Where I Keep My Secrets | SoSonia's Journal Flip Through

"Journaling is like a little door into the madness of my mind." Journaling can be a hard habit to keep up with! Maybe you're like me, and always kept a journal when you were younger. But once I left school, keeping up with my journaling become much more difficult. So, here is my challenge to you... pick up that pen and paper! Any time you're tempted to procrastinate on your phone or laptop, try journaling instead. If you're not quite sure what to write about, here are some prompts to get you started!
Featuring original score by Steve Failows (FLAKJAKT). Check out his channel here: / flakjakt
A letter to:
myself when I need a friend
my pen
my mom when she misses me
who ever I might be in a year (a lot can change)
my best friend in preschool
the attractive barista
a soul mate I might never meet
a version of myself I thought I was going to become
to the me I see in the mirror
to the world during an earthquake
to my mom when I was still in her tummy
to my journal
Write one of these out!...
A list of...
1. My own set of swear words
2. The people I should have said thank you to
3. The best thing I notice around me on a good day.
4. The only places I have really felt alone with you
5. The best compliments I have received
6. The people whose hand book on life I'd like to see
7. The things I'll never tell you!
8. Advice that I have gotten that I haven't yet used (that I probably should / that I probably should never use)
9. Why I shouldn't doubt myself
10. Little ways I could be a better human
11. Emotions
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[@CoqueMacho]

You did it again Sonia, magic.

[@la_piratiya]

gracias a tu canal y tu recomendacion llegue al suyo . :) No dejes de CREAR y CREER EN TI.

[@flakjakt]

"Help the person you will become, remember who they once were" great line!

[@naixma4772]

There's so much creativity in your videos that I have to watch them twice, and when I come back to watch them later, its like watching a whole new video. I don't know how to explain it but your videos seem never ending

[@Moriqueen34]

I agree

[@zarintasneem205]

@@Moriqueen34 me too.

[@anshulgoel3725]

that's exactly what happens with me too. i just didn't have the words to explain. but you did it for me!

[@elshog]

I have so many journals but I'm intimidated by my own scary thoughts and I'm always scared to face them. I sometimes fear ruining my journal! But this really motivated me to just push myself to continue journaling and writing since I really love doing that!

[@NikkiHarrisFilms]

A video doesn't get any cozier than this.

[@anni613]

I write in a journal that has no lines, I don't write the date, and sometimes I print and sometimes I write in cursive, and I'll write horizontally and vertically depending on how I feel. It's very freeing to write like this rather than the way schools teach you to write.

[@krystawisner6043]

K-17 one time i wrote an entry in a spiral starting from the middle while turning the book. really fun

[@nabeela298]

"think about it this way, when you're older and start to forget, you'll wish you made more of an effort to rememeber what your mind no longer can". That hit deep. Awesome video!

[@starlightstarbright97]

It is April of 2023 as I write this... I remember how much I loved So Sonia and when this channel was called Soul Pancake! I liked all these So Sonia videos under an old email/channel I had way back when. I randomly thought of her and then remembered she had closed all her accounts. 😢I really hope she comes back ‘cause her content truly is creatively underrated.

[@7sunamistudio447]

same as you, i come back to her when i need too. I am sending her all the best vibes ✨✨

[@lil-sq1pp]

@@7sunamistudio447me too!!

[@cathheise]

I keep coming back to this video over the years, it’s so powerful and inspires me to journal every time. Thank you ❤

[@KiiraPeach]

this made me want to pick up my journal again

[@Participant]

Yessss, go for it!

[@paty1035]

Every time I need inspiration I watch Sonia's video. I can watch them over and over again, I never get tired!

[@cinemoni]

I was never able to keep up with a journal. Seeing your journals makes me want to start one but I just KNOW I won't keep up with it lol. Beautiful video Sonia! The cinematography was amazing btw.

[@XdebariaX]

I love this 💙✨ and I feel the same way but with photographs 😊 I'm a photo addict, the sky changes everyday, people change, buildings get torn down or remodeled, so I love to snap photos daily to remember things that mean something to me or made me smile or feel any type of emotion. When I develop them I write a few words on the back about why or where I was whenI snapped the photo...you know the obvious details 😊 I hope to go back when I'm older to these photos and that they help me remember how I felt on that specific day, good or bad, it should be nice to go back in time by looking at my photographs :) Thank you for always inspiring us to do greater things Sonia 💙✨ you are amazing and incredibly sweet ❤️✨

[@Participant]

This is such a beautiful message. Thank you so much for watching!

[@XdebariaX]

SoulPancake no problem! I love your channel 😊 and Sonia is one of my favorites 🌸

[@ginevralaurora472]

Is really impossible to describe your energy. I try not crying, but it's so complex! You inspire me every single second I watch your videos. Thank you. Thousand and thousand times THANK YOU.

