watching your videos even if you would stop talking over them. The creative process often needs to flow and you can't always explain it while it happens. Keep smiling and thank you so much for being what you are

[@gwenhutson]

You don’t have to make it fancy. You can always just video your painting and let us follow the best we can. You are an inspiration to me. Please keep showing what you are doing.

[@Kickmcc]

I found a lot of value in listening to you describe your journey through painting this. You mentioned so much of your art is intuitive so it's hard to prompt viewers as to what to do next. But I personally enjoyed listening to you as you go, listening to your journey rather than instructions.

[@pbbrewer-martin6960]

I am so glad to see you here this morning! I hope that you will enjoy your time when you are with us!

[@WorldWideWebObserver]

Hello Sweet CeeCee. Love your “gold circle of hope” painting. So good to see you surface again. You’re in my heart and my prayers. Friendship to you from Texas....🌹

[@JordanHunter333]

I so love reading the comments here...full of love and respect and gratitude. Watching you paint makes something that has seemed impossible, possible. Intriguing. Fun. Thank you for sharing yourself, CeeCee, your gifts and your humanness make such a difference. So grateful and inspired.

[@greenrosespirituality7489]

I love that you say painting intuitively, it makes me feel more comfortable embracing that part of myself, self care #1 your time and energy is always important, even tho you felt like you were stumbling, I find your voice and realness was easy to listen to 💚

[@eva_unrast]

I have gone through severe illness and depression in the last 12 months and had lost almost all joy and creativity. With your videos I have found so much inspiration, that has very much contributed to the healing process - my usual artistic metier is music, but through watercolor I actually found easier again an access to the creative and to myself. Thank you so much for this and I wish you all the best!

[@vindeljay]

I love your interpretation of your piece. I see the black as clouds at the end of a storm at sunset, with the gold as the rainbow with clear skies shining through with the dark clouds blowing away. Love it.

[@evelynkorjack2126]

even if you didnt say a word, i would always watch what you do. since i am on a data plan, sometimes i speed it up and turn volume off.🤭 i always learn something, and agree, using the shiney paint in my doodles (and they are ALL doodles) makes it all the more pleasing to my eye. thank you.

[@kathleengilday5747]

You are so wonderful! So many of your videos have inspired me. If I had to name one, it was titled "the easiest flowers I've ever painted" and I still use the method in my watercolors. Three little dots turn into magic- wow!. I so appreciate your honesty. We all struggle and I hope and pray you get through yours soon. You need to keep shining your light!

[@erikamonihen8873]

This is a deeply gorgeous month. Dark and beautiful. Thank you for this piece. I feel similar to you. Feeling lost indeed. I have been coloring to stay sane. Finally got into some point recently. Thanks again. I needed to feel connected to something. This painting and your perspective was just that.

[@DebiHawkinsMcLendon]

You never disappoint, CeeCee! Thank you for all that you share. You have been such an inspiration to me.

[@bellabaker4943]

I love this piece. It speaks to me. I’ve watched EVERYTHING you have put on UTube but never copied. I enjoy your process and your amazing creativity.

[@ericafaber6585]

Just love your videos and the beautiful pieces you create … when they are uploaded or how frequently is definitely not of consequence to me … it’s just a lovely surprise to enjoy whenever they are uploaded. Thanks for the inspiration always💛🥰

[@33Jenesis]

Love your artist spirit! Your channel is not commercial thus feels authentic and peaceful. Glad you are ok. Don’t feel pressured. I enjoy watching you create and get myself inspired.

[@juliescrapbook]

Anything you share with us is gold. No apologies or explanation needed. Take good care of yourself.

[@carolwetherington429]

It is always a pleasant surprise when you do publish a video! This was beautiful, even if you weren't sure what you were doing or where it was going. Thank you for sharing.

