Ways that helped me get off kratom and general info.

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Fear and Loathing in America

Fear and Loathing in America

Жыл бұрын

Today we're just talking about ways that help me get off kratom the struggle of mental discouragement and mental health and just general conversation.

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@robbyjacks667
@robbyjacks667 6 ай бұрын
I recently quit After 4 years of daily use I'm on day 6. You are right its all mental but for me kratom withdrawl wasnt horrible its just that feeling of nothingness you feel for a bit when stopping is so hard for me knowing you can insert your artificial happy and take it away at any moment. However you also gain the clarity back which is my favorite gift bag my memory was getting so bad on kratom like would walk in rooms and forget why. That and waking up not feeling like i am a conplete junkie and can't even breath until i dose and spending the rest of my day clock watching seeing if its time to re up. Ive quit and relapsed a few times along the way but this time i really want my life back and the world is getting so hard that ny drive is realizing i can't take care of my wife and get ahead towing around a daily habit and strength is going to be the most needed attribute going forward. Thank you for sharing today was a very hard craving day and i stumbled on your videos looking to stay the path and i will. Thank you for sharing
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 6 ай бұрын
I completely feel you and I'm so happy this video helped in a way. Since this video, I've been clean and haven't touched it since and I couldn't be happier honestly. My memory is still a little fuzzy but the whole walking into a room and forgetting what I'm doing is gone for the most part. I'm back 100% to having sexual feelings again and also mentally to actually care and feel again. It takes time but it's nice to be free from all substances altogether. I'm completely sober now from everything and it feels great honestly.
@robbyjacks667
@robbyjacks667 6 ай бұрын
@fearandloathinginamerica that's great I had a bout with addiction for a few years but wasn't really a opiate guy I mean I would here and there but I liked the speed. Speed took my life down fast which led to rehab and finally realizing you can't have a drug habit I brought kratom in after a year and a half clean and honestly I didn't really put kratom in the same category as far as recovery I was holding down a job paying my bills for the most part doing good. If kratom did anything for me it did keep me from relapsing on anything else as it was always hard for me to be straight edge sober so for that I'm grateful but after about 2.5 years I realized like dude will this ever end this is actually becoming the worst drug habit you ever had. I think the softer won't kill you or send you to prison nature of kratom keeps people on the ferris wheel way longer then say meth or heroin cause very few people can maintain a life on the hard stuff ands function. You have to have certain people in your life certain kinds of jobs really a entire world where it's ok to be a drug addict but with kratom it's not that way so its very deceiving. However after year 2 I really started to notice I hardly ever felt good with the exception of the first moments of it kicking in it was doing more damage then good after year 2. I new it was time to quit and I kept playing the I quit next week game but my relationship with kratom was severed I was reading more and more horror story's and actually a few influencers who were all super pro kratom and part of kratom culture were quitting 1 by 1 and that I felt was a sign as they had built entire careers around kratom content. So I felt it was definitely time as I'm 45 and it's hard enough when you are climbing towards 50 and I don't need my health being torn down all while feeling comfy cause complacency and comfort zones are very dangerous and kratom will keep you like a cozy zombie why you're life sinks slow not fast so you almost don't care. Any way thanks again for giving back to those who might still be stuck
@peppek8631
@peppek8631 Ай бұрын
hey man did you succeed? im 4 years aswell about 15-20gpd max, fearfull but can’t go much longer with this green sludge, hopefully you made it bro !
@dieselpower4052
@dieselpower4052 Жыл бұрын
Battling kratom addiction. On day 8 of a fast taper from the extracts. It's been a nightmare. No sleep, crawling skin, hot and cold. I am fighting to break the chains of this substance. It hasn't been easy. I appreciate your video. It shows that it is indeed possible to break the chains. I don't have a support system so heavily rely on videos like this to keep fighting.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hell yea you got this! I understand your pain and you been killing it on day 8 that is awesome I promise this is the worst and your almost done! Stay strong and im glad I can help 🙏 don't be afraid to reach out.
