What I have been doing

[@Fatmagic]

Copy paste from description: To put what I have been saying in the video a lot more eloquently, I have been stressed from all aspects of KZbin and took a large break. I have been wanting to disconnect further from "social media" as it has invaded my personal life for far too long and caused me to get distracted from my goals. That being said, I have nothing against anyone trying to reach out to me, and to be ultra clear, that doesn't mean anyone cannot get into contact with me either. I also will always be reading and responding to comments whenever I can as I do appreciate every single one of you who watches and supports the channel. I am just taking a more active stance in my life on where my focus and time spent lies. This decision will lead to better content as well as I will have less things on my mind. I hope this clears up any potential confusion or misunderstandings from my ramblings in the video as I know I am not too great at relaying my thoughts into words lol. And if you have any questions, I will be active in this comment section responding to them

[@TAKER2071]

Lotta words

[@DUSTYMESA]

Comically large magician, I support your decisions.

[@omohudtf2]

🐎

[@delta5572]

The voy is back

[@ultimate8125]

Skibidi

[@MRswipez1]

Thank you Fatmagic for getting rid of the bots with your magic

[@GoreGunn]

No way it's swipez tf2

[@toho1255]

@@GoreGunn he is the spy from tf2

[@ii0000]

NO WAY ITS SPY FROM TF2?!!!

[@asterlofts1565]

Hello, your videos are funny and schizophrenics. :)

[@excxssive]

I can't believe Fatmagic not only fixed the bot crisis, but also solved world hunger, climate change, AND developed a cure for all diseases in the short time he was away. Truly inspirational.

[@iCookCrystalMeth]

I heard he was in Pennsylvania a few days ago. Weird stuff

[@asterlofts1565]

CRISPR CAN CURE DISEASES, SO... Is nearly true. :)

[@terrifichorse369]

@@asterlofts1565 *Excuse me?*

[@AnmolMishra946]

And then they ask me why I worship this guy instead of Donkey Kong

[@Xerox0073]

all of it while laughing like a maniac

[@theeggineer]

the fatmagic aura disappearing gave the contracted worker for tf2 the confidence to ban the bots

[@maumau22]

Never thought I'd hear the sentence "nutty fatmagic"

[@east_carolina_rail_photos]

It's his joker arc

[@ImGonnaFudgeThatFish]

toontown ass name

[@Ayeloo]

fatty nut magic

[@zackpumpkinhead8882]

_fatty magic nut_

[@NoImNotJonsAltWhatDoYouMean]

To me, nutty Fatmagic is just normal Fatmagic

[@sadlavalamp]

Fatmagic had to take a break so he could solve the bot crisis because nobody else would

[@Dogwater5943-mq4pz]

rest in peace fatmagic 🕯

[@junpei8880]

He will be missed

[@demoman5864]

This took me by so much surprise. RIP king.

[@Elemao28]

He is now fitscience

[@Golden_Ryan]

Fatmagic playing non-TF2 games is something I would LOVE to see. I know that the YT algorithm dislikes when creators shift to different games, but I'd love to see the silly shenanigans that Gargantuan Mysticality could be up to in other games.

[@NapoleonicGeese]

Yeah, his outlast and hades vids are some of my favourites

[@niney5405]

@@NapoleonicGeese Finals and Overwatch 2 were also pretty fun.

[@Ms.Datzky]

It's not even an issue of the YT algorithm not liking when a creator shifts to a different game, it's the community not interacting with it. All creators focused on a certain game have this issue, it's just worse with TF2 communities. Saying that though, Fatmagic has had it surprisingly easy, compared to other creators. I think he has a genuinely unique and interesting personality that people like him for, rather than the gameplay. Like Jerma when he started off on TF2 and moved to other games.

[@DustdeviIs]

I loved the minecraft streams personally

[@isnotbaldeagle4580]

@@Ms.DatzkyThe bubble..

[@Letumgo]

I can't believe fatmagic got banned.... How will this affect Dr. Large's legacy?

