We Lost Our Home in the LA Fire

[@TheDGHouse]

Oh my darling. Please hear me. We lost our home of 32 years just four months ago and almost everything useful and artful inside and outside. You helped us through these unimaginable times by reminding us of beauty and intent of where we live. We will rise. You will rise. I’m heartbroken for you but absolutely know that better days are coming for you. All my best.

[@nicholaswinebrenner5164]

We hope the rebuilding process is going well for you.

[@caglmdpoof9119]

🕊🌸❤❤❤🌸🕊

[@johnscarroll5038]

You created content from places. Important places. But in my opinion as a distant subscriber, the home in reality is you and Chris and your babies. You still have each other. You are a family and you have a community. You will make a new place when you move through this horrific tragedy and grieve for your losses. Thank you for opening your home to us all by sharing your love and creativity. ❤

[@plantwithroos]

I'm so sorry for your house - my parents lost theirs in 2021, my childhood home an old farmhouse built in 1754. They went through it, but now live in a sustainably built house of their dreams on their plot. We will never forget the farmhouse but they rose and so will you ❤ big hugs

[@anandhicooray5512]

I'm so sorry for your loss❤❤❤

[@willsmm]

"To create a garden, is to believe in tomorrow". You created a beautiful house and garden, and you will do so again. Allow yourself time to grieve, then find that inner strength and create another garden...

[@grannyplants1764]

Did Audrey Hepburn say that? 🌻

[@BlinkedAgain]

@@grannyplants1764 Yes, it was Audrey 💖

[@scastellanos7923]

Such beautiful and fitting words 💔

[@lindawales2394]

What beautiful advice!

[@beckieinhorn]

So you cried for your plants but not your fish. 😮😢

[@Caroline_Winkler]

Oh sweet Benji, I am so sorry. I can't imagine the surreal experience that this is. You are a light online and to everyone in these comments. Your light will come back. Thank you for being one for all of us. Sending a big hug

[@csillagtalan]

💛

[@stormkive4356]

never heard of this channel but the absolute sucker punch of clicking in to ur profile to see ur content centered around your home. i am so so sorry

[@keldelpozo]

never heard of this channel too, when I saw he dedicated his life to plants and nature in his home it felt horrible, totally devastating 😢

[@apprecihate]

i litteraly just discovered him last week because i was moving and needed some inspiration. i feel for him so bad.

[@annikalund2329]

You can watch older videos and see what a beautiful house and garden they had. Great channel.

[@ashiechristina]

Absolute same here.. never heard of this channel, but the way my heart sank clicking over to see the timeline and all the home updates... this is devastating. My heart goes out to these 2 and everyone affected.

[@thanapatboonprakarn3955]

Are you ok ?Fc from Thai Land ,I’m so sorry and hope you can built it the best again.

[@MichaelDJ68]

I've been watching your channel for a while now, so I have that strange KZbin illusion of feeling like I know you personally and it makes your story so extra sad to me beyond all the devistation that so many in your community are experiencing. Your close up video of your house makes the tragedy I only see from afar on the news so much more real. I am so sorry for you and Chris, but am happy you are safe. You're young and bold and resourceful and you'll eventually bounce back with the help of your family and friends. You said you weren't sure what your channel is about without your plants, but perhaps, for just a time, it will be helpful to a lot of people to go along with you on your journey to recovery. That will be worth a lot and perhaps even a little therapeutic for you. You will find your way. My best to you.

[@drishtisarmah3629]

Yess we will be with you guys on your recovery journey..

[@michelfreeman9559]

Well said, I think I speak for most if not all of your viewers, we send you and Chris love from all over the world. Much love from Minnesota.

[@mishibeom]

That's true, even if he can't record and upload videos of his plants for a while, we'll stick around and continue to support him during his recovery. Even though the channel is mainly about plants, all its content, whatever it is, is always entertaining and comforting to watch because both Benji and Chris (including Theo and Winnie of course) are beautiful and sweet souls capable of transmitting peace and happiness even when things get a little tough (at least that's how I feel). So don't worry too much Benji, you can update us and show us your recovery process if you feel comfortable doing so, we'll still be here, watching you from the other side and supporting you.♡

[@moniquesmeadow]

I agree with everything in this comment. Couldn't have said it better. Sending you all lots of love and kindness through this horrific time.

[@sunnysideup33]

Send you two a warm hug ❤ We are here. And we stay. ❤

[@pequadcob2009]

Benji, keep in mind that we are here for you. You talk about not knowing about KZbin if you don't have your plants anymore. We are here for you and anything you choose to film.

[@DavidCruickshank]

Benji comes before plant in his username for a reason. We are here for you Benji (and Chris, Theo and Winnie) 💓

[@haruki8361]

Yes ! That’s true, I just love how you tell us stories et how you share your knowledge et your art. But whatever you do we will all respect your decision. Take care Benji ☀️🌱

[@haruki8361]

Yes ! That’s true, I just love how you tell us stories et how you share your knowledge et your art. But whatever you do we will all respect your decision. Take care Benji ☀️🌱

[@samaraisnt]

his affordable decorating is AMAZING too.

[@marianadse]

100%

[@billiebuffalo]

When people say 'things' are replaceable, they're right. Everything besides your life IS replaceable. But that doesn't negate the numbness, the anxiety, or the loss. Anything, and I mean anything, you feel is completely justified. Let yourself feel those things. If the materialistic nostalgia makes you feel sad IT IS OK.