@loveistheanswer5924
@loveistheanswer5924 Жыл бұрын
Hi brother how is it going? 🙂
@earthcreeper
@earthcreeper Жыл бұрын
You’ve been an inspiration to me,I’ve been off kratom for 8 weeks now!After 5 years.The longest i went before was 2 weeks.✌️
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That is awesome to hear! It feels good doesn't it? I'm glad I can help and I'm always here if ya need me stay free
@Robinsnest219
@Robinsnest219 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found your videos. I have Lyme disease and I'm in so much pain, mainly in my joints, my knees are so painful. I was taking between 10-15 grams of kratom per day to relieve the pain and be able to work. I've tapered down to 7 grams per day but it is getting harder. I can't sleep well, I feel terrible but I'm determined to get off and see what else I can do for my pain. I started taking turmeric and it is helping me get through this somewhat. I'm more emotional, I'm restless and I'm also grieving for my sister who passed away from colon cancer in October. I've been using my sauna every day, it really helps too. Thank you for your videos, it helps to know that others are able to get off kratom and do okay. It's a great plant to have for some folks, but like you I don't want to be dependent on a substance to get by. Take care.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for all of that 😞 your a strong person and I'm so glad to see you doing good. Just keep pushing along we are fighters 💪
@feelinghealingfrequences7179
@feelinghealingfrequences7179 Жыл бұрын
some ppl have reversed lyme using asyra u can get an appointment in person at whole in the wall herb shoppe in woodland park co totally changed my life for the better
@bekeneel
@bekeneel 9 ай бұрын
Don't be too hard on yourself, if 10-15grams a day worked good for you then I would keep it, it's not an excessive amount. And you can combine the kratom with some boosters that make it more efficient, potent so you'd need less.. Like turmeric bonds great with kratom too. It depends on the root of your pain and how tough it is if you' need an opiate/opiod or not. A supplement that was recommended to me as an alternative alltho for me it didn't really worked, is PEA. At least it would take the edge of i think. Other alternatives you can try for katom is cbd, or medical weed that's mainly indica dominant (working on the body instead of mind), vaporizing is the best way, don't smoke. Kava kava feels good too, like for in the evenings, a bit of a replacement for alcohol or benzos too. Not as good a painkiller but good to chill & relax, quite healthy too. It's pretty expensive tho from a good brand and after some time even tho i don't use it that often, even 20grams don't do much anymore for me :) so yea kratom has my preference, by far.. Oh yea some other things u could maybe change is the kind of kratom you use, me personally I'm a really Red vein person, and whenever i try some white or green even tho good strains I don't even feel much and I regret i didn't take a good red :). Also there's a difference between fermented & UNfermented kratom, The difference can be seen that fermented kratom is brownish like coloured, whil unfermented will be green, dark or brighter green, and in my opinion clearly better, more effective than the fermented kratom. So a good powerful Red strain, from a reputable supplier I recommend, the best "boosters" for kratom that you can vary in use are blackcumin(seed) oil (or other oils will work partly too), turmeric with black pepper, black (aged) garlic. Vinegar can boost it too but I read it's not so good to create an acidic environment in ur stomach etc. But if you use it with ur kratom drink or caps, take a spoon of it Before u drink the kratom. Spicy herbs or oil like cayenne pepper or tabasco should work too. And last but not least, kratom stem & vein! Which are normally removed from the leaf, but actually shouldn't be cuz it makes the effect on ur body more complete alltho it can make the feeling of the kratom less in terms of that you don't feel the "rush" as well. Therefore I prefer to take it like 20min after i drink a kratom cup so the effect of it already kicks in, but you feel the addon of the stem & vein and it will make the kratom last longer too, or make you less crave it. So sometimes it can be good if you want to take a lower dose that you for example take a half dose & the other half you use stem & vein..Good luck!
@rpkett
@rpkett Жыл бұрын
You got a knack for this KZbin thing dude. And you're an inspiration with your past addiction and ability to conquer them. Much love and props from Cali..
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hey bro I appreciate it I honestly just hit record and roll with it lol 1 take no editing 🤣 maybe one day but I rather go with the real approach honestly and it's really awkward talking to my phone but I find myself talking to myself most of the time anyways so I guess it's no different. Appreciate your words bro and I grew up in vegas so much love from a former neighbor
@GOLDENPOWER1993
@GOLDENPOWER1993 Жыл бұрын
Tapered down from 30 to 23,5 now. I'm working out alot, playing guitar, practisinig relaxation techniques like yoganidra and reflect alot more and deleted my social media accounts. I want to develop a lifestyle with the emotional controll in wich I'll never feel the need to use any substance. I visualise being this person every day. It started with quitting alcohol 1,5 years ago after some very hurtfull events in my life, that brought me to kratom wich was a good improvement but ofcourse I just tricked myself replacing the one thing for another. I'm proud of where I am now mentally, I know how much i've changed already, and I'm 10000% sure I'll get there. :)
@joshuaflores1990
@joshuaflores1990 Ай бұрын
You do have a knack for this youtube thing. Free at last! God bless
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Ай бұрын
Hey i truly appreciate the words! I'm just being me and I hope people can get something from it.
@stevebarr9604
@stevebarr9604 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the video! Sounds like we've had the same problem with everything! Glad to see I'm not by myself but I sure wouldn't have anyone else go through it!!
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I agree and it there are many and we are not alone. We gotta pull each other up to overcome hard times
@aa-ron3997
@aa-ron3997 Жыл бұрын
appreciate your videos and honesty. keep it up brother, yr vids helped me out alot.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hell yea bro that makes my day honestly I'm so happy I can so that and I'll always stay true and stay free!
@painandpleasure8704
@painandpleasure8704 Жыл бұрын
Your inspirational dude ngl it's been hell with the withdrawal and got through the thick of it but Damm its taking its time easing up on the symptoms. Thank you for posting your journey
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
How are you doing? I truly appreciate the comment i just want people to know its ok and we are amazing and strong!
@travisandrews4732
@travisandrews4732 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad that I found your channel. Kratom has been great for me. The only thing I hate is my lack of sex drive. I HATE IT FOR THAT. You're motivating me to continuing to quit kratom. I'm looking forward to feeling like you do right now. Again.. you motivate me. Thanks man. I'm just a dude like you living in this stupid stressful environment.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 6 ай бұрын
I hope you quit for good! I agree the lack of sex drive was terrible but it's back 110% and it feels good to be free again!
@nickjenkins1663
@nickjenkins1663 Жыл бұрын
Thanks again for sharing your story and experiences. I know that these videos are helping a lot of people. Tennessee is a beautiful place to be in nature. I know you will make it work for you. self reliance is the safest bet. B. B.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hey I really appreciate that for real! Tennessee is amazing and ill be excited to see what the future holds
@John-ls2gp
@John-ls2gp Жыл бұрын
At 67 having done everything, pretty much I've found Kratom to be harder on me physically than most substances. 🙃
@dreadglizzy1027
@dreadglizzy1027 Жыл бұрын
Thanks my dude. I've been on Kratom since begining of 2019 it has helped me alot. But also plan on not taking to too long. Thanks for this video I enjoyed watching . Peace 🙏🏽
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I appreciate your comment and I understand cause kratom has helped me so much but definitely time for me to get off 😅 I couldn't be happier and I hope you can get off with ease stay free!