[@snakebae6259]

absolutely phenomenal thumbnail

[@Fatmagic]

Working on this thumbnail is the main reason I took such a long break. WEEKS of effort

[@Soda_Bobinski]

absolutely phenomenal pfp

[@snakebae6259]

@@Soda_Bobinski likewise comrade

[@JoeyCheerio]

Glad you're taking care of yourself brah. Soul searching is the best type of searching!

[@Obsidian8R]

whoa is that THE joey cheerio?

[@yuanwang9324]

are you a real cheerio? be honest with me now, no funny business joey

[@mariannaluciliasericata4195]

He's alive. Thank you for uploading. :')

[@SeaRavioli]

I’m so glad you mentioned feeling “toned back” because I totally get that. It’s not like I’m not being authentic but I feel like I always end up acting more “normal” when recording or cutting out moments where I feel more natural. Glad you’ve gotten a bit of time off to reflect tho, excited to see what’s to come 😎

[@Fatmagic]

It's definitely a strange habit I got myself into. But not anymore!

[@Pudding404]

Fatmagic went completely silent during the 2nd botcrisis save tf2 arc. Everyone, thank fatmagic for using his large sorcery to thanos snap the bots. No, I refuse to take my meds.

[@leeroyjenkins867]

He FINALLY enabled dynamic avatar on the bottom left!! Thank you, we always wanna see your loadout

[@yuanwang9324]

this is how you know fatmagic is now a new man

[@myr_wlk698]

7:27 "doing some improvements on my mentality" That's interesting, you always seemed so happy. And someone with half depression, thanks for being this happy, your laughter really brightens some of my days.

[@Fatmagic]

I started to develop a poor outlook on life with a not so great attitude as the time went on and I ignored the stress. Always good to have a mental reset as I am sure it would have led me down a not so great path

[@asterlofts1565]

Sometimes, I feel sad and with the Fatmagic videos I feel better!

[@exoticbutters98374]

Is half depression self diagnosed

[@nibbaturtle3340]

Fatmagic actually became Sniper Tf2

[@akedus44]

3:02 Fatmagic breaking out into manic laughter while explaining that his laugh is not fake is the most Fatmagic thing ever.

[@critiquing_chad9520]

The cream has gotten creamier with time.

[@khaas9]

Unfiltered Fatmagic already seems incredible. I'm so hype.

[@achair7958]

He's back and creamier than ever

[@theeggineer]

official fatmagic retirement announcement 🔥🔥🔥

[@macefilms_]

MY CREAMY MASTER HAS RETURNED bit aside, after watching the video ik how you be feeling. ive tried making videos but i dont feel like myself each time, its a strange phenomena. i think you should do a couple test videos to just absolutely LET LOOSE and not hold back at all, see the reactions and such. either way, glad to hear you're doing well and i hope you can enjoy making videos again. love you my pookie wookie snookie bear

[@WillyM4rTinEzLoQ]

Glad your are okay! Is interesting to me that while KZbin has been stressful for you, is your videos that helps me to relax when I'm stressed, you are my comfort KZbinr the same way me and a lot of people also have comfort shows that one rewatch tons of time because is fun even knowing the content from a to z, thanks humongous sorcerer!

[@invisible-car-man]

don't worry about it man, take your time and do whatever you think is best for you, don't feel forced to create videos to entertain us; always prioritise your health

[@flexingram4062]

giant sorcery im glad youre ok ❤

[@GreenFax]

i can't believe Fatmagic fixed TF2

[@sliver3703]

Fatmagic, I love the idea of you branching your content out into other games and other ideas like the cooking video. I have stopped watching tf2 content a few years back, but I keep consistently coming back to your channel for you and your personality! And I am sure many of your viewers feel the same. Keep doing what you're doing man, much love.

[@Tier3Sub]

I agree wholeheartedly. Going off of social media was such a big help for me, because it's like a cancerous tumor, and once you get off of it, your life increases tremendously. I've told my friends to do the same, and when they quit using it, they felt 100% better as well. Social media is a poison.

[@DemoDivsion]

He has returned! Glad to see you’re okay

[@willchase5692]

I love your videos a ton, but always put yourself first. You dont owe us anything, and im excited for your next upload whenever it may be. Thank you so much

[@RPGmatic]

Fatmagic being toned down gets me excited for the future. I love silly crazy youtubers. I crave that energy!

