What Does Happiness Mean To You ? ( ASMR vlog ) Response to Lauren Fenton)

A whispered ASMR vlog where I ask What Happiness Means To You while exploring and answering the question myself.
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What is ASMR? Why am I whispering?
ASMR stands for Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response and is the current (non-scientific) name given to the feeling characterized as a pleasurable tingling sensation felt in the head, scalp, back and other regions of the body in response to visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, and/or cognitive stimuli, such as crinkling bags, hand movements, whispering and personal attention.
My videos are not only meant to help induce ASMR or "tingles", but also help provide a relaxing, calming and soothing experience for the viewer while helping to provide stress relief (especially for those suffering from depression, anxiety and even PTSD), help people sleep and even serve as a study aid.
ASMR on Wikipedia: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autonomo...

[@AlFiqhuddin]

Seeing my parents smiling just because of some effort I did is my biggest happiness :)

[@alirules143]

Same here boss....

[@EphemeralRift]

That's good stuff.

[@ASMRwithRudy]

❤️❤️🧿🧿

[@FatalShotGG]

Wait until you reach age 12 😂

[@TheASMRAngel]

I have found that my happiness (my true happiness, not the kind I find when I get a cool new camera or jet off on a holiday) comes from being in nature. I think this comes from being a kid when I used to wander off to the quarry and fields I lived next to with my friend, we'd be gone for hours every day during the summer without a care in the world. Whenever I sit back and stare at the sky (day or night) I become very calm and peaceful and feel exceptionally content. That's not to say I don't adore spending a week in Spain or an evening with my friends but my true happiness comes from sitting in nature, staring at the sky and being happy in the moment.

[@LaurenOstrowskiFenton]

Ah I smiled right through this video from the first moment to the delicious last- This video gave me happiness - I felt your enthusiasm and enjoyed your candour. I loved your beliefs- your presentation of happiness, the references to your own journey through the ages- and the way your face and eyes change when you speak of your son and wife - Thank you so much for doing this. It was wonderful.

[@EphemeralRift]

Thanks Lauren. I tried my best to avoid repeating what you said in your video because I have quite the same mindset. You made some really great points. There are so many aspects to this topic you could spend hours discussing it.

[@gecalebsmith]

Ephemeral Rift i am subscribed to both of you.... really enjoyed both of your videos, and both of you have responded to my comments in the past which is greatly appreciated. I am praying for both of you.

[@LaurenOstrowskiFenton]

SERJFANATIC ah prayers appreciated all my best to you x

[@PurpleLemurs]

Happiness is creation, not consumption.

[@sleepiebeans1968]

Who else is so deep into quarantine you’re watching some of rift’s 5 yr old videos???

[@kadenielsen210]

The fact that this comment was written 3 years ago scares me. Swear I was in quarantine like yesterday and blinked and now it’s 2023. Who knows, maybe by the time you’re reading this it’ll be 2026 lol

[@mercie8286]

@@kadenielsen2102024🙁

[@TheFireMaker117]

To kadenielson yea. Time dilation and experience is scary. I hate existentialism

[@HarryJamesE]

the other day i was at comic con, i was happy because i fit in and felt no one would judge me because we all felt the same way about stuff like superheroes and video games

[@darrellm7675]

Video games are awesome why would someone judge u for playing video games !☺

[@FRNZY94]

Which comic con did you go? I went to one in Manchester, UK

[@darrellm7675]

I'm from UK

[@catherinemartin1957]

freedom is happiness for me. knowing that tomorrow i get to sleep in or don’t have plans or even if i don’t have homework. being free with someone and not having to go through formalities. freedom is happiness

[@blooba]

I just realized, this is your 500th video. Congrats!

[@Sorin96]

This video is very underrated, i keep coming back to it now since i both get tingles and what he talks about makes me so happy.

[@quaniebombanie]

Thank you ER! For helping me trough the dark days. Ive been feeling really down last couple of months of depression. Girl left me , fired at work, .chronic pains appear out of nowhere .But it' s your videos that help me keep my chin up from time to time. You inspire people . Hope you keep well.