@dreadglizzy1027
@dreadglizzy1027 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica fasho! 😁
@erikp6542
@erikp6542 Жыл бұрын
Love your videos man, life isn't easy. Been through two back surgeries myself, a recent heart surgery, and my kratom doses have increased. I recently started decreasing my doses in slow increments and it has not been fun, but it has not been overly terrible either. I have been on numerous pain meds over the last 12 years or so due to back problems, mild to moderate pain pill addictions, and the works. Kratom also changed my life for the better, however, over time I began taking too much of it. There are a good amount of Kava Bars down here in South Florida that I would hit regularly, and make my own at home & before I knew it, I knew I had a problem. I am just over a week in decreasing my doses instead of stopping cold turkey since I recall vividly how terrible it was coming off pain meds. It has been OK overall, some mild discomforts but totally do-able, I am just trying to stay busy when I feel the urge to take kratom.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That's terrible and I'm sorry to hear that but it sounds like your a strong human for sure that's alot of surgeries! I'm glad kratom helped cause it got me through alot of my hell but im thankful to get off of it though. I hope your doing good and thank you for the comment my man stay free
@shaunpaulus1381
@shaunpaulus1381 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the vidz dude. I enjoy them. I been tapering for weeks now.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That's whats up my man stay strong 💪
@traccbacc7612
@traccbacc7612 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the info bro. You’ve helped a lot of people with just being honest and talking. 🙏
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Thats all I truly want honestly! I appreciate you watching and commenting
@charlesmahoney790
@charlesmahoney790 8 ай бұрын
I have been taking Kratom for 5 years and every time I try to slow down I seem to speed up . I did stop one time I went 15 days and was doing good but I made the mistake of buying a 3 oz instead of letting 3 ozs being it no I started buying when I sleep I get 3 hour hearing you speak about Kratom gives me hope but if I do stop when I get up I seem to hurt real bad parts of my body feel like I an to close to a heater ... mentally I feel like I am about to die I know its just me and its not real . anyway keep up the good work keep making the videos I know it will help people
@sprocastersprocaster
@sprocastersprocaster Жыл бұрын
im glad to see you recovered
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I appreciate it 🙏
@gobblegobble831
@gobblegobble831 10 ай бұрын
I desperately need to get off of it. The acute w/d is killing me. The anxiety and emotions are just too incredibly intense for me to handle. I don't know how to get out of this mess. I feel trapped and destroyed and ground down and i am scared.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 6 ай бұрын
You just have to do it. I know it's easier said than done but it was hell and I was all over the place now it's been quite some time I'm back to me and it's such a breath of fresh air. If I can do it I know you can cause when I love something I absolutely love it! Best of luck and keep pushing!
@koriwhan8934
@koriwhan8934 8 ай бұрын
I'm so glad I found this video. I'm going to be tapering off and I'm fuking terrified. It's good to know I'm not alone. Thank you!!!!
@CaliforniaCardsmith
@CaliforniaCardsmith Жыл бұрын
Good video. Great mindset. Ya people who make fun of others in the gym because they are scrawny or overweight is usually because they are trying to make up for inadequacies they have themselves… maybe they are not visible but there is something they are trying to make up for
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I fully agree it seems most people rather go out of their way to be super negative for no reason at all rather then build each other up.
@springrain9438
@springrain9438 Жыл бұрын
No. Please do rant away! Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing the truth and for the encouragement. Glad I found your channel.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hey I truly appreciate the kind words! The truth will help us all move forward as one
@jasonhoyt8232
@jasonhoyt8232 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found your channel. About 2 years ago I quit Kratom cokdcturkey and it was hell. This time I'm taking Soboxon and it has really helped. Doc is weening me off that soon.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I'm glad to hear it and I did a flip a roo 😆 I hooe you get off subs soon and be free!
@SpencerDrummer
@SpencerDrummer 7 ай бұрын
Thanks for the video brother! On my taper as we speak. Can’t believe how whack kratom turned out to be
@scottl5137
@scottl5137 Жыл бұрын
I came across your video the day you stopped and wanted to see how it ended up. Congratulations from a stranger on your success.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I appreciate it stranger. Life is amazing just working and going to school enjoying every minute of life these days thanks for checking up hope you have an amazing day.
@andrewaguirre1153
@andrewaguirre1153 9 ай бұрын
Thanks have a good day
@Jameskenomis3
@Jameskenomis3 Жыл бұрын
The guys who always downplay Kratom addiction, and talk about what they went through with harder drugs get on my nerves. No one gives a damn!!!They do not know what everybody’s mental make up is , and what they were going through at the time. If you went through so much worse than why are you even watching a video about Kratom addiction? To make yourself feel better? That’s like SOME guys who have been to prison always talking like they are such a bad ass, and it made them a better outlaw ….No you got caught… just because I haven’t been to prison does not mean that I haven’t done some shady shit been through hell. I just got lucky enough to not get caught. If you have been to prison or did get off something stronger than learn from it and help others. Anyways…I have respect for you for getting off of that shit while working. That had to be very hard. I would be afraid I would end up snapping on someone at work.