[@Almondcruncher]

From a fellow content creator to another: I’ve struggled with my own expectations a lot and it’s lead me on a downwards spiral when it comes to pursuing creative projects. Always comparing what I do to everyone else’s and ultimately never feeling like what I made was good enough. Luckily I broke out of that shell around a month ago and I’ve never had more fun in my life ever. What I’ve learned is that your own interests and your own health always should take priority over «pleasing the crowd». I remember PewDiePie once said «Make KZbin videos with the right intentions. If you enjoy making videos, then you can’t lose. If you have fun making them, people will enjoy watching them; I very strongly believe that. If you don’t enjoy making videos, you’re not gonna keep making videos. So if you don’t enjoy making videos, then don’t make videos.» Keep doing whatever you wanna do Fatmagic, however you wanna do it, and just have fun with it. Thanks for all the great stuff you’ve made these last years. Stay creamy

[@aidenchilds5478]

You know, it makes sense that you might be nuttier in real life. Your stories always do tend to be off the wall. In a great way! Thank ya for entertaining us!

[@Shoop31]

happy to hear you can recognize when you have to take a step back and analyze what you want to work on and change for the better going forward. Great life skill to have! Love ya large wizard! Keep doing you

[@mouse_cop]

We will follow wherever the magic leads....

[@dashthatonedude]

I am so glad youre back after a break, i was getting worried few days ago and even checked your twt for an update. Hope you feel better and will show yourself more in future videos

[@Vi4Valentin]

I haven't watched your content for many months but I came back for this out of interest in how you're doing. oh my god it is so nice to hear you just fucking laugh, thanks for being such a huge part of my life

[@mang0gunk]

I CAME HERE FOR WEEKLY UPLOADS OF SOMEONE WHO ACTS SANE AND ONLY PLAYS TF2 (love your stuff man, your content seems so real and genuine and that type of stuff takes time, whixh means if we dont get a upload for months i know itll still be fun and worth it)

[@citrusthepenguin]

Hope you're doing better, Fatmagic. Stay safe, love your content! 💜

[@military_snake]

I'm glad to see you're not retiring! when this notification pulled up, I was genuinely scared that you AND elmaxo would have retired at the same time. would have broken my Sniper heart! still grinding on that 100 killstreak Classic thing! I've employed your training, and it's come in really handy :) it's great to see you upload again. I'm looking forward to future videos, whatever they may be! you gotta be more hectic like you are offscreen, I agree. all in or all out, brother! and thanks for fixing those pesky bots ;)

[@TheDieselDRNKR]

I Love your bluntness in this video, be yourself man!

[@jakubs.5966]

LOVE IT. You do you. That road to yourself and madness takes time. Just be happy man. I wish you that.

[@nils9165]

Got burned out 4 years ago and it was the worst and best thing that happened. Got rid of a lot of things that just was not me and things I was afraid of what other people thought of me. Today I am more me than ever. Wish you the best and healthy recovery. P.s. Thanks for solving the bot crisis.

[@Rayquaza-Really]

You have to be one of my most "Real" content creator. Very good that you are taking breaks when needed. Hope to see more

[@paintbomb2907]

Fair stuff, I always figured since you were a very happy person in videos that you’d care about these sorts of things So keep doing so, you are the main person keeping the quality of these videos after all (minus editors but besides the point), your health matters more than any potentially impatient fans/roadblocks halting progress

[@alexward8139]

I completely understand, I myself have been trying to distance myself from the internet in general due to addiction/health, not to mention everything you did already like wasted time/energy. The internet constantly grabs attention away from what is meaningful in life. I’m loving the brutal honesty followed by your maniacal laughs lmao.

[@AeyakS]

The creamy well of power, it holds back no longer. One iota of its terrible, irresistable power has changed the world forever.

[@mroostache]

authentic creamy content

[@potato_pattt]

OMGG I'm just happy to see you back!!!😭 hope you've been doing well :'3

[@gabestew262]

Hey large wizard, just wanted to say i love your stuff. Im glad you took a break, your videos are always such a chill comforting time tf2 or not

[@halleyalex7544]

It's okay, I can completely understand. Playing the same video game, going to KZbin and uploading it consistently for months will eventually lead into a burnout. Taking a break is totally acceptable. Go at your own pace, we will continue to support you!

