WHAT I EAT IN A DAY - DOING THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT ANOREXIA TELLS ME

[@j0lmi251]

you're literally glowing in this vlog wow it makes me so happy

[@amberfarndon7493]

also,ur mums eyes lit up so much when ya decided to eat more, my lil heart is beaming for you.

[@Chloematilda99]

Girl you actually look gorgeously with your hair back. You should wear it back more often x

[@Chloematilda99]

Mimi I’m not bossing haha

[@eliztropicals2147]

She would’ve been bossing her if she told her to put it down, she just suggested it ☺️

[@tamakiswife327]

@Mimi, it was a suggestion she wasn't like " wear your hair up all the time " she had suggested doing it more often as it looks pretty back, no need to get so bent out of shape it was a suggestion and a suggestion only please respect others has you'd want them to respect you.

[@chelseydixon3917]

The energy and personality you have in this viedo, is exactly the reason you need to recover! You have the kindest heart and best sense of humour! The less youre consumed by this eating disorder, the more of you that shines through.xxx

[@pouriaabadsafian]

A few weeks ago, the comments section was full of concerned subscribers. Now, it's full of subscribers who are so happy to see your progress - me included! I just hope you keep on recovering and absolutely smash your eating disorder thoughts 🤞🏻 p.s. your hair looks great!

[@lw9849]

Elzani.. you have really stepped it up and you’re doing AMAZING. we’re all so proud of how far you’ve come. well done. keep pushing! “millionaire’s tart.. life goals” 😂😂. xx

[@jordanprince2331]

I second this!! You got this babe

[@maisieclarke2703]

You look absolutely stunning in this video Elzani! Love the sweatshirt and your hair looks lovely when it's up like that. You've done yourself proud yet again... keep going my love! xx

[@sarahclemo5924]

I was so glad to see you take a bite before your mom when you were eating the bars.

[@ottaviazwillenberg3168]

Sarah Clemo noticed that too!!

[@lucymarie6413]

you look so beautiful, the hair up, the new style, but most importantly your new personality!! YOU ARE GLOWING, this is by far the most happiest we've seen you because you are fully aware of what you need to do now and that makes me happy, you are beautiful inside and out, you go girl xxx

[@august-jf3dr]

Holy crap Elzani, you are on another level!! You're doing so bloody well and sticking to your guns!! I hope this good energy continues for you. You inspire me

[@sunnyD9]

You should hype yourself before every meal like the beginning when you did your “fish for breakfast” dance. That was adorable and I feel like that will really motivate you and it’ll help you switch the fear into something fun and positive. Keep it up Elzani! I love the new look and everything you’re doing

[@etta1024]

I know that I speak for every supporter you have here.. YOU ARE DOING AN AMAZING JOB! You are letting yourself shine. When you feel down, please watch this and know you have come so far!

[@taikamatilda6246]

”doing the opposite of what anorexia tells me” yup, that’s how I recovered. keep going Elzani, you will win this battle.❤️

[@MeggsNBaconn]

You’re so beautiful Elzani! You’re doing amazing in your journey, we can all see you thriving :)

[@katiejones6370]

8.5 hour shift today, 10 hour shift tomorrow, should sleep. But Elzani uploaded 😂

[@EmilySaysRed]

Elzani I honestly couldn’t stop myself from commenting - I feel so incredibly proud of you, especially after reading comments/watching recent videos and getting frustrated. You’re absolutely GLOWING. You’ve got a killer sense of humour that hasn’t surfaced before - your energy is infectious, and your sass levels are out of this world! You’re SLAYING anorexia rn. Don’t you dare stop. The world is waiting xxx

[@Ella-ps1lg]

I love this comment!

[@leahbaer11]

Wow this is the most relaxed i’ve ever seen you! Every video you gain more and more of your hilarious, wonderful personality and lose more and more of your ED. Amazing girl.

[@sarahbourke8203]

Well done elzani!!! Everything looked so yummy! You seem much more smiley and lively, hope everything is as good as it seems to all us watching! That tart looked divine!☺️💞

[@rebeccaorourke7237]

Elzani you look sooo good. Wow you have such a happy healthy glow. I'm so delighted to see you doing so well, you should be so proud of yourself!