@jackiejames3898
@jackiejames3898 Жыл бұрын
I have come off of EVERYTHING and hard. Living fucking nightmare. Kratom is no different. It might not be as bad but it's BAD!!!
@misty.2892
@misty.2892 Жыл бұрын
You sound like a great man! Keep doing you and living with morals. You live for God and you will feel very rich and it’s the best thing in life you can do for your kids. This life here is very very short. Teach your kids about eternal life not the temporary one.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I teach them lessons daily about what's truly important in life. I'm blessed I can be there for them daily and they love me with everything they have which is such a perfect feeling.
@misty.2892
@misty.2892 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica you are a blessed man and keep doing you and being a role model for those precious babies! Much love to you and your family.
@kratomfree
@kratomfree Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for creating this video, you are really helping people
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I really appreciate it 🙏 we are stronger then we think we are.
@kratomfree
@kratomfree Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica plz listen to my testimony 😊
@somerandomwhiteguy
@somerandomwhiteguy Жыл бұрын
Hailsa kinsman I appreciated your videos, I started taking kratom about 3 1/2 years ago in the oilfields and haven't missed a day since, I quit weed and alcohol cold turkey on the 1st of the year, yesterday I ran out of kratom and decided im done. I didn't know when I started that it could be addicting or cause withdrawals, ive never done opiates besides krarom and feel like I have the flu today. I wprk 60 hours a week so it's a little rough, today I got some kava so it seems to help, tapering is worse than cold turkey to me so I hope I get over it soon and can finally say I am not reliant on anything except myself
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
It's an amazing feeling to be free and I feel you bro im all over the place with welding but the first week is the worst my man you got this! Stay free
@somerandomwhiteguy
@somerandomwhiteguy Жыл бұрын
@Fear and Loathing in America for sure, im committed now. Worst part about today is it was 15-25 degrees throughout the day and I would break into a sweat which would then are me freezing under my gear, my jacket must have went off and back on 30 separate times during my shift. You've got a good trade, sounds like you made some right choices. My younger brother lives in Vegas and is planning on moving to Tennessee as well, as for me I have 10 acres in the pnw, learned how to garden, hunt and can in the last 2 years. I wish you well in life, look forward to being able to hop on here in a few months and share how the completely sober life is treating me. I also stand against big pharma, processed food/sugars, pharmaceuticals, vaccines, today's politics are like WCW wrestling to me, no one really represents me and folk like me's needs, I try to keep the telly off and live my life, enjoy nature and not live in fear. I am also starting to dislike technology. Damn I'm getting old quick
@loveistheanswer5924
@loveistheanswer5924 Жыл бұрын
Why is tapering worse for you then cold turkey? Are you off of it? 🙂
@TheHamiltonion
@TheHamiltonion Жыл бұрын
Great video! Thanks!
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
No thank you!
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Im so happy you like it stay free.
@beewitts
@beewitts Жыл бұрын
Super helpful thanks man
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing great stay free!
@UPROAR1
@UPROAR1 Жыл бұрын
I recently converted from oxys/perks,smack & methadone to kratom and it has literally saved my life! Off everything for 2 months now. I'm 56 and on disability now moving to Thailand on Saturday! suffer from nerve damage and chronic pain from work injuries. I can really relate do everything you share and I want you to know I appreciate you brother! Blessings and congrats! Keep sharing your experience with others you're helping a lot of people! ✌️😎
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you got off all that garbage! That is a giant victory and is amazing to hear. I've always wanted to go to Thailand it seems awesome eat some good food for me. I truly appreciate the kind words 🙏 it still blows me away this many people actually respond
@UPROAR1
@UPROAR1 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica I'll chowdown for you bro! Peace! ✌️😎
@feelinghealingfrequences7179
@feelinghealingfrequences7179 Жыл бұрын
good luck in thailand be very careful here is a beware video kzbin.info/www/bejne/ppSqlpV5oNuXoac
@melindahall5062
@melindahall5062 Жыл бұрын
Your’s demonstrates a situation where Kratom can be helpful. It’s probably the only reason. More power to you!
@jerd8888
@jerd8888 Жыл бұрын
started using kratom as a means to kick a nasty oxy habit. i am now at the point that i want to kick kratom as well. like you, i am tired of having to make sure i have access to kratom everywhere i go/at all times. i've tried to go without it and the withdrawal is brutal, very similar to oxy wds. the hardest part for me personally is the restless legs/arms, the severity of which makes it nearly impossible to sleep. was there anything that you were able to do to mitigate the restless legs or wd symptoms as a whole? i know it wont be easy but i am looking to start tapering down. any advice is certainly welcomed, especially pertaining to the restless legs and resultant insomnia. thank you so much for putting yourself out there and giving people like myself hope for a substance free future. props to you brotha.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Well 1 congrats on wanting to quit that is a big step. I feel you the restlessness is absolutely brutal and for me working out and sauna really helped me. I more or less exhausted myself every day I could but also comedy helped it kept my mind busy. Take vitamins lots of vitamins and get sun it helps alot good luck with your journey and keep me updated. Be free my man
@jerd8888
@jerd8888 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica thanks a lot for the recommendations man. i will definitely give them a try. i really appreciate you taking the time to respond and being thoughtful with said response! long road ahead but it's time, thanks again brotha and will do!