[@aryagiram9868]

Journal is a place we can freely mess up and be ourself without any fear of judgement, I feel like my journal is a reflection of my life and the mess in it is the beauty I wouldn’t trade it for the world, I’ve been journaling since 5 years and it feels amazing how much I changed and grew whenever I look back.

[@aryagiram9868]

n now its been 8 years into journaling

[@megan7030]

I love the authenticity of how you express yourself Sonia in you videos, phots and journals!

[@jackelyni.]

I can´t explain how you're SO special Sonia! AMAZING, creative, sweet mind!

[@bluelight582]

This is one of the most beautiful videos I have ever seen.

[@ellashiani3476]

Ooh one of my favourite of your beautiful creations! At the start of this year I bought a journal. I didn't set any expectations about how or when I would write (or whether it would be writing or some other way of expressing thoughts) I just thought lets give this a go again. I take the time to keep it looking nice and creative so that when I open it up or flick through the pages I feel clam, happy, pleased, inspired. I've filled most of it now and I'm (gently) aiming to have it filled in time for a new one next year. I know that I'll enjoy having this capsule of the year to look back on. I always wanted to journal growing up, but I was never quite ready or able to keep it up. Always putting unrealistic goals around how to do it. I've done really well this time and it makes me happy. However I had been letting it slip this last month so this video was just the nudge I needed, thanks Sonia x

[@maddiedrew2475]

Every time I get out of journaling, I come back to this video and I’m instantly inspired again. Thank you Sonia

[@kerbeanblient2354]

2017 was a year that i had severe axiety attacks and she helped me through it, her videos make me feel safe. thank you sonia ❤

[@naphtaliek.m4505]

I was literally looking for a comment of this year and I’m so happy that I found one. Are used to watch every video of her because it would make me feel so good so I’m happy that her videos made you feel safe

[@kerbeanblient2354]

@@naphtaliek.m4505 she helped me so much in that year. i come back and watch her video whenever i'm at my lowest she has that something and i love her for that.

[@kaitiemarie9572]

Thank you Sonia! For always helping me. I wish i could hug you.

[@TheLifeImLiving]

Thank-You! I've told all my subbies about you, and this wonderful gift you've reignited in me! BIG FAT HUGS!!! Anisa :-)

[@meganjensen8354]

I love the rhythm at the beginning!!! ♡

[@OrignialLostintheFifthcorner]

Nowdays most videos I watch, I either speed up or don't have the patience to finish...this is my 2nd time watching this...in the same day! Very inspiring, very different, very artistic! Thank you for this refreshing little gem amongst the mass of generic redundancy that KZbin videos in my feed can be.

[@patzmaru98]

This is by far my favorite journaling video here on YT 💕i cried when you spoke of the future self

[@micaelablushes7168]

Ironically was going to start a little journalling project today instead of doing Nanowrimo! Loved every little detail about this video!

[@lokylong28]

I used to sketch everyday but now I just don't really do it anymore, and watching your video really makes me wanna pick up a sketchbook and a pen and just go drawing while having coffee at a very nice cafe. Thank you for reminding me of that very subtle yet wonderful joy that I have long forgotten :)

[@Arsip-b3k]

I still go back to rewatch your videos

[@Dylan-yd8kw]

Sonia, I look forward to your next video every time your last ends. I just love them so much. They make me feel human in this world of people who thinks drudging along at a desk is the way life works.

[@judithfuentes688]

I can't explain how much I love this and how much this inspires me

[@MegIgarashi]

Man Sonia's videos are always so beautiful, inspiring, and so creative! :D I can't get over them! She is definitely one of my favorite creators on the internet! :)

[@stellasofologi7118]

Hi Sonia!!I love watching your videos but this one is my personal favourite!! You inspire me so much and you give me motivation to keep up with my own journal. I hope you keep doing such inspiring videos. They always make me thankful about my life and where I have gone so far. So thank you very much Sonia😊

[@rebeckahjarne6253]

I think I have watched this almost a 100 times now...I can't wait for your next video Sonia!!

[@lpspapernpen9080]

I am not even kidding this is now my favorite video on the entire internet. It's my "soul-video".

[@friederikestelter869]

I looooove this video! I must have watched it about 10 times now, I keep coming back to it every few months! I do journal myself and this video has every aspect of it in it and it motivates me to keep journaling!

[@thehandmaidstale1382]

Do you know if sonia has any other social media? She has ghosted the whole KZbin...

[@mlk8260]

@@thehandmaidstale1382 yeah, I noticed that...and I'm quite sad about it, but I still have hope that she might return.

