what was love to us anyways?

take me back
to when we first met
cause i liked your eyes
you know that i never found fault
in the way you talked to me back then
“love is blind”
my mom likes to tell me
i know nothing bout
the boy i spent a year with
but it doesn’t mean that none of it was real right?
cause i don’t know why
you couldn’t just tell me to fight
if it ended in a silent ceasefire
still want to kiss you on your lips
but also yell at you for making me hurt like this
now i write these songs
without you to listen
i don’t know what i was trying to say with them
why couldn't i just say it to your face
i’m the only one left aboard this ship
you abandoned it all for a good reason
we were only fifteen
what was love to us anyways?
but you loved me in every way you knew
built me a home when i had nothing left to lose
wish it didn’t have to end like this
i’d do it all over again even if it meant id have to burn all our plans
in the end
with my own hands
where we first met

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