@5thdimension625
@5thdimension625 Жыл бұрын
take magnesium for the RLS and Neurontin for your anxiety, sleep and nervous energy if you can get your hands on any
@melindahall5062
@melindahall5062 Жыл бұрын
I can totally relate to the “needing access to Kratom all the time”. I was going overseas for a vacation and just didn’t know what I was going to do. That was the basis of my need to detox from Kratom. It was such a relief after I did quit.
@loveistheanswer5924
@loveistheanswer5924 Жыл бұрын
Hi, how is it going? 🙂 I know a substance that takes 100% (!) of the kratom withdrawals away! It's called DXM. But it has to be just Dextromethorphan in the medicine as an active ingredient or it can get VERY dangerous! I felt WAY better on a kratom withdrawal + a small DXM dose then I EVER felt on kratom! And the Kratom withdrawals are usually HELISH and UNBEARABLE for me! Unfortunately I abused the heck out of DXM and I even took it with kratom together. It felt great but now it completely stopped working even after a half year tolerance break from DXM. I am still on kratom and because DXM does not work anymore for me I unfortunately can't use it to get off the kratom. 😪 Are you off of kratom? 🙂
@troyanderson247
@troyanderson247 Жыл бұрын
I’m stuck at the moment on this shit . I am on about 4 years every day . I kicked pills on my own and was clean for 8 months till a friend told me about Kratom . I don’t know why I took it because I was already clean . I’m going to try to go a day tomorrow. I really want to be free again
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Dude you got this! Pills withdraws is way worse in my honest opinion but honestly its all mental to me. You will go through aches and pains but overall you just have to be strong and want to quit. I'm always here my man stay strong!
@RandomHuTaoSimp
@RandomHuTaoSimp 7 ай бұрын
We are the same age, well im turning 33 here in 2 days so i feel my life has seen many of the things in a similar manner. Im on kratom and i to have an addictive personality. My wake up call was realizing kratom was holding back my potential on the carnivore diet. Now tapering off and gradually lowering the dose. How did u quit?
@furnitureandbedding776
@furnitureandbedding776 Жыл бұрын
A super easy way to get off Kratom is drinking a case of beer a day! I know that sounds like a lot but it really helped. If you work during the day is tough but if you can white knuckle the K withdrawals during the day and start your drinking as soon as you get home you'll feeling good after an hour or so and still be able to sleep.
@benjiboyle
@benjiboyle 11 ай бұрын
A case , as in a 12 pack, maybe 6 at most lol
@elijohnson3740
@elijohnson3740 4 ай бұрын
Horrible advice. That’s like telling someone addicted to coffee that they should try meth instead.
@AthleticEducation
@AthleticEducation 2 ай бұрын
What type of advice is this lol? Terrible advice man
@furnitureandbedding776
@furnitureandbedding776 2 ай бұрын
@@AthleticEducation Sorry Dude. I was just trying to help. I know it's not for everybody.
@joshuaflores1990
@joshuaflores1990 Ай бұрын
And when your liver gives out and you have no job, family or health?
@shanemillott5229
@shanemillott5229 Жыл бұрын
Gaba helps so doe micro dosing Subs...they both got me off Kratom and all the withdrawal symptoms...
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Interesting take on I never thought about it. I've only micro dosed Mushrooms when I was younger to get over depression but im glad you pulled through.
@shanemillott5229
@shanemillott5229 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica 2 days on those and I was free of withdrawal symptoms Thankyou for ur time and honesty friend
@vapelegend85
@vapelegend85 Жыл бұрын
What up bro hope you're having a great day
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
It's been an amazing day and I hope yourself is having the best day you can! Stay free
@johntracy9753
@johntracy9753 Жыл бұрын
Iam starting today. I threw the rest of my kratom in the toilet. I need my life back
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
You got this just stay strong it's going to suck for a couple weeks but you will love life so much more once your done stay free!
@JIMMYJREVIEWS_thaiM-A-F-I-A
@JIMMYJREVIEWS_thaiM-A-F-I-A Жыл бұрын
Ya man I also have addictive personality disorder … it’s ether ALL or NOTHING & FULL THROTTLED it I DROP ! I like being RAMPED UP and I hate sleeping..lol it’s good for setting goals in life but your mood is constantly changing. Opiates always gave me MORE NRG ! So that’s my DOC … I’m trying to quit by using kratom then step down the kratom then jump off . The good thing is I HATE KRATOM but it takes withdrawal down to livable levels…. Thanks 4 the upload mane !!! Much love brah..stay clean 🧼 I need you to keep reminding me it’s worth it .. because I love being in a cloud because earth sucks ! ✌🏻🍀
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hey brother I get that uts easier to be high then to be here. It was hard to change my outlook on life as I see things for what they are but I also see the good in things. You got this cause I understand I was doing Adderall and oxys and subs and smoking weed constantly at once lol I'm surprised I'm alive but your mind is so out of touch as mine was so once you get sober fully I can promise you will see live differently but only when you want to. The world wants us to lay down and die while being on meds after meds but fuck that we are strong we fucking survived dinosaurs and shit.
