What Dark Souls and Bloodborne Taught Me About Life

A V-log explaining some of the unexpected ways Dark Souls and Bloodborne has taught me about life and becoming a healthy way to cope with depression and anxiety.

[@tehboss3312]

May you find your Worth in the waking world

[@Neuron-ty4fz]

Damm that was fire 🔥

[@justsomeone6166]

one thing that the souls/borne series should teach everyone is that no matter how difficult something is (im looking at you orphan of kos or some say kosm) you can overcome or conquer it

[@Michela]

Agreed on all counts!

[@stopplease9174]

What soulsbourne taught me Is that life is worth living with it in it.

[@tinyvoodoo1862]

I suffer with both depression and anxiety and I don't know how people like you can open up about your experience. I find it difficult to talk to anyone and try to bottle it up myself least I know I'm not alone and find it amazing how many people with similar problems play the souls games. Keep at it

[@Michela]

It is hard. This was the most challenging video I've made so far and I debated as to whether or not to do it for a while, but I figured that it might be helpful. I love how the Souls games has allowed people to feel safe opening up. It's hard to do, but important and good to know that you're not all alone and that your feelings are valid. Thank you for having that courage yourself!

[@danielwheels9529]

Tiny Voodoo look into “acceptance” for anxiety/panic, and CBT. If you can accept bad feelings and identify wether it’s your thoughts, feelings or behaviours causing you trouble then I can promise you will be “cured”

[@helmbreaker8622]

Life of a man (if you're waman mb)

[@henrylee0123]

I agree, as someone who played all the Souls series, except for Demon Souls, don't have a PS3 :'(, that these games taught me perseverance, never give up, not getting greedy (in turns of of getting hits in), and the fact that the main character is just an average Joe trying to survive in those disgustingly ugly, yet beautiful world. (Just like reality) What I feel when I go out and venture through my journey in Dark Souls/Bloodborne, I always get this feeling of home and embrace whenever I come across a bonfire, and especially in the Firelink Shrine/Hunter's Dream. I get those feelings of homesickness, in a game, because the outside world is the unknown, dark, and harsh world of no remorse. The imagery and setting of Dark Souls 3's Firelink Shrine shows a safe heaven for vagabonds. The overall place is pretty dark, but the juxtaposition of the candle placement, bonfire, and sunlight creates a place of light in the depth of Dark Souls' reality. By the way you should check out the Code Vein game that's coming out soon. From the trailer, I highly doubt it can surpass the Souls' series, but it's worth to take a look. This is off topic, but have you played Nier:Automata because you will like it.

[@Michela]

Thank you for your thoughtful comment! I completely agree with you in that the world in the Soulsborne games is a metaphor for ours. It can be dark, remorseless, but at the same time breathtaking. It reminds you that there are many factors in the environment that you can't control, but you can control the way you get through the obstacles. I might pick up Code Vein. I'm on the fence now, but I'm watching all of the new clips that come in to see if I might like it. I'm glad you mentioned Nier: Automata too, I'm playing it right now! I just started Route C. I love how the narrative is so much more than what it looks like on the surface.

[@henrylee0123]

Glad you and I have such similar taste in games :D Nier:Automata's story is so beautiful. Enjoy!!!

[@The_Minds_Butterfly]

Fear not the dark my friend. And let the feast begin.

[@zaclovesschool2273]

Truly great art leaves you thinking about it for hours, days, and weeks on end. Bloodborne is one of those masterpieces that, if delved into, can supply a nearly endless amount of inspiration and thought. The more you learn about it, the more interesting it gets, and the more connections you can make to real life ideas. I love that you shared this experience! Also you're really cool for talking so honestly like this, especially about an inner journey of sorts. Just very relatable so thank you!

[@Michela]

You're absolutely right. Thank you for watching! Bloodborne is absolutely one of those pieces of media that strike you hard and before you know it, you can't imagine life without it.