[@behindthen0thing]

the life is also replaceable

[@alinam5092]

I hate when people say that, some things have sentimental value, they are also "bought" with the hours/years we spent to earn that money, time we will never get back, they are not just things!

[@dontwannachanneljustwannap8906]

@@alinam5092 when you have had certain family heirlooms in your family that you remember looking at as a child, when you get old they do bring great comfort when you are feeling down, because they remind you of the people and good times of the past, and it almost feels like the people that have passed on before you are still there with you. So yea some things do matter....... a lot. feel so bad for all the people.

[@mynameisas2248]

how they be able to replace their 1-1.5 million dollar homes and 40k dollars cars. I hope it will get replaced but it will take years.

[@leiajiang7877]

Its easy for us to say and i dont blame him for being in despair

[@user-dw1uv6es2w]

This was so heartbreaking to see, I just want to let you know that people watch your channel for you, not just your house/things. Your creativity is what draws viewers in!

[@sergiosanjorg]

When I first saw the images of the house I started crying. At first I could not understand why I was so emotional about it, and then I realised I have been following Benji for more years than I thought. Watching you and Chris move into your new home, making it yours, filling every corner of the garden and the house with beautiful and meaningful things, telling us about the memories attached to those things. Benji's content has always given us so much more than entertainment, It's a place of peace and beauty, our little comfort corner on the internet. It's heart breaking that the house is gone, but the worse part is to see Benji and Chris going through this. We are here for you! This is not the end, we'll keep coming back to watch your videos. We are not here for the house or the plants, we are here for your ability to create this special space on the internet where we all feel great.

[@rooted.seaside]

Couldn't agree more! ❤

[@chebacheba3983]

Same here I’v been watching Benjis videos for almost 3 years now and what happed to the house and is happening to them now, just doesn’t feel real :(

[@elenayagodina7361]

Thats true!

[@MsEnelin]

I am totally new to this channel and got this fire video in my feed. I was also very moved by this and then when I looked into the channel a little bit more I also started crying for the same reason. Just absolutely devastating! 😢

[@MsEnelin]

I can add that I immediately subscribed and hope to follow along to see this family rebuild their home.

[@marianadse]

Dear Benji, Six months ago I lost my home and my car to a flood, in south Brazil. Half of my city stayed with water up to the ceiling for over a month. It's a horrible position to be in and I feel for you completely. I'm glad you and your family are safe and were able to evacuate beforehand. I wanted to write to you in this moment not only to share that I too been in a similar situation, but to let you know that you were so important to me while decorating the new apartment I'm in. I actually found your chanel when I was reaseaching decor tips for my new place. When all of that happened I felt hopeless, my house was everything to me, but watching content like yours helped me so much to invision myself having a new home, where I felt safe and cozy. Today my apartment has a lot of your style as well. You inspired me and you were a part of helping me rebuilt what I had lost. And for that, I'm thankfull. I know how hard this is, it is very hard, nevertheless you will get through this, as I did. You will again have a home where you, your partner, your pets, your plants feel safe. Remember that your house was magical because you created it that way. And remember you have a community here that will still follow you in whatever you choose to create next

[@sealife13]

I hope your new home feels like a home again ❤

[@W4LT3Rego]

"Remember that your house was magical because you created it that way." so true!!!

[@heavenly4796]

😂

[@anjanashyam9333]

This is so beautiful and heartfelt I hope he reads this ❤❤

[@faaaduma]

@@heavenly4796Why??

[@lonefox]

You and your beautiful home did NOT deserve this at all! You created such a beautiful and magical home and if you need any help at all creating that new magical space please let me know Benji!! Keeping you and your family in my thoughts 🥹❤️

[@herminenamakalu4171]

Of course he does.. Thank you for coming through..😊

[@ThePawsomeRescues]

You are such a lovely human Drew. ❤

[@tamic193]

Drew thank you for your love and support of Benji! I hope he sees this!

[@BrittanyNicole]

So wonderful to see this kind of support throughout the KZbin community

[@RyanREAX]

Silver spoons getting whats coming to them

[@berntan2]

My heart breaks for you and Chris. Sending you love and a donation from NYC. But also, please know that we, your plant community, would love to give back with what we do well - when the time comes and you are ready to receive, please do not be shy about asking us to send you plants, cuttings, supplies, etc. Plant people are some of the most generous I’ve come across. Just let us know when you might be ready. You will build back better.

[@kazallendesign]

Plant cuttings gifted when they’re ready is so thoughtful! ❤

[@GodwinIsaac]

Here's how we can help: Rewatch all his videos and don't skip the ads. You might not be able to give monetary help but you are helping in some ways. Anything helps at this point 💪🏼

[@GEORGINA1013]

Yes, that's what I've been doing since yesterday. My little way to help you regain everything back ❤💙🫂

[@GodwinIsaac]

@@GEORGINA1013 let's go!

[@draikystories]

Yes, let's do that.

[@angimcfarland9795]

Benji, I am so sorry for your loss of your home and community. I absolutely want to be of assistance to you in any way I can.

