We're Off to a Rough Start! 🥲 Managing My Small Business During a Difficult Week 😩 STUDIO VLOG 🩷

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

After receiving a surprising comment, I just want to say that the intro of this video was not intended to be “me me me”. I was just trying to explain my absence. My mom had a very mild case and thankfully only had the sniffles. I was there for her every step of the way doing all I could in a safe way. My grandmother was asymptomatic and never had any symptoms. I would never want to come across as being all about me so I’m really sad to hear it was taken that way and I’m really sorry for anyone that felt that way. 🩷

[@bedhead-studio]

We are all allowed to have our own experience and we should be able to share that. I did not take it as you only caring about yourself. You were just sharing what you were going through and that is totally valid.

[@TheRecht]

First people watch, because of you and they want to know how you are doing. Second its very brave you to share your fears and feelings and this can make that somebody thinks :"Oh its not just me, other have also this problem."

[@shaunas332]

Nothing about your video gave off any impression you were selfishly talking only about you. Such a ridiculous comment that person made. I too go out of my way to be extra cautious with the sanitizing, masking, distancing not just for me but so other people don't catch whatever I can help prevent the spread of. I get teased about it all the time but I would have waited to open that box too, nice to know it's not just me! :o)

[@SophiaRoseApothecary]

This is YOUR channel. Everything here is about you!

[@Tks19962]

it’s okay sometimes you say something else and is understood something else and it’s just that being on this platform it’s in large scale ❤❤ i understand you never meant that😅

[@laurasheep]

I'm just apologising on behalf of the human race for the idiots that feel making you feel bad about you explaining your reasons for the absence. It's nice to hear you are all ok now, and I personally appreciate hearing your health issues as it is actually informative to me. Here's looking forward to a better 2024 for you

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thank you 🥲

[@MeganMcFall-t2d]

I too have OCD and I feel so alone, so often! Made me feel a little less alone in this journey. Thank you for being so open! & the fact that Chris is so supportive to you about it all, made me tear up!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Aww I’m with you! You’re definitely not alone. It can be such a debilitating illness and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone🩷

[@SusyRohrscheib]

@@emilycromwelldesigns hi Emily I’m really sorry that you went through all that stress. I’m glad to hear you are doing better. I know how scary the C word can be. I know it’s hard to deal with it but if I may say so nicely, what you need in your life is Jesus Christ. He will help you get through anything. Your life would be soo much less stressful with him in your life. All you have to do is believe in him and pray. With him all things are possible and he can carry the load for you. We will all still go through trials and tribulations but he will be there to help you along the way. I hope these words can encourage you to take a moment and reflect on it. May god bless you and your family and if you love good show, I highly recommend the Chosen. It’s not 100% biblically true but that’s not the point of the show, it’s not supposed to replace the Bible but it does bring you into that era and makes you feel like you are there. If you don’t believe me look at the reviews it’s got a 100% rotten tomatoes, google it so you can see. It’s free to watch, if you watch it let me know. Well take care and love your videos. ❤❤❤

[@emilyhasplans]

This was such a fun video!! Despite the fact your family had to deal with you know what. This was a very traumatic event for you. We know you love your mom to bits! Those that do not understand how vulnerable you are need to rethink messaging you any negativity. I’m happy to see you get back into your routine and show us some of the samples. Also, the new decor is so cute. The pink and blue vases with flowers are SO you! You are the most courageous person to share your life with us. Thank you🩷

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thank you for such a sweet message Emily! 🩷 And oh my gosh yes about the vases! They just make me smile everytime I see them ☺️

[@brittanynorthrup]

Thank you so much for sharing and talking about all of this! As someone who also has really bad health anxiety, OCD, and chronic health conditions, you sharing about this has made me feel so much less alone!!! I know it’s hard to share this stuff on the internet, but thank you so so so much for doing so because it really helps 🩷 sending love from Salem, MA!! So glad you were okay!!!

[@TheRecht]

Omg close to 1 hour vlog makes me happy🎉

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Hope you enjoy! ☺️

[@TheRecht]

I enjoyed it very much!