[@TommasoFirmini]

These games have changed my life since I started playing dark souls and bloodborne June past. I've been off work due to 2 bad car accidents and was smotherimg in my own depression. Once I started these games I started controlling my feelings, putting the energy into the games and the rewardimg feeling I would get after finally beating a boss I've been stuck on a few days, or walking in and destroying them first try feels even better. They gave me something , anything to feel good about . The constant death and trial and error of these games are the biggest metaphors for life and the shit it throws at you, and these games really changed the way I tackle everything now . for me its dark souls - blood borne - ds3 - ds2 are my favorotes in that order! Also, you have such a easy voice to listen too 👌👌

[@Michela]

Thank you so much for sharing this with me, Tommaso! I know how much courage it takes. I'm happy to hear that the Souls series has helped you through this time, you deserve to have these types of positive resources. It's incredibly hard to recover after such a life-altering event, it's important to have something to look forward to and make you feel accomplished, which I feel these games do.

[@UsedGames]

You started by fearing the old blood ended up being yarnham's worst walking nightmare 💀

[@Michela]

As the Great Ones intended

[@UsedGames]

@@Michela a minor correction on my part. I meant to say a dual wielding walking day and nightmare💀

[@mtinfinity7845]

An amazing message! I've played Bloodborne and heard an interpretation of the videogame similar to yours, never give up no matter what. Life obstacles get harder and harder just like soulsborne foes do, however you get better (or git gud haha), that's how life is. And no matter how dark, stressful or frustrating some moments may be, you eventually get through if you keep at it and don't give up. If you are going through a dark moment in life, remember, this too shall pass. And you will feel great when you overcome life challenges just like in the game 😉. After playing this game, or the "game" of life, you will come to realize what differentiates winners from losers is if they give up or not. And remember, you are never alone, just like a hunter is never alone ;)

[@Michela]

Yes, I agree with all of this! That's why even these dark games are the most uplifting. They're a metaphor and reminder that you can get through life's challenges even if they look impossible at first. It gives you an accomplished feeling when you do.

[@crashbandicoot5470]

This was beautifully touching 😢 Mercy for hunter

[@Michela]

Thank you so much!

[@seeknprotect6179]

It taught me to front flip right into an approaching car if I can’t avoid it.

[@adamord8305]

Can definitely relate. These games changed me for the better. I barely even played video games prior to trying the Souls series. They’ve helped me cope with a lot of different shit and have helped me tremendously.

[@Michela]

I'm happy to hear it! I love how Souls reminds us that it's okay to fail; it's an essential part of learning, getting better, and getting up to try again.

[@TheVamxie]

I just passed Bb, and it taught me that if you kill beasts/gods/hunters/corrupted humans/demi-gods/aliens: you turn into a squid/slug boi :3

[@Michela]

Becoming a magic squid has a profound impact on life for sure.

[@avi_rivera]

Thanks for sharing this. My friends look at me sideways when I tell them how deep these games get. Part of what made it click for me was fighting the Gaping Dragon in DS1 and thinking of it metaphorically.

[@Michela]

They really do get deep in subtle ways and it's hard to understand unless you've played them and experienced it. It always feels amazing when the game begins to click.

[@avi_rivera]

@@Michela yeah! I had the same experience with Bloodborne when I began to read into Gehrman’s story. It’s much more tragic than it initially lets on.

[@rickyNoel12]

Beautiful way to see it......makes me smile.

[@Michela]

Thank you! Soulsborne has been one of the healthiest outlets for me for the past couple years.

[@arthurmorgan1764]

I suffer from bipolar and i remember my friend who suffers from bipolar himself.... He sat me down to play bloodborne..... From that day forward bloodborne and dark souls has taught me that life is harsh but you can make it if you fight and that failure is not a bad thing its a lesson on what we did wrong... It also helped me how to handle my alcoholism.... Theres better ways to handle with your situation

[@jollyskull07]

Omg I'm just now watching it you did mention Utena!!! I love it when people love the series it's so close to me

[@Michela]

Utena is my favorite of all time! I don't think anything else will come close. I've been meaning to do a podcast about it with Sinclair Lore and Richie, but I never ever feel prepared because there's so much to say and I don't know how I can communicate it without just screaming about how much I love it. 😅

[@jollyskull07]

@@Michela i feel that, this makes me want to re-watch the movie lol

[@noahgray4620]

Another thing with Bloodborne and dark souls is Dark souls teaches you to not be greedy. Love what you have because greed can lead to failure quickly. Also over aggression is not a good thing. Yes, dark souls is a quick moving game but with the rolling mechanic and perrying mechanic it allows you to sit back and observe your enemy before being aggressive and even then being aggressive should be used with caution. Bloodborne wants you to be aggressive. The way to thrive is by being aggressive, and greed is sometimes necessary. It takes away the dodging and perrying is there but nothing like Dark Souls. Blocking is also taken away(unless you want to use one of the two shields in the game that are practically useless). The biggest thing is when you get hit you have a chance to recover but you HAVE to make a move quickly and execute with precision.