[@beesechurger2540]

Even though I started watching your videos a little while back, I think you’re hilarious. You’re a really cool guy. Rock on and stay motivated!

[@shilithidslefthand]

Fatmagic was too wise and so logical, he knew that if he disappear, the bots will going too🤭 I love you dude, and i love watch your gameplays. Good to see you again and take it chill🖤

[@shilithidslefthand]

I didn't realize that i wasn't sucribed before. Lol.

[@InVinoVeratas]

3:31 Fat magic is Secretly Jerma985 version 2.0,we just didn't know it 🗣🗣

[@thievious9463]

What I find really great about the removal of bots is that the same people who hate snipers won't be able to use the classic "He's a bot and cheater" Excuse when you're simply just good at the game.

[@AstralHonorable]

Hey man, love your content and hope the break you took helped clear your mind! Love your personality, from all your videos and even if you branched off from TF2, I'd love to see em. I can only imagine what social media can bring, especially being a content creator and the guy who took down the Bots. Just take the time you need for yourself!

[@CookiesEnCreamSFM]

Knew about you for a while but only just recently started semi-binging your vids, you inspire me to get better at Sniper. If you're not too burnt out of tf2 atm, since you seem to like funny stupid hitsounds you should try what I use if you want, sounds from mobsters from Max Payne 1 of taking damage and dying, I think it's pretty funny. Love your content and I wish you the best Fatmagic :3

[@katze256]

The way you play tf2, all the laughter and unflapability, has improved my own enjoyment of the game by so much over the years. Youre part of the reason i still play the game. Good luck on handling that burnout, and good on you for not buyin into the online brainrot. Cheers, mate!

[@coolwolf506]

Fly high Fatmagic🕊☀You will be missed dearly by your fans...

[@capt_crunchee1510]

Glad to know you're okay man. And it's awesome to know you're prioritizing whats important to you! I hope you're able to do all the things you want!

[@philflorence590]

Can't believe it took me a month to see this video. The idea that you were holding back you're true self is both awe-inspiring and terrifying at the implications. You were already pretty nutty, but now? By god your gonna be a whole thing of trail mix.

[@demoniccheesepuff274]

Our Large Champion returns, the darkness is once again staved off by the mere knowledge that he is okay. Wish you the best dude, thanks for all the laughs so far! P. S. Unleash the nut, brother 🥜🌰

[@Duncan73]

I think we need to see what Nutty Fatmagic looks like in game! Those dispensers better watch out! Jokes aside, it's great to see you and hear your voice again! Keep up the good work mate!

[@Renamin]

It's okay fatmagic, we all love you it's okay that you are burned out, we dont care when you upload, cause we all know whenever you upload its gonna be PEAK!!! So take care buddy we all love you

[@Renamin]

Also its 3:11 AM you made by day better by uploading lol, thanks for the update

[@A_monnk]

Im glad you’re back, love your videos, both live gameplay and then you just talk

[@lordmenetti]

Thanks for fixing the bots Mr Magic. Also welcome back :) PS - would love to see another video with your buddy where you div'd and it had hilarious back and forth banter

[@neverlucky8242]

Glad to see you back! Hope you keep doing videos and about other games too!

[@junpei8880]

I want to make like, 7 jokes but I've got too big of a smile on my face. Glad you're doing better, good to have you back :D

[@imhappyanyway]

as a person who quit social media a couple of years ago, I fully support and understand, it's like a breath of air that was missing keep up the _good_ work

[@chrisa8320]

I’m glad you uploaded I was getting worried about you man, I love your content, it makes my day

[@guy4036]

Cool man. Good hearing youve put forth effort and time into what improves and makes you happy, not otherwise. Trauma is trauma, everyone has to do what they need to do. No shame in it. One things for sure, the less time "online" the healthier the human mind. Also, "blunt" fatmagic, its easier to be honest and not "tone it back" I bet. Feels better "being honest" I mean. I dont think anyone would mind seeing more of that in your videos, lol. Enjoy the vids. Peace.