[@thehandmaidstale1382]

@@mlk8260 I hope so, i think she has deleted her own KZbin channel as well i mean all the contents of that channel. I loved her content so much 🤧

[@PerformingGuru]

The reason you started journaling is mine too! To remember myself in the future :) But, now, journaling is something I do. I don't think about it anymore, it;s just a part of my life!!

[@karencarrasco6930]

Have never commented on KZbin but you have inspired me and I thank you for that

[@emanalmutawa8564]

this is truly one of the most beautiful videos I've ever seen..! thank you Sonia for being such a sweet inspiration.

[@lorif4268]

Fantastic! Just what I needed today! I thank you from the bottom of my heart for creating this video I shall refer to it again and again I am certain. I suffer from page panic and as a writer that is not a good thing to suffer from! Thank you for the inspiration and courage. Thank you for putting your light out into the world we need that more than ever these days!

[@FairyTaleForever1]

this is really the best and most creative video on KZbin

[@jasanna4365]

God damn I did not realize how much I needed this video! Infinite love your way Sonia. You never cease to inspire me

[@bl00dm00ntlz]

So Sonia was awesome, i hope she comes back

[@annah.3283]

yeah, i'm sad she disappeared from all her social accounts

[@diywithhaya3920]

i hate them who disliked ur video..amazing detailing, imagination, editting and motivation..keep it up

[@Arsip-b3k]

You already said everything that i was thinking about. I..I don't know what to say, I just can't explain this feelings. Thank you so much for this video! It's perfect

[@taylorparker9161]

This was a cinematic moment and I loved every millisecond of it. This is an ART PIECE.

[@lijdya]

what a beautiful, creative and magical video! 😍 😍 😍

[@sina2710]

your videos inspire me so much and I love them! I just discovered your channel yesterday evening and I was immediately in love with it. I'm so happy that I haven't watched all your videos yet and I'm looking forward to all the new ones which are coming. Thank you so much! You can see how much work it is to make such a video and I maybe want to try it too. My type of expression is to draw and write kind of a diary.

[@meganjensen8354]

this really touched me, I really did journal a lot when I was younger, but I've sort of forgotten about it. maybe this might just be the thing that'll get my life back together

[@nomoon.9748]

as usual i was scrolling through my KZbin page, and just saw the notification of this video and i took it! aaah! the best feeling everr! 💛 the vibe you provide within gaah! 💘

[@cassandramae85]

Amazing video! It really captures the beauty that is journaling! I have been keeping a journal since 1999 when i was 15 years old and I haven't looked back since. It is a wonderful feeling to hold so many years of precious memories in my hands!

[@queenrebecca1]

Love this. I used to write everyday last year but I now never have time. But watching this I am going to make sure I set aside time to journal again. You always inspire me Sonia!! 💓

[@lotpostma4209]

THIS IS THE BEST VIDEO I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE

[@Mylifesofar]

I've only recently started consistently journalling and falling in love with it. This video was beautiful. I love it so much because my main goal is to write for my future self. My family has a history of Alzheimer so I know a tiny piece of my future so I want her to at least be able to read about what it was like when she was younger.

[@drfdwf392]

Beautiful! Thank you, Sonia and SoulPancake.

[@HannaBella98]

Sonia! I loved the video. I started journalling when I was 12 and looking back to those journals I'd usually laugh and wonder how the heck did my parents deal with that angry, angsty little me. I love how you put absolutely no restriction as to what you can put in (words) or literally stick on the papers. I am still a little afraid of doing that.. messing up the pages. My journal is already quite messy even with only scribbles of black ink and yet nothing makes me happier than scribbling on the next page. ps. all the efforts for making this film ! WOW, SONIA

[@unclejizzy88]

HOW IS EVERY VIDEO YOU MAKE A MASTERPIECE You inspire me so so so much - I can't thank you enough

[@unclejizzy88]

I just bought a journal ;)

[@ceciliacastillo4995]

h

[@celiawalters4822]

Sonia's videos are always a rich sensory treat. Amazing (:

[@safabasheer2541]

Oh my god. Your videos are so creative. I’m stunned.

[@rebeckahjarne6253]

Oh, I would love more videos about journaling from you! Truly inspiring!

[@imshikishika]

I miss sosonia so much, she's everything I aspire to be. she seems pure.

[@noorz9170]

Sonia, I honestly love your videos so much

[@urjadwivedi6379]

I absolutely love your videos. Those raw doodles and lines and the typography. And perfect set of words. I can relate to you most of the times and look forward to watch your videos💙

[@NganNguyen-xw5bl]

This is seriously one of the best videos about journaling. Thank you for inspiring me even more on keeping a journal :D

[@DanielleIry]

god i love this so much!! i actually just started journalling because of sonia, and felt like i was flailing a little bit. this is great inspiration.