[@Gisoo-iv8nf]

Let's do this

[@AppleExplained]

My heart is aching for you and Chris. I cannot imagine how it must feel to lose your home, your neighborhood, your city, your belongings, and your plants all at once. I'm just relieved to know everyone is safe. Your KZbin content is still interesting even without plants or home projects. I think viewers will be happy to watch how you and Chris deal with this tragedy and manage to bounce back. Wishing you all the best.

[@lovemeeme14forever]

cried the entire time watching this video. I can’t imagine looking at all of your plant babies, aquatic babies and pieces of furniture you spent so much time perfecting being absolutely gone. Benji and Chris my heart breaks for you. You did not deserve this and please know we will all support you however you choose to continue this channel. ❤

[@julia-pw8fz]

Same I was js crying 😭😭 so much love, so many memories created and cultivated in that house

[@shelley.mulshine]

Started bawling when I saw that all you were able to salvage was that cat and frog sculpture. As someone who's also spent a lot of time, money, and energy curating my home into my favorite place in the world, I can't imagine losing everything like this, especially all the things that have sentimental value. I'm so sorry :(

[@freddie6264]

I’ve never felt so devastated for a person I’ve never met before. I have been a silent follower but credit so much of my own home and gardening inspiration to you and can’t imagine the feeling of losing your home, hard work and the memories. Praying for you and your little family.

[@plantaddict4951]

In this difficult time, I just wanted to remind you that this community is wherever Benji is. Whether that is an apartment, a home, abroad, or on a family/friends couch, we are here to support you. ❤

[@davidma6616]

This is the first time KZbin has ever recommended me your channel. I wish it were under better circumstances, but I’m glad to be here. I’m so sorry that this happened to you. But I’m also not surprised that you have a half a million+ strong community behind you. You seem like a particularly kind and genuine person. Wishing you the best as you recover and rebuild.

[@WingChow-f5o]

I'm rewatching all of Benji's and Chris's videos without skipping the ads. This will help them tremendously indirectly. My prayers to Benji, Chris, Theo, and Winnie.

[@julieotter712]

Thank you for mentioning this here. I have only been watching Benji for a month and have fallen in live with this channel. I am also now watching all of his older videos and leaving all of the commercials.m

[@valk283]

We will still be here for you guys. The plants and home were an added bonus to your content.

[@ttia94]

Benji, you wonder what you are and what your channel would be without your furnitures and plants but I choose to watch you for so much more than that these past few years. There is such a sense of peace and serenity every time I watch your videos; your aura, your vibe, there is no energy like yours. Like everyone else, I will be here no matter what because I know that whatever content you choose to put out henceforth will be amazing and authentically you. I’m so sorry for your loss and I have no doubt that you will get back up, even stronger than before. Hang in there💚.

[@Genevieve8002]

KZbin’s algorithm placed your video into my feed. I had never come across your channel prior. I’m saddened for you, and your loved ones, and everyone else who has lost their home in LA. I have been deeply moved and saddened from the news reports, though I do acknowledge that no amount of reports can convey the experience, as much as being there and seeing it all for yourself. Love and light to you!!

[@ashleighjourdan]

Beautifully said.

[@GarrettWatts]

I’m so sorry Benji 🫂

[@HiLaggy]

omg hi

[@BumbleDee805]

Benji, we (your followers) watch your channel for the Benji and the Chris, and the Theo and Winnie. The plants, tutorials, and home updates were the bonus. I live in Ventura County, and my home was one city block from the Mountain fire evacuation line. I was lucky. I cried for you and Chris this morning over the loss of your home. You worked diligently to curate your beautiful, magical home and shared that magic with us to brighten our days and inspire us to make our homes cozier, too. Yes, some things are just things, but your garden and your plants were living things that depended on you to thrive - and thrive they did, because you nurtured and cared for them so well. They are a reflection of you. They were special because you are special. They were beautiful because you are beautiful. It's certainly OK to mourn the loss of something you put so much energy into. Whatever you decide to do with your channel or next video, whether it be potting up a new plant in your temporary home- even if it's on your parent's driveway 😉, talking about your grief and how you are working through it, or sharing updates and plans for your future, we'll be here. Take your time, and when you and Chris are ready to take on the adventures of recreating a new, magical home, we'll be here for that, too, because remember - we're here for the BENJI and CHRIS! ❤

[@TheSjosefin]

Beautiful and I couldn't agree more ❤

[@marylou8891]

Also: Dare to not be okay and do what´s best for you in that situation.Dare to take a however long break, if that´s what feels right for you. Dare to ask for financial support, if that´s what it takes. Take comfort in your support system, your resilicance and all the things you got in yourself and with each other. ❤

[@bradymears6992]

100% agree. We watch your channel for you Benji not your house or your belongings. Where ever you land you will make beautiful and it will become a new reflection of you.

[@manuelacoleman426]

Well said 👌 thank you

[@vickitollemache5000]

I think like many people I came bc of plants and loved watching you design and build your beautiful home, but I come back each week bc of you. Viewing your videos is very calming and relaxing. We all know wherever you go next you’ll be building something beautiful around you. So, if you feel unsure of what this channel becomes or how you move forward just know we are all here rooting for you wanting to see the world through your eyes..wherever that takes you next. Stay strong. ❤

[@nope4779]

" but I come back each week bc of you." same.