[@Ninners85]

So glad you are back Emily! Sorry to hear of the rough week or so. A business tips video would be pretty awesome if you're still thinking of doing it. :) Always look forward to watching your videos on Thursdays to break up my boring old 9-5 job working for someone else. O_O

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Yessss! I’m hoping to do the business tips video in a few weeks ☺️

[@ChantelleArts]

We are all here for you Emily ☺☺☺

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

🩷🩷🩷

[@April.R646]

You're making your studio more pink. And I just ordered a bunch of purple stuff from amazon to make my office more purple. 😁

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Ahhhh I love it! 😻

[@chrissiejoy]

Oh Emily, I'm so sorry yoou have to live with all these health issues. I just want to wrap you in cotton wool and send a hug to you. Anxiety sucks and noone really understands it until they have lived it xx

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thank you 😭🩷

[@maricelcueto1857]

I miss you too Miss Emily. Take care.

[@LiftedUpandLiving]

Missed you Emily! Glad you are back!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I missed y’all so much 😭

[@dianaviera6228]

I hope your mom is doing much better. Happy to see you back! 💜

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thankfully she is back to feeling like normal! She ended up just having a very mild case with the sniffles, which I’m so thankful that it wasn’t anything worse for her. 🩷🩷🩷

[@homewithkat]

Glad you all are feeling better. Whenever anything on social Media or the tv pops up about animals being sick or someone just lost their pet I have to change it, I immediately tear up and can't bear to watch. I just love animals so much, I feel their owner's pain.

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m the same way! 😞🩷

[@christinatorres522]

I am so happy to hear that your mom is doing better and that no one else got sick. I don’t think you came off as “all about you”. Your fears are so valid. I have a disabled 4 yr old who also suffers from an eating disorder that makes it impossible to administer meds to him orally. We are still very much diligent and even though his dad has contracted the virus 3 times and I once. We have been able to safe guard ourselves by quarantining at home in our room or in my boyfriend’s case, He has left the house all together and stayed elsewhere for up to two weeks or until he tested negative and symptoms have ceased, Just so that our son and my elderly mom who resides with us is safe. Do what you need to in order to be safe. Sadly, i lost my dad and mother in law to the virus (13 months apart) so i take it very seriously and i completely understand your fear. Take care of yourself Emily and thank you for feeling comfortable enough with us to be so honest. It takes a strong person to do that, especially sharing it with so many.

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m so deeply sorry to hear about your dad and your mother in law, I can’t even imagine 😔. I can definitely understand your drive to want to take extra precautions and especially with what you mentioned about your son. Thank you for always being such a bright light for me! 🩷🩷 I hope you’ve been having a good week!

[@gaylepuou7214]

I love the vases!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Aren’t they so happy and whimsical!? 😍

[@shirleyf21916]

welcome back emily!!! 😊 so glad to see this video and catching us up on what's going on! your hair sticking out towards the ends was hilarious LOL!!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Hahah my hair in messy buns has a mind of its own 🤣😅

[@shirleyf21916]

@@emilycromwelldesigns hahaha i know the feeling!!! i have curly hair but very now and then curls start falling lol it's like they have a mind of their own lol!

[@balletmeli]

Glad that your mother is doing better. 😮🎉 😎 to see my vinyl sticker order being packed just before the container store box. ❤ the unboxing haul. ☺️ floral vase.

[@beabookworm14]

I love your videos, I was so excited to see this was almost an hour long. I'm glad everyone is okay 🩷

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Everyone is feeling okay again thankfully! 🩷🩷 and I hope you enjoy the long video! ☺️

[@twigandtreasure]

So glad to hear that Mom is okay now. Can't imagine what that must have been like for you, but glad you are back we missed you! This week I am focusing on my business launch for 2024 and having you on always gives me so much motivation so thank you ❤ Keep the amazing content coming for 2024 mwahhhh xx

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Yes! Thankfully she’s back to normal ☺️ and that’s so exciting!!! Omg, I wish you the best of luck! You’re going to do amazing! 🩷🩷🩷

[@tatvixen]

I totally get this my daughter is very susceptible to illnesses and is classed as vulnerable, so things like this I go into total panic mode as well! Glad everyone is doing ok now though must’ve been so horrible for you feeling that way!