@karldanger44199
@karldanger44199 2 ай бұрын
Carnivore and water fasting with electrolytes will clear your pain up by starving chronic inflammation. Great content bro. Look into shawn baker md or abadin water fasting clinic in ontario canada. Her story with it is incredible
@meganroman433
@meganroman433 6 ай бұрын
I detoxed off of doing a lot of fetanynal(dnt know how to spell it) and the withdrawal was fcukn hell for 1 week n a half str8. I started taking kratom on the daily( a lot of it). I want to get off,but am so scared of it feeling like detoxing fetanynal. What I start to feel detoxing off kratom was similar,at dat point I go n dose. Want to get off,but def fearful
@benjiboyle
@benjiboyle 11 ай бұрын
I take 39 capsules in morning, and 30 at night, sometimes just 30 at night, I want to get off kratom but without the withdrawal, was thinking of taking one less pill each day till I'm at zero, what are your thoughts, and what else could I take with it to help, I heard gaba helps, I'm super athletic and in pretty good shape, i take vitamins everyday and work out. But what could I do to help me more along the way?
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 11 ай бұрын
Taper is the way good sir it did take me 2 years to taper but I was very very slowly doing it. You will have withdraws along the way regardless but if you taper they won't be as bad. Everybody is different but with the vitamins and working out that really helped me get through it. I hit the sauna alot also that really helped with my physically withdraws! You got this and go at your own pace cause that's alot my man.
@user-pv4oz5vg9e
@user-pv4oz5vg9e 9 ай бұрын
If you go Cold turkey like I did you will not sleep for about two weeks and those two weeks will be hell after that it will not be that bad but it will still suck a little for another two weeks after that you will be FREE
@vapelegend85
@vapelegend85 Жыл бұрын
I couldn't do it cold turkey I have been tapping but I'm definitely going to quit
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
You got this just stay on course
@vapelegend85
@vapelegend85 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica thanks bro I hope ur having a awesome day
@lanceconnor5762
@lanceconnor5762 6 ай бұрын
6 days off Kratom mahalo for your story
@Rya_N33
@Rya_N33 11 ай бұрын
A great way to get off kratom is by going to jail that’s how I got off it after 5 years
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 11 ай бұрын
Well your not wrong lol glad your off kratom and free!
@Kayluv101
@Kayluv101 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been taking like 30-50 grams a day even more certain days.. My main withdrawal symptom i’m having right now is my eyes are pouring like they just keep watering.. Did your eyes water as well??
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That is wild and cone to think of it my right eye watered but it felt like a flu honestly.
@melindahall5062
@melindahall5062 Жыл бұрын
I think that was one of the symptoms I had coming off Kratom….the main symptom I hated was having joint and muscle pain. That hurt.
@teresajamison8060
@teresajamison8060 Жыл бұрын
@jimgillard209
@jimgillard209 Жыл бұрын
Recently came across you videos as I’m also looking to get off kratom. Did you find that kratom killed your sex drive? I take about 15-20 g per day and was wondering if it’s the kratom. Also which vitamins helped you and how long were your WD’s?
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Yes it killed it completely and I couldn't get or stay hard. Vitamins c and d are great and magnesium helps alot also with the wd in my case. Our body chemistry is all different but that helped and I also started working out hard and sweating alot helps and I also cut out all seed oils and processed foods and that helped amazingly. My wd was a total of 3 weeks the first week was physical like restless legs, hard to sleep just uncomfortable sweating and tossing and turning alot. The second week was alot of mental like feeling sad out of no where and angry then I was good. Randomly crying over nothing stuff like that but after all that I felt myself again and it is such a great feeling well worth it.
@jimgillard209
@jimgillard209 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for replying so quickly, looking forward to getting off it.
@jimgillard209
@jimgillard209 Жыл бұрын
Forgot to ask, did the sex drive come back? If yes, how long did it take and did it fully return?
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
@@jimgillard209 no worries and you got this my man and yes the sex drive came back strong and about 1.5 weeks when I was wd I was ready all the time lol tmi.
@synthlord4625
@synthlord4625 Жыл бұрын
Let's go Vikings 👊
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
SKOL! hopefully we can get to the playoffs next year 😆
@hayro1088
@hayro1088 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been taking Kratom for 8 years and i know what you mean but I would rather take it then opiates…I’m a disabled veteran with several physical and mental issues. Why did you quit it?
@hayro1088
@hayro1088 Жыл бұрын
The main reason I take it is for restless leg and pain. I haven’t found one product or natural product that eliminates it like Kratom.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I quit cause I realized how addicted I was to it and for me at least I was seeing issues like my left eye wouldn't stop twitching, no sex drive, my thoughts were my next dose to take, feeling like I couldn't be happy without it. This is all my personal experience and it varies I would never want kratom to be illegal cause it helped me get past many rough patches and also helped many to get past bad times I personally found it was time to be free from a substance but again this is my personal choice and I'm choosing to love a solid and clean life. Thank you for serving and opiates are made by the devil so im glad your not addicted to them becuase it kills so many people and so many vets.
@hayro1088
@hayro1088 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica they were giving them to me like candy bro… sent to me in the mail every month no joke… Kratom also saved my childhood best friend from heroin addiction and still she takes it today. I have found that taking a tolerance break is needed so again I get why you quit. I’m honestly happy for you and respect your journey to the fullest. Thank you for posting all these updates and being truthful about your ongoing journey. Kratom has a stigma here. The general population that knows what Kratom is associate it with addicts which I strongly disagree. I see more people in the medical and hospitality field come in to buy Kratom more then “addicts”. My knowledge on the effects of this plant are quite extensive so if you ever need my unprofessional opinion, please reach out. Thanks again brother, keep that motivation. Hard to come by.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
@Håppÿ I truly appreciate your words 🙏 I agree when I started looking into kratom I got so many mixed reviews but I know one thing big pharma hates kratom cause they want us to be 20 different pills that kill you and that's why I don't fuck with them. I quit eating processed foods cause if you can actually read and take the time to look into stuff most everything we eat has cancer causing effects and that is literally the only reason they are there. Once I started eating better I felt so much better and most of my issues went away my pain is still there but you can fix nerve damage so it's something I'll have to deal with. I'm glad it saved your friend and yourself cause for years I was getting 180 80mg oxys a month and that was their way if taking care of the pain and that almost killed me then I went to herion as most people do. I'm so glad to be sober and happy from all of that and I hope people do research before going down this path. I've had mostly love from this channel but definitely some hate and that doesn't bother me imma keep doing it! Have a great day bro.