[@cjbetts7469]

I think you're absolutely right. I am least happy when my mind is affected. Happiness to me is clarity, being able to live and live with people in the moment, no filters, whether they be rainy day or rose tinted.

[@ladydynamite7]

I suppose for me, happiness occurs in fleeting moments - moments in the outdoors, or with loved ones, moments of learning something new, even consecutive days spent doing interesting, enriching things make me full-on happy. I don't strive to feel that way all the time though - it would be unrealistic to expect to feel joy every second of every day. Instead I wish for a sense of equilibrium and understanding of my situations on a constant basis and the ability to find those 'happy' times regularly, no matter how fleeting they are, even if the wider situation is looking like it has gone pear-shaped.

[@ladydynamite7]

I guess my answer only somewhat pertains to the questions you've posed in the video, but the whole thing is great food for thought. You've been on a very wise bent lately in your vlogs and it's great! Thank you.

[@EphemeralRift]

I understand completely. I'm not looking to feel joy all the time and I think we can often get that confused with happiness. Well it is somewhat related. But you mentioned equilibrium and that's exactly what brings me happiness all day long: being balanced. Content. Thanks for your comments!

[@FedeleEFX]

At this moment, I feel as though happiness is the act of using what you have, physically, but especially mentally, to create positive change and spread love to others.

[@Miguel21ification]

This one is great! When I feel ASMR every night before I sleep, I usually look through my subscribed channels, and yours is usually the one I go to. You're awesome at it!

[@MasterCoulASMR]

You are one of my favorite KZbinrs and I think it's absolutely awesome that you are including psychology and philosophy in your videos. You are making people think along with relaxing them and I applaud you for that sir! A true idol, glad I stay tuned for your videos! I'm glad I found this community :) I love Laura too!

[@tyleremo1494]

Happiness: living life to the fullest, making memories to hold onto, and a future to look forward to. ER, you have the best asmr voice ever. I try to stay up and watch your videos, but I can only get a couple minutes in before I'm out cold. Thank you for the videos.

[@gingertroy6329]

I think it is important to remember that Happiness is never constant, you are not always going to be happy no one is ever always happy. If we didn't know what it was like to be sad we wouldn't know what it was like to be happy. I really enjoyed your video because it reminded me to not only remember what makes me happy but why it does and to hold onto these thoughts when I am sad. Thank you ^_^

[@EphemeralRift]

This is true. Yin and Yang. Can't have light without the dark, know joy without sadness like you said. Thanks for your comment.

[@fennecfox2]

Writing comics makes me really happy. I can write/draw anything no matter how unreal and it's a nice little escape. I think happiness is also enjoying the simple things in life, being happy with who you are, loving yourself and the people in your life (flaws and all!), not staying mad, being greatful brings me a lot of happiness, loving things (having interests/passions/favourite things) in general is very happy. Feeling alive, motivated, or even just enjoying a walk or a cup of coffee. Relating to people instead of finding differences, and being on moving path you can be proud of, is also happiness to me. Those are mine. :)

[@EphemeralRift]

Wonderfully spoken. And hello there stranger ;)

[@zennfae9260]

One of my favorite things about the youtube algorithm is it suggesting videos that i watched ages ago. Seeing a video like this is super nostalgic and has aged like fine wine. You’ve been great since the beginning Mr.ER!

[@brandonamthor]

ER please I really miss these style of videos. I love your newest content but these videos where you sit down and make us question ourselves and life in general and try to explain what you believe in, in such a real way, these videos were really something to look back on and I know I have many many times throughout the past couple years of my life as I continue to find myself and put the puzzle pieces together

[@HektischerHecht]

I never watched one of your vids out of this series but now where i havr reached my first ever "crisis" i am so glad you have them. Keep up the good work ER, you're awesome.