[@sammie8929]

oh my god the millionaires tart life goals line has me almost peeing my pants that was too funny pmsl

[@jessicascully8552]

You look so much happier and healthier You’re amazing !!!

[@Usagi0229]

I am also suffering anorexia and i am eating more because if youuuu💕💕💕

[@T7d534]

❤

[@abigailmitchell2198]

I’m happy for you ❤️

[@Usagi0229]

yourlittle princess just try to think about your parents ,friends and someone you love,and fight with the awful thinking just eat what you want calories are only some meaningless numbers on the tasty food❤️❤️❤️support from HK

[@tamakiswife327]

Same here

[@faithbossard8989]

yourlittle princess this is a super late response but I saw your comment and wanted to know if you were doing better, if not just remember that your life is so much more than what the scale says🙏🏻❤️

[@MelissaMarie133]

So I took a break from KZbin and hadn't seen any of your videos since Volgmas...but oh my goodness you have come such a long way since then and it makes my heart to so happy! I've noticed such a change in your personality. You used to be very shy, scared, sad, and anxious in your old videos. Now, I have noticed so much confidence and happiness! Not to mention, your hair looks amazing! I am so incredibly proud of you and can't wait to watch you continue your journey! Keep it up!

[@linaa4682]

Keep going Elzani, you will beat this xx

[@frozenicestar7293]

Omg Elzani I can see HUGE improvement in this video!!! You looked so positive and strong! GREAT job for challenging your fears. It’s also really helpful to say your thoughts and challenge your eating disorder voices aloud, it just gives you more power haha! You can BEAT this Elzani, keep going!!!

[@juliaspanos3695]

I have been recovered for 2 years and I’m so so glad that you are challenging your food rules/fears (I know it is so extremely hard!) Life without anorexia is so fulfilling and you are on your way. Never ever stop fighting! Even through the hard times you can never lose hope. Thank you for being so positive you are truly inspiring for other survivors

[@testt9414]

wow elzani, todays day of eating is one of the first ive seen from you that is proper anorexia recovery eating....well done!!

[@sarahgower4606]

Please please please be careful when you do start exercising that you don't overdo it. I became addicted to exercise when I was weight restored, my period didn't come back and I got osteoporosis and now use a wheelchair. Im now miserable because I can't do things that I enjoy There's plenty of time for you to exercise, it doesn't necessarily have to be this year xxx

[@mackenziekeenan3077]

The fact that you’re really trying and have realised this is what you need to do is just so admirable and amazing! Real proper wholesome recovery here we come! Keep testing and pushing yourself because you need it!

[@YasminA-jm9zs]

GIRL you looking fresh in this fit 👌🏻😍 Your face and eyes are literally glowing i'm *shook*

[@sarahs9381]

How you look now vs how you looked in your first video is an incredible thing to see. you look so happy, healthy, and radiant now! You always beat yourself up about how you have so much to improve and how you arent doing good enough, but you should be proud of how far you have come! keep up living your best life Elzani

[@Nicolacurran1]

Wow well done you! I feel like before you were talking the talk but now you are really walking the walk and reaping the benefits. You look so much happier, have more energy and your eyes are shining! Stay strong and keep talking about that inner destructive voice and you'll take away it's power. Really happy for you x

[@fabfourfever674]

"This scares me, so I'm doing it!" Elzani, you are an inspiration! Keep it up! 😘

[@thistoowillpass88]

Your personality shines brighter each video and I am loving it! So proud of you.

[@isabellewilding6016]

You look so so pretty. You’re starting to look a lot healthier, it’s really inspiring. Thank you.

[@smauilein]

You are an INSPIRATION

[@yooourbeautiful]

Your hair looks SO amazing in a pony! The scrunchie just adds so much “cuteness” ELZANI YOU ARE GLOWING!!!