[@SheriLee-f7m]

I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. So many of us struggle with anxiety and as irrational as it may sound to those who can’t relate, it is a very real and debilitating condition. I am happy you’re in a better place and your absence was felt!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

It definitely can be so debilitating when it gets really bad. 🩷 I’m so happy to be back with you guys though. Y’all are my happy place ☺️

[@brianamassicotte5505]

Don’t forget about the pink paper/board for the shelves

[@casandrataylor2662]

Thanks for making a great video. I always like to watch your videos as I unwind after a long day. I have OCD myself so I wanted to sent a note of encouragment and positive vibes. I have a serious counting habit and cleaning rituals I have to do everyday. When the C word happened in 2019-2021, I had a very hard time to. I work in the public daily. I'm a public school teacher so I was worried about getting sick or making a loved one ill. I had to retrain my brain to think differently. Things are much better! I just take it one day at a time. Don't let people get you down and keep smiling. Take care of yourself 😄

[@homebodyplanner]

I am so glad you are ok and I can only imagine your big scare. Everyone goes through anxiety differently and again I'm glad no one is hurt and you're back in business! Love all the new pink decor in your shop. It's so vibrant, bright, and super happy. I tried to snag one of the new cat book sleeves, but I don't have ninja fingers. lol

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m sorry you weren’t able to get a cat sleeve! I was so surprised, I thought the dogs would have gone first! But now I know I definitely need to do more cat book sleeves so more will be made soon! ☺️

[@agustdheart]

Hello Emily, I missed you too! And let me say that it feels so nice, and not even bc I wish we didn't have to deal with this at all, to know that I'm not alone. I have health anxiety too but with stomach issues, so hearing you say that you deal with similar stuff that I do, made me realize that, I'm not wrong or crazy or wathever, and again that I'm not alone. I hope you can have a peacefull rest of the year in that regard. Happy that you are back!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

You definitely aren’t alone! I’m right there with you with the health anxieties and fears 😞🩷🩷

[@Tks19962]

glad that you’re mom and grandma is good now i completely understand that feeling i know its hard for you I too have ocd with germs and sanitising everything it’s terrible and when people around me don’t do things i use to get so anxious almost shouting and fighting i knew its not okay but just hard to stop slowly slowly now i am healing building resistance to everyone’s actions, therapy do help but the moment i think what if one day my people need me to take care of them then what i will do its hard but i think once you’ll face things one at a time slowly slowly build resistance then only our subconscious will adapt to it. i hope i do not said much but i really want you to feel fine ❤ rest its beautiful that your family is with you it’s a blessing more and more power to you always wishing best for you ❤️🩷take care that will be a great video on the tips when starting with small business ❤i would really love and need that video please make it thank you ❤

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

This definitely was a good “exposure” excerise as my therapist likes to call it! It was a first for all of us in the house so it was definitely a learning curve to figure out how best to help her while keeping us safe as well..it was difficult at first when the first shock of it just resulted in fear, but eventually we all got into a routine and were able to help her through it ☺️

[@Tks19962]

@@emilycromwelldesigns glad to know that you are getting okay with that i hope i did not sounded that way i know of course you would have take care of her she is such a lovely mom by people need us i meant that when old age comes people could not maintain hygiene and even need us for basic things and that thought haunts me how i will take care just that thought pushes me to heal myself from the trauma i am sorry if you felt i was saying something else ❤️

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

No no no I knew what you meant! I have those thoughts as well about taking care of loved ones as they get older too. You’re so right about building resistance to it and slowly facing it. That does help over time! 🩷

[@Tks19962]

@@emilycromwelldesigns glad that you understood 🙈❤️ and take care of yourself too don’t stress much

[@Paperinparadise]

I have been missing your videos, everyday I look and no, so when I seen this I was so happy!!!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m back!! ☺️ I’ll be back to my weekly Wednesdays at 6pm est schedule! 🩷

[@frugalshortcutmom]

I had to "skip" over the part where you were showing the subscription box items, lol ! I want it to be a complete surprise :) Please don't feel bad about having to skip filming for us! Take care of yourself so you can keep on creating awesome products!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Ahhhh you’ll have to let me know once you get everything!!! I hope you love the surprise 😍

[@mipa1999-j2n]

Emily, you are protected! ❤

[@tinaciancone4810]

Hi emily I can understand what u are going through and I have bad anxiety ❤your not alone

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

🩷🩷🩷

[@tinaciancone4810]

@@emilycromwelldesigns I'm here

[@juliangelus]

Thank you for brightening my day, I really appreciate your videos :)

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Aww you’re so welcome!! 🥹🩷🩷

[@KneppwoodatHome]

I love a good romance, so those are all adorable…but my absolute favorites are cozy mysteries…do you have or can you launch a cozy mystery launch? Maybe for the fall?