[@xFlared]

Happiness comes from freedom, and freedom comes from wisdom. Very few people in our world have achieved these aspects. Most people however have artificial happiness, which is a coping mechanism to endure everyday life. It's like living in a prison and denying its existence. Job, success, money, and yes, even family are forms of egoistic forms of survival. Achieving any of these never bring you accomplishment, buy hunger for more. True happiness lies in indiscriminate love and respect for everyone and for everything.

[@EphemeralRift]

Well said and I agree with you.

[@Sethae]

I've heard the version where freedom comes from bravery. Freedom is poorly understood, because at it's core it's power over your own life, a situation where you control your own basic needs. Now this does not neccessarily make you happy. An old poet in my country said (my translation) "The one who walks the road is it's captive, freedom lies in the bank of snow.", Pursuit of happiness is an end in it self. I don't think it's healthy to let it control you. You'll might be happy doing the things you like and need, but it's not guarenteed or static state of mind. It does not need to be.

[@FatalShotGG]

The truth will set you free in Jesus' name!

[@MicahSedillo]

THIS IS WHY I LOVE PEOPLE , BECAUSE VIDEOS LIKE THIS DEMONSTRATE HOW WONDERFUL, HOW BEAUTIFUL people truly are at their core. Videos like this remind me to love one another, I LOVE IT, great work !!!!

[@remzgangsta]

Happiness to me is feeling alive. By traveling, exploring parts of the world, being one with nature. But also educating myself in things like space, the universe through books and documentaries. Trying to understand the planet and knowing more about those topics I conclude that I'm lucky to be alive and enjoying even the little things can make me happy. Also music, damn that makes me happy almost every time.

[@Jared-kh3uk]

The topics you choose to speak upon are awesome! Much thanks!

[@stevewright2129]

To me happiness is being adventurous, trying new things and doing things to be proud of. Feeling like you've achieved something ambitious or had the courage to take a risk is what makes me happy, regardless of the result.

[@halosamurai]

always love your content ER

[@knighthaunter]

Happiness to me means making people happy. I feel that I’m at my best when I make someone else smile or feel a little better.

[@einheridoodle]

Someone to share my life with... Someone to trust and love, someone who also trusts and loves me back... Having such person in my life... Is true happiness to me...

[@Orghoroth]

Ephemeral Rift I just feel the need to thank you for all your videos and work. I enjoy them very much. I'm always happy to see new videos from you appearing on the subscription list. But I'm also happy to be able to rewatch older videos for the 76th time, like the journey lets plays or the candyman ( your videos with candy/sweets in general) or the professor, and many more. Tank You.

[@EphemeralRift]

Why thank you kindly. I do appreciate it.

[@StandardIssueMetal]

There is no other vway to put it; you are simply the most relaxing man on the internet!

[@EphemeralRift]

StandardIssueMetal Thank you. Now go spread the gospel!

[@CarlCampbell]

Really appreciate the reality check, Uncle E. Of course so many people have it worse off than we do but we have to deal with our own circumstances - that doesn't mean that we disregard others worldwide.

[@ThugMuffinification]

I've lost a few people very close to me within the past few years, so happiness for me is being near the people I love and getting to spend time with them. I don't care about cars, clothes, travel or anything like that. People and those relationships are the only thing I can't ever buy so if I have them, I have everything and I am happy. Happiness to me means love and my connections to others.

[@EphemeralRift]

Awesome.

[@shayne604]

+Ephemeral Rift maybe if you could do an asmr video on relationship advice? Or about having problems with relationships... Thanks!

[@eicoo2]

Intriguing video. Being a young adult, I have never really thought about how happy I really am or what makes me genuinely happy. Thank you for giving me something to think on.