[@ameliawiseman1158]

You can definitely tell your starting to get better both physically and mentally because your personality is starting to shine through

[@elzbthlncstr]

Elzani I was SHOCKED watching this video because it's like you're a completely different person than in your older videos. You seem so much happier and healthier both physically and mentally and we're all so so so proud of you. Keep it up sis!

[@prisvis3163]

Dear Elzani, after all my words in the last, speaking out my doubt and fears that you couldn't make this on your own... I just want to say *I'm so so so PROUD of you!* Please continue on this road xxx Ps: You look more alive while speaking and in movement. I see a nice sparkle and your hair up looks so good on you!

[@JanaKatherineVideo]

your energy in this video is UNMATCHED. LOVE YOU.

[@ilikeyoutube836]

I hate to break it to you, hair up or down, doesn't matter, you'll still be gorgeous no matter what you do 🙂 Elzani the difference in you is amazing. From the time you started your channel to now, you are like two different people. Your energy, your attitude, your confidence, everything about you has noticeably improved. I am so proud of you. Keep going!! ❤

[@thatswhatwesaidldn8440]

Wowwww! You’re doing SO well now and it makes me so happy!! Such a turnaround! You’re making such an impact on so many people‘s lives (as well as your own!), just keep going going going, you can do it!

[@notaboutthat1219]

The difference in your way of talking and in your concentration and presence between your first video and this one is stunning. You are inspiring.

[@leilastars456]

I am so so proud of you for the progress you're making .I know it must be hell what's going on in your head and I'm so proud of the mindset change you are doing amazing keep doing this !!i know it's not easy and some days are harder than others but you can do this !it's nice to see you happier it really adds to your natural beauty

[@lexijade5566]

Have been sitting for the last few hours hoping you’d post a video and now my night is a lot better :))

[@honeyyoungman229]

Haven't caught up with your videos in a few weeks, but WOW you are looking so amazingly well Elzani. Never thought I could feel so proud of someone I've never met. Keep up the good work you strong, beautiful woman.

[@jostockton3291]

Elzani!!!❤️❤️I've seen so much improvement in your recovery in the past few weeks. I'm so grateful for you, you give me every time I feel trapped and worthless. I'm sending you and your family loads of virtual hugs.😘

[@aliceincrazyland3946]

Kitchen dancing while making food is the best 🥰

[@kittyscat8905]

Iam so glad to see how well your doing. Been watching for 7 months now. Your video's are the best

[@lilywithkick]

omg this made me cry with pride for you, i hope i get an ounce of your bravery to start me own recovery soon, you are amazing and inspirational and i kinda want to be you. all the love from somebody very stuck in the depths xxx

[@ciara.carolyn]

Elzani you are GLOWING!!! you’re doing so well keep it up sweetheart

[@zoeclark6822]

You look so happy in this video and full of energy! So wonderful to see! You should be so proud of yourself Well done you

[@user78832]

I love how ur mum is always there SHES so nice and supportive and entertaining to watch!!😄

[@issymather8116]

You are literally the BEST!! you are so honest and funny and inspiring!

[@issymather8116]

also next time you should try granola on top of the yogurt!

[@nicolepowell47]

Your doing absolutely amazing in your recovery, the energy in this video is incredible and has just put a smile on my face to see your genuinely happy and are stepping forward to beat your eating disorder 💜

[@emmawemma5958]

Honestly you deserve way more subscribers! Recovering from an eating disorder is HARD, but you got this! You are doing such a great and amazing job!!!!! You go girl! Keep it up! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@SimplyLidia]

Don’t be self conscious girl, I’m currently recovering too and I feel like restricting because I’m full all the time and then body image takes place but once I’ve eaten I feel so much happier and I am free to do what I want, you are incredible and you are so gorgeous and the more you continue to eat the more beautiful you will continue to get, you inspire me to recover and keep it up ❣️👍

[@watchingyou7945]

Elzani I can see a distinct change in you in this video. You are blossoming! You are coming out of your shell and I love that! I saw a completely different side of you doing your commercial for the “Millionaires Tart” quite sultry and quite good! It would be nice if they would pay you to promote their product. Biscoff should sponsor you as well because I’ve bought 5 jars and ate them all and told my friend about it and she’s bought a jar and now she’s hooked! You started that! You have been choosing courage over fear! Bravo Elzani! Get after it!🤗❤️

[@louharmon6386]

you are GLOWING, it makes me so happy. You deserve to be so happy, keep going!