[@tamic193]

Benji your supporters will continue to show up for you no matter what you choose to post on KZbin.

[@lindawales2394]

You got that right...never stop watching!

[@keplermomo]

벤지님, 힘 내세요. 한국에서도 큰 응원을 보냅니다. 마음이 많이 아파요. 저도 LA에 2년 정도 머문 적이 있거든요. 부디 건강하게 힘내세요!

[@cwhi21]

i am so terribly sorry. i am so glad that you guys are physically safe, but i cant even imagine the emotional damage. take care of yourself and each other 💜

[@liantorres8705]

You can only go up from here. I am a survivor of hurricane María, the first few months were like a living in a post apocalyptic fantasy, with no utilities, no food and no where to go. You are blessed to be a survivor of these fires, and I promise you that things will feel normal again. I wish you tons of strength and that hope stays with you and your family.

[@icecrusher33]

Same here, I was a Typhoon Haiyan survivor. No utilities for months. Things went back to normal also.

[@橋本昇-p9i]

Benjiさん、Chrisさん、どうか元気を出してこの苦境を乗り越えてください！日本から応援しております。

[@TheDreamsAreHappening]

The last 5 minutes were gut wrenching to watch i am so sorry for your loss

[@amystone6504]

I've lost all I possessed 9 years ago, when I got homeless. It's hard to describe how crushing it is to lose all those physical things that were a part of your life, of you; of having your whole world turned upside down. It's easy to fall into despair. You can't regain what you lost; it's good to grieve. This isn't the end of your story; it is a new chapter. Lean onto the love around you and within you. You will rebuild your life eventually.

[@dazrmorrison9558]

Grief is like a rollercoaster. Up and down. Tears, anger, anxiety, bargaining, denial and more. The order is interchangeable. Grieve you must. You will be able to regroup by having your family safe. We’ll follow your journey.

[@chloeshih]

Benji, this is absolutely gut wrenching. Your home was part of all of our lives. Thank you for sharing all the beauty, peace, and care you put into your home life. You’ve cared for us as well. When I saw footage of your home, my heart sank and I cried. Definitely supporting your GoFundMe. Sending all the love and support. Do not hesitate to ask for help!!

[@valparaiso.]

Пару лет назад у меня в жизни случилась трагедия, я была в ужасном состоянии после потери близкого человека. И мне случайно попалось твое видео на ютуб, я подписалась и начала смотреть. Это было так необычно и комфортно наблюдать за человеком, который в другом уголке мира шаг за шагом, с любовью к деталям, выстраивает вокруг себя уют и создает трогательную гармонию. Я излечила душу благодаря вашим видео, стала восстанавливаться, завела пару растений, но садовод из меня так себе. И вот вчера у меня будто полсердца оторвало, когда я увидела, что случилось с твоим домом. Плакала, отвлекалась, забывала, вспоминала и снова плакала. Мне так жаль, что я не могу тебе помочь так, как ты помог в свое время мне. Но я найду способ отправить донат! Вы очень молоды, вы все восстановите, вы станете сильнее, и у вас все будет хорошо. И где бы ты не начал возводить новый дом, поверь, ты выстроишь красоту вокруг себя заново, потому что ты - это ты, по другому не получится! С любовью и поддержкой, из маленького городка в России 💚💚💚

[@anne_soleil]

Я тоже смотрю Бенджи из России и очень сочувствую ему с Крисом. Его видео это настоящая отдушина и вдохновение, я желаю им только сил и терпения в это непростое для них время.

[@odetterenee8724]

@valparaiso... beautiful comment. 😊

[@tambl9422]

Огромная трагедия, пострадавшие от этих пожаров невероятно сильные люди. Такие вещи пережить очень сложно, но я уверена, что они справятся!

[@lera.143]

с любовью и поддержкой из Череповца🤍

[@theamous]

ugh annoying russian bots. go away and let people mourn in peace

[@Sandra-hc7hj]

I’m so sorry about the loss of your beautiful home. I lost my cat when evacuating from fires in Oregon a few years ago and it was devastating. We didn’t have much, but we were never able to move back or find him. I cried watching the succession of your experience. It really is scary and shakes your whole world. You will create a new home wherever life leads you. The magic and peace of your home was yours and will continue to manifest in your surroundings wherever that may be. It’s so painful, but you will get through this.

[@user-yv8cn3ot4g]

Well said. Sorry you lost your cat. It is heart breaking.

[@jessofthejungle]

This is the saddest thing I’ve seen yet… 😢 I’m so so sorry you guys. You will get there again.

[@toujoriho1222]

My heart aches deeply. Through your videos, I discovered the incredible beauty of plants, and now I live a life surrounded by them. Even though your home has been lost, your amazing sense of style and your beautiful soul will never fade away. I’m thinking of you and sending my thoughts from Japan.

[@izabelaszydlowska3940]

Hi Benji, long-time subscriber here, and fellow gardener. Just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. So thankful you, Chris and your fur babies evacuated in time. Hugs from CT.