[@ReisNJake]

It's funny, we often envision ourselves pursuing something that has some kind of tangible reward that will fulfill us. I think most of us don't understand what will truly make us happy. I believe happiness is living with integrity (which is sometimes much easier to abide by then we think). It's living your top strengths and values every day, consistently. Happiness is not about acquiring tangible or even spiritual rewards, or "things". Personally, and this being something that ER touched base on, I have found that if you can be content with yourself alone and your thoughts and simply smile at the fact that you appreciate who you are, then you're in right direction. "All of humanity's problems stem from a man's inability to sit quietly in a room alone." -Blaise Pascal

[@Dud3xx]

Oh my god i watched Laurens video and i didnt think she would go so frickin deep that she would get to "what does chicken taste like without salt" i was absolutely facinated by her reasoning thank u for introducing me to this fantastic person ER

[@MegaZapproductions]

Happiness is such a deep topic, I think each person has their own special things/lifestyle that make them happy. I also think there are so many levels of happiness. Doing an activity as you mentioned like video games or writing can make someone temporarily happy but how long until they long that feeling again because when they stop playing that game or writing that story they mostly stop feeling the stimulus it gives them, so happiness can possibly even branch off into addiction. There's a wider aspect of happiness too such as having the job you enjoy and people around you making you feel happy. I just believe everyone's different and life won't always be happy because if there weren't sad things here we wouldn't respect the relief happiness gives. I believe a balance of good things and bad things in our life is the best formula for living a good life.

[@EphemeralRift]

You're exactly right. This is a very deep topic and you could spend hours talking about it and everyone's various opinions on it. Thanks for your comment.

[@FatalShotGG]

A DEEP topic. Get it? He looks like The Deep from The Boys.

[@PissedOffBanker]

being able to keep a balance between doing things I like to do and spending time with loved ones

[@EphemeralRift]

Balance. That's key. Thanks for your comment.

[@Ickerus13]

The chalkboard writing sounds are on point. I got tingles.

[@OneDeaged]

I really needed this one. Thank you,

[@colesky6619]

The chalkboard writing was really relaxing!

[@lynnen264]

Happiness for me is......calmness of mind and fullness of heart......everything else will happen as it happens I must add....adopting my Son and seeing him born is and always will be the purest of happiness for me

[@HenriTan]

Happiness means a lot.We human all in search of happiness.Some find happiness though just a open door and some find it hard to believe it's every going to happen to them.And some people just don't know how to keep happiness.Life has all those key element that pull you away from true happiness.Whether it greed or ambition,we can never find happiness if there is always negativity.Faith is happiness.

[@mariesoundhaven3720]

well paul, since you asked so kindly, to me happiness is when you're content with life and with yourself. Its all optional, whether you're happy or not, you can be happy as long as you think happy. Its always my mission to make myself and others happy, and I hope I do a good job

[@oneimperialpunk]

Speaking of love, I love You man! You're a great inspiration and help.

[@TheASMRGamer]

Love these deep and thoughtful videos! Meaningful topics lead to easier tingles ;P Great job :D

[@FatalShotGG]

DEEP no pun intended... Hahaha he looks like The Deep from The Boys

[@infinitely_smol3007]

It’s something that I want and never want it to leave because it feels good.

[@Trivvy]

You got an unclosed parenthesis in your title there.

[@MaverickJeyKidding]

I'll asnwer short: to me happiness is when i learn smth new and then use this knowledge\experience to amaze others. And mostly when they get so amazed tey want me to teach them aswell. This is when i feel really happy. To make it even shorter - i'm happy when i feel like a teacher and my student is into it from the bottom of their heart.

[@Riptidous]

True love to me is the greatest happiness.

[@alexanderfomin2563]

I don't understand why this channel has 86k subs... It deserves at least a million, if that's not much to ask! I'm glad this isn't a video on humility. :)

[@KustomFu]

happiness (to me) would be having all the things I want. That includes material possessions, decent living conditions, maybe 1 good person for spending time with, and enough money to keep all those other things going.

[@smulligan]

People who say money doesn't buy happiness are crazy. Having an unlimited amount of money means never working, never working means more time to do the things you love and be with the people you care about. What that saying really means is "money can't buy you friends/true love". And that's true, but if you already have both of those and money. You're one happy bitch

[@KustomFu]

Wolf Hazard I do agree about crazy people thinking money doesn't buy happiness. They either have never been without money, or they enjoy being homeless. annnnnd.... I just erased about 2 pages worth of stuff I wrote after that. Figured no one wants to read that kind of depressing junk.