@hayro1088
@hayro1088 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica keep it going man.
@maxhill6424
@maxhill6424 Жыл бұрын
Im in Tn what part you in. I’m in knoxville
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Hey same bro west knox.
@maxhill6424
@maxhill6424 Жыл бұрын
Wow I’m about to go cold turkey I just lost a great job not due to kratom. But I need to take advantage of this time of no work.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
@@maxhill6424 you got this bro and I feel you im a welder and have to stay clean.
@johntracy9753
@johntracy9753 Жыл бұрын
1 mo clean from kratom! Still sucks but iam surviving
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That is amazing to hear! Don't give up you got this
@rontripp6350
@rontripp6350 Жыл бұрын
SKOL !!
@ricknowak4582
@ricknowak4582 Жыл бұрын
Dude, how did you manage to stay stopped without going into a treatment center? That's the problem For me. Trying to quit at home. I don't know if I can it seems impossible! I don't have that much will power I guess. I know I'll cave. I've been watching your videos. Did you say you tapered and then quit? I know you said you Were doing between 30 /40 GPD. That's what I am doing currently. Every 4 hours or so i dose 6 g. So I do maybe 30 g. Only a couple of times did I um expierence the START of withdrawing. And , it was BAD!!! Only for 15-20 mins before I could re-dose. In the car, on xway. Started to JERK UNCONTROLLABLY !!! Sort of " screaming" in the CAR !! Couldn't keep my HEAD from "flip flopping"!! My GAWD!!! So ....... TERRIFYING !!! Then started to have..... "brain fog" and didn't know where in the HECK I .... WAS ,,, !!!!!!!! If THAT expierence is going to last .... even TWO DAYS then I would seem that I would HAVE TO ADMIT myself to some kind of facility. So SCARY °, bro .
@ricknowak4582
@ricknowak4582 Жыл бұрын
Oh, please elaborate If you reply. I would appreciate it. Is that what you experienced? How bad was it for the 1st 3 days? I withdrew from dilaudid and percocets. A lot! And the only thing I felt was sleepless nights. The fact that I was in a treatment center helped. I couldn't get anything. Even when my prescription ran out of percocets I really had no problem quitting or withdrawing. It's just that I didn't sleep at night but I wasn't depressed or jerking or ..... " HALLUCINATING". NOT anything. Because the fact that I couldn't get anything that makes everything a "breeze". You know what I mean? Thank you.Thank you very much.
@terintiaflavius3349
@terintiaflavius3349 Жыл бұрын
@@ricknowak4582 I can't speak for others but I got extreme body aches. It was very painful. Sweating buckets. Twitching legs. It was actually worse then my detox off of pills. Could be my brain was damaged with the pills that the kratom really bonded in my receptors or something, not sure.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
@rick nowak I'm so sorry to hear that brother. You are stronger then you think you are I promise you that. The first 5 days were the absolute worst. I have the shakes but I have alot of nerve damage and I had alot of emotions so very angry then started crying for no reason and alot of anxiety of feeling I wasn't good enough for my family or humanity. I couldn't really sleep and my leg woukd not stop moving and my nerves felt like fire so it was tossing and turning all over the place. I just told myself all this is temporary and om better then the pain I'm feeling and I caused this. If you can get through thise times you got this your body will bounce back to normal stance and you gotta keep your mental health in check. Don't give up it will be a challenge but be free not a slave to substance. I tapered down for years without really knowing it I just started to get sick after my night time dose and felt like I was having a massive hangover. Maybe slowly taper down till your feel comfortable to quit. If you want to get off of it you will I promise you keep your mind right and everything else will come easy. Stay occupied work out and eat healthy.
@chrisdadigger1018
@chrisdadigger1018 Жыл бұрын
Dump and wash 12 teaspoons a day for 12 years I’m headed for hell. I feel like I’m boiling in my own blood after only about 6 hours without. I’m weighing my options now. I’m not sure how to go about this
@melindahall5062
@melindahall5062 Жыл бұрын
A taper first might help. Going from 30 grams a day to nothing could be really hard.
@davidrumph9991
@davidrumph9991 Жыл бұрын
get off the grid brother. that's what I want to do. very hard to do. maybe go half off grid. raise chickens, eat deer, raise chickens and have a big garden.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
That's my game plan just need to get done with school so I can make some big boy cash and im outta here no more city for me.
@lorir5728
@lorir5728 Жыл бұрын
I stopped it because it got me nauseas. Powders work the best but it tastes so disgusting. I can't even smell it without wanting to vomit. Maybe get some kraton that you find disgusting. That worked for me.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Yea I've been off for almost 10 months now and I feel you I use to take a scoop and just toss and wash and hope to odin I don't throw up everywhere. I hope the tapering is going amazing for you stay free 🙏
@lorir5728
@lorir5728 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica I'm also lucky that it doesn't effect me that strongly. Sometimes I take the pill form to try to sleep but doesn't work so well. I'm glad the powder got me so nauseas. If it tasted good I would have much more of a problem.