[@Suziesweetworld]

I’m so so sorry! This video just popped up on my fyp so I haven’t seen ur channel before- absolutely broke my heart when I realized what genre of content you typically post. As another decor enthusiast, I can’t even imagine losing all the effort you’ve put into curating your home for your family. Yes, it’s just “things” but it’s about the sentimental value and all the time, love, and effort you’ve put into your beautiful home. Let yourself grieve everything, even those material things. You have every right to be heartbroken over this loss. My heart hurts for you and everyone else who’s lives have been uprooted by this disaster. Here’s to rebuilding and new beginnings- even the ones we didn’t sign up for. When you’re ready and able, I’m hopeful that you’ll be able to continue your home design journey. I’ll be subbing to cheer you on, wherever you wind up. Lots of love ❤️

[@robinson3537]

Hello, I have been watching the channel for a while but I am part of the silent community. First of all I would like to say how terribly sorry I am. It's tough to imagine what you must be feeling. I have lost my house to a fire too once but this is nothing compared to what is happening. Now might not be the time but I think I want to take this time to share my support and thankfulness for everything you have shared in the past months/year I have followed you. Your sensitivity and delicateness have really been an inspiration. To let us enter your house has also been a privilege that I would like to thank you for, it was like entering a little haven of peace, this will live on for me forever. The house looked to me to be an extension of you guys, it radiated peace and beauty. I would like to take the time to say that, in this terrible moment no matter what is lost: all comes and came from you. Despite the tragedy and violence of this event, the real vector of beauty that made your house and videos comes from inside of you and that is far from being lost. What was severed will grow back, I am convinced. I know that words may not feel much in comparison to such a moment, but it is with the most heartfelt genuineness that I am taking the time to write this. Thank you for sharing with us, thank you for awakening in me an appreciation of peace and beauty for the small things, it made a difference and still does. I will keep watching and supporting your channel in the future no matter what happens. I am sending you all my compassion and positive energy from France. Thank you.

[@LifeOfEarl]

Dear Benji and Chris, My heart aches for you both after hearing about the devastating loss of your home in the California firestorm. I've been a fan of yours for a couple of years now, and it was with great sadness that I watched your latest video, seeing your house and beautiful garden intact and knowing what happened afterward. Stay strong and know that you have a wonderful community of followers who are here to support you in this difficult time. Your resilience and positivity have always been inspiring, and now more than ever, we are standing by you. Sending love and support!

[@angelafitzpatrick6719]

Hi Benji and Chris, I live in Australia, and have been watching the wildfires in LA on the news, but the sharing of your story really brought it home, of just how devastating it has been for all the community. Thank goodness you decided to leave early and take your fur babies with you. Sending lots of love from Down Under, as we enter our Bushfire season xx

[@neiljosephbennett9119]

You, dear boy, more than anyone out there, have given this awful disaster a face, a soul and a name. Strength and healing light to you both, and to your families, friends and neighbours. You have youth on your side and many, many other blessings that will show themselves on the long road ahead. Much love from Johannesburg, South Africa.

[@inasuta4881]

Dear Benji and Chris. I’m an Aussie guy who adores you and your channel. We are the land of bush fires. 🔥 fire is a dreadful thing for anyone. My heart goes out to you and your neighbours and it’s so admirable in your time of grief to support those around you. Stay strong. We all love you.

[@JunieB10]

Your videos helped me through some of the hardest days of my life- when I felt I lost myself. You’re kindness, plants, animals, softness, and experiencing life through your lens was uplifting and made me feel like I was spending time with an old friend. While your content may look a bit different I know this community is happy to walk with you as you rebuild. Thank you for your candidness and bringing light to this world with just your presence. We are with you & the babes. 💚

[@TiktokTita]

Been seeing nonstop devastation from LA but this video made me cry. I loved seeing the care you put into building your home and your garden and to see it all in ashes is so heartbreaking. I have no doubt you'll build another beautiful sanctuary after you mourn this loss. Stay strong, Benji!

[@RebeccaHunt-wv8bc]

This is exactly what I feel.

[@Ct0933]

So unfortunate what happened to you it’s such a shame you have to go through something so traumatic. I’m glad that you Chris, Theo, and Winnie are safe.

[@Psych2go]

Benji, my heart goes out to you and Chris for everything you've been through. Your strength in sharing this vulnerable moment with us is a reminder of the resilience and love within communities like yours. Altadena sounds like such a special place, filled with hardworking and kind-hearted people, and it’s heartbreaking to see their struggles minimized. Thank you for extending your care to your neighbors even in your own time of need-this speaks volumes about the amazing person you are. Sending you both so much love and hope as you rebuild. ❤

[@catherinew7169]

Hey Benji! I’m so sorry about your loss! The public record indicated you renting the place instead of owning it! Your go fund page initially asked 20000! Now the donation has reached to $160,000! Hope that’s enough to cover your loss!

[@hellotaya]

so sorry for the loss of your beautiful home :( wishing you all the best for the rebuilding process

[@hecatesson]

My heart sank when I saw this come across my feed. My heart breaks for you and the entire area affected by the fires, but I am glad you both and the fur babies are all safe. Hugs to you both.

[@vickylee290]

Benji, while I originally subscribed to your channel because of your beautiful plants and home, I stayed for YOU. You're a very unique creator, and you could make a video about anything and I would still watch it repeatedly. Glad you and your loved ones are safe.

[@sarahkresse]

precisely this. You could get real deep into theme parks or quilting or base jumping and we'll watch because it'll be done through your unique lens and gentle heart.