[@AfterOwls]

This does not have to do with your comment, I am sorry. But I just thought I would tell you I have seen your comments in a lot of different videos today it's getting weird XD

[@Krebscast]

People let greed consume them as well, and the money/possessions become more important than the things that really matter.

[@jalexandnbc2352]

I smell Greed

[@BeLikeRama]

To me happiness is a constant desire for fulfillment that is endless until you come to the realization that you simply need to become content with everything in your situation

[@Ann-sv7zx]

My grandma told me I make her happy and less sad and I felt truly good and happy about my worth and value as human:)

[@charlotte.a.8186]

A lot of things can bring me happiness, but what happiness means to me? When I hear it I immediately think about feelings, being alive and having the opportunity to exist and perish, because that is happiness for me. And things in between that make me actually feel alive bring me happiness :)

[@EphemeralRift]

Ah yes, feelings and the feeling of being alive. Feelings is a great topic to discuss on its own. Thanks for your comment!

[@justfornucs]

Happiness to me is doing things I love, like sports, with people I like.For example, I've played base ball throughout my entire life. Throughout my childhood I would always come within reach of a championship but would always loose to the same man who stacked his team every year. So my last year before highschool we played a best two out of three championship series against him. I wanted to win, but I was just happy to be on the field. I never felt more alive then when our bleachers were packed and I crushed a home run to give us the lead, and finally, winning a championship. But the best part was being able play with and lead a group of guys that I considered my brothers, to total victory over a man that had no sportsmanship.

[@Dawgtism]

Happiness to me is knowing others around me are happy.

[@LimitIsIllusion]

And as I said, I can't say I have been actually sad in a Lon time, or depressed for tht matter. This is because I think I have truly got a grip on how to control the phases that we go through. I think I have taken control Of the feelings that we get when we aren't looking forward to something, as opposed to the feeling of satisfaction we get when the "something" is over

[@sargemaurer]

Happiness is not about wanting things that make you happy... Its about learning to be happy with the things you already have..

[@rinkendou]

There is no such thing as 'true' happiness imo. Just whatever makes you feel good, keep doing it.

[@That667Guy]

Happiness is a moment's satisfaction. I want joy- the daily satisfaction. What brings happiness is me testing my limit and seeing someone test their limit. What brings me joy is knowing that I'll always want to test my limit and that others will want to as well.

[@HumbleFishStix]

I hope one day I find the ability to be happy. I know it has to come from within, but I don't know how to love or even accept myself yet.

[@SevenEllen]

Good health, above average fitness, being generous , unselfish, and helpful, not bitching at work, and quality time with family, friends, and my partner. That's what happiness is to me.

[@Nico18_]

For me is like... First of all, "Acceptance", of your life, of life itself, your pros and cons, death, everything And then... finding a "Purpose", you know like, play the cards that you have, find something and express it

[@hunterevans8129]

Congrats on video # 500

[@polarbird27]

Happiness to me is being satisfied with what you have. What you have can be material things, and also relationships with others. How can you be happy if you have bad relationships? You don't need a lot to be satisfied with what you have.

[@marioulizzzMs13]

hapiness is just an emotion our brain creates when ur spirit is happy and i mean spiritual happiness thats when ull see and feel what happiness is like.Our brain can be happy in a few seconds and unhappy in the next second if something we didnt want to happen just happend,meaning is just an illusion-cycle that keeps going into our mind until we finally die and then reach the peak of peace.Im not saying we got to die to feel happr or peace but in order to b happy ur spirit has to be first :)

[@marioulizzzMs13]

at least thats my point of view for happiness and generally for human emotions...

[@steelfoot98]

For me, if I could have an unobstructed view of the stars for the rest of my life, I don't think I'd ever stop smiling.