[@Michela]

That's another excellent point!

[@cristophermedina8749]

It's great to see people get more out of games than just entertainment. What I got from Dark Souls was that the world is not black and white but gray, which goes into the whole good people with good intentions dont always come out doing good things. It hit hard with the NPCs of the first game and theyre questlines. Saving Syegmyer from his heroic suicidal attack in izalith causes him to go mad and hollow. Inspiring the Crestfallen warrior by ringing the bells causes him to finally do something and go hollow in new londo. Helping Big Hat Logan find the archives causes him to go mad. Telling the pyromancer at firelink shrine where the chaos sister was makes him go to the swamp die and go hollow. Helping Solaire on his journey slowly drives him to despair and worse if he finds the sunlight maget. Worse part is I whent into this trying to help them and only ended up ruining them. No matter how hard we try things wont always go our way, so it leaves us with the only progressive option left which is to keep moving forward (linking the fire or putting it out). One foot in front of the other, no looking back. I love your take on these games and hope to see more from you. I see that you're fan of Nier, have you ever tried playing the original Drakengard games. The first ones great its about a rag tag team consisting of a psycho,pedophile,cannibal,a sexually driven dragon and a foolish little boy on a journey to save the world from theyre psychotic gods.

[@dylanakent]

I wish there were more videos about games and topics in general like this. It's so refreshing to hear someone open up about their serious intellectual exploration and impression of a game rather than seek the lowest common denominator. There's always a time and place for joking around but when something effects you on this level, it's great to acknowledge that. Make sure you have fun but don't ever stop being one of the more thoughtful gamers on YT & twitch. Your impressions make you unique and that is a fabulous and rare occurrence. Keep kicking inter-dimensional ass in your incredibly fashionable way!

[@Michela]

Thank you so much, Dylan! I always get happy when you pop up on streams. With gaming, I've always loved to piece apart the stories that I love while having fun with the experience. That's what makes it so special.

[@dylanakent]

I love to watch both of you stream games ! You know I'll be there whenever I can! Always a great time! See you soon!

[@arcanaobscura3519]

Hi, I've just discovered your channel and really loved your perspective on the lore - espicially your look on Lady Maria. Anyway I wanted to tell you that you really summed up what these games mean to me. Hope you're well.

[@Michela]

Thank you for your comment. I especially appreciate hearing from people on this particular video because of what From Software games mean to us. I'm glad that the games were there for you too and I hope you're also doing well.

[@fuller1883]

this was sweet, i havent played bloodborne(I really want to) but i have played the souls series and yeah, the feeling you get from your accomplishments or finding some clever way of overcoming something that felt impossible is almost unparalleled(hollow knights got that feel). Its also really interesting to hear peoples different interpretations or even there own ways of overcoming certain obstacles. I love these games to pieces its nice to others who do aswell.

[@Michela]

If you like Hollow Knight and get that sense of accomplishment from overcoming challenges, you very well could love Bloodborne. It's one of the few games I've played that I'd easily called a masterpiece. It truly gives you that sense of accomplishment and even wonder as you progress and learn more about the world.

[@MachoMachismoKEN]

Not sure if I'm the only who does this but. When I ever I defeat a boss on bloodborne that's been kicking my ass forever. If I got the fight recorded and saved to the Ps4 capture gallery. I watch it every now and then. Pat myself on the shoulder saying yupp I just did that 😎 I win yaaaay 👐🙌 hahaha

[@Michela]

I do the exact same thing! When I'm particularly proud of the fight, I'll upload it to Facebook too and watch it now and then. These bosses demand the type of learning and skill that you should be proud for figuring them out and beating them!

[@destinationskyline07]

You should check out the anime Violet Evergarden. It helped me with my depression and dealing with grief. It also has the awesome fashion style of bloodborne!

[@Michela]

Thanks for the suggestion, I'll check it out!

[@destinationskyline07]

Not sure if Violet(the main character) took inspiration from Lady Maria or not...but they both wear a green brooch around their necks. I really love in the fashion in bloodborne and violet evergarden.