[@jennielarucci6478]

You two gorgeous boys , Benji and Chris . I have no words that can possibly help you , I am also so stunned . I feel I know you sooo well . All I think is that you are both safe , plus your little fur babies ❤ but I can’t stop thinking of all the losses you have endured , including your beautiful home fill with so many memories of the dedication , plants and all the other goodies , so loved and all gone . I am in Sydney , Australia , and all I can send is hope and love . ❤️❤️No words , except try and stay strong . Thinking of you every day . I was so glad to be able to see you on U Tube . It must have been so hard . Love always to you both . Jennie Larucci . ❤️❤️🇦🇺🦋🦋

[@pyper3227]

oh my god, I was shocked to see your video title as soon as i opened youtube, sending you so much strength and love

[@sophiablow3422]

When you see this on the news, just seeing glimpses of burning houses, you don't see the personal stories, small sound bites people might give. But watching you, having followed you, it feels personal. The impact is greater. Seeing that suitcase of everything you own. Your lives are precious, glad you are all safe ❤ send prayers. You will rebuild, and we will be here for the whole process.

[@mikewalker161]

I stumbled on this Video because I was curious about how serious the devastation was. You brought it to light... I'm so sorry that you guys lost your home that way! I love my home too... and would be absolutely crushed it I lost it. I literally cried because my heart went out to you . I am Canadian, I love my American neighbours to the south. I don't know if you know this but we deployed Canadian fire fighters to come and help put out those fires. Canadians will always be there for you... We love you ♥ I am deeply saddened that your home wasn't able to be saved. I can't even imagine what you are both going through... Many Many Hugs from Canada.

[@meghamama]

I read that it’s a special program so they deploy to LA during winter after Canadas fire season has ended (fire season unfortunately year round in SoCal). I love to know that people are helping LA from all over the continent - Mexico sent firefighters too! ❤️

[@mythaelle]

I'm so sorry that you lost your home, Benji 😭 I can't imagine the devastation you must feel right now, my heart hurts for you guys

[@skeletonboxers7336]

losing a home/town is very traumatic, allow yourself to grieve, this is just as much a thing to grieve about. i really hope you and chris can rebuild slowly, youre safe and alive and everything material can be rebuilt. i lost my neighborhood to tornadoes growing up. my mom lost her home to earthquakes back in asia. my favorite professor years ago lost her house to a fire growing up, and we grappled the feeling of loss that it entails. i hope knowing youre not alone in this feeling. im crossing my fingers anything is salvageable for you. since following your channel before the pandemic or so, ive actually moved out to california myself! hope you and chris are able to bounce back from this.

[@evan]

This has made me so unbelievably sad. I hope you somehow bounce back from all of this

[@thombirch]

I just donated and I want to reiterate my message to you. My heart is breaking for you right now. We share your grief as we watch on from the other side of the world. I follow you both online and believe that you are not only such beautiful role models for LGBTQ+ youth in particular, but for all people. From your love of plants and magical spaces to Chris’ passion for books (which inspired a few of my own reads), you are such heartfelt souls. You have brought such light into the world and helped create a beautiful community. Thank you, Benji and Chris, for being you. Know that a new chapter is always possible, and you will be okay. All my love, from Australia. x

[@missesdimplez]

Altadena was so beautiful. I am so sorry you lost your home. I'm so sorry you lost your special place

[@splizeontherun923]

I’m so sorry benji please take your time, we’re all here for you and will support you no matter what. You will conquer and rebuild and we will follow.

[@niael-amin1755]

2 years ago my apartment burned down and I lost everything. I’m devastated that we share the same pain. My heart breaks for you and selfishly for myself because I too loved the home you created. I wish you peace and healing.

[@abigailmartens6620]

Benji, I am so so so sorry. One of my favourite quotes about grief “This is what it feels like for the truth to change you”. You said it felt like you lost part of yourself with the house, and that’s because you did. This story will shape you forever. But, you will heal and rebuild ❤ and as much as you want us to we will be here to watch and support you so you can keep working ❤❤❤

[@telly420666]

Thanks for bringing calm to our tv with your videos! So sorry to hear this... 😢 Wishing you the best.

[@roberhji]

My heart aches for your loss guys. Been crying watching the video and reading the comments. It’s beautiful to realize we all agree that you have touched our lives in a positive way.

[@prakhargupta5210]

There are very few people I follow closely on youtube. You are one of them. I found your channel when you had posted your moving out of your college apartment video, i cried seeing it. I myself moved cities for college 1.5 years ago, and would show my friends here the kind of life and home i would want for myself, by showing them your videos. I hold this space of the internet very close to me benji and I am just saying all of this so you know that there are people out there for you and we love you and your channel for you and not for a specific place you live in. the kind of content you produce, if you choose to continue making it, can change in the near future, but we will be here regardless to watch and support. sending lot’s of love and hope your’s and chris’s way🤎

[@MegaMeow2010]

I am so sad for you guys. Losing your home, plants, fish , and community is crushing. I have been a huge fan of you and your channel (Chris' too). I have been watching for years, following your adventures, learning, and finding peace in your creations. I came for the plant content, and found so much more. I live in east San Diego county. We have had many fire threats over the years, especially 2003. The winds always put me on edge and raise my anxiety level. Take time to grieve and rebuild. Your follower's are here for you. I love everything that you talk about on your channel. You guys are really special (Theo and Winnie too)💙

[@lynnmartin1548]

😭I am in Mississippi. I have watched your vlogs for about two years now. You got me through my surgeries, eight cycles of chemotherapy, and six weeks of radiation treatments. All I have been saying out loud is “poor baby, poor baby” for you to have suffered such a loss. My chest aches over seeing not just your personal devastation but the entire scope of loss. We have experienced similar here years ago with Hurricane Katrina…nothing’s left but the slab where a house once stood. I intentionally made sure that my ‘bounce back’ from chemo was a profound one…bald head and all. I am certain that your bounce back will be so powerful that you will encourage and inspire so many others who experience loss. I have much love for both you and Chris and Winnie (Mandela) and Theo.