[@cloverskies77]

I am finding an amazing thread that ASMR artists seem to share on KZbin. They all seem to be highly intelligent, caring & Highly Sensitive People. I think your question about what does happiness mean to you,,,was simple but yet profound at the same time. Ty for sharing so much of yourself & making us think about what's important in life :)) Btw....for me it took me until my 40's to finally not care what others think,,,,& its brought me an inner freedom & happiness that's been amazingly liberating. :)

[@idnotapplicable]

That ending was deep.

[@Quobbleplays]

happiness is the moment of not being sad. IMO happiness is a persistant state that is always there, to vanish it needs to be replaced by negative influence, such as sadness. so, long story short, I am always happy until I get sad.

[@comeaun6086]

Happiness is when you can choose what you want to do.

[@MangledMarionettes]

I think the heart of the matter of being happy is peace - deep seated, long lasting peace. I would call it inner autonomy. It's something that most of us seek and few of us find. I think it's something one has to cultivate from within himself. But how do we go about attaining this peace, this inner autonomy? I would say that by adopting amor fati - that by acceptance of one's life in its totality inner autonomy could be achieved. Realize what is under your control and accept what isn't, gain vital wisdom provided by experience, and perhaps then one would become closer to achieving this inner peace, inner autonomy.

[@daanvdz7025]

I love your way of humeur x) greetings from Holland :)

[@FatalShotGG]

Humour*

[@daanvdz7025]

@@FatalShotGG Thanks man for your correction 9 years later

[@FatalShotGG]

@@daanvdz7025 You may not be aware of this but the Internet is forever, kid. I might have replied after 15 years and it wouldn't have mattered.

[@daanvdz7025]

@@FatalShotGG Why are you so sarcastic haha and assuming I am a “kid” or calling me one, not really necessary is it? Have a good one mate 🙏🏽

[@daanvdz7025]

@@FatalShotGG *mattered

[@-AndyWasson-]

Happiness to me is not giving up and believe you can do something it is your wanting accomplished..it make me feel good to work hard every day, day in and day out...im 23 and im not gunna lie to you Ephemeral..but i was handed alot of things my whole live up until 2008...long story...but for 6 years ive been busting my ass trying to get thing accomplished in my life and in those 6 years ive gotten a new attitude, my GED, and ive changed and im happy....next week im getting my license...thanks for reading....whoever did...

[@hostonyoutube]

Being with my loved ones

[@EphemeralRift]

Wonderful to hear. :)

[@MustObeyTheRules]

Dad? Is that you ?

[@AnthonyHeadway]

He did this on my birthday

[@S3l43r1]

Ok now... I HAVE TO SAY THIS. It is soooo important! You need to make more videos with mouth sounds like 23:35. Like when you have dry mouth. It is amazing. You are my fav asmr artist because you make the best kind of mouth sounds. You did the same at the 1st episode of minecraft sanctuary. And it was so amazing. Just include them in the video. It's not too big of a request, as I know you have so many of them. Thanks!

[@MD-ny5jj]

To me happiness means when everything in my life goes the right way,when my family is happy,my parents and my career is OK.That would give me great satisfaction

[@Zildjianeer]

What is happiness anyways? A state of being? A mixture of chemicals in the brain? An ideology? All of the above? It's such a grand and elusive subject - I don't think it has any well-defined metaphysical definition.

[@EphemeralRift]

***** I like the way you think. Thanks for your comment.

[@oneimperialpunk]

LOVE, yes, is Happiness. It is the only True happiness.

[@tranquiljoe7816]

I get happiness from pure satisfaction from goals I achieved with the hard work and effort I put in :D really fulfilling and I love taking pride but I am not arrogant.

[@T0WER]

Legendary mouth sounds.