[@LoganTEM]

6:55 dude watching the scout come in and do a hit and run on the soldier completely avoiding you only for a spy to then come in and completely fail on you killed me

[@spumbisco]

I'm glad you're doing better! Breaks are absolutely necessary and i hope you had time to recharge. Even though I assumed you were taking a vacation/break, today I thought "hmm I wonder what's up with that fatman" and boom! an upload! Really glad you're back, can't wait for future content. But yes, I too am slowly moving away from social media, takes away too much of my time. I can better allocate it doing other things. Wish you the best man!

[@jcgjfnijwndxehdc5055]

Please take all the time you need large wizard and no.1 boss baby enjoyer we can always watch the older videos :)

[@Negan_Lc]

I love you my guy. Even with my poor english, your comentary vids are gold and ur laugh make me laugh too. I hope u get better soon and reach ur goals in life. Cheers from brazil 🖤

[@Neoniq41]

It's great that after all the hard work Fatmagic solved the bot problem, cheers to you man!

[@uiopclown8226]

hey take ur time man! we love ya ❤

[@grigoriygreen4011]

I honestly like it when you are being your true self. I resonate with that a lot

[@clayman2314]

Hello again, it was nice to see you yesterday on that upward game, and I am glad everything appears to be well. It is important for you to be happy.

[@joshuaminton7583]

@@clayman2314 I like the new KZbin update that allows you to see comment history to say that you have been watching Fatmagic for 4 years now. 😊

[@zomb839]

I always appreciate an upload, no matter when. Take your time please!

[@david21216]

I've been in a similar place too tbh, working full-time finally out of college. Not playing any games for weeks at a time and just watching youtube and being an adult when I'm off work. I used to be done with all my weekly stuff on deep rock the day it reset every week but now I've seen myself pull back from all that. Its healthy to just bring attention towards other aspects of your life because it matters too, life is multifaceted and its not just games lol. Also goodluck with the allergies sounds like its killing you as always (ofc I mean, "why are you sounding so depressed?" lol) Hope to catch some more vids around when you feel like you got the time ☮

[@mr.d00m37]

Same here bro.

[@BoBrEiGs]

Great to hear that you're doing well and taking care of yourself, FM! Love you! ❤

[@chrism.2338]

glad youre doin well homie

[@banana_splitz5679]

More power to you about being offline. Super respectable

[@SankalpaRaymondal]

A big fan of your work. keep doing what you are doing!

[@divine65]

tf2 has been drier without u man, always love your content but i can fully understand your burn out or whatever the situation may be, i wish u the best of luck and will always be waiting for more videos :)

[@Bouyphe]

You are the boiled egg of tf2's bohemian salads

[@lustaal2666]

i loved your visual novel video. you really should do some more weird shit like that.

[@yourface2464]

Good on you for taking care of yourself! Not doing that is what causes channels to shut down altogether, RIP elmaxo. But... man we can tell you're holding back your personality when you make videos. Nah. The cracks form when crazy stuff happens, the dam bursts when you have a laughing fit. Those are the best moments on this channel, man.

[@theaccursedone1916]

i still always love your videos and be reviewing them always, its good to take a break from time to time

[@dootdootyeah3434]

your un-subdued self will resonate with a lot of people!

[@Quyzbuk86]

Social media is not for those who care about their sanity or happiness, that has been apparent for a very long time now. There is absolutely nothing unusual about only wanting to speak to others on your terms and your terms only.

[@mr_raus]

As someone that did exactly that a year ago, it's been better than ever. So yeah, it does make sense.

[@highway_roadkill]

can't believe Fatmagic fought off all the bots single-handedly and saved TF2 all on his own, let's hear it for the humongous magician!

[@nuherbleath461]

Nice to have you back :)

[@krazywizbiz2914]

Glad to know you've broken past the limits of creaminess!! Take care!

[@CreativeUsername0]

Fatmagic took a short break and Valve got so scared of his absence that they fixed the bot crisis just for him. Truly inspirational

[@ZertuseLetz]

crack

[@chloetong8424]

Been there with burnout, keep on taking care of yourself, whatever form that takes :D

[@2digitmanfshseffsfhsg]

Happy to see your content always. I love watching your vids but always put your own health first.