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

So admittedly I’ve never read a cozy mystery 🙈 but I’d totally be open to doing some designs! What are some main elements or things that stand out in a cozy mystery that you’d like to see in some artwork? ☺️

[@KneppwoodatHome]

My favorites are Susan Wittig Albert’s Beatrix Potter inspired series… even the animals get involved 😊 But there are lots that are set in modern times in various locations like antique shops, bakeries…small towns and quaint villages. There are several that take place in book shops too ☺️ I love your art style, and I’d love to see your take on it as a series. Think Sherlock Holmes meets Agatha Christie and then toss in a super smart sleuthing cat sipping tea and helping their human solve the case.

[@mcdonuts2017]

I’m not a romance reader but that blanket is so fabulous!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thank you! 🥹

[@lisavaniderstine6212]

Thank you for posting! I missed you😊

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I missed you guys too!!! 🩷🩷

[@gabyfs4870]

I missed you too! Welcome back. ❤

[@a.george7730]

Your studio is looking great! Hurry up springtime! It is time for a change in season!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Thank you!!! I’m so so in love with the new whimsical decor 😍

[@royallyrain]

cw: parental death I was scared and worried all of 2020, for myself and my parents but esp for myself because of my disability. We were SO careful, but sadly, my dad did get it and passed it to both of us. Luckily mom and I ended up just fine but my dad didn't make it. It's been a long 3+ years and we struggled but mom and I became so much stronger because of it. Dad was like the caretaker, the person we could count on for everything and now it was just mom and I but learned a lot and came out fighting and we're there for each other ;u; I'm glad your mom is better and that was really scary but I'm glad you're all still here.

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m so incredibly sorry to hear that, I wish I could give you a big hug..I can’t even imagine what you all went through 😔🩷

[@jandino01]

Yes!!! I’m obsessed with you on the beautiful new decor 34:51 Love it!! ❤❤❤

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Right!? It’s just so happy looking! Makes me smile everytime I walk in now and see it all ☺️

[@jandino01]

Super cute! I need it in my life. 💕💖💝

[@brittneyporterfield9000]

lol I am so glad to see I am not the only one with piles of boxes liked that LOL. I need a kitty pen holder lol.

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Haha you’re definitely in good company! 🤣

[@lindaashford7187]

Emily would you be kind enough to share details of your new desk light, it’s just what I’m after. Thanks 🙏

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I got it from staples! It’s a touch desk lamp ☺️ I believe the company name starts with a B!

[@Businedu]

You never miss 🔥

[@nphipps9406]

just take it easy

[@DefaultName-hs6gd]

Glad you're feeling better! Don't feel bad talking about yourself, we watch for you! Would you mind sharing where you get book cases sewn? I'm looking for someone to sew some soft books for me but I don't know where to find a seamstress. Thank you!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I actually found them by posting to my stories and making a google form and asking for any interested seamstresses that sees it to please fill it out ☺️ You could also look up freelance seamstresses for hire on google and there are freelance sites with lots of talented seamstresses! I hope that helps!

[@DefaultName-hs6gd]

@@emilycromwelldesignsThank you! That does.