[@LimitIsIllusion]

I have a theory of my own when trying to explain why and where things come from. It's hard to describe, but it is based around an idea that something can't come from a definite number of others things. For example, I can't name where happiness comes from, because it comes from so many things, that it essentially comes from everything in some way. I am a very strong realist and the way I see it is with things that exist only in our mind, dont actually physically exist, therefore they come from nothing. So if I try to explain this what I end up saying is that: happiness comes from everything and from nothing. On another thought, we may be happy at one point with something and not be happy with it later. What I'm trying to say is that we may grow tired of something, and then someone may tell you "u should appreciate things more" but if it grows old to is and no longer beings happiness then why is it Wrong to not appreciate it any longer. What I'm trying to say Is "is is wrong to be unhappy when you have it much better than someone else. And if I answer that question I would say absolutely not. On another thought, we can try to put a scale on happiness and assign different levels to different things. But i personally done understand how one could do that. If I were to put a scale to happiness, it would say that either everything brings the same amount of happiness or that the scale I happiness is infinite. It's extremely difficult to describe what I'm saying, but like one of my professors once said, "we can never communicate with someone 100%" I think the true answer to this question lies in the idea that our minds don't exist, therefore there isn't an actual answer to this question. And there isn't meant to be. When I say "there isn't meant to be" what I mean is that nature designs everything and nothing. And our thoughts don't actually effect the world outside of us, so the answer to the question doesn't actually exist. It makes me uneasy to know that I will never truly be able to describe why I'm saying. But at the same time this thought enlightens me

[@falconpower3624]

Hey ER. COuld I ask you where you got Plague Doctor's mask from? I personally thought he was an awesome character and hoped to get one for myself too. It'd be great if you answered.

[@a7xfoREVer1992]

Having chronic depression there isn't too much that makes me really happy but if I had to pick one it would be my best friend (I know it sounds cliche and corny) but if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here today.

[@Jojester0004]

ER, do u think u could use a whiteboard instead if u have one? Chalk in general makes me feel really uncomfortable :(

[@831savage9]

I hate the sound of chalkboards but this one was great, thanks for the vids er

[@7stringguitarplayer]

You dont script any of your videos? Thats impressive to me. Did you play in a lot of plays in school or something? cause you're a good actor

[@colonclosedparantheses293]

Hey look at me! I commented on a video 4 years after watching it!

[@ExoticFireGirl]

Happyness to me at this point would be health. I ve been suffering from a chronic condition for five years now.

[@cojocoolio]

You seem like such a nice person. I'd love to meet you in real life and discuss interesting topics with you. We think alike on a lot of things. You seem very "zen"

[@kevinlazur7699]

"Happy Happens. It has to" - Dog of Wisdom

[@quazarquantifyer8464]

I want one of dr Corvus clemence ( sorry if I spelled that wrong ) doing a questioner type thing where he ask a bunch of questions like in tfhs 2

[@Austin76711]

I know this will get lost in the comments but I hope someone sees it. Happiness to me means I don't trudge through life because I have to. I run through life because I WANT to. Waking up in the morning knowing that someone will be there to love you, be it in the same bed or miles away. Providing for yourself or your bf/gf or just your family through a job you enjoy doing. I don't even wan't nice things in life. I just want a life that when I wake up in the morning I feel glad to live and can't wait to get out of bed for. Then again, what do I know about being happy? I've never been "truly" happy a day in my life.

[@RebeccaBuhler]

I feel like you HAVE TO watch Jan Švankmajer's Surviving Life and The Pleasure Principle. I think you would really love them.

[@wattman-music-archive]

Clap along if you feel what happiness is to you! Chorus: Because I'm happy!!

[@ThePAnders101]

Happiness seems to be something I'll never achieve.

[@adamramadan8693]

Seeing other people break and experience pain makes me happy

[@meneerNL]

confirmed 12 year old

[@adamramadan8693]

No I'm actually 17

[@meneerNL]

Adam Ramadan then you are just a joke

[@adamramadan8693]

You seriously don't get the anger management reference do you?

[@meneerNL]

Adam Ramadan evidently not

[@dank2207]

has anyone else noticed how ephemeral rift looks like massage asmr?