[@DeVeloxVulpes]

Nice of you to share your thoughts.

[@eilert_]

Watching your videos and lore about these series makes me fall more in love with these games. I still need to play them myself one day as I haven't really had the chance but I do also love games that have these kind of narratives that use a lot of symbolism and metaphors that is all up to the player to piece it together. The designs, music, the characters, all having some layers of meaning and thoughtfulness. SoulsBourne strikes me as very poetic in that way despite its dark visuals. Hearing about your favourite anime, I saw once recommendations for it, only the boxart and name, and I thought I could put it into my watchlist without knowing anything about it cuz why not but after listening to you I may actually check it out. Also in that regard I was thinking if you had ever tried Shin Megami Tensei main franchise, since it also has this superficial plot but there's also layers of meaningfulness and symbolism to piece together, along with this environmental storytelling style just like Dark Souls. The only difference is how SMT is more speculative fiction for a genre, blending the occult and bizarre and philosophical with its sci fi and dark fantasy elements.

[@odudi]

I can tell you what Bloodborne and Dark Souls taught me about life....i don't have the patients to play hard game like i did when i was younger with Ghouls and Ghosts and Actraiser 2. Depression and anxiety is a curse to deal with...been dealing with it for over 40 years.

[@sanguinedekker7287]

Thank you so much for making this video. I love it

[@haruoki2905]

I'm going thru the same thing right now in my life, I've been playing thru the soul series and just finished blood borne without knowing the reason why. thank you for giving me insight on what i'm going thru, it's nice to know i'm not alone.

[@Michela]

You're definitely not alone, and the people in the community I've met through these games are awesome, usually very open to hearing stories. I'm so happy to see that you found solace in the Souls series and that it's helping you through this time in your life.

[@Infrared-nyne]

This video was beautiful #deep

[@Michela]

Thank you!

[@gwyn8372]

You are worth sacrificing the Age of Fire for

[@Michela]

That's an enormous statement coming from Gwyn and it's much appreciated.

[@jrvbamafan1]

Your story really reminded me of what I was dealing with when bloodborne came out. I was battling severe depression and looking for things to take my mind off of the issues I was facing. I initially didn't like bloodborne although I very much liked the whole Victorian gothic vibe it had with the monsters mixed in. I played it for 4 hours the night I bought it and couldn't get past the group at the bonfire. Frustration set in and I shelved the game for several months. One night I was determined to at least get to the first boss, and decided that if I did that and still didn't like it, that at least I gave it a fair shot. Long story short I finally get to cleric beast and beat him on my first attempt. After that something changed. I just got how the game worked. I noticed that things were becoming easier to deal with and if I died, it was usually from me being careless. Fast forward and ive gotten all 3 endings on it and completed the dlc, and a game I initial didn't like is now one of my favorite games ever, and it did in fact make me feel like things I thought I couldn't do were now things I just needed to try harder on. Your video and views were spot on. Sorry for the long post but i really just related to what u were saying, and u got a new sub. Good luck with your channel as u deserve many more subscribers

[@Michela]

No need to be sorry, thank you for sharing! I'm glad to hear your story and that the games affected you that way, it really does help to be reminded that with perseverance comes the reward of knowing you pushed through and learned along the way.

[@sirenity8839]

im looking fwd to the remaster so badly!

[@Michela]

I am too! Only a few more months to go.

[@jaydunna2276]

I can relate so well to BB causing anxiety. I actually disliked playing BB not for any fault of the game. Quite the opposite, they designed the game so well that it always left me feeling uneasy and anxious, but i could not stop playing, thinking, or watching videos about BB ( here i am). Bloodborne might be the most horrified and psychologically unsettled ive ever been in a video game. 2 areas specifically that almost made me feel physically sick are - Nighmare frontier & Forbidden Woods. My mind was in a state of frenzy IRL.

[@rubenferreira1888]

wow thanks for opening my eyes. To be honest I never saw the dark souls series the way you did. I guess we all have a different points of view towards the game and in your case you went deeper than just your casual gamer. I am truly impressed thank you

[@Michela]

Thank you for such a caring comment! I know that the series isn't everyone's cup of tea and even with me, it took months before I realized all the good that it was doing. When you keep going and don't give up, you'll eventually come into that feeling of accomplishment that makes the series so addictive, and that's what inspires me in life too.