[@laurahadwin2700]

Well done Elzani, everyone can see how hard you're trying and it's amazing!! Keep it up Hun and keep pushing yourself, do not let that side of your brain start to take control at al, because it's going to try its absolute best and YOU have to fight it :) and remember you HAVE to eat more, and have bigger portions than everyone, because you have to make up for the years where they ate and you didn't!

[@kristatalavera7237]

Your hair looks so good up! You’re gorgeous. You look so happy in this vlog. Things are changing for you. Let the great and bot so great times come! You deserve it.

[@lizziew2171]

You seem to have so much more energy in this video and it’s so great to see!! ❤️

[@erdaliving2794]

Okay the energy, sassiness, and humor in this video is amazing! Go elzani!

[@miraelee1908]

I just did one of the biggest challenges yet in my recovery, having a king sized candy bar. I was scared to do it and wanted to chicken out (as per usual) so I immediately went to your channel for support, and managed to do it! :) You are doing so well, keep up the good work! Let's get through this together, yeah?

[@lissy666]

You are absolutely glowing and your eyes seem bright 💘 I hope you are well, keep smashing recovery!! Your videos are helping so many people.

[@CutieFashionBeauty]

Elzani, I never ever leave a comment on youtube videos but I just wanted to tell you this so bad. I am so so proud of you, you are doing so well and you look so good with your hair up! I'm so happy to see how happy food makes you now, it's so inspiring and I hope you help many girls out there feel the same. You go girl !!! Stay strong and just keep swimming. :)

[@lizzymiller608]

Elzani you really are the most lovely and bright character, it’s honestly beautiful to see you fight back against the thing that took you away from everything you love. you are doing so well and your hair and new clothes look great !!!

[@Zzzzzzzz41]

Omg elzani!!! Your new attitude in this and sassy comments are everything!!! 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽 you are doing AMAZING and i dont know you personally but i am sooooo proud of you. Today is going to be challenging to me ( i mean WAS going to be) but watching this vid has motivated me to act like you... feel the fear and do it anyway!! Mock the ED voice 🤪. Sending you love girl xxxx

[@everchik28]

So proud of the progress you've made! Beautiful, full of energy, & glowing. Love seeing you enjoy all the yummy foods especially healthy greens and fruits. Keep it up, you got this girl!

[@gurlglitz]

Loving your new style suits you so much, you seem so much energetic and happy, you’re glowing so much and it makes me so happy, you’re doing incredible 💕

[@zanezabere6410]

Elzani, You are just amazing! ...lost for words. It takes so much strength and courage to do what you are doing, and this is the real winning! Sending you love and support! p.s. added that fudge yogurt to my next sainsburys order. You sold it to me!

[@a.susanadacosta]

I absolutely love this new Elzani that is starting to show! Embracing recovery has truly changed you for the best! Don’t ever stop!!

[@filizmely]

You are doing so great and seem to get more and more positive and motivated with every video and it makes me so happy to watch this transformation!! Lots of love to you Elzani ❤

[@anialifejourneyd3425]

I’m starting to get food cravings I haven’t in years it’s so cool I started to eat my foods and watch you eat at the same time thank you sooooooooooooooooooo much you are saving my life

[@el2933]

Wow Elzani , it has been incredible watching your journey to recover over the past couple of months and this video has honestly made me so happy and proud, you go girl!! Keep it up Elzani we know you can do it!:)))

[@MadisonTiahn]

I love this upload time! Perfect time for me in Australia haha. Now go to bed beautiful girl. It’s late! X

[@markgajic9455]

10/10 THIS VIDEO GIVES ME JOY LOVING THE RECOVERY VIBES ELZANI !!! KEEP IT UP YOU'RE DOING AMAZING:)