[@gabrielleannacormierart]

Hi Cee Cee ❤️ it’s always lovely to watch you paint and listen to you speak your truth. It is not easy to accomplish what you have accomplished here on KZbin and I can imagine the struggle to keep it going. As someone with a young channel, I know the long hours of editing and the challenges of getting and then keeping engagement high. I appreciate your candor and honesty. It helps to remind me that first and foremost, I need to stay true to myself and create what brings me joy. Thank you for being you 🤗 Be well ❤️

[@amberandersen8593]

So good to see you again. Personally I enjoy watching you doodle with some soothing music. No captions, no voice over needed. I look at your videos as a meditation rather than an art lesson. Your art speaks for itself. Take care of yourself ❤

[@mhill2140]

i feel as everyone else, that your soothing voice and honest struggles feel like coming home. Your honesty and thoughtfulness in all you say and do is so appreciated. I also have missed you and the creativity that you inspire in me, but I also honor the time you need to find your path ahead. Thank you.

[@susanjeffrey9947]

It has a oriental feel for me and is beautiful, I love all your work and your humour , I’ve watched all your videos.

[@anitakappeler5337]

You are an inspiration and I love your work. You say gold comforts you….YOU comfort US.

[@triciawilkes2368]

As you may remember, you helped me get through the hardest time in my life a few years ago through your art. I shall be eternally grateful for that. Life is good now 😊 Whatever is happening for you just now I'm sending you the warmest, heartfelt hugs for strength. I love to see your art and I'm just happy to see it whenever you feel like posting. Take care of precious you xx

[@mebpratt859]

Thank you so much for these doodle videos. Watching you create is so very relaxing. I love art but it is very difficult for me to get the vision in my head or what I’m looking at and want to draw/paint to travel to my hand. Maybe it is part of being slightly dyslexic. Doodles are allowing me to create and not feel discouraged about my artistic abilities yet come up with something that is pleasing to the eye. Thank you for showing so many of us how to let our creativity out of our minds and on to paper. Bless you.

[@jchalmers02]

It's lovely seeing you again - I've missed hearing your soothing voice and watching your paintings develop. Thank you for struggling through to the finish as it so encouraging. You will be in my thoughts and prayers, along with so many others of us who are having a tough time.

[@leannepattullo9765]

I feel your struggle CeeCee and you are not alone ! I hope you keep bringing us your beautiful paintings and soothing thoughts and explanations of what you see in them! Your are one of my favorites on KZbin so selfishly I hope you continue with them but no apologies necessary if you feel you can’t ! You motivate me each time I watch you and bring me joy - I feel like I struggle too right now and you are a highlight to my day! Take care of yourself first and foremost ! Sending you hugs! ❤️

[@britdowson8324]

Dear Cee Cee. It is always such a pleasure to just watch you paint and doodle. You can just play some of your beautiful music as we watch. I enjoy all of your creations. Big hugs.

[@sylviamcauley8454]

Sooo pleased to see you back. I check in every Sunday and today you were there, yippee

[@belindawest3558]

I have watched daily for your posting. I have found I refuse to let what’s happening in the world affect my inner peace. You don’t have to look far to see how blessed we are. I hope your inner voice comes thru as a happier talking to yourself because you have no clue how lucky you are and how many of us wish we could create like you. Breath dear friend. Breath deep

[@debracarty170]

CeeCee, one of the things that draws me to your videos is your narrative, whether it be talking about the process or you sharing your thoughts. I find you to be very genuine, and your voice is very soothing. All I can say is, you do you! If the content of that particular video is not someone's cup of tea, oh look, a stop button! In my opinion, these videos must not only be for the viewers satisfaction, but also the creators and to expect anything else would be rediculous! You do you and the appropriate audience will follow! I love your soul, take care of it first above all else.! Blessings to you

[@shelleynutbrown8118]

I think it’s safe to say we all love your work and your videos. You are very open and honest which is so nice a world where a lot of people pretend or don’t show what really goes on behind the seens . But at the end of the day you have to do what is right for you and your wellbeing. If what you do on KZbin ever takes you away from what you love then find a way to find a balance that is best for you xx

[@ronileef8279]

Sooo wonderful to see/hear you on here!! Keep doing what you need to do! Sending you positive thoughts!!