[@rubenferreira1888]

yeah as you said it ain't easy. But something that i have learned is that nothing in life worth having is easy to get, whether it's a job, learning something new, or even beating a hard ass boss. And when you beat a boss in dark souls, most of the time you think (" oh god it's finally over"). And you keep getting better at it.

[@Michela]

Agreed on all counts!

[@HoltKezed]

A Hunter is a Hunter, even in a dream. And just maybe, life itself is a dream...

[@gordonfreeman-g5w]

beautiful vid. Also why does it feel like I'm talking to one of the female princess npc's of the soulbourne games lmao

[@sonicultracollection2946]

Wow, great video! I was immediately surprised by how little subscribers you had considering how good this content is. Just keep it up, once you're channel is bigger, I'll be proud to say I was your 652nd subscriber :)

[@Michela]

Thank you so much, I appreciate the awesome comment and for subscribing! I have more stuff to come in the next few weeks, I'm in mid-recovery from an injury and will post as soon as I can sit upright, lol!

[@Nocturnal808]

I’m late to watching this but thank you for sharing your experience, it’s very insightful and hopeful

[@Michela]

Thank you, I'm glad you found it helpful!

[@doughlausprashaal7151]

OK weird story but the reason why I got into souls was this anime called SAO after watching the first 15 eps where the main charecters were stuck in a video game and had to fight for survival I wanted to play a game that meant something where my game avatar is going to fight as hard as I can that's when I accidentally started playing souls and it was the hardest video game experience ever it game me a cause to beat and I managed to do it with sheer grit and determination my life in this game meant something cos I'd lose souls or blood vials every death has consequences so my life in this game was something meaningful and I didn't want to die Eventhough I keep dying that's why I love soulsbourne and souls like clone games and when I finished dark souls 3 for the first time I was over the moon

[@imraw17]

Very insightful video...hehe

[@Michela]

Thanks!

[@ivanleon6164]

my god i want a Bloodborne movie of father Gascoyne and his family, I just want to know the lithe girl is ok now.

[@Michela]

Wouldn't that be amazing? I'd love to see a Bloodborne-related movie, although I'm a little nervous about that because the game is so nearly perfect that I feel like any attempt to bring it to another type of media would have to be spot-on.

[@Trey50Daniel]

Don't you dare go hollow.

[@SomethingScotty]

Dark Souls seems to of helped a lot of people with their depression. Three that come to mind that do the youtube thing are NakeyJakey, Writing On Games, and ParagonDS. I think the reason why the Soulsborne games are so good at helping people through depression is because the games world is built on the foundation of how depressed people feel. I can't say all depressed people, so I should clarify I speak for myself in that regard. My dad died when I was 5, so I got started on depression early, as I'm 34 now. The world of Dark Souls is very ruinous and unforgiving. It's not going to give you anything you're not willing to go get yourself. For me personally the Dark Souls games made me feel like there were people out there that "got it", so to speak. Because here is this world where in every starting area there is always one dude who was called to action, but couldn't handle it and gave up and now they're crestfallen, sitting there lamenting about life and filling your head with the horrors in store for you. Like the voice in your head that tells you it's not worth it to keep trying. Lore wise the reason why the Hollows became Hollows in the first place was because they were undead who gave up or otherwise lost that one thing they were so desperately searching for and gave into despair. When you think of the Souls series in the context of an allegory for depression, the NPC's telling you "Don't you dare go hollow." are representative of the people close to you and that really quiet voice in your head that tells you not to give up.

[@AsamiArt]

I really love this video, I’ve watched it many times during the past years. I totally agree that the souls borne series helped us overcome many of life obstacles just by changing the way we think. By the way you should give undertale a try, it’s very deep story.

[@Michela]

Thank you for the comment and suggestion! Souls has been a reminder that life is filled with obstacles and it's okay to fail as long as we get back up.

[@fancyaristocrat7450]

That t-shirt is awesome 😂

[@bigfatwarlord1846]

I love dark souls 3 so much that i am getting a tattoo of the soul of cinder on my upper arm When I turn 18.

[@Michela]

That's awesome, I'm sure it'll look great!

[@JJack1775]

Its an amazing game series.