@lorir5728
@lorir5728 Жыл бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica I went to visit a friend in tampa. We counted 13 kratom stores or kratom bars in less than 15minutes when we were doing errands. not even counting gas stations that sell it as well. Shows how addictive that stuff is
@melindahall5062
@melindahall5062 Жыл бұрын
I was using Kratom capsules…maybe 25 grams per day. It really scared me when I took my dose and all the pills got stuck in my esophagus. If I had vomited it would have been Kratom capsules completely. It was a troubling experience as was the day I sat on the toilet and passed a poop the size of a coffee can. I had to help it along which was a bit disgusting and it really hurt. Kratom totally alters your ability to poop properly.
@giovannicarosa8819
@giovannicarosa8819 Жыл бұрын
180 Oxy 80’s per month? From one doctor? That’s 6 a day or 480mg OxyContin a day. Holy shit bro, I was addicted to them things to back in the day for like 10 years. I was buying them though for $30 a piece. I had a 3 or 4 80 habit a day. That’s life was horrible, so glad I’m clean an have been for going 11 years now.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Yea it was wild and I was going to 2 different doctors and this was back in the day when they gave them out like candy lol. I'm glad your clean it's an amazing feeling.
@leonidtodorovski635
@leonidtodorovski635 11 ай бұрын
Man I remember when I’d take one of them bad boys and just feeling fly all fucking day crazy shit
@somethinglikethat212
@somethinglikethat212 Ай бұрын
Wheres the Biden Dope at?
@pereiraplaza222
@pereiraplaza222 Жыл бұрын
You look really Norwegian indeed. Hearing your fluent English American accent is so weird.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
Yes I see that lol my father is norwegian and my mother is German yet I was raised in America. I speak both ok but self taught with books and speaking to people but it's always changing it seems like and it's hard cause Americans usually just speak American so yea 😆.
@Michael-pp5vo
@Michael-pp5vo Жыл бұрын
You can totally tell this dude voted for Biden.
@terintiaflavius3349
@terintiaflavius3349 Жыл бұрын
What does Biden or Trump or any of them have to do with individuals getting themselves together?
@Michael-pp5vo
@Michael-pp5vo Жыл бұрын
@@terintiaflavius3349 I never mentioned Trump.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 10 ай бұрын
Actually I fucking hate Biden 😅 thanks for the ignorant comment tho good luck!
@BozoDuhClown
@BozoDuhClown 7 ай бұрын
@@terintiaflavius3349you think a dude who worships Odin voted for Biden? You must be a rocket scientist buddy.
@robbyjacks667
@robbyjacks667 6 ай бұрын
You can totally tell you are a douchebag but I have no idea who this man voted for nor do I care
@PurpleMindAcademy
@PurpleMindAcademy 9 ай бұрын
Are you a white supremacist? I see alot of Nordic tattoos and the viking hat?
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 9 ай бұрын
No I am not. My family hail from Germany and Norway and its the faith I follow. Sadly neo nazis use my culture for this hate propaganda which I have no respect for at all. I get asked that all the time and its a shame really.
@PurpleMindAcademy
@PurpleMindAcademy 9 ай бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica I agree its bullshit, the culture is amazing and Ive studied it for a while. Its just that people have defiled it so much that I never know what to think when I see the runes anymore.
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 9 ай бұрын
@PurpleMindAcademy I agree with you! I grew up studying runes and the culture in general.
@PurpleMindAcademy
@PurpleMindAcademy 9 ай бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica Bro so did I, Im a black dude from CA but Ive always had a deep fascination with Nordic tradition, culture, and myhtology. Im going to be getting some runes tattoed on myself pretty soon here 😁
@PurpleMindAcademy
@PurpleMindAcademy 9 ай бұрын
@@fearandloathinginamerica I like mysticism and warrior culture and It hurts me to see how we lack those things in modern society...especially in the American military 🤦🏿‍♂️ talk about a defiled warrior culture.
@seansullivan7928
@seansullivan7928 3 ай бұрын
Do you feel like your actually expressing yourself? You literally have every single trendy dumb thing that the counter culture has. Do you really have an identity? Or do you just ook at others and say to yourself, i wanna be like dont listen to me though people need you
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica 3 ай бұрын
Um what?
@KRATOMBACONSTOPPIT
@KRATOMBACONSTOPPIT 2 ай бұрын
My case is two years 4 teaspoons every two hours hi extreme anxiety enemas every single day for the constipation lost 80 pounds strength is depleted skinny as I’ve ever been my life depressed. No motivation hate when the night comes because I can’t sleep. The morning is the only part of the day I feel somewhat OK this is torture please ladies and gentlemen do not touch Kratom
@JIMMYJREVIEWS_thaiM-A-F-I-A
@JIMMYJREVIEWS_thaiM-A-F-I-A Жыл бұрын
Dude watch this video! It’s one of my favorite Norwegian German kind of folk rock bands! …band name is …Heilung…song is called ….Anoana dude it’s gonna sound really weird and look strange JUST GUVE IT A CHANCE! H👍🏻 let me know what you think…!
@fearandloathinginamerica
@fearandloathinginamerica Жыл бұрын
I absolutely love that group they bring my souk where it needs to be! This is my calm down music
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