[@lynnallen4379]

A year later, and this painting with your commentary is fresh, honest, and inspiring. Thank you.

[@klartistic]

This painting reminds me of our many trips to Japan. It’s beautiful and simple. 😊

[@marybeth808]

Ooooooo I love this piece and just watching your process is so inspiring. When this video popped up in my feed a few days ago, I immediately stuck it in my “watch later” list, just waiting for my next watercolor mood. And now here I am, painting along with you. It’s so hard for me to just DOODLE with watercolor, but you make it look easy, fun, and beautiful.

[@texastamme8209]

Girl I love your art! It gives me hope for my (what I think are) weird art pieces! I am sorry you feel misplaced at the moment. I think there is a lot of it in the world now! Just know I SO Appreciate You!!!! I get a lot of inspiration from trying to copy some of your pieces!! Keep the videos coming please!!!

[@jillyburnford9281]

I agree with every comment I've read! Watching you paint has inspired me to pick up my brushes again, you are so inspirational!! You are also brave to speak so honestly - and in doing so look how loved and appreciated you are by thousands of people! Just post as and when you feel like it ceecee, silent or with voiceover your videos are a joy x

[@meowmom5]

So excited to see you back, missed you! Beautiful colors, some of my favorites. Praying for happier times for you and for Canada ❤️

[@raikuthedragon3907]

I love your art style so much, it’s so hard to describe what about it brings me so much joy. It’s simplistic, modern and enchanting. The worlds created in your pieces are incredible and it’s fun to explore each and every detail. I hope you’re able to feel better and you shouldn’t have to apologize for taking care of yourself. Have a wonderful rest of your week!

[@hankejoosen4029]

So glad to see your beautiful art back! 🤩🤩🤩 Creating is my therapy, I really need it to help me not going downward again.

[@juliemckinley3895]

I love watching you do your work. Its so beautiful and it motivates me. Hang in there girl. Things will get better. I feel it in my heart. We love you❤

[@creationsceecee]

Thank you so much!! wishing you a lovely day!

[@edithtsacle5257]

It's been a very difficult two years for me too, like everyone else. When one news story starts to get a bit better, another one crops up that's worse. Especially for creatives, it just gets to be a bit too much. I'm grateful for all the beauty you've brought to us in spite of everything. It's time to prioritize yourself and do what you need to do to regain your strength and mojo in whatever way works for you. Thank you for sharing what so many of us feel. ❤️

[@christinecampbell4681]

I think it is safe to say, you have made a huge (and positive) impact on a lot of people. I found your stuff a bit over a year ago and it gave me the courage to try again with watercolors. Something else that you said about how you get to a point in a painting where you’re not happy and then somehow it comes together, resonated with me. I almost always make what I consider to be a fatal mistake somewhere along the line in a painting and at that point I can tell myself, well, do anything you want because you’ve already ruined it! Some of these ‘mistakes’ have turned into my favorite pieces. Please keep painting and please, first and foremost, take care of yourself!

[@jamesgreer3953]

As many have stated I was impressed by your work 2 yrs ago while my husband was very ill. I lost him May 2021. You helped me so much. God bless you hope you improve quickly you truly helped me.

[@denise2169]

I love that you are creative and unplanned. Even your struggles shows us that you are human, and I greatly appreciate whatever and whenever you share with us!

[@susanfrederick1805]

I can appreciate you having a painting in the beginning that you do not like. That happens to me many times. But you persisted and developed something wonderful. As with other paintings you do in your videos, I love them from beginning to end and give me hope that I can have a poor start and not give up painting.