[@Jeddalo]

Awesome video, I LOVED this!!! :) Also, If I may, I want to recommend an awesome RPG for you. Now I know you said in one of your streams that you don't like zombies, but I HIGHLY recommend Telltale's The Walking Dead games, and as a huge Walking Dead and Zombie fan, I have to say that there is A LOT more to The Walking Dead than just zombies, The comics, TV Show, and Video Games are AMAZING and will leave you at times in tears and with the games they will also not only leave you in tears at times but will make you wonder if you made the right choice.....I just thought I'd throw that out there :)

[@Michela]

Thank you for the kind words and the suggestion! I'm not a huge fan of zombies unless they take a backseat to the story, like Shaun of the Dead, but my sister loves Walking Dead. If she ever gets a system, I'll pass that along to her!

[@Jeddalo]

To be honest, in the beginning of The Walking Dead the zombies are the main focus BUT the more you keep reading/watching/playing the more they tend to step away from them being the main threat and start introducing other survivors or communities as the main threat, some of those villains include, The Governor, Negan and the Saviors, and The Whisperers......the zombies are more of an obstacle to overcome and you have to be wary of the person standing next to you....that's the best way I can sum it up

[@ReneeSitra]

Bloodborne is such a treasure I was expecting a cool sort of creepy action rpg What I got was the scariest gothic horror of all time My god this game just gets horror

[@Michela]

That's exactly what I love most about Bloodborne! I read the back of the game box and expected one thing, then got something wholly different and better. It has probably the best overall atmosphere of any game I've ever played.

[@SkarrGaming]

I'd do anything for Bloodborne 2. Shame that the Shadows Die Twice thing looks more likely to be a Tenchu game. Atleast we still got Dark Souls Remaster though.

[@Michela]

We still don't know exactly what Shadows Die Twice will entail, so there's still hope! What I want most is a new IP, even though my heart wants a Bloodborne 2 at the same time. Since there's Kanji script and if it ends up being BB2, it's possible that they could be taking us eastward and telling the story of the scourge there. If it's a new IP, FromSoft will be able to make a brand new masterpiece, potentially!

[@SkarrGaming]

Yeah there is potential that it could be Bloodborne set in the far east. Afterall in the DLC there was a man in a cell (Yamamura) who's armour you could take and in the description it says he comes from an eastern land. What makes this possible is that they already did something similar with the DS1 dlc with Marvellous Chester. He both looks and fights more like a hunter than a typical DS character. And what game came next? Bloodborne! DS2 doesn't count because that wasn't Miyazaki.

[@thanasismakkas4639]

Have faith in fromsoftware mate. When it comes to a new ip they have always delivered masterpieces! Also, I strongly believe that it is nice that they are inplrmenting changes to the gameplay. Don't get me wrong, I love the formula of the soulsborne more than anything, but we shouldn't forget that these guys are creators. And it makes me happy to see that they are free to try new things, and don't stuck to making the same stuff

[@glorifieduniverse5313]

You look like lady Maria 👍

[@Michela]

Thanks!

[@CrimsonAltar]

Praise Umbasa

[@adamw5087]

Great vid

[@Michela]

Thanks!

[@M8E8L]

nice shirt though

[@Michela]

It's our daily reminder to git gud.

[@JyotiDeka1989]

You should get Demon's Souls now... I am waiting for the day I can buy a PS5...

[@Michela]

I understand and am in the same boat. I'll buy Demon's Souls once I get my hands on a PS5 eventually!

[@JyotiDeka1989]

@@Michela Yeah we are in the same boat... And I also hope to play Elden Ring on the PS5...

[@M8E8L]

Aww you didn't keep the dream bubble

[@Michela]

It was an adorable dream bubble, I must say!

[@Moneesincere]

i love u

[@thedevilsaid6846]

They ruined my FPS ability, it’s terrible and awesome. But yeah I agree, the first rdr did that for me. Played it during a major life change. Reminded me what being a man is about, and got my own redemption.

[@emilion8071]

am i the only one that is annoyed by the mic blank noise?

[@Michela]

Trust me, I feel like I'm the most annoyed at that. I tried out a fancy new mic and didn't realize how noisy it was until the entire video was recorded. I assure you I'm working on it, lol!

[@godsendthegeneral2255]

Please be my waifu

[@LuBaLu]

Bad audio, please fix.

[@alexjones4690]

Depression.