[@scheree]

Glad to hear your fam is doing better. Hope to see some of the book sleeves and new merch make it to etsy. If you don't mind me asking, how often does there get updated? Curious because I'm in Australia >.>

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m a bit behind on getting the newest products from Black Friday on there, usually I have it go up the same day as a launch but it’s on my to do list for the new journals and other things to get listed on there early February! ☺️

[@mybusinessbullet7019]

Hey Emily, I love your vlogs. Thank you, they make me feel very happy 🥰 May I ask you, where do you order all your stuff? I´m from Germany and I think about to start my own Heart Business - I will never become rich with it, but happy - and Iám looking for manufacturer. Thanks in advance :)

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I use a bunch of different manufacturers! My best tip for finding one that fits your needs is to do a google search for phrases like “bulk custom sticker printing” or “custom bulk notepad manufacturer”, and switch up the terms depending on the product you’re interested in finding a manufacturer for ☺️

[@jennyk2519]

wow.. 12 years is really long. I just started my yarns small business is really not easy managing everything by your own self

[@nancymcgough6707]

i can totally relate to the health anxiety esp during the C word times ....... i suffer from agoraphobia so dont get out much anyway but in march 2020 i kept my kids home from school and they didnt go back until march 2022 during those 2 years i wouldnt let anyone in my house either it was a horrific time mentally ..... thankfully my anxiety over that has eased a bit (not fully) but im getting there ..... mental health is no joke and it can be very debilitating .... im glad ur mum is all recovered and ur doin better mentally now (i hope) love ur videos :) wishing u good health and happiness from scotland!!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m sending you a big hug, I can relate to that so much (I don’t mention it often but I have agoraphobia too, so I fully understand) 🩷 And yes I’m so grateful it was mild! 🙏🏻

[@elaineibajur]

Where do you manufacture your toss blankets and memo pads?

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Us based manufacturers! Theres a lot of great ones to choose from depending on your budget and location, I recommend searching for print shops on google! Theres alot of options ☺️

[@Paperinparadise]

Where are the cute flower coasters from Emily?

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I got those on Amazon!! I believe I have those linked in my Amazon favorites in the description. It should be under studio decor! 🌸

[@denisewolfe-botha4204]

Hello Emily. i would love love to order some of your stuff, but unfortunately you are too far away, which makes it very expensive with shipping costs. so sad, really, would have loved to order notepads, book marks and stickers and the magnetic bookmarks, gosh i just love all sorts of stationery !!!!! glad to hear you're over the rough patch...

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I wish international shipping wasn’t so expensive 😞🩷🩷

[@susanvelez6534]

Emily just found you what is the name of the pink machine that printed your magnets?

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I think you’re thinking of the silhouette cameo! But it’s not a printer, it just cuts things ☺️

[@creativelylisamarie]

I have the same healthy anxiety…. It is debilitating and so very scary. I have been really scared of the C-word as well.

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m right there with you 🩷😞

[@creativelylisamarie]

@@emilycromwelldesignsLots of pink helps for sure 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@lisavaniderstine6212]

Yay!

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

I’m backkkk! 🥰🩷

[@Christina24life]

My parents got the you know what before Christmas and my mom still doesn’t have taste buds

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Oh my goodness 😔 I’m so sorry that happened, I hope it comes back soon for her 😞🩷

[@staceyros]

can i ask where you are getting your sticker sheets done? im starting them and trying to find a good price and great quality

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

It’s from a company on Alibaba! Theres a bunch of great manufacturers on there with different price points and minimums! ☺️

[@staceyros]

oh ok..i only asked 2 people on there and the shipping was crazy,ty@@emilycromwelldesigns

[@staceyros]

i just asked, for an example of their pricing..5x7 for 50 of them...89 dollars for shipping...yikes@@emilycromwelldesigns

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

@staceyros yes the shipping unfortunately is pretty expensive on there! 😞

[@alishasimms2846]

​@@emilycromwelldesignsAlibaba?! Really?! I have been very scared to try anything from such sites, so it's good to know of someone who uses it. Do you have any tips on scouting a reputable manufacturer on such sites?

[@francheskaseijo9998]

Wait! There’s a monthly box with kitty theme?! When did i miss that? 😭😭😭

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Yesss! It was available end of December/early January 🩷🩷 I think I’ll have some products leftover so those will be in the shop either end of February or early March!

[@charparker427]

You are so cute. I love your channel ❤️ 😊

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

Why thank you!!! I’m so happy to have you here! ☺️🩷

[@fijaystudio]

didn't you ever get sick then get better and then be less phobic "cos it was OK? You didn't have to explain anything it's fine. All the new pink bits prob. made you feel much happier so that is good

[@emilycromwelldesigns]

No anytime I got sick my fear got worse unfortunately 🩷

[@manojsope-cs8zw]

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