[@carmichealful]

I am crying with you. Watching you build your home, tend your plants and your garden was such a gift. I am sending so much love to you, your partner, your pets, and all your neighbors as well. Please be gentle with yourself as you grieve.

[@ipakqurti9065]

This is heartbreaking, I am so sorry...

[@tasosos]

I’m so glad you, Chris, and your little fur babies made it out safely. Your touches to your home were truly one of a kind, filled with so many special and loving things. A true reflection of your incredible talent as a designer. I know that wherever you and Chris end up, you’ll create something just as beautiful and meaningful. Take it one step at a time. You have all our love and support! ❤️🫶🏻

[@tasosos]

Oh Benji, I just watched the part where you walked through your neighborhood. Thank you for sharing, I can’t imagine how hard that must of been. Like a ghost of its former self. The hurt in your voice is palpable, and my heart aches for you and Chris. I am so so so sorry. Keep your head up. 🫂🥺

[@prabinarayamajhituladhar5791]

I am so sorry, Benji, that you had to go through this. You are truly magical, and I have no doubt you will create another beautiful garden and home. We’re here to support you every step of the way. Please keep sharing with us-we love hearing from you.

[@manuelacarraro7764]

Love, light and strenght from Switzerland..so so sorry for you and all the people in California who lost everything.! But you are alive!

[@plantaddict4951]

I am deeply sorry about the loss of the house you worked so hard for. 😢 However, I am happy that you, Chris, Theo, and Winnie are safe. Even if you are only able to post updates here and there that is okay. The plant content was great, but it is nothing without you. ❤

[@Miller1107]

Oh guys, I am so sorry to hear. I lost my home to a fire 20 years ago, and I still remember how crushed I was. Your community on KZbin isn't here just for the plants, we enjoy you and your content regardless - we'll all be here for you!

[@tienish3re]

It breaks my heart. I'm crying watching this. Stay strong, I'm glad you two and the pets are safe. You'll be able to rebuild things

[@plantaddict4951]

As someone who has been watching your videos ever since you first started your KZbin channel, it is so heartbreaking to hear about you loosing the home you worked so hard for. 😢 Even more heartbreaking to see you so devastated at the end of this video. As a shy kid in the Northern USA, your videos gave me comfort when I had very few friends. I remember coming home after high school and watching you make terrariums in the early TikTok days. This is what fueled me to make my first terrarium (which is still going strong). I remember going to follow your new KZbin channel and watching you move to a new apartment with roommates. I remember when you first soft launched Chris on the channel (which it took me a while to realize was your boyfriend 😅) and seeing you soon add Theo to your little family. I remember you making friends with JiaHao and hosting your first plant market. I remember when you made your Staghorn wall and purchased the giant dracaena (which barely fit in your old apartment 😂). I remember your plant tours, your relaxing plant care days (which always became bigger projects than anticipated), and your apartment makeovers. I remember when your roommates moved out and you had to restyle your apartment with new furniture. I remember your balcony garden and when you first started the bench pond (which Theo liked to lay next to in the sun and watch the fish). I remember when you and Chris decided to move from this tiny apartment into your quaint, fixer upper cottage, which sadly later burned down. I remember you moving into your new, magical home next door and curating each room to your style, even if it took a few attempts to get the paint color or furniture pairing just right. I remember when you first got Winnie and your travel vlogs to Korea and Japan. I remember the relaxed plant repot videos from your picnic table and when you first got into outdoor gardening. And I remember how satisfying and fulfilling it was to watch you slowly piece together your dream home. I remember all of these fond memories that created this great life that you had. Although we are separated by a screen, sharing some of these key moments with you made me feel like you were my close friend. That is why it broke my heart the most to hear that your home was gone. Your home wasn’t just a place, but rather a symbol of how far you have come. With all that to say, although your home is gone, I am so glad that you, Chris, Theo, and Winnie are okay. Even if it takes you a while to start posting short updates again, I will patiently wait. Because you are like a friend. This community that you have built has saved so many of us on our darkest days, so the least I can do is wait. Above all else, I want you to remember that this community is wherever Benji is. Weather that be an apartment, a home, abroad, or on a friend/family members couch homeless from the fires, we are here to support you. I wish you and Chris the best as you make your next steps.

[@miscmichele]

Dear Benji and Chris, I cried with you watching the destruction of your home. I have found so much meaning watching your videos and will definitely make a donation, it's the least I can do. Please keep us updated. So glad your little family is safe. Sending love from Colorado.