[@sherelynwhite4130]

This is such a beautiful piece...so glad you stayed with it. I hope your situation gets better as time moves on. I know so many are struggling. I send you much love and blessings for the challenges you face. Since nothing stays the same please know...one day it will be better. I'm new to your account and I love what you've shared. Thank you💫🌺💖

[@purfleac]

I’m sorry you’re struggling, but I want you to know how much I enjoy listening to your process and appreciate your efforts to put out content regardless. Thank you!

[@JoytoWorld]

I appreciate you and your gentle voice and delightful giggle. Your authenticity is wonderful.

[@LifeVision818]

Dear Cee Cee, love your art sessions a lot! You're a source of inspiration to me. I love how you share your experiences... and I love your honesty. I can relate to you a fair bit! I understand about being authentic and vulnerable at the same time can be challenging... Please don't stop believing in yourself and sharing of yourself. That's what is precious to me of course apart from your art ... Which style I really like! You have a great personality and I personally think that art represent ourselves and I like that you share who you truly are. I totally get the questioning... but please keep the flow going and be not afraid. You're a gift to all of us that are sometimes feeling alone and lonely!

[@stonecreek1929]

HI cee cee!! thank for uploading and sharing!! After listening and absorbing what your talking about … Perhaps it is the time for you to really let go… By this I mean a huge huge watercolor where you abandon everything… this means everything you know, every thought is let go, every reason for anything is tossed aside… find the largest brushes you have … get bowls of paint colors you love… stand up and free style your way through!! … As far as gold? do it with randomness :) … we are all sick snd tired… I admit it … but daggone it… spring is around the corner! love you all!

[@robynmcdermott2845]

Be gentle on yourself that’s more important than trying to please us out here . When you share one of you amazing pieces you us joy. But the joy needs to be felt in your soul first. Take care of you. Ever grateful 😊

[@monikafriedel5256]

I discovered you a little while ago and you/ your presence inspired me to begin painting. For decades I've worked with Japanese fabrics and always believed that that was it , creatively speaking. To try something new has been so wonderful for me, and I thank you for everything you've so generously given. Take care xx

[@jenihansen1911]

I love hearing the voice based on what's going on your head. I am feeling the same. You are not the only one feeling lost. I have taken time off from work based on not being able to neglect myself any longer. Totally support your creative journey, however it comes to you and sharing a bit of your heart and soul with us. Sending you a ((hug)).

[@BarbOwenDesigns]

So nice to watch you paint this and to listen to your beautiful voice. I, too, have experienced a very dark period - creatively and otherwise - and I’m doing what I can when I can. I think that’s the best thing for now. Sending you love and light and hugs. Barb

[@barbarasalmi3103]

I love you, ceecee!! You are a magnificent artist. Yes, you sounded a bit tortured today and I'm understanding your feelings without judgment. We all are collectively, having the same mountains to climb. Just be assured we are climbing them with you. As for your art today, You never, ever fail to fascinate me and that's why I shall always look forward to seeing whatever you want to share. You continue to inspire me🥰

[@rogeryoungart]

Keep your special magic going. If you don't want to do voiceover then we can still see the magic unfold but your laughter is a bright star in the night sky. Your doodles remind me that painting is supposed (for me) to be a pleasing process so if I get in a rut the videos of your creative process is my saviour. Thank you

[@ruthloewen3884]

I'm happy to see you back. Whatever videos you are able to post will be greatly appreciated. I hope you can soon get through this tough period in your personal life.

[@corikay]

I find your voice overs soothing and calming! I enjoy hearing about your processes and thoughts through the journey of creating! It reminds me to take a deep cleansing breath and stick to it…maybe it turns out now, or maybe I revisit it and it becomes something lovely later!!! Hang in there…you are missed!🤗💖

[@melindaavila498]

So good to hear your voice! I always find it soothing, and your painting and doodling are really a pleasure to watch. These past two years have been suffocating, overwhelming, and let's just say it, hell! Let us remain hopeful and find as much joy and pleasure as we can in our daily lives. Hugs❣