[@fizzaqureshi]

Don’t normally comment, but you are glowing in this video and seem so full of life! Well done, you’ve come really far, keep on pushing

[@creatingsari2710]

You are looking so glowy and lively in this vlog. I'm so proud of you for challenging yourself so much 💕

[@santinamosher3652]

I don’t really comment on videos but I was scrolling and I came across this channel so I looked at the videos and wow you are such a happy and gentle person keep doing you and recovering you have such an amazing personality I can tell just by looking at you

[@saragill87]

It's good to see you not looking so scared. Also you haven't got your mum in breakfast... Shows you are proving you can do it on your own too 😊😊❤️

[@Slluggg]

You’re doing so well!! Keep it up girl, you will be strong again soon!

[@SpeedyMcWeedy]

YES ELZANI! YES!!! You're really fighting now, and it makes my heart soar! NOW, I believe that you are going to recover. Never stop fighting, and then one day, you will realize the war is over and there is peace.

[@gabbyyoutube2608]

I used to be the same and used to freak out about having a larger portion than my family members when I struggled with food, but at the end of the day you deserve the biggest slice since you’ve deprived yourself from so many foods for such a long time! You are doing so well and I’ve been watching you for months keep it up ❤️❤️

[@LaughingFrenzy321]

I like this. She used to have the tiniest slices of cake and still try to maintain some type of control over her eating but in this challenge she really did challenge herself. I’m impressed. You got this Elzani!!! ~positive vibes~ all around ☺️

[@katrinaduquette6062]

Your parents are so proud of you and love you so much it’s written all over they’re faces when they look at you.

[@hannahkisley9118]

I am always soooo hungry in the morning so I’ve started having two courses for breakfast as well :)

[@Emma-pe9ir]

Omg Elzani ! I Love watching your Videos because i‘m in recovery too and That‘s why it helps me a lot ❣️ And I think you are managing the best recovery on KZbin❤️❤️❤️❤️ I‘m sure, That you won‘t be sick anymore in the Future. I‘m so proud of you❤️

[@emilycarter6120]

Loving the pure sass coming from you in this video! You are doing so incredibly amazing

[@emsst2572]

So proud of you elzani that’s right girl if you want lasagne for breakfast you have it!!!! Xxxxx

[@erinnicole5348]

Okay, your Vans sweatshirt is so cute! And I love your hair in a ponytail.

[@inesbouvet3667]

It feels like you're true self is back and the elzani I can see now actually got me laugh to tears😂😂 also you look gorgeous with your hair up

[@txell4363]

You look stunning girl💛 Also I’m very proud that you don’t take so many time to start to eat as u did it before, you’re doing a fantastic recoveryy💓

[@hannakurimoto-fischer7600]

I’m so proud of you Elzani! In Asian countries fish for breakfast is quite normal, good on you for going against your fears, much love from New Zealand ❤️

[@katytallon1]

Your food is amazing. So lucky to get all the yum Waitrose and M&S food. It's great to watch - makes me hungry. I love those chocochino muffins too. Love that your humour is coming out - 'Millionnaire's Tart - life goals' teehee. x

[@sarahgower4606]

I love your energy in this video, you seem so much more present and alive! Keep pushing through the hard day's. I'm excited for your future because if you carry on like this then you'll actually have one 😘 X PS seeing the happiness and relief in your mum's eyes every time you eat is heart warming. Love you X

[@angelm6552]

this video fills me w happiness seeing the real u finally coming to life again nd all the energy n personality happiness it took away from u is finally coming back And I LOVE IT KEEP FIGHTING !!!!!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE N OUT N UR GLOWINGGGGG

[@ItsMeganMumford]

Your editing is coming on leaps and bounds 💛 It’s so nice to see you glowing and pushing yourself! Also the Passion Fruit yogurt by the Collective brand (Same brand as the Russian fudge) is Amazing, you should try it 💋

[@morganroemer4237]

You look so good with your hair up! Your energy is fabulous and your sense of humor seems to be coming back! I love it.