[@BCashRN]

Even in the midst of this tragedy you are absolutely the kindest person. I am so so sorry, for you and Chris, your neighbors and community. Words aren’t adequate. Sending you so much love.

[@stepanee]

Benji, I have been a longtime silent viewer for many years but wanted to tell you that you have a mountain of support and love behind you ❤️‍🩹. I am so relieved that you, Chris, Theo, and Winnie are all safe, and am so sorry and devastated for your family and your entire community. I was seeing your updates throughout the progression of the fire and could not help but cry for you and Chris. Your content has brought so many people joy and comfort, and has helped shaped the sacred places we all call home. To lose that in an instant is unimaginable, but you’ve helped foster this wonderful community that are here to help you whenever you’re ready to build back up ❤️❤️. Sending love 🌱❤️‍🩹

[@TheAquaticBeef]

Dude you'll always be Benji Plant, your creativite genius and insight and dedication to creating beautiful spaces with plants will never be taken away. This is devastating news, but I know youll create something beautiful out of this, like a phoenix ❤️

[@jenniequinn1779]

Oh Benji, I have cried all morning for you. I live in San Francisco and you are my favorite KZbinr. I wish the best for your and Chris’ future. As someone else said, you will rise.

[@itskaywhitey]

My heart aches so terribly for the two of you. That home was so magical and you put everything into making it a wonderful space. We will be here❤️

[@DragonX1809]

I am sorry, Benji, for all that you and Chris have lost. It is unimaginable what you and so many are going through, in time you can make another beautiful garden and home, you and your creativity and anything you want to share is what draws viewers in. You are a beautiful light in our world, and that is something everyone can use more of. Take all the time that you need, and when you and Chris are ready, along with Theo and Winnie to share with us your new journey to come. I wish you all the best.

[@mariaemmate9187]

Benji, your voice, your impact on KZbin and your light have been so generous. You have given us superbly creative ideas and accompanied us in all our individual (sometimes lonely and arduous) processes. We are not alone as long as we have each other. Count on us, your community, to help and support you during this process of mourning and reconstruction. Sending you, Chris, and your fur family the most heartfelt of hugs from Barcelona.

[@michellemichellemichelle]

This video gave me so many feelings and reminded me of what my family went through almost 20 years ago in 2005 during hurricane Katrina. That feeling of collective loss. The whole world watching. It's very easy to say "it's all just stuff." Sometimes I felt like I was okay. Sometimes I felt like I didn't have a right to feel such loss because so many people had lost so much more than me, including their lives. Please allow yourself to mourn properly. There is nothing wrong with crying over it. The loss of a community can hurt just as bad as the loss of a good friend. I really hope you keep going with your videos. Share with us the journey of your rebuilding. We will love to see it, and support you through it. My heart is with you, your family, and your community.

[@CorgiInc]

As a fellow Californian been I've been anxiously checking in on other friends and family who live in the LA areas and have been wondering about your home as well. I'm so sorry for your loss but glad to know you're out of harm's way. Please take your time to recover and allow all love in, your channel is more than the physical content shown, it wouldn't be your channel without you. Sending so much love

[@mollypitcher9380]

Thank you for showing us. Now this tragedy has sunk in a little by seeing it through your eyes. All we see on TV are things. Now we see someone we know going through this. (from NJ) Heartbreaking

[@marcosjoel374]

This is really sad. I’m glad that you guys and your pets are safe. Bless you.

[@antonioalcazar5749]

Lo siento muchísimo. Lo más importante es que os tenéis el uno al otro, vuestros animales, vuestra familia y amigos que os quieren y apoyan. Donde vayáis haréis un lugar precioso donde vivir, y será precioso por vosotros, no por las cosas que tengáis. Muchísimo ánimo.

[@sentientsodacan]

Ever since I found out I couldn't stop thinking about you guys. I really wish I could help or donate but unfortunately I can't. I'm so sorry any of this happened

[@accidentalfrenchfries]

donated extra on your behalf!

[@sentientsodacan]

@ This means a lot!

[@gailligon6514]

My heart goes out to you both. I can’t even imagine what you and the rest of city is going through especially after seeing what is left of your home. Sending my love and support from Bangkok.🤍

[@ivyyingkuo]

This is so incredibly sad. Your home was astounding, from the bones to all the choices you made with it. It was one of the most inspiring places. Makes me want to binge watch all your videos of this home because at least there was proof of what was there.

[@neanmoins]

I am so very sorry to see your loss! I LOVED your little paradise and admired your plants. So glad you both and your pets are safe. Please continue to do your youtube posts as you can. I admire your creativity and believe you will share more as you try to recover.❤

[@katieholsinger645]

I'm so sorry for your family losing your home and plants. I'm glad you all got out safely, though. We'll be here whenever and whatever you want to post. You have our support and our love.

[@girlwiththemagicpen]

I came across your channel today and you radiate such light and positivity. You're right, things can be replaced but precious life can not. I hope you stay safe. Sending you lots of light ✨

[@linhtet5745]

My heart goes out to you Benji. It is absolutely heartbreaking to lose your home but I am convinced of your resilience and that you will come back stronger than ever. Take the time you need. Your channel has given me so much joy over the years and your plant contents have gotten me through some difficult time. I will be streaming and restreaming your content in the meantime in small way of showing support. Hope other fans do the same time. Best wishes to you both.