[@zuzilichious]

Sonia's videos speak from my soul :)

[@brendaramirez6340]

I keep coming back to this beautiful video after years for re-inspiration.

[@aanchalmohanty3621]

This video is ART. I'm so glad I found your channel. So so glad.

[@reactivegamersita4638]

I'm constantly getting inspiration to do things but I never actually do them, sometimes cause I don't have any materials or time, other times my expectations are just too high... Then I get depressed thinking of how I'm wasting my life

[@laundromatqueen1939]

reactive gamersITA I relate to this so much!

[@annah.3283]

me too, the lack of self esteem to do anything

[@skyarnas]

"Try to eliminate the time between saying you're going to do something and actually do it" - Maggie Stiefvater on how to enjoy life the fullest! :D

[@UmarKhan-ff4ro]

rad

[@Lily.valkyrie]

me too, in those exact words

[@hollyschultz3660]

You are honestly some of the coolest people

[@johannacannella909]

this makes me SO inspired to start journaling more

[@xocoolchickxo]

the most beautiful video I have ever seen in my whole life!!

[@christinenineteen]

Thank you so much for this meaningful and inspirational video! You opened something inside me and made me to just write. Your videos are beautifully crafted. You are amazing. Keep being you!

[@hhhmlvv2073]

I loved your video so much I put it on repeat just for the sake of its greatness . Thanks for making my day , our days !!

[@kitkat-yo8ce]

being happy is an understatement of what i felt when i found you :')

[@karar.6475]

This is so perfect and so beautiful. I cannot stop watching this over and over. ❤

[@VanNguyen-tj6zm]

Such a super creative opening of this video! Keep up the great work Sonia! :D

[@yaradeconinck]

The message is so simple, but also impossible.. and then that video.. djeeezes, talking about art 🌸

[@kamelacubillos]

just what i needed to remember. if i want my life to be an awesome story, i better pick up my journal again and create some awesome memories :)

[@Flower-od8vs]

Wow one of the best journal I've seen!!

[@KristinWitcher]

Sonia!! This is so lovely as you are!

[@thecreativehermit]

I use to journal a lot in high school. Now that I'm older I lost the motivation to journal. But I want to start again. This was a great video.

[@CPMike453]

I have a gratitude journal that always push off to the side. Going to start again! Thanks Sonia

[@montsesantana9830]

wow it felt like i was watching a movie! this definitely made me want to pick up my journal again!

[@HerbDinoOhNo]

The way this was filmed and edited? Flawless. Great message as well.

[@lucyforest8769]

I use to journal/ write poems / covered my head to toe mirror in paper so I could write on it / sometimes when I would be bored in school write random things. I love the freeness of writing on something and writing the way I like. The writing utensil I use is colorful pens because I like to look back at my journals and just look at how fun and different it does not feel like I am writing an essay. Also I like to cut the papers into different shapes. As you know I also like to write a lot from this story.

[@xcxalexandra]

Yep. This might actually be the best video I have ever seen.

[@EPICvloggerism]

This is the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time! ♥️

[@ciaralangis127]

ive been attempting to keep a journal for awhile now but it is really hard! after seeing this video im definitely gonna try harder. thanks sonia!

[@allycahill6329]

This video was so beautifully made I am in awe

[@mariposa137]

I freaking love this!!!!!!!!!! The editing is over the top

[@andyyniable2582]

O my gosh. This lovely lovely video of yours make me wanna go back to journaling. Thank you sooo much ✨

[@Pixxeluv86]

I've missed you! I 💛 this so much! My form of expression is my Dark Poetry! I write on my page sometime more sometimes less sometimes barely but when I do I feel an instant release!! HUGS

[@AnhMai712]

this is the video I've wanted for soooo long! thank you Sonia!

[@maddiedrew2475]

Is it just me or do you just love the way she says "story"

[@anikagarg371]

Oh my god!!!! Why didn't I reach your channel earlier???!!! You are so inspiring and awesome it's just bizarre!!! And that videos... Damn! How much effort you put in; it shows definitely!! Totally subscribing. Xoxoxo

[@madarmarda]

Sonia, i love you're videos. You're short story was certainly eye opening. :)

[@kailamichelle6126]

This video has been in my recommendations for soooo long and I’m just clicking on it! Oh if only I’d known what I was missing out on!😩 you just gained a new subscriber and I’m only 17 seconds in!❤️❤️

[@adhiantos]

Sonia, I can't stop admiring how creative you are really. This is so so amazing.

[@lucky_centipedes5848]

I started a journal recently and it's a very nice experience. awesome video!!